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Morning of January 28, 2014. Tuesday.

Dream #: 17,207-02. Reading time (optimized): 2 min. Readability score: 70.



There are typical composites in my dream, including the ditch of the north area of the Cubitis backyard. There is a fictitious house where the railroad tracks were in reality (where there is now a highway). There is a typical intruder (trespasser) scenario with unknown young females.

In a later segment, Zsuzsanna and I own a restaurant in an unknown area that is otherwise reminiscent of the east corner of Stadcor Street and Hamilton Road in Wavell Heights. We also own a cinder block house on the other side of the restaurant’s parking lot.

We are going to live in our restaurant as if it was our residence. Both buildings are one-storey and about the same size. They are the only buildings in that half of the street. The rest of the lots (to the north) contain trees. In correlating the imaginary area with a map, the restaurant is south-most on the corner. North of it (assuming Stadcor Street) is the parking lot, then the house, then the trees.

Behind the restaurant, the parking lot, and the house seems to be a high hedge (and more trees beyond) that join with the trees in the middle area of the street. An L-shaped hedge borders the south side and part of the front of the restaurant. Beyond is a road with much more traffic. It runs east and west, modeling Hamilton Road. There are at least three high stacks of used automobile tires on the opposite side of the street from the front of the restaurant. I am unsure how we came to own all this property.

After going into the restaurant with Zsuzsanna to check it out, I see that it is mostly empty (other than having a few picnic tables for customers). There are no curtains on any of the many large windows that mostly face the north and west. I think that the first thing to do is to put up curtains and then move in our furniture and later, possessions. I remain unsure about the status of having restaurant supplies.

Two annoying unfamiliar women come in thinking our restaurant is open. I get the impression that one of them had worked for the previous owner. One of them rudely sits on the countertop (the counter of which extends east through the middle of the building). I believe that they may be the same women from the earlier scene where they had two daughters, and they were all being intrusive in our other home, although mostly only in our yard.

I tell them that this will be our home, but then I think we may be living in the house near the parking lot, though I remain unsure. I absentmindedly sit atop a picnic table, but then I get down after realizing how obnoxious an act it is.

I remember a story in the newspaper (from real life) where a woman stalked and continuously threatened a teenage girl who had been sitting atop a picnic table at a park.

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I was seeing my report card and I saw that I had a 9% on one test and 99% on the other grade. I was sad afterwards. I had only 2 tests on it.

The next dream was a semi-lucid one. My brother was in it and was angry at him. I shouted "THIS IS MY LUCID DREAM" Like a lion. He always appears in my dreams that bugger . I knew that I had controlled some aspect of my dream but I don't know what it was.

In the third dream I was living in sort of a extended family, But with lots of unrelated guests. IT was sorta like one of those sitcom shows(full house perhaps?). Then I remember spying on a couple, they were singing a beautiful song about size and being in bed. It was sung in a rich,beautiful voice. It sounded sorta like the song "Just give me a reason". It was one of the of best songs I have heard, if not the best,the lyrics were not so good(the dream song that is.) In the next part I had situation where a parasitic was had bitten someone, we were standing in a straight line. The wasp takes 12 days to move on to it's next victim, it cause a bone swelling and disables the fingers. I calculated that since there were 8 people that I had 96 days till it reached me, it's final victim. Here is the photo of the wasp that sacred me so much:

It is currently 10:36 pm. I am not sure I chose the correct time while setting up my account, but I will fix it later if I must.

I've always been intrigued by lucid dreaming, and also a bit nervous. I guess the idea of realizing you're dreaming makes me afraid that I won't be able to awaken. But I think that it's a silly concern and am going to pull through anyways.

I've read multiple articles and such, learning everything I can. What I read the most was, however, was to differentiate your techniques, because keeping them the same will send you back to where you started.

But since I am just beginning, I will do this; As soon as I wake up, immediately write down my dreams on a notebook I keep on my nightstand. I've already got a few, I figured I could check and review every week/month or so? Haven't decided. Then I will continue on with my day, possibly doing a reality check or two. Have been considering starting up yoga and meditation, though not specifically for lucid dreaming, I heard they are very helpful in that sense.

Hello fellow DVers, whats going on?

I am starting a new schedule to help me focus on lucid dreaming, and it goes like this:

Each morning when I wake up, RC. Then I will recall and record my dreams, and write down my day's experience and results from the training. Then I'll drink a glass of water, go pee, and meditate for 20-30 minutes. And then I will exercise for 30 minutes too.

From there I will RC every hour or so, stopping everything for two minutes, pausing and examining the surroundings. Looking for any inconsistencies, differences or strange things. I'll check my hands, count my fingers twice, then rub them together. Did the world just get clearer? Question everything, then after two minutes, ADA until I forget.

At night I am unplugging from all electronics at 10pm, going to the kitchen and doing an RC check while I get a glass of water. Drink it, then refill and take it back to the room. Sit and recsll everything that happened over the day, then meditate/MILD on the breath. Ending visualization of what my dream goals for the night are, the get into bed and do a final RC check.

I'm going to do this every day for a week and see where I stand at the end of it. Wish me luck!

1.27.13

Woke up at 5:40 am, tried to take a nap, but just as walling asleep, was woken up. Tried second nap at 1:30pm.

I got a WILD via falling backwards sensation. I'm sitting in a long row of chairs, I push my head and my body backwards and get into LD. I'm hovering above ground in a town at nigth. I look at at a clock tower and it's around 11:35. I look at the moon and it has a clock face on it too. Time is different than on the tower. I attempt to memorize it and check when I wake up.

I start flying towards the moon, figuring now is a good opportunity to finaly get there. But change my mind, thinking, I don't want to lose lucidity. So I fly between some office buildings. I can start and stop, slow down, anytime I wish. I'm happy about this, because normally I'm out of control.

I wake up and I'm thinking, great, this was a several minute long LD and I'm happy and bummed out at the same time. Something prompts me to look at my hands and my fingers are a mess. I realize I'm dreaming. I see a DC and I'm so excited. I can finally talk to a DC. So I stop him and we start to talk. I notice his logo on his polo shirt. He is dressed in yellows and greens. Something comes over me and I'm thinking sex again. I don't wanna, but things start to stir and I can't stop it. I'm waking up and I know it, and cursing at myself for allowing it to happen.

I'm in a row of chairs again, trying to push my head forward to get a different sensation and I get into LD again. Wake up right away though.

Journal Entry non-lucid #19 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background:

Dream fragment 1 from 10:20pm-4:00am" Kid from church": B was the theme of the dream. I don't know what he was doing, but he was there.
I found out while in church that a kid has sleep paralysis and he feels his body going inside of him. I became excited and told him the possibilities that await him with L.D. He was excited but more scared than excited and he told me he is just a kid and doesn't want to do that. I was jealous because I have been trying to induce SP so I have been thinking about that.
Dream fragment 2 from 10:20pm-4:00am" My sister's driving": I was in a P.E. room. I ran across these crazy girls. My friend, EY was all the way on the other side. I reached him and we were talking about something. I turned around and I saw my sister driving like a maniac she nearly ran over this weird girl dancing in the freeway. I then called my sister to tell her to stop driving like that she won't pick up. I tried again and again she won't pick up. I then called my cousin, but she was already walking towards me. So, I told her to confront my sister about her driving. She told me to calm down. We went into the school building. I showed her my apartment. It was a luxurious apartment. Nice carpeting, huge flat screen tv, and artifact all over the walls. I tried calling sister again and the phone was calling random people. I woke up and went back to sleep

Dream fragment 3 from 4:05am-5:30am" Skyscraper football": My uncle was in my apartment and he was telling my cousin that he needs the teacher's signature. She didn't want to. I was looking out the window and boy was it a view. I lived on a skyscraper. My uncle then took us to the top of the apartment complex. A whole football field was their. Then he took out a coach. The coach was yelling at my cousin she was scared and started to cry. My uncle told her she better start respecting him.

Dream fragment 4 from 5:33am-6:09am" Stop a bully": I left the building after talking with my dad. I was walking with this fat girl. she was talking to me about school and I was walking with her to this tall building. As I was walking I looked at my hands and I was about to start counting, but I didn't. The girl then confronted this bully that was surrounded by lava. She told her to stop bullying people or else she would throw her into the lava.

There's a girl walking up a narrow attic staircase that she very much doesn't want to go up. There's something that looks like a child at the base of the stairs, forcing her to go up and see 'mother.' 'Mother' is something that this girl has fed people to before, but she's never gone up the stairs herself. Now she's failed the pair somehow. Whatever's at the top of the stairs feels nightmarish enough that I decide I don't want to see this, and take just enough control to back out of the scene. There was some resistance, and it felt like a race against time, whether I could get out before the girl got to the top of the stairs.

I'm standing somewhere airy, white walkways, a few white walls, mostly open space. There are a few pages on the ground, a story I was reading, but I feel too on edge to focus on it. I put my back to a wall, that helps.

The Magician on a city street with a little girl. He's saying, "Countless thousands of worlds, or (something, along the lines of 'a few') worlds and those you know." She asks what he means, and he says nevermind, but he's talking about the price for what he's about to do for her; something's going to be lost. He doesn't want her to feel guilty over it, so he doesn't explain the details. He raises his staff and these gold shapes form in the air around them - flat, curved, with sharp points, something like a tribal tattoo come to life, I have vague associations with wings and clockwork (they do resemble stylized wings, but no clue what the clockwork association's from) - and then their surroundings seem to shatter, taking them somewhere 'between worlds.'

Memory gaps and vague fragments after that: those same two characters standing in front of images like holograms, representing people that little girl knew, but the images are fragmentary, like they've had pieces digitally erased, leaving a bit of hair or a corner of a dress hanging in midair, but never any faces. Something to do with the importance of the little girl remembering "Rose," but there's a trick to it - she knew someone who was called Rose, but who also used another name, and it's that other name she really has to remember. Four knights, two in red and two in blue, male and female, and the man in blue has some message to do with the kid's father and something about a doll.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

I'm playing some kind of game based on Middle-earth - there's no sense of me physically playing a video game or the like, I seem to physically be there and it seems to be a real place, but I think of it as a game. At the moment I'm trading in some weapon and given a new selection to choose from. It's mostly swords and daggers. I choose a staff. This alters the way the game is played, although I hadn't realized it when I made that choice; it removes me from the fighting and instead allows me to travel freely, flying over the countryside, exploring the world, unlocking all the elven settlements that were otherwise hidden. I won't be able to continue the storyline this way, but it has its appeal.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

A movie about robots, filmed in first person POV, full of scenes designed to make you feel sympathy for the robots, even while the robots themselves remind you that they're just tools and there's no need to feel concerned.

Belle and a newly-human, rather fragile-looking Rumpelstiltskin have been traveling somewhere and are now in some dimly-lit house where they're finally meeting with Rumpelstiltskin's son. (His personality's so different from Bae's that I hesitate to use the same name for this dream version.) Belle and the son talk while Rumpelstiltskin's sort of collapsed in a chair, Belle's next to him, the son's on the second floor and looking down at them over a railing; she seems suspicious of him. It seems they've met before, in a shared dream, and something that she saw in that dream is making her suspicious of him now. He warns her not to take shared dreams too literally, as other associations tend to leak in.

One night i woke up all of the sudden, i felt like i was levitating off my bed and got shoved back down into my bed! It took my breath away! I'm not sure what caused the shoving feeling, but it kinda scared me!

It was some months ago that i woke up i guess in my dream, saw the digital clock and it showed some weird numbers, i looked away and looked at again and it had no numbers on it. I started to walk down the hallway in my house. That was all i remember of that.

Bryan left me. I was walking through a mall and met a man in uniform. Never seen this guy in my life! He was tall, 6" maybe. He wasn't very good looking.

I met another guy, (not sure where i met him in my dream) he was cute, he wasn't built body-wise like i like, he was quiet and made me very interested to know more about him. I told him to meet me at my grandmothers house, he did.
I was in the middle of something there and was very nervous so i answered the door and told him to come back in about 30 minutes. He came back, I was still nervous so i told him to come later again! He came back and i did the same thing again and told him to come back. He came back again!!
I told one of my family members that i couldn't keep telling him to come back so I left her house and i went with him but i don't remember where we went or what we did.
I do remember falling in LOVE with this guy! I can tell you exactly what he looked like and how tall he was. It was like he was my soulmate! We couldn't leave each other alone.
He even came up to my work. Not sure what else happened in the dream.

SO I am writing the first sentence in a novel, I keep editing the sentence to get it perfect, and finally it just 'clicks'. And as soon as the sentence clicks I get sucked into the story I am writing, I start watching my novel unfold like a movie, it was amazing. I guess I will attempt to write the sentence I wrote in my dream . . .

The light diffuses in a golden glow from the tip of my nose as I snake my way on my stomach through this tunnel while trying to hold on tight to my candle, my only source of light.

After writing that sentence and editing it over and over until it was perfect, I suddenly got sucked into that world, but also I could still feel an author in my subconscious writing it as I experienced it.

My dog is ahead in the tunnel scouting for me.

I really can't remember the words anymore from the novel, but I remember what happened. We were invading a fortress of imps and the route we choose was a very low narrow passage that could only be traversed via stomach crawling. When I get inside the fort, we battle imps and there are some other mages battling, and after the fight we all head back to our place (another fortress or wizard tower) and talk about what happened in a debriefing in one of the towers rooms. Then one of the mages cast a spells and two of them fall into a void of darkness, a portal in the ground, and a few moments later pop back out one after another. Then later one of the female mages is asking me where I am sleeping, and I get the feeling she wants to join me because I am alone and the other two mages seem to be with each other. Then I wake.

Very realistic dream and the whole time the dream was playing out I could still feel in the background of my mind the words being written by the author of this novel. Amazing indeed.

Also I remember them mentioning something about being pulled into the 4th or 5th dimension, briefly I think right when the dream started.

I'm lucid in my room, I go outside. I do TP, but mother go outside too and screaming to me. I lost focus. I fly away, I saw tropical flora. I jumping and watching plants. Dream end.

LUCID
*The started with the arrival of Bryan and wife to drop her child for us to baby sit.
As soon as they settled in the kitchen I just couldn't wait to explain to them how amazingly relaxed and happy I was on kava kava.Then I walked to the window imagining how awesome my day is going to be feeling so relaxed and clear. Something occured to me, I don't have any kava, this must be a dream I thought!

As soon as the realization hit me Bryan took off running out the front door. In real life he is a really skeptical about anything beyond the materialist world view. So I took off after him to prove the powers of lucidity haha! I caught to him outside and said check this out as I started flying. He looked with a very confused look on his face saying, do I need to call the police? I flew away from the scene all together. I remembered the method of teleportation that was my goal in the first place. I swooped down unto someone patio looking for a door to use as my portal. I reached into my pocket to manifest the phone I was going to use to project myself to other location. I tried about three times until I noticed a picture on which I picked up. Guru Padmasambhava appeared with in the picture and I woke up.

This is the third night in a row now, I have the first time this happened posted on here as well.
His experience isn't changing very much, the first time he could see himself and me laying on the bed asleep but he was across the room, looking at us, and then he saw just a big black ball of really nothing..but it was talking to him through his mind, this thing had no facial or body features.
The second night he saw the shape of a full upper body, but still no face.
The thing took him to the same place he was the first time, which was that graveyard full of children strapped to the ground and he paralyzed him to not be able to move or look away while he burned the children, and then brought him back to our room and said to him "remember, I'm watching you", he again touched his physical body and woke up, to our tv being on on some tv show completely frozen with some guy just staring into the camera, I experienced that part because he woke me up and showed me and then told me about the dream/OOBE happening again.
And last night (the third night) this same thing happened all over again he "woke up" in our room and this guy was there again only this time he saw the same only the upper body no face, except for a pair of really bright, bright blue eyes and he tried to tell it no and he wasn't going with it, and it grabbed him and pulled him to that graveyard again to experience this whole thing over again.
My boyfriend said he continuously tried to ask it questions but the only answers this thing gave him was
"These children deserve this"
and my boyfriend also asked it, it's name and this thing said it's name was Francis.

Please help me...I'm getting extremely worried. Every night this has happened, around the time my boyfriend wakes up my son is waking up as well. I'm terrified.

So I'm sitting on my couch, and I'm looking through photos of people and stuff, and suddenly I dissolve into a photo, and I see my friend at an even laughing and smiling and winning stuff, then it fades to another and different subject and scenarios keep happening, but I feel happy seeing my friend happy, but then in one of the still scenes since only I can move at normal speed, everyone else is slightly slow speed, I walk out of the shops door an the jingle bell on the door makes everyone one go normal speed and aware of me, and my friends and the other people chase after me, my friend with friendly intent, but the other people I feel want to kill me.