It's been some time since I last posted here, so I figured it might be fun to do so and comment a bit on my dreams. I will be keeping my dreams on my computer as well starting today, and I will place paper and pencil next to my bed so I can write down some keywords that relate to the dreams I have. Both of these dreams are non-lucid. Dream 1: I'm at snowy mountains, most likely winter sports. It's quite crowded here, and my sister and her boyfriend are somewhere at these mountains as well but not near me right now. I'm in a queue and I see a girl looking at me, as I look her in the eye I just have enough time to smile. She looks back down and up again after a second or so and smiles. I approach her, we talk a bit and both sit down. However she is just not my type and I can notice myself slowly sinking away and I eventually fall down the mountain. I wake up in a japanese style room, my sis and her boyfriend are there as well. I go up to my sis and I notice there's a green insect on her, so I flick it off her with my fingers. He keeps coming back and there's more and more eventually, her boyfriend doesn't do anything however. The dream slowly fades to black and I wake up. Dream 2: This is kinda vague, but I can remember being in a very dark room with a broken tv (it's cracking and shit). I'm feeling anxious here, and I feel myself unable to move. This is a common occurrence in some of my dreams and it's bugging the shit out of me, however this time I manage to break free but my dream fades away as soon as that happens. Notes: I think this 'force' that is holding me down, the force that is separating me from my body is my weed addiction which I am overcoming now (13 days clean now) and this force hasn't been as much of a hassle lately, so metaphorically speaking it makes sense. Good stuff. I'm a firm believer that dreams are messages of the subconscious to make you more aware of yourself and even to guide you in life.
I'm reading a scientific news article. There's a video of a man with a fox, and the fox is crying - as in, shedding tears. Through the use of some frequency, the man is able to induce "conscience." Reading this, it's causing me to rethink the nature of violence in the wild and morality. Two extremely elegant women I'd been sitting with at a restaurant have gotten up to tango. I remain at our table, enjoying the view. They were the only two dancing at first, but a few other couples join in as the song goes on. The couple from the table just to my right gets up and goes to the dance floor, and they choose to place themselves directly between myself and the women I came with, blocking my view of my companions. I consider this rude.
I'm at home trying to get ready. My dad is there for some reason but I'm don't even care but it begins to annoy me that he is following and imitating everything I do, so I run to my room and lock it behind me. Then the scene changes to my grandmas house and she's throwing a family party, For some reason my grandma invited my sisters friend (who is a made up DC), and my friend (also made up DC). Me and the DC sit in the hallway on this bench that is facing the wall, I find it stupid and want to get up but the girl won't let me. She forces my arm around her and feeds me some her cake that is brown with translucent yellow goop in the middle, she says it's banana cake, then this guy walks passed us in the hallway and say that's some gross ass cake and continues walking. Then I decide I'll pass on the cake but she stuffs it in my mouth. Then she goes on about something smells, I tell her it's her upper lip and get up and walk away and the girl makes angry noises. Then I want to go with my sister but she is with her friend and she say they are getting married and walks out the door so I go with my grandma in the living room and we talk, and I hope the DC doesn't find me.
I'm and african man in this drream, i'm sitting next to some other tribes people. It looks like we are in africa. The tribes leader comes to the crow infuriated and says he wants me and my friend dead, so me and the man run. This pisses the tribe leader off and he gets on this canopy covered machine that sways when it walks, and he chases us with it. We hide in a group and he can't see us, he never really got a good look at us to begin with. Now he's using this huge flame thrower and burning everyone who won't move, everyone in his path. I see people trying to climb a fence but getting burned down and so we all run towards the swamp where the trees and rocks are. we all gather there because we can't cross it because there are alligators in there and the green crap on top you can't see where they are. Then the tribe leader comes and decides to make a game of it, he forces us one by one to run jump or swim across the swamp, so he pushes the first man, and he makes it even though and alligator jumped at him and almost got him. This infuriates the tribe leader. Then he sends this woman to go, she jumps but then falls in and swim's fast enough but gets bit on the back of her neck. The tribe l;leader laughs at her. Then he sends a rather skinny fellow, her tries to jump from rock to rock but and alligator trips him with its tail and he falls in head first and he never comes back up after we see a struggle and alligator tails flailing, we all hang our heads in sorrow while the tribe leader laughs even louder. Now he sends me, I try to run across as fast as possible but then I fall into a very deep part of the swamp and I struggle to swim I know the gators are every where but someone drags me out from the other side and I hear the tribe leader scream in anger, then I run some more to get away from the swamp I feel the gators will come out and get me.
Me and some girl are standing in someones front yard, I have never seen it before. The girl is on her knees doing something. I walk up to her to see what she is doing, I see her tugging at some huge candy gummy works from the ground. One is a sour powder covered one, and the other two are normal gummy ones. I decide to help her and pull at the gummy worms and then they pop out and land on the grass. We stand up and stare at them, then they shake and turn into a big rubbery pen, and a water bottle pen, you can drink water from it but it also has a pen at top. I think that it is stupid and must be one of those things you can win at an elementary school for selling shit. But me and the girl decide to pick who gets what she grabs the rubber pen so I'm stuck with the pen water bottle.
Me and timmy turner from fairly odd parents are walking on a sidewalk along backyards wooden fences. It is sunset and the sky has shade of pink, orange and purple with dark blue at the end. We go around the corner and there is a small grass field, we decide to walk across it because maybe it will be a short cut. Timmy doesn't talk to me the entire time. He stops at the end of the field and turns and looks behind me with horror on his face. So I turn also and see a huge red and silver robot taller than a two story building just standing there staring straight ahead. Then timmy runs and kicks it in the shin and it completely fall into pieces on the grass. Then timmy finally talks to me and we high five each other because the demise of the robot was so enthralling, then in the middle of our celebration timmy stops and has a weird look on his face, I follow his eyes to where he is glaring and see the robots parts dissolving into nothing on the grass, then me and timmy give each other a confused look and continue walking home silently.
Hello all, This is just an introductory entry. To get the ball rolling. I'm very much interested in dreaming, different dimensions, spiritual/esoteric knowledge, psychic phenomenon, etc etc. I hope to dive deeper into my understanding of these things. Hope some of ya'll find my entries interesting! I've had two lucid dreams so far. so far so good - phil
today i dreamt i was in car and my left contact lense ripped off. Dream elements: -contact lenses -in car Technique used: ---------- hours slept: 8 hours
Spent the most of the night in dreams with African American spirits ( I am white) and learning about equality and not being a racist punk. I started the first segment by going to one of the guys and telling him the truth of what I am before I could be accepted for help. So I said I am racist I cannot help it, it is in my DNA and raising up, and after that they were so happy that he came up to me and did something to my head, it felt like he was he was unscrewing a part of my brain, and then he removed something from my head and I felt as peace for a bit after that, free of many judgement and racist thoughts. Was amazing. Had many more scenes hanging out in this new community, and some scenes with my Army friends from back in the day. I remember, these guys felt like Gods. They were so powerful, one guy kicked a soccer ball so high into the air it was pretty much cloud level. It was awesome to hang out with them. Another scene me and someone is picking up a family of spirits. They look identical to humans, they get in the car, and we have to go on through some sort of checkpoint into a living human area. They keep saying something like this is so weird that you guys use 'time', we don't have 'time' as spirits. I asked them if they were good or evil, and they said they are both, they have transcended duality. Anyways we get onto the base, and park some where and all get out and head our separate ways. Later on I remember playing some sort of amazing side-scrolling Mario game that felt like it came from a way in the future society, it was so well crafted and intuitive to play. I remember getting a Grim Reaper suit for Mario as a power-up, that was cool. Then when I think I was at the end of the level I was either sucked into the game or another dream scene and I had to sword fight someone in a tunnel, in my first person perspective. Very hazy though can't remember the details of that. Later on back with my new African-American friends again, still learning to be non-judgemental and respectful and see everyone with equality. I remember eating lots of cake, and following these guys around, also near the very end of my dreams a scene with a very big(round) black guy comes into the room and the split second I saw him I thought something mean about him being fat, and he instantly said "WHO SAID THAT" and turned to me and groaned. So I had to repent/atone apologize to him to make it right again. All in all a very good eye opening night. Thanks spirit friends!
Lucid Non-lucid I was in the bathroom fixing my hair. I walked out and as soon as I walked out I became lucid, everything was normal but seemed a littleeee bit fuzzy. not that much, it seemed like it was real life. Anyways, I tested the dream control, worked a little bit. I we on the couch in the living room that my dad was laying on, I went on my stomach and said "When i lay here, I expect to float" I did a little. I went to my mom and said "Im dreaming!" and she said "what are u talking about?". I showed her i can fly a little so I jumped and moved forward and I could fly. She said "I still don't believe you" (like flying isn't enough for her..) I did stabilization too much and i think I soon lost lucidity I went in the living room. I was sitting on the small couch and my moms room door closed. I said "what happened?" we got scared. Then the phone went floating away and I don't remember the rest
its been a long time since i have posted in my DJ on this site, i had been recording my dreams in my voice recorder before but i sorta slacked off there for a few months. anyways this morning i woke up at 6:00 and since i was still sleepy i went back to sleep and slept until 8 something in the morning. i had a short slightly fuzzy LD during this time. the dream started with me in my house, i was looking out of the front window and i saw a large strangely shaped space ship that was colored red white and blue. i have recently in waking life been interested in UFOs so i was quite excited about seeing something so plainly and something so big. but then i thought "what if this is just a dream?" i did an RC but i had to do a few of them before i really believed i was dreaming. in fact i did the nose plug RC so much that i started to feel dizzy and felt i might wake up from breathing too hard so i stopped. but just to be on the safe side i did two more RCs one was to look at some text on something sitting on the counter and looked away and looked back a few times, i was almost convinced i was dreaming, but i needed just one more thing to truly prove it. i tried levitating, at first it didn't work and i was about to conclude that it might not be a dream but i eventually was able to float a bit above the ground cross legged while holding my feet. funny thing is i had read on DV that someone couldn't fly very much so they just floated everywhere cross legged like a, i might have somehow remembered this in my dream. anyways i was now convinced i was dreaming (that took a lot of convincing huh?) i think the reason i was so skeptical is because i tend to do a few too many RCs in a row in waking life just to make sure i am actually awake. maybe i should bring that down a bit cause it makes me skeptical in my dreams too. anyways after i was sure i was dreaming i went out into the backyard, someone else was with me, possibly a friend of mine but im not sure. i found that i was getting around by grabbing things and pulling myself along with my feet off the ground. at some point my friend challenged me to climb the side of my house on the side where the gate is which is a lot higher than other parts. i climbed up the gate and tried climbing the side of the house which was just brick, i dont remember if i was able to do it or not. i dont remember how i got there, maybe as i was climbing my surroundings changed, i found myself in a building of offices and there were people around. i remember talking to them although i dont remember what they said or what i said. to try and stabilize the dream i was touching things, i picked up a small block of sticky notes feeling it and i took one off and felt that too, but my touch felt slightly numb and i knew the dream wasn't stable and i was losing lucidity or the dream was fading into another. i eventually lost lucidity, i dont remember much after this, at least nothing worth mentioning that has enough details to put down. the only one i remember being more vivid is i was over at my neighbors house, the one whose house i had never been into in waking life but oddly i visit it occasionally in my dreams. my and some other people were having a sleepover and there was food and i was making some sort of chocolate dessert, my mom was there. thats all i remember but its a start to getting back into lucid dreaming. the lucid dream was a short lucid to medium length lucid dream. i can never tell how long i am in a dream by seconds or minutes, i cant even ballpark it oddly enough. to me it was maybe a few minutes maybe five maybe two so i really dont know. didn't achieve any goals. still like i said, its a start.
Not much success. All I did was run in front of a short 15 foot cliff, up a small trail leading to the top of the cliff. Ran full speed to the end of the cliff, down a small trail back to the base of the little cliff then did it all over again. Lol I was literally running in circles. Omg. How ridiculous. Lol. The only thing that was according to plan was the full moon. I need to practice Moore lucid dreaming I guess.
A little update. I decided to try to go to your Bosnian Pyramid WN. This was my first experience. I saw a field of dry golden tall grass and began walking to what seemed to be west. Up a little rise, I saw with my big horse eyes (I put myself as my Avatar...a black horse) a flag waving in the wind. I thought, O.K. this must be a sign. Upon closer inspection, the flag was about 4ft x 6ft. The background was white, and the fill was thin golden and black stitching in a pattern like handwriting. I tried to make sense of the "writing or pattern", then something else caught my eye and I was distracted, dream faded.
I saw a little hole under a mound of sod. The mound was about 6, maybe 10 feet high, but this little opening beckoned me. As I stick my head in, I can see that there is a tunnel. I go in and as I am walking along, I feel the sides of the tunnel. They are dirt, but hardened and compacted. This is not a pyramid. I walk on. Thinking about the little blue vial of lucidity potion that I am looking for and wondering about the pyramid and if this tunnel will lead me to it. The tunnel takes a slight turn to the left and becomes wider. I can stand at full height now. I think "there needs to be light" and torches appear spaced intermittently and wala! I can see bricks! Large rectangular blocks! This must be a pyramid! After walking along for a bit more and not finding any other passages, the tunnel turns to the left again. I walk into another larger chamber and immediately notice there are DC in here. I stand back in the shadows and just watch them. They are in blue coveralls and pushing a hand cart over newly turned earth. They do not see me, or at least they don't let on that they do. On the cart is a HUGE drum of who knows what! Probably a 500 gallon drum of something and they are really struggling to keep the hand cart on track. I cock my head to the side all of a sudden understanding comes to me. I smile as the DC's finally straighten out he cart without spilling the huge drum of....LUCIDITY POTION! The one in the front turns to look at me. I guess he was expecting me or something, but he stands aside and Woke up. So yeah, I had seeded my dream with the image of a little blue bottle of potion and the DC's bring me 500 gallons of it! I guess that means I REALLY, REALLY need help with my lucid abilities.lol
LUCID *I remember getting off an elevator thinking this is a dream. That is it. NON LUCID *Victor helped me started up an old car. *Frontier Communications get together while this Indian girl flirted intensely. *Congratulated Beth and her husband for her success as directors.
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