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i was at some party and i guess you could say i was some bored. i walked up stairs to this creepy old room and started wondering about self defense and if i could protect my self if iwas in a mental hospital. i saw a vaccume in the room and thought it might relaly scare someone who walked up there. i brought it with me up more stairs till i made my way into an old school living room. but this was like a living room hel. this ladys head who must have been some mom that went mad was infront of the fire place and was like all screaming. there was like a weeird view of the mountains where the party was but you couldnt see the party.

i got scared went back down stairs and started running. i opened a door and in my head there was a voice saying "they can;'t see what you see"

and right as i arrived back in the party the mom from upstairs was on top of the birthday girl like mauling her body! trying to save her i through water on them both. but it turns out the birthday girl wasnt really being attacked and i had only imaaginedd the monster so she was kinda like "wtf whyd you throw water on me"

00:00 Tues 2013-10-22
~ 01:30 (?) bedtime
03:19
1) Getting out of bed turning on the air conditioning. The A/C is a big grand piano with multiple covers not a single cover. I have to open one of the multiple flaps to get the A/C working. Wife can’t get cool she’s not comfortable. I feel the coolness of the A/C air and say “see, it’s cold, the A/C is working.” I or she says “it must be a cultural thing.”

F1) Standing outside in a large area, a truck is approaching along a long road. Truck arrives and zips around in a wide open area, I try to catch it.

F2) Receiving a medal.

06:13
2) Staying in a cheap motel. Motel is typical rectangular upside-down-U-shaped structure built around a central parking lot on some street in some city, along a busy street full of strip-malls. I’m staying on the first floor in a room at the upper right “corner” of the upside-down U, right next to the manager’s office. There is a gate between the area outside my door and the parking lot. My room is shallow but extremely wide, easily 3-4 typical motel rooms wide. The room is full of my things, stacked all over the place, it’s like I’ve moved my entire home into this room. There’s a big bed. I’m running the A/C really high. The room is cold in the morning. I have a Playboy magazine on the table, I turn it facedown. I come outside and two guys come out of the manager’s office and approach me. Sort of Hispanic looking. We go into my room. They say “your A/C is on high it’s unbalancing the whole system, you can’t do that.” The owner of the motel is there, too. I’m shocked/outraged. I say “I’ve never in my entire life had anyone in a hotel tell me that I’m using too much A/C!” I then ask, “OK, then just what is the maximum allowed setting I’m allowed to use?” They don’t answer. We leave the room, go outside. I and one of the guys, a technician, head back into the room. He’s walking in front of me. We start jumping along the tops of progressively higher series of cement domes (mushroom shaped). We’re jumping on them like a side-scrolling video game. I’m making a sound effect of “hwip Hwip HWIP!” and “blblblblblbl-BEEP-BOOP!”, “huah Huah HUAH!” the guy copies me making these sounds, too. We reenter my room. The guy start digging through my magazines, turning them over face up and looking at the covers. I say “If you keep doing that you’re going to find an ‘interesting modern magazine.’”

F3) with high school friends.

06:19 17C in room, feels pretty cold. WILD attempt, alarm goes off in 1.5 hours from now.
07:28 took a long time to relax my mind for sleep while anticipating the WILD. Eventually did and started seeing dreamlets. Wife was snoring. Time to get up now, make breakfast for family, WBTB.
~ 09:00 BTB. On the couch. Another WILD attempt.
Dreamlets: people walking down a hill, a woman’s face, cars on a road. Felt close to making it in but didn’t. WILD attempt on back, ND came on left side. Eventually feel asleep into ND:

10:19
3) Lying on some grass (parents’ house backyard? DS) with older son (as a 9-year-old boy) next to a big air mattress with a towel on top of it. Someone has stuck a twig through the towel into the air mattress (to keep the towel in place?). As soon as I approach I see the twig. I knew what the result would be. I pulled out the twig and all the air came out of the mattress. (WL, last night, the plug popped out of my air mattress while I was lying on it positioning for BTB). Next to son are two little girls on my right. On my left are an unknown older woman and man (couple). I ask son, “did you do it?” He said “no.” I turned to girls, asked “did you do it?” They didn’t answer they just looked at me with big eyes. The woman on my left commented how I was improperly interrogating the kids, called me something like “nazi.” I turn to talk to the woman, I say “I have every right to learn who ruined this very expensive air mattress!”. Her husband next to her stands up in a confrontational manner. I also stand up and step up to him, I’m not going to let him intimidate me. I step back a bit deciding a fight is not worth it, and I repeat, “I have every right to know, it is very reasonable.” The man and woman walk away. .

4) How the story was written. A famous author is sitting triumphantly in a rocking chair on the top of a hill shouting out to the people below , “For the very first time in literature, the villain has made his appearance!” He is throwing rocks down the hill. I’m DO standing down the hill a little looking up at him. There is an emotional and triumphant finale presentation where the original actresses who acted a long time ago in the story appeared and was introduced. Each one had a special name. The first one was “Kea 2 Sea” and was wearing like a lunchbox-sized-and-shaped medallion on a chain around her neck, her name was inscribed on the front of the lunchbox inside a big heart. They all approached me to be recognized, I held up my foot straight out and they touched their lunchbox amulets to the bottom of my foot, and then they bowed to me. I was incredibly touched by this special moment. There were 4 or 5 of the actresses. There was an extra actor who was also there didn’t have a special name. He was there in case they needed another actor.

F4) passing something through a small window to people in a room.

(Don't let the title fool you. This is just another DF--I'm just tired of putting "DF" in my titles.)

MCL and DV are finding new ways to annoy me. On MCL my morale keeps going down even without me playing the game, and DV is doing something similar.

Who the hell are you to tell me how to go about my future, my progression through life, something that i truely own. When are you gonna stop talking shit and say something worthwhile, when are you gonna do something good for anyone or help someone out and say something out of the boundries od supposed socioteys rules and regulations, say something as a real person thats not tainted by the supposed rules of todays mainstream standards. who the hell do you think you are talking shit when youve led a life thats all shit from what iv heard, . stop comparing me to your pre imagined perfect version on yourself that you seem to spout out every five minuiets, when will your mind become sound to see basic morales of good human nature. maybe i should climb a moutain with a backpack full of bricks to meet your expectations, wade through snow and hail to get to work to slave away for my boss,maybe i should dive in the deep end like you supposedly did and ignore the needs of todays sociotey that you have obviously not been upto date with. Why should i listen to someone who has obviously forsaken world truthes and has become ignorant to legitimate knowledge and just thinks his way is the best way eating his own shits as he is a self centerd basterd, anything good in the world you already know of, anything good to say you made, you know everythi8ng worth knowing dont you. you know just how this world works and what i should di, you knowhow i should approach life and know how i should balance work with personal life. harden up aye? how about you deal with yourself and the expericense you had and piss off my case cause you dont know jack shit about today m8, you think your upto date on every current matter but your all shit like stevn segal on mma, some jackass that tries to wear the most curren clothing yet inside he doesnt know hat colour he's representing. This, and more, bullshit is what you have represented your self as to me, bruce. you gravitate towards bullshit and the same gravitates towards you. iv had enough of certain things that have come my way so i give you this, you can handle it.

I fell asleep around 10 pm and woke up around 1 am due to dream I had.

DR 1:
I was in my house alone. Outside it was already a pitch-black dark. There were only a few lights in my house still turned on. I was in my bathroom. I was really nervous and was feeling really bad. I went outside my bathroom and turned off all lights except the one in the bathroom. As I was returning to the bathroom I had really heavy feeling and bad feeling. I returned to bathroom and closed myself in and was there for few minutes. Then I peeked out through the bathroom doors and accidentally turned of the light in the bathroom and now the whole house was in dark. I instantly rushed back in the bathroom and was swarmed with fear. I started to breathe heavily. I tried to light the bathroom with the screen of my mobile phone. After a few more minutes I again peeked out of the bathroom and when I pulled back in there was a horror. On the left of me there was a small black creature without a face. My hearth started to pound heavily and my breathing got heavier. My hearth was pounding so fast that it almost went out of my body. The creature started getting closer towards me and screaming. I was so scared I thought I would die. I started to yell from the bottom of my lungs. And then I fell over my back and got unconscious and then I woke up.

So this dream fragment took place in the woods (our family had gone camping this weekend). In the dream there was something about troubleshooting a mobile application that was malfunctioning, and one of the suggestions was that perhaps for a different family the signal should climb a different tree?

Over the past months i have been gone i have some dreams i remember that were in particular weird and have stayed in my memory for the entire time. Maybe help interpret
1. This was the most recent and it was a few days ago. This was one of those days when you can sleep in, and wake up 50 times and go back to sleep for the whole morning. I woke up, looked at my tv, everything was normal, checked my phone to see the time, decided to close my eyes and sleep again( i only sleep during sunlight hours if it matters ). When i closed my eyes i saw a red dot in my vision. So i just looked at it and was zoning out, back to sleep, mind was blank. The circle got bigger and i sort of went into the red circle. It turned into a black tunnel, that i felt was moving, sort of like a movie when they go through a time warp. It looked almost the same. There was blue lights in the black tunnel around the edges. I felt like i was flying in the tunnel. Really cool feeling lol. I was sort of conscious, im not sure if i was fully asleep at this point. Either it was me thinking and it was very loud, or i heard a voice. Anyways, the voice was talking about how life was a choice , death was a choice. Weird things or ideas like that. The thing i remember was that your entire life you can decide what happens, you can even decide to die, but you don't decide to be born. I opened my eyes and just thought about the dream for a bit. Weird.
2. I was in a dream and i tripped backwards, but instead of falling it switched to 3rd person view of my body and i fell but didnt hit the ground. It had streaks of myself falling back then floating on my back. Like 3 of me. Like when some1 wakes up in the movies after a head injury and they see everything moving with streaks behind it. Weird
3. I was floating in an ocean of melted gold. There was waves and everything. i was bobbing there treading water, in a sea of gold.


Weird dreams because out of all of my dreams these are the ones that do not fit. They arent like my usual dreams because they dont have plots. dont have other people in them at all. Weird stuff.

Thanks for listening. They are dreams so dont think im weird or anything.

BTW. On weekends i am pretty sure i can lucid dream or astral project because when i wake up and go to sleep 20 times in a row. my mind is so clear. Really clear, its like i have absolutely no thoughts, i can probably imagine myself out of my body. im sure of it im just scared to try it.

I have not been posting on this site for a long time, not really sure why i stopped, ive been reading books on the subject still, but stopped recording my dreams because to tell you the truth it sort of scared me to start SP. Ive read, Projection of the asral body, by muldoon. and Lucid Dreaming, by robert wagner. Other books on the occult as well.

Before i write my dream, i want to say my dream recall is above average, because i can remember my dreams throughout the day. i tihnk about them all day, and so i decided to come back to the site and resume recording dreams and doing RC.

Last night i dreamed:

I was in a childhood house, witch was a semi-detached house, but instead of it being fully separated with a wall like semi-detached houses are there was no wall in the stairwell. so both the houses were open to each other in the stairwell, only divided by the railing. My dad had some telescope thing he built where he could stand at the bottom of the stairs and peep over the railing to spy on the neighbor. The neighbor was a girl, who i know form real life, she lives next store to me in my current semi-detached home. But she was somehow my neighbor in my childhood home that this dream was taking place in. I knew she was at work everyday, so i decided to sneak over the railing and go into her house to snoop around. I talked my sister into coming with me, but she went her separate way into the house.

I remember sneaking around for quite a while, and my sister warned me the neighbor was coming home so she left, but i had not went into the neighbors bedroom yet. So i decided to rush into her bedroom before the neighbor got home. ( the way to her bedroom was really cool, it was really complicated to get there in the dream, but cant remember exactly) I got into her bedroom and was looking at her bed. I saw she had a tall dresser with a cabinet on the top. ( this gets weird for 1 sec) I opened her drawer for the intention to look at her panties, for some reason i have no clue i wouldnt do this in real life lol just being honest. I did see panties but i forgot about them when i saw a bunch of jewelry cases lined up against the drawer. I opened the jewlry box, it had a necklace made of diamonds, very shiny. I took it. There were more boxes underneath. I stole all of them, total of around 6 of them. The neighbor got back and at this point i was rushing around her house trying to get over the railing in time. I made it back without her noticing. I woke up.

Dont know what stealing means , because i would not do this in real life, i wouldn't break into some1's home either. Very wierd. I thought about it all day, and wrote it here now. Thanks for listening!

Jay.

I dreamt of cigarettes and smoke in my eyes.

I'm giving up smoking

Morning of October 23, 2013. Wednesday.



In a dream that seems somewhat age-angst-relevant (concerned about getting older I suppose, not “old”, just older), I am back in school, but it is not any school I ever went to and my classmates are all unfamiliar. There are about seven or eight students (at least three females and a few males) and my mother (who died years ago) is also there. It almost seems to be a music studio in my home in Cubitis as well as my mother’s last room in Wisconsin at a sister’s house before moving into the Manor. A taller dark-haired female (completely unfamiliar in all ways) who seems to be someone important to me talks with me. Later, just as the school day is an hour from ending, I start to get annoyed for some reason, wondering what I am doing there. My mother asks a different taller dark-haired girl (who has her back to me and looking at a computer, as are most of the others - with about five or six computers in the room, which I never saw growing up in reality) about something in a way that seems to imply she is trying to be a “matchmaker” somehow and mistaking her for the other girl - asking her something about an e-mail address or something, I think. I am rather annoyed and shaking my head and trying to get her attention away from her and make subtle hints about it being the other girl (which really makes no sense at all from my perspective) without anyone knowing the person has (or could have) a connection to me.

I get more and more annoyed, the most annoyed being from a cassette tape that I had recorded a lot of music on and it (the tape itself) turns into tangled yellow felt inside the cassette case (which makes no sense - I have had brand new “dud” tapes in real life but not like this - I also have had tapes get “eaten” in real life years ago, but it has not been a concern for about fifteen years or so - and why would I try to record on felt anyway - I have worked with felt and wonder why people ever bother to use it - it is extremely fragile and very short-lasting). I get the feeling, that, even though it seems I have two or three years of school left that I am “never going back” (which I say in my dream) and am “done with it all” as well as the seeming two weeks for the particular “class” I am in at the time. It seems rather final and even positive in some ways (but considering it also seems to be at my own house, it makes no sense). After a time, as I am waking, I realize I am not a young teenager, but am fairly “old” and feel quite strange as if I had moved briskly through time. Not really a regret, just wondering what had happened.

“Red tape” is the idiom that refers to excessive regulation or rigid conformity to formal rules considered redundant or bureaucratic though there may be a subtle association with the “yellow tape” - possibly also a subtle relevance to “yellow pages” and communication. Felt may relate to feeling as in human feeling or feeling healing (though again, I see it as fragile and very short-lasting).

I was walking in my town and saw how ordinary car transformed into racing car. I remembered about task and understood that its LD. Count fingers. Tried to make a portal several times, but couldn't. Each time found myself in the street and awoke, but lied without movement.

DEILD
I found myself in the same place. Decided to stop traffic and made a race just on the street, but cars and lorries didn't want to disapear. Then i decided to flew to mountains ( about 10 km) and summon snow there and have a snowbord race. I can ride a snowboard in RL. I flew with superspead, and part of the mountains was in snow and there was a track. I had some problems with landing after superflying. I land on the top, said DC to stand up, took some snowboard for me. There were kids, and i said them to stand up on their small snowboards too . There were 9 DSc with kids. I said START!!! And really enjoyed the race!!!!It was wonderfull. I jumped like professional snowboarder. I WON!!!! and in a second 2 other DCs reached the finish. I decided to up all my band and repeat racing, but there wasn't elevator And i went to real.

I was at school and was sitting there in class. It was weird though because we were playing video games.

I was climbing this mountain and finally reached the summit. At the top was this super purified water, which I supposed was the reason for my hike up the mountain. Then I randomly was in the middle of a race car track and got hit by a car! Next thing I knew there were paramedics carrying me away on a stretcher, and then I finally went back to school with a back brace.

Dream ended - 6.25am
Time Lucid - 2 mins
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

False Awakening:
I reality check and notice fingers are smaller, and nose plug which worked. I'm dreaming. I get up and stabilize by rubbing my hands together which works, and study hand and spin for maximum effect. The scene looks quite vivid and I'm happy. I spin again and think of a night club to hopefully teleport there, but my couple of attempts don't work. I walk outside and realize I'm only wearing my underwear. At first I think to myself I should put some pants on, but meh it's a dream and move on. I'm outside my old house in blacksland, and walk to the letter box. I see a car come towards me and I run in front of it to see who's driving. It's RP, and he is driving a station wagon which has it's back cut off like a convertible. RP say's to me, how did you know it was me?. Dream fades and I try to DEILD but nothing happens.

Dream ended - 7.25am
Time Lucid - 30sec
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

DEILD:
While falling back asleep, I catch the moment my vision goes from blacky-grey to black. I figure this the transition from awake to sleep. I relax my body with each breath and intentionally bring on the sensation of sinking into the bed with each breath. This brings on a scene, but it's not very vivid. I do a hand RC and notice my fingers look tiny. I'm dreaming. I try and get out of bed, but I struggle a little. It feels like I have a lead blanket on me, but Im able to complete the transition. I'm in my bedroom and I stabilize by rubbing hands together. I try another method and check my senses. I take a whiff of air which smells normal. I move onto the visual and look to pick something up. I see my computer table which has a lot of junk on it. The pasta bowl stands out and I figure I should study that. I feel my sleeping mask on my head and decide to take it off but I begin to wake up not long after and try to chain a lucid. It brings on a little scene but fails.

I notice both dreams were logged at 25 past, which makes me think the dream is failing due my mind waking before the alarm goes off in the next 5 mins. I set intervals during the morning to go off every 30 mins.
I've been thinking of my dream body and waking up early from a lucid. I really need to get this out of my head.

Dream Fragment 1:
I see Fabrício Werdum(FW) and Junior Dos Santos(JDS) in a dressing room. FW is following JDS around the dressing room. FW is getting getting prepped for a fight and is getting his hands wrapped by a ref. The wrap looks like leather and all the way up to his forearm. There's a strap at the end of the wrap, so FW can grip onto it. FW thinks the ref tells his friends bullshit stories. Ref says he knows FW will complain about hand wrap if it isn't good enough.

Fabrício Werdum (MMA Fighter)

Junior Dos Santos (MMA Fighter)

Dream Fragment 2:
I'm at my old house in blacksland. I walk into the lounge room and see a cat with it's paws on top of a couch. There's bacon on the couch. I walk over to the cat and punch it in the neck :*(. I think it's a feral cat. After I punched it, it ran scared near the side of the TV and blinds. I feel bad for what I have done. I ask Kayley if what I did was stupid. She doesn't really know. I now see a cat like my auntie R's, in the same spot the feral cat was. I ask Kayley if I should make up with the cat and pat it, but she's still unsure. I think the cat is Lily

#240 - OBE - 3:21AM

I notice either strong HI or a dreamlet of getting an email from an ex girlfriend who is now a friend of mine. I read something about her and her boyfriend (some name) trying to call me but I had changed my number. I get the idea that she wanted to tell me something important.

Suddenly I gain awareness and come to vibrations in bed. Several times, I try floating up like the last OBE but only rise partially out of my body. I after a few tries I give up and try just getting out of bed. I stand up with ease and rush outside. The house is dark and it looks like it dark outside. When I open the front door I fully expect it to be cold but I am greeted with warm air. Just before I step off the porch I see a silhouette of a man running full speed straight at me. I crouch in a protective stance and brace myself. I am not afraid of the man but I feel like if he bowls me over I will end up in the void and possibly wake up. I stand my ground and as he gets closer I let out a worried moan. He stops with inhuman agility and stands before me with his head lowered and arms out in a menacing posture. I don't let that phase me and I relax. I ask him, "What is your name?"
He lets out a nervous laugh and says, "I don't know yet."
I shrug this off and change the subject, "Ok. Well... Do you want to go have some adventure time?"
He nods, "Sure."
Thought the man was creepy at first I feel comfortable with having him around like he is supposed to be there.

We run to the end of the block and I see some people accross the street. I can't really make out what they are doing in the darkness but I am not too concerned with them at the moment. I try to think of what I wanted to do in this dream but I am having trouble remembering. Suddenly, I remember the email from just before this OBE. I feel like I need to talk to her and find out what's going on. I decide she is one of the people across the street. I shout out, "Hey Megan!" A woman comes over but it is not what Megan looks like. I ignore this and don't seem to realize this isn't right. I say, "Hey, I had some HI... I mean, hypnagogic imagery about talking to you by email. How are you?"
The woman just gives me a blank stare. frustrated, I ask, "Well? Are you good? Bad? What?" She seems to understand something now and replies, "I'm good." I am so caught up in the worry that I am relieved to hear this, "OK good! Now give me a hug." We share a quick half hug and she runs off back to the over side of the street.

I suddenly wake up.

I have several other dreams this morning but one was a semi-lucid where I have an FA and recall a dream about meeting my father unexpectedly seeing my father in a public restroom and got lucid. I am in some old motel telling my family about this LD but suddenly I have to pee. I go to the same restroom and realize again I am dreaming while I am peeing. I become afraid that I will actually pee the bed but can't seem to stop peeing. I realize that I am not getting any relief and decide the best thing to do is to wake up and actually pee.