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Me and my friend decided we were going to go on a road trip. So, we were driving down the highway, and my friend was driving. When I looked over at her, I realized that she was asleep. I panicked, and grabbed the steering wheel. I tried my best to keep the car in the right lane, but I was also trying to find some way to get the break, and she wasn't waking up. So, eventually, I lost focus of steering, and when I looked up, there was a red transport coming for us. I was too shocked to try to steer out of the way, so it hit us head on. Somehow, I wasn't injured, but I noticed the car was on fire, so I got out. I wanted to try to get my friend out, but I didn't know if she was okay, and if she was, she was still asleep. So, I ran away from the car. Once I was at a safe distance, I heard a loud boom, and turned around to see that the car had exploded.


Right when I thought my dreams were getting normal again, this happened xD I guess that's what happens

legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid , side notes.

Hotel Dream Lecture:
I had chosen to stay overnight at some hotel. The hotel had shower chambers outside with the guest's name on the shower door. I looked around but couldn't find mine,although i did see a shower with the name "caenis lucidis" on it and inside was a female with a good looking body. I suppose the name was a reference to "CanisLucidus", a user on here that i haven't met before. A little odd but pretty cool.

since i couldn't find my shower, i decided to get in some nearby line, whatever the line was for, i have no idea. As i was waiting, i noticed this person standing on a ladder giving a speech to a crowd about lucid dreaming. After that, i decided i should go get some food, i found myself on my farm looking for food. As i was doing that, i was ambushed by bandits which i quickly gunned down as i was hiding in a bush.

Next thing i know, i'm at this summer camp, these people are bringing giant coke coolers. They have diet coke and reguler coke, they also have tea and i decide i want the tea, but the tea has no ice in it. So i get coke even though i never drink coke in waking life. As im getting it, i literally crush the cup the coke is pouring into and everyone gives me a weird look. xD

Fragment #1: I'm in some sort of old game, it appears to be daggerfall, i'm there inside the game with a couple of friends.

Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid , side notes.

Fragment #1: I remember using a phone app which had a virus on it. The virus transported me inside the game in which i took the place of a lonely ghost.

Fragment #2: I remember being in some sort of jungle collecting resources and blowing things up.

Party: I'm on my farm, my mom is yelling nonstop at my brother, my brother soon leaves. Next thing i know, i've gone to some summer camp, which took place in my basement. While i was in my basement, i noticed a kid and a man. The kid had paid the man 1.3 million dollars to act out something but the man demanded a blowjob from the kid, and the kid didn't want to feel as if he lost his money...so...anyway, i didn't want to watch any of that so i headed up the stairs. As i head up, i see some friends of mine smoking outside and one smoking on the stairs, i tell him something that had the meaning of "don't smoke in here, go outside" because i didn't want the smoke smell in the house.

Eventually, i find myself going to a party with them. I think i remember going to like two of them and then a third one, i don't remember the first two but i do remember the third. At the location of the third party, there was a big dome which had stores in it, on top of the dome was a thorn bush and elevated above that thorn bush was the house the party took place in. It started out with me walking on some wooden stairs up to the house at the top, i saw some other friends there as well. I also notice some idiots diving into the thorn bush on top of the dome. Then, all of a sudden, an alien like creature attacks us. I run over and do a front snap kick and manage to hit it. It then gets up and jumps behind us, i then run over and attempt a chop at it's neck but it dodges it. What happened to it next, i have no clue.

After that little incident, i decide to walk down and check the dome out, there, i meet this lady which tries to teach me warm ups for basketball. ( why my dreamself would do this, i have no clue, i dislike basketball a lot and already know stretches and etc from martial arts). I then see my family in the distance, so i run over to meet them, they decide they want to leave so i go with them. They drove two cars, i get in the one with my dad, who then drives up to a gas station and crashes into it.

Well I'm really spiritual mostly because of reasoning to be of my native culture but I took the dream i had the other night as a sign and that it has meaning to it. Through out the dream there was ppl stealing, doing drugs, sexual interactions and very low life actions taking place. I knew it was all happening and was still there, like I was an outsider. That was most of the dream of what was taking place but I could control my actions. Some of you know what I'm talking about and have dome so yourselves. The plot was set but my choices were mine to make. I then look outside of the house im in and I look at my car and see that its unlocked or that I should go check it so I go downstairs and outside to do so. Once I get to my car I get in the drivers seat and close the door and my gauge clusters for speed, rpms and has/temperature are different like really different and then I feel a weight on my my self like on my soul, then there's a hand that taps the gauge clusters really fast and pulls away. I turn behind me to see a female that appears to be white but blue toned skin, like she has a blue aura. Long black messy hair and I could see her eyes but I could see her mouth. Or its mouth I should say. Its mouth was glitching like a computer screen or video game, no lips no teeth or anything just like a white noise fuzz that glitched over and over again in various ways and she like went to grab me and I could feel the terror and evil coming for me almost like a sign. Everything around me started to get closer, including her and I started to lean back and it was consuming me like I couldn't fight it. Then I consciously while still sleeping realized I needed to wake up and get away from this demon. I leaned myself back and got my leg up and pushed it away and myself back as far as I could and then I woke up in a deep sweat, short of breath with my cat right next to me and she wouldn't leave my side like she knew too. Home alone walking through my house at night after that was probably the most scared id ever been since my child hood years and I've always had dreams that were extremely terrifying every once in a while but never to where the demons or beings actual tried to gain control of me or whatever it was trying to do...

It's apparent to me that I'm getting A LOT better at realizing when I'm in a dream.

I had several dreams before I became lucid, most of which involved me and my friends doing shit.

When I realize I was lucid, I was in my yard, naked, and drinking a drink from a Parker's gas station. Before I realized I was lucid, I was trying to think about how I would sneak in my house without my family noticing that I'm naked.

Suddenly, I don't know what it was, I realized I was dreaming. When I first became lucid, I was very tired for some reason, so I just kept rubbing my hands together furiously and yelling "Increase lucidity!".

The feeling of sleepiness went away pretty quickly. I didn't do what someone else told me to do in a lucid dream though, I didn't touch things around me or get acclimated to the dream, and I wish I would have.

I did look at my backyard and notice that everything was bunched together in one spot.

I asked my subconscious if this dream could feel like it was 6 hours long, but that didn't happen, lol.

In my front yard, I noticed a big wooden post lying on the ground. That's not usually there. I got the idea to telekinetically throw it into the air, just for fun. It worked, and it went VERY high, and landed in my yard again. I threw it in the air again, but for some reason while it was in the air I tried to pull it apart with my mind and make it transform into Godzilla (made more sense in my dream).

That didn't quite work out the way I wanted it to.

I started flying after that, using my "Up, up, and away!" trick, although at one point I feel on my face (didn't hurt).

Can't remember much else, except the parts where I lost lucidity and some weird stuff happened.

Monday 6/24/13

Last night bed 2:30am - 7:49am Nap 8:10am - 10am

Weird dream I was woken up from at 7:49am

I'm in a large house. A friend of mine lives there. She keeps hermit crabs and has aquariums with fancy fish. One of the fish is, dang, I saw his latin name in the dream, he is a small shark family of fish, but decorative for aquariums. I have to look it up. It was something from megalodon's name carcharodon, but cutsied up.

2 friends of mine are visiting and they wanna help with filling up the aquariums with fresh water. Or maybe they work for me, because I'm telling them to do it right and to listen to instructions. Looking for containers to fill with water and let the water sit there for a while before putting it in the tank.

There is an old guy, possibly the owner, who is harrasing the hermit crabs. Another lady is trying to stop him. Then I grab his arm. I know I'm on thin ice here and I may be fired.

Suddenly there is a young guy to see me. At first he is J.L. He want's to tell me something, but he is either ashamed, or just doesn't really know how to say it. I offer him coke and send one of the girls to get one from my fridge. (I just put some there IWL) I offer him some rum, reluctantly, because I know he drove there, but I also know that he had been drinking prior to coming.

Then he is another classmate of mine. I'm looking at him and trying to recognize him. It's been a long time since we were at school. He finally breaks, shows me his gunshot wound on left shoulder that he got in Kuwait.

He tells me that he came to confess his something for me, don't think it was love, but he wan't to be with me and he is distrought that it took him this long to tell me that.

Then I see him in uniform during his military training. He has long hair and looks younger. Introduces me to his "bookie" and I half-jokingly make a "I'll shoot you" to the bookie, as in I'm not gonna have any of that crap.

I offer him coffee and later someone drops the coffee mug. It's tall, ceramic, with few wide bands of earhy colors reddish, orange...

I get down on my knees and pray that it didn't break, because it's not mine. I turn it around and piece of handle broke off. I'm in a process of gluing it back on, when my cat wakes me up IWL.

Don't remember any dreams from the nap.

Fellow lucid dreamers, I'm on a quest for lucidity. This quest will last for 30 days and here's what I plan on doing, or at least how I'll begin.

It'll begin with me forgetting all of my knowledge (or at least ignoring it) and reading Exploring The World of Lucid Dreaming by Stephen LaBerge through that I'll gain some knowledge and insight on how to go about lucid dreaming the correct way, not influenced by all of the "knowledge" of Dreamviews. Don't get me wrong, I do love Dreamviews but there are many rumors on things and so many opinions that it didn't give me the correct foundation to build off of and that resulted with inconsistent lucid dreams and ultimately failure...and now I am here. I also won't be using any techniques just sleep, RC's, and intent.

Basic Requirements for the Quest/Challenge

- No techniques for WBTB

- No skipping chapters in the book

- Get at least 8 hours of sleep (for those day I don't get eight hours I won't count them)

- Update Dreamviews and my personal dream journal with the dreams for each day, if I forget to do this or wake up with full dreams but lose them throughout and only update a fragment, that day doesn't count.

- I will use nothing to aid in my lucidity, just my own mind.


Goals for The Challenge (Not In-Dream)

- To become a natural lucid dreamer by the end of the challenge, meaning that I won't need to "work" for LD'ing.

- To rebuild the foundation my lucid dreaming knowledge was built upon.

- To have consistent lucid dreams by the end of the 30 days (at least four to five a week).

- To see the world in a new light, becoming more aware of my surroundings and where I am.


Goals for The Challenge (In-Dream)

- Meet and begin to develop a relationship with my dream guide.

- Go on an adventure with the character in the series Supernatural.

- Fight Titans with Windy and Higat, then inviting another person who hasn't watched the anime to see their reaction.

- Have 10 shared dreams, in one of them sharing a password.

- Have somewhat excellent dream control.

- Have a battle with many, many different character from Naruto Shippuden.

- Have my dream guide teach me hand-to-hand combat, and how to use magic effectively.


For this Challenge my ultimate goal is to finish it with success. It's really just a personal quest that I need to take so it's kinda important. After thinking about it, these are all the goals I truly have, I'm not gonna make anymore right now because I'll probably spend a lot of time with my dream guide, and doing lots of other things in-dream. Well this is all I really have to type right now, and I have to start reading that book! I found this PDF that I'll be using to read it.

June 23, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB (too exhausted to stay awake for my WILD attempt )

Dream Frag:

I was in a car with someone and I told him that I wanted to go home, but we kept driving around in circles. I would look down at my clothes and they would change everytime I looked down (do you think this was my dream sign??? Uh...yeah!). It didn't seem to concern me that my clothes kept changing, I just wanted to go home...never did make it home .


Note: One of my famous recurring dreams about being lost and not being able to find home.

So I keep having dreams about my evening and weekends job, which has been a little frustrating because I don't really like spending my waking hours there! Tonight, I woke up from another dream about work around 6 AM and attempted a WBTB, where I had this WILD.

I was back in the same scene where the previous dream left off, but at least this time I knew it was a dream. I looked around, seeing the whole store around me and letting the images solidify. Now, I had to have a little fun with it! To my left, I could see a manager and a group of coworkers gathering for a short meeting. I went over to join them, glancing down quickly to make sure that I was in my work uniform. Remembering the task of the month, I decided to rip it off. I didn't even get that far as my clothes simply disappeared. There was no discernible reaction from my dream coworkers. I started to walk away to see if I could find someone else who might react. I glanced down again and realized that I was now wearing a very skimpy blue bikini. Oddly enough, it seemed to fit me very well -- that really should not work on my body type. I started removing the bikini top, but that's when one of the the dogs jumped on the bed and woke me up.

Sunday 23rd June

I was on the back of a motorbike, we were dodging in and out of cars going very fast and my vision was blurry, I was also in 3rd person view so anybody who has played GTA IV will know what I mean. We went into a tunnel, in this tunnel the walls were made of huge glass panes and there was the sea all around it. The police pulled us over in this tunnel and told us to get off the bike. This is the point I became lucid, I don't actually remember becoming lucid I just was. I wasn't properly aware. These policemen are going on and I'm like 'F*ck this, this is a dream.' I got one policeman and smashed his face into the huge window, it crack a little, I then pushed him out the glass smashed and he fell into the sea. He lie there not moving, the other officer weeps to me "So, you're going to leave him to die"
"Yeah" I say. He spawns a speedboat, just like GTA and drives literally 2m to pick his colleague up.

Then I hear two mopeds riding towards me. Its two people I know in real life. They both step off take there helmets off and one of them says to me "Do you want a fight?"
"Come on then" I respond. I couldn't think of my goals as I wasn't that aware so I thought I may as well. One of them comes running towards me, I think of something really ugly, it was this picture I seen the night before in real life and I shouted when he got close "LOOK DOWN!" He looked down and I DDT'd him onto this like messed up disease thing. He got up and laughed and said "Yeah, that was kinda funny." I noticed the other person was on the tunnel above as I looked up and I could see the roof dipping a bit where he was walking. So I decided I would climb up to this level. I went back to where the glass was smashed earlier and stepped out. I was dangling on the edge of a skyscraper.



Kind of like that, without the gloves. I was like 'Oh no, oh no I don't want to fall forget his I'm climbing back in' I began to pull myself up and thought 'What if this is real life, I haven't done a reality check' I go for the nose plug and I could breathe thankfully. I climb back in, go to summon a car and bang I wake up. I begin telling my brother about my dream. THEN, I wake up again to really tell him about my dream, this time it wasn't an FA!

Monday 24th June

I'm just going to write the notes I wrote down with a little expansion.

Dream 1

I was in a room with 3 other people and were playing a song called Lil B - Wonton Soup. We were all doing homework. Then my grandad came round and bought us all some supplies, could be due to playing
The Last Of Us alot recently. I thanked him and then he left, then after my friends left, then someone chucked me a bag through the door with a bunch of washing that was unwashed and left for me to do. I walked outside the front door with my brother and he chucked a snowball at me, it was really starting to annoy me, my sister then walked into a random persons house then awkwardly walked back out. My nan comes driving round in her car and asks me to look out for this person who threw a huge snowball into her car.

Dream 2

I was turning into Iron Man. I was given this hoverboard which attached to my feet, then the next thing I know my hands were given this rocket thing, then a load of other gadgets along with it.

Dream 3

I was on a plane sitting down ready to go on a 32 hour flight somewhere. I was sitting on the right of the plane on myself with my brother and his friend behind me. This man in front of us started asking me to stop turning round because I was disturbing his child. I was not happy about this as I didn't understand how it was disturbing his child. He then said he was getting up to go complain tot the captain. So off he went and left. The guy who was sitting in the middle seats closest to me said 'This guy is a PATHETIC IDIOT. You were doing nothing wrong at all.' The captain comes back and announces that everyone on the left hand side had to move to the right. There were moans and groans as everyone walked past him. People were smashing into him as they walked past, I walked past and knocked him and said 'prick!' I was on the right side now and I sat down with two of my friends from school, we had better seats now and we had a table. We started singing a song and talking about how Birmingham MC's are actually doing better than London atm. This made me want to listen to music so I went into my bag to get my headphones and they were not there. I was mortified.

I've been trying SSILD for a few days now, and I've had 3 nights in a row of brief lucidity; pretty awesome coming from a month long dry spell. Last nights was decently long, however, and I finally managed to finish a basic task for June; speaking gibberish to a DC.

I was working for a driving range that was auspiciously located on the top of a Skyscraper in New York City. I clocked in, and then drove a golf cart up a spiral ramp to the top of the tower. The inside of the skyscraper was totally gutted, and the interior was a skeletal structure of red, rusting rebar. I could see shadowy figures moving in the darkness of the building as I went up and up, but I told myself that as long as I kept the cart moving they wouldn't bother me.

Finally I reached the top of the building, and parked my car next to a door that lead to the roof. As I twisted the knob and opened, I found myself at a gorgeous golf course, with a range straight ahead. I looked around, and for seemingly miles the green rolling hills of the course sprawled ahead of me; the city had vanished.

I began to set up the range, but realized I didn't have any balls for the customers to hit! I went back inside the door that was now lying flat against the ground, and reentered the skyscraper. As I descended the ramp once more, a horrible grinding noise came from the cart, and I came to a sharp stop as the wheels locked. Instantly I broke into a panic, as I knew the shadows would descend upon me shortly.

I tried to fix it, but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't find the engine. I knew I was in trouble. Suddenly, two very ugly women, looking to be of incestuous backgrounds, lumbered out of the darkness; smiling and sniggering. I told them to get back, and in my fear I said this must be a dream! I plugged my nose and reality checked (my new favorite thing ever), and I realized that this was indeed a dream!

The two women stood there menacingly, but grew weary when they realized I was lucid now. I took a few moments to remember what the basic task was, and then remembered that it was to shout gibberish at a DC.

They took a step towards me.

"ACKAJOOBIJOOBIMUMBO!"

Crumpling in fear, the two women begged for me to stop. I looked closely and realized that their eyes had become the shining eyes of standard anime shows.

This time, in a booming Gandalf voice that made the whole building shake,

"SHANTANATABUMBABA!"

The women screamed and writhed and then began to glow; turning completely into japanese anime hotties. They were completely under my control, so I forced them to their knees and commanded them to give me my first ever lucid oral sex (winning!). It didn't last long though, as my REM cycle naturally ended.


It was definitely one of the most exciting lucids I have had to date! Can't wait to keep trying this SSILD stuff.

So I've decided to do a 30-day challenge of using the SSILD technique. I have experimented with the technique before with somewhat mixed success. So this time I'm going to use nothing but SSILD for the next 30 days and record how many LD's and FA's I get. So here we go:

Day 3

Technically this should be day 4, but Saturday night I only got 4 hours of sleep, so I didn't even bother to attempt a lucid dream.

Tonight, however, I went to bed at about 12, but because my back was killing me for some reason, I didn't get to sleep until about 1. I woke up at 6:00, went to the bathroom, and then did the cycles before I fell asleep. To be honest, my dream recall was a little hazy, but I do remember one very hazy non-lucid dream, one FA and one LD.

1. I was at Target getting some supplies for some party with my friend. The line was ridiculously long (gotta love those old ladies and their checks...), so me and my friend decided to grab some Nerf guns and fight. These guns, though, were ridiculously overpowered, and they shot the bullets so hard they were able to leave cracks in the concrete walls. I figured that it wouldn't be good to destroy this Target (plus I couldn't imagine how much pain those babies could inflict), but my friend insisted and started chasing me with it. I was hiding behind aisles trying not to get shot until...

2. My mom woke me up in the morning. I got up and walked over to my closet while she told me some news or some story about something. I realized however, that my room looked wrong, like there was a mirror next to my closet that wasn't there IWL. I did a noise plug RC and found that I was dreaming, but as soon as I did, the scene went black. I tried rubbing my hands together, shouting, "lights on," and finally spinning around.

I don't remember exactly what happened next. I think I woke up, but managed to stay completely still and perform a DEILD, but whether that awakening was true or if I was lucid from the start of the next dream, I'm not sure.

3. I was lucid. I started flying off the ground without really thinking about it. I decided to go with it and lifted myself higher. I slowly rose to about 20 feet, and then I picked up speed until I got about 100 feet in the air. There were tons of power lines in my way, probably the biggest mess of power cables I'd ever seen, but I dodged them all fairly easily. I then set myself horizontally and prepared to take off. It took me a couple tries to get the right technique. I first tried Hancock style with my arms back, but it kind of made me pitch down towards the ground. Finally, I got it with both hands outstretched. I flew faster than any other time I had tried to fly in a dream (usually I just poke along at a really slow pace, like my flying engine is just a trolling motor). I managed to lift myself higher until I got to space. I continued to fly, while the planets rotated behind me, kind of like the background in the Flintstones. I continued this until my phone vibrating woke me up.

Day 3: LD - 1, FA - 1
Total: LD - 3, FA - 1

Here's the current situation: I've been out all day and I'm physcially and mentally tired. Luckily I'll go to bed early so I'll get about 10 hours of sleep.

My plan for tonight is to figure out a way to get lucid in a dream (DILD). I've re-read the ADA tutorial and I noticed that I did it improperly for a long time. I'm changing this right now as I'm trying to be aware of everything that happens while I'm writing this entry. I can even notice how my fingers hit the keyboard.

When I go to bed I'll meditate for about 20 minutes, trying to completely clear my mind. And when my mind is clear I'll go to bed.

There's nothing to win and nothing to loose, I won't be mad if I don't get lucid as I'll try to get rid of my ego. If I don't get lucid it simply means I have to change something, there's no mistake.

In case I don't get lucid, I'll write down exactly what I dreamed of, how I felt when I wake up and basically anything that I can notice. That way I'll be able to figure out what I need to change.

One thing is important though, and I just figured this out while writing a PM to Windy: I will do the opposite of what I'd normally do now. Instead of thinking about getting aware in my dreams before going to bed (after meditation), this time I'll just try to be myself in my dreams. My real self is doing ADA all the time so by not trying to change myself I should have a pretty decent chance of getting lucid
Also this takes care of the self-fulfilling prophecy of telling myself to wake up in the morning to write down my dreams even though I should be able to wake myself up after my LD's (which basically makes me expect to not get lucid in the end).

Let's see if just completely being myself and stopping my ego will be the solution.

I tried to have lucid dreams last night for the first time officially using RCs throughout the day and repeating my mantra "I will realise that I am dreaming, I will trust my reality checks" (changed it after what happened last night).

Dream 1: woke up within dream, had recorded a video on my phone that I didn't remember recording of myself explaining that I had seen something weird in my room.. the video then turned to my face and recorded something running by behind me, a tall white naked figure

Dream 2: I had saved earth somehow, was in outer space, had to say goodbye to somebody I was in love with in the dream - who was female - and head back to earth

Dream 3: lived in my ex boyfriend's mom's old house - she has passed away in WL - we realised we had never thrown our neighbours a welcome party therefore did and they were insulted with how non-chtristian we were,of random animals running around the house *** just remembered that this dream was connected to the first one - the room from dream 1 was in this house

Dream 4: I did reality checks but was in bed in my dream and decided I wasn't dreaming even though I was able to breathe with my nose plugged and push my thumb through my hand, I now realise also that I was alone in bed which I am not - I live with my boyfriend, I decided to try anyways but couldn't remember any of the monthly tasks haha... I may have tried to sit on an egg... but broke it? Hard to recall.
That is all!

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing some 2D platformer/shooter game and there were fights with some huge bizarre creatures, then later i was using some editor to search particular sprite in the spritesheet, finding that there are even bigger creatures than the ones i fought.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was flying with some characters on some kind of air balloon construction, we were discussing something and there was also small dragon with us. We done our mission in the country and we were escaping it. Then the balloon got hit by something and we were forced to land. We use fuel to make construction flammable. Then there's cutscene where some scientist is searching for team and laughing. Then back to balloon construction, that small dragon transforms into human form for some reason and then firebreathes at the construction, setting it on fire. Then we leave.