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I was playing a Man vs. Machine final round in Team Fortress 2.

I was coloring a piece of paper blue and pink using color pencils. I was being observed to see if I'm using the right color technique.

I was at a swimming pool at an apartment complex. Minecraft style, I placed dirt blocks that made up a rectangle. I sowed 4 wheat seeds and 4 other seeds but I still have spaces but no more seeds. I placed more dirt blocks around the rectangle. I then destroyed all the blocks around the seeds. I was surprised the water didn't flood it.

I was outside, in a group with 3 other people We were at the bottom of a mountain and we needed to climb it. This guy started climbing it. I looked to my left and a distance from my spot had a trail that looks like it would lead to the same destination. I told the others that they could try the trail, it looked much easier. The went off and I started climbing instead. I realized I'm climbing on an unstable block of red stone. The previous guy helped me up and pushed the stone so that I could climb it safely. I reached some leaves and vines, the guy grabbed some and climbed. I did the same, it was hard at first but it got so much easier as I got used to it. My hands were dirty from grabbing the vines. I'm climbing some red stones again at a corner of a room this time. I moved higher and higher with his help. I stood in front of a piece of stone, I knew it was the last one cause there was a ceiling above. I would've continue climbing but I got scared all of a sudden. I told him I couldn't do it cause it's too high.

I was in a lunch line, second in line with a guy in front of me holding the line back. He was getting a salad made just for him, and it took forever. He left and I stood there waiting for them to restock the food. I waited but there were only burritos. I was deciding if I'm gonna eat or not, and I thought I might as well since I'm in line. I grabbed a white plastic bowl and asked for a burrito. I then walked to a new line on the right. I was about to pick up some sushi when the lunch guy told me something and I replied with "I'm buying them separately". I picked up one more item. I don't know why I picked so many items. While walking to the cashier, I asked the lunch guy "Do you guys accept debit card? Please tell me you do" and he smiled and said yes. I got to the cashier and I expected the things would cost 20 dollar at the most. I looked at the total amount on a small screen as he pressed a bunch of things on his screen. Looking at my reflection on something, I saw that I was wearing a beanie. The total started around 200, and got less and less till it was about 3. He then printed 2 pieces of receipt, and told me to the amount was 120. I left the food there and walked off shocked.

These dreams are strange and stupid, but I figured best to write them down with the interest of keeping good recall.

The first dream that I had had something to do with me and my friends playing Minecraft. We spent a lot of time gathering wood from trees, then proceeded to work together to build a large tower in the center of a mountain valley. We then connected from the top of the tower to the tops of the mountains with bridges.
After awhile, It became nighttime, and someone switched the game onto hardcore mode, (Meaning that if you die, your Minecraft world is deleted) and monsters started spawning everywhere.
I was down in the mountain valley, trying to fight my way to the tower. I was doing pretty good, but a creeper blindsided me and killed me, causing me to wake up.

The next dream that I had involved me and my mother; we were going to see some move about how people lived when they were first settling in America. And we were walking to said movie down a beautiful forest road.
As we walked, we were talking about the movie's themes and ideas. I started explaining to her that I didn't like the movie and didn't really want to see it.
Eventually, we arrived at the movie theater, but there was a giant couch (no joke) sitting right outside the movie theater. It was about 20 feet tall, and made of a red, velvety fabric.
The both of us decided to climb up it. We climbed up on the part that you would sit on, and then to the very top, on the headrest, the back part of the couch.
But my mother slipped off, but her dress got stuck on a staple in the couch. (She was wearing an old-fashioned dress as a sort of costume for the theme of the movie that we were seeing.)
So she started screaming and was dangling by her dress. I reached over and told her to grab my hand. She had it, and I began pulling both of us over onto the "seat" portion of the couch.
But just as I thought that I would save her, the whole entire couch tipped over onto the backside crushing my mother. As soon as it fell, I jumped off, and she was pinned under the giant couch. She started shaking as though she was having a seizure or something.
I yelled to a random DC outside of the movie theater to call 911, I thought that my mother had been really injured, But after about thirty seconds, she started acting normal, as though nothing had happened at all. I woke up not long after that, but atleast the dream had a happy resolution.

I was hanging out with my friends. I noticed that it was 11:50 and I had to go cause I told my dad to pick me up at this time. I didn't want to go at the moment cause I didn't want to leave AA.

I was at the mall, in Cotton On. I went to the man section to look at the jeans. The size numbers were different from woman so I picked two pairs that seem fit and went toward the dressing room. One pair was black and the other was blue.

I was in a really tight fitting dress. It had double wide straps for each shoulder, with hooks on the ends of each strap.

I was walking at a beach, along the edge of the water, there were a lot of sharp shells and things in the sand. I got in the water and felt something in the bottom of my left foot. I took it out and looked around to find a lot of trash and fragments in the water. Someone told me to get out of there, that it's off limit to swim there. I quickly got out and see that the sand was marked with red for a length. I continued walking and got to the end of the off limit water, I got in the water again and AA was with me. We swam forward for a few seconds and got blocked by a line in the water. It looked a bit like the edge of a net. Someone screamed for us to get out, that everyone needs to evacuate. --- We were in AA's room, her two roommates were there. We were told to get out quickly but they didn't listen and went back to whatever they were doing. We told them again and again to get out but they won't listen so we gave up and walked out.

I was at a pretty big house. My job was to clean up little things after this woman. There was already a maid in this house but she was kind enough to let me work. While I was picking up trashes around, I started to worry if I'm gonna get paid or not... I also needed to tell her that I can work for her until January, before school starts. --- I was in front of a narrow staircase, I started walking up cause the woman was up at a hovering platform. The stairs was wobbly, and moved a little every step I take. I went back down the stairs to take a look at the stairs. The stairs was in half horizontally, the bottom half had wheels. The bottom half staircase could be moved around to work with other upper half stairs. I walked up again but halfway through, I realized that the stairs was attached to the wrong top half.

Last night I had a dream that I was at a beach or something, watching people playing in the ocean, when a warning came in that something had happened to create a huge tidal wave out at sea, and that we would soon be seeing waves hundreds of feet high. They evecuated the beach, of course, and pushed everybody back into the hotel to get their belongings, and then move further inland.

For some reason, though, there were a very large number of us who refused to evacuate any further. I'm in the lobby of this hotel (which is all glass, and stretches several stories high) and I'm watching these huge waves rolling up on shore, and thinking how much fun it might be to try body surfing in them.

Some of the panes of glass aren't fitted very well, and the water just comes pouring into the lobby, and rolling back out again, with 30 and 40 foot waves moving freely through the place. I try to ride on a few, but the waves are just too powerful, and I find myself being dumped in the water, pounded by it, and generally, having a fairly unpleasant time, so I write it off as a bad idea.

I manage to avoid being pulled too far out by the last wave I was in, then rode the crest of the next wave back into the lobby, and managed to grab ahold of a railing near the top of the lobby, and pull myself out of the water. But since the waves are still growing, I start running through the hotel, finding stairs to take me higher and higher.

This has a feeling of New York or something, because there are all sorts of huge buildings, but frequently they are connected by bridges or walkways or something, so I'm able to get as high as I can on one building, then run over to another, even taller building, and start climbing even further. But always, the water is just one step behind.

Eventually, I find myself in the tallest building in the area, and oddly enough, the top three stories of the building are a multi-level shopping mall. I'm on the lowest level, but I want to get to the roof, so I can be at the tallest point in the whole city, and can survive as long as possible, before the water gets me. There is one elevator which actually goes to the roof, but one needs a special key to use it.

I find somebody in mall security who has already been overwelmed by the waves, and I take their key, but annoyingly, I can no longer find the one elevator which will go to the roof. Its getting harder and harder to avoid the waves, as the water is already starting to flood the lowest level of the mall, but I notice that the roof is tiered, and I can actually get out onto it through a window, then run around to another, higher part of the roof.

As I'm just beginning to reach the top of the roof, I see there is a single rescue helicopter waiting to take a few people to safety. I am running for it, and find the helicopter is being piloted by Captain Sheridan of Babylon 5, and they are almost full. Unfortunately, there is only room for one more person aboard, and they make the choice to take Sixx aboard, instead of me. (I swear, I'm not making this up ... I really dreamed it.)

I'm disappointed, but it is their helicopter, and they can make whatever choices they want to, and I acknowledge their right to do so, even as I doubt their wisdom. (And understand, I don't really know Sixx ... I just know the trouble they used to have with him at the Cafe.)

So I'm on the top of the highest roof, and more and more people are joining me, at the highest point we can reach, and we are watching the waves rise higher and higher, realizing we have only a few more minutes before we'll drown.

That's when the flying saucers appear, and start beaming us all up. As they explain they'll be taking us to a new place to live, where we can start our lives over again, they are lecturing us on Ayn Rand's beliefs, and explaining how that is how the new land we're going to is run, and we'd better get used to it. I, of course, am quite happy to hear it.

Once we reach the new land, however, they need people to build the elevators that allow us to get around, and it is dangerous work, since it means climbing around these (currently) empty elevator shafts, preparing them for use. I'm jumping around happily, pleased to find I've got something worthwhile to do.

Had a dream that it is easier to run on all fours. Later, I’m dipper and I’m talking about supernatural creatures with my parents. I learn that the amount of supernatural creatures in the area is on the rise, and at the time I am on a bike and my parents are in the highlander (car) in Meme’s (my grandma) driveway and there is a rainbow projected on the house. Mom says that one of the supernatural creatures is creating it, and I Decide that it can stay.

I learn that Gideon’s boyfriend suddenly became gravely ill while they were riding horses together, and I tried to get there in time to save him, but by the time I got there, he was already dead.

At some point I’m Dean and I’m in the movie theatre with either my parents or Sam and Bobby. I get a couple calls from Cas but at one point my caller ID says something like “anglelkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk” and I’m wondering if Cas accidentally did something with his phone or if I accidentally edited my contacts while my phone was in my pocket. I go out to the lobby and answer the phone and it is actually this old woman who is pretty much insane and thinks that she’s an angel. She tells me some crazy stuff and most of the time I just keep responding with “ok.”

When I hang up, everyone in the lobby starts clapping because apparently they heard the call and everyone thought that I handled it very well.

Later, I’m still Dean but I work at some kind of other place living a domestic life. There is a big board with about 10 coworkers (five in two rows) and my other coworkers who are not on the board and I have to pick who we like the least by putting our hand on the picture of them. We unanimously agree on a woman with breast implants who wears a bikini 24/7. (I feel kind of bad about putting that on here, er, you can live your life however you want it this is the views of Dream!Dean!me not Awake!Me!me) Suddenly we are watching the woman as if through a video camera or something and we see her reaction to the vote. She looks perturbed, but she doesn’t get too upset or cry or anything.

Later, I am at a church service and the majority of the people there are black or latino. A man with blue eyes, blonde hair and pale skin steps up to the pulpit, takes out a pistol and starts shooting people in the audience. He yells, “blue-eyed regimen!” or something like that and I’m guessing he’s doing this out of racism. Meanwhile everyone just sits there and stares at him like they’re waiting for him to start the sermon, and I have to get up and yell at everyone to run before they realize what they should be doing.

I run on the balls of my feet and take big strides but it still doesn’t feel like I’m going very fast. There are bullets wizzing by me but somehow I make it to the parking lot. There I begin to slow down and I have to hide behind a car because I cannot run quickly anymore. However, the guy was following behind me the whole time and he walks right up to me with his gun and points it at me. Suddenly it is third perspective and the controls are like a game. Apparently there is no button to let me crawl underneath the car, but somehow I run away and climb a barbwire fence. On the other side of the fence is a taller barbwire fence, and then behind that is an even taller barbwire fence. At the top of the first fence, I use it like it’s as stretchy as a rubber band, and I sling myself to the next fence, and then I do the same with that one, although it takes quite a few more tries. I either had the head of someone from Homestuck or I was thinking about homestuck the whole time. Either I was suddenly someone from the Portal fandom or I was also thinking about the Portal fandom the whole time.

I was at a large indoor pool, which was partially owned by a school. The ceiling was very high above the surface of the water and from the wall, rather close to the ceiling, a waterfall poured down into the pool. I stood up there, looking across the enormous room. People jumped down the waterfall, into the pool and I felt kind of forced to do that too. However, I could easily back away from this. The thing was, I wanted to overcome my fear of jumping from this height and therefore felt that I had to jump for that sake.

When looking in front of me again, I noticed a branch 1,5-2 meters out and then remembered that I had jumped from up here before, by first throwing myself towards the branch and grabbing it. Nonetheless, as I was looking at it now, I doubted that I would be able to jump far enough to reach it... Someone else ran past me over the edge and grabbed the branch, swinged himself from it and fell towards the water. This made me more determined and less worried. I knew I could do this. I threw myself towards the branch and easily grabbed it. I did not feel heavy or anything hanging there and I begun swinging back and forth, preparing to let go. After swinging back and forth a few times and was swinging forward again I let go of the branch, plunging forward through the air. I felt so free and alive! However, I realized I might have gained to much power when swinging forward and thought I would crash into the wall on the other side. Instead, as I flew closer to the wall, I begun losing altitude faster, splashing into the water close to the wall.

Because of the incredible power that falling from high above had given me, my body continued very deeply down the water. It was an incredible feeling, but I began suspecting that I would have a hard time making it all the way to the surface without breathing. At the same time, I almost did not worry about this at all for some reason. Once my body had stopped being pushed deeper, I began swimming upwards. I had only done a few strokes, though, when I accidentally inhaled. The strange thing was, I felt myself breathing normal air. I got a bit confused about this and was on the verge of becoming lucid!

I was laying in bed thinking about what just happened. Previously I was in side the computer game playing League of Legends, and I was AH-HA! That was a dream. I though to my self it's to bad I woke up after wards and wasn't able to recognize i was dreaming. I look over to my book case, and I see this girls head that i work with just chillin. Right in the bookcase. I was like AH-HA! I'm dreaming. I felt a huge rush of excitement through my body, and then I was back in my bed again feeling each of my limbs again. I open my eyes, and then close them with frustration and go back to sleep.

This one is worth documenting because of the transition, plus it is a bit funny.

I was passively observing my dreams, and not trying to control or become fully lucid, but something odd was going on and a touch of negative emotion was there. I actually paid attention to see what the dream was doing.

Some how it looked like my brain was trying to have a bad dream, a closer look reveiled creepy figures. I became fully lucid and entered the dream to see what was up. It was "Evil Elves" I was somehow dreaming about creepy little guys about 3' high with nasty teeth.

I laughed "Evil elves? Let's try keebler elves!" So I turned them all into little 3" high Keebler elves.

I just went back to passively watching (semi-lucid) and the bad dream stuff never came back.

It was around 5:00 clock when I woke up from a non-lucid dream and preceded to write it in my dream journal. After that I decided it was an ideal time for me to attempt to WILD, so I set up my intention and laid down in bed. For a period of about 30-45 minutes I wasn't able to concentrate on the WILD and fell asleep, but lucky for me when I awoke I kept my eyes closed. With my eyes closed I decided this time I was going to have a lucid dream, and starting breathing rhythmically and counting 1 I'm dreaming, 2 I'm dreaming, 3 I'm dreaming, 4 I'm dreaming then back to 1 and so on. Not soon after I starting feeling the paralysis take hold, trying not to be distracted by it I focused back on counting as the vibrations and paralysis grew stronger. The paralysis reached the point where the vibrations were so strong that I felt as if I was being rushed up at a really fast speed, and as a result I pretty much lost all connection to my body at the point. I remembering hear a loud crashing sound right before I dissociated with my body, but the odd thing that thing was my entrance out of my body wasn't as smooth as I expected it would be, it was almost like my dream body and physical body got tangled on the way out. After I let my body I started floating up, and next thing I knew the blackness turned into sky and I was flying. The feeling was amazing, and I saw a brick building below so I flew around it and noticed it was some kind of out door restaurant with people sitting at tables. I decided to fly down to where the tables where, and I decided wanted to find a beautiful girl but all I saw were older people that didn't intrest me. So I demanded to my dream I wanted to find the girl I was looking for and next thing I know I see her sitting at table looking at me. All the other DC's seemed to be staring at me too, like waiting for my to do something (probably a result of watching Inception so many times), and just as I focused back on the girl my dream started fading and I was staring at blackness. After I awoke I was re-energized and felt so happy about what just happened, but I realized that I forgot to do a reality check and forgot to stabilize the dream, which probably was the cause of the dreaming ending early. So now I made commitment that when I induce another lucid dream the first thing to do is to STABILIZE!!!

December 5, 2012

I did a WBTB this morning and had a lucid dream where I completed the two basic Tasks of the Month.

Dream:

I don't remember what I was doing when I became lucid. I remember I had been with this little girl. She had shown me her bedroom and I noticed there was a dripping sink there. I tried to turn it off, but instead made the drip much worse. I told the girl that she needed to find her mom to see if there was a trick to fixing it. I also remember the little girl showing me the teeth she had lost.

Suddenly I was lucid. The first thing that came to my mind was that I wanted to do some of the Tasks of the Month. I was pretty sure the "snow" and "singing" ones would be pretty simple. I was inside a building and I decided to fly out and make it snow. As I flew out the window I found that I was about six stories up. The city I was in looked old. The buildings were brick and aging, but nice in the way that a lot of old buildings were.

The sky was dark gray, and I could see the first few flurries of snow blowing in the wind. I was pleased that it was happening already. I willed it to snow harder. Soon the flakes were coming down more uniformly, but still blowing in the wind. What I really wanted was for the snow to start landing on the ground and other things around me. I needed to speed this up. So as I flew, I tried to make the passage of time move more quickly.

I then noticed the snow building up on some of the tree branches and against the curbs where it had blown. I continued to fly. The snow was starting to cover everything now. I saw a thick layer of snow on a tree branch in front of me. I reached out and scooped it up as I passed. I took a big bite of it. I could feel the texture of the snow, but it wasn't as cold as real snow. I felt a little disappointed.

By now the sky was really dark. I couldn't see the sun. I wasn't sure if it had gone down or if it was just that stormy. I decided to do the task of Singing a Christmas Carol. Before I had gone to sleep I had thought about the different caroles that i knew and wanted to do something interesting. But now at this time I decided on the easiest one I knew....Jingle Bells.

Jeff was suddenly standing by me. I told him to song with me. " Dashing through the snow.....In a one-horse open sleigh....."

I didn't stick around to see if he would sing with me. I took off flying again as I sang. I noticed that it was no harder to sing the song in my lucid dream than it would have been in real life. I had wondered if it would have been different in any way. But it wasn't. I finished the carol and started thinking about the next Task I wanted to do. I wanted to see the Northern Lights.

I looked around and noticed that I had somehow gotten inside of a building. The area I was in was very large--like a huge indoor mall. I flew around looking for an exit. But I wasn't finding any. I was frustrated. I shouldn't be having a problem like this. I was better than this. I knew that if I believed that I could go through the walls and be outside. I touched a wall. It felt so solid, but i knew that I had control over this. I backed away and prepared to fly through the wall....when my alarm went off.

I pushed "snooze" and tried to will myself back into the dream. Nothing was happening. Then suddenly I got this very vivid image of a gray kitten with an orange tabby face looking through a window right at me. It startled me, and I was fully wake again. And at this point I knew that I didn't have time to go back to sleep again.

Lucid Dream from end of November:

I was with a group of people watching some musicians. I recognized them as my high school jazz band. I looked closer (for some reason I was behind the group who were on some bleachers), and I could see Robert S playing his sax. Next to him was Korin, also playing a sax. I felt nostalgic watching and hearing them play. Then I thought , "Hey--why am I not there playing too? If Robert is playing, shouldn't I be playing too? And wait a second--why is Korin there? She didn't go to my high school...I didn't meet her until years later. Ohhh....I must be dreaming!"

And so I decided to take off flying. I thought about what task I might try to do. I knew I was nearing the end of the month and that I had gotten my "wings" for November's tasks. So I tried to think of a new task to do. I remembered that in the past one of the December tasks had been to fly in Santa's sleigh with him. I had never gotten that one done. I decided that that might be a fun one to try now.

I looked around me. I was in a city. How would I find Santa?

As I was trying to decide on a plan of attack a horse-pulled sleigh came around the corner. I was really happy to see it. I jumped on board. I suddeny didn't care if Santa was not here or that the sleigh wasn't flying. I climbed up to the very front of the sleigh and stood up at the highest point. I had to work hard to keep my balance as the horse raced down the street. It was very exhilerating, and I felt satisfied with this choice of task.

for the past few years i have been having this dream every few months, i am at an environment and around me there are hundreds of snakes and reptiles , all sizes , they look super slimy and disgusting and some time aggressive for the first part of the dream i am in the dry land and they are in the water so i am protected and they cant get to me but then i either fall into the water and get surrounded by them or their container breaks and they get all over the floor and again i get surrounded by them and its both terrifying and gross and at this point i get so scared that i get up , my husband says snakes mean that i have enemies or it could mean money and wealth , i wonder if any one can tell me what this dream could mean and why i keep having it.