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for the past few years i have been having this dream every few months, i am at an environment and around me there are hundreds of snakes and reptiles , all sizes , they look super slimy and disgusting and some time aggressive for the first part of the dream i am in the dry land and they are in the water so i am protected and they cant get to me but then i either fall into the water and get surrounded by them or their container breaks and they get all over the floor and again i get surrounded by them and its both terrifying and gross and at this point i get so scared that i get up , my husband says snakes mean that i have enemies or it could mean money and wealth , i wonder if any one can tell me what this dream could mean and why i keep having it.

I was in my prom and i went outside the school because security told me that there were some kids getting into the party without invitation. When I went I saw them (all around 5 years old, and even younger, in reality they usually are 15 years old) getting through an open wiring and they vanished as cockroaches do when you turn the lights on. I couldnt do anything because i was amazed by a 2 years old baby crashing into a party, the boy was crawling and crashing into my party, it was very funny to see that. Anyways, that happened and i couldnt do anything, so i went inside again. But now the party was about to finish, it was 5am (it usually finish between 5 and 6) and there were the SWAT blocking the entrance, not letting anyone to go in because they were about to enter. I was outraged because it was my party and it couldnt be that i couldnt enter my own party (well it was not only mine of course but with my classmates). That's a procedure that the police do in every prom of my dreams, but i didnt care and i kept walking towards the door. The police shouted at me and they tried to stop me, and i didnt know even if they were going to shoot at me, but i raised my hands and began to walk to enter the party while saying that it was my party. [Maybe i dreamed that because 7 days ago it was my prom and a similar event happened, the security was asking me for the entry when i was trying to reenter the saloon, and i got very furious]. Everything seemed to go okay when i was walking, although they shouted at me they were letting me in, however a stupid noob police said "NO! I recognize him, he did the same with another party and we let him in and now he is trying to crash the party again" I wanted to punch him, but i began to explain (still with my hands raised over my head) that this was my party and i will tell people inside to confirm this, so i finally got in, and police still waited outside. My friends when they saw me get in began to ask me about this, i think they saw the situation through the window, and i told them how stupid they were.

When the party was over we headed to the classrooms (3rd year at the top of the building) because there was waiting our school clothes so the collation took place. I noticed the clothes were different, with brown troussers, a different green... it was not the clothes that we used for school but it didnt matter.

When that ended we headed to the after party into a hotel (in one i recognized i've been before in other dream, which was extremely huge, the size of a small city). In there i was focused in something else than the party. It was monday and i grabbed my laptop to download the last episode of the walking dead, but i noticed that in that day the episode of game of thrones began also! so i was very excited and totally forgot about the party.

Then all the people that were still in the parties, including my family, headed to the school's dinner hall, but we waited outside a little bit because the door was locked and the person with the key wasnt there yet. In that moment i admired the amazing twilight which was like this:



So while watching the sky i noticed a flying bus!!! And i told my sister "Look that bus, is flying!!!" And she told me like if i was joking "Yeah look at the moon too" (I dont know what she tried to mean with that) So i thought it was a good idea to look it also, but i couldnt find it. Anyways i told her that i didnt care what she said, that this was a lucid dream. And she replied to me something like if i was crazy. And my father said something also trying to convince me that i was in reality, but i was already flying and of course i wouldnt believe him. I thought that in that moment it would be best to get out of there. The dining hall was next to the rugby field, so i went there and began to spawn some airplanes. They were extremely amazing! I spawned a few and they were monster planes. Seriously, they were like that, they had a monster wheels. I saw one plane lift off and at the end of the field it dissapeared (like the car in back to the future). Those kind of planes went to the space. Anyways that lasted like a minute only, and then i went near my neighborhood. I saw some girls but they were very ugly, so i tried to use my ability of transforming. I began to touch her face and changed her into daenerys targaryen, she was still fat so i touched her arms, legs, belly to make her more skinny. And there my dream began to fade. It was all black, i knew i woke up but i thought that i was in sleep paralysis so i didnt tried to move, maybe i could enter a new dream, but nothing happened because i was very unconfortable.

12-08-2012 -- [First dream was after about five hours uninterrupted sleep. It was fairly long and involved, but even from the moment I woke, it was disappearing from memory, so I can't remember it in nearly the detail I would like. Much more to it than the little I can remember to post here.]

I'm Harry Potter at Hogwarts. The entire dream is confined to the school, and there aren't even hints of the outside world, though the evil jerk characters are still mostly evil jerk characters.

Earliest parts have bits with Malfoy being a jerk, and us having to react to him and deal with him. Snape is a pain, and trouble, but not as much as he is sometimes portrayed as being. In some way, for a while, Snape is in charge of assigning passwords to the dorms, and he is being miserable about it, using either questions of such an advanced nature that nobody but Hermione would be able to answer them (ala his questions on Harry's first ever potion lesson with him) or rude, obnoxious, insulting passwords of a nature that remind me of Paige's computer password in the Foxtrot comic strip: "Even if he can figure it out, he could never bring himself to type it."

Somehow it is soon Harry's chance to set the passwords, and he is being completely reasonable and polite about it, and is annoying Snape incredibly by being the bigger man, and acting like an adult, leaving Snape nothing to complain about. Then there is another character, fairly young woman, blond, attractive, probably not an actual Harry Potter character, but who knows ... might be. She is using knowledge question passwords, but they are reasonable, and Harry is learning from her what he needs to know to pass the information on to the Gryffindors.

There is lots more, including minor character interactions, and running up and down elevators in a giant department store, which is actually Hogwarts in the dream instead, but nothing more that stuck enough to be remembered, darn it.

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[Second dream came as I was trying to remember the first, and drifted back to sleep. Probably slept for less than an hour, had a very short dream with not much to it, but far more detail than I can remember from the first, more interesting one. Le sigh.]

I'm in my room in a house that most resembles the Pageant house, except the room is much larger than usual. I'm sitting on my bed, or perhaps at a desk, playing some sort of computer game. It seems to be a cross between Warlords:Battlecry, Runescape, and some kind of Facebook game. I think I've watched as somebody else battles some huge guy on a chariot (Lord Bane from Warcraft?) It is an impressive battle, and the character was defeated.

There is a chat window like in Runescape, and there was a quick line of yellow text that almost immediately disappears against the background, almost impossible to see. I am trying to scroll back to it because it seemed like something very good that I might want. Kind of a cross between a wall post from a Facebook game and a drop in Runescape. I'm trying to claim it, while thinking I didn't kill the bad guy, so I'm not likely to be able to get the drop. Meanwhile, one of the horse-like characters that was pulling the chariot, huge, kind of blueish-purple, and somewhat alien-looking, is starting to break free, and may be a threat.

The game kind of fades away from my attention, and I find a couple of lines of a song running through my head. I don't think it is something I've ever heard, I am pretty sure it is something I was writing, myself. [I did used to write songs, wrote hundreds of them while I was in love with somebody. Even got 10 of them played, recorded, and sung, and made an album, but haven't done anything with music since then, about fifteen years ago.]

It seems like a quite good couple of lines, and I am trying to find a scrap of paper to write it on, and repeating it over and over again, to try and remember it, as I do so. The couple of lines come out something like Leading with the Spirit, hope within their eyes; hearts filled with compassion, taken by surprise; I could hear the tune for it, as well. Anyway, I keep singing the two lines over and over again, trying to keep them in memory as I scramble for scraps of paper or envelopes. But everything I grab either already has dreams written on them, or in a few occasions have ads on them, and if I try to write over them, they'll be as hard to read as that yellow text on the busy background.

I'm in bed, wrapped in my blue velour blanket (its kind of like being wrapped up in a cuddly plush toy) scrambling for envelope bits, and suddenly Nick W. is in my room with me. He's chatting a mile a minute about all kinds of things, but nothing important, and I'm still humming the song bit, trying to not forget it, and wishing he would shut up for a minute.

He throws himself to the ground on the east side of the bed, trying to say something, but not being able to get it out. It seems to be important, though, unlike the rest of what he's been saying. Suddenly I am convinced he is going to confess his love for me, and I'm terrified that I'm going to have to explain to him that I don't swing that way, and break his heart. Very uncomfortable.

The room keeps switching around on me. The bed is always in the southwest portion of the room, but sometimes it runs north/south with the headboard at the south wall, and sometimes it runs east/west with the headboard on the west wall. When he falls to the floor, the bed is north/south, with him on the east side, but suddenly he is on the west side in the approximately two foot area between the bed and the wall. He is completely wrapped in my old blue and white flowered blanket from when I was a little kid, and he still can't get out what he wants to say.

I'm thinking of asking him to just spit it out, but instead he seems to be playing with the stereo, changing the station and the volume. But he's wrapped in the blanket and isn't touching the radio, and I suddenly realize he isn't coming on to me, he's trying to get up the nerve to tell me he's discovered he has some psychokinetic powers! Thank God! That's not nearly so awkward. I know we're going to have to talk about this, but I'm trying to turn down the stereo because I'm really afraid he's going to wake mom up, and she's going to come in and yell at me for still being awake, and send him home.

Except it isn't mom who comes bustling in, but Rosemary (my current landlord), showing the house to some friends. I feign sleep, while glancing around the room. It is a mess, but not as bad as it sometimes is. Thankfully at the moment there aren't a lot of pizza boxes or fast food wrappers laying around. I think while feigning sleep, I really fall asleep for a few minutes or something, because suddenly I wake, and find it is now pitch dark, as she turned out the light. Nick is still on the floor, also feigning sleep, and I am certain it has only been a minute or two.

I find myself glancing around the large room, looking at the other three or four beds, thinking about how there is no privacy, and figuring how we have room to add a few internal walls, make four proper, private bedrooms and a small hallway. I can remember the construction in enlarging the area, about six months ago [in real life about a year ago, Rosemary added on another three bedrooms and a bathroom to the house] and the dream somewhat connects to a dream I had three or four months ago, where the house was being enlarged. I think that one was actually posted here, and I may go back and link to it.

And all this time I was still trying to remember the lyrics and the tune to the brief bit of song. When I really woke up, it was the first thing I wrote down, before I could lose it.

Thursday, 6/12
NON LUCID

I am standing in a big room. Everything around has been torn apart. Clearly, there were great amount of walls before it has been demolished and turned into this big room. There's dust, dirt and general building trash laying around on the floor but not so much. The ceiling is V shaped as common for the attics. I have the feeling that it is the same 3rd floor of the building I am living in real life (which is being renovated), but at the same time it is totally different.

My best friend O and co-worker R is there too, looking around, inspecting all of it. Apparently, we are going to move in together and now having a hard time to choose where to place our beds. I am playing a very active role in this: "There should be a room, and here we can have big living room to share, this where your room will be R..." I am changing my mind all the time and it doesn't really seem that my friends care what I say, nor I care if they listen.

While I am showing everything around how I imagine it to be I come to a far end of the room. There are small stairs and a door just besides the rear wall. I crouch and let myself in leaving O and R behind. I end up in another attic room which is very small - you could barely stand in it. It feels like it's the bedroom my other co-worker and a friend M has in real life even though it is much different. There is no furniture at all, you can feel hard wood all around and spiderwebs suggest that the room has been abandoned for a long time. I am crawling further and drop into a hole, like a pit. It is stomach deep. I look around and notice that there is water dripping from the ceiling and wood all around is rotten. With the idea that nobody could move in here I leave the room and go back.

My friends have settled the beds. All three of them are standing in one corner put together from end till end. I am upset and irritated by the intimacy and lack of private space but I do not question their choice. Instead I look for the door (oh look, it is there!) and choose to go outside.

Outside I realize that it is definitely not the building I am living in, and it is not the same town. I have not been on the third floor at all. Just outside the door there is a street busier than any street I've ever seen. Literally, you can step into the walking pavement just from the doorway where mass of unrecognizable people walking to all directions. Cars go one after another without any break. But the amazing thing - there is nothing. Just this one house, the street and fields as far as eyes can see.

I come back in and I notice I have a guest. E is there. Immediately I get more intense and irritated as I started thinking how are we going to sleep together when O and R has their beds just beside mine.

I could not think of it too much. People started to flow into the house. More and more, soon enough the room turned into complete chaos full of people. I am looking around and noticed that they are actually my friends and acquaintances from previous school. I am glad to see them, but no one is actually interacting with me. In fact, nothing there makes any sense, everyone is walking around like particles colliding into each other and changing directions without any reason. I feel like I want to go somewhere and there are stairs which have not been there before.

I go up, maybe couple of floors and end up in a concert hall. All square, not so big. Same ex schoolmates sitting on chairs forming a bend line towards one corner. I take one chair and sit down. There has been a band playing in the corner. I can hear rhythm is getting faster and music louder. It is getting very intense. They loose the control, drummer flips his drums, singer throws away microphone stand, guitarist smashes his guitar. And that keeps on for a while, everyone is watching the band to destroying their equipment in complete calmness. I turn to someone beside me and ask what is it all about. Someone answers that it's just a regular school meeting. I notice refreshments on chairs in between the people, cakes and coffee and tea.

I then go out of the hall and noticed that everyone is gone. Without a saying it is clear that it's morning. I am walking around the house and it seems that everything has been transformed. It looks like a house someone has been living for a long time, except that there are unusually many beds. All the beds are made nice, with proper beddings and everything around clean.

I go up again and there is a new room. The room has 8 corners which shape into octagon. It's dark blue, have night curtains and useful furniture built into walls, like closes and shells. In general, I like the room. My friends O and R are also there and we all agree that this room should be our room we move in.

Beds start to gain shape next to three different walls, as far from each other as possible.

I have a lot to do for the day and I'm just about to get out of the house when I get a call from my landlord. She is complaining about all of these things that I've done wrong and I don't understand her on the phone so I ask to meet her. She comes down with the neighbor and they are friendly but they start listing their complaints. One is that the house is not clean. The other I don't remember. Between their complaints they start talking about how they were doing drugs the night before. I say, "I'm sorry, but I have a busy day and I'd like to get this all done as soon as possible." They say okay and then tell me about the bed that I gave to them. It is damaged and they think it is my fault. I don't understand them at first. The wall in my room is falling down and it is because of the bed falling through. Many people are in my room and we are all arguing. The landlord's foul son is there, the man landlord is there, and Jul and Ore are there. I notice it's raining and rain is coming through the window. I close it but make a mistake in doing so. Immediately everyone gives me suggestions and then applaud me when I get it right. I get nasty and say sarcastically "Thanks everyone." Ore has a window open and a fan in the window blowing rain onto my bed. I say WTF?


I'm walking in a familiar scene. I've been there before in dreams. There is a river and mountains in the distance. I was bored with the landscape but then I thought that later I'll be climbing the mountains. I wanted to call my old friends Kyl. I couldn't find his phone number on my phone. I looked for him on facebook but he was not to be found. This dream sequence made me think of other dream sequences within my dream that had to do with Kyl.


I meet Kur my zen teacher in the bathroom of my work. I tell him something about my zen practice and he is happy and encouraging. It has to do with me and my fear of death. In my dream there is a sense that I will die soon. I think I have cancer. There are many people peeing in the bathroom. There are three urinals where usually there are two. There are some grapefruits on the ground right by the urinal and I'm concerned about my pee splashing out of the urinal and onto the grapefruits. I pee there anyway.

Thoughts | Non-Lucid | Lucid | Techniques/Aids

No pre-bed aids except for a little Guinness.

WBTB 4:00AM - 6:00AM I intended to only be up 30 min but lil Mr. Dude decided to wake up and it was my turn.

Coffee and 2MG Melatonin. SSILD At 4:30AM I drank a small amount of coffee right at the end of my 30 mins. (one or two mouthfuls) I got interrupted at this point and at 6:00AM I drank another sip and 2MG Melatonin to ensure drowsiness. This method combined with WBTB and SSILD seems to have a high rate of success. 100% of four nights this week. However I am not a huge fan of this as I am not sure how wise it is to keep drinking caffeine during my WBTB.

6:47AM Toilet DILD

I have been doing SSILD and getting a lot of strong HI/HH. This was actually starting to turn into a WILD attempt. Suddenly I realize that I am standing at a toilet peeing. I look to my right and see some wooden tables with chairs like some sort of cafe or fellowship room. I look to my left and see a hallway and a dark wooden door on the left wall of it. There is an exterior door leading to what I assume to be outside on the left side of the toilet. Even though there are no people around I feel like I have no privacy. Then I recognize this dream sign and instantly I am lucid. I look down and see that I am still peeing.I tell myself I can stop because it doesn't matter now. I turn to my left away from the toilet and see that I am now just peeing all over the floor. I feel shock at this. Now for some reason I get dizzy and I fall on my back. The dream goes dark.

This part of the dream becomes so real that there is no difference between then and right now.I start rubbing my hands together to stabilize or re-enter the dream. I open my dream eyes and I the feeling feels like I really woke up. I look at my hands and see incredible detail of my hands. I notice all the lines and ridges and pores. I see the wedding ring on my left hand. Then I notice my fingers are all different lengths and some fingers are fanned out into 3 or 4 from one. I keep saying to myself I am dreaming over and over. I still question if I am awake. I roll over from my left side to my back still rubbing my hands. I can hear the pillow as I move. In real life I have a waterproof pillow cover because I drool. The sound is like crinkly plastic. I decide to just get out of bed. If I am awake it will be obvious if I am dreaming then awesome. Nothing to lose. I start to get out of bed but my legs feel bound in some rubber sheeting and I can't move. Ah I AM dreaming. I do a nose plug and blow through. The sensation is so odd that I go ahead and do it twice more for good measure. I am still confused because I am bound in bed but I never had the usually vibrations. I go ahead and treat it like and OBE. I try to visualize my legs going out of bed but its difficult looking at my hands. I reluctantly close my eyes and now I can do it. As I get up the sheet and blanket sticks to me like some crazy static cling. I notice how the sheets feel rubbery and just sticks to me. I struggle with the for a while. I realize that fighting it only makes it worse. I paused and relaxed. I told it "no" in my mind. Suddenly it all drops off or me and I am free. Now that I am free, I think about how I need to get outside to do the TOTM but for some crazy reason, I guess I thought I was going to forget the dream so far. So, I decide to quickly think back to the beginning of the dream and remember how it started. As soon as I remember the toilet I am jolted awake. I am not sure if it was the thought that woke me up or if it was my son making noise in the bassinet. Perhaps, next time I will just go forward in the dream and not worry so much about what just happened.

This is during the end of the dream. My name in there was "GG". They were my initial for my dream name. Anyways, I'm in this room with christina i think. We're worrying about this girl (who's about my age btw). Theres this other girl who is after us because we wont her have the girl my age. So christina and i are talking about her ability. It's the piwer to fit inside any form of space. It can be a box, a drawer, any form of space. This was a really serious matter because the evil girl was really out to get me. She has this grudge against me for taking the girl my age away from her. While me and christina are talking, my phone rings. It's the girl around my age. The 1st thing she says is "when you get home, we're gonna have mad sex...." (she said alot more specifying that one topic) i started to chuckle a little and told christina to listen to what she's saying. Christina actually says something to her. I take my phone from christina and then i try to make an excuse. No need though, she made one for me. She gigles a littlesaid "that must be your mom, right?" I just went along with it even though i know it was christina. The dream ends from fades away.

Something freaky happened though. I woke up (in real life) to my phone ringing. I wasnt going to answer it but decided last second to answer it. It stopped ringing the moment i got my hands on it. I checked and saw who called me. It was my mom. O_O. I didnt realize the connection until i started writing this dream.

I had been sent a few years into the past, into the body of my younger self, by unknown means. I was completely ecstatic that I'd know everything that was going to happen and determined to milk the situation to the very last drop. So I wasn't very subtle about my newfound advantage, and went around laughing, joking, and speculating a lot, feeling very free and confident.

Then I was with a bunch of people when I saw a black car, parked quite out of place, and instinctively recognised it as the car of a Japanese cosmetics tycoon. I basically thought making fun of him would be a great idea, but of course, it would have to be a proper battle of wits. A listing of rhymes and patterns of speech popped out in my head, some of them quite awful ('cake' with 'shake', what does that have to do with anything?) and then a whole poetic monologue which the people with me delivered to him. ('Dear sir, something something something.') He didn't say much back, I don't think I even saw him through the car windows.

A strange thought came into my head, 'I really like this dream'. Then, 'Oh, of course, it's a dream, not real.' It did confuse me for a bit, sort of disappointed it would end soon, but I thought about all that dream stuff you hear about and how you could do it now. The dream collapsed soon after though.

Things like this about time travel have been floating in my head a lot recently, and it's these sorts of stray thoughts that end up in my dreams a lot. I think the idea of a cosmetics tycoon is suggestion from a sketch I watched, and some of the listing rhetorical stuff in my head while talking to him probably came from a small passage in a newspaper about dancing, somehow.

Business School

I needed to get a form or something for a business I had. It was not much of a business yet, but I had a license and I was trying to protect it.

I drove somewhere, following someone, and not really knowing where I was going. I ended up in a class with high-school students. When it was time for class to let out, I tried to put all my stuff away and just get my business license, but there was a lot of crap on my desk and I couldn't find my license.

There were tiny pencils, some sharpened at both ends. Someone thought tiny pencils were neat; they needed to be thrown out. I picked them up and put them in a reservoir attached to the desk.

I found a book with papers in it as book marks. I looked at each paper to make sure I could throw them away. None of them had anything on them, so I threw them away. I inspected the book to see if it was important--it said, "Sotobirds" or something. It was inspired by what I'm studying these days, "phytochemicals." I have a packet in my truck IWL with that title.

My friend left the class and I got nervous because I didn't know how to get back where I was going. Then the teacher came in and sat down with me. I told her I didn't think I would graduate and she got concerned. I thought it was funny she didn't realize I'd only attended the class today and one other occasion (false memory). I quickly told her I was joking, and explained my purpose for being in the class.

I eventually left and indeed did not know where I was going.

I forgot the rest of the dream.

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Business/nature

I was driving to someones house iKnoW. I didn't want her to think I liked her, which I did, but I was in the area, and was just going to go by her house because something near her was nice to see.

I decided I better not go by and see it though. I continued to drive on a hilly street. I saw Jim Rockford I think. He was on a mechanical device like a cherry picker that held three people on poles that went out in different directions. The center would rotate and all three people would move up or down as though they were on a Farris wheel. One person would make a hand signal or whistle or something, and a guy in the control seat would turn the entire unit, and all three guys would start going around.

Jim didn't like the job because the hours were far and few between, but then he got a check for $50, 000 and decided that he could take the few hours because the money was so good.

I ended up in a shop. A boss figure was looking at some paperwork. Two guys had filled out their business licenses correctly, but mine was wrong. I asked what was wrong and he showed me the paper. He then asked me to name two adults. I named the first and he said that was wrong and that I didn't understand. He was going to explain it to me.

I went outside and told someone what was happening. The boss wanted me back in and thought I was talking about him. He then asked me surprised if I really had an avocado plant growing at home. I told him I did, but it was very small and would never bear fruit. He was very interested, but didn't quite believe it.

We ended up talking about the soil in a lime tree I have. I showed him how rich it was and told him the soil was from my compost heap. He was impressed that I had such nice soil. I told him that I would have a lot more soon since I've been building it up again.

The man took a step back and almost stepped on a huge worm. I looked at the worm a couple times and it turned into a new clutch of baby brown snakes. I said, "Watch this."

I started scooping them up all at once. Then I started picking up one at a time to get the rest in my hands. I knew they wouldn't bite me because they don't bite IWL. I then came to a couple different king snakes and a copperhead. They were small also, but I recognized them. I picked up the king snakes, then the copperhead struck at me. I pulled away quickly and then showed the man and other people all the snakes I had.

The End

A lot ore recall last night. Wondering if its because we switched the bed to the back, or because I was wakened "just enough" to wake up and fall back to sleep by the fact the bed doesn't have enough padding. Grr... hard lumpy beds suck.

Anyway. Sand. A hotel made of sand and underneath a beach somewhere, right on the tides edge (brilliant), advertising that you could power sleep in this underground, sand-built room and get the best sleep you ever had. LOL. I didn't sleep in it, but a friend of mine and her son rented a room, and the tide (of course) came up and washed straight through her side of the hotel, collapsing the roof on top of her. So the dream changed and my partner and me are helping find a house for her and her son to sleep in. She chooses this old neighborhood, bad neighborhood, I don't want her to stay there. The house is very old, haunted house, so old its leaning. Lots of scratches on the table, we watched scratches appear and a message appear on the old dining table. I don't remember the message on the table. My partner is walking around checking the radiator heater, the faucets and pipes for leaks, the wooden floor for bad spots (finding them all). I'm downstairs, I refuse to go upstairs. The boy (about 3-4 years old) goes upstairs alone, comes back down and says thats where the ghost is, he's not scared though. He just says "shes like an old lady."

IRL - I havent seen or spoken to this friend in about two months, but I do think of her often. Shes young enough to be my daughter. I used to work with her, and she is very sweet. I think her son IRL is 6. I'm wondering if the dream was about "rooms" and "housing" because my partner and I are in dire need for a good bed. Its hard to find a mattress to fit the only bed we have (a fold out couch), and its falling apart - not meant for daily use lol. I made us a pallet in the back room, it would be great, except it needs thicker padding (or a mattress). Bleh - crushed some kidney stones last night sleeping on that thing, peed blood this morning, had a hard time walking the first hour or so. I'm good to go now. Had my coffee Bring on the Saturday!

I laid down to WILD and waited. I found myself nodding off but caught myself and continued. I saw mostly nothing, but after a while an image started to come into view. I saw an ice cream parlor, with a checkerboard theme and pink neon lights. There was a girl behind the counter but I couldn't see her face. I was kind of there, in the scene, but at the same time I wasn't, it's a hard feeling to describe. By now I was feeling really intense vibrations, and I was beginning to almost materialize there. I took a few steps, and it actually felt like walking, as realistic as it gets. Then I turned and started running parallel to the bar and the scene was fading, I was in some kind of tunnel of white light. I kept running faster and faster until I jumped up and lost the feeling of the ground under me. I thought I needed to actually enter the dream or something, hoping to break free from my physical body so, so I kept going, but I was suddenly jolted awake.

I'm confused, was I already in the dream? I felt like I was still partially in my physical body. I hear that you should roll over or try to get up out of it, should I have done that? But what a rush, though!

Non-lucid: grey
lucid: blue

The first thing that I remember is that I was going with my family to Bejaia (a coastal city). Our car was different as it had 7 seats instead of 5. I sat in the middle. The car started to move to our destination. I just enjoyed seeing the different landscapes that we passed by as the car was moving on the road. The sun started to raise when we left our hometown.

I can't remember exactly but I think a lot of time passed before we saw another city. I saw a building that can only be seen in setif (another city). I yelled: We're only in setif! This trip is taking so much time! My dad turned and told me: Don't worry we're almost there. I calmed a bit.

memory gap

I was running. I believe it was night time. I bare feet and I could feel the grass whenever one of my feet hit the the ground. Then I remembered, and said to my self: didn't I just went to bed? I already knew I was dreaming but I confirmed it with a nose plug RC. As soon as I felt the air rush through my closed nostrils the scene completely changed. I was in what seemed to be an airport. looking to a city covered with mist. Later on I knew that city was Jakarta

Spoiler for Jakatra :

Fascinated by the view as I'm a third world country inhabitant. Living in a small town. I didn't saw much skyscrapers in my life. So I just walked slowly enjoying the view. Little kids playing soccer there and some advertisement boards over there. Grown grass on both sides of the road that I was walking on. I then decided when I reached the skyscrapers that I should set a goal. I tried to remember the TOTM and I remembered something about snow. Oh yea I have to make it snow, I said to myself. I thought of just asking for snow but that seemed boring. After a few moments I decided what to do. I clapped my hands pointing them to the sky. A huge shock wave was the result of my clapping. that shock wave headed straight upwards and into the white clouds. I expected grey clouds to gather and that's what happened, and then it simply started to snow.
I then -happy with my results- decided to just do random stuff (which was the thing that made me lose lucidity) I remember jumping very high then falling and then waking up.

I woke up in my grandparents's house. I searched for my DJ to write my dream but couldn't find it. I then woke up for real.

Been several days since I last wrote in the DJ. I hae recalled more dreams, but for several reasons I haven't been able to remember/write them down, bleh ..

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I was in my room, with one of my friends. I'm not a 100% sure what we did, but we talked about fireworks, of which I have a few, both in reality and in the dream. There is this other small room connected to mine where I keep them, and we went inside to see.*

Basically, all the normal fireworks/crackers I have were in there, so I told him a bit about each, and I went out of the room to show him another few that I had on my bookshelves (apparently). One was this long tube, which was rattling, as if it was filled with pebbles. It had bright colors on it, and I was completely sure it was called Cobra.

There also was another tube, except this one was so tall it reached the roof, as well as my floor. I still managed to put it back on my bookshelves though, somehow.

I went into the small room again, and something was different. Things were scattered on the floor, small paper boxes had little marks on them, in the same place, which made me think something had bitten into them. My friend told me different though. The boxes were on the floor, which was very clear, and a bit dusty.

Now, a few new firecrackers had appeared on my shelf. Somehow, this odd little container, which was shaped somewhat like a mana potion, with the text 'Hawaiian Blue', was a firecracker. The content inside was a thick liquid and was colored a darker green.

My friend decided to stand behind my desk and pour some content on to it, and I was really distraught, as the container apparently cost 200 SEK for just three of them.

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Notes: There were several parts of this dream where I could have gotten lucid, with awareness. It's pretty clear I must practice some more with that, as my dreams are getting more vivid already!

i am fairly ill, getting over a virus today. last night it peaked while i slept causing an eerie dream and then quite an intense nightmare:

i had a dream that a man whom i have seen come into my work was wandering around my house in the dark. i saw him and kind of said hello and goodbye, implying he should leave. i noticed one of his ears was bleeding but didn't say anything as i wanted him to leave, not stay and discuss this. i got him out the door and as i walked back to my bed room i felt fear of faces in the dark. i told myself it was in my head but got out my cell phone to light up the room anyway.

i believe i had a brief awakening and then i had this dream:

it's night time and i'm driving toward a bridge to see my mother and wondering whether or not i'm going the right way. as i crest a small hill my car leaves the ground a bit like jumping a ramp. then i notice i can't see the lines on the highway. i try to close my eyes for a second and then find i cannot open them! i feel the car swerve a bit and fear i will drive off the bridge into the river. i feel the car fall and then hit water. i feel it sink and begin anticipating the freezing cold water pouring in. i think about breaking a window and swimming up but truly and deeply know this is the end. i'm full of terror and yet i still say something sarcastic: "well i guess this is the part where i die." i finally get my eyes open in the dream to see the inside of the car and then i awake in real life, quite shaken from this disturbing dream.

largely the intense fear was directly on par with what it would be in reality, however i do not usually have dreams like this and so i think my mind was creating a dream in relation to the turmoil my body was going through in trying to eradicate the virus.

Dream 1: "BIG MAN"
Me and my family is not here at our current residence. We are at our older house in other city. My younger brother is taking us to a restaurant named "Big Man" to give us a party. Restaurant walls were embedded with glass peaces.

Dream 2: "Sleep Paralysis"
I am dreaming that I am trapped in a very dirty and dark room. And I am very worries and scared. I can listen voice of a female in darkness. and she is saying me that dont go into sleep paralysis while smiling because it will kill you.

Dream 3: "Peaces of sleep"
I am sleeping and waking up constantly.

Dream 4: "Hated Person"
I hate my cousin a lot and i dont want my family to contact them. But My mother is gone to their family's house. I waiting a lot for mother to come back but she is not coming. Now I am going to the house of my cousin to take my mother. When I am there I dont remember the details but the situation is very tight.