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1) A Game of Skyrim Thrones

I am working as a stunt man but its like I am watching myself doing stunts and seeing how it all goes together in a movie.

Then I am sitting in a crowd and we were all watching me but it was on stage not a screen. The setting is medieval but modern. I am high born and I am sitting with other high born. We are all richly dressed and I holding a crown. It has no jewels but it is immaculate. It is solid gold and embossed with detailed design. It feels heavy.

I am engaged in deadly witty banter with my mortal enemy, Joffrey , but older and not as ugly and not king. I call him Joff.

So we are going back and forth with subtle but harsh insults and threats. He says something insulting and I say, "Yes, much like a man and his betrothed". By the statement I am cutting him with the fact that his betrothed hates him and wishes him dead. (Sansa?) Then I look him in the eye and stare him down unflinchingly. I tell him out right how I long for the day that I look down on his dead bloody body. I can see a vision in my mind of us fighting with swords to the death.

Then he is suddenly expected to do a photo shoot. He and his betrothed are told to do different dances while the photographer takes a picture. I see him glare at me from time to time but he does as told. It was expected of him. I jokingly think to myself that if I have to do this kind of thing at my engagement party I will die. I glance over at my betrothed who is quietly watching the party.

Then I feel a hand on my right shoulder. It is the signal. I know that if I look at the hand on my shoulder I will see a red leathered glove peaking out underneath richly robes. The Dark Brotherhood is calling. Yes, that's it! The Dark Brotherhood. I am one of their assassins. I could kill him but my love could find out and I couldn't have that.

I see a vision of her telling me she can't marry me. Her name never comes to mind but she is a beautiful and kind faced woman.

"Yes, I know my brother was an evil shit that needed to die. But he was my brother and I loved him. I can't love the man that killed my brother!"

No. I could never have that. But I could ask Astrid to do me a favor for her "brother". I know Astrid has a contract for me and is waiting but I need to draw up the plans for my own contract. I quickly start writing. I wake up.

I had around 4 dreams yesterday and I only remember the last one Im at my friends house with other friends and while my one friend was in his room me and my other friend were looking around in his garbage cause my other friend said there was something important in there, but I had 3 other dreams kinda simular to this one, kind of short and not much going on.

it was unpleasant dream. i was aware and two drug addict women came to me and began attac me. I made RC and said them - girls! I want to the toilet and after i come back we continue our battle!.... But it didn't work!!!!! So i thought :who is the master of the dream? ME!!!! so i must manage it. And i picked up all my will and wanted to take this girls under the ground with only my glare. And they slowly disappear under the ground. But several other drug addict came to me so i flew and saw beautifull big cumulus cloud above the sea. I flew with the plane speed or may be faster and flew to the cloud. It was like in real ( if you have seen big cumulus clouds from the plane) and changed every second. I flew under it and soon lost aware.

Dream 1: I was in the mall and got Lucid. I stabilized with awareness. I was with Graeme and other mates. I told them I was Lucid. I did an RC and flew across a big gap in between the two storeys.. I tried summoning a banana out of my pocket, but at first it didn't work, but then after I turned around it did. I ordered a crap load of Burger King and ate heaps.

Lucid +5, Dream remembered +1, Interact with DC +2, Fly +4, Stabilize +2, RC +1, Basic Summon +4, Eat +4, Three step task (task two) completed +10.

5+1+2+4+2+1+4+4 = over 20, so caps out at 20. + 10 for Three Step Task.
Overall points for dream 1 = 30.

Dream 2: DEILD'ed back into a dream. I stabilized with awareness. Did the finger through palm RC and looked at my hands. At first they were normal but then I made my pinky finger longer... Now I tried telekinesis but it didn't work. I just decided to fly around the mall. I couldn't be bothered getting more points so I just decided to go do stuff with my friend.

DEILD +2, Lucid +5, Dream remembered +1, Fly +4, Interact with DC +2, Stabilize +2, RC +1

2+5+1+4+2+2+1 = 17
Overall points for dream 2 = 17

Overall points from last night = 47

Very quick Lucid tonight,
I was walking around my school and i did an RC, dreaming.
I didn't stabilize straight away but was a little bit frantic.
For the first time in a long time i remembered my objectives, I summoned the subtle knife, again making it materialise out of thin air (Never gets boring ) And then used it, i think for the first time, the way it was intended , as a teleportation device. I cut a square in the air and walked through I was far too excited though and as i came out in the jazz cafe i had intended to go to (Not sure why i thought of that) the dream started falling apart, again i forgot to stabilize.
The irritating thing is that I reckon i could have held onto the dream if i had only stabilized as soon as i knew i was Lucid. I still haven't got round to making to RC list i intended to.
I think i will have Stabilize and anchor at the top of the list, then my Competition objectives, then Hogwarts.
I will have to right it out though.

I'm reaching about near the same amount of weeks that it took me to get lucid last time. Since then though, I've only realized that I must've been dreaming about 2 to 3 times up until now. If I could do it without trying then I can do it more often then I know, simple as that. As for my recent dreams, I've been keeping track, and writing them down on a note book. I'll update this Journal when I get the chance. This is just me checking in.

people who do nude skydiving - a conan obrain business


see a person with dog face (he has a black face with a little brown on the edges and yellow eyes a bit like a wolf ) while walking my dog he got along with my dog

at the synagog my cousin orel has a bar mitzva and the whole family goes ... my father tells bad jokes and i feel ashamed ...the gabi ask who has a bar mitzva and lots of people raise there hands and i feel ashmed that lots of my family children raise there hand including my brother who allready had a barmitzva later when he asks the kids what did they learn - so some ethiopian kid says that this kind of cheese is not kosher and i say to my father it dosnt make sense cause it is kosher then its my sisters turn so she puts on a record of her singing at the barmitzva i thought it was super funny but later also felt ashamed then she drops a cake on the floor

Walking through the hallway of my middle school, past the library. I know I'm an adult but still find myself a little confused about whether I'm attending classes here. I reach the front hallway and head down to Miss Powell's room. There's a kind of eager anticipation at the idea of seeing her again after so long.

I'm inside the classroom and I don't see Miss Powell, but on a desk in the middle of the room is a shallow plastic bowl filled with chocolate-frosted cupcakes. I take a couple and see that there's also some kind of additional chocolate topping in the bowl that's meant to go on top of the cakes. I start to take some of this, but as I do I realize that there's actually no topping in the bowl; I'm just picking up more cupcakes. The bowl's almost empty, and I'm not even sure I want to eat any of them.

I'm abUt to go to this party at R's house and I get a call from A. She tells me she's baby sitting and can't go. I told her I'd be on the lookout for anyone else who needed a sitter if she want to make extra money. She said she was charging 150 for the night.

I get to the party and it's kinda quiet and no one is drinking (it's supposed to be a kegger) R says he needs me to go get beer so we head off in my car. There's like four of us packed in desire and she's driving weird. On top of that, a row of my theeth feel out. No one notices it and I place them in a glass of water. We keep driving and we get to some detour that requires me to ride a bike while they're being pulled in a big buggy.

We get there and something else stupid happens and I tell D. "man....were in a fucking dream". He was like "oh shit". I started going over all the weird things that happened (like how I couldn't even read my cellphone and it was an older model). Flirting happened Pfor a bit and....the chick had a dick so it was time to wake up.

DreamLucidAwake

Sputnik TOTY and Advanced TOTM

The earliest thing I can remember is falling out of a portal and flipping onto my back. I landed in the middle of a forest on the grassy floor. My dream guide Krystal then hopped out of the portal and landed next to me. Portals, Krystal, and a forest were enough to convince me I was dreaming. I got up off the ground and asked her, "Where are we?".

"Russia," she said.

"Soviet Russia?" I asked jokingly.

"Yes, and you'll be going to space," she said seriously.

"Wait, what?" I said confused.

She guided me through the trees to an opening in the forest. There was a launch pad located there. On top of the launch pad I could see some sort of pod or satellite that looked like a lot like Sputnik. Off in the distance I could see a couple towers. I was assuming the people in the towers were the ones who would launch Sputnik and observe it. Krystal climbed up a ladder to the top of the launch pad and I followed her.

We walked under Sputnik and she stopped to give me instructions. "There is a certain book I need you to find that can only be found on an alien planet. The book will be marked with the symbol of a circle and a plus sign on the left side of the circle. This satellite will take you to that planet," she said.

"Isn't this a little much for for a book?" I asked.

"It's a very valuable and ancient book, so please do this for me," she said.

"Fine, help me get into this thing," I said.

She pressed a red button on the bottom of the Sputnik. A hole in the pod above my head then opened up. She lifted me up into the hole and I climbed in. It was a tight space full of wires, buttons, and screens. Krystal then summoned my cat and tossed him up through the hole. I caught him and he started purring.

"Your cat is too much trouble, so he's going with you," she said.

My cat hissed at her and she growled back at him before closing the door. After 10 seconds or so the Sputnik started vibrating and I knew it was about to launch. I held on tightly to my cat as I felt the G forces on us increase. It stopped after a few seconds and I had a feeling I was in space. I looked at one of the screens and it was showing what was outside of the satellite.

We appeared to be revolving around the Earth pretty fast although I couldn't feel it. The sputnik flew out of orbit and started moving towards another planet that looked kind of like Earth. After a couple minutes we entered this new planet's atmosphere and fell towards the ground. As I started to fear a crash landing, I looked around for a landing button. I took a guess and pressed a yellow a button. The speed of the Sputnik slowed down a lot until it landed lightly on the ground.

Now that I had landed I wanted to get outside and look around. I couldn't figure out how to open the door again though. The door then opened seemingly on its own and I fell out of it with my cat. I looked up to see that a girl had pressed the button on the outside of the Sputnik. She looked similar to a human, but there were a few differences. Her skin was a kind of pinkish purplish color. Her hair was a dark blue color and she had pointed ears like an elf. The girl also had a tail.

"Hello?" I said to her confused.

"Hi! Are you an alien?" she asked curiously.

"Yeah I guess I am," I said.

"That's so cool! But why are you here?" she asked.

"I'm looking for an ancient book with a circle plus pattern on it. Can you help me find it?" I asked her.

"I'll help you if you take me to the festival this afternoon," she said winking at me.

I had a feeling she was hinting a date to me. I then remembered that one of the tasks of the month was to go on a date with an alien. So of course I agreed to go on a date with her.

"Sure, I'll go with you," I said to her.

She smiled and helped me get up off the ground. I looked around and realized I was in a forest. These trees weren't like Earth's though. They were full of all kinds of different colors and held many strange fruits. I won't go into detail though because unfortunately I can't remember them in detail. It would probably take me a long time to finish talking about them if I could anyways.

My cat soon jumped on top of me and rested on my head. The girl then guided me through the forest and the dream scene skipped after about 10 seconds. We were now inside a town walking down main street together. The town looked very similar to Loudonville during the time of the fair. There were many people walking around and enjoying themselves at the festival. The women on this planet all had characteristics like the girl I was on a date with. The men were also similar, but they had blue skin and red hair.

There were different kinds of vendors set up on both sides of the street. Carnival rides and games were stationed around town. There was a lot of confetti and balloons floating around in the air.

We visited a food vendor that was serving a weird pink goo in a cup. I have no idea what it was called because their written language was different. The sign had 2 small circles with a triangle above them. I bought each of us a cup, even the cat. I pulled a silver coin out my pocket and handed it to the man. I'm used to buying things with silver or gold coins in my dreams.

"What's this?" the man asked.

"That's a silver coin. Silver and gold are very valuable where I come from," I said.

"I'll keep it as a souvenir to remember this year's festival!" He said.

We started walking down the street again while eating the pink goo. It tasted like cherry and it was a bit sour. We talked about some things, but I forgot most of what was was said. I do remember that she told me her name was Stella though. She also said she would now show me where I could find the book I was looking for. She walked inside a building that I assumed was some sort of library. She quickly came back out with a large brown book that had the circle plus symbol on the front. She handed it to me and I slipped it into a backpack I just noticed I was carrying.

To be fair with her, I continued the date we were having. It was pretty fun. We walked farther down the street, we came to an intersection. A parade was taking place there. A lot of exotic music was playing as they went by. After about a minute though, one of the marchers saw me. He realized I was an alien and apparently he doesn't like them.

"Alien!" He shouted and pointed at me.

Everyone in the parade then stopped and stared at me. They too started shouting "alien!" and gave me angry looks. I had a feeling I wasn't welcomed by them and that they might turn hostile.

"It was nice meeting you. You might want to run now," she whispered to me.

I took her advice, held onto my cat, and started running back up the street. The parade chased right after me when I ran of course. I ran away a pretty good distance from them before my cat jumped out of my arms. He ran over to some girl who seemed to be taking in the scenery. The odd thing was, this girl was a normal human girl. She crouched down to pet him and he was happy about it. I wasn't too happy about it though because we still had to run. After calling him a few times he came back to me. I remember I ran back towards the forest, but the dream faded away after that.

Helen's Eruption TOTY

I was walking down a dark tunnel with an orange glow at the end. I walked closer and closer to the light until I came into an opening. I was inside a cave where in front of me lied a lake of lava. Some distance into the lake I could see a large piece of land above the lava like an island. This certainly wasn't an everyday thing and it caused me to wonder if I could be dreaming. I used my personal reality check where I simply try to feel whether I'm in a dream or not.It was successful of course and I became lucid.

I activated my dragon sight ability to zoom in and look at it in more detail. Over there I saw a pink dragon sleeping next to a large treasure chest. She was only about 2 times my dragon size, so I assumed she was still young. There were many large crystal formations growing out of the ground on the island. I saw a man who appeared to be some old sage or wizard resting against a large crystal too.

Past experience has told me it's not a good idea to mess with a dragon who's guarding treasure, let alone a sleeping dragon. I still found that island to be the most interesting thing in my dream however. Despite the dangers of it, I decided I would attempt to go over there and have a look around. I leaped forward over the edge of the cliff and transformed into a purple dragon. I then flapped my wings and started flying over the lava. I was aiming to simply turn into a black dragon, but I turned into a purple one with little effort somehow. I'm more powerful as a purple dragon though, so that's good.

I flew over to the island and quietly landed behind a crystal structure. I wanted to be very stealthy as long as I was hanging around a sleeping dragon. When I stepped back out into the open, the dragon quickly awakened even though I didn't make a sound. She opened her eyes and stood up, looking down on me. The sage also awoke and he approached me.

"What are you doing in my volcano?" the dragon asked me.

"Just looking around and exploring the world I guess," I said to her.

She growled at me and apparently didn't trust me at all. Probably a wise choice since I have the habit of stealing treasure. The sage then placed his hand in front of her to make her back off.

"Helen, where are your manners? Hello, I am the great sage of this volcano. This is Helen, my dragon friend who is the guardian of the mountain."

"I'm just a wandering dragonborn. It's nice to meet you," I said to him.

He then came closer and whispered to me, "She's not the type to let you out without a fight. Look for a powerful orange crystal hidden in caves. It will make you powerful enough to defend yourself."

He said this with the intention of helping me of course and to keep Helen from killing me. Helen has very keen hearing however and seemed to have heard every word of it.

"Like I would ever give you the chance of defeating me!" she yelled.

The crystals around the island started to glow brightly. Helen was clearly absorbing their power and planning to attack. Helen charged up her attack and then released a beam of energy from her mouth towards me. I quickly dove to the right and rolled out of the way. The energy beam appeared to be made out of plasma or lava. Very fitting for a dragon who lives in a volcano I suppose.

Helen flew up above the island and started shooting more lasers at me. I was just barely able to dodge them and I was having a hard time planning my next move. Then out from behind a crystal structure my dream guide Krystal ran out into the open. She had two clones that she had made with her on each side. The two clones jumped up into the air and kicked and punched the dragon. The real Krystal ran towards me while Helen was distracted.

"You do not know anything about stealth!" she yelled at me.

"Sorry, I'm clearly not as good as you." I said.

Helen swiped the two clones with her claws and they disappeared in a cloud of black smoke. I grabbed onto Krystal and started flying away from the island with her. Meanwhile, Helen started controlling the lava around the island and sent a large wave of it towards us. When I landed back on the mainland of the volcano, I quickly turned left and ran into a tunnel with Krystal. The lava started flowing into the tunnel so we kept running. After exiting the tunnel I noticed another tunnel higher above the ground with an orange glow. I grabbed onto Krystal again and flew up there to get away from the lava.

We took a moment to rest in that cave. As we were resting I remembered that there was an orange glow in there. I looked around and found the orange crystal that the sage was talking about. I grabbed the crystal and absorbed its power. I felt a lot of energy inside me and felt confident that I could defeat Helen.

"I'm going back to fight Helen. You should be able to find a side tunnel out of the volcano while I'm distracting her," I said.

"Alright, I can sense light up ahead, so I should be able to find a way out. Please try not to die when you fight her," she said.

"I'll do my best," I said.

I ran back the direction we came from and Krystal ran further down the tunnel. I came back to the lake and quickly flew over it back towards the island. Helen was already expecting me and started shooting lasers again. It was a bit easier to dodge her attacks now that I had the freedom of flight. When I came to the island, I landed on it to dodge one of her lasers. I ran across the island towards her. She aimed another laser at me, but I countered it with a powerful ice breath. The collision created an explosion. I jumped through it while focusing all of the crystal energy I gathered into my fist. I punched Helen with an explosive force and she was launched into the wall of the volcano.

It definitely wasn't enough to kill her, but she was dazed by the attack. This bought me some time to escape. I realized that the main exit of the volcano (the top) was actually right above the island. I started flying straight up above the island as fast as I could before Helen could get another chance to attack. Suddenly the volcano started to erupt and I still had a great distance to fly before I would reach the top. I soon did reach the top though and I climbed up onto the snowy summit.

Just as I was starting to slide down the mountain, I noticed a very large bulge in the side of it. The snow started melting away over it and I realized I wasn't in a good position. I quickly surrounded myself with a shield of fury energy as bulge exploded. The shield protected me from most of the explosion, but the blast sent me flying down towards the forest below. I braced myself for impact and put all of my energy into defense and shielding. I crashed through a tree and hit the ground hard before sliding through the forest and knocking down several more trees.

When I finally stopped rolling and sliding across the ground, I took a moment to regather my thoughts on what just happened. I slowly got up off the ground in pain, wondering how the hell I survived that. I was bleeding in several places and aching all over. I didn't die though, so I was happy for that. I looked back up towards the volcano and realized that it was Mount St. Helen. Everything suddenly made sense after that. I even started laughing because I thought that was kind of funny.

I leaned back up against the tree and started healing my wounds. My vision was already getting blurry by this point though. I knew I would wake up very soon.

Thankfully!
Finally had a wonderful string of lucids last night/ this morning! SO AMAZING
it has been well over a month since any clear lucidity was had. And finally 3-4 times just in one night I was able to become lucid in dreamscape! Whew what a rush, I don't even know where to begin. Most certainly these arose from increased reality checks, my plan to teach as many people as possible to reality check while awake. Though in my dream I never did my rehearsed check. It was always realized by either lack of gravity or something being out of place that cued my awareness.
Every time I realized I was in a dream I was focused on jumping great distances, running as fast as I could and jumping miles at a time. I was so exhilarated the majority of the dreams I was just laughing hysterically. Of course I wasn't content with just the speed and agility, I am bound by no physical perimeters! I am going to fly! So I took to the sky, traveling fast and slow I traversed from city to city, eventually crossing the globe. The feeling was so exquisite! Several times during the dream I thought to myself, "This is why dreaming rocks, need more!"
Completely amazed at the ongoing experience the excitement dulled my lucidity in place of dreamplot. Several times I would "Snap back" into the reality that I was dreaming and continue exploring. I feel as though I spent a prolonged time in the dream realm, noting that I had been dreaming for a while whilst in one of the last dreams. My recall has been below par recently so the details escape me. But the experience far rejuvenates my desire to rejoin the non-physical.
Here's to many more, clearer, longer, and more insightful adventures

02.07.2012

My Dad Wants To Smoke Weed (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I'm with my dad, who rolls a joint, badly, and I have to tidy it up for him. I can tell he's new to it as he's overly eager for me to spark it, though I act cool and nonchalant. Though I don't know how my dad really feels about weed, the fact that it's illegal is enough for him.

A policeman comes to the window of our car, just as I manage to hide all the bits of weed scattered across my lap.

We never got round to sparking it

I wake up in my dream and go downstairs to the kitchen in someone's house where me and my friend drank this magic stuff. I thought Alice in Wonderland, which seemed appropriate because then the world started to sort of twist and lines melted together. I started to sort of realize I was dreaming, but I couldn't quite place my finger on the thought and as I was trying to think of what was wrong I teleported to the other room and stopped thinking about it.

Then I went back upstairs and found myself in my room in my house with another friend of mine and I started listening to music. The world got a darkish blue color and then my phone went off using my old ring tone (Ballad of Serenity).

I start wandering around my house and end up in a restaurant where I sit with some family and the waiter asks me what I'd like. I say nothing and walk away and find myself talking with my grandparents staging a coup with a council.

I walk away and start wandering on some stairs with holes in the walls that lead to more stairs, the stairs were a lot like the M.C. Escher painting Relativity. I walk into a room where some friends of mine are looking up lolcats. I start getting swung around the room by my arms while running along the walls.

Then I find myself talking with someone on a bridge when suddenly I turn into a dog, but apparently dog me thought this through really well because I have a towel in my mouth so as I'm walking when I turn back I just grab the towel and put it around my waist and keep walking as if nothing happened. Some guy who saw this says "What did I just see?", he and some other guys are loading a Jeep... And then I wake up really confused.

I had some strange dreams last night, but apparently not quite strange enough for me to realize they were dreams. I was back behind a Kroger building, and there was a warehouse back there. I went through the Kroger, and it kind of dissipated as I went through, like the building was gradually getting less and less put together. by the end, there were only empty shelves, and I didn't need to go through any door to get outside, where the warehouse was. There were also some rather muddy woods next to a river that went behind the warehouse. I went in the warehouse at one point, and there was some weird stuff going on inside, but I can't really remember what. I ventured over to the woods and some of my friends were there, and we started digging up weird old antiques from the ground. I accidentally pushed an old toy cart into the river.

Next thing I knew, I was in an art class with a few more of my friends, and a few people I know from school who I wouldn't really call my friends. Not that they were enemies. It seemed like a private art class, and the classroom itself seemed to be a mix between the art classrooms I've had in the past.

There was more, I know it, but I wasn't smart enough to record it as soon as I woke up.

So we had some guests over last night and they stayed until this morning so I basically forgot all of my dreams from last night.

Anyways...

9:30 - Shot some hoops and went for a bike ride. ( I think I am going to make this a habit. It's nice exercising at night when it isn't hot)
10:00 - Banana, OJ, Apple juice, milk
11:00 - Vitamins with big glass of water
11:30 - Fell asleep with binaural beats
4:00 - Woke up and started alarm
Got up at 7:30

Dreams...
Last night I know I had a ton of really vivid dreams. I'm just really hoping that I didn't have a lucid and forget it. I got up this morning but didn't have time to record anything so I forgot it all. The alarm also worked quite well again. I was woken up from it each time. I don't think it gave me a false awakening though. For some reason now that I trained myself to do an RC when I wake, now the alarm isn't giving me false awakenings. Grrr.... Oh well, it's bound to start happening soon. So ya... just hope the alarm thing starts giving me false awakenings again. I am sooooooo close to having lucids consistently as long as this alarm keeps giving me false awakenings.

See ya.