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I'm in a room. Not sure what I'm doing there.

Someone came in and someone beside me told me to hide behind a door. He was wearing a suite and a hat (as a detective should be) As I follow him there's another one who follow behind me. So we cramped behind the door that we hide.

I was worried that our third company would be seen by whoever was in the room. There was someone talking and I can hear them quite clearly but can't remember it.

So yesternight was another first, nothing too epic. Mostly just odd.

I was traveling down an interstate of some kind that was suspended above the water. With a few friends I couldn't make much out other than a girl in the van with us kept eyeing me funny.
When we reached the end of the highway there was some sort of transition and I gathered that we were all on a mega-yacht now. It was owned by Pakistani business men and there were beautiful women all around who were the entertainment.
The only one who really stood out to me was a blonde, with slender frame, teased hair and multiple colorful bracelets on. I understood she was 'The head boss's' girl, though he cared not too strongly for her.
She was all about me, we were all over each other. The amount of detail that was experienced during our 'hook-up' was borderline erotic. She had striped panties on under her miniskit wrapped in leather studs. Holding her leg up on my side I could feel the warmth of her hind against my palm.
Nothing too sexual occurred before we were found out. Amazing it took so long as we were in an open patio surrounded by people. He was furious with her toying and banished me to a small platformed support beam under the highway. It was slippery and hard to hold onto, I was readjusting my grip watching the boat motor away when my perspective shifted.
Somewhat shocked I looked back to the pillar platform where I was just standing, and no one was there. Looking down at my hands I noticed they were smaller and dainty, with multiple colorful bracelets on both wrists. I was standing on the boat motoring away from the interstate, I was now the girl I was just hooking up with moments before. The crowd watching the whole situation was starting to disperse and business continued on as usual. Completely confused as to my switch, I just knew that they couldn't find out I wasn't really her. I tried talking to some of the girls and realized my dialect was off but the sound of my voice was higher. I decided not to talk much thinking her friends might wonder why my behaviour was off.
Realizing I was a girl, I kept trying to pee sitting down. Trying at least three different toilets I couldn't go any of the times. Until the last toilet which was joined next to a shower. The 'main boss' guy came over to talk to me, and he turned on the shower while I was sitting down. It got me wet, he smiled perversity and I told him off. He left and I continued to adventure around the now aged boat.
Sitting down at a row of computers I decided to look myself up. The keys I was pressing weren't the letters that showed up on the screen. It confused me as I experimented with the obviously broken keyboard. I thought maybe the keys were just switched around so I leaned over to the girl next to me and asked to see her keyboard cause someone must have been joking around on this one, changing keys and whatnot.
In the smalltalk I told her I was looking for 'Noah' because he was the most amazing guy I'd ever been with. She giggled, and so did I because I momentarily realized that I was Noah, talking myself up to random girls in guise .
The keyboard wasn't working for me cause every time I looked down it degraded and looked older with more and more keys missing. I was so focused on trying to work the keyboard I got frustrated and woke up. The end.

I drive on road before in front of my high school and I saw there was event there. The school was broadcasting a theme song that I assume as the event theme song.

I didn't remember what the event for but later I was involve in the event too. Inside I stare at a backdrop, made by a white cloth. There were some writing there. I read them once then when I want to read them again they seems not there.


Dream signs.

Action related sign: 0

Form changing related sign: 1

Odd context related sign: 1

Inner awareness related sign: 0

dream : comments : lucid

Friday, 27th of July 2012

Man, I've been out of contact for a while. This is just a little entry despite the fact that I had approximately 1 billion dreams last night.

I was in an amazing Japanese city where every building was the same style. They were completely made of glass, with some panels of frosted glass creating a stylized design. It was as if the city had been completely built by one company (probably Apple, judging by how it looked and the fact that there was an Apple store there) from scratch.
The buildings were all sleek and curved at the front and the streets were completely empty. I was just jumping around talking about how it was the coolest place ever. EVER.

Then I went to a shop and bought some squid which was rotten.
Then I went on a trip to some scary drug dealers house.
Then I was at Nooks' house and some bad guys kidnapped us and killed us.
Then we were going on a trek but there was mud and water everywhere.
Then there were helicopters.


It was crazy.

Airplane 2:45a

I am working with some dude in shipping and receiving but instead of trucks, airplanes would come in at warp speed and then just instantly stop. I didn't see this. I just knew it. So the dude I was working with decides to stand as close as he could to were the airplane would come. He wanted to feel the wind rush him and show off.

I try to tell him how stupid he is but he doesn't listen. As I wait I see another airplane slowly fly by our station.

That's all I can remember.

Him 6:00a

I am at some graduation thing. I am following some guy I know but don't really like. It was more like I was obligated to be there. He is moving down a congratulatory line. I see... let's call him J. I think, "Oh yeah of course J would be here." I feel disgusted and jealous of him.

#Side Note
I had really bad restless legs from about before I could even sleep. I was in the recliner till about 2:45A. I tried to take advantage of waking up so much in the recliner by DEILD. But it only ruined my recall.

I almost had a lucid last night. when i was dreaming i was seeing the dead comedian Mitch Hedburg in concert. I should've realized that he was dead but my dream character told me he wasn't -___- i'm soo gullible xD

I was in an arcade with Josh (from Drake and Josh), we were walking toward the ticket booth. He bought 10 dollar worth of tickets and I didn't buy any. The tickets were blue and they look exactly like the ones from arcade machines. When I looked again, Josh was not there anymore, it was my brother. He tried to get on a roller coaster seat but the seats kept on moving around so he kept on falling off. I told him to get on when it stops moving but he won't listen. --- My brother was playing games and collecting tickets while I looked after him. He walked around trying to find this little girl to give his tickets to. I asked him if he knows what prize she's gonna get with all these tickets people give to her. He told me that he don't, so I told him that it's a pretty silly thing to give all your hard earned tickets to a girl that you don't even know. We found the little girl at a shooting game, my brother gave her the tickets and she didn't even say thanks or look at us. --- A machine gave me a few tickets and when I walked away, it started to spill tickets out. The machine stopped after giving out a long strip of tickets. I tried to pick it up and show it off to my brother but it got tangled with me. I didn't want to tear it apart but it twists every time I try to get it off. I gave in and just teared it in to two pieces. --- We were near some air hockey tables, they were old and falling apart. When I took a closer look, the surface was just a plastic mat covering the old mess. The mallets were ping pong paddles.

07/26/2012
1AM - 10AM

around 9:00am
26.07.12

Followed
Non-Lucid



Apparently I was in a building which was where my job was situated, except it wasn't because I didn't work in this building. My apparent Supervisor came in and said that we had to do a team building exercise. Myself and another guy started fighting, for no reason whatsoever, great team work, eh? I flipped us over his chair, I had his neck in a headlock and next thing I know I am walking home. It is light at this point and I get a phone call from one of friends. He asks me If I want to play football, I say maybe. This girl comes up to me, she had old fashioned clothes and a short hairstyle. She comes up to me, while I'm on the phone, and starts shouting, shouting at me for no reason. She makes it so I can't hear my friend on the phone and eventually he gets tired of me not replying and hangs up. And it cartoonish fashion, I ran away from her, but she followed me and kept shouting with her hand in the air.

After I ditch her, I continue my journey home. I get the feeling someone is following me, I then see three guys walking towards me. I notice that the two to the side of the man in the middle is dragging him. He looks dead, so instead of walking towards him, I take walk through the park. It is now pitch black, and I'm walking behind this couple. I look to the side and the two guys dragging the body are still following me. I notice it is very foggy now, it was like something out of Alan Wake. I notice I have a flash light so I shine it around the area, and don't notice anything wrong, so I continue on my way.

I was in an office building, much like the one I was in that one time that turned into a labyrinth. I spontaneously became lucid (I think because it was a WBTB, and those usually generate a DILD or DEILD), so I decided to try to leave the building. I could tell it was night, because the building seemed to be deserted, with all the lights off except for the EXIT signs and a few floods. I went out a door, which led to a hall and another door, and so on. I began to get irritated, which was causing me to lose a little of my lucidity, and then I could suddenly hear faint techno music. Like there was a club in the building somewhere. So I tried going through more doors and hallways to find it, each time the music grew louder as if I was getting closer. I started getting a more strong sense of lucidity back, which helped me to focus on the situation. I finally came to a set of double doors, and the music was really loud behind them. I stopped, fully aware that this was a dream, and put my hands on the door, saying "THIS time, I will open the doors, and the party will be on the other side." I pushed them open, and sure enough, there was a lame little party there. Loud music, but only 3 people that I could see in the small room. A table with some punch and plates, and a few chairs, and a small orange sofa. Craig from high school was sitting on the couch, so I sat by him. I was hoping he wouldn't be a psycho and flip out on me like he did irl in HS, but he seemed more calm, like he was when I bumped into him later in life. He kinda snuggled next to me, so I took his hand. I lightly massaged his thumb with mine, then I don't remember anything else.

Later, I dreamed about being on my bike again. This time it was my normal bike, and it rode like a normal bike and not the flying one from the other night. Funny thing is, the whole bike ride was pretty much exactly like the bike ride I had yesterday evening in real life. Even the part where I went over a tiny pothole. See I tried to swerve to miss it, but it was too late and I went over it anyway. But the suspension on my bike rocks, so it went over real smooth, both irl and in the dream. I'm guessing that, since I rode my bike yesterday when it was dusk, just a little light, and not many people or cars out, it was very surreal and dream like. Going to have to start doing RCs on my bike now I'm guessing

First of all I'd like to go over that I have been taking a different vitamin supplement so my dreams seem a lot clearer and vivid than usual.

I had two periods of time after falling asleep in the past week or two that stood out very much.

The first one I had was about a week ago or more.

I was supposed to get something really important accomplished in the dream. I was given the idea that this accomplishment or task was to go to the doctors/psychiatrist to get some examinations done. I was going to see Dr. Silverman who was my real life psychiatrist at one point in time, before I turned eighteen. I had some imaginary friends who seemed to have there own presence within the dream with me. Nobody could see them.

The dream became vivid once I was in the office. It was like a corporate business office where the have huge offices. I was then told by one of my fake friends that Silverman was evil and that he was doing me no good by giving me advice about my mental illness or whatever I was in the office for.

I then took this to the next level by running up to a higher level in the building, It happened to be that I wasn't just in the hands of an evil apprentice who was my psychiatrist but also I was being followed. I kept running when I stopped at this weird architecture on the top floor. It was built in a way where there were walkways against the wall and railing, there were also ramps and coves. It was like a playhouse but it was used for adult purposes such as banking or meetings. I was up on this floor and huddled in a corner with a bunch of people who seemed real to me but I wasn't quite sure that within the dream if they were even real. We were huddled against the corner when something stuck upwards through the bottom floor through a wall on the floor i was on.

Then I was looking at a little girl in a picture that looked awfully familiar. I then heard a little girl's voice say something like "well, I believe in Santa clause..." and then there was laughter and cheers of little kids. Weird...


The next dream I had was last night.

I was at my grandmother's old house that we have not lived in for about a decade. We were in this house and it was the holidays. It was like I was having a past dream about memories in this house except that people who weren't even born yet during that time represented themselves in this dream as if I was being psychic about there existence.

There was also some family situation going on where one of my aunts who is known to steal or be deceiving was making up bullcrap in the dream. Nobody seemed to notice but me that she wasn't a bad person but because of the past and what her parent's let her do she was the way she was. Note **** I think I was thinking about this in real life one day

The first thing that happened was that I was in a movie theater viewing a film with a few people that I seemed to know but never met before. The movie seemed fiction but it seemed to real and people were questioning if the people on film where real people. Somehow this was not just a movie to me and what I was seeing was weird Anamorphic creatures who had human personalities on stage asking the audience if they were real or fake because they couldn't tell either. I got frightened and started to run away and then realized everyone else was running too and then there were only like three people left in the audience. I finally got out and realized everyone had left in a hurry because even the theater outside at the concession was empty. Knowing that something was not right this Asian girl appeared to me she started to drive me home. The part where I went from the movie theater to the car happened too fast to really know what was going on. She was driving me home and we got home rather fast. I noticed the house looked nothing like mine and it looked kind of old school. I told her this house was not mine and she said "okay" and drove away mindlessly with me. Something then happened to where it was the Christmas season and I was lost. It was like the whole dream changed but I was still in the past dream so I was trying to connect dreams in a way. Something happened to where snow was piled in on a toddler in a car and we had to get it out. we got it out but then there were these people who decided to take kids from the neighborhood and keep them from their parents. There was people standing in a hallway which seemed to be a street too with all there Christmas gifts from that season. Nobody knew what was going on so everyone mindlessly followed orders. It turned out that the people who took our kids were taking us against our will and taking all our things from us and our children. It was kind of like the holocaust. I ended up running away.

Dream 1:
I was hanging around with my mom and we seemed to be in a bad situation with money. After realising that she wasn't going to get money one month or something she started to overreact. She also drove on the road like a demon and bashed through many barrages. We passed several wolves which were ferociously fighting as we drove.

Dream 2:
Another 3 friends (who i had never seen before) and I were helping some cops with car issues. After helping the cops, the fat one demanded hugs so the other guys hugged him, I put my phone in my pocket and held it there as he tried to hug me. I pushed out against them and although i knew I was strong enough to fight them, in the dream i was too weak. I managed to fight them off some more as i finally escaped.

A nightmare I saw over and over again for about a month when I was young. I kept returning to the same points to see it all happen all over again and again. Parts in my story signify the "checkpoints" the story started from at different times.

I stood there gazing upon the campground. It was dark and cold, I could almost feel the whistling breeze coming from beyond. Almost no stars were to be seen at the night sky, it was cloudy and treetops were covering the sky. Campground was set in a large pit located in middle of the woods. Branches could be heard cracking deeper in the woods. Slowly I walked towards the center of the campground. Seven tents had been set up and a campfire in middle of them. The fire was out but you could still see little smoke coming out from the ashes. Ashes were spread around the place by wind a little bit.

Non-lucid: first part
A big slam could be heard behind me not too far away, right at the end of the campground. Startled by the sound I turned around, seeing a small yellow entrance. It was a bomb shelter and the door was open, light shined out from inside. A big slam was heard again, followed by a scream of a girl. Friend of mine appeared to be standing behind me by my right side. "I'm afraid, don't leave me alone." - she said. We were petrified. There it was again a big slam, but now it came just by the door, like it was closing in on the entrance. I started to walk directly at the door. A persons foot and a metal pipes end could be seen just behind a corner inside the shelter. With haste a school age boy turned into the view. The boy was wearing dirty and bloody white t-shirt, shorts, sneakers and a clown mask. I stopped frightened. Behind him there was a dark figure.

Non-lucid: part two
The boy was angry at me, I cannot understand a word he says to me. He started slamming the metal pipe to the walls making a terrible noise. A monsterous shout was heard under us, at the end of the bomb shelter. Dark figure was to be seen more clearly now, it was my very own mother, just standing there, like in a trance.

Non-lucid: part three
Boy shouts me with anger: GO AWAY! He begins to run downstairs, accidentally pushing my mother down the stairs. The shouts echo could still be heard. I attempt to catch the boy, as I pass my mother in the stairs she fades away. Stairs were shaped as a spiral downwards. At the end of the stairs there was a doorway to a long hallway. An invisible monster, shaped mostly like a man starts walking at from the other end of the hallway. It could only be seen as if it was covered in blood or water (changed between dreams). It starts running at me, catching me and throwing me to the end wall of the hallway.

Before lucid dream I had just seen part three of the nightmare. I wanted them to stop so I concentrated on nothing but the fact that I wanted to change how it all ends.

Lucid: final part - Final part takes place right after part two.
Boy begins to shout at me more clearly, but I don't care what he says, I've heard it all before, I knew how it would end. I grab the boy by his shirt stopping him from running away. Right that moment I can see my mother fade away, but this time she was still standing still, unhurt.

It began to clear to me. I was dreaming, I was unbound. Everything started to speed up, the room began to smudge around me as if it was moving back and forwards too quick. I look back at the boy just to see nothing but air, he had faded away. I hit the wall as if the world had flipped around me.

I wake up right after. Knowing what just happened.

Never had the same nightmare since.

What I've studied from this site it is somewhat normal to get too excited at the first lucid dreams, I'm pretty sure this is what happened to me also.

It has been a pleasure to write this down after so many years. I hope you enjoyed reading this.

Dream One: I'm in the car with my husband driving on an interstate. We pass a red roof inn and I realize we're on vacation and that's the hotel we're going to be staying at. We exit the interstate to the right using a little hidden exit. It's dark, and the exit is surrounded by woods and trees. I can't see the road but I'm sure that my husband can because for some reason I think he has a better view in the drivers seat. I call my BFF, Ambies, thinking that she's following us and I want to warn her to be careful. The exit ends up exiting at some sort of moving platform. We drive the car onto the platform, and then it takes us on some sort of tour talking about a girl who died by drowning, and then the tour says that since we listened to her story the girl would keep us safe on our journey and protect us from drowning ourselves. Then the platform stops in the middle of a lake where I can see someone has built a road just under the water to create that "safe from drowning" effect to give the tour a cool end. My husband doesn't see the road though and drives the car off it and into the actual lake -_- I freak out and tell him he was supposed to stay on the road, and he tells me the tour said we'd be safe from drowning! But the car is sinking anyways, so somehow we stick our feet out of the car Flintstones style and walk the car back towards shore before it grows too heavy for us to carry. We climb out the windows and my husband says he's sleepy right now, we'll have someone tow the car in the morning.

Dream Two: I'm in a small pond or pool with a little pier that extends into the pool so you can see into the water and feed the fish. There's a huge mansion in the distance, and a guy with long dark hair, dark circles under his eyes, and bright red eyes. He's sitting on the pier cross legged. It's the middle of the night but it's a full moon so I can see really well. I swim closer to the pier and I can see the guy is eating. I feel like we're good friends, and so I decide to joke with him. I ask him if what he's eating is a red eye meal, referring to how his eyes are red. He says yes flatly and then goes on to explain that it has blood in it and would make me sick if I ate it. From this I gather he's probably a vampire or something. I swim along the side of the pier towards the shore, and out of the water. I start to walk back up the pier soaking wet and apparently wearing a long white gown that's stuck to my skin. Suddenly there's a big gust of wind that blows me backwards causing me to fall to the ground. The guy jumps up, and half turns to me to ask if I'm alright, but never takes his eyes off the water. I look out across the water and see a young teenage girl hoovering above the water. She's wearing long flowing grey layers of sheer material that float around her in the wind. She also had the same red eyes as the guy. She floats in the air to the pier, and then kneels down at the guys feet. She looks up at him and calls him her love and asks him why he's shunned her. He doesn't reply, instead he grabs her by the face and lifts her off the ground, then tosses her into the water. Apparently, once she touches the water, she starts sinking and screaming. She's struggling to stay above water, reaching up, but she can't even tread water because it's like she's being pulled downwards and engulfed by the water. I am completely freaked out, but the guy is unphased and merely says that she shouldn't have tried to hurt me. He walks towards me and helps me up off the ground then pulls me by the elbow towards a gate in an iorn fence around the house and it's grounds. He tells me that this place isn't safe right now, and as we're walking through the gate we are surrounded by people with faces like in that painting "The Scream". The people twist and float and scream around us about how their master, the one who fed them, is dead and it's all the guys fault. He tells me that these people are no longer people, but ghosts given physical form by drinking the life blood of a vampire. He seems to think this is something forbidden, but also that he can not defeat so many ghouls at once. I wake up.

Dream Three: I dream about waking up and drinking a bottle of water because I am soooo thirsty. I actually wake up and drink a whole bottle of water afterwards. I felt like I hadn't had any water in ages I was so thirsty!

Dream Four(Fragment): I'm at the lake and my son is playing with a rainbow beach ball. It keeps rolling down hill into the water and I have to get it for him

Dream Five(Fragment): I'm in a class, sitting in a circle outside. I open my purse and pull out a little book that says "Disciplinary notes" and I flip through it. They're mostly blank, but some say Merry Christmas. One had a picture and a joke written on it about a hippo and crack, but I can't remember the joke now that I'm awake.

Dream Six(Fragment): I'm going to a shop where you can buy crochet supplies. They're offering a free knitted sweater to anyone who makes a purchase. Someone asks me if I knit, and of course I tell them no but I know a bit about crochet.

Dream Seven(Fragment): I'm a ghost hunter on some sort of tv show. I'm revisiting a house that we once featured. For some reason our sponsor is a phone company, and all our shows participants get free phone service for a year. The woman who owns the house complains that the phone company cut her off before her year was up with no explanation. I promise to talk to my producer and find out what happened for her and get her service back if possible. I wonder for a moment how we reached her to set up this appointment when she had no phone, but then we all sit down to dinner and I let it drop. At Dinner her son goes upstairs, then there's suddenly a hole in the ceiling. I think her kid is in the ceiling, but it turns out to be a ghost.

I am at Kulkulkan, weeping, sitting at the top of the pyramid.

Raven flies down and asks me what's wrong.
[I]
FUCK 2012. Everything's falling apart. I hate my waking life. I just want to live here forever.[/I]

Raven says nothing, but sends healing energy to me. I stop crying, and stand up and give her a hug.

[I]I miss you, I miss MoSh... I am so frustrated with my broken body in Wakeworld.[/I]

[COLOR="blue"]But, we're here now, Nomad. Come.[/COLOR]

Raven opens a portal to the Healing Glen, and we step through. We are in a lovely glen in a deciduous/pine forest in late winter. The Frost Giant steps through, parting trees like cane stalks.

"The winter is almost past, brother. Spring is coming soon."

I collapse on the grass in exhaustion. MoSh, Tigress, and Pablo appear, and I feel them healing me as tears silently pour out of my closed eyes. I hear music... Bakara... everyone is playing music. I get up, and we take turns healing each other.

We walk back to the Frost Giant's Cave. Joseph is there. He is now a young teenage boy, about 15. He smiles at me, and turns into a giant eagle. I applaud and laugh. He turns back into a boy, and suddenly bursts into tears. "Thank you for rescuing me from the nightstalker demon." He grabs Raven and I and hugs us tightly.

"Everyone, come by the fire, I made some stew," says the Frost Giant. "We will reforge ancient bonds as we share food, drink, and stories."

(to be continued when my hands don't hurt.)

Im in some warehouse fighting chinease dwarfs guards with guns.

But im not worried about getting shot beacuse I got super strength im graping them by the arms and throwing them into boxes high up.

I realize this must be a visulization so I wait for my self to snap snap back to my real body but when I dont I realize im dreaming so I look at my hands right away but I cant see them it too dark all of a suden I only see the outline so I run to ware I see light in the warehouse.
I stand under a industryal light bulb the kind that are realy long when I do I see my hands but it looks like im looking through a magnifing glass then out of nowhere my right hand disappears so I look at my left hand and it disappear too

This piss me off beacuse how can I stabilize the dream if I cant see my hands I didt have a backup plan my hands
Re-appear out of the corner of my eye but when I look directly they vanish I can still feel them but not see them
The dream de-stabilize and I woke up and I voud to have a plan A B and C for next time.