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I had a really crazy dream considering I went to bed buzzed from a bunch of whiskey and high as a kite. I remember walking around with several friends I know in peson and eventually I had no phone or keys. That immediately seemed like a horrible situation and my friends whom I had been wondering about with decide that they will help me at all costs. I titled this minecraft because the world was that kind of nonsensical with waterfalls where they shouldnt be and caves and mountains and we just walked up them, but there were structures as well. My other friends (where i left me keys and phone) were at a sort of outdoor picnic area but there was also some type of structure where some girls were playing on the second floor. The lack of walls allowed them to walk to the edge and talk to the people on the ground. I got my phone back and everyone was like "why the heck did you leave your phone?" I didn't have a good answer. But then I woke up.

Well, can't say I'm thrilled with this morning's dream. The only humorous element was the fact that it took place in The Jefferson's TV show apartment! That was funny, and I liked being able to walk around and see it from the perspective of actually being there.

Anyways, while I was exploring the place I noticed someone move in one of the back bedrooms. It was a guy with short curly black hair, light - almost grayish skin, and he moved in a slow, slinking way that made me feel uncomfortable. He wore a navy or black polo shirt and jeans. I knew in my gut that I had to stay away from him. He looked like a normal guy, but once he saw me, he began to morph into a more demonic appearance - heavy brow ridge, squinty evil eyes, lean ugly face, fangs, but no horns oddly.

He came after me then, and the rest of the dream was me running from room to room trying to hide behind furniture or camera equipment and stay away from him. I kept hoping someone else would see him and stop him, but no one seemed to think anything strange about him. At least he never did catch me. This dream bothered me because I really felt afraid during it. I don't like feeling afraid. I don't really believe in things like that, but there I was afraid, angry and on the run in this dream. After I woke up, the uneasy feeling stayed with me for awhile. Why would I dream something so abstract and be afraid of it? I am pondering that, but I really don't know.

06.19.2012

Was that Eva? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Oh if you see me say "blonde," I really mean "blonde female," I'm just too lazy to type "blonde female" all the time, sucks I don't know her name, because she pretty much saved me.

This blonde had to be a double agent.....and Eva was technically a double agent when she pretended to be a replacement for Adam in MGS3....hmmmmmmmmmmm, could the blonde had been her? Probably, but my recall is a bit horrible....visual recall on the blonde is what I mean by horrible...everything else is pretty much decent.


Seems I'm at the outside of what seems to be a fortress, and Asuka Langley Soryu is apparently the one who owns this place, because I've had several encounters where she finds me if I go to a certain spot, and I have to escape out of the fortress again until she gives up on finding me.

I believe I'm saving a blonde, that's for sure, but at the same time, there's other blondes, like Rika Shiraki, who ends up being a klutz, and some other random blonde that finds me at some point in the dream.

The amount of dream resets, or re-entering in the fortress is so crazy, that I wonder how important this blonde I don't even know is to be going through this.

Everything is kind of mixed, and my recall is a lacking a bit, but I'll try.

I go into the fortress, and it's really really dark, and I believe the fortress is most likely set out at some uncharted island. It doesn't have any trees, at least from what I recalled, because the fortress itself took up the whole structure of the area.

I tried sneaking in to the right side of the fortress, but Asuka finds me, and I get so scared of what she's going to do to me for some reason that I decided to make a run for it. There's some device floating above me that shining so many lights at me.

Like really, there isn't any point of shining that many lights on me for one little machine, the whole fortress already knows I'm invading....ugh.

Anyway, I have to go up a few stairs and descend down a bit to get out of the fortress, and I believe the dream resets itself. I think it takes me a few times to get it down, and to realize that Asuka chick is always going to be looking for any intruders on the right side of her fortress.

I don't know why I'm presuming that she's the leader/owner of the fortress, but her voice....it sounded so dominating, like that bratty older teenager kind of voice, almost the perfect candidate for a tsundere.

Spoiler for Tsundere Meaning:

A Japanese slang term to describe a person with a hot and cold attitude. Cold on the outside, but sweet on the inside.

After going at it with the fortress a few times, I get closer and closer to other areas. There's one moment where I think I'm following a blonde, but I only see the back of her, and her long and curvy hair. She senses that Asuka is coming, and prompts me to duck under a table to the right of us.

I just go with whatever logic this blonde is dishing out at me, and it seems the section of the floor under the table contains some weird objects, there's a lot of them, but I didn't bother worrying too much about them because Asuka is coming.

The blonde, or whoever it was, damn it, it was someone helping me though, tries to play innocent with Asuka when she comes in. Asuka, being the observant bitch that she is in this dream, and I'm sorry for using that word, but she really was a bitch, god, I swear she wants to kill me in this dream!

Or best case scenario, capture me, tie me up, and do sexual acts....something tells me that she was smirking every time she saw me....

Anyway, Asuka gets closer to the table that I'm under, and the blonde quickly walks a bit closer to Asuka, and there's a bottle of Ginger Ale on top, Canada Dry Ginger Ale more specifically.

Lol. Sweet, dream uses what I like to drink as a means for the blonde to save my ass completely. Even though I'm under the table, I'm able to change how I'm viewing the room with ease. It seems the blonde "accidentally" drops the ginger ale, and "accidentally" open it so that it sprays all over.

Good, using all the sporadic spraying to distract Asuka, I like this blonde! Or whoever it is that's helping me. Asuka looks at her weird, and even though I can't tell her facial expressions at the moment, I just felt she was trying to be cautious, since I entered the fortress like.....2-3 times, even more?

The blonde tells Asuka that everything is okay, and the blonde immediately gets on her knees and spreads her arms frantically under the table I'm in. She starts moving the objects on the floor surrounding me. I honestly thought this would be the moment where the blonde screwed up her clever tactic, but it's still going strong here!

Asuka has that look that the blonde is just being silly with the Ginger Ale, and her constant awareness of being cautious dies down a little.

There's a dream shift, but we're all in the same room again, and I believe the blonde that's helping me let's Asuka drink from the bottle of Ginger Ale. The moment Asuka gulps it down, she dies. Apparently, she was chewing tobacco, and since the Ginger Ale just fell from the floor, the blonde opened it, and the fizz combined with the tobacco being reactive somehow to it makes Asuka go crazy.

She falls down, yep, she's dead. By this point, Asuka looked like someone else, but I'll just keep labeling her as Asuka because of the orange latex suit she was wearing most of the time in the dream.

I believe there's another dream reset, and this time, I'm in the same room, except Asuka is not here. Rika Shiraki, the adult version of herself from Bible Back: New Testament *gulp* (I'm innocent here!!) looks at both of us.

She's wearing some green outfit, like a green military uniform. She asks the blonde or whoever it is I'm following why am I here with her.

Recall gets a little scratchy here, but I'm sure that if Asuka was someone the blonde could trick, Rika wasn't going to be that difficult.

Another attribute that leads me to believe that could've been Eva, because she did manage to trick Volgin in MGS3 that he was her little plaything/secretary type of role, when she was just doing that to get closer to the Philosopher's Legacy roll tape (which had the locations of where the total sums of currency were located).

Okay now for the part that still gets to me.....

We're at the same room again, that same room that seems to be like an office of some sort. I'm under the table again, and this time, I don't have the ability to go into another perspective while I'm under the table. I tilt my head, and I see a blonde come in, she's in a green military outfit as well like Rika was.

She turns around, and she already know I'm under the table.

Shit. I felt as if I was going to be captured, but she just smiles at me as she turns her head at me. Seems like she's going to talk to someone.

And she pretty much looks like Eva with her hair tied up....and it's not even me wanting it to look like Eva. I've tried suppressing the possibility of it being her, but my mind just keeps locking in on her smile that she gives me.

Just add a smile, and bam.

Okay...

From this point, the dream shifts to another location, you know, going to the right side of the fortress and finding Asuka yet again...but you know what? I'm tired of mentioning her all the time, she's just a thorn on my side.

Things get random after that Eva lookalike.

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06.19.2012

Tyler Perry's House of Payne (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm googling on the ratings for "Tyler Perry's House of Payne."

I don't really have a liking for that show, guess I must've been really bored. One of the characters that I'm looking for a rating for is Malik Payne (Larramie Shaw). I read what one site has to say about his performance in the show, can't remember though.

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06.19.2012

Gardening (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm outside, and I'm 50 feet away or so from getting close to the entrance to an academic institution. It felt like a college, but the atmosphere was completely different, maybe it was, it's just my perception at the time, and the randomness with the dream that distracted me a lot.

There's seems to be some kind of outdoor convention of some sort, or maybe all of the resources, chairs, furniture, etc. are being moved outdoors to fix something inside the building. I walk around a bit, and I see a table that had huge books resting, and I a few sketching pads with drawings of head models.

I decide I should go ahead and sit down somewhere, since other people are sitting as well, and there seems to be an elderly lady who is probably a staff member, a teacher most likely, that tells everyone that they have to show that they're doing some kind of work.

She doesn't want us fooling around, so I take that as pretending to study for something. I'm on the right side of the section outside, and there seems to be a mini-garden in front of me. Some student is watering the plants, but I'm wondering if that constitutes as "work."

I look at the elderly lady to see her response to this student, but she doesn't really mind her at all. After that, I only remember the female watering the plants having a little difficulty setting the hose to the right setting.

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06.19.2012

High School Biology Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking down a hallway, and had that feeling that this classroom I'm entering would be one that I haven't gone to for a few days because of some circumstance.

I see the Biology Pre-AP/K-level teacher I had as a Sophomore in High School looking and smiling at me. I think she asks me if everything is okay, and if I finished the Biology lab.

I say yes, but I'm not really sure if I did finish it. I sit down in front row of the class, and that's all I remember.

06.19.2012

Solomon Moto is a Grave Robber (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's dark at night, and I'm near some graves, and I think I'm being informed that grave robbers are coming.

So to find a place to hide, go inside a hole where a coffin was contained, and cover myself in dirt. I see Solomon Moto from Yu-Gi-Oh with 2-3 people wearing masks coming to take the coffin I placed above me.

After they left, I quickly remove the dirt and get out of the hole.

Weird...

This one was lucid.
I became lucid on my street in Poland, and realised that my LD’s happen in the last REM cycle, so I probably don’t have much time and it’s already morning in the real world. I instantly remembered this girl I passed on the way to where I was on one of the adjacent streets: she was really nice to me and my age, too, but my non-lucid self chickened out and ran. So, as fast as my legs could carry me, I made my way back to this caravan in which she lived.
The sky in the dream was getting dark, it was already past sunset. Still on my street I passed these two boys on bikes, and I decided to ask them something - I rarely speak to my DC’s.
Me: “What’s the time?”
DC: “Ten past.”
Me: “Ten past what?”
DC: “Satan.”
I thought at that time, heheh, this is going into the “DC’s say the darndest things” thread on DreamViews. But I kept running, and soon reached the caravan of that girl off to the left about 20 metres. She was sitting outside on the terrace. Suddenly I felt a very deep bond with her, or just love for her or whatever even though I was still lucid. I tried telling myself she was just a DC, nothing more, but that love was still there. I didn’t want to think about waking up at this point and not seeing her again. Thinking back now her appearance was based on this girl’s from The Walking Dead an episode of which I watched before bed. I walked up to the terrace, she looked up at me, with a questioning look. First I contemplated the moment for a second, marvelling at how quickly, despite being lucid I am able to irrationally fall in love with a figment of my imagination.
Her sister, taller than her with perfectly blonde hair and not so bad-looking herself walked onto the terrace and looked at me, curious. Embarrassed, I just blurted out something along the lines of, “Hey, err... I umm... really like you, d’you want to go out sometime?” It immediately occurred to me that, of course, I probably won’t see her again because my dreams very rarely repeat or even contain the same DC’s. Her eyes grew wide, which was the cutest darn thing I have ever seen, and she was clearly speechless. I sat down on one of the chairs, burying my face in my hands. This was one of the best and yet one of the most ordinary dreams I had ever had. Her sister took a better look at me and said, “Wow, well he’s a nice looking one isn’t he?” .
I just stared at them both, noticing that we were on a top of an arid cliff face, with train tracks running below. I thought I could try the TOTM, but decided against it.
Meanwhile, the two sisters were talking to each other, in a light-hearted, joking tone:
Older one: “You’re a lucky girl!”
Younger: “Yeah right, you can have any boys you want!”
Older: “Somehow they all come back to you!”
They sat next to each other, facing me.
Now I was thinking frantically, trying to take in everything that was happening. I wanted to remember all this. I wanted to find out as much information on these girls as possible, enjoy my time with them for as long as I could.
Me: “What are your names?”
Older: “This is Katie and I’m Abs (short for Abigail?)”.
I nodded. Then,
Me: “What’s the time?”
Abs: “Ten past.”
Me: “Ten past what?”
Katie: “It’s hard to tell here, where we live. Where do you live?”
Me: “London.”
Katie: (please bear with me, I do not remember exactly what she said but it was somewhat in this way) “3572-Twisssss-Bus”
Hell knows what that meant. I got the impression from the dream she was talking about double-decker buses, and she was shy and that’s why her speech came out a bit deformed. Slightly strange, but I said,
“Yeah, we have those in London.”
Then Abs came up to me and sat down on the neighbouring chair. She said,
“Sorry if all this seems a little confusing to you. Where we live this tends to be the case.” – and she laughed as if she knew exactly that this was a lucid dream I was having, and she did not seem troubled at all by it.
Me: “Have you heard of lucid dreaming? Do you believe in it?”
Abs laughs again.
Me: “You do realise that this is my lucid dream? When I wake up you two will probably cease to exist, I’m sorry, there’s nothing I can do about that.”
Abs: “Don’t worry about it.” She spoke with such comprehension on her face and in her voice that I almost stopped feeling bad. The dream began to fade. I seized Katie’s hand, not wanting to leave. She had a warm touch and smooth skin. It was nice. Then the dream very quickly dissolved into whiteness and smoke, but I could still feel her touch. Then I woke up. I kept my eyes closed, and still felt her hand.
Then I moved my arm and opened my eyes. The feeling was gone. The best lucid so far? Maybe.

I am at a talent show, I am being back stage with some girl. She was getting ready to sing for a show and I was just standing there. She was getting ready so the girls manager said she was going to make her a star. And the lady left and the girl had a mask she was wearing but she took it off and gave it to me. "I was going to give her the mask but she said no thanks you hold on to it I don't need it."

Then when I was watching her the curtains opened up. She began to sing and a guy was with her. I found my self holding the mask and suddenly I saw my self being under a huge light. Hiding underneath it. I was scared when I looked up because I saw a rope. I was trying to be brave because I don't like heights in dreams. The girl wanted me to sing with her, so I began to sing, Then the dream ended. The song we were singing was Bring me to Life by Evanescence. So the guy backed off and the girl and I were doing a duet.

I remember we were in this fantasy like trail thing with the school. And we were walking to this place. Jean randomely asks me if i want to race him. Being the competitive guy i am, i say yes, even though im not really in the mood. What happens though once we do start running, i get in the mood really quickly. The place im running to is like a castle. It's pretty huge. I remember me and jean running neck and neck for a while. Then i tarted blowing him out. He said something happened and he wanted to srart over. But we didnt want to go back. Apparently this place was like a game world so if you killed yourself, you'll just respond somewhere. So me and him are near the front entrance of this huge castle. We see a ledge on the side and stand over it. We decide who jumps 1st by playing rock paper scissors. I won. I had scissors and u could guess what he had. So again we were at the ledge, and looking down you could tell it was a long way to get to the bottom. There were other trails you can land on if you didnt jump far enough. Thats what happened to jean. He jumped but didnt land to the actual bottom. Instead, he jumped ontop of this makeshift house's rooftop. He broke some body parts, but didn't die yet. He rolled down. And there was snow on the ground. So when he finally plopped to the bottom, you can see the blood around him. He still didn't die yet. Jeez. If it was going to be that painful...... Anyways idk what he was trying to do. He started crawling somewhere when like 3 or 4 white wolve come and just basically maul and eat him up. You can safely assume he died when that happened because i remember him showing up behind. (now that i think about it. If he was gonna end up respondonding behind me, there was no point in him having to jump, but whatever). Scene changes and i am now inside this castle. This place looks more modern then you'd expect. Actually this place looks more futuristic then anything else. It feels like the near future (a good 5-10 years away). Now im guessing we came here for a school trip or something. Theres more, but cant really remember

I am at school, we are in the Gym doing some jumping competition. Suddenly some guy tried to get into a fight with me. My brother tried to defend me by going up to him and beat the crap out of him. Then I tried to challenge the guy to a Pokemon battle. Then while I was there, they went out side and started fighting. I was trying to break up the fight but they were gone. Suddenly I was in some cafeteria and they were trying to gather the students to find out who started the fight. And out of no where I saw my brother trying to get on a school bus while I was trying to find mine.

It was crazy when I saw allot of students there. I was one of the last students that were left behind. I realized there was another school being held there for another school session being held at my school when ours was done. So all the students from the bus gathered there and went to class.I was walking around and asked one of the teather's to see if I can call home for a ride, but one of the teachers said that the teacher or principal I was looking for wasn't in. So I had to join the other school's classes.

I apparently have become quite used to listening to binaural beats because for some reason my mp3 player glitched out and didn't start up when I told it too. Anyways, this caused me to only remember 2 very vague dreams because the alpha waves didn't wake me up after each REM cycle.

#1 : I was at a Civil Air Patrol meeting and we were working on ground searches. Then the next thing I remember was we were all randomly at a cookout eating hot dogs.

#2 : While in context it might seem it was a false awakening, I don't think it was. All I remember was briefly logging onto DV and checking to see if my intro had any replies yet. Then it said it still had zero and had been deleted due to lack of response. Thats all i can remember at the moment. Hopefully I can remember some more as the day progresses. (usually does happen)

Note on false awakenings : Is it just me or does this seem like the easiest way to become lucid from a dream is a flase awakening?? It seems this way to me because you are expecting everything to be exactly like it is every morning when you get out of bed. While this should seem apparent in other dreams for some reason it seems sasier to remember in a false awakening. You find one little thing out of place and go "I'm dreaming". This was also how I had my first lucid dream.

Date: 18/06/2012
Place: My holiday caravan
Time of getting into bed: 00.45am
During the day I drank 2 x 250ml Red Bull drinks. Combined total of 10mg B6 as well as taurine / caffeine etc

Dream 1 - Non Lucid dream

I am in a room, which is a bit dark and dingy. Feels like a pub or bar, and I even remember there being a bar serving drinks along one side. The people in the room were holding pints etc so it was most likely a pub. One wall of the pub is a giant black screen, with white writing all over it. The writing is in French. Someone stands up and tells everybody in the room (all adults) to get into a male group and female group. We do so, then they start talking about learning to speak French.

Dream 2 - Non Lucid dream

I am waiting in a doctors waiting room (except there is no room!) this is outside. Other people are waiting with me, including my dad and some strangers. One woman is waiting because the doctors think she may be crazy. To prove she is not crazy, she gets a dog (Yorkshire terrier) and saws it in half with a chainsaw. I am shocked and horrified, but no one stops her. In fact one person helps her. The dog is still alive as it is being cut into (which is very neat, no blood) but then it dies. She seems to be searching for something inside the dog (peering inside, not touching) which will prove she is sane. Then she saws off the dogs head, which floats into the sky like a balloon, and into the clouds and far away. The floating head is a boxer dog's, but the dog was a Yorkie. It is sad and a bit spooky. I complain to my dad, who agrees, and claims he was just there to get his sodium levels checked. I figured that's what I must be there for too, so we continue waiting.

Dream 3 - Non Lucid dream

I am playing a computer game on my ipod. In the game (which has very basic graphics, much like an old SNES or SEGA) I am a little man swinging from a rope to collect coins. I am not actually in the game, I was playing it on my ipod. I decide I will only complete the game if I let go of the rope and collect more coins, which I do. The game features a large, blue viaduct.

Dream 4,5...6? - Non Lucid dream/s

Not sure weather these were all one dream or a collection of 3. My notes in my DJ are sparse and not written properly. I will lump them together but they could have been fragments of 3 dreams.

1... I am taking a video on my camera of my friend / romantic interest. The video is bad quality and wobbly as I have zoomed in from afar to get it. I remember thinking 'this is like the scene from Slumdog Millionaire.' Where the boy sees the girl looking for him through the crowded train platform. Suddenly it is me I am recording, my hair is slightly different but I am sat down and smiling (not looking at the camera) I figure I must now be my friend / love interest because I can't be filming myself.
2...I am picking up beer cans in a field - this must be a music festival.
3...I am at the vets for a friend who wants a job there. They agree to offer him the job if I fill out some forms. My love interest (not the friend who wants the job) gets angry because his ex works there, but I ignore him because it is a favour for a friend. The door is all I remember, a large, white door with 'VET' written on it in green.

Dream 7 - Non Lucid dream

I am in the field mentioned in a previous dream. I am drawing a whale, which I give lots of detail to. Eventually it become very real looking, but not like a drawing, more like CGI. It then swims away in the air. A close friend of mine is sitting next to me playing a game about Star Wars. He seems addicted and the game is pointless / boring. I start to draw a dinosaur (Trex) but this again becomes very realistic and CGI looking. It then starts to move around and eat people, with lots of blood and gore and nastiness. However I am not worried as they are not real people he is eating, just CGI people.

***NOTEWORTHY***
Someone bored me with pictures of viaducts earlier that day
I recently attended a music festival
I like to draw and do so a lot
My love interest really does have an ex at a vets, and avoids him / the vets
I want to speak French, and have a few French phrase books. However I don't have the time to learn and never really read them.

So I kept waking up a lot because of the cat being crazy and I was getting mad. But I ended up trying Jakob's Awesome WILD where you focus on your skull and try to enter SP. I was shocked when the familiar vibrations started in my head almost immediately. I got excited and thought Wurlman was right. I am going to have a lucid and I can't wait to tell about it. My breathing got heavy. No good. So I relaxed. The vibrations came back more intensely and moved to my body and into my fingers. I was still over excited. I am so practiced in letting go during SP that way too suddenly the vibration where gone and I amused I had woken up. Failure. Nope! turned out to be FA.

The kids came in and woke me up in my dream. Talking and being loud. I told Deanna I shut up. I help two fingers close and said that I only got this much sleep tonight and its almost time to wake up. She left and I closed my eyes. Then my mom comes in and does the same (She doesn't live with me). I freak out on her too and cry like a baby. No one seems to even notice my crying. So I think to leave.

Finally I get up out of the recliner (I had moved to the recliner in real life) and go to bed. But instead of my wife Tonya from work was lying there (gross). Im like move we gotta be at work soon and I want to sleep some more. She wont budge so I squeeze in next to her (again gross). I close my eyes and have a dream in the dream.

I see the moon. So very vivid with extremely high detail. I see the every line and crater and valley and mountain. I hear a voice talk about making roads and what is necessary for progress. I think what is the big deal? You go like this. I take my index finger and make a swooshing noise and poke into the moon making a crater. I feel a dull impact on my finger as I hit it. I was a little shocked at this but dismissed it. (Wheres my RC?) The moon is eye level and no bigger than my fist. I back off and do it again. Then I am there on the surface but all I can see is the dust as it settles.

Then I wake up because the cat jumps on me!

** Notes from being half asleep. Found it amusing.

**sp then excited then fa. dreamed kids and mom all came in and talked to me. Iwas mad and said i didnt get enough sleep. then tana. then the moon.

DILD
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[COLOR="#483d8b"]I was put in charge of this small giftshop some woman owns and I was looking at the shelves. There were many colorful things, I can only say for sure that I saw books and postcards.
I go to the back room of the shop. I'm thinking that it's a dream and [/COLOR][COLOR="#2e8b57"]I pinch my nose to make sure. Then I wonder what did I have on my goal list, I couldn't recall anything much, except for the cacti throwing at sparta. I decided to go with that, as I wanted to try summoning anyways.
I close my eyes and say the name of the person I want to summon aloud, when I open my eyes I only see a creepy girl with her back at me and she's staring at me through the mirror. I try it again and this time there is a little boy whose body isn't covered by skin...wat.
I left the weird boy standing there and went back to the room I was first in and suddenly the owner runs into the store, in panic. She starts explaining something to me, but I can't take my eyes off the windows I wanted to jump out of.
The view from the windows reminds me a lot of what call of duty (1) was like.
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There was more to this dream, but I can't remember the rest .__.

I am with Mosh and Raven on the Moon, in the Biodome on the Moon.

***

I appear near the koi pond. Raven is staring at the fish. She is very sad. I alter my aura, and heal myself, then I send her healing blue-gold energy. She looks up at me, and smiles.

I walk to her, and give her a hug. Mosh tumbles out of a portal, and dusts himself off. The three of us group hug, then hold hands without saying anything.

We link telepathically.

One thing we have in common, is how much pain and sorrow we've been through... are going through, the three of us.

I am going to come here, when my physical body dies, I am going to come here AND LIVE FOREVER ON THE GREEN MOON!

***

A portal opens. Selene and Eris step out. We go through the portal, and are on some strange mountaintop on another planet.

We follow a path of funny floating stones to a white Greek temple, the Temple of Kaos.

Eris smiles, and grabs my hand leading me to the Temple. There are great white pillars, with birds and bats circling the pillars which are eating insects which are eating bacteria which are are...

fuck! fractal hole!

Eris laughs at me, and we enter.

Dominating the center is a huge three dimensional chaosphere, hundreds of feet in diameter, floating above a pedestal, and slowly spinning.

One of the arrows shoots into my third eye, and I scream madly. I feel so much pain, pleasure, terror, delight, and pure fucking insanity.

***

I am in a candlelit sidechamber with lovely braziers, incense burners, flowers, and big pillows, mattresses, and sheer curtains everywhere. Selene and Eris grin mischievously, and push me down on a bed. "We are all goddesses and gods," I hear them say in my head.

Smoke swirls into a vortex above us. Gold dust floats through the air. I smell incense, roses, and the smell of earthly women. I turn and look at a pillow. I see extreme detail in the texture, even slightly imperfect seams.

I look into the eyes of my goddesses, and I see such amazing detail in their eyes. Eris with violet eyes, and blue-black hair, Selene her big black eyes, and snow white hair, her little pointed nose, small pouty mouth that I know so well.

"Yes, everything is real, Nomad," Selene whispers in my ear.

"I am... real," Eris giggles and she kisses my ear.

HOLY SHIT, AM I ON DMT?

"Not this time, Love, your own DMT," Selene tells me telepathically, and she unbuttons my shirt. "You are dreaming. Dreaming a Real Dream. This is beyond the Dream Plane. You are PHYSICALLY INCARNATE in THIS Dimension, and WE are GOING to FUCK!"

With that, she grabs my manhood, and she feels 100% real.

"YES! I LOVE YOU!" I sit up, and wrap myself around Selene, and kiss her passionately as I grab Eris, and pull her close. The three of us kiss, then I just kiss Eris, and I feel as if I just 8 the Apple of Discord.

"You are the Prettiest One, and You are," I say to Eris, then Selene.

"You are the Man in the Moon, and I love you so," Selene giggles as we make love.

"You are now a High Priest unto Kaos, and forever will you lick my vesica pisces," Eris laughs. "Or a Low Priest, fucker... yes... lower."

"Wherever the fuck this dimension is, I am coming HERE when I die!"

"Your will is divine, my lord," Selene grins and she kneels.

"I AM GOD!"

"You're the God of Nothing!" Eris giggles and she pushes me down and kisses my neck.

***



Selene

I am in a house in the country with Hayden. The house is unfamiliar territory for me but I believe it is his. He is having some sort of party because there are people everywhere drinking and smoking. I'm not much one for parties. The house is fairly uninteresting, typical of some poor college party kids, so nothing really sticks out. I step outside into the night to escape the noisy atmosphere. There are still some people around, but I take little notice in them. I go down the porch steps to gain a little distance from the house. I take a few moments to look up at the sky, and when I bring my eyes back down to earth there is a rattlesnake not 2 feet away from me, shaking his rattle like he is one pissed off dude. Of course I instantly jolt into preparedness to run, but I'm not sure if I should attempt to because he is already so close. I don't have to make that decision, though, because one of the party goers nearby shoots the snake. I should feel relieved but I don't. I look at the snake for a little longer. Hayden is nearby, laughing around with some of the others. Maybe they thought it was cool. I look down at my feet, pull my left pant leg up and see not just one but two bite marks where the fangs clearly penetrated skin. Anxiety and fear rushes over me. At least the entry is far away from my heart. That gives me more time, I think.

I walk over to Hayden and in a slightly shaky voice quickly tell him of my wound, and show the marks. The people around us look on in an interested manner, kind of like watching an argument break out in public because it's entertaining. I ignore them. Hayden sees I need medical attention but does not seem too rushed. He says something which I guess is about getting ready to leave, and walks off. I'm bothered by his lack of worry. I walk up to one of the typical party dudes who is smoking and grab is glass pipe out of his hands. There is a fresh bowl of marijuana in it, and I quickly cash it. Probably not the best idea, I think. Finally Hayden is ready to leave, but we are not leaving in a simple car. That would be too boring. The next thing I know we are sailing through the night on a motorhome. Note, we are riding ON TOP of the house on wheels like it is some sort of road boat. There are rails around the sides, and a big wooden steering wheel at the front like a ship. Hayden is steering. He licks his finger and feels for the wind, even though we are already moving. We're moving pretty fast too, but I'm not afraid of falling off. All I can think is I wish we were moving faster. We reach the nearest town, Dublin, and have to stop at a red light.

Notes: I did not see or feel the snake bite me. Maybe this is a warning that something in real life is sneaking up on me. I must say though the ride on the motorhomeship was awesome!

Missed dream signs:I did not feel the snake bite.
-We were at "Hayden's" but it was somewhere in the country I've never seen before.
-I smoked marijuana. The guy I took the pipe from was already smoking on it, but the green in the bowl was clearly unspoiled before I lit it.
-We rode on top of a motorhome and we could have just called 911 if we wanted to.
-I was very scared and doing exhilarating things that would have had my heart beating fast. I'm aware that you are supposed to stay calm and move as little as possible when poisoned.

I was at the market I vend at and in my dream everyone started walking up to me saying are you my mommy ' and the gas masks would morph on their heads including this sweet little old lady who actually wears a mask anyways ( shes got bad lungs) she still could talk to me instead of the are you my mommy bit . I decided I couldnt sell anything if everyone was going to turn gas mask face on me so I booked it before it happened to me .
I woke up so happy that I had a doctor who dream ..

This was such a cool dream even though I pretty much got my ass whooped lol, so it all started of just me chilling in my room in a costume, I knew this was a game some how, (There were more parts but I don't raelly remember) So this guy comes into my room and trys to confront me, he wants to fight me so he can take all my treasure/loot but I refused because his more powerful than me and I was logged onto my lower level character, I told him to get out and he did then he raged and started slamming my door when it was shut, he broke the lock and I held the door closed so he couldn't get in, he kept pushing and nearly got in a few times as I was trying to stop him from coming in my room and defeating me and taking my loot because he would have, after a while he got tired so he walked off, but he tricked me, when he did that he jumped on the door causing it to slam open because I wasn't aware he was going to do that and he threw a flashbang at me LOL and jumped on me on my bed I knew I was going to get defeated so I turned off my xbox and it restarted a new game(was so cool) I logged in and I had a - in my name, in xbox gamertags you can't have - in your name, I coulda used it as a dream sign!! Anyway I was in a map on modern warfare 3(bootleg) this time and I wanted revenge so I went looking for him I sprinted around the map looking for him when these robots started attacking me, they were throwing rocks at me and I was running away, i saw him and tried to stop him and attack him as I had my stronger character which was stronger than him and I was throwing him everywere but I couldn't kill him in time because these robots throwing rocks at me nearly killed me so I decided to run but they managed to defeat me and a died and my vision/screen started to go red. Then I woke up. Was such an awesome dream even though I pretty much got owned

I can also remember a small part of a dream where I walked past this girl from my school whos in my dreams quite alot and I was expecting her to hug me but she moved out the way to let me walk by.