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Im in a govt agenty complex. Im on a bike and a yellow bus is chasing me,I have a gun in my hand 9mm i think. I fire at the bus one go's threw the windsheild in front of the driver and the other hits the left front tire and the bus.The bus rolls off to the side of the road.The drivers dead When i fired the gun. I cant feel my hand like its asleep so i cant feel my self shoot i cinda worry about that.I ride the bike right in to the building side entrance and run right into a lot of guards. I jump up into the air as the bike continues on and crashes into the guards. Whiel im in the air i fire off my my pistols i have too 9mm in my hand now i take out all the guards before i hit the ground,except on as i walk past a surviving guard on the ground he says DONT KILL ME--- I cut him off with a bullet to the head.The guards are in all black with black motorcycle helmets on visers down. As i walk down the hallway i become LUCID. I dont do a reality check i can just feel my real body in bed.I turn right down a hallway then go left instead when i look behind me i imagine it a dead in now and it is. I go into a door on my left and run into a guard in the doorway he has a gun like off the game army of too. I take his gun quicky and shoot him up i feel completely calm and invincible.I lose lucidity and have a last image of being completely surrounded by guards i go third person and see the leader smirking at me

I realized that I was in a dream around my office building area. I started to walk towards this building the wind seemed to blow me in all directions. I managed to make it inside the office building I felt that the dream was starting to fade so I began to use all of my sense to stablized the dream. I read something this morning about crawling on the ground and I tried it and it seemed to work quite well. Then I decided to practice mahayoga a buddhist tantra. Then I started to feel a overwhelming sense of compassion to the point were I almost cried. I started to walk up these stairs along with alot of people. The room we walked into was pure white like the color of chenrezik. I knew the color of the room meant the I made direct contact with chenrezik. The room felt very very pure and light. I sat down on the ground to practice meditation and it seemed that all these people around me just watched me quitely like they were waiting for me to transform. I started to meditate on the instructions. Then I my experience started to scare me. Then I woke up in my room but it was still a dream even tho I thought I woke up. My girlfriend was laying on the cough we went outside to talk about my dream experience. I tried to tell her what happened in my meditation and she said wow that sounds crazy. I told her I felt like I was gone and beyond time and space. I felt scared as if it was to much to handle. Then there was me outside and talking to my girlfriend and I thought I am still in a dream. Then a really woke up self up.

My dad was driving me to school. I kept urging him to go faster. We were already late but he said he was hungry. So he pulled into a McDonlads drive though and ordered some mcnuggets or something. They gave him his food and he ate it really fast.
I told him that he had his food and he needed to get me to school or I was going to be late. But right when I thought we were going to leave he drove around and went though it again, ordered more food and ate it.
After he did this a couple times, He told me that I didn't have to go to school he was taking me to see some artist guy that he knew when he was younger or something. He started driving, and soon we arrived at this house.
It looked sort of like Falling Water but was really big and had a huge porch with this big party going on. I'm quite sure several other family members of mine were there.
Then someone introduced me to a dream character that I remember vividly. He had black hair, thick square glasses, pale skin, and was probably around 20-ish.
He was very smart and happy and someone told me that he was an artist who owned this estate and wanted to throw this party.
For awhile, me and him just sort of talked about life. I told him that I was practicing to be an artist just like him.

This dream does reveal that I am a huge art nerd. I draw comic strips, write stories, paint, etc.

Also, I am really looking forward to getting my drivers license in a few months. I am tired of these anxiety dreams. Then again, I'll probably still have them, I'll just be the one making myself late.

4/26 Fragments:
Something about being in war with the Nazis. Robots were involved. I had a discussion with a sentient robot about war and the civilians that died. Then I had to prove to some lady that I was engaged.
Note: I didn't sleep well, so my recall was terrible.

4/27 Fragments:
I was at my grandparents house with a bunch of my friends. I found a friend of mine to chat with, N. I took N by the hand and tried to find a private place for us to talk. I wanted to explain to N that I was very fond of flirting, and that I didn't mean to lead her on. The entire house and hard was swarmed with people, so I gave up on talking privately. I apologized to N twice without explaining why I was apologizing. Then I ignored N to play with another friend's hair.

I was in class, and I realized that my final grade was 43%. I was informed that I could redo an essay to bring my grade up. I tried to calculate how my final grade would be affected by rewriting the essay, but found it impossible to do the math in my head.

4/28 Fragments:
My grandparents were dead, yet I could see their spirits. My sister and I stood in my grandparents' house, and my grandmother was standing by us. My grandfather was giving my family gifts to remember him by, and my sister was getting the house.

My sister and I walked to a park, then went out to dinner with our father. My grandfather followed us, but I was the only one who could see him. My father wandered off in a trance, and began eating an invisible object. He was eating one of my grandmom's cookies, apparently his gift from my grandfather. Shortly after, my grandfather approached me and informed me that he didn't know what to give me, so I would not receive a gift. I sulked for the rest of the dream and thought about gifts I would have enjoyed.

4/29 Settlers of Lion King Catan:
I purchased a couple of birthday presents for my friend E, namely a game that was a mix between the Lion King and Settlers of Catan. E opened the game for us to play, and suddenly my vision was sucked into the game.
In Lion King Catan, a small hippo decides how to gain access to the throne. His father is king, but the king is dying. Someone else, C, is vying for the throne though, and is much more experienced than the year-old hippo. I have no idea what sort of animal C is. C bribed someone to have the ailing king brought out before the hippo. The king was a fish, and looked pale and lifeless. C took out a knife and cut open the fish king along his spine. C spread open the fish king, and began scraping out the meat inside the king fish. C ate the meat he carved out, the king fish still alive. The king slowly died an agonizing death. The hippo was too traumatized and frightened to lash out at C.

4/30 Heavy Rain and more war:
This dream reminded me of the game Heavy Rain because of the colors and scenes. The beginning of the dream was pretty fragmenty, with people running around a dark building trying to not die.

The next part I was in a class. I was waiting for a professor so I could take the final exam. The professor entered the room and announced that the test was cancelled, we were being taken to become soldiers for the war. We suited up and were driven out to a battle field, watching the destruction pass by as we approached the action. The truck arrived at the center of the battlefield, and I was handed a metal detector and flamethrower. We were given metal detectors so that when we ran out of fuel for our flame thrower, we could search for more fuel cylinders or a new weapon among the dead in the field. I swiped two extra fuel cylinders, and walked into battle.

i was in a class room with other people and a friend of mine i dont know who he was i just knew he was my friend. The room was full of photos o the wall and next to me was 4 cameras my friends said pic on up and look through the lens i did and everything beacame more clear. Then i saw him in another chair and he said take a picture then i woke up. Does anyone have an idea what this dream means or represents if you do please tell me.

This isn't really a dream but...

I've posted in the rant thread twice already. I feel whiny today.

I had a dream the other night about a friend of mine from a few years ago. We became good friends the first day we met and slowly but surely went our own ways and I guess I'm really sad about it. Like, really sad.

She ended up getting into coke with some other girl we worked with and she knew I wasn't a fan of her habit. I was worried, you know. I feel like since then she cut me off, especially when she became pregnant.

Anyway, on occasion we run into eachother. Probably twice a year it feels like. Usually I say something like hey, how are you, but she usually acts like she just ran into somebody she didn't want to see.

I don't understand why. I loved her (in a very good friend way). It breaks my heart to know that I will never get to hang out with her again.

Today, I walked right past her on my way out of the store. I don't know if she saw me, but I kept my head down because I just sensed that she didn't want to make small talk or get back in touch. Just a feeling I got.

I feel really sad about it.

I don't have any friends like that anymore. I guess it just made me think of how lonely I am....

Comments Nonlucid Lucid

Okay, I remember walking around in my neighborhood, nothing weird going on, and I was with a kid that I'm kind of friends with from my school, named Tommy. We find some kind of christian bar/club, and we decide to walk inside. Everyone is wearing kind of fancy clothes, fancy white shorts and colorful dress shirts. I start talking to a kind of hot blond girl. Nothing really happens, we leave, and I come back with fancier clothes. My dad is with me this time for some reason. This time I'm outside next to a pool, and I'm pretty sure it wasn't there before. I don't remember much else, so yeah.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

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Dream #1 Don't wake the sleeping monster.

Im in some house in a kitchen looking for something to eat, when a lady (Possibly Italian)
Walks in and starts telling me careful not to wake the sleeping monster. Im pondering who exactly is this sleeping monster and ask her.
"Uh...who is the sleeping monster and where is he?"
"Oh no, it is not a he..it is a she." And she, is my daughter.
"Uh..so your daughter is a monster?"
"Only if you wake her."

Now feeling a bit afraid to even be in that house, the lady assures me to stay and that she is off to go shopping. She asks me to stay because of something about me meeting some people or something. (Damn i should've did a reality check)

So i decide to fix me some cereal and i accidently drop a spoon on the floor and it was LOUD!
"RAAAWWWWWEWRRRR!"

I froze as i hear it coming from a bed room. I hear footsteps sounding like a 808 drum walking towards the kitchen. The whole house shakes and glasses and plates fall off of the counter, i am trying to hold my balance and keep from falling. I hear the footsteps getting closer. I turn my head towards where the footsteps were coming from i look.

Its only a barefoot hot teenage blond girl in pink booty shorts and a white sports bra.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL THIS NOISE OUT HERE!?"
"Oh, im sorry its just th.."
"Stay here."
"Huh?"
"STAY HERE!!!"
The windows shatter and car alarms go off when she yelled.
(Gulp) "k..."
I remember her coming back with a long whip and chasing me around the house until i woke up. =/ (Damn i was such a pussy in that dream!)

Dream #2 Chess the game of life.

Im in some huge temple or empty church, sitting at the very center across from a man who looked like a Guru or a guide of some sort. He had long grey hair down to his stomach area, He looked possibly Indian, had a long grey silky shiny grey beard he kept stroking each time he made his move. And wore a long white and red robe, with stripes on the shoulder parts. We sat in chairs across form eachother playing on this medium size table. There were animals in the temple walking around casually like nothing. There were deers, lions, tigers, bears, panthers, monkeys, and all kinds of birds just fying around in this huge temple we were in. It was as if every animal in there was tame, and was just as calm and were just roaming around the temple. I remembered a wolf came up next to the table and i petted it on the head, And a hawk came and landed on the Guru's shoulder while we played.

He was explaining to me, about chess being the game of the Gods, and how it relates to life. He mentioned something else to me about, how chess pertains to life, and the paths that we come across while meeting certain people. I remembered moving different pieces and he would tell me to really examine each move i make, as it pertains to life.

I don't really remember what else was said. But i did wake from that dream feeling like i learned something new.

Final dream fragment: Twin flames/Twin spirits

Don't really remember much here. Only talking with a Native American woman about Twin flames/Twin spirits. (Wish i would've remembered more)

Notes: The second dream really had alot meaning in it. And even though i was not lucid in any of these dreams, i am still happy with what i got. Only wish i would've remembered more of the third dream. As i am aware of Twin flames/Twin spirits.

Several odd fragments lat night. I blame the 5-htp since it was the first one I have taken in about a week.

1. DV staff met in real life in some kind of conference room. And Alex was up to all kinds of shenanigans. Not the name change thingy like in irc, but more of a "guess who" "peek-a-boo" kinda thing. [edit] Oh yeah, just remembered, when we were all in the conference room, there was a big eraser board with induction techniques and other LD notes written on it. I should have become lucid then. Or at least when Alex was grabbing people from behind going "Guess who?"

2. Danny had a burrito-penis. 'Nuff said*

3. Matte87 was upset about a lesson I posted. I saw him in chat and he asked me a question about a post I made, and seemed a little irritated. I confirmed the question, and suddenly my cell rang. I answered and it was Matte. He spoke English just fine, but his accent sounded more Dutch than Swedish. He asked a question that was on the lines of: "Ophelia how were you able to obtain the permissions to blah blah and the subforum yadda yadda php Vbulletin derpderpderp." I couldn't understand what he meant, the question was extremely multi-faceted and layered. But I could tell something was wrong. Like I had accidentally broken DV or something. Then he told me to wait a second and DarkMatters would join us in chat to help get things sorted out. Only Alex had messed with his name and he was DarkLady lol. Then I woke up. And DV was fine.

4. I saw a commercial just now in real life and remembered another fragment! There were tomato vines growing wild everywhere. And they were HUGE. There was one that had tomatoes on it still green, but the size of pumpkins. I wanted Danny to dig some up and take them home and replant them. Possible dreamsign. I'm always having trouble in real life growing tomatoes, so I dream about them alot.

*Note: I blame the harlequin-shrimp for the burrito dream. I'll explain in a PM if you want because I think it would be way over the top to post in here publicly.

Three days without dreams, maybe due to the fact I had a very crappy night on the 28 and slept maybe like 2 hours the entire night.

I am at a large factory hall, there are colleagues of mine working on different lines. There is a line with bottles of beer and a candy packaging table. At the table is a colleague is gluing marshmallows at the outside wrapping of a bag of candy. I tell her that it isn’t very hygienic to glue marshmallows on the outside. She says it is no problem and she has to do it because the boss tells her to do it that way.
I am helping them at the different lines but the work is almost done so their isn’t much to do.

Then I am outside in the snow and try to sit in a blue plastic box, it is a bit cramped but I fit. The boys made a snowslide hill and it is very long and steep, I want to go down the slide (in my blue box) but I am scared I might hurt myself. I just sit there doubting as a guy approaches me and asks me if I go down the slide, or maybe you are scared? I tell him I am not scared but just don’t feel like going down, I rather sit in my blue box.

Then I am in the ladies room and as I want to go unzip my pants and do my business I look in a mirror right in front of me and I see a guy standing behind me next to the toilet. I turn around but nothing is there, I wave my hand around at the place he was standing but nothing is there. I decide to go to a different toilet and when I am out of the room I speak to a girl and she explains it was al a clever trick that the guy pulled on me.

I am at a pet store with a nice kid I know in RL. I want to buy a guinea pig and when I found a nice one I take it out of it’s cage and put it on my shoulder. I also need a male hamster for someone else so I take a black hamster out of the cage and check if it is a male. The girl who owns the place is looking angry at me because customers are not allowed to take out the animals themselves. I don’t care because I am an animal caretaker (= true) and I know what I am doing.
After that I have to find some food and water bowls for them but I can’t find it, they are all too expensive or not good enough. After I walked through the store 3 times I find a table with sale products and start looking for some cheap bowls.

From the night I don’t remember anything but when I had a nap a had a dream. I am still not sure if it was a lucid, I knew I was dreaming but had very little dreamcontrol.

I was in a school and I am with a friend of my boyfriend, when we walk out of the elevator I want to smack someone, just to see their reaction. There is a girl walking by and I smack her in the face but no reaction.

Then we walk up to the roof of the school, there are lots of things build out of lego even a small house. I am very impressed because it looks really cool!
We are standing on the edge of the roof only it has become a riverbank and we are standing on a large stone wall. There is an old ship passing by and I tell the guy I am with that it is a dream and I can prove it by flying. I am not really sure and when I take of I land on my belly in the sand. The water is gone and I am lying in front of a set of old train carriages, the rest of the scenery is also gone. I climb on one of the carriages and I am doing something with plant material.

A very long DILD but it wasn’t as vivid and clear as the lucids I got after WBTB. It happened very early at night in my second REM sleep, maybe because I slept 3 hours in the afternoon.
I was very busy and completely wild in the dream and I went from one place to another because everything was possible. I was really aware I was dreaming and kept telling that to myself and the people in my dream. I also did regular nose plug RC’s. In the end I was a bit bored and got tired and decided to wake up. When I wrote down my dream I was in fact really tired and didn’t feel to well.


NON LUCID: I am in a field with my boyfriend and we are preparing to go paragliding

LUCID:

We are at my bf place and there are a lot of friends too, I tell everyone it is a dream and I can do whatever I want! So I start by kissing all the people on the lips and they like it. Than I have a jar of peas and I put the peas on my head and on the head of Asthon Kutcher (he just happened to be there) he is like; Hey! “What are you doing” and I say it is just a dream, relax! Than he puts me on the couch and starts to kiss me, (it is really hot) a minute later we are naked and we have sex. It is nice and his body feels very warm and soft. ( I don’t know why it was Kutcher in my dream, I don’t fancy him. Ah well, it could have been worse

After that I want to wreck something and I figured the window would be great. So I start looking for something heavy to break the window and I find a big airgun. I do a RC to make sure I am dreaming and I smack it against the window but nothing happens, I try a few more times but the window only got damaged. Then I get distracted and stop breaking the window.

I try to do a finger through palm RC but fail again, twice. A guy sees what I am doing and I explain him what I did and why.

I am outside know and it is daytime, I am flying (slow as always, doing swimming motions) and land in a forest at a wooden house. My bf is there, talking to a woman, she wants to know if her child can go back to nature and start nesting even if it is brought up in the house. My bf says it can, she only has to remove the bird and it’s eggs from the nest and open the hatched so her child can fly out and use the nest. I am climbing the house and throw the eggs to the woman, than do a RC and jump of the roof.

Now I am in a bar or something and I have banknotes in my hand. I try to read them to see if it is true that you can’t read properly in a dream. I can read them clearly only the banknotes are Russian so I don’t understand what it says.

Flying again, I see a duck landing and it hits another duck who was walking on the street. They start fighting because the duck is really angry. I laugh and find it funny.
I try different flying techniques but the don’t work so I start running. I spot a group of capybaras and catch a baby capybara (I love those animals) I am lying on my belly and pet the capy, there is also a baby chimpanzee and a baby tiger and I pet them too. The tiger is really soft.

Than I am walking on the street with a friend, I tell her I am getting tired from the dream and that she is getting blurry. There is also a car passing by making the awfullest noise, I shout that it should stop but it doesn’t.

I decide to wake up and I do.

23 April 2012

Just a fragment of two little girls who wanted to play outside but weren’t allowed by their parents because their clothes would wrinkle.