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    1. All Gun's A Blazing!

      by , 05-18-2012 at 09:17 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now sit back, and enjoy reading my dreams.


      Dream #1 Blaze.




      Im in my first home in my room reading something out a magazine. Out of nowhere i become semi lucid and start meditating in the center of my room. I dive out my body and now make a portal near my wall and dive thru it. I end up at some underground arena where there are women fighting eachother. I reach in my pocket and grab my hawk coin totem, and start rubbing it to stabilize the dream more. I flipping my coin in the air, and catching it when one hand. Im noticing that the one girl who is fighting is brutally hurting the other girl so bad, One guy had to break it up. The other girl was dragged off of the floor and treated immediately for any injuries that she had.

      The woman looked like the woman in the pic, she had long dark black hair and reminded me of Natalia in a way. She walked off to a locker room somewhere i suppose to change, i waited outside for her. She now comes out and i speak to her about her fight and tell her she did great. Her exact words were..

      "Ah, thats nothing. You should see me with a gun."

      (She starts reaching in her jacket for some cigarettes)

      "You smoke?"

      "Oh im sorry, i don't smoke anymore. I did'nt catch your name by the way?"

      "Its Blaze."

      "Nice name. Im Q, A.K.A. The Dreamprofessor with an E before the R.

      "Why that way?"

      "I don't know, i wanna be unique in a way. Why is your name Blaze?"

      "Im either blazing up a cigarette, or blazing a gun."

      "I see."

      We talk more, and i ask her if she would like to be my personal bodyguard. She accepts, and i wake up.


      Dream #2 Training potentials.
      Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:


      Im in some huge warehouse, and there is a gym, and a shooting range. I spot Natalia giving sparring lesson to a few potentials. I see Blaze hitting a punching bag and kicking it, and kneeing it, with a few knee strikes. She is wearing some short black and red shorts, barefoot with tape around her ankles, and wearing a black sports bra. She is grunting and getting more angry as she is hitting the bag. It starts to echoe thruout the entire warehouse, sounding like thunder. Everyone is now staring at her destroy the bag. I walk over to her and get a closer look at the bag. She has punched and kicked at the bag with so much force, it starts spilling sand out. But she continues grunting and striking at the bag until she finishes it off with a powerful kick, and it goes flying across the room and almost hitting a girl nearby. I suddenly dive thru a wall now back at my 1st home. I start meditating again, and dive out my body and decide to make another portal. I make another one near the same spot as last time and dive thru it.





      The Aquarium.



      I end up at some huge Aquarium, staring at the a tank. Someone from the warehouse is there with me. Its a guy, and i take it he is a potential student of mine. We are walking thru this labyrinth sized Aquarium, trying to find a way out. We eventually see some doors and exit the Aquarium.



      Labyrinth Stairs


      We are now walking down some spiral stairs, but ended up getting nowhere. I tell my partner no, we must go this way. We ended up getting frustrated and i tell him to fall backwards and meet me at the warehouse. We both fall backwards and end up at the warehouse.

      We meet with the others and talk for a bit, then i wake up.




      WILD - Dream #3 Beautiful But Deadly.


      Im walking with Blaze thru a huge corporate building. We are moving very stealth like, and hiding behind desks, and against the wall from these guards. Blaze sees a guard coming near where we are. She jumps from under the desk, and jumps on top of the guard and starts putting him in a chokehold until the guy passes out. We are now walking near another area, i hide behind a wall a notice a guard coming and grab him when he gets near my corner and headbutt him and start kneeing him in the stomach and elbow him in the face. He falls to the ground and me and Blaze make our next move.

      We peep around a corner to notice a guard guarding a door. Blaze pulls out her silencer and aims it at the guys head, and he falls to the ground. We make our way to this door that says...

      "FOR PERSONAL ONLY."

      We start creeping in the door very silently, hearing machines and generators. We start walking thru the factory hall and looking around us at the same time.

      Natalia calls me on my celphone and asks me how things are going, i tell her that we should be near the door right now. Some men spot me and Blaze, and we start running towards the door. We enter the door and Blaze locks it, and im looking in different cabinets searching for a file. Blaze tells me to check the bottom drawer. I open it up to find a top secret file.


      I become lucid right here and take the file and tell Blaze open the door. She nods and opens up the door. The men are pointing guns at us and asking us to get out of the room one man tells me to drop the file. I look at Blaze, and everything moves in slow motion. I drop the file and pull out two guns and start shooting at the men. Blaze starts taking out her guns and shooting at the men too. We hear alarms going off and i pick up the file, and me and Blaze start running exiting the factory building she tells me we should split up and meet back at the hideout. I nod and tell her be careful, she tells me to be careful too.

      Dogs are chasing me and im shooting at the dogs running and decide to dive thru a nearby bush. The bush brings me back to my 1st home where i still have the file i set it underneath my pillow on my bed, and fall backwards and wake up.

      Updated 05-19-2012 at 05:07 AM by 54142

      Categories
      lucid , memorable
    2. A Night of goodies, and horror

      by , 05-15-2012 at 01:33 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


      Dream #1 Club Rumba.







      Spoiler for Theme of the dream:


      Its nighttime and im walking down a sidewalk with Natalia. She is wearing a outfit just like the one in the picture. We enter this nightclub, with the music playing from the spoiler bar. There are people dancing, drinking and having a good time. Me and Natalia are carrying briefcases and walk past people dancing and socializing in this crowded nightclub. We walk up these stairs and walk down this hall to find a door in the back, guarded by a beautiful latin woman. She ask us who are we here to see, Natalia tells her the mans name we are here to see. We walk in to find this latin guy who looks like Cheech Marin. He was drinking some liquor in a small glass, dancing with 4 beautiful women in short skirts.

      (Cheech Marin looking guy talking)

      "Hey...welcome to Club Rumba! Natalia how bout a drink babe?"

      (Natalia talking)

      "Sure, i'll have whatever you're having."

      We are now sitting down on the couch, and the guy escorts the ladies out so we can talk business. Natalia sets the briefcase on the glass table and the man hands Natalia her drink and asks me if i wanted one too. I tell him sure, (Even though i don't drink anymore in wl) Natalia asks the man for some important documents. He hands them to Natalia and she starts looking thru everything and hands it to me. (My memory is foggy about what was in there) I hold on to it and the man says that he has some goodies for us. He shows us this back room full of guns, herbs, drugs, and files. Natalia picks up some colorful pills and puts them down in this ziplock bag and gives it to me.

      She grabs a few of the guns the man has in a cabinet as well. We walk back in the room and get ready to leave the man tells Natalia to come by more often to see him and Natalia says..

      (Natalia talking)

      "As long as you keep this supply coming in, im your number one customer."

      (Cheech Marin looking guy talking)

      "Hey...thats my girl!"

      (He starts dancing again)

      (Natalia shakes her head)

      (Me)

      We leave the room and head back downstairs to the lower area of the nightclub. A woman runs past and snatches Natalia's ziplock bag of pills. Natalia runs after her, grabs the woman by her hair and pulls her down to the ground. Natalia is punching her in the face to a bloody pulp, and gets up and starts stomping her face to a bloody pulp. A big bouncer comes over and pulls Natalia off of the poor woman. Natalia jerks her arm from the man and tells him to get the fuck off of her. She grabs her ziplock bag from off of the floor and says..

      (Natalia talking)

      "Next time you ever try some foolish shit like that again, your dead!"

      (Natalia spits on her)

      And we leave the club.


      Dream #2 Smiling faces tell lies.





      Spoiler for Theme of the dream:


      Im sitting down on a chair outside reading the newspaper. It is sunny outside, and it is awful quiet i hear some rustling in some bushes near me an look over to see IT the clown!



      (IT talking)

      "Hey, i want to share some vital information with you."

      "Yea? What is it?"

      "Their all out to get ya."

      "Who is?"

      He starts looking around and taking his hands and cupping them around his mouth whispering to me.

      "Everybody. I would especially keep an eye out for that big boy on his way to your house right now. If i were you, i chop him up into itty bitty pieces and make an example out of him."

      I start thinking long and hard about everything he is telling me. I look at him and say...

      "Why are you telling me this anyway? Should'nt i be worried about you too? I mean..you did say everybody is out to get me. Should'nt that include you too?"

      "Of course not buddy ol pal. Im a friend of yours. Why...you can trust me!"

      "Hmm, if you say so."

      He tells me that he will come back to me after i finish the job or something like that. A heavy set black dude walks over to my house and starts asking me if i wanted to play the game with him i tell him sure. We walk into my house and sit down on the couch and start playing King Of Fighters 13 on the PS3. after about a few mins, i tell him that i have to go use the restroom real quick. I go in the bathroom and stare into the mirror. I become lucid and start thinking about what IT the clown. I begin wondering if what he said was all part of some sort of sick twisted game. I look into the mirror and dive thru it and end up somewhere in a sewer underground.


      WILD - Dream #3 Zombie filled underground.





      Im now underground in some underground tunnel someplace. There are two parts of the tunnels (Like the pic) I am looking at. I decide to walk towards the one on the left. I open up the narrow door, and find a bunch of creepy looking zombies. I start glowing gold and pounding away at them with my fist. I defeat a army of them, and make my thru another door.


      Final dream: Clowns last party.






      I now enter a creepy looking room...




      To find IT the clown eating some cereal watching porn on t.v I interupt him by saying..

      "Enjoying that soggy ass cereal clown?"

      (IT the clown talking)

      "What? Fruity Pebbles taste good when its soggy!"



      "Whatever man. Look you ready to die?"

      "Sure sure sure. Hang on one sec...let me just finish this last bowl."

      I kick the bowl of cereal out of his hands and grab him by the collar and throw him across the room.

      "Im sick of playing around clown!"

      He runs to another area of this spooky looking house hiding in the shadows laughing and creeping out only to say..



      "Peeka booo, i seeee youuuuu. (Laughs like a maniac)

      He keeps creeping in and out the shadows laughing and saying peeka boo the whole time. I grow impatient punching walls and growling.

      "Ugh...come out you damn coward!"



      "Naa naa na naa na..you will never get meeee."

      (He laughs like goofy)

      I feel the dream closing in on me and him say..

      "Farewell...until we meet again."

      I pound the floor, and woke up pounding my pillow! Lol

      Updated 05-15-2012 at 08:19 AM by 54142

      Categories
      lucid , nightmare , memorable
    3. Making decisions.

      by , 05-12-2012 at 04:49 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


      Dream #1 . Fighting some creatures in a department store.

      Im in store fighting off a bunch of weird looking creatures with a sword. There is this girl with me fighting them off too. She looked a bit like Zooey Deschanel. She kept saying things like..

      "I GOT YOUR BACK BABY, I GOT YOUR BACK!"

      Im slashing em with this sword in my hands and running thru this huge department store.
      I run thru clothes racks and trying to find other useful items, i managed to find a huge spear gun and some guns. I feel the dream closing in on me, and try remembering everything around me.

      WILD - Dream #2 Losing a partner.

      I am now in another part of the deparment store, and notice that the Zooey Deschanel looking chic, has been injured. She is laying on the floor coughing up blood and trying to talk to me. She mentions that she can feel her life coming to an end, and that i shold be on my way. She also mentions to me to go on without her, and to leave her.

      "No, we stick together alright? Thats what partners do."

      "No no..(coughing up more blood) just go. I'll be fine...i enjoyed fighting by your side, its an honor to die this way."

      I begin tearing up, holding her bloody body in my arms as i am kneeled by her on the ground. She starts to reach her hands towards my face and tells me, that seeing my face before she dies is a dream come true. She tries to say something else, but dies in my arms. I take my hands and close her eyes, and start tearing up a bit more. The dream fades and i wake up.


      4:30 - 4:40 am. Did plenty of subconscious training and went back to bed.


      Dream #3 Best Friends.

      Im with one of my childhood friends, and we are running thru this grassy field talking about what life is gonna be like for us when we get older.


      Dream #4 A price on my friends head.

      Im talking with some men in some suits about some guy that they want me to take out. I have a photo in my hand and it looks like my childhood friend. The men mention to me that he has been taking them for granted, and if i don't take him out, then they will do it.
      Im thinking things over trying to figure out the best way to go about doing this.

      Dream #5 Advice from Natalia.


      Im in a hotel with Natalia and she is explaining to me about the best way to take my friend out. I tell her that me and him grew up together and that i can't do that. She says..

      "But you have not seen him in years, and now all of a sudden he decides to show up? Sounds a bit suspicious to me."

      I ponder on this thought, and try to think of logical ways this can be done.


      Dream #6 Checkmate.


      Im playing this one older white guy in chess at a park and its nighttime. I ended up winning and the man looked at me and smiled.


      Dream #7 You have a price on your head.


      Im in a university and im putting leather gloves on my hands walking down this hallway wearing a black leather jacket with dark shades on and black boots, with dark black pants and my hair in a ponytail. I spot my friend standing by his locker. I walk up to him and he starts saying things like..

      "Rememeber when we were little, and we use to ride our bikes down by the witch lady's house? Man she use to say she was gonna curse us if we ever rode past again! Lol i remember you told her to suck your dick! Lol And she started chasing us. Good times buddy."

      (Me)


      "What? Whats wrong?"

      "Ah, nothing. Just got something in my eyes man thats all."

      "Oh ok. So whats up? Why you dressed in all black man?"

      I just could'nt bring myself to kill this dude. So i decided to give him some money (A couple of hundred grand) and told him to pack up and leave town. I mention to him, that there is a price on his head, and that his life is in danger.


      9:30 - 9:45 am Did plenty of reality checks with my totem and went back to bed.


      Final dream: Spotted by my stalker.






      Im talking with three beautiful exotic looking babes about totems and lucid dreams. There are four girls chatting with eachother about something nearby. I can sense that someone is about to come loking for me so i tell the girls i have to take care of something. I noticed out the corner of my eye that its one of my crazy former stalkers.

      "Great."

      I tell her that this is my dream, and that should she find something better to do with her time then bother me. She says..

      "I just wanted to show you my new tattoo of you on my arm."

      (Me)


      "Why the fuck would you that uh? We are'nt together anymore get that thru your head WOMAN!"

      "But i love you!"

      I start running from her trying to ignore her.

      "You can run, but i will always find you my love!"

      I find a abandoned building and shapeshift into a black cat. She walks in looking for me but just notices the black cat. I look at her and run off thru the building creeping in the shadows. I make my way thru a creak in the side of the house, and project back as myself running to a nearby store.

      I find a girl nearby and take her by the hand to try and have sex with her but the dream fades and i wake up. Damn...all that time wasted! Stupid stalker!


      I am very very happy with my results. It defintely made up for what i got yesterday! Im going to keep my subconscious mind wired, so that i can keep my recall looking like this.
    4. Pushing the limits in my dreams.

      by , 05-09-2012 at 10:11 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


      I drink 3 cups of Good Earth Tea for sleep last night. I certainly recommend this tea to anyone out there, who wants great recall and vivid dreams. It has Valerian root as the main ingredient, and Valerian root is a very powerful supplement that can certainly aid in a very restful sleep, and has a very relaxing feel to it when you drink it. It has a very minty taste to it, and i drink it every other night to help me re enter dreams, or to look for specific people. Anyway, i am not yet familier with how to post pictures on my entries yet..soo once again the name of the tea is..

      Good Earth Tea For Sleep.


      Now...for the good stuff.


      Dream #1 What makes a dream seem real?

      Im walking down a alley, its daytime and the area looks almost European in a way. I notice two Catholic Nuns walking to a nearby church. I don't follow them, but i notice a house that seems familiar to me. I walk in and notice a White lady with red hair who looks to be in her mid 30's. She is in the kitchen putting something in the oven. I ask her..

      "What makes a dream seem real. The people you interact with? Or the places of the dream..hm?

      "Well how about i show you?"

      I nod my head rubbing my totem. She takes me to a downstairs basement, the stairs are spiral shaped, and she is talking to me about how she brings people here often, to conduct experiments herself.

      "How long have you been studying dreams?"

      "Every since i was a teenager. I wanted to be a teacher, but just don't like waking up some mornings."

      "You could try teaching night classes?"

      "I've thought about it, but i always procrastinate things."

      "I see."

      She shows me these different jars of herbs and sleep sedations and different books. I mention to her about wanting to be able to navigate my dreams more proficently, and be able to share more dreams with people. She says to me..

      "Certainly, you seem like a very skilled an experienced dreamer. Why on earth, would you possibly need my help?"

      "Truth is, i don't possess all the skills needed to be considered the best. Why sure, i have knowledge of the dreams, the dream characters and so forth. But i want to be able to go further and beyond the dream it self. So, are you gonna teach me? Or do i have to go somewhere else and learn?"

      She gives me a look and agrees. Im now seated in a chair, she hands me a glass of water, and a gold pill, and tells me to count to 10 after i take it. I take the gold pill and drink the water, and fall asleep in the chair. I hear a robin singing outside and feel my eyes getting heavy, i close them and begin counting.

      1....2....3....4....5....6....7....8....9....10


      Dream #2 Samina shows me her new friend.


      I awake in some chair at a house with a bunch of little kids playing board games. I see little boys and little girls all laughing and playing with one another. I spot Samina outside playing tag with another little girl.

      "Hi Samina."

      (Samina talking)

      "Dreamprofesser!"

      She runs up to me and gives me a hug.

      "How ya been?"

      "Good. I want you to meet my new friend, she came all the way from Egypt."

      "Wow! all the way from Egypt huh? Well its nice to meet you uh...

      (Samina's friend talking)

      "Cleo. Its short for Cleopatra."

      Ah, Cleo. Thats a pretty name for such a pretty princess."

      (Cleo talking)

      "Thank you."

      I sit down on this chair, and watch as Samina and Cleo tag play with eachother. It is evening time, and its a bit windy in this backyard. I begin thinking about my childhood when i was little, such a simple time it was. I hear my Edith Piaf music goin off in the background and i wake up.


      5:25 - 5:45 AM. I did plenty of subconscious training and fell back asleep.


      Dream #3 Smooth escape from some goons.


      Im running down a back alley wearing my usual attire. (Like the one im wearing in my profile pic) Im jumping over fences and shooting at some men in suits chasing me. I go thru this side of a building and begin running thru a night club and try looking for a bathroom. I find the mens bathroom, and look in the mirror and shapeshift into a white male who is in a Chef uniform.

      The men come looking in the bathroom and im washing my hands and they are looking around.

      "Whats the matter? You guys uh..looking for someone?"

      (One of the men talking)

      "Its none of your business. Now why don't you go cook or something and make yourself useful!"

      I hold both of my hands up and say..

      "Whoa whoa easy there buddy. Take it easy ok?"
      I walk out of the bathroom looking around the club and find a backdoor exit and shapeshift back into my regular self. and start walking down the dark street whistling with one hand in my pocket and the other one flipping my coin.


      Dream #4 A night ruined by Natalia.







      Im in a bed making out with this beautiful woman who looks like shes either french or some other European background.

      Spoiler for Strong Sexual Content:


      I hear a knock at the door. I get up to answer it, Its Natalia.

      "Getting your dick wet huh? C'mon get dress, we gotta go see about that business i was telling you about the other night."

      "Aw, c'mon not tonight can it wait?"

      "Noo. Now get dress, c'mon chop chop!" (She claps her hands)

      I get dressed, and kiss the woman and she waves at me and i head out the door.


      The way Natalia deals with things.


      Im standing by a door in some mans house, watching Natalia smack around some heavy set half ass naked white dude. He is on the ground on his back shaking his head, holding his arm out extended to Natalia saying..

      (Man talking)

      "I...i...i told you i did'nt see anything! Please im sorry, i got a family here!"

      (Natalia talking)

      "SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!"

      Starts hitting him with a leather belt and the man is screaming in pain and has welts all over him.

      (Natalia talking)

      "Turn around."

      (Man talking)

      "Please im sorry. I told you don't know anything please please please!!!"

      (Natalia talking)

      "Turn...the Fuck...AROUND!"

      (Man talking)

      (Crying and pleading)

      "No no no, please please please!!!"

      (Natalia talking)

      "Oh you think im fucking playing!? I said turn your ass around goddammit!"

      WARNING!!!
      The Following Details Contain Extremely Graphic Nature, and Strong Acts Of Violence.
      Parental Discretion is Advised.
      Spoiler for Disturbing details of punishment:


      I shake my head. And she hands me a a huge folder with pictures of different people in it, and tells me to take it with me. I nod my head and feel the dream closing in on me..and i wake up.

      Updated 05-09-2012 at 11:47 PM by 54142

      Categories
      memorable , side notes , lucid , false awakening
    5. The way i operate, The water fountain, and talking with my female subconscious self.

      by , 05-08-2012 at 10:18 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Now, you know what to do.


      Notes: I drink 2 cups of Good Earth Tea For Sleep before bed last night. I listened to some very calm and slow and relaxing songs while preparing my subconscious to give me the kinds of dreams that i want. So here is what my subconscious gave me.


      Dream #1 New York City.

      Im with 3 guys, (one Black one Latino and the other Italian) We are somewhere what looks like New York city. Its day time and its raining, we are in a car talking about some ways of getting information from this guy making big money. We start going over plans of how to set him up and get all his money or something like that. Dream switches

      Dream #2 How I do Business.

      Im in a pool hall talking with a bunch of latino guys about arranging a deal with one of my men. One of the men agrees and we shake hands and play pool.


      Natalia.

      Im in a hotel room with Natalia. She is wearing her typical mafioso suit, with her hair in a ponytail, and wearing her black high heels, smoking her cigarette. It is night time, and we are in a bedroom and shes in a chair telling me to try and figure out what the guy likes in women, and use that to our advantage. Im sitting on the side of the bed thinking this out.


      Mirror Subconscious Training.


      Im in a bathroom rubbing my hawk coin totem staring in the mirror thinking of a form i am goin to project as for the mission.


      Natalia the Bo$$.


      Im walking with Natalia down a sidewalk holding a briefcase. Its daytime and a little overcast and cloudy out. Im projected as what i believe to be a Italian woman. Im wearing dark shades, a gray and black striped suit, my hair is in a bun, and im wearing dark black high heels, I look like Carla Gugino. Me and Natalia enter this building, It looks like some corporate building. We start walking up these stairs and head down a long hallway looking for some guy.

      We enter a room to find this Italian guy sitting in his chair looking at something on his computer.

      (Italian guy talking)

      "Natalia, its been a long time sweetheart how ya been huh?"

      (Natalia)

      "Been doing good. This here is my partner, don't bother asking for her name, she has many."

      (Italian guy talking)

      "Oh, i see. Well have a seat ladies."

      (Italian guy talking)

      "So uh..what can i do for ya?"

      (Natalia talking)

      "Show em whats in the briefcase."

      I stand up and set the briefcase on the desk, to show him a briefcase full of money. Natalia ask him if he can gives us the goods, because we have a big operation on our hands.
      He leads us to another door, that leads down to a basement. We see a rack full of different guns. we take a few of them and start heading out. Dream switches


      Dream #3 The Way I Operate.

      Im in what looks like a club and im projected as myself sitting at the table with my henchmen. Im explaining to them about how we can build our empire with the right heads. And that we need to keep our noses and our asses clean. (Don't know what i meant by that lol)

      We are joking and just conversating, and the dream fades.


      5:30 - 5:50 am. I listened to a few of my slow songs, and did plenty of subconscious training.


      Dream #4 The water fountain, and talking with my female subconscious self.

      Im in Casino playing at the slot machines and decide to head outside to get some fresh air.

      I notice this one girl who was standing near a huge water fountain Throwing coins in the water.








      She looked mixed with black and latin or possibly black and indian or i could be possibly waaay off! Lol, But she looked beautiful. She was a light complexioned, and wearing a long white and pink dress with some black strappy sandals with pink toenail polish. I walked over to her rubbing my hawk coin.

      I stand beside her and i stare at the clear water with all silver coins in the fountain.

      (Young lady talking)

      "Mmm. I love the water, its so calm and relaxing just to stand near it."

      "Yes, it is."

      I look at her, watching her take her hand and glide it across the side of her face moving the hair out of her pretty face.

      "Are'nt you gonna throw your coin in there too? Lol, Or you just gonna stand there rubbing it?"

      "Hah, na. My mom gave me this coin years ago. I keep it more as a sacred item you know?"

      "Oooh. Well thats nice. So is your mom still around?"

      "Oh yea. She is alive and well and in good health."

      I ask her why is she out here alone. She mentions that she just came out of a bad relationship, and she just wants to clear her mind of any negativity. We talk for what seemed like hours about family, and friendships and all the good stuff.

      "Are you in a relationship?"

      Oh no. I been single for 3 years now."

      "Wow. 3 years? Your a handsome guy though, why are you still single?"

      "Im waiting for the right Woman this time. Don't want to make another mistake."

      She nods and tells me that sometimes our company is the best when we our left alone with only our thoughts. We stand near the calm water fountain just looking at eachother smiling. I ask her if she would like one of my totems.

      I dig in my pocket to find my 2nd coin and give it to her. She thanks me, and we start talking some more by the water. The dream fades and i wake up.


      Note: Im beginning to notice that, im becoming in tune with various parts of my subconscious mind. The first dream im clearly able to maintain control of my DCs and my environment. Even though not lucid. My dream had a little bit of everything in it, even though i was not lucid. I still think i am able to become lucid by listening to certain songs. I may have to experiment with various songs tonight to see what i can cue in or trigger lucidity at. Overall, im very happy with my recall, and the theme of my different dreams.

    6. A Being of Light, Me and Mila Kunis, Me and Natalia take a night out.

      by , 05-07-2012 at 10:37 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Now enjoy my dreams.


      Wishes, do they ever come true?





      Dream #1 A being of Light.

      Im in some room looking up outside the window. It is a full moon, and i am talking out aloud about searching for my Twin flame my other half. I begin getting emotional, telling my other half to please appear to me and enter my life soon. I wipe the tears away from my eyes, and walk outside. I look up and notice that there are hearts in the clouds, with the moon turning into a glowing purple colour. I stare in to the moon, and feel myself being filled with some type of loving calmness energy. I begin floating in the air and letting whatever takes me take everything of me.

      I sense a being of light, it is a female. She is beyond beautiful, I will try my best to describe her. Her eyes were like a million diamonds illuminating in the moonlight, Her hair was long brunette, and blowing in the wind. Her face was like the most beautiful and most precious of any newborn. She a had glowing bright white and purple light illuminating from her naked body. I was at awe with her beauty. Why, she was simply beyond words. Im now in what looks like an Infinite temple place. There are books and rooms with gold lights everywhere. There are animal stautues of wolves, birds, and different Deitys. and it had a very heavenly feeling to it. Everything feels familiar to me, Almost like this is my home in a way. She shows me a glimpse of what love looks like.

      "You are a compassinate and loving person. Do not dwell on the past so much. But move on and become an inspiration, and let your light shine, to make a new path for others."

      She then walked up to me and gave me the most powerful hug i have ever felt! It was not a suffocating hug, but a hug that can heal the most violent and destructive beasts and human beings. I begin tearing up from my eyes and telling her that i love her. And hearing her say she loves me too.

      I am now awaken in my bed with the most vibrant love of energy i have ever felt from a dream.


      3:20 - 3:45 am. Did plenty of reality checks with my totem. And did a little bit of subconscious training.

      Notes: Wanted to also try something different over the next couple of nights. Im listening to certain songs like music with love, to see if i am able to get more intimate moments in dreams. I set my alarm to a specific time to go off while i am asleep. I also assigned a certain ringtone to it to see how it will affect the mood of the dream. I keep the volume at a medium volume, and set it across the room to see if i can cue in on it. If it will make me lucid, or pull me out of the dream.


      Dream #2 Me and Mila Kunis.


      Im in a supermarket and i notice Mila Kunis is working there at the register. I walk up to her and she says..

      "Hey babe! Im almost done ok?"

      "Mkay, take ya time."

      She is looking good. Her hair is down, and she is wearing a green supermarket t shirt, with some beige pants, and black flats on. Im standing by some magazines and start reading thru one of them. (I think it was about good health or something like that)

      (Mila Kunis) "K, im ready babe."

      She pinches me on my butt and starts tongue kissing me. I put my arms around her, and we stare into eachothers eyes.

      "You know what im in the mood for?"

      "What sex?"

      (She hits me on my chest lightly)

      "Hah, noo. Ice cream!"

      (Me) "Oh."

      "Maybe later tonight ok?"

      We are now walking and holding hands. it is day time out, and we go to the ice cream parlor to get some ice cream. I hear a very mellow song from a oldies classic that sounds like its coming from in the background. (must be my alarm goin off on my cellphone)

      Spoiler for Lovers Music:


      Mila Kunis starts taking her ice cream cone and licking it very slowly.

      "Girl you better quit licking that ice cream like that for you get yourself in trouble."

      "Hah, what are you gonna do hm?"

      "You'll see, keep on."

      She starts doin it again, and i shake my head. She starts laughing, and ask if i wanted to lick it. I laughed and said..

      "Lick what? Yo ice cream?

      Oh see, now you tryna tempt me."

      She laughs again and takes the ice cream and puts it right in my face licking her fingers.

      "Hah, nice look Q!"

      I wipe my face with a napkin and tell her shes gonna get it. Im chasing her thru a grassy field where we roll around kissing and playing with one another. She is laying on her back and im on top of her. We both are fully clothed just a little bit of kissing and staring into eachothers eyes. We get up holding hands and start walking some more.

      The area where we are walking, is now in some sort of garden almost. There are rose bushes and colorful birds flying around. I take a rose and give it to Mila Kunis. She smiles at me and kisses me. I reach in my pocket and pull out my maroon colour maroon moonstone totem and say to her..

      "I want you to keep this. This token, will be a reminder of my love for you, and it means that i will always return to you ok?"

      (She tears up a bit wiping her eyes)

      She nods,
      And we hug tightly and i can feel the dream closing in on me and i wake up.


      5:15 - 5:35 Am. Did plenty of subconscious training.

      Dream #3 Natalia and me take a night out.

      Me and Natalia are in a fancy hotel walking downstairs to a lobby it looks night time outside. Natalia is wearing a very lovely dress, it is Red, and she has her hair in a ponytail, and wearing black strappy high heels.

      (Me)

      "Just relax ok?" It will get taken care of.

      "No Q, im fucking tired of relaxing! Shit...it seems like when i do try and relax, something always happens!"

      We are now in a limosine on our way to meet with some people. Im wearing a black and white suit, with my hair in a long braided pontail, looking at my reflection in the mirror in the limo.

      (Natalia talking)

      "You look good ok."

      "I should've worn my other suit."

      We get out the limo and enter this very fancy looking restaurant. There is classical music playing and me and Natalia have a seat. Some italian men sit down at the table to have dinner with us. They are explaining to us about some men ruining their business or something like that. Me and Natalia take a good long hard look at the pictures.

      I only remember frags here. Something about me and Natalia being in a hotel setting up cameras, and hot wiring a car.


      Notes: Im not sure if in my 1st dream if that was my Twin flame or not. But the energy that she carried certainly felt strong. I am most happy with all the dreams that i got. I think i may try and stick with what im doin so far to see how this will affect my dreams over the next few nights.
    7. Fly far away crow, Pain is pleasure, And Samina's next lesson.

      by , 05-02-2012 at 11:12 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dream person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Now grab you a snack, and enjoy reading my dreams.


      Dream #1 Fly far away crow.

      Im in a spanish neighborhood fighting with some latin dudes about something. One of my old homies from Cali was with me and he told me in spanish to fly away and go someplace safe. I looked at him and told him, Gracias compadre. (Thank you partner)
      "Go go, just fly far away from here i got your back homes"
      I begin running and felt myself shapeshift into my crow form. I started cawing and flying thru the air, looking for a place to land. I find a nearby fruitstand abandoned, i see a latin man walk away from the fruitstand. I hop up onto the Papaya fruits, take my beak and peck away at the Papayas. I hear the man coming back out and try and get one last peck at the juicy nector of the fruit.
      "Hey you pesky crow get outta here!"
      He takes a broom and try swatting at me. He misses me, and i laugh at him cawing and flying up to his roof. He stands there just looking at me.
      i glance back at the man cawing at him.





      Notes: This was the closest song i could find to the music of this next scene of the dream.

      I decide to fly off into a store, the doors were left open and there was some salsa music playing. I walk in casually pacing back and forth nodding my head and cawing to the music. A latin woman was laughing at me saying something in spanish i believe it was..(Look at that dancing crow) A man who i believed owned the store got up and tried throwing his shoe at me. He missed, and i cawed at him continuing to dance to this salsa music. Lol, The lady kept laughing and saying something in spanish about me dancing to the salsa music. Finally the latin man gets up with one shoe on and the other off, and picks up a stick, and started walking towards me. I begin running and hopping away with my little bird legs and cawing.

      I flew atop a aisle of can goods, just taking my beak and pecking at the cans as they fell off the shelves. Salsa music still playing im nodding my head and cawing the entire time.
      The man tries stepping over the can goods, but i fly over to another aisle and begin pecking at more cans as they roll over in his direction. The man tries hopping over the cans but slips in some juice that managed to spill from my mischievious pecks st the cans. The woman literally falls out her chair laughing at what just happened. Meanwhile i fly out of the store cawing looking to create more havoc.

      I fly over to some urban community, and some nearby kids thought that it would be funny to start throwing rocks and shit at me. I get hit by one of the rocks, as i did not see it coming..and fly off into a nearby tree. Injured a bit, i rest and wake up from that dream.


      4:45 - 4:55 am. Did subconscious training. And plenty of reality checks with my totem.


      Dream #2 Pain is pleasure.

      Im in the kitchen at my auntie L's house fixing me some snacks. It was a family gathering and everyone was dancing and having a good time. My aunt L wanted me to dance and i told her amybe in a bit, im about to eat. I noticed a older black dude slipping something into one of my cousins drink. I look at him with a fierce cold spine chilling look of stone.
      "What the fuck do you think you are doing"!? "Kill that damn music!" The music stops.
      I walk up to the man. "I asked you a question, what the fuck are you doing!?"
      "Oh was uh..uh..just playing."
      "Do i look fucking stupid or somethin to you!? Wha..what you tryna be a comedian or something?"


      WARNING!!!
      THE FOLLOWING DETAILS MAY BE EXTREMELY GRAPHIC IN NATURE, AND CONTAINS AN EXTREMELY HIGH DEGREE AMOUNT OF VIOLENCE, AND MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN. PARENTAL DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

      Spoiler for Very Violent Nature:



      That was enough to wake me up.


      7:25 - 7:35 am. Subconscious training.


      Final dream: Samina"s next lesson.

      Im at my 2nd home in the basement looking thru my dream records. I hear my doorbell ring, i walk upstairs and answer the door.
      "Hi Dreamprofesser."
      "Well hello Samina, how are you doing today"?
      "Good. Um, i just thought i come over today so you can teach me some more new abilties."
      "Sure, sure come in sweetheart."
      She sets her hello kitty bookbag on the couch in the living room, and we walk downstairs to the basement. Samina is wearing a long sleeve black and white Looney tunes shirt, with some black pants, and black and white converse sneakers. Her hair is curly and in a long ponytail. We get downstairs in the basement and i ask her how is her mom doing.
      "She's doing good, just resting up a bit".

      "Good. Well ready to get started on your next lesson?"
      "YAY!"
      She is sitting down on a little stool holding both her arms up smiling.
      "Great let me grab your records and start seeing your next lesson."
      "Okey dokey, looks like shapeshifting and your usage of totems is next Samina."
      "YES!!!!"
      She takes her little fist and pumps it into the air. I walk over to my desk and grab her some totems from dresser drawer. I pull out marbles, Jacks, dices, chess pieces, a toy dolphin and a few other items.
      "K, which one of these do you want to choose for your next totem?"
      "Mmm i want that clear marble with the stars in it."
      "Excellent choice Samina."
      She nods and i place it in her hand. I head back to my desk and have a seat.
      "Ok Samina, whenever your ready."
      She nods. She takes her fingers and draws a mirror in the air, i observe and staring. She now makes a huge square shaped mirror and looks at herself in the mirror. She talks to the mirror telling the mirror she wants to become a grown up version of herself. I look and nod my head, she now tells the mirror she wants to become Dreamprofesser.


      She now transforms into me wearing my suit attire. She even has my deep base voice! She says..

      Spoiler for Dreamprofesser's secret fetish:



      "Mkay thats not funny Samina, turn into someone else."
      She laughs, and turns into Wonder woman and starts flexing in the mirror.
      "Very good Samina, very good."
      She transforms back into herself and i clap my hands and start grading her.
      "You did very good Samina, im really proud of you."
      "Thank you Dreamprofesser. I want to be as good as you!"
      "Aww thank you Samina, that means alot to me." I hug her and tell her that she is really advancing and that she is a very smart little girl. I grade her in my dream records and walk her upstairs and tell her to come see me again soon when she wants to learn something else. She hugs me and i let her out the door. The dream fades and i wake up.


      Notes: Im happy that my recall is finally back! I hope that i can become more lucid like this often to continue sharing dreams with others here on DV.

      My DC Samina has been a recurring character. She looks to be 7 or 9 and looks arab or possibly indian. She is a very intelligent DC, and i obviously want to train her for various reasons.

      Im hoping she can make it more easier for me to navigate thru dreams faster, and help me to seach for different people. =D
    8. Eggs in the baby cart, Body bags, and more Madness.

      by , 04-25-2012 at 08:15 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dream person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Enjoy as always.

      Dream #1 an Eggcellent choice.

      Im in a crowded store about to buy some chips. And i notice that there is this one Black girl with a stroller with a giant egg inside. I did'nt question it, but right here i begin questioning something. This woman walks in with a huge television set on top of her head, she says its her new hat. (Seriously subconsious WTF!?) I reach in my pocket and start rubbing my totem, and walk out of the storeand enter another store. Im looking for some sort of juice and can't seem to decide waht kind of juice to get. (Dream fades)

      Dream #2 Drop the body off here.

      Im riding with Natalia in some hippy van. There is a dead body in the trunk, and me and Natalia are yelling at eachother about who should dump the body. She tells me..
      "You should do it, because you are the MAN!"
      "Oh so now i have to get my hands dirty?" Uh-uh..FUCK THAT!
      "AW..DON'T BE SUCH A PUSSY!" You done this plenty of times!
      "Thats not the point NATALIA!" Im fucking tired of it though alright!?
      "AW..FINE WE WILL BOTH DO IT!"
      We get to a lake, and me and Natalia pull the body bag out of the trunk, and drag it across the dirt road. Its night time and it is a full moon, i look up at the moon.
      "Stop fucking day dreaming, and help me carry this corpse!"
      "ALRIGHT damn..stop yelling at me!"

      We get to this bridge, and pick up the body bag and dump it in the lake. Me and Natalia look down at the lake then look at eachother. (dream fades)

      Dream #3 Hitting Awareness at Dennys.

      Im with a group of people sitting around a table at Dennys eating some food. I think i was eating some Nacho's, And Natalia was with me drinking some pop. (Soda but i call it pop)
      These men walk in they look like some Mafioso guys, and Natalia looks over at them and looks at me and says..
      "Hey, those men ova there look suspicious." Maybe we should follow them after they leave from here.
      "Mmkay ima go run to the bathroom real quik." I walk into the restroom and look at myself in the mirror, I become lucid and put my game face on. Now wearing my usual suit attire i walk out and have a seat back at the table. "Alright how do you want to do this?"
      "Whats with that look in your eye tiger?" You finally aware?
      "Yea, just needed to have a look at myself in the mirror thats all."
      "Lol, for a man you sure do spend alot of time in the mirror looking at yourself."
      "Whats wrong with that?"
      "Lol nothing tiger."

      Final dream High tail the car.

      Me and Natalia are in the car high tailing those suspicious men in their car. She is explaining to me, that we should follow them to their hideout. Natalia cruises so we don't look too suspicious, And i reach in the back seat to grab a shotgun. (Natalia calls her Lola)
      We watch as the men pull up to this Huge building (almost like a warehouse) And we sit in the car and wait. Its night time and i can barely see anything. Natalia explains to me to write down the name on the building. (I forget the name) But a street light post was shining a little light on these numbers...i remember seeing 40815.
      Dream fades and i wake up.

      Updated 05-08-2012 at 01:47 AM by 54142

      Categories
      lucid , memorable , side notes
    9. Our little thing, her love for guns, and finding Sinoblak again.

      by , 04-19-2012 at 07:35 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dream person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Now sit back and enjoy.

      Dream #1 This little thing of ours.

      Im in a room (possibly one of my dream homes i built) talking to Natalia about our status.
      So we just gonna keep yelling at eachother for nothing?
      "Nobody told you to do it, you did it YOURSELF"!
      Forget it, just forget it. (obviously she is upset about what i do not know)
      Where are we right now hm? HM?
      "What are you talking about"?
      I mean where do we stand? This little thing of ours?
      "I am who you want me to be".
      What i mean is how long we gonna keep doin this huh!? I mean its like we fight then we make up. What the fuck Natalia? I mean if something is bothering you just come right out and say it!
      "KISS MY ASS"!
      (She walks away from me) Alright fine, be that way then.

      Dream #2 She got herself a shotgun.




      Me and Natalia are driving down a highway in a marron coloured corvette. And that song shotgun is playing on the radio. She has a new shotgun she named it lola. She is dancing nodding her head to the music in her dark shades, and tapping the steering wheel.
      "I love this song". Always puts me in the mood to go shoot some shit up!
      Lmao. Whats with you and your love for guns Natalia hm? I always wondered that.
      "What can i say? Some girls love sugar and spice and everything nice, uh uh, not this girl."
      She likes a feel of the cold steel gripped between her palms, and the smell of gun powder always gets me wet".
      I see. (my mind drifts a bit here) We pull up to a apartment complex.

      So this is the place?
      "Mmhm. You got your pistol"?
      Yea. You got lola?
      "Oh yea, lets go take em out".

      The mansion.

      Its evening time, and the location seems to be somewhere by Miami somewhere. We walk up to this big mansion, and walk to the side of the house. Ducked down low, we creep thru the back of this mansion. We go seperate ways, and peek thru windows. There are a few men in suits joking in the house about something. I tap on the glass 4 times and duck, then run around the side of this mansion. A guy runs out to check to see whats going on. I notice Natalia creeps up behind the man and cracks his neck. (My memory gets foggy here) and the dream fades.

      Dream #3 trying to find Sinoblak again.

      I did a wild at 5:30 am. Im now in my current home looking in the mirror. I reach in my pocket to grab my hawk coin totem. I rub it, I build my awareness with it. Where am i right now? What did i just do a hour ago? I was asleep a hour ago. I GOT TO FIND SINOBLAK!!!
      I dive thru the mirror. I end up at some empty apartment. Was Sino here? I look around the apartment trying to find clues. I pick up books, and pieces of paper with notes written on them. I grow a bit impatient and set out to look for her. I exit the apartment, im not in America anymore, this place feels different yet somehow familar.

      I walk slowly down this empty street late at night. I notice a stray german sherpard wandering the streets as well. I whistle to him he walks up to me. Hey there boy, can you help me find a friend? I go back to the aparatment to find a bunch of cars there blocking the entrance. There are men standing around talking about something. I am now spotted by two of the men. "Hey you"! What the hell do you think your doing here!

      Not feeling like fighting or do i? hehehe The men run up to me, one the men swings at me i duck and jab at him in the face. Not wanting to use any special ability here, as i wanted to increase the intensity of the dream more. Another guy runs up to me and i counter his punches and crack his arm and headbutt him in the face. After they are laid out, I say now gotta finish finding Sinoblak. I walk thru doors opening doors searching for her. I look thru stores, food places, i go thru malls searching for her even calling for her.

      Finally i fall backwards and have a false awakening.

      Dream #4 Reading thru my files and records.

      Im in my 2nd home in my living room on the couch looking thru my files and records searching for something.
      (my doorbell rings) I go answer the door its a Asian dude asking me something about helping him find his sister cause she may be in danger. I tell him hang on give me a min.
      I put my files up in my room and arm myself with a pistol and head out the door.

      Dream #5 Not in my house.

      Me and this one black dude was talking about whos better on the court. Im playing him in basketball and just remember yelling out something like. "Yea thats what im talking about"! Not in my house! And i wake up.

      Final dream Time is running out.

      Running thru this house shooting at these men chasing me in suits. Im evading their bullets, and exit thru doors. I stare at my watch using my mental strength to slow down time. I dive thru this nearby mirror and up in a huge house. I hear a piano being played. I walk over to see this little girl playing this piano. She has very fair complexion, looks like she is 8 or 9 and has dark black hair and blue eyes. I ask her how did she learn to play piano.

      "Oh my friend taught me".
      Wow, she must be really good then. Listen can you help me find a friend? I show her a pic of Sinoblak?
      "Mmm i think shes out right now but she should be back soon". Have a seat.
      I sit on the couch listening to this child prodigy playing the piano. That music is so calm i say. I fall asleep.

      False awakening.

      Im in my bed and look around everything looks normal and feels normal but is it?
      I reach underneath m,y pillow to grab my totem and start reality checking.
      I knew it..SINO IM COMING!!! I dive thru the mirror and end up at some casino.
      I look around trying to search for Sinoblak. I walk around glancing at poker tables, slot machines, all while rubbing my hawk coin totem. I see a woman waiting by a bar, she looks like Sinoblak. I see her brunette hair as she flicks it drinking her drink, she is wearing a bergund dress and looks very elegant this evening. I walk over to her, I hear music in the distance, NO, NO, NO!!!! Not my beethoven alarm! The dream fades and i wake up.

      Notes: Im making real progress here. I can do a hell of a lot better then this though. I will find her! Im overall slightly dissapointed with myself, for my lack of focus in this dream. Clearly i have gotten thrown off quite a few times here. Well, tonight is another night so we see how it goes again.

      Updated 05-08-2012 at 01:40 AM by 54142

      Categories
      lucid , false awakening , memorable , side notes
    10. The briefcase (old dream) 03/08/11/

      by , 04-17-2012 at 06:18 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means sem lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream character talking
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Now, you all know what to do. Enjoy!!!

      Dream #1 The meeting.

      Im in some corporate building wearing my suit, sitting at a round table with a bunch of different mixtures of people wearing suits. There was Natalia sitting next to me nodding her head, listening to this Asian man who looks like he was the leader of the group. He is talking about something to do with stocks goin up or down or something like that. I tell him, "Excuse me sir, can i run to the rest room for a sec"? Sure, but uh hurry back ok? We need to discuss our arrangments. Oh ok it will only take a second.

      Bathroom break.

      Im doin my business at the urinal. After i finish i wash my hands and look in the mirror. Hmm...my hair seems to be looking a bit different, mmm..its probaly nothing i say.

      Im back at the meeting, and take my seat next to Natalia. I reach in my pocket and pull out my hawk coin totem. Rubbing it listening to the man talk. (Natalia talking) Don't you know what today is??? Mmm...not really. Wait a sec...what is today!? (everybody is staring at me) How did i get here? (The asian guy starts talking) If you do not know what today is then why you show up, hm? Look, continue on without me i got to take care of something. Natalia, c'mon lets go.

      Dream #2 What now?

      Im now walking with Natalia down a crowded street. What mission did we do last? Well, we took care of the biggest threat so far. But we gotta search for that breifcase with the valuble information, that will lead us to who's creating these false documents of your records. I got to find Roselyn. Who? Roselyn. I had a talk with her in my last dream, and told her i'd offer her the job. How do you know she's the right candidate? Trust me, she's good at what she does.

      Dream #3 The casino.

      Im asleep on a bus now, And wake up to the sound of the bus driver saying. "Hey, c'mon off the bus this is the last stop. I get off the bus and walk into this casino. Slot machines are going off, and people are at poker tables, playing roulette, black jack you name it. I go on to one of the slot machines and start playing on it. Hmm it takes quarters, ok. I reach in my pocket and pull out my hawk coin and look for some more change, and put my totem back in my pocket. (A failed missed reality check) I decide to get up and leave since im out of change, Im not using my totem in that slot machine.

      (Dream switches)

      Dream #4 The woman on the bus.

      Asleep on the bus again. I wake up, This time next to a hispanic woman. (Hispanic woman talking) Excuse me sir, but did you mind going with me somewhere? I want to introduce you to someone. Uh..ok sure. (God i can be so naive and too nice at times) We get off the bus, and we are now walking down this urban community. (Looks rough out here) We walk past this house, and its these thuggish looking guys shooting dice on the porch. I nod at one of the guys, a few nod back. We now get to this house, feels familiar this house. Have i been here before?(Hispanic woman talking) Well here we are. Roselyn you here? (a girls voice) Yea im in my room. (Hispanic woman talking) come on out here, i got someone i'd like you to meet. (My heart is beating fast where have i heard that name before??? (The young lady walks out) (Roselyn talking) ah, so your stalking me now huh? (Hispanic woman talking) Now now Roselyn be nice. I foget what else the woman says but me and Roselyn sit at a table. So, she's your mom. Mmhmm. Why are you here? is it about something because i have something to do. Did you and me meet before? I get the strangest feeling that we met before. Its a small world who knows. Look, forgive me if i seem too foward but. Do you ever have really vivid dreams, sometimes so vivid that, you can't tell if your awake or asleep? Oh yea. I get dreams like that all the time. Do you keep a totem? No whats that? (I explain to her the nature of a totem and what it represents)

      (Dream switches)

      Final dream: The briefcase.

      Im in a car with a bunch of men in suits. We are loading up ammunition, and getting ready to exchange a briefcase. (Some guy who looks like robert downey jr. talking) Alright gentleman. Lets not make any mistakes here you got it? (We all nod our heads) We get out the car, and pull up to some warehouse to meet with some other guys to make an exchange for the briefcase. One guy is wearing a grey suit (looks possibly black or mixed) he walks up to us holding a briefcase. (Guy with briefcase talking) Alright at the same time, you open yours, then i open mine you got? (Im now holding a briefcase getting ready to make the exchange) Open yours first. (I open it) There was a note that said.. YOU LOSE!!! I toss the briefcase at him and grabbed the one he had. (Shots are now being fired) Im running now holding the briefcase, while shots are being fired in my direction. Im running down a back alley while two men are chasing me. i make a right turn and try to find a place to run in to and hide. I see a door, i say. "When i walk thru this door i will be at my current home". I open the door, and im at the basement of my home. I yell for Natalia to come out. She walks down the stairs. "Where in the world hell were you"? Don't yell at me! I had to take care of a few things, since i figured you were looking for that Roselyn girl. Well? Well what? Did you find her? No. But listen we got the briefcase now. Well, open it. (I open it) Looking thru files, and records. Wow, (i see peoples names, with numbers on it) Feeling the dream closing in on me, i get one last good look at the numbers and wake up.

      Notes: Too many missed reality checks from this dream. I must've really been slacking bad that week. Oh well, i got lucid but...missed too many cues. One at the casino, the bus, and, of course, Roselyn. Sucks cause i really wanted to have a adventure with that dream character. Overall i really was pleased at myself to become lucid at the beginning of this dream, and toward the end of this dream. I had this dream after WBTB at, 5:30 and woke up at 8:15 I i did a mantra before bed about, wanting to become lucid in the dream. But needed to be specific about when i wanted to become lucid. This is why it is so important to train the subconscious mind thruout the day, and during WBTB. I find that if i don't do it, then i tend to go along with whatever is happening in my dreams.