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el sueño empieza, yo despierto de mi cama y salgo al patio de mi casa, al salir veo el arbol palto de enfrente, esta muerto, tambien las plantas pasto y flores, al rededor en todo el patio habian cuervos muertos, muchos, segui caminando y encontre el cuerpo de una mujer vestida con un vestido largo blanco, estaba palida, muerta con los ojos abiertos mirando hacia mi, me acerque para ver mejor, al fondo aparecio un animal gigante, era una hydra de 7 cabezas que miraba hacia donde estaba con el cuerpo, luego desperte y normalmente no recuerdo los sueños pero este era demasiado real...

si alguien pudiera guiarme acerca el significado de este sueño, que significa... lo agradeceria mucho

Last Nights Dreams
Dream 1

In this dream I'm lucid from the start.
I'm at this place and there are 2 people in charge, a man and a woman. This couple help people who are dying. About 2 or 3 days before a person dies..this man and woman go to them and the persons soul ((like an OBE)) goes with them to this place and the person learns a little about life after death, and the man and woman reassures them that they do go to another realm.
We are now walking around a hospital and we go and visit 2 women, they are both elderly. The man now says "watch, they are ready to come with us now". I watch as the first woman takes her last breath, I now see her spirit separate from her body and she is now standing with us. The man now gently guides her next to her dead body and says "just sit with yourself for a while and get used to it" so she now lies on the bed next to herself. We now go and see the second woman and the same happens. I now look down at myself and say "ohh my god, this is actually real, this is actually happening right now isn't it!" the man laughs gently and says "yes it is" I look at my hands, I have 5 fingers on each hand and I say "look they don't change, my hands are as real as they can be!" I now bite on this black thing that I am holding and say "see I bite it the same...I'm really here out-of-body with you" he says "of course you are!"
I now go over to the woman and say "if this is real then you know when I'm going to die?" she smiles softly and whispers to me "I shouldn't tell you really but I will tell you that it will be Monday the 10th...but I can't tell you what month or what year" I say "ohh my god, I'm going to die on Monday the 10th!" this makes me panick a little and I wake slightly but just enough for me to WILD into a dream again and I end up in the same one. The man and woman says "welcome back" then I wake up again and write all this down.

Dream 2
I'm a cast member in Eastenders. There is a car that has half sunk in a pool of water. Kevin Webster is in another car that is tipped upside down and stuck in soil and I notice he is dead. Fizz now dives into the pool of water where the other car is to get a cup of tea . I now see a little red bus the size of a remote controll car whizzing towards a group of cast members opposite me. I now run over to it and a Woman comes over aswell and starts going mad. The little red bus now runs over my foot, I over react and fall to the floor pretending that it's really hurt me . A man and the crazy woman now start hitting me while I'm on the floor....suddenly a mans voice shouts "cut.....that was great"

NYC:
I took a train to NYC by myself and was wandering around. I sat down on a bench and set down my two books, then realized that I was lost. I did not bring a map of New York, nor did I remember which route I took from the train station. Somehow I managed to get home. I remember something about a car. I realized that I had forgotten my books in NY, but didn’t care to go back to retrieve them. My grandmother was at my house when I arrived, and she cooked me a meal. She offered to give me money, but I declined her offer. My sisters came home after I ate.

Corset Wrestling:
The next dream I was wandering around a mall, and a man came up to me and asked me to take his place in a competition. I agreed, and was given a corset, stockings, and high heels to wear. No wonder he didn’t want to compete. I changed into the outfit, and my chest changed to fit better into the corset. I looked at my chest in the corset and thought it looked different from usual. I promptly forgot about my new breasts. The corset cups were a few sizes too small for my new breasts, so my nipples would pop out if I moved a lot. The strings used to tie the corset went from my left thigh up to the center of my left breast. Since I had to move a lot, the strings would become loose. When the corset was loose, my left nipple would pop out between the strings. I had to regularly tighten my corset and tuck away my nipples.

I walked out to the wrestling ring. I was wrestling against a man in a t-shirt and jeans, while I was in heels and had a spinal fusion to boot. The objective was to push our opponent out of the ring each round. I tried to convince my opponent and the person judging the match that I was actually a guy, but naturally no one believed me with my breasts bursting out of my corset.

Our match began, and I lost the first round magnificently. The next two rounds I became much more aggressive though. I punched, tackled, and elbowed my way to victory. My reward for winning was $100 for each second that my opponent and I fought. I didn’t know how many seconds that was, but I asked where I could claim my winnings. The wrestling organization refused to give the money to me, and told me to wait for the check in the mail. I remembered fighting in this competition before and never receiving any money, but I had also lost in the previous match.

This dream felt very familiar, so I wonder if this was a sequel to a dream I had years ago. That happens to me occasionally, but not very often. I can’t remember when I had the first dream though, so I think that the first competition was just a false memory in the dream, rather than a dream I had in the past.

I had a few dream fragments too. I was watching Game of Thrones with my fianceé and sibling. Then another fragment with an ill-fitting bathing suit.

My family and I are in transition, we are moving into a new house.

(IRL: We all live separately, until recently, my sister moved in with my mom to save money and find a job closer to mom)

My mom is showing me around, we enter what she intends to be my room.. It’s small and resembles the room I once had as a child. The walls are primarily blue in color and painted with an intricate zig zag design. I express resistance (without words) because I associate it with a room I had when I was a kid.. I feel like I should be moving forward in life rather than moving back. Mom left the room, a little deflated as if to say “I give up”. I walk up to the wall and see up close just how much effort had gone into the elaborate paint job. Suddenly, I understand that it was my mom who painted it for me. I feel bad for hurting her feelings. The colours up close are light blue, and silver, and yellow, and dark blue. Within the lines are intricate patterns and textures and I feel appreciation for my mom. I see there is a nicely made bed in the room and a dresser. On the outside wall there is a mid sized window, which looked out onto the back yard. The backyard is small but has a beautiful tree and a little garden with a red wheel barrow next to it. This room is actually quite lovely.

I leave and go to see what is meant to be my parents’ room across the hall. It is huge, and has wooden beams on the ceiling. It’s empty and extremely dirty. The floors are wooden and unfinished. There are dry leaves in the corners of the room. I look to the windows which are at the top of the wall touching the ceiling, and realized that this part of the house was under ground. I imagine the house is built into a hill. The windows look into wells, which are dirty metal, and full of leaves. As I walk further into the room I see the glass is no longer there, and so this explains where all the leaves came from. The closet doors are missing, and inside they are empty. I feel like there is door to an attic in there but never actually see it myself. This room has a lot of potential to be really beautiful but it has not been cared for in a long time. I wonder where my sister’s room is so I leave to go find it.

I see that there are only 2 bedrooms and my sisters bed is made up in the middle of the living room (not touching any walls, literally in the middle) It is a double sized mattress on top of planks of wood. On top lays fresh bed linens with yellow and orange blankets. And a fluffy pillow.

Mom really loves us. She gives us so much more than we realize. Even now she still puts us before herself.

Suddenly I become really tired. I want to go to sleep now but I can’t, I have to go to school. Wait a second? What school? Highschool? Ahhhg I have to go back to high school?! FUCK! I thought I was finished with that? I can’t believe this, I’m 27 years old, living with my parents and I haven’t even finished highschool. Negative self talk commences and I start asking myself stuff like "when did I become such a loser. Why have I let so much time pass?! It’s my fault that my life sucks. It’s my own carelessness that has gotten me into this mess. What am I going to do now?"

I decide not to go to class that day. I know I cant afford to lose any more time, but I don’t care. I've decided I’m going to spend the day sleeping.



Ok so this “forgetting to finish highschool” has become a repeating theme in my dreams. As soon as my dream takes this sort of turn I become overwhelmed with feelings of panic, worry, fear…Like I’m in a nightmare. I assume it has a lot to do with my birthday coming up. I tend to get life path related anxiety when my birthday grows near. “What am I doing with my life, why am I so far behind, why didn’t my past self give a crap about where I’d be in the future?” can very much be applied to me in my waking life. (Although I did graduate highschool and completed some college)

When I woke up I looked at the clock and it had only been 3 minutes since my alarm went off. Confirming my suspicion that my inner clock moves WAAAAAAAAY faster when I sleep.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

(...) I am at some large empty building with many other people. There is a huge window with view over a large river that seems to flow to underneath the building. The flow increases and it seems that the water will break the window and flood the building, but instead it creates vertical twirls with the seven colours of the rainbow, side by side, in front of this large window.
Then someone says that now we have the power to create anything we want with the rainbow lights we can shoot from our hands.
I make a beautiful dance with my arms and hands and spread a trail of rainbow light behind me in the empty space of this white building. Others are more creative and give rise to dragons, fishes and all sorts of animals, floating in the air like colourful metallic balloons.
Slowly the white building gives place to all sorts of objects and places created with rainbow light.
I meet a guy for whom I feel instant attraction. He is dressed in black and suggests that I join him in a Matrix-like character and together we create a Matrix-like scenario. I try, but all I manage is a cowgirl look, I don't know why. He laughs and decides to become a cowboy and join me instead. We have a minute of fun in a western like scenario, but then I see a wooden bridge to a zen garden and a japanese temple and probably sensing my sudden interest on it, he runs and disappears into it, teasing me to join him there. I decide to follow him, but before I met him again, I try to recreate my character, hoping this time to be successful. I dress myself with an olive green and orange kimono, but for some reason I have trouble in creating an obi to tie it up. While I struggle with it, he reappears in front of me, already wearing a kimono. Very silently, he slightly opens my kimono in a very provocative erotic move, slowly and barely touching my skin and even more slowly he closes it magically with an obi he creates with his rainbow hands. Then we walk in the garden, immersed in that erotic tingling sensation that fills us beyond our bodies.
(...)
My lover is gone. I am now alone in this world of dream-like creations. Some of the creations become out of control. Two giant knights made of black smoke get involved in an epic sword fight, crushing under their feet many of the other colourful creations and nobody seems to be able to stop them. When all hope is lost, my love comes back. He fights with the knights to, but he also can't stop them. Tired, he lays in my arms. I feel his exhaustion and I cry with the sadness of all the worlds.
I wake up sobbing and with tears in my eyes.

I was leaving school and walking to my bus when for no reason, my backpack got insanely heavy. I started dragging it towards the bus and blundering around.
I was almost to the bus and I yelled to the driver to just hold on for a second. But they closed the door and drove off without me. My backpack was light again and I started running after the bus. They stopped and to turn onto the main road and I was almost caught up with them but they drove away.
I started chasing them down the main road when I fell into this small cave. It was made out of dirt. I had to crawl though it in order to keep following the bus. But I woke up at this point.
Then I fell back into the dream and crawled though the cave some more when I woke up again. This time I decided to try and re-enter the dream lucid. It took a little longer the second time, and I experienced some hypoganoic hallucinations that I can't really remember in detail.
When I re-entered the dream, this time lucid, I managed to crawl out of the cave, but I think that my recall cut out or the dream ended because I cannot remember what happened after that.

Hello dreamviews! I'm going to try to do sOme lucid dreaming. The problem is, i only discovered lucid dreaming 'bout a week ago, and my dream recall skills are, well, crap. I am going to try a WBTB tonight. I will post results tomorrow.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Now enjoy as always.

Dream #1 Large indoor mall.

Im in some huge indoor mall. There is a water fountain i passed up, and i decide to stop nearby and have a seat at a empty bench. There are a ton of different nationalities of people just shopping and passing by looking at different stores. I hear very soft music (That they always seem to play in malls) and reach in my pocket to grab my totem. Im looking around at everything, the people the stores just being a casual observer.

Dream #2 Was that Kaomea?

Im now walking outside of the mall and it feels like 75 degrees out and very windy. It is a nice breeze, in fact everything looks so warm and tranquil. I wonder about the location im in..as it does not look like Detroit anymore. I don't really question anything too much..just sort of walking around rubbing my hawk coin totem. I then look over at a young lady who looked to be in her early 20's and looked Asian or possibly Hawaiian. She was sitting down on a bench on her laptop computer, and then i noticed a very familier face. "Kaomea"? I look over and see Kaomea leaned against a building looking down at her celphone txting someone. She was wearing some baby blue jeans and a white t shirt that had some sort of designs on it, and had her hair down and wearing some white sneakers. There were a few other ladies nearby. "KAOMEA!" She looks up looking around, i am now being grabbed by the arm by a woman who was white with long black hair in a ponytail, sunglasses, about 5'5, was wearing a suit and spoke with an accent. We are walking to a parking lot now as she tells me to get in the backseat.

"We don't have time for that right now!"
"Who the hell are you?"
"Just in the car, i'll explain it while we drive."
Im now in the backseat of the car looking at all the buildings, and staring out the window to see if i see Kaomea. I spot her talking to a group of friends (I believe they were friends of hers)

Final dream: Zoom zooming thru the city.

Im riding with the same woman. As she is weaving thru traffic in one of those sports cars. She is telling me that she is from Athens Greece, and that we have to take care of a few things first then i can meet my friends or whoever i want to meet. She is explaining to me about a device that needs to be recovered, because it is in the wrong hands at the moment. She also mentioned to me about being able to track down some men, and that my help would be very valuble. She gives me a celphone and tells me to call her when im ready for the job. I pull up to my 2nd home and walk up to the door and see the woman speeding off, And i wake up.

Notes: I am still wondering if that was Kaomea i seened. As i am positive that it must've been her. I am growing more impatient with all of these distractions from all of these damn DCs! Looks like some intense subconscious training is in the works for me today.

05.01.2012

Bicycle and Traffic (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm riding a completely different bicycle. It's blue and it's one of those where you can bend down like a hardcore cyclist, or just ride normally, the ones with the thin wheels, but can help you go insanely faster than those off-road bikes.

I'm in traffic, and some idiot in a white truck is trying to go to the other lane. I slow down a bit and then keep going forward once they finally get to the other lane in a few seconds.

Dream shifts, and I'm in even tighter traffic, I have to be even more patient. People are actually more generous this time, allowing me to pass through to shift to the sides. I eventually stop, and I lock the bicycle in a weird place.

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05.01.2012

Sonic and the Gang (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The environment is very dark, and there seems to be some kind of war or some gun fights in this dream. There is no natural lighting sources, only a blue fog gives off some kind of light.

I'm seeing things in first person perspective, and Sonic, Tails, Amy, and a few others where near me. We were talking about something, and it seems we're in a safe zone, but I can still hear some gunshots out on the field.

Then I see some red entity running towards us with my left peripheral vision. I thought it would be someone trying to attack us, but it ended up being knuckles carrying a machine gun.

Lol.

There's a barrier to the left of us, so that means Knuckles had to take a side jump by using one hand to thrust himself sideways.

Then the dream shifts to where I'm sitting with Sonic, and there's a female sitting to the left of him (I'm sitting on his right).

I couldn't see the female, but I do know that she was a dark blonde female, she even looked like Topaz from Sonic X, only in 3D form.

She's just sitting there with one leg over the other, and is leaning on one of her arms. Sonic is just chilling, in fact, he's in that "guuuh fuck everything" mood while he's drinking some wine in a fancy golden cup.

He braces his head next to the window, and I think he starts to have a spasm for a few seconds, and continues drinking the wine.

The dream shifts to where Eggman wants to show everyone something that could save us all, or something like that. I have a bad feeling for this, since I knew that when Eggman tries to help, and when Sonic falls for it, there's something bound to go wrong.

While Sonic, and a few other random characters I didn't pay attention to were following Eggman, I started to get even more suspicious of him, and then out of nowhere, someone comes in to say some kind of audio was altered to make it look like Eggman was helping them.

But the sounds themselves were people crying for help I think, along with a bunch of random noises as well.

I can't remember what happens next.

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05.01.2012

Running around (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't know what motivates me to run, but I start getting a good pace, and I'm walking insanely fast. As I'm going down or up the stairs, my feet is moving really quick for each step.

I spend the rest of the dream just running around like crazy, trying not to bump into people.

I remember going inside of what seemed like a mini-asian temple room, kind of like the one I was in the previous dream when I was trying to find Eva.

But I was going so fast that I ignored whoever was in it. I saw some familiar faces, but it was all just a blur for me.

It gets darker, and I'm running even faster, and I see two girls in front of me, and both of them look like a Jasmine that I think goes to my university, and another girl named Angela or something that attends another university.

I'm stilling running as I'm waking up, and even though I knew I'm already awake, my eyes were still closed, and I moved my feet in quick paces while trying to do some random hand formations.

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05.01.2012

More DV Porn (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm posting nude pics on DV again, and in my mind, showing tits were perfectly fine.

Then after a while, I realize none of that was allowed, so I started to freak out a bit and tried to delete them.

They were mostly nude pics of some really hot Asian females, most of them were in the spread eagle position, exposing everything......

I wake up my mum, something that I don't think I have ever done personally. And she starts to tell me key words about her dream when she gets out of bed, she is speaking very quickly and she is moving quite fast around her bed and out of the bedroom door, she then comes back in seconds later fully dressed.

Next thing I remember is that we are walking up the high street in my town (Kilmarnock) at the top end headed out. But the ground we are walking on is the ground from outside of Glasgow Central Station, where it's kind of like stone rounded bricks, spaced quite close together joined with concrete. We are talking about why my mum looks upset, I ask her "Why?" she refuses to answer.

After a while of asking her she eventually gives in and decides to tell me what was up. At this point I somehow manage to get a piece of chalk in my hand. She tells me in detailed length what was up and I managed to summarise it into a word/ short phrase per reason. I note each of these reasons on a stone that I'm walking on, I stop mid conversation and write on the stone the reason then continue walking until the next reason appears. The 3 reasons I remember are "fishing" "Sum 41" and "Toy Beer Keg" I have no idea why these were the reasons.

But I write them down none of the less, where eventually we end up at the studio my band uses to practise, (which is in Glasgow). This is confusing cause my mum probably doesn't even know the name or location of the studio. But yeah we're there anyway :L, and I think it is for a normal session that you would normally pay for, but I wasn't wanting to do it cause my band weren't with me. So I text my singer telling him that I'm at the studio and that I don't know what's happening, I don't remember if he replied or not.

I go in and I find out that it's a half an hour session on writing poetry and practising poetry, I have never wanted to learn poetry in my life, but I still go along with it. The man behind the desk has a blue tattoo on his neck, it looks like it comes up from his shoulder, and it is rounded, at the top, it was a light blue centre that gradually got darker as it got closer to the outlines. He also has his phone on a display infront or the shelf next to him.

It's the same phone as mine, and I reach my arm out to grab it, when I release that this isn't a phone shop, and that he isn't advertising it. He looks at me like I'm an idiot, and stares at me as if I'm a criminal, until my mum interrupts with something. I look at him and he starts talking about lucid dreaming.

He tells me that if I want to learn to do it I should look out for an American Football team called "The Swellers" or "The Sellers" I can't remember, But the Swellers is the name of one my favourite bands, so I think it might have been that :L. But he tells me that's how he becomes lucid, and that he has been doing it for just over 5 years, I then wake up

At a shopping center. There's a nuclear plant next to it. I'm afraid it'll explode. See a map showing how a cloud of fallout would spread over the area, and chances of survival. Blacks out.

Next I opened my eyes and could see my room, but couldn't move. I could feel my limbs moving and tried to get out of bed, but my viewpoint was stuck. thought of sleep paralysis, and decided to just close my eyes and drift to sleep. Before I did, the colors sort of tripped out a little. I didn't re-enter the dream though, as I was already awake by this point.

Was an interesting building, as if Willy Wonka and some soviet block-housing architect teamed up to build a nuclear plant.

20 Apr 2012 10:36 NL

In a shopping mall/amusement center type place. Decide to go exploring. F and B were with me, but I lost him. Later I found they were looking for me, but I couldn't call because battery was dead.

A few times I passed a sort of day care center, and there were some kids huddled around a tv screen playing a SEGA Genesis. There was another tv, with another genesis unit underneath. I wanted to play it, because "I want to try it on the original hardware.". The lady tells me "later", every time I come back.

Eventually I tell her it would be better if she let an adult near instead of pushing everybody away, because they could help with the kids. She says it's for the best not to, because they can be a handful. I say I understand as I step into an elevator.

Then I notice there are thousands of tiny creepers at my feet. When I reach the next floor,I run for it. I come to another elevator shaft, this one abruptly changed from realistic to minecraft-like. I'm waiting with another person for an elevator to arrive. It does, but only one can fit in. He takes it. I'm left waiting for the elevator to come back. Creeper kids start flinging themselves at the window, and blow up the wall. I make a run for it. Wake up.

Before this, a dream about LoL, rautatientori, S? Met them again, but I went exploring. Then a LoL menu showed up, showing some sort of armor selection. I realized I'd been playing wrong the entire time. Then some murderous plumbing attacked me after I said "everything AND the kitchen sink"

Apr 20 2012 6:04 NL

Convo w/ B, head to T's. There's a tech show on at nearby shop, and 4k screeens are on the market. The concept seems silly to me considering it was only just recently and with great pains that corps managed to persuade customers that Full HD (glass-ed) 3D was the future. I hear somebody saying somth about twitter. There's some iPads on show. I keep moving toward the back.

There are some workshops going on. Some are for some sort of oscilloscope-like music making machine, there's one with people sculpting clay-figure character models, and a painters' workshop. I bump into a painter holding a large canvas, and some paint smears on my clothes. I curse my luck. Somebody remarks "Nice cape" and I notice my shirt is too big.

Just then, a women gets angry at me. I don't know why. We have a scuffle and a verbal exchange and I keep walking. Suddenly, out of nowhere, the woman runs at me and lunges into the air. I dodge, and she slams head first into the wall. She's bleeding heavily from the head. I wonder how I'm going to get out of there. Then I woke.

Apr. 18 2012 4:51

Series of short, interconnected dreams about dreams. In one I fall asleep with the image of a person in my head, and they become my "mentor". Didn,',t have any eblightwned discussions

In another, I rose into the sky as the end of the world beckoned. I screamed, "I am become death, destroyer of worlds!". I ascended, approached the limits of the atmosphere and my back began to itch. Then, I woke up.

Again, several false awakebings taken for rrality.

Due to complications with my usual DJ, I will be posting entries here. Notes are short and disjointed, for the purpose of personal recollection.

NL 4.4.2012 10-13:31??

Long, long dreams. Many individual episodes.

2 interactive movie type things. The idea in the first was that there was a film about a murder mystery, and after you had seen that, you watched it from the killer's perspective. The killer was a dwarf. The second dream was in the same vein. The Joker had gotten loose, and it was up to Batman to catch him. First he hid in this little shed, and had the roof collapse when someone came in. Next he had a bird suit of sorts and was running in the distance flapping his arms, almost convincingly blending into the background. Other clever ruses. After I played the thing the first time around and losing, I played again and remembered all the Joker's tricks and beat him. Then, a shop opened?

I was semi lucid, in the sense that I knew the dream would end soon. My dream character was sort of a seperate entity from me.