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After I awoke from the failed lucid this morning, I got up, went to the restroom (as usual), drunk some cold water, turned the fan up to medium, and went back to bed. It was 6 A.M.

First thing I remember is flying through space and looking towards a cluster of stars. Then I thought about being there. Now, I'm in front of a white planet called Meldoras [Updated 5-5-2012]. I've never seen one of those before. I'm not sure if it was all white because of the clouds or not but it was pretty.

Next thing I know, I'm on this white planet and I'm the member of a black family. My family and I were sitting at a table eating food. I don't know if I was a guy or girl but I was a whole lot smaller than what I am in real life and very slim. I was definitely somebody else. It was me and about three guys. The really big, fat guy I definitely remember.

I recall after we ate, we cleared the table, but the big guy was still hungry. I went with him to another room where we kept food stocks--we had a lot of food.... He was looking at packages of rice and pulled one out. It was oddly shaped--like the rectangle packs of bread you buy at any convenience store, except the rice packaging was white. And it had "Rice" written on the bottom. Interesting.

I also had a conversation with the skinny guy. I had no idea what his name was, lol. We were standing in the kitchen by the table which was now cleared of plates and food. We, or rather I was talking about E.T. Go figure. I said "Yeah, they're definitely here. Although, they'd prefer to stay out of the spotlight." And he was like "You believe in aliens?" And I said "Yeah. When you die, then you'll believe me. You'll see. And don't you ever forgot that I told you so." Don't know why, but he was about to start crying. Guy must've been something like 40 years old.

We decided to go shopping. I think the big guy requested it. We, uh, we took an elevator to the surface.... Hmm. An elevator? And as we walked out of the building, I turned around and looked at it. I thought that that building looked like a court house at first, then realized that it looked EXACTLY like the Roman Pantheon! And there were really high brick walls on both sides of the Pantheon. I did look up at the sky but I don't recall it being all white but I knew I was on the white planet. The sky was blue with clouds just like Earth. The sun caught my attention though. It looked strange.

The White Planet - Meldoras

This is an excellent example of what the planet I saw looked like.



The Roman Pantheon

This was one of the many Earth-type planets. As we were walking to the shopping mall, I remember seeing a police car, but it didn't have "police" written on it--it said something else. The street was narrow and there were tons and tons of buildings on either side as far as the eye could see. Next thing I know, I'm holding up a McDonalds bag and I'm staring at it. "Wow!" I thought. This isn't the Earth I'm from, however, they also have McDonalds. The design was VERY similar to McDonalds but it wasn't McDonalds. The logo on the bag looked exactly like this:

Large B, strange symbol, large W on the bag.

Shopping Mall

Now, I'm we're in the mall...... And this place is so freakishly huge, I can not see the end of the isle and there doesn't appear to be an end to either direction. The ceiling was far up there. I mean far.... Somehow I got a good look from high above while we were walking; it was as if I left my body and flew around the place. There were shelves full of food as far as the eye could see and here we were pushing a single, normal sized cart. It was packed to the rim with food though, haha.... I woke up and it was 7:05 A.M.

Dream Duration: 1 Hour

Had a dream last night where I was floating around a construction site of sorts, then I went lucid. I said "this is a dream." Then I tried to descend so that I could sit on the ground. Afterwards, I had planned to call out to my dream guide and have them sit in front of me. I figured this way it'll be easier to stay lucid. But like I said, that was the plan. Somehow I slipped out of the dream state and woke up. I think I woke up because it was hot and I was sweating. Meh.

And here I had my questions all lined up. I knew exactly what I was going to ask that old bag if she decided to show up again. Man.

Hello there
I have been trying to lucid dream alot of time and last night i got my first!

I were going around in a desert with alot of ruins.
Then it suddenly came to me this was a dream, a lucid dream.
to be completly sure this was a dream i tried to open my eyes.
in start, while i was tryng to do it, it heard som noise.
AND I WOKE UP

i have to try again
And at tip to anyone! dont check if you are in a dream, by trying wake up!

I was in the backyard. We still had the old pool and my brother was swimming in it. I realized I was dreaming and did the nose plug RC. I tried transforming into a dragon. I threw back my hands and looked up into the sky, trying to feel wings coming out from my back, and sure enough, they did. I dropped to the floor and felt my legs tighten and my face elongated. But I can't remember if I ever fully finished, because I asked my brother if he could transport me to an empty place I could mess around in. By then I'm pretty sure the shapeshift wore off. Anyway, he said he couldn't, so I just flew around as regular me for a while, landing on some wires above, until I woke up.

First entry on one of these things, so here it goes!

I started in a waiting room thing at an airport with this girl who i used to be friends with, we shall call her "S", until she fucked me over for this guy, we can call him "J", but we were waiting for this plane, our flight was called, but i couldn't find my ticket, passport or anything, so she went ahead and i said i would catch her up, but i couldn't find it anywhere, after a lot of opening bags and cases i found my passport but not my ticket, got to the gate, and she said i needed to buy a new ticket, i turned around to see S sat on the plane with J just as it was pulling away going to take off, so yeah she fucked me over again.

so there it is! i often get dreams when im late, or have lost something? very odd, but PLEASE leave your opinions of this dream in the comments

I had a really scary FA, where I was really awake, and I could see things! I'm in a room that isnt my own (i didnt notice until later) this ghoulish figure was moaning and leaned over like a slouch. His eyes glowing slightly greenish yellow.. He kinda looked like my brother. Anyway the First time i noticed him i told him to go away, he did - then he'd keep coming back... I could barely say "go away" I managed to get my leg out of my bed to kick him. My foot hit the wall and i hurt my foot - that was when the dream was replaced by my real room..

Getting shivers just writing this! Was this some sort of hallucination?

Took a trip to Hawaii with my Tongan friends xD as we were leaving the hotel I was playing the guitar. The ending theme to Spongebob Square pants. Woke up with the melody still playing in my head. How nice

Now only if I had a guitar to play with...

I haven't been lucid yet, but I am starting to remember my dreams.

Dreamt on night of 3/21/12. Two part dream

Im in a city- it looks like East LA or Brooklyn type. Sitting on cement steps in front of a hospital. M is in there. He did something stupid to get there, not sure what. My coworkers are sitting there with me, but they're my friends- they're there with me to support me. They're joking around and I am irritated because of M's predicament.

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I am on a property somewhere-- near the foothills. There are a lot of trees. It is dry and in the earlier morning, maybe 7 am. The sun is just starting to filter through the treeline. There is a group of people. We are all being ushered through these buildings, through these rooms. They are open rooms- its like a tradeshow with a big covered platform overhead. Like covered arenas.

As we're walking, the boy/man next to me starts to talk to me. I ignore him. I'm just here for the event. He continues talking to me. He is mesmerized by me. I am irritated with him. He is younger and seems foolish. He is scrawny, not very muscular. He has dark hair and dark eyes. I've never seen anyone that looked like him before. He reminds me of an adolescent without any clear idea of what life is about.

As we're walking along, we enter a room and there's a booth. You fill out a slip of paper- maybe you'll win a prize. This boy tries to kiss me. The vendor lady, an older woman, laughs and sighs as if she knows how this goes. I am appalled that this stranger kissed me and I try to get away from him, hide myself in the line. But its no good.

A few hours have passed. Everyone is milling in a dining area. There's a live band. The tables and chairs are a dark, stained oak. The room is elegant with tall windows that stretch the length of the wall with very tall ceilings. There are beautiful flower arrangements on the table. The walls are dark. It reminds of a stuffy, formal affair. Not my taste.

The table I'm sitting at has only one other chair left (there should have been maybe 5 or 6), and then someone asks if they can take it. I'm all alone at my table. I see the boy/man walk in to the room. He sees me. I try to avoid his eyes, but I am slightly glad to see him. Everyone else has been ignoring me, refusing to sit near me. At least he is nice.

Everyone is listening to the music. The boy motions for me to come outside with him. The crowd is making me nervous anyways so I do. We walk out under the covered arena. The boy tells me how in love with me he is. Asks me what he can do to make me love him. I don't know what to say. I already have another love. I am happy. But I am alone now, and feeling very vulnerable. I hug the boy and he hugs me back-- he is so happy.

The time has passed. I haven't seen the boy in awhile. I am sad. I come looking for him. Other people are looking for him. They're mad at him. And I know why.

I find him first, scream for him to run away. He sees me and his face is dark. He is sad. He isn't happy. The light isn't in his eyes. He comes to me and I feel the weight in his shoulders as I grab him before he falls.

We're in a dark room together. There are medical supplies on the table. There is our baby. But its an alien of sorts-- the torso is human, but the lower part of its body is a thick, dark tail that resembles a grub. The boy is sad. The doctors tried to perform surgery to help the infant-- they even tried to take the slug-like tail off, but it was too late. The infant died. I am sad but the boy is sadder. This is his baby, more than it is mine. Post-mortem, he cuts down the tail and it reveals two fragile little legs-- the baby looks normal. He is overcome with grief. We sit there and I am not sure what to do. I am not feeling the sadness he is. But I feel sadness for him, and somehow for our child.

But there is hope. A nurse brings in two more hatchlings. I guess that's what they are, because I did not give birth to them. I don't even remember conceiving them (at least not in my dream). I see hope in the boys eye as he carefully picks up one of the babies. I watch the nurse grab the other. These are not normal sized infants-- they are the size of a newborn puppy. You could hold them in your cupped hands.

They both grab scalpels, to cut away the grub tail. I am nervous-- I know that if we keep the tail intact, the baby will die eventually. But if we try to remove it, the baby might die immediately. I almost turn away as they begin. I am apprehensive.

They both begin making the incision. Because the tail is superficial (not needed) it does not bleed. It is almost like a cocoon, but it won't be removed on its own, we need to help. Its just knowing where to cut.

The boy nearly collapses and I hear air escape him. I fear the worst and rush to his side. He is leaning over the table, his head down. He is crying. I rest my hands on his shoulders, I try to comfort him. But then I see the infant squirming, its legs free of the tail. I am ecstatic. I hug the boy and he turns and hugs me. He is crying tears of joy.

I then hear the nurse exclaim. We both turn and she is holding up the other baby-- she is alive too. Her legs are squirming. They look weak and aren't as healthy as her upper body, but she's alive. BOTH are alive. I realize the other baby is a boy and I continue to hug their father. It wasn't what I expected or wanted, but I am happy that we are alive and that he is happy. I look forward to being with him-- I realize how happy he makes me.

I tried doing wbtb this morning after a good 6 hours.... ended up waking up and not passing back out for once :/..... i actually ended up having a bunch of negative thoughts just flooding my head x.x had to get up

I did randomly remember something from prior

I guess I was having this dream where I was in a n arcade or something, and a machine broke, dropping change n bills everywhere..... there wera a few kids who noticed, so instead of taking all the bills myself, i just pointed out... "those are yours", i grab what was near me and headed out XD thinkin "hell yeah.... now ima get both those ps3 games i've been wanting" XD

Friend gave me a ride to some house where other friends are at. Can't really remember what happened, but we were trying to watch something at 7. In the end, I somehow ended up pissing off everyone, I think I punched a friend, then gentry tried to fight me but we just laughed and hugged it out. Then my ride ditched me, and I was trying to find another one and saw a couple other friends.

dream
lucid

i was driving in a car with my friend jeff we were at a local mall and i am trying to explain lucid dreaming to him. i tell him about doing Reality checks, and i did my standard nose pinch and i said
look i should not be able to pinch my nose and breath through it and i can, this must be a dream
he tried it but did not get it and then i said
look at your hands and count how many fingers you have
i looked at mine and i had only five but when i looked at my friend's hands he had 12 on each hand and i said
see you don't have 12 fingers on your hand, this must be a dream.
he still did not get it.
i got frustrated with trying to show him and woke up

Ok. Woke up, very tired. Can't remember my dream.. Something about my friend scott.. he couldn't seem to get a lighter to work. That's all I remember... Whew! Great first attempt.

I am working at McDonald's for the first time. I got the job that day in the dream. My job is sweeping and picking up garbage after people leave. Apparently my other friend works there too cause he was helping too. So the manager says I'm doing a very good job and gives me a raise. My friend is jealous, I can tell and a few minutes later he walks with a plate to put something away and he trips, breaking the plate. The manger comes out and tells him that he has to work overtime now. He also says I can have a break. I walk out of there and across the street is a store that sells only Kung fu panda2 stuff. It was weird. I go inside for some reason and look around. Suddenly I get a weird feeling. It's like I was sick out of boredom. It was hard to explain. Anyway I curled up on the floor and woke up

I am working at McDonald's for the first time. I got the job that day in the dream. My job is sweeping and picking up garbage after people leave. Apparently my other friend works there too cause he was helping too. So the manager says I'm doing a very good job and gives me a raise. My friend is jealous, I can tell and a few minutes later he walks with a plate to put something away and he trips, breaking the plate. The manger comes out and tells him that he has to work overtime now. He also says I can have a break. I walk out of there and across the street is a store that sells only Kung fu panda2 stuff. It was weird. I go inside for some reason and look around. Suddenly I get a weird feeling. It's like I was sick out of boredom. It was hard to explain. Anyway I curled up on the floor and woke up

03.23.2012

Where are we going to?....Tommo?, Bed needs an Oil change, Calling my Mother, Just Get Out Already

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Where are we going to?....Tommo?

I remember the dream starting out where I'm sitting in the passenger seat, and someone is giving me a ride to somewhere.

It seems they stopped near a few stores are that linked together, and I asked them, "Where are we going to?"

I can't remember if they responded to me or not, but we both get off, and I still have no clear image of this person who gave me the ride. I thought we were headed for Gamestop, seeing as we're parked close to it.

I try to open the door to Gamestop, but I'm having difficulty opening it, the door is opening, but not even all the way.

It seems the game store isn't even opened as yet, in fact, it looks abandoned and empty because it's dark and there are white walls that are not filled with anything. I decided I should just give up since I'm struggling to open the door, but the person that I'm not even paying attention too opens it for me with ease.

I follow this person through this dark and empty area, and there's another door in front of us, and I just follow the other person's footsteps, and suddenly we're in another dark area, but it looks more like someone's house.

In this area, there seems to be another door in front of us, but I think it was just a house bathroom this time, and the person goes in. After I'm waiting and staring at the partial darkness, I see a cockroach on the floor, and it is really huge.

If you spread your index finger and thumb all the way, that's how huge it was (size may vary ).

I didn't really panic seeing this cockroach, I was just looking at it and making sure I didn't make sudden movements because I wanted to kill this thing. It was moving its antennas freely, and it probably didn't even notice that I was there.

What I said after seeing the cockroach is what really confuses me, I'm not sure if I really said this, but from what I remember, this is what I asked the person in the bathroom or whatever room they're in.

I asked, "Tommo?" in a quiet voice to make sure the cockroach wouldn't try to move quickly. The person, who apparently is supposed to take the role of Tommo now opens the door quietly.

He asks me, "What's going on?" and I tell him that there's a huge cockroach on the floor near us. I think he gets a blue broom, and slowly creeps behind the cockroach and slams the broom on it.

I can't remember what else happened after that.

Dream 2: Bed needs an Oil change

I'm with my mother, and we're near some bed. For some odd reason, we treat this bed like it's a car or something, because apparently things like the oil gauge needs a new change, and the fuel ran out as well.

I first checked the oil gauge of the bed, and I pour some random liquify contents from a container I didn't even pay attention to, I just assume it's going to help will filling up the oil gauge.

I see my mother trying to pump air into what seems to be an empty lotion bottle, (now that I'm awake, what she's doing is clearly freaking stupid, especially using a mini air pump to fill air into it). She's trying hard to pump air into it, and I ignore her stupid interaction with this lotion and air pump, and I find the gasoline levels of the bed is empty.

At first it didn't seem like it, but after fiddling with it for a while, it was clearly empty. I can't remember much after that.

Dream 3: Calling my Mother

I'm on the phone because I see my mother is trying to call me, and I pick up my Blackberry and started to ask my mother what is she calling me for in an annoyed tone.

I can't remember what she asked me, but I responded in a raspy voice, and I tried gaining my normal voice, but I just can't. So I hang up the phone, and tried to call her again, and I'm still have a some trouble speaking normally, but eventually I get my voice back.

(This was a slight improvement compared to the lucid yesterday where I completely failed in speaking to the a Ginger lady overall).

My mother made fun of my raspy voice, which only made me more pissed off at her, and I told her something in a raging manner, and then hanged up the phone again.


Dream 4: Just Get Out Already (DILD)
(I did a mantra before this as I started to do a WILD attempt after doing a WBTB time for 30-45 minutes) I said a number as I'm inhaling, and "I am dreaming" as I'm exhaling all the way to 150, and then did the same thing from 151 to around 300, but this time, I said, "I will meet Alyzarin" as I exhaled.

I thought this would be a useful anchor, but it seems when I'm getting closer to 300, I get irritated, because again, I wanted to get this WILD attempt done and over with so that I can find Alyzarin. I was listening to a few love songs before doing this just to relax myself.

But I do admit that I was more relaxed, and by the time I quit counting, I turned to my right side and just focused on sleeping instead of trying to keep a small awareness) This dream was kind of weird, my eyes were closed, but I felt like I was standing. I heard my mother and father talking to each other about something, and it seems they're getting ready to go somewhere.

I knew that I'm alone here at my University in waking life, so I knew something was wrong if I could see my father, or even my mother together. I didn't do a reality check or anything, I just knew I was dreaming.

I didn't have the mindset to find Alyzarin in the moment, because I wanted to get rid of my parents first (but I know that if I could just get them out, it would come back immediately). I see my mother is wearing a black and white Nike sports jacket, and I advanced towards her to hug her because they're leaving.

I told them that we're dreaming, but they don't really seem to pick up on what I'm telling them. Their faces are just neutral, but not blank to where they look like robots, but just being quiet for a while, and then resuming back to whatever role they serve in this dream.

I tell the both of them they can go now. I think I'm pushing my mother a bit because she said she had to go back to get something, but she's clearly doing it to buy time or something, so I prevented her from doing that. My father is already headed out the door and to the vehicle, so I didn't have to worry about him.

My mother is going inside the vehicle, and I believe the seating was obviously wrong in American standards. I believe my father was on the left side instead of the right side for the driver's seat, and my mother was sitting on the left side that was the passenger seat.

(I didn't notice this until I woke up, but I don't think that's a really big issue, maybe the car was in different position to make me assume that).

She is asking me to bring her something that she forgot, and I believe she wanted me to bring her a bag of chips. At first I tried to raise my left or right eyebrow because this seems like a random question for her to ask me, but I go back inside the house to check.

What's funny about the arrangement of this house was that the kitchen resembled my apartment's model, while the living room resembled a completely different house. I check the mini doors on top of the fridge, exactly like my apartment's structure.

And I also noticed that the blue trash can I have in waking life is a little bit too big than is needed, and it distracted me for a little while, but I eventually ignore it.

The fridge wasn't even near where I was checking for the Potato Chips, it was probably behind me, so that's another alteration that was different from the actual model structure in waking life.

I open the kitchen cabinet doors, and I find two bags of Lays Potato Chips. One is almost done, maybe half-way, and the other is an full one.

I take the one that's half-full first to give to my mother, and decided I'll eat the other one for myself when I come back. I go out and I believe I give my mother the bag of potato chips.

Then she wants something else.

Are you freaking kidding me!?!?!? She asks me if I can get her some Ginger Ale for me and my father. I asked her, "Why do you need Ginger Ale if you don't have any extra cups or containers to store it in?"

I couldn't really tell her facial expression after I asked her that, but I assume I went back to the house to get it.

That's all I remember.