Took four 500 mg valerian root capsules last night. Had some incredibly detailed and vivid dreams. Tonight I'll be trying out 1000 mg. Waited too long to journal so much of it was lost but here's what I got. Kenny wants to know if I have any money. He offers to give me some. I am humbled and I try to refuse, but he insists. I am debating which clothes to wear. I feel as if I traveled to various places on my dream map tonight; The school The theater The forest The park. There is a male here who is interested in me. I think it's attraction he's feeling. Tyson is there when I wake up (in dream). He says he's been talking shit about me, but he won't tell me what. My dad is here now. He has offerings of weed. Handed to me in the scarab box. I am humbled. I am very happy. I am in the school. A section that I am familiar with. The intersectional space where the hallway meets with the large gym and cafeteria. I think that I'm preparing for a journey/trip. I remember thinking about how I'll be able to buy food with the money Ken gave me.
Had a ton of dreams last night. 1. I was driving out on this country road looking to see if there were any pheasants in the area we always hunt. (Opening day of pheasant season is this weekend). Anyways, i then came across this strange bend in the road, and there was this huge mining oporation, where they were mining for aspirin. SUddenly the road turned into a hole and the car fell in and I just barely made it out. I can then remember just kinda sitting there for a while and eventualy it dawned on me that maybe I should ask for some help. I called out and then some random girl started walking over to help me out. Then this other dude came over and gave me a hand. As he pulled me up though, he suddenly pretended to stab me. I asked what the "HELL" he was doing, and he said it was for a movie, and I should just go with the flow. Anyways, we then redid the scene and as he pulled me out, I apparently was supposed to stab the girl, which in turn made him stab me. Apparently my acting was a sucess and the dream ended. 2. It was snowing very heavily outside and I was with a bunch of friends. We were filming this cartoon or something, and then we went to this random arcade set up out in the middle of nowher, that appeared to be some backwoods cabin. Anyways, we went to this arcade and started up all the machines. I remember there was this one Sonic pinball one though, that I had rigged beforehand, and when we turned all the machines on, it glitched out and I won by an enormous score. After that I departed to my grandma's house which was conviently located right next to the arcade. I can then remember watching some old cartoon ( I believe it was Sonic X) that I used to watch when I was just a lil' tyke. 3. I was at our shop with my motorcycle and some other random dude. We were debating what would be the best way to fit all this stuff we needed to park in there. I remember jumping in a UTV to park it inside, and then somehow the ground magically shifted so I was parking in the correct spot. Once we had parked everything we went over to look at this jet ski. The wierd thing is that I can vividly remember some numbers entering my mind. The jet ski's odometer was at 193 for the current trip, and the craft was of 250cc displacement. Then, I remember resetting the trip meter, and watching the dial spin past all the numbers until finally resting on zero. ( I wonder if this was related to the shared dream at all?) 4. I had this giant propane tank that I was trying to detonate underwater to see if it would kill this whale I believe. I was underwater to see this thing go off (smart right?). Anyways, it detonated without a problem, but it didnt kill the whale. I then remember that I needed to come up for air or else i was gonna drown. however, there was this big iceberg blocking my path and I paniced. I couldn't hold my breath any longer and inhaled... except... I could breathe!!! Right then I was like... wtf? I must be dreaming! However, I then realized I actually had a diving mask of some type on allowing me to breathe, so then al my chances of lucidity were gone. I then remember randomly coming up to the surface and seeing the whale repeatedly jump up, land on the iceberg, then slide back down into the water. 5. I was at the store looking for a bag to put my friend's birthday present in. He is a fellow Sonic fan so, conviently, all the bags matched accordingly. 6. Playing Unleashed... Cool Edge Night Stage... Punched a snowman... S RANK! (i have no idea how that happened. hehe)
I dreamed I was in Canada.
Sleep Time: 11:00 p.m - 5:54 a.m A Brother's Death My little brother has died. I am somehow able to talk to him after his death. I am asking him questions I now can't recall. Sleep Time: 7:00 a.m - 8:00 a.m A Small Lucid I'm walking around outside somewhere. The dream feels real but kind of off so I do a couple of RCs. They fail and so I continue on with the dream. I try another RC a little bit later and it works. The dream isn't very vivid and I don't have a lot of control but I know what I want to do. I try to fly and succeed a little. I raise my arms like superman and jump straight up. I almost make it up and over my house but I fall when I get to the roof. I then try to change the dream scene. I try going through doors and spinning but I alway end up in the same place. I eventually lose lucidity.
I awake with a jolt, and leap out of bed. Wait? Glycon? I must be dreaming. The great hand puppet snake god of anarchy laughs into mist. I create a portal with my ChaoStaff, and fly to the moon. I battle with some kind of gross astral parasite mother creature in the wormhole with a wormhole Wyrm. I spin out of the wormhole, burning with violet flame to kill those lil buggers. I land on the Green moon with a Boom, slamming my staff into the ground. Raven appears flying in the sky wearing as Queen of Night, wearing a long black dress, with onyx horns spiraling out of her head, riding Shadow, a winged black panther. Oh, you silly Nomad! Let’s go on a Mission. Vegeta appears out of a wormhole. “You two! You have not trained for some time. Want some training?” He says angrily challenging me. He slams his fist into his palm, and his hands burst into flame. He growls like distant thunder. I charge at him. I am so angry, and I don’t even know why. He sidesteps me, and laughs mockingly. “Look at you. You’ve grown weak. You’re so pathetic. You have no excuse for your weakness, the once-great Nomad! Ptah!” I see Raven fighting a double of Vegeta in the distance. Hmph. I multiply myself and surround him. He morphs into a million tiny versions of himself and swarms over me like army ants, striking me as he runs over my body. I scream in rage, and he laughs again. He claps his hands and shouts, ‘SCENARIO!” Raven and I are in a forest, on a hill overlooking a bowl-shaped valley. We have lost lucidity. “There, she says. The Beast lies within. From it, we will have our treasure that was stolen from my people so many ages ago.” I look at Raven. She’s an elf with black hair and violet eyes. She’s wearing some kind of dark metallic armor that makes no sound when she moves in it. “Underground, the labyrinth. Nomad, don’t you remember the mission?” A geometric shape comes out of her third eyes, and into my mind. Download. Mission: Recover Artifact in center of Labyrinthe. The Artifact is guarded by a great Minotaur. Raven and I levitate, and fly over the ground in a vertical position about three feet off the ground. Around the labyrinthe there are puddles of water collecting. I am wearing the markings of… A Templar? No! Wait… I see on my chest are many sacred symbols… I am wearing the armor of an elven knight, and have sprigs of vines in my hair, and the hilt of my sword has a strange red jewel… The Bloodstone. I am a Drow. I look at my Dark Elf face in the water. I have a long face, pale lavender skin, white hair, pointed ears, nose, chin. My eyes are slanted and black as night. My sword drinks the blood of my enemies… yes. My sword, with the sould of an ancient vampire infused into it, forever cursed, bound to me. In my right hand I wield a staff with a Chaos Star emblazoned. I am a Chaos Paladin. Fuck. Yes. The labyrinth entrance is a rectangular hole in the ground with a ramp leading down. Raven and I float down. I slam my staff on the ground and a magical fire burns. Raven casts a Glow spell, and light moves down to the end of the hall. We walk for a few minutes uneventfully until we are deep inside. I see a map in my mind. The ground shakes. A stone is pushed into the hall from a wall, a rotted hand reaches out. Fuck. Zombies. They come at us from all angles. We race down the hall, burning our way through the zombie hordes, blades aflame. My sword complains that there is no nice blood in the zombies. We come to a great abyss with just a small ledge. We see the hole on the other side, our destination. We take to the air. Suddenly a flapping of a great many large leathery wings is heard, and the din of a hundred harpies screeching in rage. Raven laughs at them, casting wind spells at them, flinging them to walls. I sonically counterattack, and the harpies get vertigo and fall. Raven and I make it to the other side. Right here, it’s on the other side of this wall, I can feel it, Raven says. We rub the wall with our hands and vibrate it until the molecules resonate, then walk through. We are in a large room with the sun shining on a golden orb floating above an obelisk. Raven smiles at it, and walks to it, in a trance. “Raven!” The Minotaur leaps from the shadows and tackles Raven. She grabs him by his great neck, and then he laughs and morphs into a Dark Elf. “My love?” Raven says. She grabs the man and kisses him. I feel confused. Hail Eris. Eris whispers in my ear. “Turn around.” A great snake with long hair, about 20 feet tall, the size of 5 busses rises and whips me with its tail. “HERETICS!” it screams at me. Raven and the elf fling knives into the snake’s throat. My sword flies at the fresh wound, drinking in the blood through the air before the red liquid can hit the floor. The Bloodsword pulls me into the snake, and we slice it up from the inside out. “SCENARIO. END.” We are standing on the Moon. Vegeta is floating in front of the three of us. “Good job. Til Next time.” Who is the man we were with? I look at him. Oh, Spike. The Vampire returns.
Turns out that last one was technically a pseudo-lucid dream. I'm in new york surrounded by super heroes. The government wants them, and they're hunted. They have a meeting, and decide that the boy has to evacuate. what boy?, I try to say, but I don't physically exist somehow. They bring out a boy, who is hovering 12 feet in the air. He flees the city by drilling through the ground, going all the way around the world to the other side of NY. why didn't he just cross the city?. He hears me somehow, and flys away. suddenly i'm standing in the road, watching him. I know i have to follow, I don't know why, but the feeling is overwhelming. I'm lucid! I want to fly but I can't. I remember a post from someone on the forum, saying to use the remote from Click or something like that. I pull it out of my pocket and use it like thor's hammer to fly. Man, that part was awesome!!! I never did catch the boy, but heck, I had a friggen lucid dream!!!!
I'm sitting on my boat in the back hard, and my blanket is wrapped around me (yup....probably because I just fell asleep) I see a cop car drive down the dirt road next to our house. WTF.....then I walked and peered down the road, and I saw a bunch of Mexicans getting out of a van....the cop car is no where in site. They walked by me, and I said 'hola'. Someone actually knew English but it took a while to get it out of him. I remember seeing this girl...very beautiful...blondish hair. Face all dirty..wore rags. She had to be about 9 or 10...I felt bad for her. Then something else happend....dead frogs on the windshield.....zombies....wtf, I can't piece it together.
11-07-2012 -- I am walking up Crescent, just before Dale, on the side of the street where the church is located. Oddly, as I walk along, I am pulling the metal core from a wire that is still strung up on the poles [like Don DuFour used to do] and it seems to have gotten caught or tangled on a transformer or something. I'm kind of shaking it to get it to come loose while trying not to electrocute myself. For some reason, Petey the Clown is walking with me, and is accusing me of being selfish or a bad friend or something. I am just about to cross the street and start walking down Hickory, when some guy from the last house on the block comes out and also starts berating me. He is angry because I am removing the core of this wire, and is afraid somebody will lose power because of it or something. Oddly, he looks like the strongman character from La Nouba [Cirque du Soleil show at Disney World, I just saw a video of it for the first time two days ago.] As I approach my house, he seems to be kind of stripping my bones out of my fingers as punishment. It doesn't hurt as he does it, oddly enough, but a few seconds later it starts to sting really badly. Then when I reach my house, he starts to remove the screen from the windows on my car, and I am really starting to get ticked off. I start cursing him rather severely, and tell him to stop hurting me and my car, and the generic neighborhood kids are very impressed because he is an adult and I am a little kid like them. I head toward the front door, planning to enter the house, and just suddenly find myself back on Crescent, across Magnolia from Peter Marshall, walking toward the school. Just as I step into the street I am kind of attacked by a large crate with eye holes that I know contains the strong man character, and has my name on it. He gets loaded on a truck or something, however, and is gone for a bit. I am also being attacked by a very La Nouba-looking clown who has no hair and a solid orange face. The only way I can stop this clown is to wrap my arms around her and pin her arms to her side, and as I grapple with her I realize it is Petey in different make-up, and she thinks I don't know her well enough to recognize her, but I do. She is still pinned in my arms and I carry her into the office at Peter Marshall and then set her down. The other office workers start celebrating her birthday, and I walk off, leaving her thinking I may not be as bad a friend as she thought. [Petey's real life persona does work in a school, but not a grade school, and not in California.] I start to head home again. Maybe I'll make it there this time. I am walking through a crowd of several girls who seem to be talking about Halloween costumes and/or playing Bloody Mary. Between the school and La Reina (a very short block) there are five gas stations that I can remember mystery shopping at other times, though today I am not doing any shops. By this time the strongman character has gotten free of his crate and is bugging me again as I walk down the street. As I turn on to Hickory Drive, I'm muttering about killing the strongman character, and I suddenly find myself running into a bunch of older politicians (Reagan, Nixon, perhaps Margaret Thatcher), and they reveal the rasping strongman is actually some sort of spy or agent, and I am expected to ignore all of his harassment because of his diplomatic mission to the Middle East. I'm thinking his mission is no excuse for his being an idiot. I actually manage to enter the house this time, and I find myself sorting through a lot of mail in my name. Mom is there and is being a bit of a pest, but I am trying to ignore her. I enter my second bedroom through the kitchen door, and I find the room is huge. In real life it was probably about ten feet by fifteen, but here is is more like 20 x 30. I find that mom has gone against my wishes and has rearranged my room, forming a sort of wall of bookcases surrounding my bed in the upper right corner of the room, leaving the other 3/4 of the room mostly empty. [Actually I never had a problem with my mom rearranging my room against my wishes, but it is something my current landlord is kind of threatening to do.] I am so angry about the rearrangement, I am about to tell mom off and move out, except I am out of work, broke, and worry I won't be able to find anywhere else to go. Then I wake up. Also a brief fragment somewhere in the night where I am trying to get some sort of computer layout job and am talking about being asked to do photo essays on the Hornet newspaper overnight to fill in pages that others didn't bother doing, back in my college days.
11.05.2012Organic Chemistry (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm sitting in an Organic Chemistry classroom, and I presume it to be that because the professor looks a lot like the one I currently have in Organic Chemistry I. The slide show presentation is transitioning from right to left I believe, and there's a lot of Biology terms in it for some reason, which bothers me if this classroom is assumed to be an Organic Chemistry room. _________________________ 11.05.2012Longoria (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID A girl wearing tight latex sky blue pants and gray hoodie gets my attention, especially since she's sitting on her side on a couch I'm sitting with her as well. She shows her ass to me, and then I started doing some stuff with her, nothing sexual, just random "oh my gawd, we're like BF4Lyfe" kind of stuff. Forgot what they were exactly
I was in a large outdoor pool complex. It was wintertime and snowing. I walked to the very end of it and began relaxing in this hot tub. This girl that I knew in my freshman year of high school came over and started flirting with me me. It was kind of annoying. I can remember being in this boy-scout troop type thing. It was cold and rainy. This one boy was going fishing by a river. I can remember the river being wide with a lot of rapids and turbulent water. The boy stated that he was trying to catch a catfish. When he reeled in the fish and held it up, it was this very long eel-like creature whos head looked sort of like a cats'. I can remember it having whiskers and catlike eyes. The boy then walked over by a tall wooden fence and released the catfish into a very small, shallow pond. I had a false awakening in my bedroom. I decided that I wanted to draw a picture of Lia (My dream guide) But it was really dark in my room. I started going around turning on all of the lights in my room. (I have three lamps, a light in the fan and a desk light) But for some reason all of the lights were dim. I began drawing anyway. After awhile I looked over my drawing and was disappointed with the quality of the drawing. She looked ugly. I was having a dream about playing minecraft with a bunch of my friends. We were mining some diamonds deep down in this cave. We started to head back up, but the floor of the cave started to collapse into pools of lava. I can remember running and dodging falling objects. Eventually, the minecraft style dream morphed into a more realistic style. We had reached a large cavern. We all stopped and looked around for a second. It was silent. This man in a robot suit dropped down. But the suit was not fancy technology, it was more like a steampunk mech suit. I know that's difficult to understand, but this guy had this armor made out of this copper-colored metal, and he had all of these pistons and gears moving around in very intricate ways to make this man move. The man lowered himself onto the floor with this big chain. He then summoned a bunch of attack dogs to me and my friends. We all drew swords and fought off the dogs. When we turned to the man with the mech-suit he opened these canvas and wood bat wings on his suit and started to slowly fly out of the cave on a jet of steam, screaming all the while. We ran after him, and reached the surface. We could see him streaking ahead, gaining speed. We tried to chase him, but it was difficult because we were running though a forest and there were alot of fallen trees on the ground.
Updated 08-10-2014 at 03:31 PM by 53527
Just to catch up on a few dreams I missed recording recently.... October 31 Fragment - "Weed smoking at some school with creepy guy who wants cheese pizza, blue teddy bears on the highway? The rest of us eat pepperoni." All I remember about this dream is seeing those blue teddy bears, they looked very trippy and weird. >.> The Sacred Stream [Non-Lucid] I was with M and at least one or two other people (who I think was/were imaginary) and after driving in my car a bit and then getting out to walk around we fell way down over the side of this huge cliff. We landed on a rock formation around half way down that had a stream flowing down it and started drinking it, and I believe M who noticed that it was, in fact, alcohol. o.o I took some large handfuls myself and it was freaking delicious! Unfortunately, when we climbed down from it to the ground there was some "tribe" of people there talking about how they were pissed at us from drinking from their sacred river, and then they started shooting at us. (I can't remember if it was just guns or poison darts or what, it's been too long now.) My first car just happened to be parked nearby so we all ran to it and hopped in and I started driving us away, though for a second I got really distracted by the fact that the headlights wouldn't work (), but then they finally did (). We pull off to the road and finally get away, but then I start feeling odd so I pull off to the side and look at my cellphone. Everything on the screen is fluctuating wildly, letters, shapes, and colors start switching around and pulsing and I realize that I'm hallucinating really hard. (In actually, technology usually malfunctions like this for me in dreams. ) I felt like I'd ingested something toxic and M was trying to look after me while I felt colder and weaker, but shortly thereafter I woke up. November 1 Incredibly Fragmented Lucid [DILD] "Stabilizing in a house...." How disappointing is that. ._. November 3 Pitted Against One Another [Non-Lucid] I was part of some futuristic battle where people all fighting for their own personal causes were pitted against each other even though they had no hard feelings against each other, and I ended up fighting this one guy in a mall who was trying to set himself free of the hurt that he had because, apparently, he had taught every single person who died on a plane on 9/11 to read and speak English and he hadn't gotten over their deaths. o.o When I had to unfortunately defeat him, he, like, dissolved into blue code while telling me this story.... I really wish I remembered more of that dream, but I didn't even write anything down when I woke up so that's pretty much all I've got now.
9/14/2012 I had several dreams this night. The first one was not lucid. I dreamed that my right leg was covered in gross patches. It progressed later on to be covered in fungus that spread and pussed when it was messed with. It was super gross and it was hard to get back to sleep because it was so vivid that it felt real. This was followed by several quick lucid dreams. The first one I don't remember a whole lot of. I was following a guy through an alley and a cat jumped out of the dark and scared me awake. The second dream I spent the whole time trying to fly.. I only managed to glide a little bit a foot or two across the ground. Still more successful than any other flying attempts. In the third dream I was riding in a car at night with some friends. I looked up at the stars and wanted to fly so badly. Since I knew I was dreaming I decided to take a risk. I opened the car window and leaned out. I knew i would either fly or I would hit the pavement at full speed. I closed my eyes and leaned the rest of my body out of the car. When I opened my eyes I was floating. I was so excited. I willed myself to fly higher and I was successful. I began flying straight up at really high speeds. I flew up through the clouds and into the atmosphere. Then for some reason I stopped being able to fly and fell for several minutes. It was also awesome. I have been skydiving before and the sensation was almost identical. Right before I hit the ground I stopped myself from falling and remained floating above the ground. This has been my best flying to date.
Alright, so we were doing the usual last night, right? (By that, I mean either lovey-dovey or plain ol' fun type stuff.) So I suggested we use that amazing gift of lucidity to have sex. She, who magically has a higher libido than me (not ALWAYS a gift, people!!), agreed. So, she got on a weird battle armor thing (for her sci fi loving man, of course! and I got on the same. We did a bit of stupid roleplaying, which was pretty much about her being a sad, lonely wolf. But of course, I fixed that! And let me tell 'ya folks, THAT is the sexiest crap you can imagine! She even kinda made a scent in the dream, it was like a really sweet perfume mixed with canid-type scents. UnBELIEVABLE!!!! Alone, neither are even remotely sexy, but combined it was different somehow. So I won't give you a blow-by-blow anatomical description (we all know how it works, basically?), but I will tell you that I learned that she likes rough, ROUGH stuff. I gave it to her, because come on, what harm could that POSSIBLY do? And I learned that paws on an anthro figure are pretty...aw, you know!! So that was an overview of it, but you guys, you have got to try this to know what I mean! It's like nothing else! And this ends a DJ entry that has made several readers puke, and even more vow to destroy me (I know you did!). G'day. *bows and runs from angry mob of sickened readers*
9/8/2012 In this dream there was some sort of major dispute. I am heading to a gunfight. A girl my brother's into and her dad were there. He is an ex-assassin from Russia so I think he had a lot to do with that gunfight scenario. We are all riding on the back of a truck to where the gunfight is going to take place. There are about 10 of us riding in the back of this military truck. We are all passing around bottles of alcohol. We finish off 2 fifths of whiskey and one fifth of vodka between all of us. We hop off the truck and square off with the people we are supposed to fight with. We have the gunfight but nobody is killed. I wake up before there is any clear resolution.
9/8/2012 In this dream it was supposed to be my birthday. My grandparents were there. For some reason they pissed me off and I started cussing at them. Which is something that I would never do because they are so straight laced they would lose it. Anyway they gave me the new Halo videogame for my birthday but I never got to play it. That happens a lot to me. I'll win the lottery and wake up before I get to collect any money. Stuff like that. Anyway at this point I became lucid and tried to fly in front of people. I really just was able to float, but it was a start. I knew I was dreaming but I kept it to myself and let the DCs do their normal routines. I then participated in a type of role playing game like in the movie Role Models. Beasted it up because I could float around the battlefield.
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