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Yet another dream fragment. I vaguely remember being in a mall and exploring all the different shops. I was with some family and other random people. The mall didn't really stick out per se, but I do remember it snowing outside and seeing white clouds when I looked up through a skylight.

Well, at least I am remembering one dream per night now, even if it is short.

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Blah. I went right back to sleep after my last entry and I just woke up.

I dreamed I was at a large club. Anyone could dance on a pole if they paid the boss $4.00 But when I tried I couldn't get a movie to exit and my song "It Can't Rain all the Time" to load. Then some kids showed up and got to play on the pole and I was kind of hacked off because I really wanted to use it.
I was wearing some sort of old gown and the whole atmosphere was 1800-something.
Someone went missing and I tried to help search for them.
A friend had recently given birth and the baby was adorable (but much too small). She asked when I was going to have another kid and I said it was bound to be soon.
Then I went to the restroom and stayed there for 2 hours. There was a little girl with her mom in the bathroom. She kept trying to put on blush. I put on some foundation and other makeup but it wouldn't spread correctly and I kept trying to wipe and wash it off. When I came out, hubby was waiting and severely ticked.
Then the dream changed and my kids came into my room and were standing near my bed. They said the ran into my hubby who was worried I was sleeping so much, so he was coming over to check on me, just to make sure I was alright.
My house is dirty and I do everything to keep hubby in his house, so I woke right up lol

Now I need to go to the store.

Was making it with one, though not well.
Got a call from another.

At a place like home but different. My brother is telling visitors to our company how I'm the best and most knowledgeable in my job. I feel embarrassed and dont know what to say. I feel myself shrugging and making faces.*

I am sleeping incredibly too much. I took 50 mg Seroquel and 200 mg Caffeine before going before the Magistrate at 10:15 this morning.
When I got home at around 11:30 I was so stinking sleepy that I took another 200 mg Caffeine. By 12:30, I gave up and laid back down. I fell asleep right away.

My dreams started off sort of strange. I was in some sort of large garage/house, though I left several times with my ex-hubby. I was assembling a video game and was looking for pictures from nature to integrate. A lot of the images came from clouds, but I traveled islands of the world which looked more fantasy than real and I found many clues about my quest.

I was assembling all the data at the garage/house. Downstairs, some man was reclining in a chair with his head out a window. He seemed annoyed, at first, by my ex and I talking. THen 5 pitbulls got loose. They were being kept somewhere downstairs by the owner, bt a door had been left open. Ex, guy and I tried rounding them all up to put back. I was afraid of them at first, but they were giant pussycats.
The guy said he had to leave soon because the dogs were setting off his allergies. Then he wondered aloud why his own dog doesn't both him.
In some wide, open area a guy was laying down holding layers upon layers of wood paneling above his chest. The dogs were under the wood, surrounding him, laying down with him, but the weight was too much and his grip kept slipping. I thought they'd all be squashed.

Then the dream changed somewhat and as I was assembling the game (or whatever it was), I found a webpage by my 15 yo daughter. Strangers were concerned and told me to get ahold of her regarding some of the info she posted.
But then I was beside her. We spoke about her goals and she wanted to work at some particular restaurant. At first I was against it and I told her she would never be hired because she's too young to serve alcohol. But then our roles were reversed and I explained her age didn't matter because the company could have another person sell such beverages. Then I tried explaining I wouldn't be able to visit her because my license was suspended.

At some point, I was in a tunnel and a great crowd was passing. At the end, I noticed some in the crowd were holding up a coffin. THen I noticed a suspicious character and right before a bomb went off two officers shielded my ex and I.

I woke up to my phone ringing. My 15 yo was calling me I had to repeat everything I had told her in the dream lol.
My license HAS been suspended since January for failure to pay Court Fines.

I've been awake now for almost an hour and I'm still so sleepy I can barely keep my eyes open. WTH? It's been like this for a couple of days now. I feel like I'm still dreaming- in fact, it feels like I'm stuck in a dream that I need to fall asleep in, in order to wake up. The world goes so slowly. I just cannot keep my eyes open.
It's actually pretty freaky.

I woke up in my bedroom and my husband was lying next to me, still asleep. A voice told me that they would explain why I no longer had the vivid dreams that I had most of my life. (IRL I have had frequent, vivid dreams my whole life, but a few years back, I stopping remembering all but some very lame dreams with no plot. I want my dreams back) Then, a transparent screen appeared in the middle of the room that took up most of the room. The voice said "This is the dream your husband is having now. Then a small screen appeared right in front of me. It was about the size of a computer screen and had several small pictures on it like you might see in a google image search. The voice said "These are the dreams that you had last night." "Notice how much smaller they are than his dream." I looked over the images and put my hand through the image of a golden retriever. The dream played and was over in a few seconds. There was nothing worth remembering in it. The voice then explained that because my husband was now having such large dreams, there was not enough room for me to have large dreams too. The dreams that I saw in front of me were as big as they could get next to my husband's big dreams. The dreams that I used to have were even bigger than the dream that my husband was having and that is why they were so vivid and real to me. At that time my husband could not remember any of his dreams.

I float up out of my bed. I see a bunch of demons around me. They look benevolent. hmmm..

I walk to the mirror, and see my demon face in it. I laugh. He reaches through and grabs me. I am yanked into another dream... a Colloseum in Hell.

I battle my demon self, and kick his ass, then I absorb him.

I go to the Hades where Raven, Angel, and I (one more person, I forgot who) are rulers of it.

I make the templars pick more flowers for a hellish bouquet of DOOM.

Raven reminds me we are supposed to go see the Big Guy.

We go, he says I am infected.

We do healing in the Glen.

A bunch of red and dark energy parasites squirm out, and are eaten by lizards and toads.

I was in a museum in front of the entrance to an interactive nature exhibit. I noticed how worn the entrance looked and was prepared for the whole exhibit to be run down. Once I entered, I was delightfully surprised how nice it was inside. They used real plants and it was landscaped like I was really outside on some country trail. I was my bike and looking around at all the wonderful detail. Then I spotted some grapes growing on the side of the path. I turned my head back to look at them while I continued to peddle my bike forward. Then I realized that I was off the trail. The bike fell out from under me and I grabbed a handful of vines so I wouldn't fall as well. The vines had covered a cliff. I thought how careless it was for me to let this happen. I tried to climb back up on the trail, but the dirt from the embankment crumbled in my hands. I was only able to hang on by the vines. Just then, someone on a bike was approaching. I asked him if he could help me. He peered over the cliff and asked me what I needed. I told him I needed help getting back up on the path. He said " Then why aren't you screaming for help". I told him that I thought I could get up by myself and when I realized that I couldn't, he came along. He said "If you really need help, you should be screaming". I asked him if he would help me. He said "OK, but I doubt it will do any good." He then shouted at some bikers up on the ridge. "Hey, someone is hanging from the ridge and can't get back up. Can you help!" One of the guys on the ridge shouted back "If they really needed help, they would be screaming." then they disappeared over the ridge. The guy then said "You see, I told you!" I said "Will you help me?" he said "I already did." I reached my hand that was not clenching the vines upward. "Take my hand and pull me up" "Why would I" he said "You still aren't screaming" I said "so you will only help me if I start screaming." He said "I never said that I was going to help you at all, but someone might." By now most of the vines had pulled out of the ground and the few that remained would be out any second. I looked around and there was nobody around accept for this guy. I tried harder to find something else to hold on to, but there wasn't anything. Just as I started to fall, I woke myself up.

I was at my 6th form, everyone was there-even my sister.

It's been established that we're being taken somewhere by these aliens, they're pretty much what you'd stereotypically expect one to look like-human like figure, grey skin and huge head with bulging black eyes and jeez they're so bossy.

We all have to stand and listen to them in the cafe,
"You might want to empty your bladder now because where we're going and on our spacecraft there are no toilets", one of them explains.

what the hell?... I patiently tell them that humans need to go to the toilet otherwise we could get very ill. They ignore this and tell me to hurry up. I go to the toilets because I really need a wee, the loos are really packed. After I go and find my sister, I don't like not knowing where she is. One of the aliens tells us to go wait in the dining hall (the cafe) ready for boarding the ship. For some reason we are now on the moon- the aliens must have moved the building while we were in the loos.

My sister and I decide to go to our cabin and get some belongings before we leave. We have little possessions as the aliens dislike us to own things. I open my drawer and put a lipcil made out of syrup into my shoulder bag, I was trying to be practical because I get very sore lips. I find a ribbon and pack that too, to remind me of Earth (I don't know why), I leave my favourite stuffed toy dog. I also leave my dream diary, if I take it with me they may confiscate it and realise I've written about them, better to leave it for someone else to find, then maybe they'll track us down again.

Suddenly we hear a hovering noise, we look out of the window to see the UFOs take off and fly deep into Space... wait a sec they left us behind!... "They forgot us!" I whisper exitedly! We're so happy and relieved...but then hear some footsteps. The door slowly opens and a guy steps through looking postively confused.

"Um hello?" he says
"Hi, we're humans, you can take a blood sample as evidence" I say and hold out my arm towards him because I think he's an alien in a humanoid figure and I don't want to get in trouble

"Um er thanks but not right now" he says, "how come you're here? I thought I was the only human on the moon. I thought I'd sensed some disturbance so came out looking, nearly got lost on the way but I'm glad I found you"

I explain everything to him.
"Good thing I found you then. You can come to my house, it's safe there. We need to be quick incase they realise you're missing and come looking for you" We step through the door, cold wind blows moon dust about, similar to sand in a desert. We walk quickly and approach a cheerfully strange house. It a roundish shape, yellowy/orange and made out of some sort of metal. There's complicated piping winding all around it. We go in and are greeted by his friendly wife. The guy tells her our situation. We sit in the front room watching a cartoon about gnomes or something. All the time I'm afraid the aliens are gonna come back. Our two new friends seem to recognise this and suggest we get back to Earth as soon as possible. I suddenly remember my other belongings, particularly my dream diary, which will be important as evidence to people on Earth about what happened. The wife starts preparing for takeoff while us three quickly set off back to the cabin. We find it in good time and my sister and I empty our drawers quickly. I make a smiley face in the drawer with some rubbish as a message to the aliens to show we've outsmarted them.

We rush back to the house. The other two make sure the door is shut securely. The woman shows us into their bedroom, we put our bags down. The guy sits at a computer desk and pulls some controls out of the wall, the woman shows us some seat belts attached to the wall and tells us to put them on because we’re going to need them. We sit down and strap ourselves in, so does she. The guy straps himself into the controller chair and types some things into the controls. The house moves, I see through the window we’re heading towards another similar looking building. Turns out it’s a rocket type thing. The house connects to it and we’re ready for takeoff.
It’s an amazing feeling. As we travel faster I feel the gravity pressing me to the wall. Once we’re past takeoff the speed settle down and we’re allowed to take the belts off’ like when you’re on a aeroplane. My sister and I lay on the bed and nap, the woman wakes us up as it’s time to put our seatbelts on for landing. We land in a field in a secluded part of the country. We go into a near building, it’s a secret agency HQ working for the government about things like alien attacks.

We fill them in on what’s happened and file a report on the missing students. Police then escort us home. We’re driving for a while until we reach home. When back we explain everything to pur worried family, then we all have a picture taken together!

For the first part of the dream I remember watching watching Obi-Wan Kenobi battling this big droid with 4 lightsabers, like from Episode III. In my dream, Obi-Wan was wielding 2 lightsabers, and the battle was taking place in this dark circular room, with a bunch of people gathered around watching.

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This battle went on for a really long time, and my perspective was always changing, like a movie. Obi-Wan would turn off his lightsabers a lot to try and confuse the droid, and then turn them on when he got close, and they'd go into the droid's sides. I woke up at some point during all of this.

In my next dream I found myself on a ski slope, with skis on. Which is odd because I haven't skied since I was little, I'm a snowboarder. Anyways, my mom was there and we were skiing down this huge never-ending hill together. I was going so fast, and I could do all these crazy tricks like skiing on one foot and doing a 360 as I'm flying down the hill. I remember there was this other section where there was a bunch of little bumps in the snow and I could get crazy air off of them, even when I was going slightly uphill at parts. Eventually I was going so fast it was insane. I was in a third person perspective at this point, and was leaning really hard in order to turn. I was starting to get afraid that I would fall and get really messed up, due to the speed I was going.

I see the road approaching as I'm coming down the hill, and there's a frozen lake off to the left of it. I aim for the lake, and it cracks under me, but I'm going too fast to get wet. But I fall over to my side and skid out onto the road. Then I tumble like crazy (I'm still watching this happen to me from a third person perspective), and I when I stop rolling I can see my mom coming down the hill towards me. My body is pretty limp, but I start mumbling something. She picks up my head and there's a bunch of red snow under it from the blood. I could feel my dream fogging up and coming to and end at this point, and then I woke up. ~

Snakes

I was in a dark room watching TV. I noticed there was a large boa snake crawling on the floor. I was a bit startled and then I noticed a tray on the small table beside me there was also a smaller snake crawling. I stroked it's neck a bit. but I was still kind of scared.

Portal

I was waking around in a large building that appeared to be under construction, much of the drywall was hung up. i wandered up and down staircases trying to find my way. I eventually walked through a door and found myself in a seemingly familiar place. An old man walked past me and I asked him where I was. "Diagon alley." He replied. I looked around and noticed the place was in a similar layout as diagon alley from HP. I had to find a class And I thought it was in the construction building so I turned around to find the building but it wasn't there.

I was walking down a street thinking about what i was going to do that day. I see a red truck with no top it looks similar to a smart car. I remember my friend michelle talking about getting a vehicle. She is being hastled with the driver behind her because she is a "new Driver". She pulls over close to me and says "are you coming? well Hop in ". As i get in she guns it with me standing it felt like there was no back and we're going to tip. We don't Fall and i sit where she tells me to. Michelle tells me to hold onto the bar. The dashboard looked like a seat at a theme park which has a bar to hold onto in the front. I go to hang on but grab the wrong one and switched gears. She fixes what i did quite easily as I grab hold. It seems were going to pick people up now.

After, all of a sudden i was with an asian girl or my dream girl friend. When i was with her i had a feeling it was my Ex girlfriend. We were walking together holding eachother when we come across Harland & Murtaza (some old friends from School) they are walking along a hill of a main road in Calgary called 16th ave. We stop to say Hey, They tell me its been too long since we've seen eachother. I told them about some party i was having later and they should come they tell me they'll be there. Me and my Girl say goodbye and start walking away from my old friends.

Next thing i remember is, I found myself in my brothers Silver Dakota sitting in the back seat my arms around my dream girlfriend and the feeling is wonderful everytime i tighten my grip i can feel she does the same. I seen my friends johnny and michelle in the truck with us as well as my brother driving. All of a sudden I'm in the passenger seat beside my brother and everyone is gone but him and I. He was talking to me but i gave him no attention i cant recall what he said. Instead i was looking out the window at this red shirt man staring at me from the car next to us. In my mind he looked like a physical being of Chef from South Park. I look foward and notice the lights changing red my brother says something then Guns it through and turns the corner. All i could think was WTF is he doing ?!

The next thing I can remember is walking down an ally with my friends hehind me, there was a plastic santa decoration in the middle of the way so i picked it up and threw it in the air. I hear My brother Steven laughing saying "did you see what he did". I ignore him and continue we soon came to this house with a weird hill connected to the bedroom windows. It seems like we're going to try and get up there. I tried to get a running start but fail. It seems really hard to run up an incline. I tell myself I cannot run up this hill. I soon find myself in my Kitchen looking out at my brothers truck in the ally. i walked to the living room where im on the phone with James telling me he'll pick me a 10 dollar ticket up. He tells me to come meet him and mike but i asked him about a party which i was having at my house. I see an old friend named Ali get out of a car infront of my house and i start to yell on the phone "ALI IS HERE". He brought a friend which looks familiar and they come to my front door.

All of a sudden i was with James and Justin walking when we came across this little shack in the middle of no where. Inside was two big comfy chairs and a miniture grand piano. I sit at the piano and start playing, i wondered why i sucked
I look down and notice the foot pedals and james is hitting it with his foot. It sounds like an Organ i said. I turn and ask if this was their place and they both denied. I then am laying in my bed thinking what just happend? did i have a party , I hope no one stole anything, then I awoke.