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REAL LIFE NON-LUCID

I went to bed at at 9:15, and fell asleep for 9:30. I later woke up for a WBTB at 3:21. I had set an alarm for 4am, however I woke up before hand and thought I might as well experiment with times. When I did my WBTB, i recalled the following dream fragment:

1) I was on Last.Fm, and I was scrobbling Aphex Twin - Vordhosbn.

After 30 minutes, I went back to bed. I decided to sleep on my side for this WBTB as I find it much more comfortable, and I thought this might have been the reason why I had no success with WILDS. However, I feel laying on my side my have limited success even further, as I was continuously switching sides which probably prevented my body from relaxing properly. Anyway, I had no success :/ I recalled these dreams in the morning
2) I was walking through the art block in my school. It was sunny with only a bit of cloud coverage outside. There was an extra door on the right of the block, whereas there is normally only one on the right. The block was now made of black glass, not brick, and it was much bigger. After walking into the block, the entrance looked the same as the real entrance. Suddenly, a Facebook page appeared out of nowhere on the right I think this was almost like a hologram. I saw a very sexist comment, and this made me laugh a lot. So, I 'liked' it. However, this automatically 'liked' every single other comment on the page! This didn't bother me, as all of the other comments were sexist and hilarious. However, it was still odd.

3) I was in a holiday home abroad with my Family, however only my sister and I were in. I was sat by a desk with my Sister. The area and the desk looked very similar to the art block in my school. This dream may have linked with my last dream. We were on a laptop together, talking about something that annoyed us. I cannot remember what.

4) I had written in my dream journal that I had a dream about having sex with one of my female friends. My friend Ryan. B read this, and thought it'd be funny to tell the entire school

5) I was sat in my friend Chloe's house. Her house was on the left of a hill up to my local Sainsburies. Me and her were sat in her living room on a soft, worn sofa. It was very dark in the room with no lighting, and it was early evening in the winter, so there was very little light coming in. I had told my Mum I was going out briefly, but I decided to stay for a bit longer.

Dream - Lucid - AP

I was in what was supposed to be my friend Kacey's room, sitting on her bed. My butt was hurting (weird). Later, I took off my pants and there was a lot of blood in my underwear because I was bleeding out my butt (ahhh!!). I told Kacey and she said "Well that explains the stain on my bed." I was then told by someone that I needed to switch to softer toilet paper.

I also remember someone wanting to have sex with me, but that was not going to happen in my condition at the time.

I know there was more to this one, but that's all I can recall.

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I was in my living room, watching my brother, who in this dream was much younger than in waking life, play with some toys. My friends Courtney and Caitlin wanted me to go to the mall with them. I had already been, so I didn't really want to go, but I went anyway. They went to Forever 21, and I went in there with them and browsed.

Then, we were in an indoor cemetery. We walked by many graves, and went through many different rooms. I think Caitlin was looking for a certain one. As we were walking, I saw cemetery workers taking these boxes out of the graves; boxes of the deceased people's internal organs, and they were cleaning them. It really grossed me out, so I turned around to leave.

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I feel like this may be a continuation from the first dream.

I was at my boss's house, but it was much smaller than in waking life and kinda looked like Caitlin's house. Caitlin, Courtney, and my old friend Stephanie were there. My boss was standing in front of a glass sliding door. Outside the glass door was a huge field. It was dark and very cloudy outside. My boss was talking to us, when, in the distance, I spotted a tornado. I told my boss to turn around and look. She did so, and we all went outside to find the tornado shelter that was built into the ground. I herded everyone in there, but my boss didn't come in. I pointed out where the benches were. I remember I was sitting on a bench to the left, Caitlin was on the right bench, and Stephanie was on the back bench. I can't remember where Courtney was sitting.

We knew the tornado was coming closer, but my boss was still not in the shelter. Someone looked through a crack in the shelter door and said they saw her, and that she was alright. Then, the tornado picked up the shelter, and we were spinning around through the air. This lasted for a few minutes before the spinning stopped. I remember thinking to myself that it probably didn't last near as long as it felt like it did.

We exited the shelter, and it was sunny outside. We were in the middle of a field. I remember seeing a family in a garage holding a wedding ceremony. We were trying to find my boss's house again. I can't remember when or if we made it back, but I feel like we did.

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Yet another continuation.

I was back in the house, but my friends were gone. The house was now my grandparents's old house, but it didn't look like it. My grandparents were there. I wanted to take a shower, but I knew I had to time it so as not to waste water (my grandparents used to make me time my showers with a kitchen timer when I was little in waking life).

I started the shower, and then I realized I had to eat dinner with my grandparents. I sat at the table with them. I don't remember eating, but we all talked, I think about the tornado. I know I was thinking about the tornado at any rate. I then went back to take my shower, but my grandpa had turned the water off. I was just about to turn it back on, when a very big, tall, older man entered the bathroom, and asked me if I was going to take a shower. I said yes, I was. I think he wanted to take a shower first. Then, he started asking me more and more questions.

again, non-lucid. i really need to improve on getting lucid. anyways, i was in what seemed to be an RPG. i had a party of me, my mum, my friend jake, and what seemed to be a form of my friend catherine. there were loads of puzzles we had to do, (in standared RPG format) and we progressed. what was interesting is that there ws an ice lolly stool, just randomly placed in the dungon/classroom/corridor/idk, and it selled mountian due slush in a cone. i found that strange. the last i remember of my dream is me doing a super-long cutscene move/attack in which i turned into matt smith and smeared lipstick all over my face, and the did a morris dance. then the raw awsomeness of that attack woke me up. maybe. or it could have been my mum.

i did remember alot more of this dream, but my pen for my solid DJ feel down the side of my bed.

of, and i relized that my dream sign is....wait for it....my friend jake! he's not going to like that though. he thinks lucid dreams are a load of balloney. so when everytime he walks up to me i do a RC, hes going to get very mad, very fast.

oh wells.

I remember watching something on the internet and also N was speaking to me.


Going to try WILD soon, since I got home so early.

1st successful WILD: I'm laying in bed and I keep looking at my phone to see what time it is (I was doing this all night... couldn't stay asleep). Then I look and see the time keeps changing.. then my phone sticks to my hand like a magnet and ..LUCID! I'm spinning my phone around my hand. I want to sit up but I can't... I kind of feel like I'm falling off the bed. I see both my arms in front of me but not clearly... my arms were behind my head the whole time though.

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I'm in an attic with a kid from work, JRO, and he's kind of wrestling with me a little. He starts walking on a part of the floor where the wood isn't lined up right and I'm afraid he's going to fall through the slats. He leaves and I'm outside by a fence, same house. There's a bull in a pen and these two guys ask me to open a gate so they can let the bull out. I realize another kid from work SS is running around. I start to freak out because I don't want the bull to go after him. The bull charges out and I say "Can someone please help?!" then the bull starts coming after me. Someone tells me to get inside and the bull is right behind me... I get inside but just behind a screen door. Then I see the bull chasing SS.

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I'm in a house, and there are tons of people there. It's really clear that some people I see represent other people, but look nothing like them. It's 4am (when I contemplated getting up because I couldn't stay asleep) and everyone is sitting around a table eating breakfast. I see M there and don't understand why he didn't tell me about it. A couple people come in drunk, they've been out all night, but I think most people just woke up. At some point everyone goes outside and there's a house on fire. I look down the line of houses and see they're all catching on fire. The crack in the sidewalk has like.. a thread of fire running through it. I run down to the house I was in, even though I knew there was nothing I owned in the house and that everyone was already outside. I run up the stairs inside the house and I'm crying and out of breath.

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There is a hill I'm walking up in some woody place... A guy asks me if it's a good fishing spot to catch small fish, or if it's legal to catch small fish there.. something like that, and I tell him yes. I'm laying on a sort of cliff looking up at the sky. I sit up to take a sip of water from a glass and there's a spider on it.

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I'm sitting at a bar during the day talking to the bartender. I think he's kind of hitting on me. Somehow I end up in a bed and I realize I'm at his house and that I need to get the hell out.. I have my phone charger and it's all wrapped around some other wire.

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I walk into a room and see some guys I know, specifically RL and EL. They're looking at books on drawing and I want to see what it is. I sit down and one of them shows me the book, can't remember what it was they were learning to draw, but someone says "It takes like 10 seconds." Someone calls me from the door I came in and I have to leave. The guys are leaving too. EL hugs me as I leave.. random.

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I'm in my car driving and M is in the passenger seat and he's crying. Then he says "Do you hear that noise?" and I say, "It's a box in the back filled with papers. It's sliding back and forth."

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I'm on a rolly chair in my basement and I say "I'm going to go lucid". I don't. But I do crawl on the ground around this nonexistent part of the wall by the bathroom.

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Someone (definitely a woman) says she doesn't want to be married to me anymore. She says "You're too religious!" and I say "Wow that shows how much you know about me." She says "Well then that's another reason!" weeeirrd.

Last night I thought I'd give WILDing a try, but I failed because I wasn't lying in a comfortable enough position. I didn't want to give it another try so I went to sleep the normal way.

From there on I remember being with friends in a city - judging from the architecture probably French - in the middle of a terrorist attack. We were armed too and tried to hide the weapons from the police who were trying to sweep through the neighbourhood.

The second part I remember is me swimming in the ocean at night, swimming towards an island far away, which I could barely see in the moonlight. Suddenly something grabbed one of my feet and pulled me down, at this moment I woke up.

I think tonight I will try to adjust my position to something a bit more comfortable where I can relax all my muscles in an attempt to get a WILD.
I'm happy though, I managed to actually recognize some of the people in my dreams

14.02.2011

Night drive, day scape. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I wad driving in the freeway. My wife was next to me and we were talking about some psychic exercises I was doing. My wife recalled some psychic attack I did to someone in waking several months ago. My wife told me, "I love your dark energy." I do not know where the heck this comes from... I am a good guy and a spirit of light! I guess my darker ego showed up in the dream. I found funny what my wife told me.

It was very hard for me to drive. I could not drive straight in my lane and I would change lanes without wanting to. I also could not keep a constant speed while driving. My vision was very blurry and I felt extremely tired. We arrived to some sort of mall and I saw everything super blurry. I felt it was not normal for me to be so tired, having a big time driving and such a low vision. I checked my hands. My index finger was very thin and long. I knew I was dreaming, but I needed more proof. I asked my wife to please check her hand. She also had six fingers. I decided to take a flight to make my dream stable, however, my lucidity was not great. I followed the plot of the dream and lost lucidity.

We entered the mall and my wife was mad at me for some present I gave her or something I do not recall well. She suddenly told me, "Yeah right, go get one of those 75% discount sunglasses like you always do." Funny, I have never bought my wife sunglasses in waking, I wonder why I dreamed that. I told her I was not going to buy any sunglasses this time.

I wanted to leave the mall, however, it had no windows, no doors and the roof was made out of steel. All I wanted to do was to leave. I saw some sort of reception and saw an exit behind reception. I could see the sun coming from the outside. I turned lucid again, it was night a while ago, it was impossible to be day so fast. I walked towards the reception and said, "12th floor, please." The receptionist told me, "There is a private party there and you have no ID." I told her I just wanted to go through the door to be able to exit the mall, I did not plan to take the elevators. She informed me, "We are going to need an attorney to witness you are indeed just exiting the mall." I replied, "Oh, come on... This is a dream, I will wake up eventually!" I had no dream control on this particular dream. I saw some guys approaching the door. They were granted access. I got next to them and ran outside.

A guy asked me how much did I charged for a Tarot reading. I told him I was dreaming in that moment. The guy was surprised. Before I decided to take a flight, I lost imagery of the dream.

I had a FA in my room. I had a ton of e-mails from Amity, however, when I tried to read one, it would not open. I also started to write down the dream in my pillow and read some scripts about meditation when I woke up for real.

2/14/11: After being apart of the forum for a few days now I've decided to start off my dream journal, something that I have never really seen the importance of, but hope will help my reality checks and make clear my motives for my subconscious mind. Im about to go to sleep and I'm trying to practice deild method so that I can have multiple lucid dreams throughout the night. My first goal will be to exercise my five senses to gain and lengthen lucidity as demonstrated in Atkins513's tutorial.

My Notes
Non-lucid
Lucid
Awake

Tonight, I decided to try to WILD with the help of a free lucid dreaming Iso tone I got from iso-tones.com. I would listen to if after I woke from my alarm.

My first dream, and in fact all my dreams this night, were very long & vivid. The first dream wasn't very pleasant. I was standing outside my bedroom with my older brother. We were looking inside my bedroom. There were six spiders on the inside of my window. Six spiders. In the real world, I'm quite scared of spiders, but it's x10 worse if the spider is in my room. I express my disbelief to my brother.
The scene changes; I'm in my backyard with my younger brother. My bed is also out there. Since it's a dream, the extension has yet to be built. It's night-time, and we're spraying the bed with my insect & bug killer. i don't miss a spot.
I'm back in my room. I notice, in the cupboard, there is an old dirty hole. I franticly spray in there. I think to myself, it must be where they get it. I don't see any more spiders. I feel that since they're all gone, and that the holes have all been sprayed, no more should be in my room again. This gives me some peace of mind.

I'm back outside again. There is a big old-looking tree. It has a tarp, I think a green one, going over it. On the top of the tree (it's slightly taller than me) is a disturbing sight. It's a mouse, completely engulfed in spider webs. The tree is covered in spider webs, that look similar to beeswax. My little brother, who is now with me, doesn't realise what it is. I have to explain it's a mouse.

My alarm wakes me up. I remember to use the iso, combined with WILD. I listen to the entire 30 minute MP3. I'm still nowhere near entering SP, and my hair is beginning to itch, so I decide to just go for WBTB instead. I remind myself to become lucid, and to remember my goals and to stabilise the dream. This pays off.

I would rate the following lucid dream as a layer three, minor.

Spoiler for Layer Three:

Layer Three (Minor):
You'll realise you're dreaming and fully understand the implications of what dreaming really is. The dream will be stable and vivid. However, you'll not have full control over your actions and at points it may feel like you're watching a film. You understand that the dream characters are merely a facet of your imagination, although they still believe that they're real.

When you become lucid, you understand the full implications, but you're not in total control. Because you're watching it unfold without any real influence over it, you become so immersed in the dream you lose lucidity. Later on you regain lucidity and remember how earlier on in the dream you were also lucid.

I'm on a stretch of road, in a small town. I don't really how I become lucid; I think I was lucid from the beginning. I excitedly rub my hands to stabilise the dream. I yell "This is a dream" many times. As I do this I notice some buildings in the distance increasing in detail. I want to finally complete some of my dream goals. I consider finding my DG, but I realise that may take some time, so I just try to find my dream name instead. A friend of mine named Harry.B is in a black car near me. I get in the car as he starts to drive. I ask him my dream name. He think for a few moments. He says "Hansen Francis." I can tell by the look on his face, and the fact that a friend of mine is called Hansen, that he just made this up. I decide to disregard this. Whilst in the car I have to yell "This is a dream" a few more times.
By now, my lucidity is fading. I'm still lucid, just much less aware. I'm at school outside my lockers, and I'm still trying to find out my dream name. I ask a kid named Luke. He gives me a very intellectual speech on how one does not just find his dream name, he must earn it. I'm surprised at how much sense he's making. I remember for a few moments being in the canteen, but this doesn't last long.
Now I'm outside again. There is a big factory to my right. Nobody is near me. I decide to try and fly. Since my logic was still not working very well, this was very extremely easy. I just jumped up, and off I went. I was thinking to myself how badly I didn't want to forget this when I awoke. Then I woke up.

Only when I woke up, did I realise how un-lucid the end of that dream had become. I happily wrote the the dreams down.

I went back to sleep for a short while. I had a third very vivid but short dream. I was in my maths class, which was very dark and gloomy. Sitting next to me on my left was my school crush. I hear someone to my right on the other side of the room talking to her. I'm slightly embarrassed, and incredibly sick. I have a very runny nose and headache. I keep coughing and sneezing. I look to my left again to see that an old lady had sat between me and my crush.

I'm ticking the "task of the month" DJ category because I believe "find your dream name" was a previous one. I'm going to try my luck with the Iso tones again tonight. Hopefully I can use it to aid WILD.

Dream Lucid Partially lucid

Feb. 14, '11: Just a dream fragment today. I was running through the woods, on all four, like an animal. I turned around and went back because I forgot my Mountain Dew. I passed some guy who was peeing.
Later, the guy asked me why I ran on all four. I said it made me feel like I was running really fast.

14.02.2011

The Berzerk Idea (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log: 1:15 Monday February 13-14th, 2011
6:00
Hours: 4:45m Alarm: 5:30 Audio: None

This dream was very higher level thinking. I have no idea how in the world i came up with the concepts that were mentioned in the dream. I can only remember a few bits of the dream. The whole concept is that of a device, chemical, or something that contains a certain element that makes animals go especially crazy or berserk. I watched and informational video in which two gorillas were in a cage and as one stayed the same the other seemed to be freaking out and becoming violent and unruley. It was really quite scary. Then after seeing that information i saw more on that of an alligator. Underneath the mouth and jaw of the creature was some sort of machine twisting and resricting the animal. The reason it become this way, so violent and crazy, was because the animal reacted some way, but certain chemicals that it normally produced were simply blocked off, somehow causing these effects. I was peering into a display of some sort, and as i backed up, i realized i was in a museum. The walls covered in information and knowledge. I looked over and Curtis was leaving. I ran over to him, stopped him and told him that t wasn't quite time to leave yet and i pulled him back to a picture on the wall and showed him something. I pointed out that there was a hidden picture in it, and he was surprised. Then it ended.

Last night's dream was... Weird.

I know that's a silly thing to say about a dream, since they're all weird in their own right, but I find something about this dream unsettling.

The dream was processed over the course of an hour from 6:30 to 7:30. I remember playing a pokemon game. It was like a cross between Mystery Dungeon and one of the regular games... For some reason there were conflicts about it, but I can't remember over what specifically.

At some point, the antagonist came to play. There was no name for him. He was a hulking creature that wore a ski mask and overalls, but the rest of his body was pretty much black as the night sky.

Then I met up with my significant other. Or maybe he had been with me all along. We argue about pokemon a lot so the conflict could've been there...

But then we reached a place that looked like a combination of Walmart and an abandoned house I had explored the night prior (in real life).... And the antagonist was hanging out of the entrance to the attic... Which really wasn't attached to the building.

Standing at the registers of this place were two strange little people. I believe both were female and part bear, yet so short. They wore miners caps and overalls much like the generic looming figure.

Here's where it gets strange. I claim to recognize them from a paranormal magazine or video of some sort, where they had claimed they could enter anyone's dream from any place in the world. In a way, I realized I was dreaming... But didn't at the same time. In the dream, I was aware that it was a dream, yet I wasn't conscious of the fact.

Anyways, my significant other immediately interrupts and says something to the effect that should such a thing be fact it would falsify the existence of humanity or some such nonsense. It sounded like something he would say.

When he finally shuts up, the two start explaining that they're in my dream for a reason. To help me conquer the antagonist in the background who scares the shit out of me. Eventually it leads us up to the attic. At first, we see nothing... But then roaches start coming out of every crevice. Collapsing on the floor, I take hold of my boyfriend and hold him tightly. The bugs start to whirl around us in a twister-like manner, while a few of them hit us across the face. I remember feeling his warmth... Which is strange since I slept alone. The two yell at me, tell me that this is it. I needed to survive this and then everything would be okay.

I screamed... And my scream turned into my alarm. At that point, I woke up... Feeling cheated.

One night i was getting ready for bed, and i came across something that said apple juice could make your dreams more vivid. Of course i was curious so i attempted it.Well as i layed back i started to think about my aunt who had justr recently died, so she was my last thought before i fell asleep.

I remember having two dreams that night, i only remember 1. The dream started out as me getting woken up in my grandmas house by my cousin, he was saying that he found something important and that i need to see it. So i got up and i walked all through the house with him to see what he was talking about. Everything in the house was extremely vivid. All of the furniture was in the exact place where it should be, it even smelled similar. So as i approach the room where my aunt and i would watch T.V. together, my cousin told me to close my eyes. I say okay. I hear him open the door, and as he sits me down on the floor he tells me to open my eyes... and there i see my dead aunt lying down with her eyes closed. I think she is dead but then she turns to me and says something under her breath that i cant recall. She gets up and runs towards me screaming, and then i wake up.

13.02.2011

Murderous Husband and KE$HA (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log: 12:30 Sunday, February 12-13th, 2011
09:00 am
Hours: 8:30m Alarm: None Audio: None


As a very short dream, it started out in a room in the house of my female, adult life. I was a wife in a marraige and something was going wrong. I did something or had something that my husband wanted or didn't like. So all of the sudden he got very violent. He pulled out a gun and started chasing me as i realized that i was fearful of my life. I ran upstairs as fast as i could. There i could make a plan as to where i would go depending on which direction he went. Finally, he went up and around a different way to get upstairs and i bolted down the stairs similar to the way i do when i get down the stairs in waking life. He had locked all the doors so i had no choice but to jump out the glass window that was downstairs that led directly out into the back yard. I was crawling for some reason and it occurred to me that he was catching up on me and i need to do something to get away, and FAST. SO i must have gotten up, because i don't think i could have done this while on the ground. I jumped onto the fence grabbing on with my hands and my feet, thrusting my body elegantly, but swiftly, over the fence with emmence power and grace. It saved me, for it made me just enough ahead to get to the back door of someones house and knock and yell as fast and as loud as i could. Then i knew i would be safe. But it was odd and interesting because my husband caught up with me and he still had the gun and still wanted to kill me but he didn't even htough i was right there open and helpless. So then the door opened and i kindly asked the person to call the police an they agreed and walked away as i sat there in the doorway. As i waited for the person to come back, i looked to my ipod, and heard playing in my headphones a KE$HA song. It was odd, but i specifically noticed that it was KE$HA. And then i think the perosn may have come back and that was the end.

11.02.2011

Finding Nemo, Death, and Fall (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log: Unknown February 10-11th, 2011

Hours: Unknown Alarm: 5:00 Audio: None

This very interesting dream started out underwater. It was the ending climax scene of Finding Nemo where all the fish are stuck in the net and they have to get them back into the ocean. All in all, it went fast, something went wrong and between me (female as if i was Dori) and the other fish (Marlin). I accidentally made it so he was going to get stuck or something. So he reacted harshly, now turning into a squid or octopus of some sort. I knew that if i was touched by one of the tenticles i would be poisoned and killed. I knew he was going to do it, and I gave up. He did it and it hit me right in the neck. Now i was in the hallway of the school and i knew i was dying. I had some really odd thought in my mind that if i was dying anyway, it would be funny, since i was wet, if i ran down the hallway as fast as i could. So i took off running and i came to the bridge but the staff was doing construction. I was in the way and they told me i couldn't be there, so i turned to the left and kept running as fast as ever. A feeling of complete magic came over my mind. I can still feel it recalling the dream a few days later, and it is overwhelming and so enjoyable. The reason this feeling came over me is becauseof the immense fear i felt as i went over the edge of the bridge and fell. I could see below me was a giant trampoline, a rectangular one. As i got closer to the ground i realized that i wasn't going to hit the trampoline, but rather the ground right next to it. I hit as if nothing happened and i stood up. There were a few men standing there and one of them was supposedly my father ( I am still a girl). They then informed me that not only was i ok, but that the fish that was Marlin in the Finding Nemo scene was merely getting me out of a computer, that of which i was apparently trapped in, hence the fact that i was a fish. So i was in complete surprise and awe as i slowly but surely recovered from the whole experience. Then it ended.