I am camping with my boyfriend and some friends from my rehab center. For some reason I just know that we are with a camping group that was organized by Camp Trillium (a sick kids camp that I attended growing up). My friends from rehab start lighting up their cigarettes. I point out the irony of smoking cigarettes at cancer camp (my nickname for Camp Trillium). People decide to go for a swim. The setting of our camp site is at the top of a ridge overlooking a beautiful river. They have to go down a few sets of ladder to get down to different levels of the steep ridge to the water. At this point in the dream I decide to take a nap outside me and my bf’s tent. I feel like I’m half asleep and I get very anxious like I am anticipating that something bad will happen. I feel like I need to pack up so I take down the tent. Next thing I know there is a tsunami. There are several large waves hitting the cliff side and the water level is getting higher and closer to us. My bf says we have to go. I try to finish packing the tent because I think we will need it for some reason. I look around and everyone else has already fled and I fear that they may have driven off without us. I think I woke up briefly and fell back asleep into the same dream. Now I am swimming in the river. I see large waves coming as the tsunami starts. I try to ride the waves and continue to try and swim towards the middle of the river. I am afraid that if I get pushed to the side I will get stuck between the waves and the cliff and I will drown. I keep kicking my feet and I now am holding on to a floating board (like I used to do in swimming lessons). I think I woke up briefly and fell back asleep into the same dream. Now I am back at the beginning of the dream. I find out that the ‘Betty’ that I met in rehab is the same ‘Betty’ that my bf bonded with while he was in a mental health rehabilitation program at a local hospital. She is not how I would have expected her to be. I can’t help but fell a little bit of jealousy because I know that he had a crush on her while he was in the program (before we met) and also because I know they share a special bond from having gone through this program together. I accidentally grab my bf’s camera instead of my own. I want to take a picture of a bunch of colorful caterpillars so I take the camera anyways so that I don’t miss the shot. A beautiful yellow butterfly flies by and I photograph it. I also take a picture of a white butterfly on a picnic table and of a gorgeous orange flower. Now I decide to go for a swim. I let myself fall backwards into the water. The water level is now much higher than it was originally. There is no longer a cliff; our camping ground is right on the water. I realize that I have my bf’s camera in my pocket. I freak out and get out of the water. I run to our yellow tent and start taking apart the camera and drying all the pieces. The camera now looks like his blackberry phone. It seems to still work. I keep drying the phone and I think I gained a very small moment of lucidity when I realize that the camera is now a phone. I wake up. Although it was just a very short moment of lucidity I am quite happy. It has been a long time since I have achieved any lucidity at all. I think it’s a start
Message I was watching a letter being read to me from Asuka. Apparently I had been acting up or something due to and infection from some nasty energy. Said she had left for a few days only to come back finding I was in the same condition... Honestly... dream entities have healing powers... do they ever think to use them??? I guess not.. Far away image I was walking on a grassy hill. I looked over in the distance and saw a tree with a treehouse in it. It looked like it was in a picture but at the same time right where I was. This was pretty abstract. Jaas Something about Jaas... but i forget. Ladder I was in a strange house. I was going down a ladder and I saw Asuka at the bottom. Gave her a hug and then we went somewhere... that is all. Drugs I was a weird vending machine. My uncle told me to buy something and it looked like a cigar. I opened it but there was a weird bubble inside with fluid inside. I drank it and it got me high... I was thinking it was strange for my uncle to give me drugs... I saw some some smokes in the vending machine and tried to buy them. But All I had were these strange pre paid credit cards that don't work on vending machines. Grandma I dreamed my recently deceased Grandma was in my inner world and making me clean my house along with the kids. Honestly she made me clean enough in waking life.... Psychic I remember having a short conversation on the Phone with Evangeline. I forget what we talked about. That's it. Fire I was out camping with steve in some weird place. We had a fire in a barrel. We both didn't like this camping place and decided to leave. As we walked to his car I noticed we were surrounded by strange looking lakes.
I've come up with a new reality check for myself. Since I often crack my knuckles out of habit, whenever I do it now I count the number of knuckles I crack and do a reality check. I had a conversation with a girl about doing mushrooms before going to bed last night. This reflected very much in my dreams when my group of friends who are usually straightedge (myself, not so much), came up with a whole bunch of shrooms and wanted to do them with me. I should have recognized this as a dream sign. Having never tried a psychedelic, I had no idea what it would be like. However I remember everything turning fuzzy and things changing in very slight ways. I remember focusing on a shoe and seeing it open up as if it was talking to me. I try to finish my studying (i had been studying a lot that night) but fail to get anything done. I have a false awakening and my friend begins to talk to me about increasing the increments of shrooms that we take. I find this funny because he's never even drank a beer before this point. Later on I have another dream about running around a school building trying to find a bathroom. I find this very challenging because all the bathrooms are completely disgusting. I think I've found a good toilet and then I realize there's blood all over the seat. I look at the one across from it, it has a little green stuff on it, but I wipe it off and use it. I remember parts of this building from other dreams I believe. I wake up.
I was in bed waking up from a previous dream and I could hear my parents coming back from their Coffee. So I got comfortable and decided to have a WILD so I got comfortable and fell asleep then when I woke up from that dream. I had the heavy floaty feeling and I was very relaxed after that I got the wave and vibrations very intense then slowed down. Then went back to intense and repeated from there I could also hear roaring with it. I decided to take a peak and see if anything might be there but there was nothing so I closed my eyes again. I could hear birds chirping with it and I decided to roll out of my body so I did and I didn't get far enough. So I went back into my body and decided to do it again then all of a sudden a womans voice said "out". So I listened to her and rolled even longer I did that and opened my eyes and I was on the floor so I did a Nose Pinch and I could breathe. I got excited but didn't snap back into my body I did some more Nose Pinches I could still breathe. So I went out in the hallway area to be greeted by my mother we were having a family party outside. So I went out there and said hi to everyone and mom had me go inside and put sugar into the water for my Aunt. It had little ice cubes in there I wasn't happy at all so I went into the kitchen and smashed the glass on the floor. Then I got another glass but a bit thicker this time and smashed that one in half. And I picked it up and said "this is my dream and I can do anything" so I looked at the glass and imagined it turning into White Chocolate. It worked so I had a taste and it tasted exactually like the real thing then I looked at it again and turned it into Carmel Fudge. And it tasted also like real Carmel Fudge then I turned it back into White Chocolate. As soon as I finished it off I went back into the front room and saw my beloved pet birds (Cockatiels) that passed away. So I went up to them and started talking to them and I was crying aswell because I miss them so much. I preceded to try and fly through the living room but my flying was horrible I was in the main room and saw a couple of magazines scattered around on the carpet. I went to look at them they were the celebrity gossip magazines. I thought of an idea that might help me fly so I imagined me growing a huge pair of feathery black wings and they started to appear. I took of imagining me flapping my wings so I went back outside where the party was and mom started yelling at me for not doing what she said earlier. I looked up at my roof and wanted to see if I can get up there so I tried with all my might and flapped my arms like a crazy weirdo and it was still dodgy. I tried flying through the crowd of my family below and it kind of worked then. I was back inside I was going to summon someone so I expected them to be there. And they were pulling up in a scooter type vehicle I was watching by the window. So I opened up the door and stood at the doorway with my brother and my cousin they did the whole kiss on cheek hug greeting. I also earlier wanted to test the gender change and tried to turn into a male but it didn't work. Then I went back into my body.
Today when I took a nap, I had a few dreams, one of which I remember: I was back at my high school in the science building walking with a current friend from college. When I looked down the stairs I saw my whole college lacrosse team sitting at these lunchroom-looking tables studying. My coach was there too, and every 5 minutes he would send a group of us to go outside and run. When it was my turn, I followed the group and found myself trying to complete this obstacle course from hell.. I had to run through this monster truck track, walk on the tip top of a white picket fence, and swim laps in a pool that seemed to just appear from nowhere. The dream ended with me exhausted and confused as to why my coach would make me and my teammates do such an awful thing...at my high school of all place. He is a little evil in real life anyways, so I guess it made sense.
I found myself in a dark scene full of bobbles of water and it immediately stroked that I was dreaming. I noticed I could breathe under water and tried controlling the dream but could not. Fear was all around me, the darkness and the fact that I am under water scared me more. I was hearing music in the background, an Indian sort which made it even more obvious that I was dream but the emotion of fear has already taken over my entire self that I could think of nothing else but how to wake up. Trying to wake up was an experience I will never forget. I noticed that I could not move any part of my body. First of all I started to notice something that is not there (rat coming to where I was lying down) some kind of hallucination. All the efforts I made to move my body was to no avail. But alas I waked. That was whew the meaning of sleep paralysis, which goes with REM sleep which is totally safe and normal. Ignorance is truly a disease I would have continued the. Thank you, dear friends. I THIRST FOR ESP
I was DJing in a club, playing Minimal Techno music with my friend and fellow DJ Bryn. It was pitch black, and there were lasers everywhere. The angle that I was looking at was very odd - it was as if someone had dropped a camera next to my equipment, and it happened to be in view of my hands twisting the knobs. I was 'Producing' the music whilst Bryn was 'Sending' the music. Apparently, this meant Bryn was creating the beats and synths, whilst I was adding effects, and what not.
I was playing the first Super Mario Galaxy game on the Nintendo Wii. I was playing it with a girl, however I have no idea who she was. I think she was a stranger. We were on a very simple, basic spherical planet, and she was showing me an 'easter egg' secret to the game. She did something which resulted in a purple ring being created around Mario, which allowed the player to play all other levels in a different mode. Much like my Minecraft dream, my dream was the monitor, therefore I didn't see myself actually playing the game.
Accidentally peed myself though not through being desperate to go to the toilet. In shame I went arround a town which was made up of chalet like woodrn huts lookind for a public loo and shower I could use. Came accross a young woman leaning occross her fence, she said shr'd just moved in, then braught out a very old and dusty bottle of Whiskey to share as a house warming. Had a glass each, then she burried the half full bottle in the sand. Made my way to another chalet/house, in the kitchen Diner, my parents were sat at the table with two other people, it was a very tight squeeze to move my way behing them to the hallway which was equally small, as I was passing them, I was aware of them saying that this had been my house and critisising me for choosing something so small.
12.02.2011NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID A friend of my youngest brother had come to my home and he had magic the gathering cards. He had a lot of them but they were joke cards, like from unhinged. I started playing against it and realised that he had a deck with normal cards mixed with joke cards. I got some red Chuck Norris related card and told him I won the game but he didn't believe me so I started googling for Chuck Norris cards but couldn't find it. Then I think I bought some cards and hid them. The dream skipped and I was out with some friends and I ate a sandwich at a restaurant. I saw some magic cards on a vending machine. Behind the newer ones were one from another set and I somehow stole some. I then gave some back but not all of them.
The dream began with my body vibrating, and at the same time pulsating. I felt completely weightless as if I was a cloud expanding and contracting. Immediately, I realized I was dreaming and became lucid. The dream became very unstable, so I sat down and began to look at my hands. The more I focused, the more stable the dream became. Then I started to take in as deep of breaths as I could through my nose. With each breath my vision along with the vividness of the dream increased tenfold. I yelled out, "I'm dreaming!" numerous times. The dream landscape slowly began to reconstruct itself around me and soon enough I was inside the basement of a large undecorated house. I've had the goal to reach outer space for a long time now, and I decided to make an attempt at the goal. As always some sort of dilemma constructs itself in my dreams and keeps me away from escaping earth's atmosphere. There were no doors in the basement, so I decided to fly up through the ceiling. I slid through the concrete with ease, and found myself in another room much like the last. I went through this process about another 4 times, and on the 6th try, I had great trouble penetrating the cement. I began to use my mind and pulled the concrete out with invisible force. Layer by layer began falling to the floor, but I never reached the other end. I tried imagining blue sky, and the ceiling flashed back and forth from sky to concrete surface. I gave up, and floated back to the ground, and spun around in a circle in attempt to change the scenery. It worked first try! I was now outside in a futuristic urban looking area with much of the architecture consisting of green moss and other various forms of nature. DC girls were walking around, and my hormones kicked in. I fooled around with many many girls Soon many of the girls became unattractive Chinese girls. They resembled many of the exchange students at my University. The dream began to fade..
*~* So I was at a large concert like gathering with my now girlfriend and another girl whom my brain perceived as her ex though I've never actually seen her before. I guess just how my mind imagined her to be. There was a group of people on stage and while they weren't singing they were talking to the crowd and getting us all excited. They were asking people random questions and just doing random things to engage everybody and often times they would single out audience members for one reason or another. I didn't think much of it at the time, but my girlfriend and her ex were sitting rather close to each other while I was at least three people away from both of them (significance maybe?), yet I didn't feel immediately jealous or left out in anyway. Normally I'm a very shy person in large crowds and I mostly tried to keep to myself only interacting with the rest of the crowd when the performers singled me out for something. Yet as the night went on I became more and more open until I was shouting things out of turn. At one point they threw a large deflated thing that looked like a mini hot air balloon into the crowd. They tossed me something to blow it up with and rather then feeling anxious and nervous at being on the spot I was actually excited. I started to blow it up, but the thing slipped away from me and went zooming into the crowd. Rather then being embarrassed I made a witty remark about it and got the entire crowd laughing. I remember being so proud that I was breaking out of my shell and I turned to look at my girlfriend who was busy talking to her ex and the two of them were laughing. She had missed the entire thing and was completely ignoring me. This was the first point in the dream that I started to feel jealous. I closed the gap and tried to talk to her, but her and her ex just ignored me like I wasn't even there and continued their own conversation as they watched the group perform. I woke up feeling angry that she had completely ignored all the wonderful social progress I had made in favor of goofing around with her ex. *~*
I was walking around then I ran into this Asian dude decked out in an all blue track suit with crazy red hair, listening to green day on some large headphones, I believe I mentioned how the only green day I dig is their older stuff. Feb5- Played an intense scary game with alex pisano running through , a scary building that seemed run down and affected by the environment FA: killed a spider above my bed by clapping in slow motion.
I was at Josh M's or Quinzios house, either way it wasnt exciting. It was really messy outside of his house like a grill being on a slant on a tree, I don't remember much else other than about to be entering the one level home in the marshy like environment.
Expendables characters shooting and moving all crazy like, then someone had a plan that tipped over all the sailboats within a mile of this one port, then the water drained from the large body of water. Me and my brother brett were with some special ed kids protecting them from any dangers. One special ed kid that had bowl haircut in the summer heights high uniform, decided he was no longer going to take shit from these navy d-bags, he ended up headbutting one of the guys into the ground and all you could see was his hair(will was in this dream along with some gay guys). At home my brother recycled alcohol from our house to go somewhere with my mom, then I picked up one of the bottles, it said apple zinfadel and it was a wine bottle. The label was also a holograph and had green apples on it.
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