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2-10-11: I got inside of a Warthog from Halo and I was supposed to be on a rescue mission. I put a very miniature bookshelf in the back seat. I had to find artifacts of power before I could rescue the person. I sighed and started the vehicle and drove down the muddy path. I looked at the sky and it was very dark and cloudy. Something appeared and I started shooting at it. It was a very strange looking bird. It looked like a Moa, but with a larger beak. More appeared and I kept shooting and kept driving and looked to the right. I seemed to be on top of a mountain, there was a valley below, and all of the leaves on the trees had very dark green leaves. There soon was a hill and upon going down it more of the moa came and I kept shooting them and running them over. I saw the person I was supposed to rescue then all of a sudden it reset and I was back at the beginning of the mission. I looked at my map and there were little red dots of where the artifacts were at. I drove down the same path. This time there were no moa and soon I drove up to a house and got out. I walked through the door and down to the basement to look for the artifact, and I found it. It was an opal heart with a pearl in the center. I picked it up and put it in the miniature bookshelf and started walking back up the stairs then I heard a noise. I went back and checked the corner. A plastic container lid came off of the container and I studied it for a moment and put it back on and started walking back up the steps again and I heard the same noise. I checked it out again and the same thing happened. Then for some reason I came to the conclusion that the house was haunted and I ran up the stairs, forgetting the mini bookshelf and when I got to the door it felt like something pushed me and panicking I ran outside and shut the door. I looked back and saw the door starting to open and I began to use some energy to make the door close then I realized I was dreaming. I yelled that I was dreaming and suddenly remembered to use all five senses to make the dream more vivid and better lucidity. I looked around then smelled the air. I smelled nothing and then I made it smell like a pine forest. I heard a couple walking by and I ran over to them and poked them and for taste I bit one of the people’s arms. Then I ran off and thought of my lucid goals, which one of them was to have shared dreaming. So I saw a wall and said “An image will appear and I will be in D’s dream.” I ran towards the wall as an image appeared and ran through. All I saw was blackness and all of a sudden I stood up and my vision cleared. I was standing in a dark department store and people from my school were looking for things and I somehow pinpointed his position and kept walking. I came to a small hallway and he was on his computer and I yelled to him. “Hey, D!” He looked around confused and got up and started walking, looking around.
“Who is that!?” He asked unsure.
“It’s T! What’s wrong?”
He looked around. “I can’t see you.”
I placed my hand on the wall and forced energy through me to make me visible. He looked at my surprised. Suddenly my vision started failing. “Oh crap! Hey, I’m waking up! I gotta go, see ya!” Then for some reason I had a false awakening then woke up right after that.

I had this dream several months ago, but just recalled it

It is dark out. There is a carnival in town. The bright, lit up signs are displaying names of the acts. The signs and a few flood lights are the only thing lighting up the area. Otherwise, it is dark. There is a maze of metal roofing parts that is an attraction. I am scared, because there is barely any light in this maze and I get the sense there are people in this maze besides just me. I begin to walk through the maze, trying to get closer to the lights of the carnival, but I keep hitting dead ends.

A black boy, maybe my age, walks out from the shadows. He is wearing a navy sweater and jeans. I know he is dead, a spirit, and become very alarmed. I start to run through the maze and other spirits start to appear beside me. I come across another family, a father and his two girls, and they are as scared as me. We can tell the other is alive and we join up together. We are running through the maze and I have the hand of one of the daughters. The shadows behind us are alarming and I want to get out of there quickly.

Suddenly,we find the end and spill out onto the dark green grass and muddy soil. We see the pitiful carnival, which consists of one food vendor (the kind that is a trailer with glass and lightbulbs to make up the lighting) and I see a fence that is blocking off the metal maze. They tell me it is off limits and that I wasn't supposed to go in there. That it wasn't part of the carnival. I get in trouble, because of it, and they ask me to leave, closing the chain link fence behind me. I am in the dark outside the fence and I am alarmed that I will have the spirits follow me now that they know me.

Dream - Lucid

I know I had more dreams than this last night, but this is all I can recall.

I was with my mom and brother in the car. We were going to eat at Subway. We drove up to the Subway, and it looked closed. There was a note on the door, saying they were moving locations or something. We went in anyway. There were still people working there, and they took my mom's and brother's orders. When my turn came, the girl behind the counter was going very slow, taking her precious time. We were talking as I told her what I wanted on my sandwich. When I told her I wanted a few jalepenos, she said something along the lines of

"You've gotta watch out for those jalepenos!", and then something about the owner of the restaurant.

More people started to come into the Subway now. In fact, a lot of people were in there, waiting in line. The girl that was making my sandwich was holding up the line. By the time she finished and gave it to me, my brother and mom were almost done eating. I walked over to them and said "Finally..."

Then, the Subway had two sandwich bars and two registers. They had opened up the "other one" because it had gotten so busy.

Then, I started to see these cloud dragons, with heads like Chinese dragons, but clouds as bodies. Their cloud bodies were just a long trail of clouds, trailing behind them. They had no limbs. They were floating through the air of the restaurant.

Then, I was in a cloud world, full of beautiful colors like a sunrise. The cloud dragons were everywhere. I was walking along some path in the sky, when I came across this tiny monkey-looking creature that was about the size of a guinea pig. I held out my hand, and it climbed on, scratching me a little with his nails, but it wasn't that painful, just uncomfortable. He started to talk to me, though I can't remember what he was saying. As I walked along, I encountered more of these, and talked to each one. Then, I saw a mini stegasaurus-looking creature, about the size of the monkeys. I called to him. He looked very sleepy, but slowly made it onto my hand. He didn't have nails, so he didn't scratch me up like the monkeys. He talked to me as well, though I can't remember what he said.

I had this dream the night of Feb. 9, 2011. My memory of it is limited

My fiance and I were at my aunt's house. We were watching the news and a story came on about the end of the world. It said we only had 2 weeks before a massive phenomenon would destory the planet. I began to panic and my fiance got up and walked out.

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We had gone to my grandfather's ranch. Others were there. No one seemed concerned about the end of the world. I continued to ponder what it would mean for the world to end. What I wanted to do in my two weeks time. It was morning and I had just gotten up. I looked outside and he was working on a car with my grandfather and some other men. I thought how infuriating it was that the world was ending in a matter of days and he was out working on a vehicle.

I pulled my robe around me and walked outside. I noticed some new horses were in the pastures. They were tall and bucksin or gruella paints. I noticed a little girl with curly, blond hair standing by the cabin and a horse standing in front of it with a bridle on. It was a nice looking, gruella paint mare. She was nervously prancing around. The girl was looking at the horse and seemed scared. I saw my fiance had gone into the cabin and I walked up the steps, then saw another man sleeping on the cot and just waved at my fiance, who gave me a peculiar look.

I then walked back down the steps and I was dressed in my regular riding clothes with my boots on. I grabbed the mare by one rein and moved her back from the little girl. I asked her if she had ever been around horses and she shook her head. She reached out to pet the horse, but the mare was prancing and I warned the girl not to get too close because the horse might step on her. The girl retreated and looked scared again. I walked to tie the mare up to one of the trees and as I did so, the girl lit up and yelled out a name while looking at the horses. I said "Do you know these horses?" in a sly tone, and she smiled at me and I said "Are these your horses?" She smiled and grinned with a giggle.

Woke up to the alarm

---Non-dream---Dream---Lucid---

The dream apparently started in my backyard. Three or four people were standing next to the tree there, and most of them were holding a gun. I approached them, and fortunately they didn't shoot at me. Suddenly one of them fell over, and I picked up his pistol and loaded it. As soon as he got up, I pointed the gun at his head and shot him. He fell to the ground. The other people began walking toward me in a threatening manner. I loaded the pistol and shot two of them, leaving only one to go. It was a girl with what looked more like a Nerf gun that a real one. She just casually walked past me toward a swing set in the yard. I pointed my gun at her, but the trigger did nothing. She grinned evilly at me, and put my ammo (I had no idea how she'd gotten it) into her gun. Suddenly I became lucid and stood up to her. She began shooting these rectangles at me, but they did nothing, even when they hit me dead-on. I loudly declared, "I'm lucid! No matter what you try, you can't harm me!" My opponent disappeared a moment later.

The lucid dream continued from here, but I don't want to post the whole thing. There are some things in my dreams that I just don't want people to know about. However, I will say that during this lucid dream, I completed the Basic ToTM for February; a record of that is posted in the corresponding thread.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Yesterday was a complete failure. I didn't recall a single fragment, even though I slept for a long time and woke up a couple of times. Last night I did have a few interesting dreams, but all that is left is fragments.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm being chased by a latino girl in a . I jump down from a balcony and in the air I flick my sharp towel at her face, cutting her in several places. The blood flows and I smile at the feat. I've had great control in this dream.

*I roll up an electric blanket we use at work. A few Polish guys are nearby and they ask if they can use it.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! I aim for a lucid tomorrow. Friday night, the night of dreams.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I could recall only a feeling that I was at my school in the dream and probably talking to H and J....

I am walking up the stairs form my parent’s basement. I pass by my mother and some of her girl friends. Her friend, that knows I’ve been to rehab, stops to give me a big hug. When she pulls away she looks at me judgmentally and says in french “so you didn’t go after all?” I am surprised with her comment because I just came back from my program. I respond “I did go, I just got back.” She says “no you didn’t. You smell like you’ve been using.” I get very upset and start to yell in english now. I say “Who the hell do you think you are? You have no f-ing right to come in here and accuse me.” I go on but I can’t recall what I say.

I wake up.

I would never speak like that to my family or their friends. I have not used in two months. I think this dream was brought on by fear. I had a fear of relapse coming out of rehab even though I did not want to use anymore and didn’t feel any physical compulsion to it anymore.

Throughout this dream, I am flipping back between two worlds.

This World

I am watching a horrible made-for-tv movie propaganda flick about flight 93, (the one the US shot down on 9/11. My friend's uncle died in that plane.) Instead, they call it Flight 2. The title is: [I]Whatever happened to Flight 2?[/I] They show three good looking actors standing with contrived serious facial expressions with their arms crossed staring into the camera on the commercial for the show.

When I flip back to This World, I keep getting sucked into the beginning of the movie. There is a car sitting on railroad tracks. [I]This has nothing to do with what really happened![/I]

FLIP

Other World

I am suddenly on another version of Earth. It looks exactly the same, but the sentience has evolved differently.

[IMG]http://www.williamstout.com/wizards.jpg[/IMG]

I am riding on a two-legged steed like this creature from the old movie Wizards with some others. We discover a small broken artifact on the ground. It looks like a concrete container. Our enemies ride up to us. They refer to the artifact as a child. They have crossed a small stream which marks the border of their land and our land. They are very violent and our people are peaceful.

"Hey, you bunch of weak herbivores! Get your child out of here. Just because we have a temporary peace does not mean your children can come close to our border. Tell it to leave, or get it out of here before we destroy it, and eat it."

I think of our beautiful peaceful village in the trees, and these evil traitors to our race on the plains, riding around, hunting down small creatures, eating bigger and bigger ones until they started eating their own kin.

"You think we're weak? You think we don't have the same savage animalistic killer genes you have? You think it's been bred out motherfucker? We have it, but we choose not to engage our savage side."

I teleport from off my steed to right in front of the man that was talking. I slam my first into his solar plexus, penetrating his body cavity, then rake claws down his abdomen, spilling his guts. I uppercut him with a spike on my fist, puncturing his head from under his chin to his brain. I grab his guts, and tear into his flesh with my teeth.

[B]"It's OPEN WAR, MOTHERFUCKERS!"[/B]

I am at an indoor pool, semi lucid because I've never seen this pool before, I swim for awhile, then get out to dry off.

I spot Raven Knight in the pool, and call out to her. I go over and sit with my feet in the water at the edge of the pool, and ask her something about dreaming. unfortunately, I don't remember what it was, nor her response.

non dream - dream - lucid - semi-lucid - false-awakening

Last night I decided I should give my effords a break, because the night before I was unable to sleep (not a dream, I can assure you that wasn't a dream) and slept only 2 houres in the end, and because I had a very big dry spell and thought I was just trying too hard. But guess what happened? The night I decided to stop trying for a while I actually had a lucid! so here it is:

I am at school, everything seems normal so far, but I decide to do a reality check, I try the nose-pinch RC and it turns out I'm dreaming! I am surprised, but don't get overexcited like the last time. I decide to try the finger through hand RC, just to see what it looks like. My finger bends and it hurts like hell, I am surprised that it hurts so much, even though I know I am dreaming. Than I get an idea, even though I know my DCs aren't real, I want to scare them, and what better way to scare a bunch of DCs than comitting dream-suicide (also I wondered what it felt like to die in a dream...)? So I decide to jump from the staircase, because it's higher in my dream than in reality. Before I jump I do a final RC, I breath a few times through a pinched nose and try the finger through hand RC again, with the same result as before. I also stare at my hands to see what they look like and to stay stable. I jump, and hit the ground, it doesn't hurt but it feels really strange and then everything went black and blurry and I wake up. I'm now sitting on the long bench we eat on at school sometimes, and I am sittig next to two guys from my class.I still have a little bit of an idea what is going on, and do some weird dream-control stuff. Than one of the boys asks me to do something, and I say I can't, because the DC of the guy I was going to do it to was too weak/blurry. Then my English techer walks in, and someone (might have been me) asks him what his patronus looks like (:-|) and he says red and like a jellyfish or something simular to a jellyfish. I think this is a weird situation and realise that I get FULLY lucid.I think of what I could do next and forget to stabelise myself. I wake up with some sort of a weird euforic awesome feeling, and whisper 'Wow, I just had a lucid...'. Then I am considering writing it down. I first decide not to do it, because I was taking a break. But I then realise it's a shame to forget this expirience and write it down.

Dream Signs: 6 fingers, slight change of enviroment, patronus-weirdness

Dream Lucid Me DC

Dream 1
I´m sitting on top of an very, very tall tower located in the middle of jungle. The roof is really narrow and if I move even a little bit, I will probably fall to my death. I was left there to throw something at someone to slow them down, but I was told there´s only one person who has actually managed to do this. There´s a door under me, but it´s, well, under me and somehow thinking about the 200 metre vertical fall which will occur if I move a single inch just doesn´t make me want to try to open it. (And that, kids, is called irony.) I´m really scared. (For obvious reasons.) Then I start to became more optimistic. (Hey, at least it´s not raining...) They didn´t left me here to die. They´re probably coming back to get me at some point. Right? Then I start to think about how did I get here. Can´t remember coming out of bed, brushing my teeth and getting thrown on some random tower in the middle of nowhere. This must be a dream. The dream starts to fade away. Damn.

Dream 2
I either had an FA or then the dream just changed. I do the nose check and it works. I´m in my house. My mom is doing something on the kitchen table and my sister is playing with the computer. Nothing unusual. I talk with them for a while. Later there´s some woman I don´t know, saying she should probably leave. I look outside. It´s so dark, someone must´ve painted our windows black. I think of going out and start to find a weapon to hit things with. Can´t find or summon one. Plus the dream starts to fade again. I wake up.

I remembered two dreams last night.

1. I went shopping with my family at a grocery store called Superstore. Only in my dream it had more than one floor. We went up to the next floor and it was a clothes store. I tried on a lot of dresses.

2. In the second dream, I lost two more of my baby teeth. I thought that was strange since I have only lost 9 baby teeth and I'm 18 years old.

Non-Dream Non-Lucid Lucid Hypnagogia

I had a false awakening, and I can usually realise when it's a FA or when I've actually woken up, but I did an RC just to make sure. There was a list of goals written in red writing on the side of my bedside table, although I can't remember any of them. Everything was still very vague, so I tried to stabalise. For some reason I closed my eyes to take in all the sounds and feelings, but the vision started to fade.

I could feel both part of my real body, but knew I was still asleep, but was on the verge of waking up. I tried to remember what I was doing and imagine it again, but it wouldn't work. I decided to try and induce a False awakening, and sent a sort of shock through my body as a jump start.

I woke up in my bed again, and straight away knew it was a FA, since that's what I had intended, but I knew it was a different dream. As I got up and started walking to the door, a little text box appeared in front of me (Sort of like how it appears in the film Sex Drive) and telling me that in order to increase vividness I had to teleport into a different body (Not transform, actually jump to a different "dream plane", if you will). The person's name was something like "Michelle Michaelango Messerdo", so I accepted. I just sort of seemed to appear in their body, didn't feel much of a teleportation. It didn't work however, and it faded away.

I find myself in the same state, and wonder if I can induce another FA.

I wake up again, and do an RC check. It's similiar to the previous ones except now there is a man standing in my room. It's still very vague and he says something like "It's because you're afraid, you need to visualise". For some reason, I had my eyes closed. I open them, and everything is fantastically vivid. I look outside the window. It isn't the normal view from my window, but I think I've seen it before. There is a lush green field across the road, and I can even see the rough terrain of the road. But for some reason I continue to think about my real body, and go to the hypnagogic state again.

However, this time I hear a noise around the house (It's about 7:30am at this point) so I don't bother inducing another FA, and I wake up.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was in a forest, possibly a snowy forest. There was an animal like a wolf that would eat humans. I may have seen it.

I was then at the house or apartment of an old friend of mine. My friend had me go into some bedroom. The bedroom was dark. There were clothes all over the floor. A mattress lay in the middle of the room. The mattress was also covered with clothes.

My friend kept insisting that I try on some of the women's clothes he had. But I felt like he was just trying to put me into a position where he could do something bad to me. I also felt like he wanted to do something bad to my family as well.

I was then watching some show on a stage. The show had an old variety-show feel, but it was somehow related to an anime. There were some really hot girls dancing around on stage. They were dressed in jeans and tight shirts, just casual clothes, but they had something to do with the anime, too.

At some point I came to understand that the plot line had something to do with lesbianism. This really turned me on. The show was now controllable, as if I were watching it on YouTube. I did all kinds of frantic forwarding and rewinding, trying to get to the point where this assumed hot lesbian scene had occurred.

But suddenly, the screen went blank. I realized I had been watching this on my computer the whole time. My computer's screen was black, with only a cursor blinking in the upper left corner. I started to smell a plasticky, burning smell. I could tell it was coming from my computer's disk drive.

I knew I had burnt out my computer. I was pretty sure I couldn't get a new one for a while. I wondered what the heck I was going to do.