I remember leaving school with Ben to go somewhere. He had just taken some kind of test and I somehow got out of taking it. I felt anxious because I ddin't wanna waste all my gas. Then he offered to drive. We got in his car. We went to the gas station. He asked me for some money for gas. I told him I didn't really have any, that's why I asked you to drive, but maybe I have a few ones. Then he took 2 checks out of his pocket, one for $60 and another for $10. Then he said something about toppings to the guy. He went outside and started making a pizza at the gas pump. He had a big square pizza shell and was pumping pizza sauce out of the gas pump onto it. I remember being hungry and wanting some but at the same time feeling grossed out thinking that pizza probably has gas on it.
I had a LD where I was in my room. I flipped the lightswitch and it didn't work so I thought I must be dreaming. Then I flipped it again. It kinda worked but not right. There was a delay, which was odd because lights never work in my dreams. I went downstairs and then out the front door. I was jogging for some reason. I saw my mom and a friend of hers standing on the sidewalk. They asked me why I was in my pajamas and I realized I was. At first I felt kind of embarrassed then I realized it was a dream. For some reason I started to think that there was gonna be a parade or some big thing with lots of people behind me. I remember seeing a flat cat and dog on the road. Completely flat like in cartoons, but real looking too.
The other night I had a dream that not only scared me but made me unable to sleep the rest of the night. It started with me waking up in my bed with just a haunting feeling. My body was heavy and I couldnt move. Then my body was pulled violently out of my bed and I was whipped all over my room for about 30 seconds. All I could see was my room spinning but not normal spinning but, the best way i can put it, 360 degree motion. Then I was slammed on the floor and I went to my bed where my girlfriend was also possessed. She was slightly bent at the back backwards and her eyes were black and her mouth stretched way past anything normal. I started to shake her to snap her out of it but nothing. Then I woke sweaty and horrified.
I had a bunch of FAs too. In one Daniel in his friends were in my room and I was trying to get them out. My dad came in and said Oscar's dad was here and led him out. Sean was looking through a big stack of holographic pokemon cards. I asked them if those were Chris' and he said no, Jackie gave them to me. In another my phone was ringing or maybe I just got a text. When I found the phone it was my sister's. I had this weird charger with a bunch of small magnetic balls on it that connected to the phone. When I connected them there were balls on the phone too. Then I had this crazy dream where I was going to take part in a science experiment. This was another FA and everything took place in my room. I talked to the scientist fro a minute and they told me I would have to wait a few minutes so I went back to bed. I was WILDing. I saw amazing visuals as I lay there. Then I heard the scientists voice and remembered that I was supposed to be doing an experiment so I jumped out of bed totally naked and the scientist, who could see me from the hallway, made a joke. There was a lot more to this but I don't remember it now.
I dreamt I was on a bus with my husband. Everytime I dream of that man, he's mean to me. In real life he is not. I sat on a bus with no shoes, no phone, no money, and no idea of where we were going. I was totally confused and out of my element. Suddenly, he decided to get off the bus for just a moment. Well, of course, he was gone for the rest of the trip. I was terribly upset and worried. I had no idea of how I was going to get home or back to him. Later, in the end, I met up with him after a whole bunch of emotional stuff happened on the bus. He kept walking too fast for me, leaving me behind. I suddenly realized in the dream that he was doing it on purpose to lose me. I realized that he left me on the bus on purpose. Oddly, he is a faithful guy who I have been with for 15 years. He is totally opposite of this person he looks like in the dream. It is so weird how I am always getting my "Horrible husband" dreams. I will continue to post them as they come. There are so many details but if I write them all, I will bore anyone who is reading this. LOL
02/05/11 "You're leaving? How the hell are you planning to get out of the city?" "By bus." "That route's run by the gangs. Do you know what they could do to you?" "I'd kill them if they tried." "You'd try to kill them, you mean." "Well, yes." An image forms in my mind. The bus I'm on, forced to the side of the road. The leader grabs me by the arm, hauls me to my feet. Keeping center of balance low, I take a quick step past him. Use his grip against him, grab, throw, dislocate his shoulder. Follow through to the next man, punch to the solar plexus. Disarm the knife, strike to the throat. Unrealistic? Depends on reaction time of second man. Don't underestimate. "Fine," she says, with the look of a person with too many stubborn people in her life. "I'm coming with you." One Way. Scare Factor: 2.
Random girl? I was with some people I think and we went into some weird building. I remember going downstairs by myself and there was this cute girl with dyed hair. She kind of grabbed me by the arm and we went into and isolate room. She started kissing me and stuck her tongue right in. I did the same but didn't get much of a reaction from her. Then I started kissing her upper lip and got a good reaction from that. She wanted to have sex but not in the place we were in. I was like, "Why not?" and then some guy came in the room. We all sat at a table. I asked her if we should go kiss somewhere else. and she shushed me and teleported away. I was stuck with the strange guy.... don't remember much after that.
Plans: I didn't have any specific plans for tonight, though I was rather expecting a DDO based dream since I have been playing a lot of DDO lately… My main goal is still to have more consistent recall, as that has been very unpredictable lately. I have some recall from last night, and here it is. Hell Is For Children I am in a dungeon like the kind that is found in the online game DDO, Dungeons and Dragons Online. I am there looking for some prisoners, a woman in a nearby town has told me that the kobolds have kidnapped several children and are holding them captive in these very caves. Of all weird things, I have a log book in my pocket and I am able to look back over the goals I have for this quest. Find and rescue all of the children, 5 left. Kill Sagun Krent, who is apparently one of the leaders of the kobolds. Kill Darren Drexel, who is a human traitor, and apparently helped the kobolds get hold of the children in the first place. Destroy the kobold dungeon (optional) is on the end of the list. Ok, so now that I have the goals memorized, I put the log in my pocket and form Witchblade into a sword and armor. The dungeon is pretty basic, there are quite a few kobolds guarding the place, and also quite a few barrels and crates to smash, I am finding a decent amount of money. I find a locked door quite a ways in, and the kobold guarding the door has the key, so I kill that kobold and go into the main prison area. There are a few more kobolds there, I kill them, and then use some thieves tools I have on me to pick the locks to the prison cells that each have a child in them. Four children. One left. I have two girls and two boys with me, they all grab daggers from a pile of weapons stashed in the corner, not wanting to be defenseless. We look for fifth child. There is a torture room, the girl is naked and chained to a table with a kobold on top of her, forcing himself on her. Before I can act, the other four children swarm the kobold, stabbing it with their daggers, it falls off the girl and bleeds to death. Pick the locks on the girl's chains, find some rags to use as temporary clothing, she is more traumatized than the others. On the way out Sagun Krent blocks our exit. I fight him, the traitor Darren Drexel tries to grab the kids, the four stab him to death. The one girl is huddled on the floor. I kill Sagun Krent. All mandatory tasks complete. Now I can recall… no recall button? Of course not! This isn't a game! Kids and I make our way out, killing a few lingering kobolds on the way. I notice some barrels of explosives near the entrance, convenient, so once we're all outside, I detonate them with an energy ball, and the entrance to the cave collapses. All goals complete. I lead the kids back to the town, I use a healing spell on the one girl to help her overcome her trauma. Parents are thrilled to see their kids, want to give me rewards, but I wake up One Woman Army I am in the town of Korthos from DDO, and everyone is in a state of panic. I ask someone what is going on, he says the city is about to be overrun by devourer servants… not on my watch! I go to the front gate where there are a few warriors trying to hold the gates, there are many enemies just outside it. I say I will fight, they say it's too late, and they can't open the gates, they need to give the people a chance to escape. I jump over the gate and I am now facing a huge group of surprised enemies, that seem to be made up of sahuagin, various classes of human devourer minions, kobolds, zombies, and skeletons. What a nice mix. I use an Alex Mercer archetype and form my arms both into his sword blades and charge directly into the group, cutting enemies down as I charge through them, they are momentarily too surprised to respond much, this is totally unexpected. I am in the middle of the group now and I use a tendril barrage devastator attack and send razor sharp tendrils through all of the enemies anywhere near me, huge numbers of enemies of all kinds are killed by this. Now the ones who had been ready to attack are being killed before their attacks can actually land, others are just trying to get out of the path of my attacks. It's the devourer forces who are now panicking, they hadn't realized that many of them could be killed that quickly, so many of them are running away, the leaders are getting pissed and saying it's only one person, kill her, you cowards. There is one leader each, a devourer priest, a sahuagin priestess, a kobold chief, and a necromancer that is of a race I don't recognize. The human priest is closest, so I form one hand into an Alex Mercer claw and crush his neck to shut him up. I use a tendril from my left hand to pull the sahuagin priestess to me and then cut her in two with a blade formed of my right hand. I charge at the kobold chief and knock him to the ground, then impale him there with three tendrils… the necromancer is running, leaving undead to guard his back. I use a variant of Alex Mercer's ground spike attack, sending biomass into the ground that erupts through the ranks of the undead in a wave that keeps going until it catches up with and impales the necromancer. Except for the undead, the enemies are fleeing… cowards… disorganized, fleeing into the hills and surrounding wilderness. I use the blade to cut through the remaining undead, and soon all that remains outside the Korthos gate is a lot of dead bodies and blood. Two stunned Korthos guards are looking out of the gate, gaping at me, one of them says, "What the fuck are you?"
Kamapua'a stands above me as I awake into the astral plane. I leap up to my feet. His eyes are glowing red in his wild boar face. He roars at me, and and I roar back. He grabs me by the scruff of my neck, and opens a portal entitled: Legends. We land on a mountain in Hawai'i. I see the gods walking invisibly among the human people. We are still here. We were always as such, but even now.... I see a kamapua'a type god possess a man, and he rescues a child in a stroller that was about to be hit by a bus. He manages to save the child, but the mother dies. Then, we see him in court in shackles. People are arguing and protesting about the case. Some say they are being racist toward him because he is Hawaiian. They let the man out of custody, but he still has to go to court. He packs some tools, and hunting weapons, and gets in a canoe, and paddles to Moloka'i. He lives in the mountains alone, living off the land like his ancestors. He kills pigs for meat. I see an arrow go right into the eye of the pig, and it dies.
05.02.2011NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID There was a woman walking in the desert with a man. They were attacked by another man and she should have been able to fight but she couldn't because she had switched bodies with another woman. The man had also switched bodies, you could tell by his shadow and his reflection.
Just a fragment from last night. A dream character asking me over and over "Are you dead?" Each time I answered "No, I am not dead" he would ask the same question. I woke up with the question ringing in my ears.
Ok so last night I had 2 lucids from WBTB. I wake up at six after going to bed at 1 o Clock and then go back to bed. I am in a dream at disney world not untill I get on a ride do I realize that I am dreaming. After I do I start to create my own roller coaster. I am riding in a pink caterpillar and I start to make it go straight up into the air it falls off the tracks and I wake up. I use DEILD to enter the second lucid. The second lucid is more profound. I am in a class room and my teacher is doing the DGP or daily grammar practice. All of a sudden I realize that I am dreaming and start to rub my hands together everything gets so real but then my teacher throws a ruler at me and I start to spin. I am thrown out of the window with my friend and into a black patch of grass. He says "we can hide here" I think "this isn't fair You're black!" But then we are back in the classroom again. I look up and fly through the ceiling and then find myself flying through a roman city. I try to summon a weapon but a leaf appears. I try again to no avail, still a leaf. I try one more time and a sword appears in my hand. Then I think "I'm going to fight 50 people at once!" I look down and people start appearing. I drop down and the ground explodes underneath me. I summon another sword and begin to fight the men. I kill most of them but then...... My alarm goes off :/.
Dream Lucid Partially lucid February 5, '11: 1) I was having a bad dream that I don't remember now. I became lucid and was happy to not have the bad dream anymore. I sang and danced through the house. I went into my sister's room. She was in bed and turned into a cat. I picked her up and put her outside. I lost lucidity and the dream continued for a bit longer. 2) There was some kind of building and i became lucid, or partially lucid. This is extremely vague, but can't remember anything else. 3) A girl went crazy and ran away from her father. She was chased by a creature sent after her by her father. She ran into a house (a tree house?) and upstairs and into a portal. The portal vanished before the creature reached it. It jumped for it and hit the wall. I was somehow controlling all this, like they were dolls. The girl was then in a car. I was in the back seat. She couldn't see or hear me, but I somehow "talked" to her. I may have comforted her. I'm not sure. Next I became partially lucid, but not rally. I had some control over the world, and I thought similar to how I do when lucid, but I didn't think that I was dreaming. It's more like I actually thought I was a god of some sort. I don't feel like sharing the details of this part of the dream. I'll just say that I had some influence over people and I influenced them in such a way to fulfill my personal interests. But I didn't really have very good control. At one point I sat down on the stairs and put my face in my palms. I said "No matter how hard I try, some other force thwarts my plans." It's like there was another force that was stronger than me that kept me from doing what I wanted. It's the same in some of my fully lucid dreams. But then I did get to indulge my fantasy a little bit.
04.02.2011Games (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID this one starts out in some woods, next to a lake or pond. im walking with my parents and sister and her boyfriend. we stop at a spot next to the water and start fishing. my stepdad and mom seem to be really good at it in this dream. for some reason, my fishing line is the thickness of an extension cord cable, and i cant seem to catch anything with it (wonder why). my stepdad takes it and tries with it, and gets it stuck on something underneath the water. i pull on it, and end up ripping the end of it off. i get mad and give up on it. i then walk away, this part gets hazy, and the next thing i remember is being inside a virtual videogame, but it looks realistic. the point of the game is to battle the other opponent i think, who happens to be my friend vinny, hes real too. i dont actually remember fighting him, i remember trying to avoid him a lot. throughout the area (which i dont remember much of) were scattered Ipod touches, which acted like teleporters lol. it would teleport you to a different location in the world. i remember at one point seeing him and hiding, waiting for him to enter one of the Ipods near me. i had tried to enter it a second before i saw him, but there was something near the Ipod, and apparently if something was near the Ipod, it wouldnt work. after he passed me, i ninja-like sneaked away and found another Ipod. as i got near it i think he saw me, as he started coming after me. i made it through the ipod just in time, coming back out into the woods, next to my mom. there was an ipod sitting inside a tree stump coming up to my chest. i had left the game, and now i was trying to help vinny get out. i grabbed the ipod and saw him, but he was like anime, and the view was like a 2-D side scrolling view. after a memory gap, im in some livingroom with my parents, and i get a text from him on an Amazon kindle i just happened to have, it said something like "hey wanna play a game of tetris? dont tell me your scared of games now..." i think i said no lol.
04.02.2011Intelligent dog (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID in this one, i found a dog in store, it can communicate somehow, like through paw gestures, i think it actually talked at one point. i remember asking it how old it was, it was ten i think. but when i told my mom about it, she didnt believe me. it then gets hazy, i remember being in some sort of office, with red walls, like a psychiatrist or something. then im back in the store, but my vision is like a movie camera now. the dog is in some sort of deli area, all of the workers there love it, they kept talking to it. it convinces them to leave a platter of food for its owner, gesturing with its head. but i think he ate it lol.
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