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I've been having bad recall lately.

Last night I dreamt people were getting Godstones in Aion by essencetapping.

My children tick me the hell off so flipping bad. 'A woman I babysit for just offered to let me move in' (says my 14 yo daughter) 'Just think about it. At least then I'd go to school.'
WTF?! Here or there, what the hell makes the difference. She needs to get her ass to school either way.

Anyhow... I slept from 5:30-7 and my anger was very apparent in my dreams. I woke up (was probably SP) because I had a STRONG demonic presence that was very oppressive in its strength and persistence. The dream was the same old lame one, but with an angry twist. I was trying to find all these goods to market but stuff kept getting in the way. I was the young boy again in the dream.
I wish I could recall more, but hubby woke me up by ringing my computer. I picked up my allowance then drove to Goodwill half asleep. The dream quickly faded from mind.

I'm on this street when I notice that it is laid out similar to my old homes street (Which I haven't been to for about 7 years). I walk up and down and I try to pick out the details that remind me of the street.
I'm at the top of the street and I notice a hill/driveway at the end of the street going up, my old street also had a hill in the same place. I then looked to the left and notice this large yellow house that reminded me of something out of video game I used to play.
I then either noticed a person on a balcony or just wanted to see what was there, either way I took out this rifle with a scope on it and looked at the balcony and saw this Zombie person, I shot the zombie in the head and it hit but it didn't kill him/her. It then turned around and started waling back into the house.

Right when it turned around, I started running down the street thinking it was going to come after me.
I continue running when I notice this street.
All the houses on this street looked exactly the same and all of them had black mercedes benzes (Spelling fail?) in the driveway. I walk up the street when I see an even larger house with a mercedes. I enter the house to find my brother on this couch listening to music, I'm not sure if he was awake or not. I go up stairs and look around, I then turn round and notice this man, he walks towards me and I figure he is the man who owns all these houses.
He then says something along the lines of "It's really loud, can you please leave with your brother", I quickly accept and go down stairs. I wake up my brother and tell him we need to go now, as the man who owns the house(s) wants us to.

Me and my brother leave, when we get outside though I pick up the brick or something like that and am about to throw it at one of the houses. The man says something (I forget what t was) but I think it was something like "Don't do that", I say "Yea why not, is this property is legally yours?" (I thought he just took it because they were vacant).
He says something like "The people gave me their houses", I reply saying "Ohh yea, was it a legal transaction? "
Dream jumps or I forget what happens in between.
(Same dream)
I'm now in a cheap inflatible boat with I believe my family, I know one of my brothers is with me (the one I left the house with) but there are others in the boat.
As we go along this river we encounter this bridge over the river, I then hear something about "Don't fall there are sharks here" I look forward and see this massive shark with it's head out of the water, it's tilted to the right, It appears to be attacking something. Suddenly I start sinking into the river as the inflatible boat gives way. I try to get back on and I do but the boat is now under some water.

Dream ends or I forget what happens.



I'm near the bottom of my street, on the left side. I'm in this chair, I'm headed to my street, when I take a right turn to get onto my street a car passes me and goes up the street quite fast. Suddenly I pick up speed and I can feel my body being pulled (Similar to the feeling you get on a rollarcoaster taking hard turns or going down a drop). I speed past the car on it's left, then cross in front of him to the right, I'm going extremely fast, i then notice a parked car, and just as I am about to hit it, I wake up.

I'm going to colour code this slightly differently than normal just to make it all a bit clearer.

Waking Life (Top Level)
Semi-Lucid Dream (Middle Level)
Lucid Dream (Bottom Level)

I am walking down a stone spiral staircase with my old media teacher. I know that I am dreaming and don't need to reality check as the environment is one of the clearest I've experienced. The excitement that I may have a vivid, lucid dream for the first time in a while ends this fragment of the dream.
I am in a grand lecture theatre/exam hall. It is all on one level and the walls look a lot like the Great Hall in Harry Potter. There are red drapes and the seats have red cushions on them. I am sitting next to T_ S_ and realise that she is extremely beautiful. I lean in to her and realise I am lucid. "Breath on me," I say "And poke me". She asks why and I tell her it's just extremely important that she does so - I use the sensations to ground myself within the dream and everything becomes extremely vivid. I ask her to kiss me and she does so, it was amazing - better than any kiss I've ever had in real life. Despite the fact we're in the somewhat busy lecture hall we start to make love.
I wake up in what I think is my bed, making love to a brunette girl. She seems shocked I'm doing this and I quickly explain that I was having a lucid dream and that the actions must have carried over to waking life. I am still semi-aware that I'm dreaming as you can see in the rest of this dream extract. We are back in the building with the stone steps and the girl takes me to her class, it seems to have a similar atmosphere to the dream in the lecture hall. I watch from the back for a while and then, when class is over, we head back up the stone steps and emerge at the top of a hill in the desert. Her friend has joined us and we turn to close the large wooden door. As we do so a zombie comes running up the hallway, we just about manage to lock it out.
I have the sudden urge to help and a presence (dream guide?) tells me that I can. I need to find a particular seed and feed it to the zombie people to return them to a human state. Whilst being told this the zombie breaks through the door and bites the brunette girl's friend. She quickly becomes a zombie and I fight her off, trying to protect the brunette. I can't hold them off for long forever before she gets a small scratch. I vividly remember seeing her right eye developing a white sheen and before long she is one of them.
At this point I fly off the hill and over the desert, searching for the seed. When I find it I see that it looks like the head of a venus fly trap but purple, with pink spines sticking out of it. I quickly return with three of these and feed them to the three zombies. Two of them become the seeds themselves and start chatting (I blindly accept this) and when I give the third one to the brunette she recovers as quickly as she changed.
The next thing I know I have taken the two girls back to their dorms and am saying goodbye as I plan to leave for another adventure - the advanced task of the month. I try to teleport there but the dream ends.

Definitely dipped in and out of lucidity in the last part of the dream there but it was definitely one of the best LD's I've ever had! It has also occurred to me that the voice I heard that told me to get the seeds may be my dream guide. I felt a sort of presence (as I have read about countless times) when I was being told this information.

I really hope I find a dream guide, not for the advice, but so that I have a companion on my adventures to share the fun with.

Yeah this is a WIERD one, at which i was in love with the girl in the dream but I've never met her in my entire life it's almost as if it's a memory from another life, the intensity of emotion i felt within this dream was extreme.

It started off I was on some farmland which I apparently owned in Britain (the date within the dream was much like the iron age)
The Americans came over sea's in ships to attack us (no idea, really i have no hate for America, just the dream )
Eventually we managed to start to chase them from our land in a battle, I was running down a lonnngg grey road which on either side had crops, i was following a squad of soldiers (at the time holding swords) with big black hats laced with silver around the edges, they were in blue military uniforms with a brown strap holding their sheath on and big brown boots.

The dream then cuts to me saving this female from drowning, this girl is someone who in the dream i am crazily in love with, long brown hair and brown eyes, wearing a white dress. I then cut to seeing her in a small wooden boat which was sinking. the ship i was on i got to sail towards this small wooden boat, i jumped into the water and swam towards the boat got in and held her in my arms and we both burst into tears, it was raining heavily but there was no sky.
I then cried and kept kissing her and the boat was tipping side to side and i could feel the water swilling around me and the boat getting closer with the captain saying our names (her name began with A i think it was Amilia, i dont remember my name in the dream and our last name began with P i think it was pennington or something.)

I then woke up.

Zombies

It started off looking like a left 4 dead dream. I was playing with three computers as teammates, and as such they were expendable. We were in a five story building, in a stairwell that very nearby had a ladder shaft that did not have visual access to the stairwell. We climbed up the stairs and upon reaching the top, were beset by a horde of zombies. When the dust settled, all three of my computer allies were dead and I was left alone. I started to go down the stairs and came face to face with the tank. He had about half health left, so I deducted that one or two of my teammates must have died fighting him and now he was apparently stuck in this stairwell, having decided not to come charging after the rest of us. I quietly backed up the stairs and he didn't see me. I decided that I could escape if I went down the ladder that was beside the stairwell.
There is either a memory gap or the dream shifts to me attempting to do laundry.

Trivial

I had had my clothes in the laundry and they were washed but my sister had things in the dryer that were still wet. I asked her if I could use the dryer before I had to go to work. She said she needed to. I went back to the laundry machine and poured some of the liquid detergent onto a rag. The machine was full of clean water. I repeatedly filled the lid of the detergent with water and squeezed some of the detergent from the rag into the lid, making a more diluted detergent than what had been in the bottle. I poured many of these cups into the washing machine, but then as the water level was higher than it was set to, the washing machine emptied some of the water. I noticed the water getting clearer, then realized that because the detergent was denser it was sinking to the bottom, and had been draining out as I put more and more water in. I then put my hand in the water to raise the water level, so some would drain out. As I removed my hand I poured more in so that the water level would stay constant. After finishing that, I realized that I had already washed this load of laundry, said d'oh sadly and moved on.
I moved out to a large hall where my sister, her friend and an older man I didn't recognize were talking. I began telling them how stupid I had been but in the middle the older man started to leave and the other two were talking, so I walked with the old man until I finished telling him, afterwards he chuckled and then I returned to the other two, who were now talking about a bi-weekly auction. I don't remember what the auction was about but they went on about it for a while before the dream shifted again.

Vibes

Leela was sitting in a chair while the other man, her co-worker, sat across from her. He got up and started to talk. He said “do you ever lay on the ground and think about the void?” he lay down on the floor staring up at the roof. Leela went to lay down beside him and looked up at the roof. Her eyes were open but the roof became a cartoon white with black clouds on it. The clouds swirled around and were manipulatable. I do not like to think of darkness, and my paranoia of her coworker kept her from focusing on the black clouds and instead tried to make the void white. She tried to force the clouds out of the vision but they were not fully under her control. She was able to wave them aside, compress them in the center or clear an area, but they were always on the edges still. She controlled them by imagining border lines and using them to wipe the clouds away. The clouds deformed as if they were a gelatin. After a while of trying to clear the clouds, she finally gave up and said “I see a void of white with black clouds.” and he responded, “It's normal to see white with black clouds when thats whats in the sky.” Then she looked at him and saw a wave ripple across an area of him. “Vibes,” she said as she pointed. They then started moving around, experimenting with these vibes. She brushed her hair with her foot, but it was a smooth motion that seemed normal, not awkward. There was an extremely relaxed feeling and after a time of moving around in a manner, a lot of which was Leela playing with her cartoon purple hair, he said, “You're really beautiful, you know that?” They could see a small vibration form in her neck and ripple out through her. After a short time of more vibrations, instantly everything went black and a black man (not black skinned, but black in mood, personality, clothing and hair) filled the view and yelled, “I'll kill you while you sleep” in a voice like the two faced guy from the commercial for sanctuary when he says “watch your back.” I woke instantly, terrified.

In retrospect the entire “vibes” part of the dream dream had a very similar feeling to when I was doing mushrooms the second time and at a particular time was in a state where I felt connected to my four friends in the room. I would average out their heights so if one of them was laying down on my left, and one was sitting up on my right, I would be leaning downwards to my left. If one of them was sitting forward but the other three were leaning back against the wall I would be nearly against the wall but a bit forward. There was a period where it felt like I was in a trance and just allowed my body to twirl and move. At one point I felt like I had only something like a ball socket joint connecting me at the center, and my upper portion did a full 360 degree spin, forwards, not in a circular twirling motion

In the first dream, a bunch of stuff happened (dont remember this part at all) and it ended with me on a train looking around. I saw a girl I thought was beautiful and as the train was leaving for somewhere new, It was prophecized that we would fall in love. The first dream ends here.
The second dream starts and i can remember myself running beside a large concrete building with lots of large windows, underneath a concrete overhang with cylindical pillars to my right supporting the overhang. I was chasing someone that looked very familiar. Someone that looked exactly like me. I threw glass bottles forward at the person but they looked back and dodged them, I looked back to see another person chasing me, and it also looked like me. The person was also throwing bottles at me but i was able to dodge their bottles also ... i threw a bottle back at that person and hit them in the back of the head ... they had been looking back ... suddenly i was hit in the back of the head with a bottle (the bottles shattered on impact, not cutting simply dazing for a second) but I kept running... i looked forward again to see the person infront of me throwing bottles at me, and suddenly i realized the people behind and ahead of me didnt just look like me, they were me ... and when i threw bottles at him, the bottles came from the me that i was chasing and hit me in the back of the head. After figuring this out, this part of the dream faded away.
I was in a dim T shaped underpass, with stairs upwards being the center branch and the left and right being large doorways leaving the area. The top of the T shape had a ledge going inwards for two feet at a height of around 4 feet. Everything was made of concrete, and there were no doors in the doorways. I was standing there talking with the girl. I set my backpack down on the ledge and we walked a short distance away from the bag along the ledge. I felt that by leaving the bag there and walking away with her, i was putting a lot of trust in her. Suddenly she started kissing me, and we were making out. After a short period of time, i opened my eyes and looked at my bag to see someone standing there, my bag gone.
The man saw me looking at him, hesitated for a second then ran towards the stairs upwards. I set her down gently and ran after the man, and as i approached the stairs i saw her looking after me with a sad look on her face. I reached the man and grabbed him by the backpack and pulled him backwards ... i realized he did not have my bag and that one of the two other men that were suddenly infront of him must have it ... i realized then that i had made a mistake, and i would have been happier not chasing after my bag, but i had to prove something to her. I also knew suddenly when the man behind me grabbed at my arms that I should have allowed myself to hurt him instead of simply pulling him backwards to prevent him from helping his other two friends, as i was outnumbered 3 to 1 now. I felt a bag go over my head and i could barely struggle as i felt a second, larger bag go over my entire body. I woke up and the second dream ended.
The third dream.
I woke up inside of one of the other unknown three men's house, but wasn't bounded. He was talking to me and as we talked i felt we became friends. After a longer period of time of talking, he asked me to trust him on something (he wasnt asking me for anything I dont think, but im not sure), and I thought to myself, this is not someone i should trust, but he seems like a good person, so I will. I remember saying peace brother, and tapping his fist with mine, then joking that I probably couldn't have done that any “whiter,”to which he responded with a freindly laugh and said it was pretty bad but he'd seen worse. The next thing I knew, I was being bounded again, feeling like i was in serious trouble, but then the man who had been standing where my bag was opened up a box that had a gift i had intended to give the girl, and it was a pair of shoes so nice that they, combined with my earlier trust, caused the men to release me.

The next thing i knew, the men and i and some other people were at a place that looked like team fortress 2 (rectangular arena style areas, with entrance points on either end, somewhat cartoony terrain), and our mission was to get through a series of these arenas, with different challenges along the way. I remember being searched before entering some of the arenas, somewhat worried that they would find the pot that I had on me, but no one did, and i soon forgot about the drugs and it was like they were no longer on me. At one point I realized the girl that i had been prophecized to fall in love with was also running the gauntlet, and after some period of time i remember her saying “I just want to get this over with and have a baby,” to which i had mixed feelings about. I didnt feel like I knew her well enough but i was happy that she felt that way about me. I was going to decide to agree with her, but remembered something, and decided to say instead that I wanted to but i dont know her well enough yet, but was willing to get there in time. I never actually responded to her before I woke up.

Nonlucid, lucid, partially lucid

March 15, '11: When attempting to WILD, I had a mini dream in which I was in church and uncertain about reality. I suspected I might be dreaming, and worried that if I wasn't, something felt odd.
Then I woke up a bit and realized I had been dreaming. I began to move my right dream arm.
Then I floated up out of bed.
I flew around the room, swooping down and back up again. I wanted to ascend to a higher plane, but I wasn't sure how. I grabbed a plant, pulled it from its pot and tried to absorb it, or merge with it. It only sort of worked.

The room was dark. I stopped flying and went around the room turning on the lights, but it was still dark. I opened the window, put my had out and asked the dream for help making it daylight. A voice said "OK" and then the sky lit up, making everything brighter.

I was outside. I wanted to make a little private world, with one of my female characters there. I called her Emily, even though that's not her name.
I asked the dream for help with getting her to be there, and said please. When I turned around, there were some professional-looking people standing around. I picked a couple of them to help. One was a scientist lady with curly red hair in a ponytail.
I told them what the character looked like, but they already knew. They walked off to do something, to make her, I guess.

There were also lots of workers around, building small houses and other structures. I was happy to see progress being made. Unfortunately, I woke up before seeing if the character would actually show up.

Note: I am starting a two month experiment based in Mortal Mist with a couple of other users, KayTea and mentalenforcer, to make a MILD attempt at least once per night for two months straight. It seemed like this would help keep KayTea motivated, and I also think I need to get more consistent lucids and recall. I used to have a lucid most every night, sometimes more, and good recall. My numbers have crashed lately, so I hope this will get me back on the right track again. This is night one. I had one lucid, though the lucid is not the one I was aiming for in my MILD. I had the dream I was aiming for in my MILD, but it wasn't lucid… well, I guess that's sort of success…

Party Crashing
I am at what looks like an office party, I am not very pleased because I have been forced to give up on looking for a game design job for the time being and I am working at a hospital data center again. This party isn't for the data center staff, it seems the hospital never really shows their appreciation for us, rather it's for the nurses. I won't argue that the nurses are important and to be appreciated, but why do us data center computer operators always get ignored? I feel entitled to some of the celebration. They have lots of cake, it looks delicious. They won't notice if a little of it is missing… so I take a piece. The icing is the best I have ever tasted short of my mother's homemade frosting!

I eat the cake, taking time to enjoy every bite. I want more… I take more… and then some more. They are bound to notice the change now. Sure enough, they notice me there eating cake and they know I'm not supposed to be there. One of the nurses asks if I'm not from the data center, I don't want to lie, so I say yes. She says it's nice to meet me, help myself to cake if I want it. I think she might be being sarcastic, but her smile is genuine. No one minds that I'm here, so I help myself to another piece of cake. If I have to work here, I'll do it on a sugar high!

Moving Day
I am with my mother and we are looking through our new house, which is nothing short of a mansion. This house is already ours, the only thing we are doing now is looking through the place and figuring out where we are going to put our stuff. We'll need more stuff to fill a house this big! Right now the seller's stuff is still in there, but it is in the process of being moved out. Movers are coming in and going out with loads of stuff. I leave on my own and explore areas that the movers haven't come to yet. There are so many rooms, I am planning on where I'm going to put all of my crap. I must have more crap than I do in waking life. My mother is telling me not to take up too much space with my stuff. I wonder why since there is so much room. There is much more room than we need… why are we moving into a place so big? We wouldn't be moving into a house like this! This triggers a RC and I find I am dreaming.

Yay! I start by flying, I head up a wide flight of stairs to the upper level of the mansion. It is the third floor, and I see there are many windows up there to take advantage of natural lighting. I want to go outside and fly. I take a chair and try to smash a window… strong window… I hit it harder and it breaks, I clear the shards out and then leave through the window. It's time to complete a task. What do I want to do? I remember working on a video game a friend and I are making, so I decide to dream about that. I look to find a place I can use to start development of the area without starting from nothing. I am still looking for that when I wake. Damn.

Eternal Dream
I am in what looks like either a small town or maybe an area on the outskirts of a larger city. It is a pleasant area, quiet with a lot of nice shops along the streets. There is a larger shopping center at the main intersection with a store that reminds me of Walgreens, and a grocery store, an arts and crafts store like Michael's, and a bank, but everything else is a bunch of smaller shops.

As I explore the place I make note of the shops. The antique shop on the corner across the street from the shopping center is exactly how I'd pictured it. Other shops along the streets include a jewelry store, a boutique that seems to sell some unusual clothing and souvenir type items, a book store that has both new and used books for sale, a martial arts dojo / exercise gym,

a community college type place, a gun shop, and a place that announces it sells everything Renissance. There seems to be most anything anyone could want, and some things I wouldn't have thought of. Cool. I am making an effort to remember this for when I get home, I can model this stuff. I wish I had a camera or something with me to remember the place better. I continue exploring, heading towards what looks like the main city. But I can't go any farther… there is a massive sinkhole? The crevice is so deep and there is boiling lava in the bottom of it… um… wtf? I head in the other direction. I find a residential area and then another sinkhole / crevice, more lava. I wander back into the area I started in. Something is odd about the gym. The exercise machines which have always looked a bit like torture devices in their design are actually torture devices.

The people working out aren't working out, they're being tortured… burned… crushed… flayed… having their bodies forced into unnatural positions… the people I had thought were personal trainers are the torturers and they are taking pleasure in every cry of pain and plea for mercy… this isn't right… I go to look for a way out of town again, and I find a small bridge over one of the crevices. It is narrow and perilous. I try it anyway. As I cross over I am attacked by fire demons or elementals or something like that, and I wake up in bed. I get up, I have my own place, but that doesn't seem odd to me. I go into the kitchen and get a drink. It's time to get up. I want to go look at the book store and see what I can find out about creepy dreams like the one I just had.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

March 13, '11: I was in a theater, watching a terrible movie about a girl who was part dog. She had a small furry tail and she said "woof." I think the movie was for kids, even though it seemed somewhat sexual.
There was a toy helicopter flying around overhead, controlled by someone in the audience.
I thought I was stuck there, but then i remembered that I could do anything I want, even fly. I thought I was possibly in the same world as the day before, when my mother was lost.

I got up from my seat and walked down the steep steps. I became more lucid and began to fly and picked up a girl. I talked to her a little and almost told her that this was a dream, but decided not to. She had a weird voice, like a guy trying to sound like a girl.
Suddenly someone behind me poked me in the butt, right in the middle, with his finger. It was some guy with curly blond mop hair. I was annoyed but decided to greet him friendly so he wouldn't continue being a jerk. His eyes were like white marbles with a little cartoon person drawn on them. I said they looked cool.

Then I got into a discussion about racism with a black man who was not interested in talking to me.
I walked outside and lost lucidity.
There was a long path, covered in mud, with a metal fence on one side. The fence was loose and the path was partially flooded, in the middle of a large body of water.

The path was blocked and then I was stuck because I couldn't go back the way I came. I was standing on ice, floating in the water. I called out for help. A lady in a boat came to help me.
Then I remembered that I could fly, but I wanted in the boat anyway.

Note:This is the second of two recent dreams in which I called out for help and a woman showed up to assist me.

I was in something like an electronics store.. Something in the dream clued me in to the fact that I was dreaming, I got excited and almost woke up, used a "dream spinning" technique I read about. Closed my eyes , spun in circle and regained vivid lucidity. Used force like powers to lift and hurl electronics. Realized I had much dream control and was excited about it while still dreaming.
Note: read that if you ask a person if you are dreaming in a dream, they will say no. Asked a person in this dream, he said no.

This is my first journal entry. I have begun to remember dreams. These are not dated; I will try to remember to put a date on my dreams in the future. I have had the following dreams over the past several nights. They are just fragments, so I did one journal entry for several fragments. Each number represents a night that I had at least one dream.

1) I jumped into a little quickly-flowing river to help a guy who is getting swept down stream. The river is going downhill and is tiered with man-made marble slabs instead of natural rock. Shortly thereafter I encounter a man-made structure along the river that resembles playground equipment for children, except that it is also made of marble. I begin to crawl through one of the tunnels. [fragment end]

2) I fall off of a bridge into a calm river. No feeling of fear. Just standing in the water, looking up at a broken interstate bridge. [fragment end] I am working at a warehouse. There is a co-worker that is funny, and we are becoming friends (I can recall the feelings, but not necessarily the images). [fragment end]

3) I am standing on a boat and my daughter jumps into the water and I dive head-first into the water to go after her. I am afraid another boat will hit her. A boat is coming so I go underwater to avoid being struck. The boat's propeller passes just over me. [fragment end] I watch news reports about scientists discovering a new species of fish. It is highly intelligent. The fish has two different forms (my dream is inconsistent). [fragment end]

I dreamed a lot about water, and the first two nights occurred before the tsunami hit Japan. That was an interesting coincidence. It also rained a lot where I lived, so that probably influenced my dreams.

I have also been trying to use the WILD technique. I have been counting two digits and saying "I'm dreaming" (1-2-I'm dreaming-3-4-I'm dreaming-5-6, etc.). This seems to get me quite sleepy. I find it difficult to make it to 10 without my thoughts wandering away from counting. So then I restart the counting. My body gets a tingling sensation, but that's all. Then I fall asleep. I have been trying this when I fall asleep and also after I wake up during the night (I drink a lot of water before I go to bed).

Ok so I finally decided to start this thing up.

So today I woke up and immediately had to go run an errand so I didn't have time to write this one down right after waking. It's been about an hour now, so this one will be mostly fragments. [COLOR="blue"]Blue = Lucid parts[/COLOR]
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I remember having to perform a stage play in front of a big auditorium. One of my friends was up there with me and we doing all kinds of crazy shit, we were rolling around and pretending to fight each. People were laughing hysterically. My parents were in the audience taking pictures of us and cheering. After the show my friend and I started walking through this desert area, and we stopped in this Mexican food joint. I ordered a few of those big soft pretzels and my friend ordered something and sat down at a table. After standing there for about what seemed like 10 minutes my food still hadn't been prepared, so I asked the lady behind the counter and she's like "Oh sorry I forgot about you!"

So I sit down at the table with my food finally, and see that my friend had been waiting for me that whole time and hadn't touched his food. So we start eating and talking about the performance. After that I remember we were walking through the desert area again and there were a bunch of bombed out cars.

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It reminded me of the movie Jarhead somewhat, except instead of dead charred bodies in the cars, there were men raping each other, and some having consensual gay sex. [COLOR="blue"]I became lucid at this part, because I realized why I was seeing this. I had watched a movie last night called Irreversible, and it involved a lot of homo-eroticism. I chose not to take control of the dream, I just looked around at what was happening, it was all strangely calming to me. At this point I don't think the dream was very vivid, and I don't remember what happened after this point. [/COLOR]~

Lucid like a few minutes ago. Was in this room getting ready for some awards show. I wanted to wear a Tux, but I wanted it to be the zuit suit type from the mask. I walked around several rooms, and asked the DC's where was mine. One of them knew I didn't have any suit like that, and I told them that I was hopping that it would appear anyway.

I stopped for a moment, and felt tingling on my limbs, and I noticed that fabric was slowly crawling down my arms forming the suit. It was a black striped one. Then the mask itself started forming as well. For a second I couldn't breathe, and it looked pretty cheesy, so I took it off. I headed outside, and the show was right next door. They gave me some gold charm with a red string on the end of it that allowed me my seat. There were crowds of people who couldn't get in until I got in. I could over hear one of the girls complaining that I was supposed to take her with me or something, as I entered.

Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid Lucid

My mum's in the house. She shouldn't be here -she doesn't live here anymore-.

She's on a weight bench. My dad's next to her, but he seems ok that she's here. I frown, this isn't normal. I also appear to be in deep water.

[Dreamskip] I'm on a road. It's nighttime and the lamposts are lit with orange light. Everything has a reddish tinge to it. I'm with a group of people from my school. I turn to the person beside me.

She opens her bag. "I'm going on a date tonight, should I wear my grey dress or my blue dress?"

I can't see both, the grey dress is nice. "The grey dress." I say. She looks at me as if i'm stupid.

"But I'm going on a date." She says slowly. I roll my eyes and am about to reply when Rochelle walks up to us. There's bottles clinking together in a plastic bag.

"Did you bring my half-bottle of vodka?" Asks the girl. On que, Rochelle opens the bag and brings it out. Why does she owe this girl vodka? And half a bottle?

Suddenly my guidance teacher appears. "Girls!" She shouts, her gaze fixed on the alcohol. "What are you doing with that? And at this time of night!"

I scowl, turning and running away. I hear Rochelle's voice behind me saying "You can't just run away!"

But I do. I can't be bothered with this bullshit. I run down the pavement until I get to a grassy area. Suddenly with a burst of awareness, I realise I'm dreaming.

There's a cushioned chair on the grass. I run up it and leap onto a garage. Rochelle runs panting up to them. Looking up, she shouts at me to come down. I manifest some crumpets, butter them, and sit munching on them. Eventually I shout down to her;

"You see, I'm dreaming. This is all a dream." I grin when she looks confused, merrily rolling my eyes. I jump down from the garages into a shop. Looking around, it looks as though I'm on holiday. The sun is shining, and the shop is for merchandise.

Where's Asher? I stroll around, wondering why I never see him anymore. Suddenly my mobile buzzes in my pocket.

"Hello?"

"Hi."

I gasp. The voice is Asher's.

"Asher? How come you never come when I look for you?" I ask, pulling things fro shelfs, such as keyrings and card sets.

"You see, I live on Jupiter."

I pause. "The planet?"

He laughs. "Yeah. Why do you think that in your second lucid dream after we met, you felt such a strong impulse to fly into space? Your home is there."

Realisation hits me as I remember that dream. "Is Skylar there?"

"No." He says is bluntly, coldly even.

"What about Katie?"

"Nope."

"I met her y'know. I met who I think is your family."

And then I woke up... Goddammit.