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Facebook wtf.

I was on facebook... and some Asian Tranny started posting scantily clad stuff on my facebook. Her/him in a bikini, and the caption said "I love you, be with me,". I was like : WTF uumm delete... who is that?

Hermoine

I was on a porch? watching some mini harry potter movies. Emma watson was beside me and I put my arm around her. She threw my arm off and was acting all stuck up...

Saim

I dreamed Saim was smiling at me... she looked just like Asuka.

non dream - lucid - non lucid

Continued from: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/hyu/...ghtmare-11157/

Well, that last dream was quite something.
I can't sleep. I take my book again and read a few more pages.
For some reason I feel like trying another WILD, even though the last one went... quite wrong?
Meh, whatever, if I have another nightmare I'll just end it again.

I slowly go into SP.
I see little light flashes. I imagine the lights being stars of the sky.

I'm standing on the beach at dusk or dawn, looking at the stars in the sky.
Damnit, how did I transition? I can never remember.
Why is it so easy sometimes, and sometimes I can't manage at all?
Is this another nightmare?
No. It feels very pleasant.

I stabilize the dream by rubbing my hands and grabbing a handful of sand from the beach.
I slowly let the sand drop through my fingers. Feels nice!
I suddenly remember that I had music in my last dream, and that it was so very vivid.
I wonder if I can create background music in any dream?

I imagine hearing music, but it doesn't start playing in the dream.
Suddenly, I get an idea I know has to work.
I reach into my left pocket, trying to summon my mobile phone with a pair of headphones.
Success!
I put on the headphones. (they're the earplug kind)
I turn the display of my mobile on, it already has a music player loaded.
I'm presented with the typical buttons "Artists, Albums" etc.
However, there's a button which isn't there in waking life: "Auto".

"Auto"? That sounds cool. I press it and put the mobile back into my pocket.
I start walking on the beach. Music starts playing. It's some kind of ambient trance, very soft. It fits the current scene immensely well.
I'm very pleased and note that the clarity of the dream greatly increases.
Holy shit! this is awesome! I gotta remember this!

I wonder if the music will always fit the setting of the dream. (The "Auto" setting makes me think it will)
I quickly summon a portal, again as if I had done it a hundred times.
This time I don't even do the whole procedure, I use a shortcut.
I basically open the portal by drawing the bubble with my energy instead of my fingers and just give it a flick to open it up.
The whole thing just takes a split second.
I'm surprised that I just did this without even thinking about it, but I'm happy that I managed to do so.
I want the portal to lead to a scene where dramatic music would fit. (I'm a big fan of cinematic trailer music)

The portal opens and I step through.
I'm on a ship. An airship. Well, just a flying ship really.
I'm on the deck feeling the air pushing against my skin as the ship navigates between very high buildings.
It's not a modern or sci-fi scene though, it's very fantasy like.
I hear dramatic music this time. Very fitting yet again. I try to identify the piece of music but I can't.
I'm not sure if I've even heard it before.

The dream suddenly ends.

non dream - lucid - non lucid

This one was very vivid... and very "wtf?"

It's 5:30am, I really need to go to bed (I usually go to bed between 4 and 5am).
I'm not really tired though, so I decide to listen to some binaural beats while reading a few more pages of the book I'm currently reading. ("The Day Watch")
I listen to Infinite Bliss.
After about 10 pages I can barely concentrate on the book anymore, so I put it aside and randomly decide to WILD.
I know going to bed is a really bad time for it, but I just feel like it.

It doesn't take long for some signs of SP to set in. I focus on the tinnitus sound and try to use it as an anchor.
The sound quickly changes and I start hearing voices which turn into a female voice singing.
I don't usually experience this so I'm quite pleased.
The voice becomes deeper, and the overall ambiance becomes much darker. Hmm...?
Something doesn't feel quite right. I try not to think.

Music starts. An electric guitar, drums, metal. It's the intro for a song.
I know the song, but I'm still trying not to think.

"Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused"

The song becomes more powerful at this point, and very loud.
I can clearly feel the bass kicking into my stomach.
This startles me, and I open my eyes.

I'm on a big stage, with a big audience. I'm holding a guitar, my ibanez rg. I'm playing the lead guitar part.
I can't see the audience very well. I'm blinded by the stage lights.
I turn around to see the rest of "my band".
I'm quite surprised to find Chewbacca (Star Wars) on bass.
A very young girl (probably ~8) is playing the drums, and she plays am well and strong.
She looks like a super serious catholic school girl, it doesn't fit the song whatsoever.
I feel very weird.

"Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something"

Nevertheless I enjoy the dream. It's a nice feeling to feel every note I play on the guitar kick me in the stomach due to the strong speakers.
I close my eyes whilst playing this part, enjoying the overall sensation.
As I open my eyes again, I find myself in a mall.
How did I get here?
The music is still playing, I'm upside down on the ceiling of the mall still playing guitar.
I suddenly fall to the ground.

I close my eyes again, and I'm in the middle of the city.
It's full of people, I'm still playing guitar.
The people all look like zombies, their flesh is wounded and they try to eat me.
I can't stop playing. I blink my eyes again.

I'm in a broken down house. It smells really bad, it's all brown and grey.
There are little zombie children wearing wedding dresses. Their heads start turning around to the beat of the music.
I'm seriously confused now, and feel very weird.
I'm not scared, it's a dream, but I still feel somewhat uncomfortable.
I look at my hands to see how I'm playing the song.
I have eyes all over my arms...

"Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused"

The eyes explode and there are small insects flying out of them. WTF???
I close my eyes again, try to think of a more enjoyable scene, but I can't turn the music off.
I open them again and I'm back on stage. The stage lights flash into my eyes.
Every time they flash I'm teleported into a different scene.
My head starts to hurt, this is too much.
I want to end the dream, but I don't know how, the music just makes it so very vivid.

Knowing that this is all in my mind pisses me off, it basically feels like I'm annoying myself.
In my anger I grab onto the very fabric of the dream, and try to rip it apart.
Whilst I do this, I'm in the city scene again. Once I manage to rip it apart, the buildings around me collapse and
all the DC's fall to the ground dead.

Eat this!

The dream fades to black, I wake up.

The song was: Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This)
I don't really listen to Marilyn Manson... weird, however that music video feels as messed up as the dream.
I've seen it before, I must have remembered it in my dream.

Continued: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/hyu/...c-dream-11158/

Last night I had a dream I was on a TV show sitcom, Little Mosque on the Prairie, that's popular over here in Canada, but on the show I portrayed a non-Muslim but Pro-Muslim character . In the dream on the TV show, the first thing that happened is I went by their mosque, and introduce myself to their Imam (Amaar) and their local contractor (Yasir).

I than went to the local hangout Fatima's Café which is where I got into an debate with Fred (a redneck, non-Muslim character) about "What Good are Muslims?" with me on the Muslim side which made me ended up on Fred's radio.

I said a lot of positive things about Muslims. I remember saying that the burqa was once used for both genders to protect them from sandstorms. I also said that technically the Hjiab is optional. But I also did say that what people look like, or what they wear doesn't really matter on the inside we are all people.

I said that Muslim people actually brought us like science and math we use today. I kind of left Fred hanging with his mouth open when I left his show. The others were pretty happy that I was on their side-they had a celebratory supper with me as their non-Muslim guest of honour.

january 6: in a motel setting but it appears very wealthy-like (almost feels like a hotel, but I know it's motel) the rooms all combined so there was a bathroom sink on a wall in the center of the room. Pat Frankenthal wanted to have some cake and mentioned it. sure enough I turned around and saw some cake in a pan on the sink of course. the cake was extremely soft, yet chewy but very delicious.

phase 2: In a car by alex vincents house with a kid and some goofy ass dude. He smokes a giant blunt filled with heroin or something he mentioned. the blunt is about normal sized by his mouth but the width of the end part is slightly smaller than a paint bucket (it was nuts). I got parnoid that cops were going to arrest me for hanging with the junkie, so I ran out of shotgun and ran to where it seemed like a ditch would be; the chrome bars that prevent people from falling were there. So I swung around the edge of the smooth chrome bar (which seemed new) and found myself a crumbly rock formation. I jumped backwards into what appeared to be a lake or ocean. the water was colored faded light blue. I then went for the beach and there were some people there.

The dream begins with my dad, brother, and me going to a restaurant in the town over. The restaurant was located where a Pizza Hut is in real life, yet this isn't what it was. We go in and sit down in a booth. I have to sit by a guy who's already sitting there. I was really drowsy (even though I was already in a dream) and kept falling on the guy. I eventually apoligized and we left. On the way back, it's just my brother and me, he's driving. We're driving head-on into traffic dodging cars left and right. I remember seeing a rabbit and a porcupine. We drive a while until we get to Sturgis high school. In the distance, I can see their girl's softball team playing Lakeland's. We descend into an outdoor basketball court. It''s snowing. There's this hot blond cheerleader dancing to music. We were going to play basketball but we all pickup sticks and start to fight with them. My cousin Ged is there.

Didn't write anything today but still have a bit of recall.

Power Outage
With coworkers in an unfamiliar house. Power outage. It's dark. The microwave has a backup battery, but only enough to power the clock for a few minutes.

Chinese Market
At a small Chinese market with coworkers. One section is traditional Chinese medicine ingredients. I see a tiny octopus, alive, in a small vial of water.

Weird Protective Father Thing
I'm Amish and have a family. We are exiting church with many other DCs. I have two daughters. Outside the church is an area to tie up horses. But instead of horses, everyone has slaves who look like Calvin Klein models. My daughters run off and have an orgy with some guys.

I find myself at my Grandma's house. Let me tell you, her house is so run-down. No joke. Anyway, I am up in her room with my older brother. I cannot recall what we were doing, I guess just randomness. So, my older brother goes downstairs. I stay and do random sh*t. Then, I decide to go to the bathroom. I take a p*ss and I leave without washing my hands(WTF?). I go downstairs and my Grandpa is sleeping on his black chair. My Grandma is sleeping on the couch. My brother is sitting next to her. I now discover it's time to leave. We arrive home where it is snowing. Wait, what the hell? We aren't at my apartment, but we're at my old house. I guess my brain still isn't over the fact that I moved. Oh well. Anyway...so for some reason I grab my guitar and go outside. What the hell? It's snowing, and I'm going outside with my guitar...random. So, now I head to the top of the street. I also somehow have a microphone. I also see my friend Chris. We start to sing Christmas carols. WTF?! First off, what the hell? Secondly, it's way past Christmas. Then, for some reason, the short bus comes by. They stop to listen to us. I soon awake.

The Lion Tamer

i'm an elephant at the circus and the lion tamer wants me to jump through a ring of fire but i'm too tired

after waking up an hour late to go to school i decided to skip and sleep in some more. in my first dream i was dropped off in the back of a moving van at my dad's farm at night. i went to call the police to pick me up, but they thought it was a prank call. i started to walk down the road and slowly realized that i was dreaming. i focused on the details around me. i rubbed my thumb and fingers together and took notice to how real everything felt. it began to rain and a thunderstorm was coming. i had a rain coat on. as the lightning flashed behind me, i saw my shadow and a shadow of someone behind me. i turned around but didnt see anyone. i kept walking creeped out at first but reminded myself i was dreaming. as i walked i saw a strange hut on the side of the road, built above the ground incase of floods. sure enough it started to flood so i walked on the planks outside the house. i looked inside and saw a woman in the center of the room, wet from the storm and on her knees. i walked up to her and before i could talk to her i woke up.
I fell back asleep shortly after waking to give it another shot. i was outside the hut again. same place as before but the flood was higher. i saw 3 men and followed them(unknowing that i was dreaming). they lead me away from the hut to a dead end on the planks. they jumped in the water and swam towards a high-elevated hill above the water. before i jumped i wondered why it was raining and what the sound of the tide reminded me of. i remembered that i fell asleep on my side and i could hear my breathing loudly against the pillow(which kinda sounds like tides). i realized i was dreaming and remembered that i cant drown becuz i will still be able to breath(something i read on the forums) so i held my nose at first and i could still breath, so i jumped in and let go of my nose. i swam a ways off and as i got up to the land i woke up.

Since I'm new I guess I'll start off with the dream from yesterday.
There wasn't a whole lot to it, but it started off we were having a dinner with the neighbors who just came back from a trip, that only lasted for a little bit then it turned into some sort of a spy game. I was with a couple people and we were trying to break into a warehouse or something.. there were lazers and stuff and the ground was all water so you had to walk over the metal beams. There were a few larger areas where you could walk on and I vaguely remember coming up to one and meeting the boss of that area, I don't think we faught but I remember seeing them. Stuff happened I can't remember and then my crew and I were all trying to get out and we were in the water. I think we got out but yeah I forgot >o<;

then tonight's dream was kinda weird
I think I was living in some sort of a colony, can't remember too well the details before the part where someone was staying with us who was all nice and all but then they somehow started becoming really weird and threatening to us. They had a venemous snake that they were sort of threatening us with, and since we live somewhere they're disallowed I'm like "omg gotta get it out of here" so I ran with it's cage and brought it to the police and the police was looking at it and it slipped out of the cage into the bushes so then I start thinking they're going to breed everywhere and we're going to die so I go back home and one way or another all the doors have way more locks now..? so I start locking them up super good and am doing something in the kitchen and I hear something trying to get through but I think nothing could get through so I don't think much of it but I'm still scared and paranoid at the same time, go over to the door to check and there's a knife someone apparently used to get through the door with. I picked it up and started searching around for whoever was there and found them in the hall and they had another snake, and they started a sort of game where you had to cut it up or you'd die. he let the snake out and I cut it in half and it disappeared. He then started assigning different tasks.. like maybe a doll or something where you'd have to cut off the feet. I did it, then he wanted me to cut a small dog in half but I felt sick so someone else offered to do it (idk how they got there but they were apparantly someone who was staying with us not that long ago) and I turned around and waited for them to finish and when he was I turned back around and the dog disappeared. His next task was for us to cut up him and he turned small and started slithering around on the floor. I cut up to his knee off and he said something like "hey I said only the feet" but still kept going around and I think I cut up to his waist but then woke up.

Last night's was kinda weird. It wasn't really a nightmare though because it all felt fairly neutral besides the slight paranoia and the slight sickness. I still don't get dreams like this often though.

Purple: Nonlucid Green: Lucid

eh, I might as well start this off with the dream I had 'bout two days ago. This one isn't lucid.

I was at school. There was a lecture going on by Gene Simmons about drugs. I was sitting next to my friend, Jake. I asked him, "Who's this guy?" and he said "You haven't heard of him? He's John Lennon!" I knew that it was Gene Simmons and knew it was a good chance to go lucid, but I couldn't for some reason. Suddenly, a bunch of ninja skeletons busted through the ceiling and took Gene Simmons. A few kids in the audience went like "They took John Lennon!" but I was kinda just sitting there, chilling. Then suddenly a burst of purple gas got blasted through the hole in the ceiling. It was turning other students into ninja skeletons, but I had an immunity to it. I did a few things that I forgot, but then I started fighting the ninja skeleton students. I don't remember much of it, but I won by roundhouse kicking the ninjas. Then I woke up.

Dream - Lucid

I fell asleep this morning after being awake for an hour, and slipped into a dream, fully conscious of the fact that I was dreaming. I guess I kinda WILDed!

But anyway, I was fully aware that I was dreaming, but exhibited no control. I was in a bathroom, it looked similar to the bathrooms we had in middle school. The floors and walls were tiled in a dark greenish-blue. A man I'm acquainted with in waking life, Ben (I'm using real names now, stupid initials are getting confusing), appeared in front of me. I had a feeling he would for some reason. We started making out against the wall, when a group of elderly people walked in. It was all women and one man. Ben disappeared, and I was going to leave too, when I realized I had left my purse in one of the stalls. I went to go get it, and all the women were standing around the stall, and the man was walking in there. I kept saying "Excuse me, can you hand me my purse?", but they were too busy chatting it up. I persisted, and the man handed me a plastic shopping bag I had apparently also left in there. I could see my purse behind the toilet. I told him to please give me the purse too, and he started shutting the door. One of the women gave him a q-tip to, apparently, clean out his urethra. He shut the door, and I started yelling at one of the women. She was wearing a white button up shirt, one that I just bought in waking life. I was calling her a bitch, and telling her that I had already asked nicely many times. I took her by the collar and shook her. Everything else seemed to disappear around us. She never said anything, but she looked at me with this sad, terrified face.

~

Something about a bleach spot being on the shoulder of a pastel blue shirt I had that resembles a pastel purple shirt I have in waking life. The shirt was on this big clear plastic hanger.

~

I bought a lot of weed. I think I was at my fam's house. The weed seemed to be gone very quickly, so I went out to get more. I was stopped somewhere by these 2 men, and they asked me if I was buying. I told them I already had, and they said something about their concert. I told them I thought they had meant was I buying weed. They had meant was I buying tickets to their concert. They seemed disappointed. I asked them what their band was called, and it was something having to do with monkeys. They walked off. Now, I'm on a beach in Ohio? I'm wearing very warm clothes, the outfit I wore yesterday actually, and my snow boots. I walk on the shore and watch the water lick my boots. I hoped that the water wasn't going to ruin my boots.

It was actually pretty cool that I ended up on a beach, since my goal setting (still trying to share a dream with GMoney) was on a beach. Yay! I feel like this is progress.

EDIT: I remembered a fragment about me being able to see people's auras. That's really all I can recall.

01/06/2011

Project Sanctuary...? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Now this one was weird. It was basically a False Awakening. I was laying in bed and I decide to try the whole Project Sanctuary thing. (To sum it up in a sentence, it's trying to have vivid, dream-like visualization while you're awake.) Two times I get kinda close trying to pull a scene together, but my head kinda vibrates and snaps me out of it. The third time I succeed, though, and I am in a forest with a big truck or SUV. This was a pretty hazy dream overall, I kinda hovered around the area as the truck moved around, then I floated higher in the air. I thought of going into space and closed my eyes, but when I opened them I woke up.

Now... do I count this as lucid? I was aware that whatever I experienced wasn't real, but I was convinced this was because I was visualizing in waking life, not because I was dreaming. It's kind of a weird one...

01/06/2011

Two more Fragments (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Two dreams that I kinda remember from today... The first was about either Morrowind or Oblivion. I loaded up a character that had a bunch of mods and tried to play it without those mods, but I got frustrated so I put them back.

The other one was dealing with some sort of schoolwork. There was this assignment that was due today, and I hadn't done several of the questions yet because I didn't know the answers. I worried about how I'd get them done in time to turn it in.