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Dream Lucid Notes

Most of these took place in my house. I went to bed about 8:30 and woke up at 1. I was up for an hour and then did a WILD attempt and DEILDed till 6. Most of these dreams happen in my Home.

I wake up from a wild attempt and go to my bathroom. It's dark and I'm checking the status of my charging MP3 Player. It has all of these weird buttons on it that I don't remember. That's when I hold my nose and breathe. I am dreaming. I can bearly see anything though. I try to fly and can float but can't move very fast. I'm swimming through the hallway and it feels like I'm going through jello.

I make it to the living room and the tv is on. The image is of a talking head but it's very distorted. I slowly fly over to the tv with the intention of flying in but hit my head on the screen.

I wake up, hold still and DEILD.

Still Lucid, I walk over to my front door. I try to say out loud, "aren't we expecting company?" I can't move my lips. I have a terrible stutter. What comes out of my mouth is "UHHHHHH PUUU" There is no doorbell but I open it anyway. When I open the door a blinding flash of light wakes me up.

I stretch for a second, change position and DEILD

I am outside in a field, lucid, but it's dark and the sun is beginning to come up. I can't make out much of anything except Octorene shapes in the sky, like the beginning of hypnagogic imagery. I am lucid but i can't move.

My alarm clock goes off and I hit the snooze and can hold still for one more fragment.

Sitting in with a 1930's style acapella jazz group. I'm singing the bass part. Oooh bom bom bom. OOOoh bom bom bom. OOOh OOOh OOOh bom bom bom. We are in a dimly lit cramped living room sitting on a couch while I pace the floor.

Back from Roskilde festival, so I should get some more entries going from now on.

First dream:

I was out skiing with one of my old friends. I'm doing all kinds of tricks, and then I did a very big jump, and failed. My skies fell off, and I landed on a slope, hanging in my arms. I fall down, and I have to walk a long way to get up again. I walk for a while, and find out I forgot my skies, so I have to walk all the way back to where I fell. I look down and I see that I'm wearing two red left boots.

Second dream:

I'm with one of my friends from school. We are trying to invent a machine that can make a copy of a person. We are keeping it very secret. I get a phonecall from him saying that the machine is done, and that it is working. He sounds very strange on the phone. He tells me to come to his house and check out the machine. I get there, while still talking to him on the phone. He still sounds strange, almost crying. I get there, and I found out the the government has found out about our machine, and that they had told him to tell me to come to his house, so they could arrest me aswell.

07-07-11 Two fragments: I am meeting up with Ronja, we are outside of what I believe to be a street side café or similar. The sun is shining very brightly. When she arrives she compliments my looks, which include an almost bald head and stubble. Think we hug or kiss each other's cheeks, but there is a moment of “too close for comfort”
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“Are you sure it isn't just to escape people”
“Off course it is an escape from people, when I am dreaming”
“No, I mean, what you are doing isn't it an escape from people in general?”
*What do you mean”

I want to tell this man that I am interested in hearing what he has to say and I won't take personal offence. I believe the topic of conversation is either lucid dreaming in general or my upcoming Bac project on the same subject.

So it was the last day of the holiday I was on. Since there was nothing more to do at this point, and there was a ski center nearby, I thought, why not? It'd be ton of fun.

On the top of the mountain, or whatever it could be called, I had a quick overlook at the whole area. There was a main slope, a slope to the secondary ski center here, and numerous smaller slopes. At the bottom of the mainslope, there was this big building, which had a couple of restaurants and such, so I knew I was going to there later to eat and such. I thought I'd do best going to the secondary ski center first. And I took the looong nearly flat and very wide slope going there.

On the trip to the place where they sold tickets at, I noticed I had left my ski poles on the top of the mountain/whatever. So I had to rent some. The poles were both white. Afterwards I went and purchased the tickets. The lady there unfortunately didn't speak english for some reason, but I managed to mess around enough to figure out how to purchase tickets to the specific area I wanted to ski on. It was now 14:53. I'd better hurry.

I took the first lift up. On the trip I noticed my poles had changed color to pink. Unfortunately I did not reason myself further.

On the second lift, I noticed my poles were now yellow. I thought, what the heck, I'll do a nose pinch RC, and it worked. That instant, I came lucid. What happened in nearly all of my lucids started happening again. The dream was quickly fading away. But I managed to pull it back up with mental effort. I was now there, in the ski lift, looking around. I was in awe of the beatiful scenery around me, snowy mountains, large trees, etc. From the back of the hill, a blimp appeared, a big one. It slowly flew over the lift I was on there. I was amazed at all the detail. Afterwards, I remembered I had some goals to do in my dreams. The first of which was to count fingers. Not a challenge in any way but to just remember to do it. I looked around and had difficulty finding where my hand was. It took a while but I found it. Started counting my fingers. There were 5 on one hand. And on top of that, the ghost image of my hand too. Kinda what would happen IRL if you crossed your eyes. And at that point, I could not sustain the dream longer. And I woke up.

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Nearly forgot to fill this in and it's already 3 hours after waking up so I don't remember all the details of the dream so vividly anymore.

I'm hiking a trail with some friends. I can't remember who the friends are now, but I think my cousin is one of them. The trail has suddenly turned into this really narrow strange path. It's almost like it's a tree that I am climbing because it's so steep and narrow. I notice that the texture of the path has changed too, it's all slimy and sickly coloured green. It reminds me of an over sized cooked asparagus. As I look at it, it's like I can see slices cut into the "path" and below it are what look like human organs. My foot slips into some of these slits from time to time, and the feeling is beyond revolting. I am pulling on a thin, slimy rope as I climb, and it occurs to me for an instant that it could be an intestine, pulled really tight so that it's small. Before I have a chance to be disgusted, my foot slips and ends up in another slit, though this one is much larger and contains an ant's nest. They are crawling all over my foot and leg now, and I am starting to freak out.

Who ever is up ahead of me tells me to calm down and hang in there, I'm almost to the top. They prove to be right, I finally reach the top, and manage to get rid of the ants. There is now some sort of cargo train in front of me, like a miniature coal train, with makeshift places to sit. I can see that (my cousin?) sits in one of the seats with a blanket over her lap. She tells me to get in before the train leaves.

Dream Lucid Me DC

Dream1:
I was at my grandparents house. We talked about something I can't recall. Then I said that I'm going home. My grandfather said that I should leave at 6pm, but all the clocks showed that it was already 7pm. I took their car and started driving home. I realize that I'm driving into the wrong direction and turn around. My car turns into some kind of motorized bicycle. For some reason I stop near a gym and go in. There's a hockey team practicing and I join them. I'm not too good at it, so I leave and go home. (It was 6pm, so I thought my grandparents clocks were broken.) Nobody's home. I take my parents savings and go shopping in hopes of finding them a present. (For whatever reason. Probably to apologize for taking their money.) I see my sister there, as well as her friend. There's someone breaking into a shop to steal a painting. I look at him for a moment till he looks back. Then I just say hi to him and walk away. Suddenly I'm holding a painting that's identical to the one the man was stealing. I walk outside and start to wonder which way my home was. I see some old lady riding a sort of pedal car and ask her where the church is. (One landmark in my hometown.) She points a direction and I thank and start walking. Soon I come across a castle that blocks the road. Suddenly I'm playing a Zelda game. (Wind waker, to be precise.) I go inside and see a guard walking down a hallway. I quickly turn right to a staircase, climb up and open a door. The guard hears it and starts running up. I find myself in a hallway pretty much identical to the one before. I once again turn right before neither of the guards (The one in the hallway or the one coming through the door.) can see me. But this time I don't climb it. Instead I hide under it. The guards run up without noticing me. A treasure chest appears next to me. But then an imp lifts me in the air and throws me away from my hiding place. A blue ghost sees me, grabs me and teleports me and itselfnto a large room with two more ghosts. There's also a large window with no glass. There's some kind of giant man-eating plants mouth coming through the window. The ghost throws me on top of it. I jump back down and try to escape, but the ghosts pull me back. I run to the opposite direction, out of the window. I see a grassy platform near the castles wall. There's also the plant's base. It looks a lot like one enemy from Twilight princess, except bigger.

I jump to the platform, kill a golden skulltula with a hookshot and jump down next to the castles entrance. I see a path next to the door and follow it. There's a hole in the fence, but there's a soldier guarding it. I talk to him and he tells me about being in dept and if I give him 700 rupees he will let me pass. I only have 400, and they're my parents money, so I give him nothing. There's some woman standing next to the fence. I speak to her, and she says I shouldn't even try before pulling all the date levers. (Or something.) She says I currently have one pulled and there's four more. I climb the ladders next to her and find a lever with a number four on top of it. When I pull it the number changes to 3.

Dream2:
Something about some guys wanting to fly and then doing it by riding cannonballs. I was again playing Zelda. (This time it was Ocarina of time.) I was standind on a floating island. The guys who wanted to fly came there. For some reason I shot them with a bow. And every thing on the island. The dream rewinded and I did it again, only this time the other guy turned into a monster and attacked me. I also saw another Link with differently colored clothes.

I saw some text saying that this battle ends tomorrow. (Or that was the time limit for the battle, it could end sooner.) I also saw a HP meter for the monster. I shot it a couple of times and it fell down from the island. I thought I won, but it came back up by using its ears as propellers. I finished it and saw a cutscene where I fell into a river and a dog jumped after me. We floated into a cavern. Then I could choose some pet from 4 choices. (All looking pretty similar.) I saw me and my friend playing the game and he accidentally chose one, without asking me. But it turned out I could use all of them, the one he chose was just better. They had some abilities like flying and transforming me into other things. I woke up.

Im not sure if it was two completely different dreams or just a huge change in one.

The first part I can barely remember but I was riding in a truck with some friends going out to a field party or something similar. As we were arriving we heard a radio broadcast saying that marijuana was legal for one night as long as you were out doors with it. I was walking through the field and i had one guy offer me a joint but I passed it up.

The dream changed (or a new dream started) and I was at school. I was walkign around for a while talking to friends and teachers. While i was walking down the main hall I noticed that I didnt have on a shirt. I stopped and said "well since this is a dream I can make clothes appear." (It must have been a VERY low levl of lucidity because it was only a breif mention of dreams long enough to fix a problem and I wasnt really aware) I started miming that i was grabbing a shirt on my body until one appeared. I continued to talk to people until I woke up.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
This dream immediately preceded the previous entry, Harmonica and Minor MDP Activities. It consists of more false awakenings and in-dream "fake sleep paralysis" crap.

I woke up in my bed, the lights in the room on like normal. Okay, I didn't really wake up - I had actually entered my first false awakening in months.

I was on my back, with my duvet cover half pulled onto me, up to my stomach. I wasn't thinking about the lucid dream that I just had; instead, I was focused on just trying to get my vision to work. I was looking up at the ceiling, slightly down and to the right, almost at the wall. My eyes didn't seem to be functioning properly; I was seeing slightly in double vision. Outlines of objects were shimmering and rippling. I moved slightly in my bed, lifting my arm up and feeling the air move over it as I did. My bed must have been warm for me to notice the cooler air in the room when I moved.

I breathed out and my gaze shifted to the right, almost to my door. The door was on the wall right-adjacent to the one that the head of my bed was up against. As my eyes looked further and further to the right, a black, almost fully-transparent silhouette shaped like a CD case came into the left corner of my vision. When I looked less to the right and more to the left, the square would also move to the left and go further from the center of my vision, and obstruct less of my view. I got frustrated and thought, briefly, that this might just be a dream, but it didn't go anywhere.

I decided to try WILDing and ignore this 'square'. I closed my eyes; when I did, they didn't actually close, and I could still see everything around me. As with practically all of my dream sleep paralysis episodes, in a few moments I felt shaking, and saw the covers being pulled off of me. For some reason, I was looking up with my head resting normally against my pillow, but I could see the foot of my bed as if my head was actually up. My covers in real life pretty much consist of a down duvet with a rainbow-striped cover, with alternating colors of sky blue, red, orange, yellow, pale purple and green (the stripes themselves also vary in thickness). This was the case in the dream, too. I saw the duvet getting pulled towards the foot of my bed, and then underneath, as if something was sitting under the end there, just reeling it all in.

I then suddenly fell through my bed and smacked the floor on my back, which hurt the top part of my spine, in between my shoulders, a bit. Realistic pain isn't uncommon in my SP dreams either. It was now pretty dark in the room, as if all the lights were off but moonlight was pouring in from the windows - lots of moonlight. The floor was dusty, but I couldn't move anything but my head and eyes. I was facing upwards, looking up at the underside of my bed which now had a hole burned through it; there were broken wood pieces and splinters around the edges of this hole, which was probably twice the size of a dinner plate. Past the hole, up at the ceiling, it was really dark.

I then looked to the left, a bit nervous because of how intense this sleep paralysis was getting, and saw a monster - it was a very disfigured, pale, pale blue-green person with their mouth half-open, missing teeth, and dry, torn skin. They weren't wearing anything but I could only recognize their legs and arms, and not their stomach or anything else besides their facial features - maybe not even that! They had holes where their eyes should've been, a triangular hole where the nose should be (like on a skull), and only a few thin strands of lighter, pale hair.

I started to feel intense vibrations, which were also similar to real life ones.

Then I woke up for real.

I remember being at a party hanging out with friends (they werent friends in real life they were just random DCs). I was talking to them when they took me over to meet this girl. She introduced herself to me by one name but I recognized her as someone else. We talked for a while and then 4 of us went into a room and talked in there where it was quieter.

Eventually the dream changed and I was in a police station. Some of the people from the party were there but not all f them. I wasnt arrested so Im not sure why I was there. The cops were grilling inside on the first floor. Upstairs there was a lounge area with a few peopole sitting around. The cops were sometimes randomly pretending to arrest people then letting them up. It happened to me at one point and embers from the grill fell out and burned me. I was let up and I walked around for a little longer just hanging out until we heard a radio message about people getting close. There was apparently some kind of riot or rebellion going on. One of the officers mentioned something about how they had already gotten to his house which was close.
We all went outside and loaded into trucks and one officer passed out flashlights. I dont know if anythign haopened after that.

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
This dream was extremely clear, and I completed the basic July ToTM very early, which is awesome. I didn't get to do much regarding the MDP, because I wasn't thinking clearly about how to change the scenery for it.

It was early in the morning. I was outside, and observed that the sky was slightly darker blue, and I could see yellow and orange tones scattered throughout it, not uniformly gradating from the horizon like the colors would do in real life. For the most part, it wasn't too realistic and looked more like a digital painting. Myself, I was standing on a rather unimportant, low-rise hill (about three feet above ground level); it was exactly like one you'd find along the side of a highway. This hill went along the side of, and curved down toward a fairly small parking lot that was only twenty or so spaces wide, and three or four rows deep. Past this long and rather skinny parking lot was the entrance to an amusement park.

This entrance had a tan-colored stucco exterior, and was very simple in appearance: merely a large, light gray rectangular slab that was sat upon four square pillars, which were made of tan stucco. Between each pillar was a turnstile. Extending from either side of the entrance was a brick wall, probably only six or seven feet tall, with big, neat square holes filled with clear glass, almost like windows. On the other side, you could see rides. I can't remember what kinds I saw when I walked over to the entrance. I walked in between the second and third pillar, not stopping at the kiosk to my right to purchase a ticket. Instead, I kept walking until I was only four or five feet from the brick wall.

I looked down at the ground to see a small square hole. The hole went right down into the ground, arcing slightly forward, until it opened up to the ground on the other side. It was strange, because if you were to look down the hole (which was only twelve or thirteen feet, by one foot, by one foot - very tight to get through!) and looked at the gravelly ground, it was lit rather brightly, as if the other side of the fence dropped off to a small cliff, and the ground I was standing on was actually hanging above another area underneath. The hole was lined by thin metal sheets that somewhat smoothed out the insides of it; it almost looked like the inside of an air duct.

This was the entrance to the park. I knelt down and put my two legs in it; I then used my arms to try and push myself downwards, in a pretty poor attempt to get through. I got a few feet into it, but then stopped at my hips because the thing was just too tight to get my butt through. "This is so freaking stupid," I muttered, and pulled myself out with a bit of effort.

As I turned around, [B]I became lucid and did a nose-plug RC to confirm the dream state. I could breathe; this time, I noticed the air was relatively cool instead of neutral like it usually is. But it wasn't cold outside at all; I couldn't even feel the temperature! Immediately after finishing the reality check, I remembered to do the July Task of the Month. As I walked through the parking lot and back towards the hill, I resolved to summon a harmonica. I used basic dream control tactics and "knew" that I was wearing a hoodie (taking objects out of pant pockets often don't seem to work for me), and I also imagined the feeling of pushing my hand into the right pocket, and the reluctant stretch of the fabric. I expected a harmonica to be there.

I could feel the texture of the shirt pocket as I took out a very plain, all-metal harmonica. It was a fairly flat, rectangular piece of steel with slightly rounded corners and a good number of holes on the side, something like 12 or 14 circular ones. The surface was pretty scratched-up, like how the steel back of an older ipod has those light, shallow scratches. I put it up to my mouth and breathed lightly into it, listening to the sound I generated. The tune was simply four notes blended together nicely. Low tone, medium tone, low, low, and then high. It didn't quite have the harsh sound of a harmonica, but the sound was softer and almost echoed.

"Yeah!" I said excitedly, trying to keep myself from getting too excited. Then, I stopped at the foot of the hill and decided to try and continue the MDP, but then thought better of it. I was nowhere near the location I needed, and my dream-self didn't remember that I could just open a door or fly to the location I needed to be in. I decided to leave that for another dream.

I 'woke up' into a false awakening.

this was at the weekend there,

as soon as i enter my dream i am landing on the ground slowly. as soon as i lad it is as if i have woke up but i have only entered the dream so i just continue with my thoughts that got me into a WILD, this happens 3 or 4 times and then i feel a tap on my side, it was my fiancee just back from the shops with my food, just as i am about to eat my food a spider starts crawling over my covers, i start to kick the covers to get it away (i really thought i was 100% awake at this point) suddenly i am walking with someone but i have the memory of being in my room trying to get rid of a spider and i decide to do an RC and it works however i just wake up for real straight after i done the RC.

a couple of patterns are starting to show........
when i WILD i normally start off flying, my dreams are really short, my brother is in alot of my dreams.

Lucidity <0-1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10>
Horrid Nightmare <10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1-0-1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10> Lovely Sweet Dream

[[Double brackets means that a part of the dream is cloudy, and I cannot remember it well.]]

I was at my friend J's house. He was just about to head to this bible-school thing that his church does, with his family. I agreed to ride along since I was already there. I didn't really want to go, but I certainly didn't want to be rude. As we began to get in the car with his mother and two sisters, his mother stopped us.

She addressed the two of us, saying, "The class only needs one guy of your age."
J replied happily, "Okay!" and hopped out of the car, waving to me, rubbing in the fact that I was now stuck going to the class with his sisters and mother by myself.

Secretly, I didn't mind all that much, as I had a crush on his sister. However, we simply rode around in the car for a good while and hopped out in a parking lot. I balanced, walking on the parking lot cement stoppers, and as I stepped off of one, I woke up.

I was walking along Lacson street at night, with my lover. We went into Starbucks. I bought Coke, although I always wanted to buy some bread. I kissed my lover on the back of the neck.

Me and someone else (a girl) talked about our current president, and about corruption. The corruption involved something about table napkin.

We are driving home. I was with two people. Both looked Caucasian. The area looks more like America than our own country. A friend is driving. We were talking about something.

We arrived "home." Again, an American-type housing. We argued about something. Something about talking to a girl I like. Actually, the two of them argued. I just watched. Then the long-haired friend lent me his mobile sofa. There are controls like a wheelchair.

I drove it out, and we saw our "parents" outside on the lawn, with concerned looks. I drove out on the street, and then realized it's very hard to control. I went back.

We were in a dormitory in school. There is strong rain. Then we realized it is flooding. The things on the floor are floating. There are a lot of people.

The color mood is stormy.

We need to move to another building. We needed to go up the stairs, on what looked like branches. The buildings are connected to the trees. We are on the trees.

There were arguments. Not sure about what, but I sensed that the place was divided into factions. Some want to do something else.

It keeps on raining.