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So last Thursday, my girlfriend dumped me for my best friend. Needless to say I beat him shitless and we're friends again, but she's out of my life.
Anyway, I had another dream about her, as always, even though I'd though I'd lost feelings for her.. but I was dreaming we were together again, not kissing like usual, but just happy to be together. We made passionate love on a rock afterwards, and I thought it was magical. This was non-lucid.
But I woke up and felt nothing for her. What's going on?

Somehow I know that I'm going to be bitten by these two vampire boys, so I tell them that I know where fresh blood is. We walk outside and after a few moments I'm up in the air flying next to the vamps. I spot a lake, so I swoop down, thinking I might try walking on water like I read about in someone else's DJ. The vamps are nowhere to be found, but there abunch of old ladies in bathing suits reading books on the beach and lots of little kids in the water, playing in a clump about 10 feet away. I step onto the water in the shallow end, and fall right through. I try again, SAME ending. Frustrated, but after calming down I step on the water, visualizing it as a moving marble floor, and it works!* I stand there, amazed! This little boy who's swimming in the lake stops, looks at me, and put his hands out and pushs himself up to stand beside me. (copy cat...) I kinda freak out, but not as much as those birdy old ladies! They're grabbing each other and jumping up & down with amazement/fear. I figure this is a good time to get out of here, so I jump into the air, hover for a minute, and off I soar! After I leave the shrieking behind, I fly back toward the mountain** I follow the road, gliding above the cars and dodging trees, until I wake up a bit later.
*I wasn't lucid except when I flew and later when I walked on water, and I didn't really have control over the storyline.

**I was in a valley, which the lake was the centerpiece of.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I've decided to start an online dream journal... just felt like sharing my DJ with other people. I've been thinking about doing it for a while now and this dream made me want to do it, for some reason. It may have been short but it was quite interesting.
The dream started on a large, white place. It was completely empty except for some people and some platforms. Apparently some of the people had been frozen. A girl told me that someone named Blue (at least that's what I think the name is, I'm not very sure) did this. I promised to her that I would hunt him down. The dream ended shortly after that.
The dream wasn't very vivid and was pretty short. It's the only dream I remember because when I woke up I was too lazy to write the other dreams down so I focused on remembering only one dream. I choose to focus on this one because I was quite interested by it... I hope I have another lucid dream soon so I can find more about this Blue guy. Finding him is going to be my new goal!

My dream was in two parts, the first part being only a fragment of what i can remember, and the second half remembering clearly what had happened.

Part 1:

I was climbing around on an apartment rooftops in the middle of a park with a purple blanket. My cousin Cavan (3 or 4 in the dream), Alex and Brandon were all there.

*I remember how it felt to grab onto the roofs and the siding, the wood underneath my hands and how it felt when I would jump down onto the ground. Trying to keep my cousin from falling.*

Part 2:

My original intent was to go down an unmarked road off from the park to go and see Brandy, but a whole group of people got together to go on it instead. There was no path to Brandy.

*I completely forgot about Brandy after this moment.*

We walked around a small archway building in the river and had to cross over a rock pile to get to the other side of the river. We were heading to a cabin/house on the other side. Cavan had come with us without anyone telling his mom. I knew he would have to go back soon and that Alex wouldn't want to go back with me.

The next moment everyone is asleep outside except me. It was dark and I couldn't see anything. Alex wakes up and helps me get Cavan up and ready. He throws me a tiny LED flashlight that I don't catch because I can't see. He turns on a mag light to help me find it.

I tell him if I'm not back in half an hour to come looking for me since the walk wasn't that far. Everyone outside woke up and went inside the house.

I let Cavan go across the rocks first. As I go across I fall in and the current takes me in the direction I want to go so I don't get out. I go under the water and it's instantly hot on my back. There is a fire on the surface of the water. I swim under it and come up. There is a car in the archway building. A girl wrecked into it.

I go back under to swim beneath the the car only to find the water on the other side was also on fire. I try to swim under it.

Then I wake up.

So I wake up, and walk to the next room, and my brother is there oddly enough talking to m about this dream he had. It involved D, and he was telling me someone gave him a crap load of games for the Super Nintendo. He was trying to find out where was the best place to buy old school games.

Oddly enough, I had that same dream and was kinda amazed by it, until I woke up for real.

Dream Fragment:

I was in what was supposed to be my kitchen. I saw these lizards. I thought that I needed to get them out of the house. But them I saw that they ran over to a place under the sink where there was an anthill. They started eating the ants. Then I saw some ducklings there also eating the ants. I then realized that it was a good thing to have them in the house. I heard a funny rhythmic sound and saw that the ducklings were stamping their feet in unison to get the ants to come out of the anthill so they could eat them.


Very odd.

From yesterday:

Dream 2:

Very long and too many different parts. The theme was traveling. I was always on the go trying to get somewhere. I was traveling with different people at different times or sometimes along. I don't even remember the order of the scenes that I remember.

I was driving a car that had these strange handlebars (like a bike) they were very wiggly and I felt I had terrible control of the car. I felt like I was in Southern Arizona somewhere between Tucson and Phoenix and I was heading North. I kept going down the wrong roads and having to turn around.

Later I was in a gas station with Tanya and Marie. I was holding a bowl and a spoon. I took it in the little store, but worried that they would think that I stole it. At some point I was crying. The lady behind the register tried to make me feel better.

I was in a restaurant with several friends. We ordered this big meals.

I was in another little store with my mom. We needed transportation. A lady gave us these tricycles. We started to ride them. I saw how slow we were going. I knew that we would never get to our destination in time. I knew that my mom couldn't make it at all. Her handlebars were cracking off. And then both of mine broke.

I looked at the side ofthe road and was fascinated by these strange animals. At first I thought they were a kind of pig. But then saw that they we more rat-like. But they had wooly hair like a sheep. One was trangled up in some string. I tried to help it, but it tried to bite me.

I was walking through this town. I was alone and walked up this hill and saw a Mine. I walked closer and saw a man at the entrance. He started to talk to me, but I had this creepy feeling and wasn't sure if I could trust him. So I jumped down the hill. I remember thinking, "I'll bet this will surprise him. I'll bet he has never seen anyone jump down this big hill in just one jump before." I enjoyed the feeling of floating down the bottom. I knew there was something significant about being able to do that.

From Yesterday:

Last Night's Dreams:

Dream 1:

I suddenly was visiting my high school marching band. It felt like I hadn't seen them in years. But as I looked there was Ed, and Geoff and Kelly. I could see that they were all lined up for a competition. Some of the members saw me and we started talking. There was suddenly a map on the wall next to us. I started teaching them the "States Song" but for some reason all I could remember was the "Countries of Africa Song". Several time I started, but had trouble. Then suddenly I realized that half the band was gone. The competition had started with only half the band. I looked out and could see them on this big stage. I told the other members that we had to somehow sneak out there without it being too obvious that we were late. I tried to follow Kelly, but she ended up further ahead and I was behind the percussion. I slowly worked my way over towards her. I wondered if it was obvious that I had no idea where I was going or what I was doing. Suddenly the band started doing this whole part in sign language. I fantically looked around and tired to copy the people around me. I hoped I wouldn't be responsible for the band receiving a low score when it was judged.


Oh what a typical "unprepared" dream. I got to tell my friend Ed about it this morning and he got a good laugh too. So it was worth the temporary agony.

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Asuka goes on a revenge spree

Apperently Asuka isn't happy with the way some of my so called friends from work are suddenly ignoring me or just being plain mean to me.

At Z: I am at wal mart with asuka. We go up to the customer service counter where Z is. Asuka is dressed as someone from the meat department. she has something in a small cart... It's a live animal like a chicken or something. She starts harrassing Z about having live animals in the meat dept or something. Z inspects what's in the cart and takes a closer look. Then the small animal just farts in her face. She looks disgusted and pissed off. Somehow Asuka lures her again to inspect the small animal in the cart, Z leans over only to get another fart right in her face. She is holding her nose and jumping up and down.Me and asuka just laugh. we yip like coyotes.

There were a couple other dreams like this I sort of remember... I mainly remember the laughing part.

At J: Don't remember much of this one. We are at a club... and Asuka is posing as some guy that J likes or something. Asuka's long hair is covering her face or something. She's taking advantage of J's non lucidity and doing stupid stuff with J on the dance floor. They do jumping jacks to the beat. Do the chicken, and other really childish dancing. Everyone is looking at them really shocked like, "WTF". I get closer and sit at a booth near J and Asuka. J is like, "This is embrassing" Asuka is still pretending to be the guy and she says,"But if you really love me you'll do this with me,".

I just sit and watch while they dance like idiots. J looks clearly pissed and has a really stupid look on her face... it's really funny. I am staring at her and grinning with a quizzical look on my face. She looks at me annoyed and tries to disappear into the crowd.


I am laughing so hard by now that I sound like a coyote again.
Construction zone gunslinging

I am at a contstruction site... but it's like a video game for shooting people. Everyone has power tools that turn out to be real guns. There is some guy with grey hair that keeps shooting me. I respawn somewhere else and try to find him. I realise I have no weapon and ask one of the workers for his gun. He hands me a pistol but there's like a swiss army knife in the handle with phillips screwdrivers and all. I see the man with the grey hair pretending to dwork. I am about to draw my gun when I wake up.

We 4 will remember this dream

I am sitting in a circle with 3 other people. We are sitting over a fire that's violet purple or something. Apperently we are supposed to meet soon in waking life or something because we are chanting something like, "We four will meet soon. We all will remember this dream and this dream will bring us together!"

Was switching from being lucid in one dream to not in another. Its long so as usual I don't remember the becoming and how I got lucid. I was on a giannnnttt bean bag with Leo and dina. This thing was red and was flying to any destination. I decided to let it surprise me. We were flying super fast for a long time looking at different sights. I wasn't buckled in so it was a bit scary when it started going fast. We saw another one that was bigger than ours and dina and Leo talked to the family. I didn't say much this dream because I was just taking in the amazing sights. This dreamscape was a mix of some tropical paradise and Alaska. I laid down and had a false awakening . I woke at home. Baron had to go poop. I went and Leo had a new dog. I took him too. They went poop and I picked it up. I went to bed for a second before meeting up with Leo. I saw more poop on the puppy pad and told Leo he has to clean the poop. He laughed. We talked about how his new dog was so well behaved and perfect and how luna was evil. The floor was suddenly lightly on fire. Leo got me some water yo put it out. It was going to take a while so I left. I laud down and opened my eyes. I was back in my lucid and fully Lucid. We were still on the flying thing and going fast. I laid down and felt the wind on my face. They water was swooshing below me and the beanbag got closer to the water. It wasI am amazing feeling. Like being on a carpet ride. We landed in some random place. Leo and dina said something but I ignored them. I think it was that they were going to go Into a building ahead. I wanted to explore. I was climbing a big oil rig to get over to the other side. I kind or hurt myself and felt surprising pain. I ignored it and kept going. I once again got the idea that this was a super long lucid. Every time I think this it normally ends. It started destabilizing and it faded to black. I didn't move and imagined the scenario and I was back. I kept climbing rigs until I got to the top. I took in the sights and decided to check out the apartment Leo and dina were at. I wanted to fly but was already high up and a bit too scarred so i walked. I had that idea of dream time again and it destabaliazed. I came back and climbed up the apartment. I got inside and realized it was blurry. I took the time to stabilize. I wanted kara there and she came around the corner and sat down. She had black hair. I loved the way it looked and just watched her talk. I pulled her close and we made out. It was so real and joy filled my heart. I pulled her ontop and we grinded while making out. It was fading. I knew I had to stop but didn't. It faded fully but the grinding and kissing didn't stop fir a while. I knew I had tostop write it down quickly before more was forgotten

Was driving with kara to get a burger. We couldn't decide what to eat it took us forever to finally decide on burger master. I was driving crazy and kara said that I was a horrible driver. I got pissed and walked home. Kara Leo izra and g were there. Kara wanted me to hang out with her while she did homework but I didn't want to. Leo wanted me to take g to the airport the next day with him. I wanted to but it was really early and I said I would if I could get up. I would do gross things to g and izra to gross them out. Dina was pooping in the bathroom behind me. It looked like we were at mothers. I left with g izra or Leo to spirit. But I don't remember who. We were at my old apartments. They looked haunted. For some reason I went to try and get my check back from the office but it was haunted. I got spiderweb all over and ghosts started coming out of nowhere. I had a gun and shot a couple. One had me by chains. The person I was with solved a mystery of one ghosts murder and they thanked him and disappeared. We had to solve their mysterys or they would kill us

Was at an outdoor bbq style party with a lot of random DC's and lots of allens family. The party took place on a wide river that had trees popping out in the center of the river. It was really sunny out and everyone was dressed really nicely. I had on a yellow and white summer dress. A group of us kept trying to float a boat over to the trees in the middle of the river. We struggled a lot with rowing the boat but we were having a good time. I don't remember what I said exactly, but I made some funny snide comment and one of the DC's got really man at me. He kept glaring at me and shaking his head. I for some reason found it really annoying and I left him in the tree and rowed the boat back. For some reason I found this super funny. While at the part, allens cousin g was there. He was sitting with his knees crossed and his eyes opened wide like he did when he was on shroomz. He kept looking at different people and telling them about how much he loved them. Stephia was next to him and giggling. I sat down at the table and g told me he loved me too. I laughed and said love ya too g and patted him on his back. He just sat there with a huge goofy grin on his face but we were didn't say a word. It was super funny and I started cracking up. I walked away from him and just kind of walked around the party observing people. Everyone was enjoying their beer and making hot dogs. I decided to check myself out in the bathroom. I walked in and it had light blue stalls in it. Izra was in a shower stall, vigorously washing himself. I could see his face over the stall and he looked super serious. I asked him what he was doing. He responded by saying "im cleaning myself for the ladies". This cracked me up to and once again I started to laugh. Izra however wasn't laughing. I really QuickTime rinsed my hands and walked outside. I found allen and told him that his whole family was so strange and hilarious. He agreed. I told him about g and Izra and he laughed. Then we walked around with his arm around me, looking at the pretty house, green grass, and river

Dream 1

I was in Central London, the streets were busy and so were the roads. There cars everywhere it was really bustling. I saw my friend near a bus and went up to him. His hair was shorter than real life he's got a more or less mane like a lion but in perspective. The dream had it very short, clean cut and he was wearing a read cap and read belt on his jeans.

We talked but I can't remember anything else.

Side Notes

I am beggining to notice certain things in dreams and become lucid or atleast semi-lucid.

I kept seeing Kevin Mask from Kinnikuman/Ultimate Muscle.
I'm sure I had a dream about Kinnikuman but I can't remember.

It's been a while since I've had enough of a dream that I remembered to write a DJ entry about, and this one isn't much different, but I figure I should write anything I can down.

The only one I remember from last night was I was basically myself in Dark Souls in Princess Gwynevere's chamber. I remember reaching out and holding her hand, then immediately wanted to hug her, but was thinking about being careful to not attack her instead? (probably because I thought I was in the game)

She then at some point became Kirsten and I was asking her why the demon's don't come into her chambers, maybe because of her guards or if it's a holy place.

That is all I can remember for today, oh well.

I was walking down a street. I saw the house of a friend of mine and I realized that I was in his street. I walked over to him and there was a party starting. Suddenly there were many people partying and drinking alcohol and that stuff. My friend was playing with his younger brother and his older brother (who is also a friend of mine) came to me. Suddenly we started to fight (we do that alot because we always want to be stronger than the other one) and he kicked me in my stomach. His kick was so strong that I flew in the air about 5 metres and then landed. There were other guys who laughed and I went into his garden. For some reason there was a shack (which is normally not there) and I walked inside. There were some people sleeping and I walked into a basement. It was dark so I walked up again and when I got out of the door my alarm woke me up...