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Ok, that will be very fast, since i forgot almost everything i dreamed.
All i remember was the harmonica from All along the watchtower playing non-stop in the background, suddenly Hendrix come from heavens and start to play the song.I lead sing it. It was awesome.


Just sharing

Since that more lucid dream I haven't been able to remember almost anything. There is just this one small fragment from last night.

I'm updating something on my computer, running the update script. Something doesn't work right and there's a lot of red text on the screen. I think there's something wrong with the update, not the script.

Woke up multiple times throughout the night but was too tired to write any dreams down at the time. Now I don't remember any of them.

This night I was really close!!!

I had spent a half an hour trying out different sleep postures. Haha might seem geeky but it's sooooo important, because if you lay still for hours and just have a little tiny feeling of that you are unfomfortable in some bodypart, you are eventually going to have to move.

I was laying on my stomach forming my arms to become a pillow and it felt comfortable at first, but after some time the elbow started to hurt...
Anyway I started out with focusing on my breathing and rising my awareness every now and then by looking up with my eyes on the spot in my forehead. I started to fall asleep and wake up as I eventually always starts to do.
I lay there for two hours and I know that because I heard my mom shutting off the tv in the other room and got to her room and she goes to bed the same time each night. I went to bed 22.00

I told myself "I am aware of when I fall asleep and I am aware of my dreams" then i started meditating.
After some awakenings I realised that my mind was perfectly clear and that I wasn't as aware of my body as usual.
But I could still feel it, but I could imagine myself standing up and almost feeling it, but then hell broke loose.
The tip of my nose started to itch really crazy and my right elbow was in an uncomfortable position, even though it was in the same position as I started in, but it started to hurt. I told myself that this was just my body testing me and that I had to endure! But eventually I gave up, even though the itches faded away, my elbow was still uncomfortable.
I turned over to my side and I still had closed eyes, and I fell asleep unconsciously. Although I remember the dream in perfect detail and I even heard a song that I had never heard before and I still remember the lyics!
It's a really bad song though, but still :)

I think that I was minutes away from dreaming, considering that I was so aware of the dream.

This night I am going to lay on my back and hopefully I don't feel pain this time.

And here is the Don Juan quote of the day:

- "What does it mean to pass the first gate of dreaming?"
- "We reach the first gate of dreaming by becoming aware of falling asleep, or by having, like you did, a gigantically real dream. Once we reach the gate, we must cross it by being able to sustain the sight of any item of our dreams."

- "I can almost look steadily at the items of my dreams, but they dissipate too quickly."

- "This is precisely what I am trying to tell you. In order to offset the evanescent quality of dreams, sorcerers have devised the use of the starting point item. Every time you isolate it and look at it, you gett a surge of energy, so at the beggining don't look at too many things in your dreams. For items will suffice. Later on, you may enlarge the scope until you can cover all you want, but as soon as the images begin to shift and you feel you are losing control, go back to your starting point item and start all over again."

- "Do you believe that I really reached the first gate of dreaming, Don Juan?"

- "You did, and that's a lot. You'll find out as you go along, how easy it'll be to do dreaming now."

So now you know :) The first gate of dreaming is crossed when you have a lucid dream!

I was dreaming last-night (it was a nightmare) and then I realized that it was a dream and told the thing to go and a way and then a girl was going out with me and that is all I remember.

That was my first lucid dream

I was at some kind of an airport or something. I ended up seeing this short-haired blonde. Something about her wasn't that attractive, but something about her was very attractive. I think she was in my mind from someone I met at a Publix the other day.

She ended up leaning into me. My face was it her hair and by her neck. I was so close to her neck with my lips for so long. I was nervous to kiss her, or to even touch her neck with my lips, but she stayed right there. I got a little closer. Her neck was right there at my mouth.

I finally just barely touched her neck with my lips. It was wonderful. Then my grandparents were looking down from a window high up in the wall. My grandfather said something. I said, "Yes sir" hoping my respect would instill mercy for being "naughty" or whatever.


I was then outside at my friends house. I realized I was dreaming. I was with a beautiful woman, though I couldn't see her face. I started makinglove to her. I slapped her in the face as an RC. I continued making love to her. I looked down at her, which I never do in my lucids. I wanted to stabilize, so I slapped her again. I should have just rubbed my hands together.

Soon the International Police were buzzing around and they were after my friend. He stayed in his garage. I couldn't believe they were after him. I asked him, "This is real isn't it." It was in fact an FA. He said, "Yes, this is real."

I ended up trying to imagine myself making love again, but I thought I was awake and couldn't get back into the dream. RRRRR.

I'm going to start a dream journal!

I am in my house. The rooms are displaced. Right as you open the door you enter into the dining room. The room is pretty bare except for the table in the center of it. I am sitting at the table. This kid who is in one of my classes from school is there. He has his backpack and sells me some candy. I had bought a Milky Way and a Butterfinger bar. He says thanks bro and then leaves. My mom comes home as I start to eat the bar. My sister is with her. They went to turn in my guitar to be repaired. They come home with a smaller version of it. They rented it for me so I could play while mine is being fixed. It was a Baby V. It sounded good. I placed it on the edge of my bed. Somehow I end up on a street that I walk on when I come home from school. In my dream it is hundreds of miles away from my house. My mom says she can get us a house to stay in for the night. She calls up an old friend. We end up staying at the house. The house is pretty big, it has an offie in it and several rooms. It was the house that was right in front of us when we ended up here. Some lady comes to talk to us. I dont remember what she said but now we are on a mission. Me and some friends are working on building some sort of contraption outside a store. This random guy picks it up. He is with another guy. They both have guns. I bend one of the guys arm back and make him drop his gun. His buddy is slowly raising his arm to shoot me. I pick up the gun at a normal speed and shoot him multiple times in the chest. My friends are all surprised that I did that considering I'm a pacifist. I get a little upset because I just killed a man. I get over it and get back to my mission. I am at the lady who told us our mission's house. It is flooded. There is a cliff on it basically. She says there is nothing to do most of the time. So she pours the water out of her house. There are lots of items floating around the water. i pick up a scratch off and I win. She takes it. I am walking back to the house I stayed at the night before. The lady and the guy I'm staying with drive by. They get out and walk with me. We are talking about the mission. (I can't really remember). I see my parents truck but I supposed they could wait a minute or two as I tell them vital information. Suddenly they attack me. I am doing all I can to fight back. My mom and dad come out of the truck to fight them too. I get on my dads back and start pulling what's left of the guys hair. He had a gun earlier but I was saved becayse of my parents. Suddenly everything goes in slow motion. And then they say this was a test.


Dream #2
I am waiting to go to a concert I am in a store. I ride a $50-90 longboard around the store. The store is packed with clothes.

I have been procrastinating with posting this and I have no idea why.

Dream One Non-Lucid

I started at a place in my school that my mind made up. It was a small grass area with a tree that was taller than the school in the middle. I was standing there with my friend, Craig. We were talking about something when his parents walked up to him. I didn't hear what they said, but I could tell that it had something to do with leaving school later than normal. "You know, Craig, if ya want, I can take you home. I am riding a car home today so we can just stop by your house," I offered. He looked like he was thinking, and then he went to his parents. I didn't hear what he said, but I guess he was asking them if he could come with me. He got done eventually and said, "Let's go." (Dream skip) Craig and I were riding in a convertible with Charizard driving. (I have no idea why I am dreaming about pokemon) We were riding past where my grandmother use to live. To my right was rows of houses broken up by a road near the end. To my left was a beautiful sunset over a grassy field. The sky was a light orange, pink, and blue. I hear a voice come from what sounded like an intercom. "Craig Anthony, please report to the office, Craig Anthony," The voice said. We kept on riding, and Charizard picked up what looked like a walkie talkie. "Craig should be there in ten minutes," he said. I wasn't stunned, but I was confused until I put it all together. Craig must have not gotten his parent's word. I wasn't angry though. The dream now is in comic book form. It shows a panel of us going up a hill that is close to my house. The voice over the intercom says, "Craig Anthony come to the office," and once again, Charizard picks up the walkie talkie. "Heh, you'll have a dead body in ten minutes," Charizard tells over the intercom. Craig doesn't look scared at all. He looks more relaxed actually. I then hear police sirens. I estimated that they were coming for us due to the fact Charizard just made a death thread. "Shit, go faster!" I yell at him. Even though it is still in comic book form, I hear and feel everything so I feel the wind rushing through my hair. I love the sensation, and so I yell my command once again at Charizard, even though we are outrunning the cops. I keep on yelling this until finally I feel like all of my hair is about to be yanked out by the wind. I soon get to my house at the speed we were going, and then woke up.

Dream Two Non-Lucid

There isn't to much to this one. I was in a forum and people were talking about ores, rubies, diamonds, etc. A person posted a picture of a blueish colored ore that had chunks of gold in it. Almost immediately after that post, someone replied with "Oh my god, that had double gold in it! It's worth a fortune!". Some other people wanted it as well, and that is all that dream was. People wanting a double gold ore.

I had this dream Sunday morning.

I haven't had one of these in quite some time. I dreamt that I was Hitsugaya Toushiro. Me, Superman, and Batman were chasing three villains up a tower to the top. After we ran up a flight of stairs, Superman used his x-ray vision to see who were above us. He told us that Barry the Chopper, Mr. Freeze, and Catwoman were heading to the top.

Now, I'm at the top of the tower flying and dashing around it in mid-air. I'm dashing in swinging my Zanpakuto at Barry the Chopper and this guy is deflecting all of my attacks. I froze the entire top portion of the building (all around it) and merged with the ice while jumping out to attack Barry and jumping back into it. Well, trying to catch him off guard didn't work.

I then realized that this guy was far stronger than the guys Superman and Batman were fighting so I decided to go all out and use my Bankai. I shouted "Bankai" and felt the ice wings materialize on my back. I was surprised at how much faster I was able to dash and fly around the tower afterwards. I said something and swung my Zanpakuto and the entire top portion of the tower, on which Barry the Chopper was standing, froze in a prison of ice and then exploded, defeating Barry in the process.

It was a rather short dream but it was pretty cool. Why it give me the role of Hitsugaya Toshiro I don't know. He's not even one of my favorite characters--Aizen is.

LD20 as of 02/19/12: My third WILD attempt, but now I have had 6 hours sleep. I go through my whole process of looking at my hands and stablizing. I am luucid and standing by a road side in front of a park. The park is vivid and pretty, I will start with a casual stroll. I come up to the tennis courts and eexamine the chain length fence. Nice, very good detail. I casually stroll a ways further and examine some object like a bucket lid or big frisbee made out of grey plastic. Very realist, but not of much intrest to me.
An apartment building that looks like the one in the last entry comes into veiw. I walk over to it and then teleport up to the door I guess matches the location in the last dream. I go inside and the apartment is very similar. I see a DC there who looks like Rob. I go out an see if the balcony is thee same. When I go outside it has become night time. I can see down the 5 stories and can see the river, but no longer can see the city on the other side. Wow, it really is pretty and the sky is ultra high def! I decide not to have an adventure and just to trip out on this awesome lucid sky. So I hung out on the vivid balcony and enjoyed. The sky was amazingly stable as dream images go. I saw all real things like stars and a milky way kind of area. I was pretty aware and lucid so I actual carefully watched one part of the sky to see if it would mutate and swirl or anything. Nope, stable image of a high def night sky, except way to pretty with way to many stars. I did this for what I guess was 3 minutes.
I turned and noticed a dew like film on the apartment door jam. I got up real close and it looked awesome. I took my finger and slowly wiped away the shape of a tiny crossand examined it. It stayed and looked very detailed.
I re-enter the apartment and DC Rob has made tacos. He hands me one but looks upset. I take the taco, and he talks as if we are room mates and I don't pay for my share of food. Hmm, random DC stuff, not intersted. I examine the walls. Still pretty vivid, but less so. He gets real loud and says "and what was that shit about you would just get some food from the moon!" I ignore him, but remember I just did a LD on the moon a couple days back. Some kind of residue thought I guess. He yells it again. I do not feel like arguing and messing up my lucidity. I just say what should shut him up. I say "Listen, I know taco meat does not come from the moon, I am sure I must have been joking. I want to give you $80- for groceries, I have it right here." I picture that I have money and give it to him.
That fixed the random DC action. He is quiet now. I turn to examine the couch and start loosing the dream. Fade to black, but no I am still aware. I try to re-enter by using the same trick I did at the beginning, but end up awake after a minute or so. Dur~10 min

This one is kind of a lucid, but I won't count it. In the back of my mind I knew it was a dream, but not enough for me to count it. The picture is pretty HD though. Enter a crowded apartment with two woman and interact. The land lady enters and says some one reported two prostitutes entering the building. The women are insulted. I go out on the balcony and we are about 5 stories up. Vivid veiw of a river and the city beyond. Then I am in the city and trying to look across and up to the apartment. There is a hot dog vendor and this part of town is run down. As we walk back to the apartment some how, there is a area where bones stick out of the wet clay. I examine a small spinal column. Dream ends.

I went to sleep around 1 PM today and dreamt that I was in an auditorium that I've never seen before. There weren't too many people there, about 1/5 I think. It was well lighted, the seats were arranged in a circle formation with the podium that I was standing on square in the middle. Also, the ceiling was WAY up there. I mean that place wasn't huge in terms of floor space, but it was high as heck. The dream ended before I gave the speech but I do remember moving my arms telling the people to hurry up and sit down, lol. I also believe that the speech I was about to give concerned extraterrestrials.

For the record, I am not a people person, so I do not see myself presenting in front of a massive crowd of people like that. No sir, nooo way....

03/05/12

Countdown
I am in a space ship of some kind, and I am holding a very small explosive device. In spite of its small size, I know it will pack a lot of power if it is allowed to explode. I am trying to disarm the bomb, which is quite difficult considering the size and the fact that one wrong move will make it explode. I am moving a tiny wire carefully through a conduit when I accidently touch the wire to the side of the conduit… and BOO… no… I immediately load a "save game" from before the bomb exploded. Basically I go back in time a few minutes to try again. This time I am successful and I disarm the bomb. I hear someone laughing on the communications screen. There is a man there saying it did me no good, he has another bomb. He holds it up to show me, and it is an identical bomb to the one I just disarmed. He is being quite careless with it. He is shaking it in my face when it goes off. The screen goes blank, and I know the idiot just blasted himself into subatomic particles.

Fight Night
I am in an underground are where I am investigating a ring of illegal extreme fighters. They are known for getting fighters off the street and having them fight to the death. Some of the fighters are there of their own free will, others are coerced and forced into it. I am watching a fight, and one of the two combatants punches the other one in the face. The punch is so hard that I can both see and hear that the man's jaw isn't just broken, but shattered. I get in the way before the attacker can finish the job by killing the injured man. The man asks me what the fuck I think I'm doing, this is no place for a woman, get out of the way! I tell him if I can kick his ass, he has to let the other man live. He laughs at me and says if that happens, he'll give up fighting for good. I don't think he really expects me to try it… but I do. I fight the man, using the extra strength and martial arts skill I have in the dream state. And I kick his ass solidly. He and all the audience are stunned, clearly they had all set bets against me. I go over and heal the man with the broken jaw, he says he just wants to get home to his family. He leaves quickly. The crowd is still staring at me, stunned, when I wake up.

Hawaii Five-O
I am on a beach in what seems to be Hawaii, or at least it looks like the setting of Hawaii 5-O. Complete with Steve and Danny right there with me. I am staring at Steve, who is Alex O'Loughlin, and he is sooooo hot! I'm not sure what has happened to me, but it seems I am in need of having an IV hooked up to me. Danny is the one doing that, and I notice that the needle hardly hurts at all when he puts it in. I am then given the bag of stuff that has to be put into my body. I don't know what it is, but the fluid is red. It looks like red Kool-Aid. I am not paying much attention to that, just holding it up as Danny has instructed me, and I am staring at Steve. He is shirtless. I wonder if I might be drooling.


Sephiroth
I won't go into detail about this one, but I wanted to make note of the fact I had one of the most intense and memorable sex dreams ever! It was a hot and wild one with Sephiroth!


Midnight Storm
I am at the house I used to live in about 15 years ago, and I am sitting at my computer writing a program for a game. I am looking at the code on the screen and trying to find the source of an error. Outside, a thunderstorm is raging on. The thunder is so loud it really sounds more like bombs falling outside the house. It sounds so realistic that I finally get up from my seat and look out the back door, which has a nice view of the city below. I half expect to see the city in flames with bombs falling and exploding. Of course it is fine, and there are spectacular bolts of lightning flashing through the night. I look at the time, it is almost 1:00 in the morning. My mom will be home soon, though I don't remember where she has gone at this time of night. But she will come home hungry. I set to making some breakfast sandwiches. The sandwiches consist of toast with a light layer of mayo, a fried egg, a couple strips of bacon, and a small pancake. I make up two sandwiches for each of us. My mom comes in just as I am finishing. I go to cut one of the sandwiches in half with a knife but I discover it has already been cut. Did my mom do that, or did I do it without really thinking about it?

Wrong DVD

I was in some strange house with a computer or something. I was putting a DVD in the drive but somehow it vanished from the drive. I spent the rest of the dream looking for it.

Watching Star trek.

I was watching some star trek or sci fi show on my computer. a woman came in and joined me (asuka). we spent the dream watching it and cuddling. I didn't think the girl would like it but it appears she did anyway.