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Two nights ago, I had a dream that I was flirting with a girl from my high school.

It was weird, because I can't even remember her name half the time, but I knew it perfectly in the dream. We aren't even friends really, more like acquaintances. She's cute, but I've never really had a thing for her (though in real life I catch her staring at me, giving me a "dreamy" kinda look sometimes).

The night before that, I had a dream that one of my friends was laying eggs or some weird thing.

Last night, I had a dream that I accidentally killed my pet bird (which is a Sun Conure).

Actually, it was much weirder than that. I didn't so much "kill" her as accidentally rip the back of her head off. She was still alive and functioning just fine, but I was still freaking out and took her to a vet (which for some reason was my automotive teacher), and he said there was nothing we could do for her. I don't normally cry, but for some reason I was actually trying to force myself to cry in the dream, but no tears came out. Then I woke up.

I felt a HUGE sense of relief when I woke up and realized that my Sun Conure was still alive and had the back of her head attached. I love that bird.

In case you're wondering what a Sun Conure is, my bird looks just like this:



^That's not my bird, but it looks just like her. Sun Conure are very small, brightly colored birds.

I had been dreaming quite a long dream, before i finnally realised it was a dream, wich meant i woke up, right after getting lucid.

I was in an apartment, and i was interviewing a famous danish actor, Frank Hvam.
When i got up in the apartment, he was sitting on the toilet, and didn't want me to interview him right there.
So i went out the door, and walked down the stairs. This was when i noticed something seemed a little off.
Did i really just see Frank Hvam taking a dump? How did i even get here? So i did a reality check.
I plugged my nose, and i could breath through it. I then looked at my fingers, and not only were there 11 fingers, but they were small, deformed and changin colors.
I kept extremely calm, which is something i've been training on, because i don't want to wake up because of over excitement.
I told myself that i would just get out of the apartment, and i would clarify the dream once i was out.
I only walked down 3 sets of stairs before i woke up.

It kind of sucked because i didn't get to use my lucidity for anything, but also a good thing.
You know, I might not have had too much succes this time, but it just means I have more experience for next time.
Gotta keep positive!

I woke up in a mix of my new house, and my old house. I woke up in my bed, and did a reality check.
at this point, i could allready feel that something wasn't right. I pinched my nose, but coulnd't
breath through it. I then counted my fingers, and counted 10 the first time, but 9 the second time.
I still wasn't sure enough that it was a lucid dream, so i had to somehow test it. I got up from the bed,
and found the front door. This door and the èntre was from my dads old house, wich was pretty weird, since
we moved from there over 5 years ago. Anyway, when I got out, I stood still. I then said to myself "This IS
a dream. I'm going to float!" I then focused on the feeling of my feet on the ground, and I lifted myself
up in the air. Nothing spectacular, just about 10cm, and for 10 seconds, until i plopped on the ground again.
At this point, I got the rush of excitement. I quickly remembered that i would wake up if i was too excited,
and i calmed down. I then walked a bit away from the front door, and out in the terrain.

The terrain was a really big grass area, with a lot of small hills. If i had to describe it, i would say it either
looks like the "Teletubbies" land, or the studio from a Danish program called "Wulffmorgenthaler".
I've found that that excact landscape, is typical for my lucid dreams. In all of the outside lucid dreams
i've had, it has been the same landscape, with minor changes. The huge green, grassy field, with the
smooth little hills. Perfect for a picnick actually!

The dream got a bit hazy as i walked out on the field, so i looked at my hands, and really tried to focus on them.
I then said out loud, "Clarity, NOW" but nothing happend. I then waited a few seconds, still staring at my hands, and said "Clarity, NOW!"
and suddenly, eveything got brighter. The fog lifted off my dream, and I was in control like I've never been
in control before. The Night shifted to day, and the moon shifted to sun. I got a very happy feeling, but
remembered that i should't get too happy, because it's a bad idea to let yourself be controlled by feelings
when lucid dreaming. I did a little brainstorm in my head, and i though of all the things i could do next.
Aha, I'll learn to fly!

This was a little harder then expected, but really fun though. I tried different
methods of flying, and i managed to fly a bit. Only about 5 meters above ground, and i only went 10feet,
but you know, you gotta learn somehow! There was a nice big tree on the field, close to my house. There
were also a lamp post, for some reason. I don't know what that did there in the grassy field, but i though
that now it's there, i might aswell use it! So i ran towards it, and swung myself in the air, Success.
Not for long though. Sadly, I'm still to use to gravity pulling me down all the time, that letting
myself go like that, even in a dream, is quite hard. But I'll learn it, eventually. I allready did
progress tonight, and i bet that the next time i have an LD, I will be chilling in the clouds, making
friends with the birds.

In the last bit of my dream, I got kind of tired of trying to fly, and I wanted
to go do something a bit more dirty. I mean What can i say, hormones 'n shit. I pictured the schoool in my
head, and ran towards it. In my dreams i can't fly yet, but something i've allways been able to do is run
super fast. Like, so fast that if i jump on top of one of the small hills while running, i will be jumping
50meteres. So i tried running towards the school building, but sadly my dream faded a bit. I think i got
too excited, and i forgot to keep the dream clear. This is a thing I've got to work on. I didn't reach
the school, but i reached a neighborhood.

It looked like a typical Amarican "desperate houswifes" neighborhood.
I found a house, went inside and met my mom. I told her that i was lucid dreaming, and she said something
along the lines of "Wonderfull!". I then went to bed in my own dream, and woke up in my own bed, in real life.

This was probably my coolest lucid dream so far. Even though I didn't get any girls, or actually went flying
longer then a couple of seconds, I was in control, and it was clear. I don't know how to explain it, but
this dream was something totally different from the other ones.
I'm doing progress!

sadly, I lost the tex file where i had my 2nd lucid dream written down, but to be honest, it wasn't that exciting either.
anyway, this is my 3rd lucid dreaming experience.
also, keep in mind this is something i wrote last month, so the methods i'm using might not be the same as i'm using now, and there might be some things that sounds a bit weird.

The dream started out kind of weird. Me and my class was going somewhere, to like "Bornholm" or something. We were in the nature
climbing trees and stuff. Pretty funny. We later meet up at my old house, and there is a few girls there. We are small talking a bit,
and suddenly all of the girls say "This girl thinks you are cute" to me. I turn around, and see this girl. She's pretty standart,
nothing too big, but pretty though. I talk with her, and things go well. We hug a bit, and i think she kissed my cheek.
I got invited by her to dinner in this weird room, and this was when things got interesting. When we are in the room, I notice
how people are changing. Like, it's not the same people that are sitting besides me. Suddenly, my mom shows up. This is where
i figured something was wrong. I tried making her dissappear, and suddenly, she wasn't there.

I then did a reality check, and true enough, i was dreaming. I was looking at my hands, and again this was a pretty weird experience.
When i looked at my hands, they looked normal. Yet, when i counted them, and i counted to six on my one hand. I recounted to make sure something
was going on, and still counted six. I wasn't a 100% """"overbevidst"""" so i counted the other hand. There wasn't only 6 fingers, they were
weird colours, and one of them was really small. I told my friends and the girl i was with that i was dreaming, and they said "yeah..".
I got pretty excited, but quickly calmed myself down.

I tried holding on to a table to stabalize the dream, but i just ended up lifting it like it was thin air!
I thing quickly spun around, to try and stabalize it. But again like last time, it totally felt like i was underwater, and i
couldn't spin around fluently. I then rubbed my hands together, while spinning around. That made eveything much easier.
The fog now lifted from the dream, and i was finnaly inside.

After that, i imidiatly got teleported away from the room. I was in a scenery with a lot of hills, with small water floods.
It was night time, but i could see quite well. in the horizon, i could see some buildings, with light in the windows. I set my
destination, and i tried flying over there. It went quite well, even though I didn't feel like i had very much control by now.
I flew to the buildings, and looked down. It was all some kind of map.

This map was weird as fuck. It would be awesome as a game map, but it sucked as a lucid dreaming map. I couldn't go anywhere else
that wasn't on the map, and none of the places looked interesting. I then tried teleporting away, and it worked.

Now i was in the dinner room again. I felt the room was a little bit tilted to one side, so i tried fixing it. I ended up making
the room into a rocket, and sending us up to space. I was slowly losing control here. Suddenly we stopped, and some people got on.
I tried thinking really hard about someone i wanted to board the plane, but i couldn't get her to come on board. I though fuck it, i might
aswell take advantage of the last bit of control i had. I then made the "rocket/dinner room" we were in, into a ufo. There
were weird aliens in the ufo, but it seemed like they were harmless. I actually made them crown me as a king. One of the green guys
gave me a remote, and pointed me at a huge tv screen. I pressed play, and saw cartoons for the rest of the dream.

The weird part was the thing i was sitting on. I was sitting on the floor, but it felt really weird. It was like bouncy, and
fluffy. It felt like I think a cloud would feel, if you could sit on it.

I then had a false awakening. I woke up in real life, but fell asleep again withing 10 seconds. I then woke up in the dinner room,
wich this time was much more normal, and much brighter. I told my buddies i need to go to sleep, so i can lucid dream again, and
i layed my head on a chair. I don't remember anything after this.

I could add much much more detail, but since it's a pretty boring dream to read about, and i only had control for a brief moment, I don't think
it was worth it.

Prior to sleeping i had been drunk, just like my first lucid dream. But i think i found out why it seems to have this effect on me.
When I'm drunk, and go to sleep, I need to go to the bathroom after a couple of houers when i'm sleeping. This means i've technically done
a unintended Wake back to bed. And i think alcohol has just the perfect timing for waking me up, middream.
This means i just need to keep training, and try to tune my WBTB timer perfectly for me.
If i can make my WBTB alarm wake me up excatly the same time alcohol does, i might have much more succes with them.

I'm going to kick off my dream journal by posting some of my previous lucid dreaming experiences.
This was my first ever lucid dream.
also, keep in mind this is something i wrote last month, so the methods i'm using might not be the same as i'm using now, and there might be some things that sounds a bit weird.

in the first one, i was on some kind of muddy grass field, but with a view of a lake. It was a mixture betweeen "Lyngby sø" (a local lake), and
a picture i saw on facebook a few days ago. When the dream started, i don't really remember what happend all that well, but i know my brother somehow had something
to do with it. He influenced me to go to this weird place. Anyway. I was on the field, with some kind of old big guy. He was making
a painting of the scene. I had a microfone, and some guy behind me was holding a camera. I think i was a news reporter or something.
In the middle of the interview, the old guy stared right into my eyes, and said, "You are dreaming". his head then went back to being
completely normal. The next thing i did was sqeeze my nose, and see
if i could breath though it. I could.
And this is where i think it wen't wrong. I tried stabalizing my dream by quicky moving around, but it felt like i was underwater.
I couldn't move around really. Everything was also slowly fading, until i woke up. I opened my eyes kind of disapointed, and wen't back to sleep.

This is when things got interesting. I woke up in a mixture of my dads house, and a fancy chineese resturant. Me, a few girls and a few guys where there.
Where were chatting and just goofing around. everyone moved into a room in the basement, where they started looking at funny videos. I now did my reality check,
and i noticed i could breath right through my nose, even though it was clogged. I then counted my fingers, wich was one of the most awesome
experiences i've ever experienced. There were not only 12 fingers, but they were also deformed, and in weird colours. When i looked at them, everything in the background
seemed to change colours, just like if somebody was trying all the filters on their new webcam. I then quickly span around,
trying to stabalize my dream. It was really hard again, but i somehow managed to do it. When i was done, everything was extremely clear.
This part is kind of embarrasing. I'll leave the names out. Anyway. I was still dreaming, and at this point the dream was pretty stabil,
so i tried if i could "summon" people. Sadly it didn't really work. I didn't try all that hard either though, so that might have been the problem.
But after failing to summon someone, i tried making someone sleep, and that did work. This girl suddenly fell down (I cought her midfall, pretty romantic eyh?..),
I then kissed her. Now this is the embarasing part. She woke up, and was really surprised. She got up and screemed at me.
Now, at this point i was shitting my pants.. I though that she would remember it after we woke up, because she wasn't sleeping. It doesn't make any sense at all, but
in the dream it did. So at this point i thought, fuck it, i'll try again. I then made her sleep again, and woke her up with a little kiss.
This time she wasn't screaming, or running, or punching me in the nose, but she slowly opened her eyes, while kissing back. At the time i didn't really think much of it,
but now that i write it down, it does remind me a lot of the snow-white kiss-to-wakup kind of thing. Anyway, we kissed for a bit, and ended up going outside.

I woke up, kind of annoyed, because i wanted to sleep on.
But, i finnaly fell asleep again. This time, it wasn't a mix between my dads house and the chinnese place as it was in the 2nd dream, but it was completely
in the chineese place. I quickly did my reality checks, and failed all of them. I then spun around in a circle, while rubbing my hands together, to create stability.
Eveything worked out pretty good. Now, this dream was pretty lame actually. I seriously don't know why i didn't try to fly, or to have sex with selena gomez (yup, you can't deny it.).
This dream is hard to explain, but i'll try my best.
I was with my sister, going down some random roads. In the dream, the "google streetview" cars was going to come in a few minutes.
There were thousands and thousands of justin beiber pictures everywhere, wich is the weird part. I somehow dreamt that all the little justin beiber fans had made a plan,
to mass advertize him on every street, every time someone wanted to use google maps. So i was walking around with my sister and taking theese down, because, who wouldn't?
Now this is the awesome part, i dreamt that there were a $100 strapped to evey one of theese pictures. By the end of the dream, i was a fucking millionare.
I then woke up, and realize how fucking stupid i was, to not try to fly, or do something awesome, but to go around town taking down justin beiber posters..

The weird thing is that i'm not even a fan of justin beiber, and i haven't heard any of his songs in a looong time.
On the other side, I'm just glad it wasn't Nickelback.

Apparently we are moving from this house, but no one seems concerned about packing. I am worriedly checking cabinets and getting distressed that there's still stuff in them. I give up on motivating everyone and just pack up my own belongings before checking into a hotel.

At the hotel, I seem to be sharing a room with three other people who are plotting something. Before leaving the room, they pull out some sort of screen to cover up what they were designing on the wall. We leave the hotel room as a group, but from there I go to some kind of auditorium. I sit backstage as a graduation ceremony takes place. I might be watching an episode of "Grey's Anatomy" because I see Chief Webber talking to Meredith and Christina.

I move on from the auditorium. I want to visit a café on a particular street, but the bus routes have changed and I end up two blocks away at a café on DEILD Street. (How could I overlook that one?!?) After spending some time at a table (but did I eat or drink anything? Why else would I I be at a café?) I leave and head down an alley. There's a couple of people playing a game where they toss chunks of veggies into a bowl, trying to get the trajectory so the veggies ricochet out. The winner is the one who gets the food to land farthest from the bowl. I decide to join, except I'm playing with peeled grapes. They don't seem to notice me at all until I make a really good shot and wind up close to the lead.

05.27.2012

Go Forth Link!!! (WBTB)

I decided I should sleep after I recalled the set of dreams from the previous entry...

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

As I'm drifting to sleep, after waking up to type some dreams that I recalled from last night, I decided that I should ahead and just sleep one more time, because I felt pretty tired after a while, even though it was around 9-10 AM at the time.

I slept on my stomach, started counting, but not too seriously, just on and off counting.

And LOL, this song "Go Forth," and old Christian song, it's kind of funny that it would be playing and the singer saying "GO FORTH," which was probably just my mind telling me to go already, hahahahaha.

Here are the lyrics to the song, I can't find a Youtube video of it, must be a really really really old song.

Spoiler for Lyrics to "Go Forth":

Lyrics of Go Forth


Rise up,
You champions of god,
Rise up you royal nation
Rise up and
Bear his light abroad
We'll reach
This generation

We've got our
Marching orders
We've got our
Marching orders
Now is the time
To carry them forth

Go forth,
Jesus loves them
Go forth,
Take the gospel
Go forth,




The time is now
The harvest is ripening
Go forth!

Feel now
The burden of the lord
Feel how he longs
To save them
Feel now for those
Who never heard
About the son
He gave them

We've got our
Marching orders
We've got our
Marching orders
Now is the time
To carry them forth

Go forth,
Jesus loves them
Go forth,
Take the gospel
Go forth,
The time is now
The harvest is ripening
Go forth!

But I finally used my damn brain for once to get lucid in this dream.

I was laying on my stomach or on my back most of the time in this dream.

I hear some music, some Christian music to be more specific. The song is "Go Forth" which was by William McDowell I think.

It was kind of tricky at first, because when I heard the song playing, I thought it could be external sounds, but I know that no one could be playing Christian songs right now.

Then I made the excuse that I'm probably listening to my Zune HD playing the song, then I told myself that I couldn't have had my Zune HD playing, and that I wouldn't be putting my earphones inside my ears while sleeping.

I get up, open my dream eyes, I still think I'm in waking life though. I do the nose plug reality check. It doesn't work.

LOL.

YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME, IT DOESN'T WORK FOR ONCE?!?!? OH CRAP.

I didn't give up though, I think it didn't work because I wasn't holding my nose tight enough, and I didn't feel that slight pain in my stomach when you try to breath in with your nose plugged it. I was sort of in a stationary position with holding my nose and trying to breathe.

Instead of worrying too much about that, I shift to the next thing in my reality check arsenal, my hands.

I counted them slowly, and I swore I counted six on my right hand, but to make sure that I wasn't distracted with my left hand, I put it out of my view, and count again.

Seven fingers, I'm freaking dreaming. Instead of going "EVA EVA eVA EVA EVA SEX SEX SEX SEX" or some random shit like that, I take the time to calm down.

I'm in my apartment, and my bedroom is still dark, I know I'm not in my apartment right now in waking life. I move quietly, because I still have a little fear of the dark in lucid dreams, but it's only because I'm not good at stablizing as yet.

I walk slowly, having my back facing the open bathroom that is to the right of the hallway when you exit my bedroom. I extend my arms for some reason, but I just go with it, I'm freaking lucid, doesn't matter what I do with my body right now. I look left and right slowly, just to make sure nothing random will pop up and potentially screw up this lucid.

I stop moving slowly, turned my body towards the exit, and rubbed my hands as I walk to the exit. The living room of the apartment is the only place that has light in it. I see the light brown table that's in the middle of the room like in waking life as well.

I forgot what I did next, but I do remember some dream shifts.

One I believe involved Lindsay Lohan, but I can't remember what exactly, because when I woke up from the lucid, I still had my eyes closed, so I was in a conflict of opening them up to recall the lucid fully, or just tell myself with my eyes closed that I would use the keywords, "Lindsay Lohan," and drift back to sleep.

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05.27.2012

Anal Sex and DP (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I.........just wow. LOL. The first part was kind of awkward for me to watch, but the second part with the female was erotic.

Spoiler for 18+ Material, You have been warned, don't blame me if you see this!!!!!:

I'll just give a very very VERY short summary of this dream.

Men fucking each other in their asses like animals, mostly cartoon figures.

Then a blonde female cartoon character is being double penetrated in her vagina and asshole. It takes her a while to get used to it, but after that, she's loving this.

Oh, and I'm not even taking part in any of this.....just a spectator.

She loves having her holes filled with something inside of her so much, that she just closes her eyes and smiles, and the only sounds I hear are the gushing sounds as the two penises go in and out of her holes.

She was squatting as well while she was being double penetrated, and she just takes two cocks like a pro, she is fucking loving this.

I......I was turned on by this, but I can't remember what I did next.

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05.27.2012

College Randomness (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'll shorten this dream too. I'm walking down the walking lane when the walk signal turns on for pedestrians to move.

I get to the end of the lane, and walk on the pretty wide sidewalk that had a lot of cover for shade, and to the right was the bar near University Drive called Hookah Station. I didn't really have to pay attention to the name of the bar in the dream, I just knew it resembled the bar in waking life.

I'm walking down the sidewalk, just looking at what is in front of me, it seems I had a goal at the time in the dream. I see a chubby girl that looked like the one I had in a previous art class in High School before I took the art class with that lady I met in my last dream. (nicknamed Ms. J for private reasons)

The chubby girl and me are walking in opposite directions, we get closer and closer, and take a quick glance at each other before looking at our own direction.

I wanted to get to the left side of the area, so I looked left and right for traffic, saw that the right lane was clear, walked on it. Then I checked for any vehicles coming to the left lane, it's clear too.

The moment I step on the left lane, BAM, a car almost comes close to me, but they managed to do some awkward drifting to where they are parking next to the Sushi Restaurant that resembles the one in waking life. At least that's what I assumed the place to be in the dream.

I look at the driver of the red car that almost bumps into me, and then carried on to whatever it is I was doing. I turn my back, and I see another chubby girl on lane that I was on before pick up some kind of plastic circular jar of cheese. She grabs it, and has the edges of the top on the container between her teeth.

I just assume she's going to eat it, and then turn back to where I was going.

Then another dream shift where I was climbing a short ladder I believe, and found something on top of whatever it is I was looking at to find something. I gave whatever item it was to some dude and said,

"Here you go Dominic."

He thanks me, and goes on his way.

I can't remember much after that.

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05.27.2012

Sneaking Mission Gone COMPLETELY WRONG (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The vibe of this dream, it felt like it was going to be a Splinter Cell: Chaos Theory type of dream.

I think I'm playing as Sam Fisher in third person mode, or maybe I was playing a video game in the dream, it's hard to tell, but I know I had some moments where I was moving by myself.

The reason why I'm assuming that is because it feels like I'm going to start the Bathouse level (Hokkaido) in the game. I start out in the initial location just like the game. Over a small puddle of water.

The setting is set at some kind of mini Asian temples that would be apparent when you advance up front more, just like in the game.

But instead of running up to that area, I remembered that just like in the game, there would be a guard near the edge of a small cliff patrolling. I look up with and aim my gun to search for any guard on top, and my assumption is right, he's right there on the cliff.

I take a steady aim, but I noticed I moved a little too fast over the puddle of water, which makes the guard on top of the cliff suspicious.

Shit.

I decided instead of trying to use the Sticky Shocker (a non-lethal weapon in the game that does like the name implies), I shoot the guard.

Bad move.

Things start turning into shit from here, I swear, I did NOTHING wrong to cause suspicion to the point where guards start getting ready to try and find me.

And the worse part, it's guards with thermal vision goggles. So staying in the dark isn't going to really help me here. I advance forward, since moving quietly is not a priority anymore, they already know I'm here.

I still try to be careful though by hiding behind solid covers that the thermal goggles can't see through, like rock for instance. The environment changes COMPLETELY, it's not like the Hokkaido mission at all anymore.

I brace my back against the wall, or have Sam Fisher brace his back against the wall (still having trouble distinguishing whether or not I'm him or I'm controlling him by playing a video game in a dream).

Peeking over to see which types of guards are inside the small area, I notice there's one thermal goggle wearing guard, and shoot him immediately, since he'll be the first one to find me out if I leave myself open like that.

Then I just basically get myself into a situation where I'm like "Just fuck it! RUN!!!!"

I dodge whatever gunfire is coming at me, and then turn back and found myself at a dead end. The guards are getting closer, they're not shooting me this time, they know they have me. They know they have the upperhand here.

Closer...closer....closer...SHIT what the FUCK do I do NOW?!?!?

I calm myself down, seeing as these guys won't shoot me, I look to my left, and see there's a fairly huge pool filled with water. I did what any person would do if they see a chance for escape.

I dash to the left like there's no fucking tomorrow. (sorry for my language, but even when I'm typing this, I can still feel the rage and intensity of this dream)

I dive into the pool of water, and find that there's a hole in the wall in front of me (imagine having my back facing the dead-end wall before I dived into the pool of water, that same wall extending over to the pool side is the one with the hole in it).

Wow, instead of getting my ass interrogated, I managed to use whatever escape I could find!

I can't remember much except that I managed to dive into the water easily and go through the large hole.

[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3]I wish I could recall more of this dream because I'm under the impression more happened, but my children wanted food, and my recall efforts only gave me this fragment.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My friend’s daughter is going to build something, a creationout of junk and leftover gardening material. She has located an old rosetrellis, something buried in a pile of detritus. When she lifts it the wood iscovered in mud and dirt, and some breaks off and lands on her arm. She brushesit off as though it was merely a speck of dirt rather than the clump thattrails across her skin.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“What are you going to do with that?” Her father and I areboth curious.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]She replies in her eight-year-old voice just three simplewords. “I don’t know.” Her tone suggestsshe has a use figured out for the wood but it either isn’t fully developed as athought or she just doesn’t want to tell us because she knows we’ll just takeit away from her.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The dream shifts to an interior room with a high ceiling andbright overhead lights, similar to a TV studio. The lights are only on theimmediate area, creating darkness for the rest of the room, and my camera-viewdoes not penetrate the darkness.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]A carpeted riser is in the middle of the lighted area, andon it are a number of clear plastic blocks, boxes used for building astructure, about 8 inches on each side. The girl is using these blocks to buildsomething in the same manner one would use normal-sized wooden blocks, thoughit is not clear what she is making. I ask but I never get an answer.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]And then I wake up.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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This dream wasn't lucid but the imagery of the half-naked woman will haunt me for some time.

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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The earliest thing I recall is standing in the conferenceroom at my former job. Along with several others I am setting up food forpeople returning from a meeting where it will be announced that we haveachieved a big win, an announcement that we have been awarded a major projectwith lots of money involved. On this scale such awards happen only every fewmonths at best so this is a big deal. [/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]One of the engineers I work with, J.W., is standing near meand talking about the project. I don’t really pay attention to the specifics,though I am glad for our success as a company. I’ll be attending the meeting,though my work on the project may not come for months.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]A gathering of people has been set up on the top floor ofthe parking garage, a makeshift receiving line designed to welcome ourreturning staff with honor and fanfare. The problem is that other offices sharethe parking garage, and their clients happen to wander inadvertently throughthe receiving line. The first couple of people don’t really cause any stir, butthe third person, a large woman in a car with no roof, really causes some commotion.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The woman is older, perhaps somewhere between 55 and75,though it’s hard to determine exactly as she appears quite unhealthy and obese.She is wearing a muumuu and as the car rolls by she sticks her legs in the air,revealing her cottage cheese legs and bulbous calves. What’s really grotesqueis she has on no underwear, and her misshapen crotch is a sight that makesseveral people ill, including me. [/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I turn to my dad who is standing next to me in the line and ask,“Did you just see what I saw?” He confirms that he did and we both just faceaway, still looking for our expected staff. When some employees do arrive weshout and throw stuff in the air.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I make my way back inside the building and head downstairsvia the elevator. Some of the other staff members have arrived through thisfront door. I pass a group of older men dressed in suits, talking and laughingas they head in. I keep heading for the door.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]As I walk out into the sun I encounter a young man in aservice uniform and cap, coming in with a load of boxes. He’s slightly blondwith a charming smile, fit though not heavily muscled. He does not seem out ofplace in any way.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“You sure have a lot of boxes there, “I say. “It’s like you’vegot a bomb or something. I recall that we had received a notice that someonehad given us a bomb threat, someone who had been causing trouble in other partsof the city, and we should be on the lookout for a person with a lot of boxes,but I do not suspect this guy. I’m joking with him when I mention bombs.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]He turns slightly and his gaze settles on me. He still hashis bright smile but as he faces me the happy grin disappears, and is replacedby a look of determination. Something about the change in his demeanor alertsme that he is the bomber I’ve been told to keep an eye out for, and my fearlevel shoots up a little. [/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]By this time I’m standing on the opposite side of my SUVfrom him. He has been unloading boxes from it and has one more box to carry inbut it is still inside the vehicle. I am standing by the open driver-side doorholding the keys, and as he reaches for the back passenger-side door to get hisbox I press the button to lock the doors.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]THWUNK! All the locks go down at once.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]He looks through the vehicle at me, starting to look alittle bit shocked that I’m keeping him from his bomb materials. He has his ownkey fob and presses the button to unlock the doors.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]SHOONK! The locks all go up.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I know I can’t let him get in so I press the button againand hold it down so he can’t operate them from his fob. I’ve managed to keephim from getting in but there isn’t anything to stop him from coming around thevehicle and attacking me, and this realization spurns me to action. I jump intothe driver’s seat and start the vehicle, still holding down the lock button onthe key fob. I can’t risk him getting in before I get away, and without hislast box he can’t do any serious damage.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I manage to get the door shut and I start driving as fast asI can though I am going terribly slow and can’t seem to pick up speed. The viewahead is of a street on the U.T. campus and there are speed bumps along theroad. I stop worrying about my speed, not wanting to fly up if I hit a bump toofast, and instead turn my attention towards looking for a police officer. Theyseem to be abundant whenever I don’t want to find any but I can’t locate any ofthem now when I need them.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3][/SIZE][/FONT][FONT="Calibri"]And then I wake up.[/FONT]

Dreaming
Lucid

Lucid dreaming was on my mind around the time I had my first Lucid Dream.

I don't know where it started but the furthest I remember was jumping from platform to platform in a dark voidish room. The platforms were colorful cubes, there was someone with me, a partner, I think it was a female. It felt similar to a game. I got to the end and it was the front of my foyer, I opened the door. The front of my house had a lot of details, a mailbox, car, garden, steps, driveway. They were all in the right place but I don't know if they were right. There were armed people too, looking at me. For a moment I was ignoring them, just observing the front of my house, then I got lucid.

The 'soldiers' disappeared, and so did my partner. I was scared and excited which was a pretty bad combination, so I made the decision to distract myself, and just run around to the back of my house. The grass was unrealisticly detailed, and everything was vivid. In my backyard I looked past the pond and fences and looked at the street. I closed my eyes and told myself that when I opened them I would be on the street.

But I woke up instead.

Notes: I can't remember when I had it but I think it was around last summer. I still haven't forgotten it at all. Once I got lucid the dream lasted around 7 seconds.

After a few non-lucid dreams I found myself in my hallway with my brother, completely aware that I was dreaming. I was doing backflips with him, trying to achieve the perfect flip. I was telling him about how I wouldn't be able to do a backflip if this wasn't a dream. I then tried flipping the dream world as I tried a backflip and it really helped my landing. After a while it finally hit me... I'm lucid dreaming! How could I control the dream world let alone know I was dreaming and still not even realize it...?

So I charged out of my house, super excited, yelling and screaming out to everyone, telling them that I'm dreaming. I took flight across my road to my neighbor's house from my last dream. It was a very awkward flight though, I was spinning around uncontrollably. I used to have this problem a lot as a kid. Kinda scary and very annoying. Anyway, I decided to go on the hunt for a girl...

Any nice-girl would do. I walked in a house and saw a few people including a girl I thought was alright. I walked up some stairs and saw my neighbor from the last dream. Despite being a very nice guy in waking life, he seemed a little angry in the last dream and this must have passed onto this dream too. He was yelling at me to keep away from his daughter (he doesn't actually have one in waking life). He then shut the door to this little workshop he was in. I tried locking the door with magic so he couldn't come out. Not sure if it worked, but I pretended it did and walked off to do the exact opposite of what he told me to do.

So I was hanging around for a bit and got too shy to say anything to her so I walked out of the house (which was also somewhat of a shop). Then I thought "No, this is my dream, there's nothing to be scared or shy of!" so I went back inside and asked her to come for a walk with me. She misunderstood and gave me her three younger siblings to take for a walk. Damn! However I left them at another neighbor's house instead.

A few things happened and I then found myself chilling in the house/shop again, munching on deliciously crispy food while wondering how I could get her. Then these two older guys grabbed her and tried to take her somewhere! I took this as a great opportunity to be her hero. So I walked up to one of them and tapped him on the shoulder. He turned around and I grabbed his shirt and sent him flying across the room with one arm. I stood there feeling all awesome and thinking of how impressed the girl would be and how scared the other bad guy would be, but then my brother, who sleeps in the room next to mine, opened his loud ass door in waking life and woke me straight up...

I tried to go back into the dream but ended up in a non-lucid dream about something else. Oh well. Still had fun!

05.27.2012

I found the song that was playing on Episode 25 of Cowboy Bebop!!

Cold Hearted Art Teacher (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A dream about one of my Art teachers in High School, haven't had one of those in a while...

Tried finding Kaomea last night, no luck, sorry Kaomea.

It's late afternoon, or at least early morning, there are a few people out walking around, so it isn't exactly a ghost town or anything like that. The place resembles my University, just a little bit, and I could feel like there were a lot of trees as well.

I wasn't focusing on the environment much, just some major components like the road and a few buildings. A shuttle bus that looks like the University bus is passing through, and some guy gets on the road, waits for it to pass, but the bus is still taking some time to go through.

The idiot decides to walk back a little, and run, and he gets knocked out instantly when his body slams to the moving bus. He looked a lot like Kevin that I know in waking life. I quickly rush over to him, trying to wake him up and asking him if he's all right.

I was prepared to call 911, but my recall of what I did next is horrible.

Dream shift.

Okay, I'm inside of a building, and I believe I'm in an Art Studio that seems to be owned by one of my Art teachers, let's call her Ms. J for short. Before I went to meet her, I go inside of the stuidio room, and find that I was working on a project.

I look at the large sheet of paper in front of me, and it was as wide as the length of one of my arms. It seems that it's mostly graphite portraits of several people contained in the drawing, and there was still space for me to add a little more faces or full body figures.

One thing that caught my attention was the girl I drew on the bottom right corner, she looked a lot like Erica in waking life. I speculate on who it really is, and I didn't even do a reality check.

I look up to see Kevin, a different Kevin (let's call him Kev2 to make things less confusing, who was in my art class. I could tell this was the other Kev2 for sure because of the girl he was sitting next to looked like his girlfriend. She was also in an Art class that I was in while in High School as well.

Hmm....

Kev2 seems to be explaining to her some math problems, sounds like Calculus. There was a person up in front that looked like he was a teacher, but I don't think he was discussing anything related to Art.

I couldn't remember what he said exactly, but Kev2 kind of made the teacher stop in the middle of his speech several times, and the teacher got annoyed and decided to shut up so the Kev2 can get the hint that he's supposed to quiet and listen.

The professor continues once Kev2 stops talking, but after a few seconds, he's STILL talking to his girlfriend about the math problem or whatever. Even though he's whispering, it's way too loud, and I get annoyed by this because in my mind, him distracting the teacher from saying what they wanted to say made me impatient, and all of these abrupt pauses made it worse.

The dream shifts, and I meet my Art teacher, Ms. J. I believe she's sitting with someone, and I told her about what happened to Kevin (not Kev2, the first one). I don't know why I mentioned him to her, because I'm pretty sure she wouldn't have known him in waking life.

I declared about the accident he had, and she justs has that look that says, "Okay" in a dull and stoic expression. I think she was even annoyed by me saying it, and think she wants me to leave. I could just tell, seeing as she has some company in the room.

Why is it that the cute art teachers have to be so....so.....so....so....never mind, she's probably still in a relationship with her boyfriend who is apparently a CIA agent in waking life.

Talk about having an awesome art teacher in High School huh?

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05.27.2012

Dream on how I Lucid Dream (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream pisses me off so freaking much...

My field of vision, it feels that my eyes are closed....okay....seems I'm trying to attempt a WILD after a WBTB. All right, and it feels like I'm trying to teach someone how I lucid dream, but I'm still not sure on that.

Anyway, the field of vision was light green, a very bright green, had a lime color to it, but not much. I see little waves moving within this field of vision, and I pretty much only remember myself looking at that for a while with my eyes closed.

Sometimes I wonder if that's what I saw when I tried to do a WBTB, but didn't get out of the bed...which made me drift to sleep quickly.

Running

I was with my Cross Country team. I remember we had to go through these "checkpoints" while running. In those checkpoints we could use the bathroom, change clothes, etc. I'm not sure how much time we had during those checkpoints.

I remember running out of the checkpoint, following after one of the guys on my team. It was nighttime; and it looked like we were running through downtown somewhere. There were people cheering all around; the finish line must be near.

Somehow we made it to my mom's house. I was standing with some of my Cross Country team. We were waiting to get into the next checkpoint, which was in the backyard of my mom's house, and was underground. I was waiting on my mom to open it, but she kept going so slow. So I got impatient.

That's all I remember.

Fragment

I remember pushing my conditioner and shampoo bottles aside while trying to get into the shower.

Well, it has been a long time since I remembered any dream. My recall faded, as it seems. However, after an attempt to MILD, I had a dream I remembered.

In the dream, I wasn't in my body, but simply observed things. I noticed how dragons always cause trouble in The Elder Scroll games, which is only partly true. As I think of this, images from different parts of TES games appear, following my thoughts.

Yeah, that was it, kinda stupid.