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Dream 1:

I was in some kind of survival game with team. We built a base using some kind of big brown cargo containers and after that we were attacked by some enemies. Containers were not very good and soon we started getting holes in our defenses, but then we got upgrades going and enemies couldn't pass them anymore, after few upgrades the containers turned into something more of concrete blocks and walls. We also got some automatic turrets set up.
After that we went to do some kind of mission and game turned into something like Spiral Knights, we were progressing through some kind of dungeon and enemies there were more advanced and hard. We had a bit of problems and had to skip through a few enemy groups. I recall one of advanced enemies being purple slime of some kind that had an 'arm' formation.
After we were done with that we were back to base and i was checking some GTA-like games... in the game? Though most of them were really glitchy and were crashing and/or erroring soon after the launch. One of the versions was like 3D version of GTA 2, but also every wall was black colored like if texture was missing and everyone was an enemy, there were no neutral people. It crashed after some time too. Soon the dream ended.

Dream 2:

I was in some kind of zoo and there was a problem where mutants(?) were disappearing from cages, like somebody was stealing them. I was searching through a few places for clues and i had some special powers, ones that i can recall being ability to zoom in view, and other being some attacking ability related to electricity.
At one point i was overlooking forest from some balcony and there were bandits that i had to avoid or deal with. Later i was visiting some kind of compound building, there were some kids which were cooking food and there was a character which looked really similar to Hinata from Naruto anime. After eating some food(which was delicious) there, and avoiding some more bandits, i got somewhere else, probably into the place where someone was hiding stolen mutants, but the cages were empty, i was too late.
Then dream randomly skipped to the scene where the main character of Syphon Filter game gets killed with an headshot in some tunnel. And then dream ended.

Fragment:
Django from Django Unchained came to his original plantation and started killing all his captors, just like in the movie.

Dream 1:

The first I can remember of the dream is me looking down on a meditation group from a floor above. All of them were sitting in what looked like a habitat for an animal at a zoo. There were waterworks, stones, grass, very natural things, but it was enclosed by a 2 foot high wall. After a sort time of me observing their meditation, a man in a black polo and khakis starting putting up tan tarps held up by poles. I went down a floor and asked the man what was going on. He told me the meditation session was over, and he was covering the area. I turned around and saw two friends of mine, both fathers. The one who I am more acquainted with, Dave, started talking to me. I can't remember what he said, but he pointed to a door to what looked like a closet and told me to take a shower in there.

The room was perfectly square. There was tan tile on the floor, a shower head coming out of the middle of the ceiling, and a receptacle for towels on the left side of the room (from coming in the door). I stripped my clothes, apparently tan cargo shorts as well, and hung them on the wall. I proceeded to take a shower, but I inadvertently seemed to be getting water all over my clothes and the towels. I got pretty miffed, and I managed to get the water under control. I also decided now would be a good time to masturbate. I came buckets, twice. I turned off the shower, got a towel on, and saw a secret door in the back corner of the room. I cracked the door open just slightly, and saw a long room with tons of stuff with clay. Clay sculptures, clay pottery, clay dioramas. There was even a clay puppet of sorts, moving in the same motion over and over again. It was propelled by nothing more than some carefully placed metal plates to direct it's movement. As far as I could tell, it was moving from the momentum of it's previous movements.

I walked in the room and ogled at all the art. Dave came in and started commenting on his work. As with before, either I couldn't remember what he said, or I didn't care. After a few sentences from him, he took me by my shoulder and walked me over to a chalkboard. He drew 2 circles, and populated them with various different things. He asked me to draw a circle and do as he did. I attempted to craw a circle, but it was horrible. He laughed and laughed at my oval/circle. I erased it, and tried again, but he only laughed harder. I did this a few times before I woke up.

Dream 2:

Me and my brother were flying in a small plane fit for two. He was currently driving. He made a comment about how he couldn't fly very long stretches, and landed down in front of a visitor's rest stop with a fast food restaurant in it. We went in, and sat at a table. He told me to take the plane and find Miami Beach, and to report back on where it was. I've never been to Miami Beach. As he went to the restroom, I headed out of the building to see that the plane, previously normal-sized, was now vastly different. It looked to be a tiny green toy plane, like something you'd see on a playground, like those animals with springs under them. I didn't seem to be confused though. I straddled the green wooden wingless contraption and, as luck would have it, it started to fly. Since there were no controls or anything, and it was about the length of me, I had to control the plane with my own body weight. To turn, I tilted my body in the direction I wanted to go. To speed up, I tilted my body forward, and to slow down the opposite.

Even though the plane wasn't very fast, quite slow in fact, I was out of the (literal) woods and close to the beach in no time. I came across a sandy trail, with lots of snakes in a 3 foot area. Derryl from The Office was on the trail. I hovered next to him and asked him how to get to Miami Beach, to which he replied through the trail that snakes currently were in. He made some ballsy moves to get through the snakes, and never looked back. Deciding I couldn't or wouldn't go through the snakes and completely forgetting that I had a plane, I flew away from the trail. Eventually I made it to the beach, which was surprisingly thin but still highly populated. Lincoln Log-esque buildings, green roofs and all, lined the beach all the way down. The tiny bit of sand left not occupied by buildings was dotted by people enjoying their time by the sea. Most striking however, was the fact that there were many more of my type of planes flying around the beach. As I was flying through the beach, a woman in her thirties flew up next to me with the same exact plane, and unintentionally copied all my movements She seemed to be enjoying it, but I slowed down and let her pass me.

I flew inside a hotel's lobby that was open to the beach and large. There were children in swimsuits playing in fountains, there were gift shops, and heavy set men buying commemorative T-shirts. After being satisfied with my people-watching, I flew out of the hotel.

There was a but more to this dream involving canyons, scientists, and rare geometric poisonous insects, but I'll just say that flying in the little green plane has been one of the nicer dreams I've ever had.

I was with my mom and dad, and we were alone in some woodland area. It was bright and sunny, and the forest looked healthy. The dream was actually quite vivid. Somebody had explained to me that this was like Minecraft but in real life, and that our goal was to build shelter and find food and stuff.
I found a purple clump of grass. When I picked it up, I was explained that it was a food source plant, but it would only grow when planted next to the water. Me and my mother agreed to go find a river or lake to plant the food plant.
Up until this point, we had been standing on a path that ran around a small mountain. The path was about halfway up the mountain, but it was difficult to judge because of all the trees and such.
We began making our way down through the trees the slope was quite steep, perhaps 30 or 40 degrees. We had only walked for about a minute when the forest opened up to a huge sandy slope that ran down the face of the mountain.
I was being careful not to fall and tumble, but also trying not to move too slowly down the sandy slope. I could see a good sized river at the bottom of the mountain.
I decided to innovate. I broke a huge piece of bark from a dead tree stump and began "snowboarding" down the sandy slope. This was much faster than walking, and I reached the bottom very quickly.
I reached the bottom, and got off the piece of tree bark. I was ready to plant the purple grass. But I did a nose pinch and realized it was a dream. I moved my hands to stabilize, but noticed that I could feel blankets whenever I moved.
I tried very hard not to wake up, but ultimately, I did wake up.

I was in my science class at high school. My teacher was talking about some dream that he had, and told us about how his dreams were never as clear and realistic as real life.
I raised my hand, and I was going to argue with him, and tell him that when I lucid dream, that sometimes, I can increase the clarity of the dream to the point that it is close to real life, and I know that other people have dreams where the clarity they have in the dream is actually greater than that of real life.

My dream Goals:

Flying: [ ]

Having a "meaningful" talk with a DC: [ ]

Meeting Deadmau5 in the dream, and asking for some tips in music production xD: [ ]

Finally seeing one of those breathtaking, mystical, sci-fi, landscapes, that are stuck in my head since childhood, and in which i wished i could live forever: [ ]

Traveling in time: [ ]

Seeing and taking part in action from some of my favorite movies/games (Halo, Avatar, Hitchhiker's guide to the universe ,Minecraft): [ ]

seeing and taking part in action from some of my favorite books (Time machine, Mysterious Island, Bull's hour, Andromeda Galaxy): [ ]

SPAAAACE: [ ] <----truly the one i await the most, been my dream since i understood the true scale of our universe. i will shine with happiness when this happens.

Damnit.

Today i set alarm at 5:00 not 6:00 for my WBTB, and since i have not trained myself yet, i just didn't pay attention, and continue on sleeping!
needless to say, i did everything else wrong too, because of that morning disorientation, and so i don't remember any of my dreams.. :/
well, let's see what happens tomorrow. i will make sure to wake my ass, when the WBTB time comes.

Hey guys!

Here's my dream, it was pretty all over the place, so if you have any thoughts on it, that'd be great! Also, some of the symbolism perplexes me because I had no contact with it yesterday.It starts out and I'm doing my field tropical biology program, basically going from place to place, moving around a lot. For the courses we had free time, people went hiking, but I didn't even though I really like it (in the dream it's kind of like i have extensive memories of some of the course but i didn't actually do a lot of it in the dream). Anyway there were two really memorable scenes for me:

I'm with some people guarding some antiques in a shop and this strange bejeweled turtle creature enters and it really want to take something but I won't let it. It was really aggressive and started trying to tug some object/paper (?) out of my hand, it even turned the lights off so i couldn't see it. It snapped at my fingers which was really painful, cracking some of my fingernails in half. Even so, I managed to retain the object. That turtle seemed evil.

In the other scene I was at school and I walked over to my friend's room (well more than just a friend) and the door was open and I was going there for some reason. I walked in and he was there, sleeping in his bed naked. I felt really awkward, so started to leave, so he wouldn't see me. Once I got to the door, I look back and he was sitting up in his bed just kind of looking ahead. All of a sudden two other girls from my trip came and were talking to him (they don't really know him in real life) and so I couldn't... Instead, I hugged my friend, Edwin, who then reminded me of a big part of my project for class that I had completely forgotten. I don't really remember too much more, wish I had more details, it was very choppy...

Background: I am currently a college student studying abroad in Panama. I was dating the "friend" before I left for Panama and will now be returning in a couple weeks. I'm definitely anxious/nervous about that at the moment. I also just don't understand the turtle part. Thanks!

#168 - 4:54AM - WILD?/OBE - DILD

I have one more round of OBE FA for the night

*warning sexual content*

I find myself in another OBE but it feels slightly more stable. Still it's dark and I feel the need to stabilize. This time I go ahead and resort to floor licking wishing for light. Soon I see light coming through the windows. I get up and make my way out the back this time. I see my Stella, my cat, lying by the back door. For whatever reason I give her a lick too. My mouth becomes full of hair and I have to spit the fur out. Then I notice a strange sound. As I listen it become clear that it is raining hard outside.

I open the back door and see its raining so hard the back yard is flooded. I can play in the rain! Suddenly, the thought of playing in the rain because the best idea every. I excitedly step outside but as soon as I do the rain stops. I thought, Ah you've go to be freaking kidding me! I see the huge puddle that is my yard and get an idea. I think that if I dive into head first it will become deep enough to transition into an ocean and I'll be able to do the Australia TOTY.

I jump off the back deck and dive head first only to get my head stuck in mud and in darkness. Stubbornly, I make swimming motions and try to picture the coral life. Nothing happens and I am forced to give up. I pull my head back and find myself still in the same dream. I see some movement on the other side of the privacy fence and vault over to see who's there. There are a few very attractive young women hanging around. I feel menthol calling and I move in close to what looks like an Asian/Causation her hear is long curly and black. She jumps on me and I catch her. I notice she is completely nude from the waist down and we begin to have sex standing up right there in the alley. But before anything really happens I come to my senses. I push her off me and toss her to the side like a rag doll.

I start running down the alley to the South. I'm now curious what I will find as I realize that I have never explored this area during an OBE. I begin running at super fast speed. I've never done this before and I was really enjoying it. I could feel my legs moving inhumanly fast with little effort. The only problem was that the faster I ran the longer the alley got. I decided to stop and as soon as I did I was at the end of the alley on 20th Street. I decide to fully transform in to a werewolf and have some fun in traffic.

This time I distinctly feel my body shift and streatch. I begin running again but I am on all fours. I feel my hind legs in perfect rhythm with my front legs.

Just like this


I try to get in front of the cars and attack them but the deftly avoided me. The closer I got the fast away they moved. It was like polar opposites. I tried various approaches but I could never get close to any car. I soon lost interest.

I looked to the right of the road and saw a woman and man calmly walking away from me. They looked really cyber punk. The man had a black leather jacket with some orange and red design on the back. But my eye went strain on the woman. She had birthright orange hair with black yoga shorts with some colorful design on the butt. I am immediately turned on and quickly move to her. She looks a little like Gwen Stefani or the white rabbit chick from that matrix. Not that it mattered I just want to pull those yoga shorts off. I snatch her up with superhuman strength and carry her off. As I reach the other side of the street she become burdensome and I notice I am back to human form.

I completely lose myself and don't want to wait. I bend her over and pull her short down and have my way with her. She yells, "Oh... Right here? OOOOOHH YEA!"

After some time I regain my self control and stop. I realize I that I could really have issues when I woke up. I move away from her and try to wake up but have a FA instead.


This is getting embarrassing.... I am in the bathroom trying to clean myself off but am having difficultly. The strangeness of it all makes me think this is still a dream so I do a nose plug. I laugh out loud and can't believe how many FA's I am catching on to tonight. I decide if I really do have a mess it doesn't matter now.

I go out the front door and find that the day light is super bright now. The air feels cool and I notice I am wearing a jeans and a jacket that I don't own in real life. I decide to go for the China TOTY now. I think I'll make a sliders wormhole and teleport. I move into the street but the sun seems so bright that everything is getting white washed. I move to under the big tree in my front yard and the lighting is perfect.

I make a hand motion to create a wormhole. Nothing. I try again. This time I see a white ball of energy suspended in front me but it refuses to form. I let it dissolve and reach behind me to summon the "timer". I point and shoot, see the beam, but nothing happens. I give up and decide to try flying there.

I look around and see the terrain has become slightly mountainous and some very modern Chinese buildings are on the hills to the North East.

Similar to this:


I begin to fly in that direction. I jump and land hard. hmmmm. I decide to "focus fly" by picking a spot on a building and focus on going there. I feel myself levitate but I never move. Damn, why is my dream control failing now? I run to one of the buildings and begin to manually climb up it. The effort is labored and I feel tired when I reach the top. I look down the other side and notice its a REALLY long way down. I see something down there. It looks like the Great Wall! The shadow of the building covers part of it and the darkness worries some but I try not to let it manifest. This is it. I just need to jump down there. For some reason the height make me a little apprehensive and I hesitate. After a moment, I get over it and jump. The dream time lerches and there is no falling. I simply find myself on the ground next to the thing I saw. I stand up and look it over. It's just some stupid fence made of sticks and river rocks! I feel horribly cheated as I wake up.

This dream had a storyline but I can't remember what connects all the pieces.

1: Winter Already
An imp-like little man, that had animal features. He wore a floppy cream colored hat and a blue shirt. He hid between the worlds so that he would have more time to figure out how to deal with his enemies. I see him by a pond at night. The water is deep blue around the edges, with spots of lights scattered at the bottom, shining blue and green. The trees line the water, skinny and tall, weaving together like a net.
He skips by the water, telling me that the sky here doesn't know the passage of time, so that you could spend many dawns not knowing a dawn had passed. Suddenly it's cold enough to see his breath on the air. He moves over to a smooth bone white bridge that curves over the pond. The bridge is like a living thing, when the water becomes cold, it draws back slowly in shock, then begins to slowly reach across the surface.
The little man coaxes it forward until it tentatively touches its tip to the pond's edge, sending find ripples through the freezing water.
"It shouldn't be this cold, is it winter already?"
Troubled, he leaves the water's edge. There's a tree there, the roots divided to either side of an earthy, root wall. There's an impression of a door. It opens and out steps a bent old man,kind of like this guy. Except his robes are gray and drag on the floor. He's more bent than actually short. The little imp-man is surprised to see him. He exclaims that everyone thought he had been lost to the Between.
"I just stayed away until the time was right..."

2: Outcast
There's a dark haired woman standing on a docked ship. It's pulled up length wise along the dock, she's waiting for someone. She's ousted royalty, someone no longer considered equal to the nobility. She's wearing a dark purple floor length gown. But it had glints of gold filigree hidden in the folds of the gown. Her luggage match her dress, one of the cases is huge and stands taller and wider than she is.
"Wow, that is a big suitcase." I think, and then wonder what else she would carry her wardrobe in.

3: Great Dane
A white and black Great Dane is actually a person in animal form. He is intent on killing the Heir. The wizards keep asking him if that is wise, and that he should consider another course. He does not listen.

4: Threads of Song
I'm in a room with a dark wood floor and yellow walls. I want to show someone that I am creative, by taking parts of different songs and making something new. There's a computer program displayed on the wall for separating tracks. I select the track I want, "Hate to See Your Heart Break" by Paramore. I reach up to the screen and the different vocals actually become threads on a flat piece of plastic. I try to unwind them, first white, then yellow, then aqua. The threads are longer than I expected and become tangled. I'm trying to separate them...

5: Tigers
In the same dark wood floor room with yellow walls. They are telling me I have to distract the tiger, to mate with him if necessary, otherwise they will never be able to leave the room. I ask them if they know how dangerous tigers are. They just gesture me forward.
I become a tiger. The male tiger across from me looks agitated, flicking his tail. He's bright orange, I can hardly see any black in his coat at all.
I keep flickering between tiger and girl, and it's confusing both of us. I'm afraid of his claws, and know that he could easily break me. I stalk forward and bat at one of his forepaws. He bares his teeth, ears back. I feel the swipe of his paw close to my arm.

#167 - 4:23AM - WILD?

I have a long cycle of SP to OBE to FA and back again. During each FA I am back in my bed and I remember nose plug. I am surprised that I am still dreaming. During the SP I find transitioning almost impossible but there is a lot of sensory input. I feel like I am spining and then going up and down on a roller-coaster to the point that my stomach feels like its turning upside down. There is tons of vivid imagery. I remember trying to read some huge billboard that appeared to me but it's all in Russian. Once I am in the white void and I become excited but it doesn't last. I remember hearing some rap song and then a rock song. I tried to just enjoy the show. I did lots of hand motions and noisy hand rubbing. Once I felt like my physical body was on the edge of the bed and I scooted over but I think that wasn't real. At one point I kind of want to bail out because I feel stuck in this long cycle but I don't want to wake up completely so I just ride it out.

Finally, I have an OBE long enough to write about. It was very dark and unstable, but a start. When I got out of bed I remember having breathing issues. It felt like total sleep apnea and I had to force my breath to be steady and long. For a second I focused on my physical head and tilted my head back enough that I felt breathing was easier. I didn't lose the dream when I did that and continued on. I wasn't sure if it was real or not but either way it helped.

I was acutely aware of the sound of the box fan but tried not to pay attention to that because I didn't want to wake up. I notice there is light but it is dimly lit like a dimer switch on the lowest setting. I made my way to the bedroom door but it felt wrong. It was extra wide with 5 or 6 brass and steel sliding locks mounted on it and an odd door knob. Luckily the door opened with ease.

It was dark in the next room and before I move in there I try feeling around for a light switch. I see some male DC standing there just in the darkness. I don't become frightened. I asked for help. "Hey can you turn the lights on, sir?" He steps closer and I see that it is my dad in his PJs. "Dad! Will you turn the light on?" He mumbles something and looks to be half asleep. He reaches near the area I was feeling around at and the lights come on but they are just as dim as the bedroom. Dad staggers off in the darkness of the kitchen and I head for the front door. I look around noticing my house is not at all right. It is creepy and dirty with huge cob webs. Parts of the house looks badly in need of repair. Some of the flooring looks to be a hodgepodge of various scarp boards. I try to make it to the front door but as I pass by the dining table a chair sticks to my arm and holds me back. I have to take time to relax and will it way before I could continue.

Finally, I reach the front door and step out only to find that it is totally dark. Instead of going back inside I turn around and float up the exterior of the house keeping its detail in my vision as a way to stabilize. I notice we now have a second floor and I can see my mom in some bedroom through a series of 3 windows in a row. See looks like she is pulling back sheets and getting ready to lay down.

I continue to float up to the roof. As I reach the peek I notice a super bright construction light and the entire back yard is lit up. I am thankful for the light but I focus on it too much. The white surrounds me and I wake up.

Saturday 4/20/13

last night bed 1:30am - 8am

Had a few dreams about being chased by police. There ia about 4 of us. We are trying to escape from a house, where we did some bad things. We are going up and down the ladder. Then outside, it's late evening, dark. I'm crouching and walking to a corner to hide in a dark shaddow. As we go by a window, I hear a dog from inside of the house. A little puppy comes to where I'm hiding, but doesn't start barking. Police are walking nearby, looking for us. (Was watching manhunt for the Boston marathon bomber all day yesterday IWL)

This wasn't a fun chase dream I normally get. There was something sinister about me. I did something bad.

NAP: around 8:45am -12pm

Started getting vibrations while on back, got up to turn of sound on laptop and layed down on left side.

WILD: Suddenly I'm looking at my laptop screen and I see there is a new registered member. I can read everything very well. I think, that this is a great time to prove that I was seeing through my closed eyelids. So I wanna open my eyes and look at the screen to prove, that what I saw was real in WL. But I can't open my eyes. I realize, I'm sleeping and dreaming. I think to myself, well, if I'm dreaming, I may as well get up, because then I'm lucid. (IWL, I have been watching new registrations pretty closely. If you reading this venn99, it's becasue of you. Thank you for getting me lucid)

I get out of the window and start walking through the backyard in my parents house. There is a toll column made out of concrete bricks with two openings. I keep telling myself "I'm dreaming" and I'm confident I can keep my awareness, but I lose it suddenly.

LD1: Probably a DEILD. I get a headrush and hear someone dusting bedsheets few feet away, which turns into a chain saw soound right next to my head. I keep telling myself "I'm not scared, no matter what you do". And I really am not scared. Again, I'm getting out some window, this time it has consistency of liquid glass, but I still get out. I jump out of the kitchen balcony on first floor. As I'm falling fastand enjoing this awesome roller coaster feeling in my stomach, I'm determined to hit the ground and see what happens. But just before I hit, I get the smallest thought not to, although I still want to, but I switch direction and few inches above ground start flying paralel to the ground.

LD2: Not sure what type of LD this was. Wow, I even forgot, what it was about. I didn't get up after, just replayed it im my mind with words and went back to sleep hoping for moar. Oh, I just remembered. I was trying to summon Linkzelda. But someone else walked in through the door at fast pace.

#166 - 3:55AM - WILD

My memory is getting weak on these early ones this time. There's not much to post anyway but I'll do my best.

I entered a dream scene were I was talking to my wife about something. There was something bad that happened. I kept saying to myself, This is a dream it's not real

Suddenly I am sent back to bed and I have a brief OBE but nothing really happens in it. It is dark and unstable.

Then I have a false awakening. I am sitting at the table with my laptop in front of me. My wife walks by saying something to me. I am wondering how I fell a sleep at the computer.

I wake up, remember to do a nose plug and tell myself to watch for FAs.

I'm not certain if this was one dream, or several shorter dreams/fragments. They seem to be somewhat related.

Part 1: I was playing Super Smash Bros. Brawl, with several of my friends. We got to the character select screen, which was a mess. There were many characters missing, and many characters that didn't belong, though I can't quite remember who. There were two Meta Knights, for one - I selected the second, and picked a bizarre-looking costume that looked like it had a o_O face on it. The game started, and my character looked like Kirby, except he had similar moves to Meta Knight. I hit B, and it looked like I was just Kirby with the Tornado power.

The game ended, and my friends just vanished - I started looking at several of the other characters. Selecting them had odd effects - selecting Link had the game say Zelda, selecting the one next to Link had it say Mewtwo. Going over to Samus, it was automatically in Zero Suit, though in a slightly different pose, and I could switch to a "Dark Samus" costume which was nearly identical, save for the facial expression and a much lighter skin tone. I went over to Ganondorf, though the name displayed was "LEAVE." I started a game, with no other players, and it ended.

Part 2: False awakening. I got up, and found myself looking at a completed dream journal. Elements from the previous dream were present, including the odd names and such. It mentioned something about a modded game, and the G-Man from Half-Life.

Part 3: I was outside, on my driveway. There were several friends of mine present. There was also a roughly 3x3 foot piece of sheet metal - presumably 16gauge steel. I picked it up, and simply snapped it into three equally-sized 2x1 pieces and one 2x2 piece. One of my friends came over, and said something about needing it, so I dropped it. I walked over to the other end of the driveway.

Part 4: I was on YouTube. My inbox mentioned comments - I clicked to view the video in question, and it was a video of part 3, from my perspective. The comment was something along the lines of "I'm impressed - my friends Colonel Ans and General Angus know that's a difficult way to" - and I cannot remember the rest.

Sorry about my grammer i am not of english speaking natively.
I Am 13, and as such i have horror from my perspective as a teen.

I Was in some place the weather was cloudy, on the verge of
raining and i was in a little store. The kind of small store where you can buy
ciggarettes, magazines, etc...

It was unusual, the floor was a white tiled stone floor, and from the
doors view the counter was to the left. But i think there was no door..

Still speaking from the doors percpective there was a rack, JUST to the right on
the wall the door is on. The rack was a hat rack, but instead of hooks there where
baskets, and in one of those baskets was a pad of snuff(tobbacco bag you but in your mouth). I Took it, and ran with my friend and said "DUDE RUN, I TOOK SNUFF!".
He responded, now keep in mind this is a bad dream. He said:
"RUN YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT HE CAN DO!"

We ran and ran,*cant remember this part but i assumed we just ran.*
, finally we stood infront of a forest. It had a big hill(steep) covered in trees,
we climbed up and when we stood on the top he said.
"Finally we can stop, we should be safe here.."

Then we get a call:
"Im sorry ?????? Your mom ??????? Car taken ????????"

Cant remember more.

The Store:

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#C.......#
#.....R..#
####_#
C = Counter
R = Rack


Thoughts(this will be in my journal from now on):
My thougths about this dream is that in the dream world as you lose your concept
of reality, you lose concept of emotion and what is important to you. Basically you
become a monolith, this means that your subconsious must be able to somehow
influence your thoughts, it could in essence be a happy dream yet scary.
This idea would be consistent with other nightmares ive had and other strange
dreams ive had such as my first LD yesterday. It had no point of being scary, but as
you are a monolith in your dreams the dream influenced my dream character into
being scared and then giving a reason for it. SO that would mean that emotion and
reason for emotion are seperate and indepentant. And because emotion is in memory
aswell, reason for emotion might not be. Which would mean that you look for a reason to be scared when there simply isn't one! You just are scared. The concept is hard to grasp i know.

This would mean that if i had an insane dream, the dream itself does not
effect emotion. So i could be fully happy, even angry or sad.

Now where does emotion come from then?
I think lucid dreaming can hold the answer, anyone who is reading this, the next
time you have a lucid dream please ask your subconsious to show you the reason
for emotion. Or try to find the reason, or do some experiments.

IF you get any results, or have an opinion about this concept, please contact me, either through this thread or PM.

#59

I woke up to pee. I don't know what time it was. I went back to bed and cycled (SSILD). It hasn't been working lately, but neither have I been trying very hard. Last night I made a serious effort with my cycling.

Spoiler for Sexy Time:

My dream opens with a chick spread wide open for me. I don't even see the girl except for her vaginal area. I was nervous for the usual reason, but I conclude that I really am dreaming even without an RC.

I eat the girl out with a fervor, ass and all for as long as I can. Eventually the dream shifts.

I lost lucidity, and I can't remember what happened afterward, but compared to the lucid portion of the dream, I couldn't care less about it.

I woke up and had to pee again after this dream, or possibly later.

I decided to cycle again and see if I could have another lucid. I have my typical itches that disturb my cycling, so I scratch and move around until I can rest and cycle properly. I do, and eventually I dream.

#60

I'm with B. L. and my wife. At one point I think R was there. I'm walking down a long, curved street. I tell B that I have dreamed of this road before. It was actually a false memory.

We walked down the hill to the bottom where there was GA red clay piled up from a construction job, and it was spotted with rocks. I tried to tell B that I remembered that also. It was as though I had dreamed of the very same road.

I said something about my birthday in relation to the memory. My wife started crying because I said I had the dream on my birthday. (This stemmed from her not caring about dreaming at all IWL) I responded to her, "No, it was my birthday IN the dream when I had been down the road."

Beyond the construction type Earth pile was a gully, and turning to the left about 130° was some modest housing. This was also a false memory that just amazed me. The whole scene was like I'd been there before. The only thing different was that I remembered the housing being not as nice as it was now.

I turned around and B was up a ramp (that hadn't been there before) and was walking away with R or my wife. I started trying to go up the ramp, but I had a bit of a hard time getting up it. It was steep and slippery.

I held on to some black piping and made it to the top where I found a black girl. her skin was like an iron skillet, but it was nice just the same. She was easy enough to look at.

I told her that if this were a dream...and I became lucid.

I started singing a Bee Gee's tune with different lyrics

Spoiler for Sexy Time:

and took down her white shorts. I looked her in the face and I had no trouble pulling her pants down.

I touched her vag and paid special attention to how it felt. I mashed down and felt her skin on my hands and fingers. I then picked her waist up to eat her and she was small. I thought, as long as I'm picking her up, I might as well turn her around so she can suck me, so I turned her around. She started sucking me and a woke up.

I was sad to wake up, but I enjoyed my dreams. I went to pee and tried cycling again. I dreamed, but I don't remember what, and it wasn't lucid.

100 mg time release 5-htp
You just got off work at some big factory out to the west of town. B comes to pick you up and you guys decide to drive up to L's house. You text L as you are on your way and he says that he's down to hang out. B is already driving as you look up directions from where you are on your phone. You have trouble figuring out L's address, but after a while you find it. At this point you see that you have missed a turn that your phone wanted you to make, but the way you're going will still work. You are driving through suburban hell for a good while. You realize that it's your car, but for some reason B is driving. Then all of a sudden the interstate stops in a small, abandoned looking town with lots of trees... you need to use the bathroom so you get out and look for one. Stuff gets murky here - you were in three different environments at various times, or maybe they are all the same one. One is a fast food burger joint, but really rustic, one is like a grocery store, and one is somebody's house. In the burger king not much happened, you notice that someone has left a box of hamburgers out and you comment on this, wondering if they are coming back for their hamburgers. Here B waves over a heavyset black guy with dreadlocks. B knows him from his old Jewish school or something, and this guy joins you on your journey up to L's. again, chronology is a bit weird here, but later on you find yourself in a grocery store, looking for something to eat. you decide you want ice cream, so you grab a "drumstick" type thing and get in line at the counter. By the time you get to the counter you have eaten the whole thing, but you are able to tell the man behind the counter what it was that you are buying by gesturing to the freezer. he tells you that the price is 64 cents and 2400 of something you've never heard of before, but assume is some fraction of a penny. You tell him you don't know what it is, and he throws a bunch of unfamiliar coins on the counter and says that he will pay the 2400, but you need the 64 cents. you realize that you don't have your wallet on you, and ask B to cover the 64 cents. He takes some convincing, but eventually he hands over 2 one dollar bills, one of which the guy behind the counter gives back along with the change. you ask if you can keep one of the coins of the weird cent fractions because you have never seen one before. The guy says yes. I believe it is a 100 whatever piece. Very shiny, looks like platinum or something, and has the face of someone you don't recognize on it. as you are leaving the shop, you hear an announcement that there are criminals on the loose and that there will be checks on the way out of the parking lot. you get in your car and drive around the other side of the building to the exit from the parking lot, where there are suddenly tons of people milling around. you see the people who are checking IDs, and realize that you don't have your wallet and therefore no drivers license. You quickly switch seats with B so he can drive. He seems real paranoid about talking to the cops, and only cracks the window a bit when we drive up. they ask if we're from out of town, and B tells them yes, and without checking anything they say you can go. As we are driving away they ask if we have any firearms in the car, but B doesn't respond and just keeps driving. Ok, some time later we're in this guy's house in some suburb, and I don't really remember what we were doing there. Maybe getting something to eat. The guy seems weirded out when you use his bathroom. For some reason there's a stick of butter on the floor of the bathroom, and you pick it up and bring it to the guy, telling him you found his butter in the bathroom. Then you go back out to the car and continue driving. Now you're actually out in the boonies and it's a nice day (it was day when you started out, then night for a little while). You express your lament that you didn't bring your weed with you, and brandon comments that he hasn't been smoking weed recently because of his health. You tell him that you haven't smoked in a couple of months, but it's a nice day and L likes weed so you probably would. eventually i think you actually make it out to the farm. that's all I remember.