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LUCID - WBTB/WILD - 6AM
*It starts with me in SP which I don't mind for the most part, I am pretty use to it. Then I have the thought what if someone touches me from the astral plane. Then I feel two hands wrap around my feet which freaks me completely. I try to wake my self up, then everything appears as if I have awakened. I think maybe I'm still dreaming better check. I do a nose pinch RC and yes I am still dreaming. Still freaked out from the previous experience with all the fear I had present in my mind, I imagine the worst case scenario. Someone then gets up from my sofa in my living room, which I can see from my position laying in bed, and approaches me with a knife in hand. They stand over me and raise there hands as if they were about to stab me, then I wake up. Nightmarish lucids rarely happen to me but when they do they suck badly.

I've hidden a human girl in my room, and I'm trying to distract my "sister" so the human will have a chance to escape. It's not difficult - we don't get along at all, so it's easy to pick a fight. We both look and act like and possibly really are teenagers. I walk away from her, giving the impression that I want her to leave me alone, knowing that's the easiest way to make sure she'll follow me. Looking for a drink, I walk into a room where my "sister's" left a human girl lying semi-conscious on the floor. I hate her parties - I hate living here in general; it's like living in a frat house. That's part of why I want to help that human escape - I know she's been investigating us but I don't care, I really, really dislike these people. I haven't been here long, maybe a week, and I'm hoping my "father" will decide to move again soon. I pick up a nearly-empty bottle, take a drink - alcohol. I spit it out and pick up another bottle. I ask the semi-conscious girl, hey, is this my sister's drink? She doesn't answer me, and I wasn't really expecting her to. I drink it anyway. Yes, this one's my "sister's." I hate the taste of bottled blood, but it's what I'm used to. Keeping the bottle, I walk outside.

The yard out back is huge, and ends in a fence with barbed and electric wires running along the top. As I'm walking along the edge of that fence, I come across a padlocked gate. It opens directly onto a dirt road, and on the other side of the road there's another gate - no locks on this one - opening onto a trail leading into the woods. There's something intensely familiar about this - it bothers me. I have the feeling I've seen this a long time ago, like some childhood memory. I say something about this to my "sister," but she doesn't see why that would bother me. As I'm trying to explain the odd feeling, I'm distracted by a sound from the other side of the fence, way off to our right.

On the side of the fence opening directly onto the woods, there's two people who look like hikers trying to climb the fence and look inside. They're talking to each other cheerfully, wondering what they've come across and what the barbed wire's for - to keep something out or in? It's to keep you out, I tell him as I lean over the wires, grab him and smash his head against the wooden part of the fence. It's to keep them out for their own protection, otherwise this happens. My "sister" has taken the woman he was with. Then I hear voices from the woods - they weren't alone. While my "sister's" still busy with hers, I jump over the fence and run down the other three hikers. I find myself humming as I do so - when I've finished, I realize I'm thinking of the tune as an old drinking song from the 1800s. That's odd - I wasn't alive then, where do I know that song from? I have a vague impression of enjoying myself while singing that song in a situation much like this. I look at the hiker I'm still holding, and I think, just a little while ago I was having a conversation with someone killing a rabbit, and I'd said that it wasn't the death I objected to, it was the attitude behind it, the lack of respect. What a hypocrite I am.

Ok so I just got done eating my breakfast when it had occured to me I didn't meditate at all yesterday :/ So I decided that I do it on a fairly full stomach. The session itself was eh, I was getting the usual pressures and tingling in my head but it I would lose track of what I was doing entirely and would start messing around with thoughts. (Probably the full stomach)

I end the session and get up from the floor, I feel tired like I could take a nap so I decided to. I lay down and decided to kinda meditate myself into a nap. Now, I'm not sure the time span of all this, seemed to be about maybe 10 minutes for the whole process. But as I'm laying there for my nap and I start getting the pressures in my head I begin to feel tingles in my legs and torso area. This is pretty new, usually it just stays around the head.

Then the whistle sound came, I read up on a lot of this and have some accidental experiences with it so I just let it go and let it be. Really trying to accept anything and everything that happened. The whistle got louder and the pressures in my head got more intense, it felt like my jaws were clenched really tight and that my legs were moving really haphazardly, even though I myself was staying still. The whole process was pretty uncomfortable to be honest. Like extremely uncomfortable.

But I kept with it and let it all happen. Before I knew it I was shot out of my room. I didn't see anything, I didn't even open my eyes, but I just felt it. I got thrown out of my room, part of me wanted to get up right there but something told me to wait just it out for just a little bit longer. It would totally be worth it.

I came to a "stop" eventually and I knew it was time to get up. I knew because I didn't even have to act out the getting up, I just thought "get up" and I rose to my feet. I tried to open my eyes but only one eye would open. What I saw was my room, but darker, like night time dark. My bed wasn't where it usually was, nor did I even get to look at myself. Instead of swiveling my head around to look at my room more I was concentrated on trying to get my stupid right eye to open. Then it popped in my head that I'm sleeping on the right side of my face, and with that thought, everything went black and when I opened my eyes again I was back in my room I dunno if me sleeping on my face had anything to do with the eye thing but Woooooww that was sooo koool lol. I literally went somewhere else entirely and it took almost no time at all! Stabilization might be a problem for a while, I got really excited lol. But this was a great experience

Dude! That was awesome! To bed ~11pm. Dance studio at a school too small. Older male teacher dancing next to student hip hop style calls up one of his older students a taller Hispanic guy...maybe has already graduated.

He dances impressively. They asked us to leave for the private part of the class and I go down the stairs and then up a different set of stairs and there are some guys playing pool.

I head back down the stairs. The way I'm running back down the stairs or the cute female I see when I get down the stairs gets me thinking about dreams. She goes out the door with some other people with me exiting also. It is nice and sunny and another very similar female goes in through the door and is heading back up the stairs towards where that dance studio was, but now this is all more like a hardware store with multi levels but narrow. I get the idea that I can fly to catch up to her more quickly and fully realize that I'm dreaming. I lose track of her but a cute...no, make that beautiful, sexy petite blonde, Russian perhaps,

is walking up and we seem instantly attracted to each other and we start going at it. Surprisingly the dream starts to fade but I hold on to it thinking about my theory of why my romantic / sexual dreams tend to keep going and how I think it's all about the tactile contact but I also remember to not become overly focused on one thing and to not focus/worry about time in dream and I tell myself "I got this!" I start rubbing her back and all over quite enthusiastically and after a while the store starts coming back into view and we have some passionate kisses and more. Her body is silky smooth! She has straddled me while I'm leaning against the counter off and on, at times just holding her off of the ground...the dream does not create the sensation of any significant weight and it is effortless to hold her up while active. The counter is somewhat egg shaped and is in the middle of this main room, laying between the entrance and the stairs.

The narrow store continues down beyond the stairs on this ground floor. There are DC's all around us but none of them are paying attention. There's a cute girl behind the counter working the cash registers but not helping anyone at the moment so I call out "hey everyone" several times and eventually raise my voice on the fourth time and she looked right at me with a smile surprisingly. She also looked like she was attracted to me and I said you see what's going on here? She just smiled again. Her eyes we're beautiful brown and seem to sparkle a little bit. She was a brunette... Dark brown hair a little over shoulder length.

I start looking around the store for other things to remember and one was a product labeled UTW I think it was. I think about how interesting it is how thee store came back into focus well I wasn't really paying attention too much more focused on the sensations and interaction...in touch with my partner in the dream. It was more like well I can see everything again though perhaps a little blurry at first. I use the word blurry but that's not really the best way to describe it. Nothing is really blurred but all the details have not caught up when I first notice the store coming back into view. Anyway we continue to have sex for quite a while kissing some more and I am just thrilled at how realistic everything feels especially the sensation of her tongue in my mouth and my tongue in her mouth along with...you know. Eventually I feel myself back in bed smiling ear to ear. Not only was it an exhilarating LD but it came on a night when I told myself to go straight back to sleep after any awakenings due to my game today and wanting to make sure I get a full night's sleep. My wife did wake me up a little bit just before she left for her day and that may have helped me become lucid as I became a little more awake than I planned to be. This was another right before getting up for the day lucid when I'm normally a little more spaced out. Wake 7:40am Maybe 10 minutes being lucid. #253


Pretty good sleep schedule, day work: RRC, meditating on dreams after wife woke me later morning ~6:40am to aid quicker back to sleep blocking out thoughts of waking life.


Earlier friend of M from 45 minutes north leans against me on couch watching movie on TV. M looks but brushes it off.

I had this dream around 2001, but I love it.

I dreamed I was the ambassador to Japan, but I plotted against them, and a chemical attack I had planned caused me to mutate into Godzilla. After a brief bout of terrorizing Japan, I was captured, put in very very large handcuffs, and put on trial for war crimes. I was allowed to pick my attorney based on the number of questions they'd allow me to ask during the trial. Where I am a giant fire breathing lizard. I pick the one that'd allow me to ask the most questions at 23. She was a short plump woman with a positive attitude. The trial was brief and I never even bothered to use the allotted questions. I was, of course, found guilty and sent to prison.
The prison itself was a mall. Each cell was where a shop would normally be, but the walkways, fountains, escalators, all remained in place. I was seen off by my parents, my dad was flying a giant toy airplane, and shot a giant toy missile at me, which bounced harmlessly off my... snout? I was place in a cell and suddenly I wasn't Godzilla anymore, but I had wings and a tail, like the dragon transformation from Breath of Fire IV. I was in a cell with a friend of mine, but we were given free time in the yard. We met a female prisoner who also had wings, however she gave them up to a cruel guard in an act of kindness that somehow made him nicer. Our time outside the cells was practically spent in open air. We spent it planning our escape. We walked around to an area resembling a construction zone and waited to ambush passersby for the things we needed for our escape. After letting several people pass by the girl struck an old lady daintily in the back of her head and took her pocket watch while she was unconcious. I know we were all in prison, but this act surprised and shocked me with its audacity. We enacted our escape and ended up in a donut shop at night. The police began pursuit and we got in a taxi who was fully complicit in our escape. He was trying to shake off the police, and the last thing I remember before waking was him saying were a distorted lyrics of the Billy Idol song Dancing With Myself, "Let me sink another shrink (referring to police somehow), cause it'll give me time to think." I woke up with my alarm playing that song on the radio.

Morning of December 16, 2014. Tuesday.

Dream #: 17,529-02. Reading time: 46 sec. Readability score: 60.



I am with my family in an undefined environment, though perceived as indoors. After a short time, I have a false memory of having been in the recent act of setting up something from a special book that is similar to a popup book, though far more complex and with expansion potential (which is not physically feasible - though there are “tricks” that are vaguely similar, such as the “newspaper tree”, “stepping through a card”, and the “polyhedral ball of cards”). I open the book on a table of a lower height.

Two hollow paper cylinders are able to be pulled up from one page (left side of book spread), which seem to imply the legs of a tyrannosaurus. Other paper parts are able to expand out to signify parts of the skeletal system as well as the muscular system. The detail is quite defined and vivid with the subtle impression of Chinese paper lanterns (though again, quite complex and with multiple parts).

There are a few other structures relating to prehistoric scenes that are present. Even though I am not lucid, my focus and ability to “complete” the expansion of these complex paper structures seems “perfect”, with no typical dream distortion of any kind. Even the thinness of the paper does not seem an issue, the shapes remaining as they should.

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I've got lots to catch up on in entering my DJ here. Each post will be one night's dreams.

I dreamed of a movie theatre at a mall. It was dark and grimy even outside the theatres. I saw my cousin in one of the theatres as I wandered around and decided I should pay before I watch a movie. I head toward the lobby and stop by a bar area to get a drink. A man who'd been sitting next to my cousin followed me out and started taking jabs at me in conversation because I wasn't drinking alchohol. He was surly and got escorted away by the staff. Spilled some of his drink. I went to pay for the movie and had several conversations with staff, but can recollect little of the content. Some of them were talking about a closure, some were talking about me or at least seemed to know of me, and some were talking about an old folks home that housed retired military personel. I walked through the circular doors clockwise despite the fact that counter-clockwise would have taken me back to my destination faster. I ended up in some random course that was actually outside and had events I had to participate in. I don't remember precisely what they were, but I know my actions in one somehow left the attendant there in disgust. /shame...

I dreamed of magic and using the power to speed from rooftop to rooftop in the night. There were three of us? I don't remember any specific descriptions. There was a fight at the end of this dream but it was early in the knight and despite some incredible imagery, the means to describe it has faded.

I dreamed of a movie theatre (again?) / speed dating thing. Which ... didn't even work in a dream. We would try and somehow meet someone at random in the dark in a movie theatre while it was playing... without moving. We'd occasionally switch movies.

I dreamed I was in North Carolina and we owned a football team... which we had apparently buried underground years ago. We excavate them and they're fine. Somehow doing that gives us a power overtime and life and death. So we take a vacation to a lush and beautiful beach. The hills were a verdant green, and the sea was the perfect blue you rarely see in real life. It was apparently a vacation spot with pristine buildings near the shore and the path to the beach was both a trail for riding animals (and exotic mounts as they said in a commercial in the dream which included killer whales) as well as a tram. We ended up being pursued by someone who desired the power we had. We ended up in a duel on a train somehow. I somehow think FF VI music was playing? Decisive Battle maybe? I get that impression... The remainder of the dream was a constant shifting combat. I was a with a girl and our powers required the pair of us to work. The opposition were identical twins, one male, one female. My ally or I would take damage, but the other could reverse it. We repeatedly sacrificed ourselves while leaping to obtain some object that they'd taken, relying on our partner to revive us. The enemy was very fast and agile and had set up traps ahead of time causing the fight to become extended and acrobatic. Flips, dodges, jumping from one train car to the next, battles for control over gasoline and fire and containment of the enemy that simply wouldn't die or stay dead. Eventually with the female pair, locked in combat in one compartment, and I and the other confronting one another in the other I refused to make a motion to kill him, but he didn't give me the same regard. His actions backfired and he was engulfed in flames. I woke up here.

I had this dream a couple of nights ago, but I didn't write it down and Percy wanted to read it. So, let's see what I can remember...

I caught a FA in my bed. Percy's dare came to mind so I tried to fly out of the house through the roof. The ceiling rose as I rose though so I phased through the wall. It was daytime, but I looked around for a moon or stars, something I could use to get into space. I spotted the moon. I imagined myself flying past the moon at a great speed. I was able to make this happen and fly into the blackness of space. I spotted what looked like a blue spiral galaxy in the distance. Blue equals water! I flew to the galaxy. I found myself at a planet as I dove down into a clear liquid. I couldn't see the liquid but I could feel it. I looked around and saw robotic looking worms covering the liquid. I looked around horizontally and saw a wall with statues of much larger spiky pink slugs near it. I was looking at these statues when I woke up.

In the school

I was in school. There was a contest of some kind, most probably about recitation. After my turn, I decided to go on a lesson, as I've missed a lot that day, so with my older sister we went to the classroom. I choosed my place to sit, and a bully sat behind me. Luckily, he wasn't agressive. Then polish language lesson started. I felt bored, and fallen asleep. The dream ended.

In search of box

I was in my home. I was looking for something in the living room. My younger sister asked me what I am looking for, but I haven,t told her anything. I was annoyed that I haven't found anything, so I went to play Amnesia: The Dark Descent.

* I never played it before, only heard about it from my friends. *

I recall being on my college campus. I was sitting in a cafe that isn't there IWL that was high above the campus. You could see the whole thing from up here; we were in some kind of tower. Another DC came and sat with me. I can't recall their face, or really anything about them. The dream was very blurry.

What I do remember is the diaolouge:

DC: "Now I've never had anyone answer this right. What do you think of anger?"

Me: "I think anger is more than just aggression. It is passion, determination and confidence. It can even be a good thing."

DC: "Hmm... I have never heard that before, but that's not the right answer."


Something to do with my Taekwondo Studio. We were doing this weird exercise where we would chain a bunch of kicks together.

1. I was in 3rd person in the middle of the desert at a military base. It looked everything like a desert, but it felt like it was 60 degrees weather. The was a brisk wind and cool vibes all around. A guy that was a higher rank than me comes up to me and tells me, "Suit up, we're heading out." I already have my suit on so I just put on my helmet. Then I climb into the pilots seat and turn on the chopper. Not long after that a group of other military soldiers come out and board on. Everything's set and ready to go so I lift off and we start flying.
I ascend really high in the air and since we didn't really have anywhere to go I just flew wherever I wanted. Suddenly in the middle of my joyride I got a call on the radio telling me to clear out an enemy base. A mix of adrenaline and tension build up inside of me. I fly into enemy lines, and now everyone on board gets quiet. I focus on getting to the base. We get there in no time, and immediately I see all kinds of war machines, mostly tanks. I descend a little bit and shoot my missiles at the entire base. Each time I shoot my missiles out, 6 or 7 of them come out at a time. I can even switch my vision to thermal, which I did for a short time.
Once the base was finally destroyed, I flew back to our base. As I got there and landed the chopper, everyone got off and so did I. Not even a minute after I get out of the helicopter, the same guy that told me to "suit up" came back over to me and told me the same thing again. This time though I wasn't flying soldiers, I was flying civilians, and I had to fly them on a tour around everywhere except for the base. I get back into the pilots seat of the helicopter and get ready to take off. A group of 4 or 5 professionally dressed civilians come over to my helicopter and board it.
As we take off I notice that one of the civilians is my dad. While I am flying we talk, and my dad tells me about how the Earth's core is heating up and its going to mess up alot of things, possibly destroy civilization. This stays on my mind for a while. I remember that we flew for so long that it was night time and we were still flying. As it turned night time I flew over a beach. I spotted something odd so I turned on my spot light and looked at the ground. Down below me I saw an entire group of at least 100 or more apes that looked like they were in the middle of evolution to becoming a human. They looked odd.
They were all naked too. As everyone on board looked at the monkeys, we all noticed one thing: all the males had HUGE dongs, and they weren't even erect. Soon after this I woke up.

2. I was at my friend Patrick's house. Me, Patrick, Dylan, and Trey were all sitting in Patrick's room just chilling. Suddenly Patrick's dad opens the door and greets us, and I remember that he just came back from another country and that he would be staying for 2 weeks(He literally came back yesterday IWL). He then tells us that theres root beer in the kitchen. We all get up and Patrick and Trey go into the kitchen to get some root beer while me and Dylan chill out in the living room.
Soon all the root beer was gone, there wasn't even enough for me and Dylan. Also, there was two other people in Pat's house that nobody knew, they were just walking around and they wanted root beer. One person was a guy, the other one was a girl. While I was chilling in the living room, I looked over to the kitchen and saw a line of pink cups filled with liquid. I walked over to where they were and smelled them. They smelled like beer(which his dad drinks all the time) and something else sweet.
Somehow, after I picked up a cup to smell it, I dropped it while trying to put it back down and everything spilled out and all over the wall. Quickly, I ran and got some paper towels and cleaned it up. Mr. Allen never noticed what had happened.


Dreams I didnt have time to record: Jets and HUGE monsters, and Chilling on the beach

I was in school towards the end of the day and had to go to foreign language class. Instead I decided to go to the nurse to get out of it for a little. When I goty there she told me to go to class. I was walking down the hall and then I saw an open door. I ran away from school to another place I know about. When I got there there were a lot of people. Then as I was hanging out in this house someone from outside was telling me that I was in trouble. I tried to escape into the night, because I saw an open door. When was running outside I tripped and fell. Then got caught.

Lots of dreaming for a change - all non lucid, and very confused..

1) Somewhere on holdiday. Lots of wee lozenge things fell from the sky and landed in the water. We all knew that once they touched the bottom they would blow up and we would all die.

2) Me, my wife and son away to speak to one of our pals. There was a wooden fence in the way, but we managed to communicate over it.

3) David Cameron and Alex Salmond having an interview outside my house. Cameron looked a bit younger. There was some dancing going on and Cameron was prancing about like a young thing. He kept slagging someone off, and Salmond was trying not to say much. I was then driving them home, and Salmond was saying how much he hated Cameron at this moment.

Fragments - Standing with my wife, a friend of hers walked past and barely acknowledged her.

- Lying on the ground, reaching for a sandwich. A man and a woman were talking over me about politics.

- My wife dressed rather fetchingly in a denim skirt.

Sunday night

Somewhere with my Uncle. An old fashioned phone rang, it was sitting on big metal shelves. It was my dad, he said I didn't have to be with my Uncle. I was delighted.

Outside a Bookies in Montrose. A wee scruffy guy I ken I real life had a navy suit on.

TV - Someone wanting to rebuild the Scottish Parliament elsewhere - I was thinking of the money.

TV? - A man talking about Goldfinches, he said that there were loads more coming to tables in his country (Denmark?) than here.

Last night I went to bed a 10:30 Pm, and woke at 12:30 Pm (2 hours later) after this lucid dream. This was very strange for me to LD during my deep sleep cycle, it’s never happened before. Don’t get wrong, I’m not complaining! This is good thing. Anyway, in this DILD, I took a dream figure flying for her first time, and she totally freaked about 60 feet up! Here’s how it went:

A group of 6 of us walked into an old brick building courtyard, which was open on one side, and then I became lucid for no particular reason. The old, 4 storey, brick building was missing several walls, and the floors were exposed at the upper two levels. It looked like maybe a fire had run through the building at some time in the past. After realizing I was dreaming, I said to the gang, “Let’s go flying!”

I flew up about 30 feet then came back down. This helped make the lucid dream very clear. The other 3 guys in the group then flew up to the 4 floor and landed on the ledge and looked down at us. I asked the two girls if they were coming too. The one girl said she’s never done this, and she moved into the arms of her girlfriend to be comforted. The other girl pushed her back a bit, and said she should give it a try. I told the girl to hold my hand, and we’ll fly together. She grabbed my hand, and we floated upward together. When we reached the fourth floor, I tried to fly forward and land beside the other 3 men, but no luck, I just kept going up. We soon reached the rooftop, and then the girl started to freak out! She wrapped her arms and legs around me and started to scream! I QUICKLY decided to take her back to the ground, but we were descending way too fast, and I was concerned she was going to get hurt when we hit the ground. No worries though, we landed nicely, and then she went running into the arms of her friend crying with hysteria. Poor thing.

I decided to fly up and join the 3 men on the forth floor, but when I got up there, I couldn’t fly forward (again) and land on the ledge. I just hovered there! I then flapped my arms to move towards them, and this worked. The one guy laughed at me and said, “This is elementary!” I thought to myself, yeah I must look pretty stupid! I then woke up from the embarrassment and wrote the dream in my journal.