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January 4, 2012

The inside of a Natatorium is set up as an obstacle course, similar to Wipeout. There are poles sticking out of the water and there are glowing orbs that must be gathered in order to win. There are also two lanes that go across two pools, and at each end is a place to rest. I remember going down the left side and eventually failing, as did many others. But, finally, I go down the right side first. I am doing well and rest at the other end of the pool. People are cheering and encouraging me. So I gather my strength and gather all but one orb. Then I realize that I have won so I run up and gather the last. I am so happy! So happy that I start running up and down the side of the pool. I am trying to do a backflip. I find a particular section of the floor that is more bouncy than others. So I start bounding very high. I jump and do the backflip, and I end up falling onto my teacher. Everyone laughs. I think I was partially trying to impress CM, with my win and my backflip. Then I go to my locker and look for some water. I think we are going to some sort of after party. Near the end of the dream I felt partially lucid, especially when I was trying to do the backflip.

January 3, 2012

I am at the mall with my mom, who also has my dog. I want my mom to leave because I need to pick up a picture of her without her knowing so that I can surprise her. Eventually she leaves and I walk across the parking lot, which is under major construction, to talk to AV, who is actually in charge of the pictures. I think I get the pictures, and then I go to an adjacent room where MM or BC or JK makes me sing the fight song of my high school. It goes a lot better than I thought it would.

Now I am with JA, GB, and others. We are on an adventure! We go driving through some country scene and we are trying to find something important. Also, all the creatures are like many times bigger than normal. So, we run away from most of them.

Really bad recall, I will start meditation again to see if that increases my recall.

10pm
I was staying in some sort of bed and breakfast, and they put us up in a room that did not seem ready for visitors (later in the dream it occured to me that maybe they had put us up in a room of one of the family members).

The were shoes all over the floor layed out in a weird way, and there were books similarly layed out. I put the shoes away somehow, but was more interested in the books and started stacking them, based on my interest.

Then the land lady came and wanted to know what I was doing. And she said they all had to go back to the way they were. I replied with how could I remember how they were lasted out before? But I said I would try.

There was also some flash of me with the shoes or books in a different location.

4am
Fragment: my older son's summer camp left the kids in a fast food like location with playground all day. I was not impressed.

3/10/14

At school, there was a problem? Got a girl friend (dont remember seeing her ever in my life) we made out in between classes, computer classes

I have been inactive for several days now, Primarily because my laptop is damaged and cannot receive a WIFI signal and if I want to connect to the internet I have to move downstairs and unhook the eathernet cable from my dads' computer. (That or undertake the difficult task of posting via my phone or tablet.)
But while I have been in this inconvenient situation I realized something. I skip on many dreams or portions of dreams because they are awkward or contain information that I would rather remain private, so I have decided that even when I get my laptop fixed, I will not continue to upload daily posts. I'm sick of beating around the bush whenever there is personal stuff in one of my dreams. I will only post DJ entries for dreams that don't contain any personal content, (Literally, every dream in the past four days has been personal) and I have opened a new dream journal in a folder on my desktop.

I am helping musician Chris Chameleon carry his guitar to a concert which I am about to attend. We are walking down a street towards the large concert building, and the guitar feels awkward in shape. We arrive at the venue, and it's like a school gymnasium, with many tables. I hand the guitar off to somebody else, and spot my Aunty, and her divorced husband (who was controlling/cruel/etc). Just beyond them, however, for the second time in the last week, by (now long passed) Grandfather is standing there. However, he is free of both Parkinson's and Alzheimers. I hug him, and it is joyful - I feel good that I can see him again, and I am old enough to appreciate it.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

I am at some beach club or something of the kind. Lots of young boys and girls, having fun, playing games. Girls are lured into a strange competition which involves following leads and collecting objects to achieve some final goal which will be revealed once the puzzle is complete.
At first I just watch, but I find it both fishy (it seems just a pretense to lure the girls into increasingly dark and remote places, maybe so they can disappear) and challenging (I absolutely want to play it and I am certain I can win it). So I sign up, with mixed feelings: will do my best to win, but will also keep my eyes open as I go along.
First challenge involves going down some kind of well, with a sort of diver's suit to get some clue from the bottom of it. There's a mix of physical challenges like that, but then we also have to solve the puzzles and enigmas that come with the clues, so we can find which is the next challenge. I follow a number of these and they often involve going down or crawling inside dirty, dark places. But I start passing in front of the other girls who were ahead of me. And I start getting a better picture of it all. It's hard to explain, but with each task we're getting closer and closer to become pawns of a sick game, to reduce us to unaware servants of some entity we haven't even met. I was right about my initial feeling. So, once I'm winning the game, I start subverting it, blocking all other players to follow me and move forward. This displeases the powers that be, behind the whole thing. The last object I collected are some kind of bean shaped marbles, in a black iridescent colour, that seem to be alive. I accidentaly let some of them fall to the ground and they immediately divide and multiply. I don't know what I am supposed to do with it. But I then find myself into some kind of giant maze with high walls that keep getting bigger. I feel an uncomfortable sense of being trapped.At the top of one of these walls, a figure appears and it is devilish. It spreads out in a kind of red, living, palpitating matter, which covers the wall and the floor and comes in my direction. I don't know what to do, but I throw the marbles in front of me and they start multiplying and spreading in the opposite direction, engulfing this devilish form which wanted to devour me, but also threatening to engulf me to. I run to the end of the maze, trying to escape this darkness that is devouring everything. I encounter a room, with only a box in it. It's not a big box, it's just enough to put my two feet together inside it. There's no other place where I can hide or a door or window, through where to escape. But I hear like a voice telling me to go into the box. It's impossible, I think. But the voice is there saying I need to go, it's the only place I can hide. And I believe that I should try. I put my two feet in it, the box is already full, but then I squat and I fit perfectly in it. No more space left, but then I also push my shoulders and head inside it and incredibly, the box is still small, the size it had in the beggining and I am still my normal size, but I'm inside it, perfectly covered and protected. I remember Milarepa, who sat inside a conch. It is it.

It was nighttime. I was walking toward a classroom at the end of the hall. The hallway is a few floors above ground outside. The classroom was bright. It seems to be my Mandarin classroom. We were all taking a test. Everyone else finished their test and went on break. I was still sitting there doing my test. They all came back in and started on a new lesson. I continued with my test while learning the new lesson. It seems like the teacher don't know I'm still doing the test. I looked down at my piece of paper and there were drawings. There were no questions or answers but just drawings. I don't know if that's the test or something.

I twisted open a bottle of Arizona green tea, and took a sip. In RL, the bottle is unopened in the fridge.

I told somebody that I'm going to dye my whole head of hair because why not?

09-03-2014
The problem with this dream is that I only recorded it around 5pm so my recall won't be too good.
I was at home and a bunch of stuff had happened before that I don't remember. Then SkullMeramon was outside my house and he was trying to break in and rob me. At first I tried barricading the door by using the couches but he was already inside by the time I had pushed the couch. At that moment I realised the likelyhood of a digimon breaking into my house was so absurd I became lucid. I turned around and fly right through the sliding door behind me to escape. But Meramon was right on my tail flying behind me [when I turn off the physics in my dreams the bad guy normally get the exact same benefit as me] he was just a out to grab my leg so I dove into the pool. Holding my breath I swam to the bottom before I remembered I didnt have to hold my breath. I knew the water would slow him down so I flew right back out of the water. I landed outside (not even wet) and started doing ninja seals. I vaguely remember Skullmeramon getting out and turning into Link from Zelda. I stayed out of range of his sword and carried on doing hand seals. I planned on using Kirin (Sasuke's attack for anyone thats watched Naruto Shippudden) but Link did it first. He thought that it would throw me off, but I timed it so that just before his attack would hit me I used mine. Because my attack hadn't traveled a long distance it was stronger and swallowed/destroyed his one. Then my Kirin flew up into the air and hit Link. I think he was dead afterwards. I vaguely remember planning on practising my flying because it needs improvement but I cant remember the rest of the dream so I must have lost lucidity

03-03-2014
The majority of this dream will not be written down, because having it in writing will probably have me admitted. I was in some type of war between two groups. The first one starting with a hibari kyouya character and me switching weapons and fighting. there was a little girl on their team who fused sweets together to create a boomerang that would hit people with lightning element, who was getting hit with her own boomerang as I managed to hit her with a lightning element attack during the fight. I was posed as one of her team mates that was lightning type. Her actual team mate phased through one of the walls to help her, only to realise it was actually me in disguise setting him up(bunshin). However he knew it was a clone and had sent out four of his clones to ambush me! At some point during the battle i became lucid. I tried to fly to go fight him but my dogs kept flying behind me and I kept having to tell them no! And hitting them on the nose. Then it was dark outside, I had lost lucidity and most of this part is censored and forgotten. Then I was in the house and became lucid again. I phased through the window and tried to fly away but I could hear my fathers voice tell me its no use. This time I had enough. I flew/phased back into the house with much effort( such effort, very time, wow) and looked everywhere for my family. None of them were inside except for my father who was in the bath. I screamed at him to come and fight me. I did a nose RC and looked in the mirror RC. The mirror one made me feel weak and weird so I went back into the bathroom. My father had knives in the bath with him so I took one out and told him to fight me. Then he came out in a towel, we both had knives but he wasn't invested in the fight. Then I pinned him down and with a lot of effort slit his throat. I was even able to tell the dream just how the blood should spurt out( I got really messy here, maybe I should leave it as an unrealistic slow drip). Then I did another nose RC and a light switch RC and then I left the room. I flew out of the house but then I woke up. Yes this dream is fucked up. Yes its not even the worst part of it. Basically I just need to realise that there is no room for fear, and my actions won't affect the real world. I can do what I want without fear of consequence.

I was in a room, with my brother i think. I vaguely remember something about a teen girl stepping through a window or a door or something. Then someone asked me a question and i thought "wait a minute that doesnt make sense, maybe im dreaming?" So did i reality check (pushed my finer through the palm of my hand) it went through so i counted my fingers, i had an extra pinky tacked onto my right hand. I did the RC a few more times then rubbed my hands together. I felt groggy and just had a very faint twinge of excitement, but i remembered that to stay lucid its important not to get too excited. Unfortunately i think i fell back into regular sleep straight away because i remember nothing else after that.

So there i was.. Walking out of my flat, down to my street hanging around the walls..
Sky became red!
I knew it!
Just one of my stupid dreams..
So... I sat there, waiting for something interesting to happen!
And holy shit! Out of a fucking portal.. There came a red grim reaper!
His face was invisible it was just red.
He told me
We must go, come on it's dangerous!
And i said like..
Chill out motherfucker it's just a dream!
He said:
How dare you! How could you say it's just a dream!
Well.. Look at the sky! Is it fucking normal.. Would it happen in real life?
Yes.. In fact, this is real life!
And i looked at him

Whatever just let me get out of this bull crap please
He said:
As you wish!
And so he made my eyes wide open and i woke up.
I was laughing so hard!
Such an idiot..


But the dream was very short so i didn't write much.. But stay tuned xD

So there i was.. Walking out of my flat, down to my street hanging around the walls..
Sky became red!
I knew it!
Just one of my stupid dreams..
So... I sat there, waiting for something interesting to happen!
And holy shit! Out of a fucking portal.. There came a red grim reaper!
His face was invisible it was just red.
He told me
We must go, come on it's dangerous!
And i said like..
Chill out motherfucker it's just a dream!
He said:
How dare you! How could you say it's just a dream!
Well.. Look at the sky! Is it fucking normal.. Would it happen in real life?
Yes.. In fact, this is real life!
And i looked at him

Whatever just let me get out of this bull crap please
He said:
As you wish!
And so he made my eyes wide open and i woke up.
I was laughing so hard!
Such an idiot..


But the dream was very short so i didn't write much.. But stay tuned xD

I wake up after what seemed to be ages sleeping and look at my watch. ''Oh shit this can't be true'' - I think while realizing that it was 19:00. I get up and start doing things. ''Nothing to do now''. I look at the watch again but now it's 16:00. ''Hum, sure I looked it wrong before''. I wake up.