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i was walking on a railroad next to a desert at night

my father and i were walking threw some thick dark woods following two hooker looking women, then we arived at a trailer and my dad told me to wait there untill he comes out, and he went inside with the two ugly hooker looking women and i was stuck waiting outside in the dark

i was just about to have intercourse with a cute looking women on a somewhat cheap looking couch, but i had to go pee so bad, i got up and noticed the bathroom was in the wrong place, but i still new where it was and i went pee for what seemed to be the longest pee I've ever taken. i also remember the couch was white and the house was white.
+i woke up not having to go pee and i didn't piss myself so i'm surprised i felt like i had to pee in a dream but when i woke up i didnt have to go, when normally its because i have to go pee in this reality that makes me dream about it.

i was about to have intercourse with some good looking women, but when i had looked down, my peter was freakishly small and couldnt get a hard on for some reason, then she had changed her mind and decided to call it quits and i felt super bummed, then i had started to notice how nice the room looked and the walls where white, and then i went outside and there was a body of water right in the back yard and it had a nice island theme tune to it.

high school had started and i reallized i needed to get on the bus where i went to fire fighting, then i was at my house on grandview. where i reallized school had already started and i had already missed the first couple hours of school and i was in front of the school with no one else around.
+i was particularly stressed with school the night before and this was quite vivid

i was riding a kx85 0r 100 out in the dessert and i really remember holding on so tight that my wrists hurt, like they have been hurting for awhile, then i came to a sand duney place with treese every where like Florence Oregon.

i find myself at my cousins house, and he has a particularly large pool made of jello, and i jumped in the pool, also there were lots of people (jehovahs witnesses probably).

This morning I had a dream that wasn't very vivid. It featured some people from my high school and a cafeteria, but I don't remember much else. I feel there might have been an aspect of driving to it. I did not record the dream when I woke up.

During the dream I realized I was dreaming during a stream of thought. I didn't feel very connected to my dream body in the dream and didn't have that first person perspective that I have in vivid dreams. So even though I debated changing the dream and trying to go to Japan, my dream plan, nothing came out of the lucidity. I just knew I was dreaming as I witnessed the dream.

If I've not forgotten it all...
I slept from 5AM-noon then went back to sleep from 1:30-5PM. It was the last bit of sleep that resulted in so many awesome dreams.

In one, I was drawing and painting pictures. One of them was of a kid and I used a lot of light golds and browns. The face seemed to move because of my use of shadows.

In another dream, I saw a statue. It was some sort of riddle and as I studied it, the hands holding the sword at his back broke off which revealed a dagger. The assassin then came to life and went into a home. I heard a baby crying and I went inside to plead for the infants life. But I had to open a package holding a hatchet first and it was giving me problems.
There were 3 women in the home with him. He was standing over the baby and I ordered him away. One of the women said that's not how they operate; that the baby was safe. They then went to several women sleeping in the room and killed them. I was supposed to help them kill the family, but I couldn't.
It was a very strange, bloody dream.

In another dream, I was in Puerto Rico. I was going to build a home far above the trees and ocean. It was to be some sort of suspension home with a bamboo roof that trapped rain water to be used inside the home. I was flying in that dream, looking for the perfect spot.

There were so many other dreams, but I've forgotten them. One was like Minecraft, another was my usual god-mode dream (creating empires on a vast map)... ah yes, one was of filling my car with gas at the stick shift lol and worrying I broke my car (which is NOT a stick shift )

I woke because I felt a drop of water fall on my back. Of course, there was no water, however

That's it.

Journal Entry Lucid # 54 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: I meditated before sleeping. WBTB.

Lucid Dream #54, day: 06/15/14, time: 3:32-5:47 Am"":
I see my legs are 15 ft in the air and I look down and it is stretched. I thought that is strange. My legs got shorter.

I realized it was a dream and I started rubbing my hands to make sure that the dream is stable. A man who looks like a cook, an Asian restaurant cook, showed up. He said that he wanted to do service with me. I was confused and I found it very funny. I am outdoors and there is sand. This man is saying the same thing, he doesn't want me to serve. I got distracted by all the confusion and went back into normal dream.

#329 - DEILD - 7:56AM

I entered into a vibrational state earlier in the morning but my wife moved and wrecked it. without moving, I focused on a point in the center of the room and visualize a rising sensation. The vibrations returned but my wife did a full rollover. The vibrations lingered but slowly faded. I assumed it was all ruined but now I think I should have tried a nose plug. I feel back to sleep or fell non-lucid without trying again. I was highly irritated!

I recall a few non lucid dreams... Ernest is a work making his way to the front during a plant-wide meeting. Instead of being bald, he has an exaggerated undercut. He looks at me intensely for a moment. I wonder when he grew all that hair. When he gets to the front the plant manager says Ernie has something to say. When he opens his mouth his hair starts to fall. He takes it off and now it looks like he had a long ponytail that was just piled on top. He adjusts and now it was just a super long beard wrapped around his head. I try to do the same thing but realize I only keep a short goatee. Someone tells me that I should not try to look like Ernie.

I am in some version of my parents home. I have to pee really badly so I find a toilet. Unfortunately, is just a really small porcelain tube coming out of the floor. I do my best but urine bounced back on me and my khakis somehow close up, causing me to pee all over myself. I think that something feels really familiar and I must be missing something. (Almost lucid) I am too upset about peeing allover the place to thing about this any longer. I go change.

I partially awaken and try to DEILD. This time I felt no vibrations; it was all visual. I forgot to be alert to this and end up in the dream slightly longer than I should have. At some point I realize that I am feeling the walls and the sensation is dream like. I look around and decide this is much more than vivid HI.

Maybe it was left over residue from a non-lucid dream but I feel the need to make a "lucidity brew". I search this house; a mixture of past and current dwellings. I spy my nightstand though it's in an odd place. There is an empty water bottle. I fill it in a nearby sink, dump it out, rinse, and then fill it to the halfway mark. I feel like the water is taking too long to fill up and I worry about idle time. It tends to wake me up. Having thought that, I now have enough water. Now I need some yeast. I go back to the nightstand and find bits of paper. I look at one trying to form the word "YEAST". There is a bunch of words like something from a cutup page from a book. I try to read them and only see two words because the the text shifts and changes too quickly. "Monster" and "Cautious". Hmm this must have been something from the previous dream. I have no memory of this but I feel it's true. Anyway, I decide that if I just pretend this piece of paper is a packet of yeast it will work. I quickly tear and end and pour. Whitish-yellow powder falls out into the water. I pause now. I realize what I am doing it pointless. I'm going to start brewing something that could take weeks to ferment? It won't be here later. It's just a dream... Oh well, I'm too committed to stop.I worry that interrupting the flow of the dream will cause it do destabilize. I continue my brewing. Now that I have water an yeast I need something else to ferment. I search bottles on the nightstand and see some dark liquid in a small 5oz. I pour that in and shake it all up. I realize this is a really crude way to make a brew but I know that it doesn't matter here. I decide to put the mixture inside the nightstand so I can find it later. I'm still partially sold on the idea that it will be there when I wake up. It's at least worth a try.

I walk away and wonder what the brew would do? Would it cause lucidity? Or induce greater control? I come back from my thoughts take in the dream environment. I pause a moment to enjoy the feeling of being in a lucid dream. I am really pleased with myself since I didn't get lucid earlier in the week. I really missed this. Suddenly, I recall wanting to find Dthoughts for the challenge. I am in a hallway that looks oddly familiar. I try expectation as I come to a room. I shout, "Aaaaaanddd, DTHOUGHTS!" Its a kitchen that looks like an old house of mine and empty of any DCs. I am truly shocked at this. I turn around to the door to the garage, open the door and blindly reach in really trying to find a hand and expecting one to find mine. I end up running my hand along the wall until I find an electrical outlet. I decide I to give up and go for plan B.

I reach into my right pocket and pull out my cell phone, blindly push the touch screen say, "Dthougths." I put the phone to my ear and I am pleased to hear it ringing on the other end. After the second one a girl's voice answers, "Hello?"
I reply, "Yes, I'm trying to reach Dthoughts."
"Oh yeah..."
I hear another voice from somewhere in the background, "I'm here." I know it's Dthoughts. The voice is of a young prepubescent boy. (Sorry. I have no idea how old you are!)
The girl continues, "This is Mike right?"
I am on the right track here... I think. "Yeah... No...This is XANOUS."
I have wondered into the living room while talking on the phone. My Dad comes is from outside and starts talking about wanting to play a game with me. I put a hand up and ignore him as I walk out a second front door. I don't want any distractions.
The girl has been saying something that doesn't makes sense to me. My attention was divided when my dad came in but now I refocus. "So just let me talk him."
She girl responds more clearly, "Well you were just calling to say 'hi' right? Is there anything else you wanted?"
Is she really about to hang up? I try to make myself more clear, "I just want to speak to Dtunes. (How did I f up the name here? Dtunes is an iPhone hack) I want to say 'Hi'." I realize I sort of repeated her and chuckle internally.
Finally, she seems to get it and says, "OK. Hold on."
I wait and listen to silence on the phone. While I am on hold I take notice of the area. I step off a curb and walk pasts a blue 80's model Buick parked on the street. The trees are a really bright green. I am on hold too long and have worries about waking up. Sure enough I feel like I am visually sucked into a black vortex and return to my physical body.

It was dark in the Battle Star dinning hall. There is not much that I can recollect in terms of general mood but I can only assume it was not terribly downcast. Years back humanity was forced out of his own planet by the androids and now we were all riding through space on The Battle Star searching for a new planet to call home. Among us was the cast of the show “Battle Star Galactica” and President Barack Obama. Now years back a little girl had died of disease on The Battle Star and since then this girl had become a mascot of hope for the crew. Her legacy is lived on through this strange song that the crew sang all the time. The song was called “Anna’s Wonderful.” It was literally just a long song of praise towards this girl. They probably admired her so much since this girl had fought so hard to stay alive. I actually remember the song clearly
The song went:

Anna’s Wonderful
Anna's Perfect
Anna's Wonderful
Anna’s Great

We were teaching it to the President whom I suspect was our latest arrival. Now the dinning hall was dark and only had a few lights. I hear a woman whispering to her friends about the possibility of more androids being in The Battle Star. Which made me wonder…Could she have been an android? I kept my mouth shut as I suspected that it was not her intent to be heard.

Hi everyone, I've decided to take up Sageous' WILD-class and actually follow the shedule he proposed, however instead of 1 week for each session I'll do 5 days instead.

1. Too late

I'm in my livingroom looking outside and notice it's the yearly marathon outside, I see people standing ready with water to aid the participants and walk outside. I look around for a while but everything seems deserted, the people are gone. The ground seems wet from cups that have fallen out of people's hands filled with water. I stop at the end of the street where I see a large container filled with bottles of water, different brands and sizes. I take one out and examine it, it has a green label and I don't like it cause I know it's not the brand I always drink for water. (Which is 'Spa' and has a blue label) Suddenly I'm in marathon gear and I feel ready to join the event but as I look at the finish line I realise the marathon is over and I'm too late. (I don't know why marathons seem to appear in my dreams that often, I've never done one IRL.) I walk back and then I'm with my family and we enter a new house we bought, from the outside it looked nice but actually it was only the second floor, an appartement. I open the door and the interior is nice classic, English cottage style. However my enthousiasm is rapidly ended by the fact the whole appartement is one room and there are no doors! It feels more like an hotel now.

2. VERY UNFRIENDLY PEOPLE...

I'm with my family walking up some stairs next to a large building, we enter the second floor which is an indoor swimming pool. (Indoor swimming pools seem to return too.) I walk to the back to go up a ladder which leads to a waterslide but there I look up and a woman is screaming and shouting from the top of the ladder down at me, then she violently shuts the hatch at the top. I walk back to pool only to find out the supervisor is shouting at my mother because she's walking on the water. (JEZUS?!) At last we decide to leave this stupid place and head for the car. Before we get there I see a white cat run across the street and tell this to the rest. My sister runs after it to see if it's okay but before she can pull it from under a parked car a fat man with a beard pushes her over. I run after him and tackle him back but then he explains how he did it to protect my sister.(?)

3. Private computers rock!

I'm in a room that has a lot of computers in it, there are multiple computers on a table facing away from each other. It's a public room where people can use computers, I don't know what I was searching but I got up and walked around for a bit. Then when I wanted to get back in my seat I hear a girl asking one of the staff to help her getting on a site because it didn't accept her username anymore. Her username had the name 'Taylor Swift' in it with some symbols after it.

4. Hostage

I'm in the kitchen of my own house, however it feels like I'm a soldier being held hostage in a terrorist camp. I know that they will kill me so I think of a plan to get out. A priest walks in with some bags, he tells me it will help me stay alive. I sarcasticly respond "Oh, so you want me to pick torture over execution or what?", for some reason I thought he had devices with him to torture me. I grab a bicycle pump out of a bag and walk to the livingroom, I stop at one of the windows and try to blow it out using the pump but nothing happens yet I still think it will get me out of here somehow.

It must have had been over a year since I've had my last vivid flying session !
Also, I've noticed that my dream sky is something that gets me lucid every time I look at it. I could use that for my MILDs.
ALSO: I'm getting the hang of inducing LDs again, this one's the 6th one this week !!!

Lucidity: 6/10
Control: 6/10
Vivacity: 8/10

We're at night in a small town. I'm with my family talking about the moon and the night when I notice that this night is especially bright: it's got two full moons.
I check reality: I have 4 fingers.
"Hey you guys ! This is a dream !" I shout.
Everybody walks away, to do their own thing by themselves.
"No ! We have to stay together so we can tell if this is a shared dream !" I grab my sister and pull her back, but everybody else keep walking away.
Ok, fine then. I got stuff to do anyways.
I haven't flown in a while (well I have, but it was quick and uninteresting), how about I do it now ?
I jump and try to fly but I fall miserably (I've always had trouble flying).
"I can do anything !!! I can fly !"
I concentrate on myself, trying to use telekinesis to lift myself off the ground, and after a few seconds, I feel a very strong force pulling me upwards and forward, lifting me off the ground and propelling me forward. I'm having a lot of trouble staying straight, and my butt starts lifting over my head. I understand that there is no fighting this, so I shoot my chest to my knees and frontflip my way to the position that I want.
I clumsily take a turn around a building to arrive near a forest.
I'm must be looking a little like Hancock flying drunk... but with even less control.



At one point I fall very close to the ground, so I push off of it with my hands, and front flip again to get more height.
(...)

Tonight I had two dreams I remember, one more interesting than the other.

Chronologically the first one was the less interesting. I was a child, around 10 years old, at a ball, in the evening. I doubt I had an invitation, but who cares. So, I walked up to a 20 lady,who sat on some stairs leading to the entrance. Then, I started fingering her. Of course, at first she was resisting, telling me this is not the place for such things, but I didn't care. However something happened, wich made everydoby (including me) go inside a building. I didn't really want to go, beacause I haven't finished yet, but I couldn't keep up her pace to stop her.

And with this the second dream started. The surroundings changed to my old school and the characters to classmates (random people, not the ones in mymemory). The sun was shining brightly and there was some kind of competition or fight going on between the classes. As I recall I was some kind of leader in my class. I remember this fat dude, who I didn't send out, but later (while training him) noticed that he has really good reflexes. To the point, that when he caught a ping-pong ball I threw at him the dream went slow-motion, until hw caught or eveded it. However he was slow, because he was fat, so we started talking about what can be done with that, but before long the leader of the opposing class came in and announced they won. To this I retorted, I haven't used my trump card. Of cource, he didn't believe this, so I proposed testing him (the fat kid). Again with the balls, but this time he didn't pay attention, so he didn't catch it. The second time, I served, but that didn't go well (the ball swerved to the right) and unexpectedly this time he caught the ball. This convinced the enemy leader, that indeed we weould have won, had I sent out my trump card.

That's all, the next thing I remember is waking up.