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I'm Jimin. I have to solve a bunch of puzzles inside Grandpa's house in order to get to Jungkook. Finally I manage to solve all of the puzzles and end up in a bed. In the bed I'm scared and it feels like I had just had a nightmare. I call out to Jungkook and he appears in bed next to me. We hug each other tight and fall asleep.

I had this weird dream where I moved into a new house & Barbara Jean was there from the tv show "Reba" was there too. She was my neighbor & she didn't act all goofy like on that show.

Then I woke up & thought, damn it I didn't become lucid to do the TOTM! While getting ready for today I was sitting on my bed watching Meesha Cat. She was looking at something & then tried to bat at it. Her eyes went wild & big & she froze. Then she tore out of the room like the house was on fire & left a puddle of pee on my bed... Just FYI, she isn't experiencing some sick cat problem, she is fine. But today I told Mike I thought she has being Dioji. My dog Dioji died in 2008 in a freak pool accident when it was being drained. He was chasing the little puppies & it just happened. I was a mess mourning for 2 yrs over my dog. He was there for me through my last surgery & was glued to me. He was so attached to me that when I would lay down during the day, he would lay next to me, kick me & keep tapping my hand until I held his paw like we were holding hands while we slept. He did this a lot! Very smart dog. After his death both me & my husband have seen him in our house at various times & I saw him just the other day right here in my room where he normally appears. We both think Meesha sees him but just doesn't know how to react to him. He loved our cat Xan & would only try to play w/ another family pet. But that now would explain why she is peeing on my bed. Mystery solved. Yet I still think she must have a bladder problem of some kind though. When she goes for her checked up I'll see what the vet thinks. Even then there isn't a lot u can do for that issue for a cat, unless I hit the lottery in the near future, lol.

I begin looking out to the right window of my bedroom at the neighbor's house. The entire side is an intense, shining blue stained glass, resembling church in many ways. I do a double take, and something feels very strange and familiar about this state. I realize I'm dreaming and begin stand up and walk toward the window. I jump out, but my visuals go white. I stay in this white void area for several minutes, rubbing my hands and reminding myself I'm in a dream. I try intently to wait until the next dream scene starts. After several minutes, I wake up.

Since my last journal entry I have had very bad recall and been very busy with the start of school on top of that so I took a little break to figure out my new schedule. This morning I woke up and realized it was a good time to get started again and did MILD.

09.08.2016
12:00 PM

Hanging Out With Juliana (MILD)

I am Supermans side kick or something. We are fighting Lex Luthor I think. There is an old lady crossing the street and Superman says to help her while he fights. I go and fly her across the street to her hotel and help her find her room. I get a sense that this is a dream and wonder if I will become full lucid. I finish walking her down the hall just to make sure I feel I finished that dream plot and do a nose plug. I think specifically about how I shouldn't fly out to superman and continue the fighting. I fly out the window and fly around Hollywood. I land and find myself in front of a 5 story building. I remember my goal is to just have a nice talk with Juliana so I stick my hand back. I feel her grab mine but it takes some focus to make it feel vivid. I say hi twice and then she responds. I look back and this time she has a buzz cut! It looks pretty good actually. She and I start walking and talking into the building and I say, "Wait. Every time I see you we start walking somewhere urgently. We don't have to go anywhere today let's just hang out and talk." "Okay, but lets go right inside here and sit down." She says.

We go in and it's a hospital. We go in one of the rooms and sit on the bed. There is another patient in the bed next to us but they don't mind. I find on a table two giant delicious chocolate chip cookies and we each take one. It is really good! I say to her, "Could you show me more of your magic. Like something flashy and cool like the fireworks from last time." She says, "Sure!" and snaps her fingers and there is a bright blue flash surrounding her hand. "Cool!" I say. "How about something even more creative! What else can you do?" She says, "Okay. Look at that trash can." She points at it and a spark flys from her finger and into it. Two eyes and a mouth emerge from the front of the trash can and it starts talking in jiberish! "Cool! What happens if you make it inanimate again? Let me try." I have finished my cookie and stick out my finger to give it a try. The garbage can looks scared and pretends to be normal but I can tell it is just faking. "Here." Juliana says and sends another spark that makes it go back to normal. I start to destabilize and wake up or have an FA, I don't know, but I DEILD.

I am in the loby of a hotel and skateboard out the door. Strange, I don't know how to skateboard well. I skateboard and follow someone on a bike. We fall into a pool and people try to help us out and I destabilize again.

I am in a residential neighborhood and very unstable still. I walk up to a car and feel it. There are flowers growing out of the engine. I am stabilized now and decide to summon Juliana again. This time she has a brown pixie cut. It is much easier to summon her this time. We go for a walk and talk. "Do you know Androx?" She starts to think. "He is a talking cat, or a witch or something." She says she thinks she knows who I'm talking about and that it isn't supprising he found me. I say he sent me to fight evil witches and she starts laughing. "What? Are you an evil witch?" "No it's not that I just don't think there is such a clear line between good witches and evil witches. It just dosn't work that way in my opinion." "So you arn't a good witch?" She shrugs. "Well I guess you are a neutral witch then and I am okay with that.", I say. We pass by some people who are playing music loud. It is like metal mixed with drum and bass. As we walk away Juliana uses magic to make it louder. At the drop we can't help but start dancing to it. We can't really tell if we should be head banging or dancing like its electronic. haha I eventually wake up and decided to write this down before I forget it.

I keep falling asleep though and eventually have a dream that I am Purple Man's pawn like in Jessica Jones.

08.09.2016

(DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I caught myself waking up from a dream. I laid still without intending to and then I realized I could try DEILD. I continued to hold still and SP/HHs set in. It was just a light buzz and small vibrations. I tried to stand up but I couldn't.

I imagined laying in my dream bed and then got up. I fell a short distance from my bed while getting up as if my bed was taller. I walked through my door but everything was dark. I reminded myself to link the dream with DEILD in case I woke up. I wondered if my alarm would wake me up soon, and it made me too aware of my waking body. The dream started destabilizing but I held on by putting my hands on the roof. I then realized I was in the staircase of my old house, a spiral staircase. I tried to stabilize by rubbing my hands but the dream crashed. I held still and felt SP again.

I then started hearing one of my profs lecturing.
I assumed I had fallen asleep and had a LD in the middle of the lecture. I raised my head and sure enough I was in the middle of a lecture, and didn't bother doing a reality check.

This was a pretty good night. Despite waking up in the early morning and having trouble falling asleep after the WBTB, I eventually did and had some dreams. I'm a bit confused about the two first dreams as they happen in the same place and I don't recall the order of events, but I know I became lucid after one of those fragments. I also suspect that I dreamed about my grandmother's apartment because I visualized myself getting lucid in there during my WBTB (I had two, one in which I didn't become lucid, perphaps because the wbtb was too short and another one in the early morning which is when I had these dreams).

Birthday Party:

In this fragment, I was in my grandmother's appartment and some guests arrived. I think they were supposed to be my brother's friends, tough I've never seen them before. After that there was a birthday party (I think my brother's) and it was pretty grand. They showed a video on a huge TV of a bunch of people that were there on the party with slow, emotional music. Then it started showing people that were outside the appartment. The first one was a couple (one of my friends and some girl I don't know) having a romantic time on the roof at night, smiling at the camera. At this time I was kinda confused, asking myself if my grandparents set up cameras everywhere on the building. It showed even people that were outside the building, on the streets! At this time I started thinking it was a bit creepy and perhaps illegal and was hoping they hadn't filmed me when I was in the bedroom wearing only shorts (before I got ready for the party). Something else might have happened, but I can't remember much aside from small fuzzy details about this fragment.

Incendiary Mouse:

I am unsure if this is the same dream, it might have happened after or before the above one. I was again in my grandma's apartment, but this time theere weren't any guests, just the usual people. I was in the living room, I remember my uncle being there doing something and maybe my grandma. I made my way to the kitchen, which is connected to the living room and when I got there I saw a mouse and began to freak out, thinking if I should kill it or call someone. I decided to run back and tell my uncle about it, but the mouse ran past me into the living room. It then ran outside the appartment (there's a door that goes out of the living room into a tiny space usually used for storing stuff, there is a grate there that leads outside the appartment and into a hall which is usually closed). My uncle followed it and tried to stomp it. While he was trying to kill it, I closed the door to make sure it didn't get back in.

Not sure exactly what happened here, I think I went into another room and when I came back into the living room my uncle was holding a cat and then put it down. I guessed he was going to try to use the cat to hunt the mouse, and eventually the mouse appeared and the cat caught it and killed it. Instead of blood, some transparent liquid with a very slight red color to it dripped from it and started forming a pool. The cat walked on the liquid and started spreading it everywhere, making a mess (meanwhile I was kinda freaking out because I found the scene disgusting). For some reason... the cat's pawns started catching on fire and I started freaking out even more. I figured this liquid could heat up things and start fires. Small fires appeared in other places where the liquid touched, but they didn't last long. I remember there was a child crying (no idea who that child was) because she got some of that liquid in her face. While trying to help her, she got some on me and my skin started to burn. I told her to go to the bathroom wash her face. Again, the details are a bit fuzzy but this is the last I remember of this dream.

Mirror Teleportation (Lucid)

Eventually after the events of one of those dreams (at least I think this lucid is connected to one of them), I found myself wandering to my grandfather's bedroom and thinking about something that confused me. I don't remember exactly what it was, just that it was kinda bothering me. After thinking for a bit and mumbling to myself, I remember thinking "... the only explanation to that would be... oh, of course.". As I realized I was dreaming, I smiled while I tought about how my RCs during the day and MILD during the WBTBs helped me carry my awareness into the dream. I felt pretty smart at that time too for realizing I was dreaming.

I tought about what to do, saw a big mirror and tought "Ah, why not?". By the way, I have always struggled with entering mirrors in dreams. I have tried a few times and failed. However, this time I was feeling pretty confident for some reason and just did it. At first, there was resistance, but I kinda felt it giving away and eventually went through it. The best way I can describe the feeling is like this: try to imagine yourself pushing your finger into some plastic wrap. Eventually your finger will tear it apart, but in this case I went through the mirror without tearing it, as if I was entering some liquid with a high density. When I got through, I found myself in a mirrored version of the same room, except with some furniture missing. I quickly realised I went through the mirror without a destination in mind, so I tried coming up with something. The first thing I tought about, for some reason, was meeting a cartoon character called Star. With that in mind, I went through the same mirror I came in through and ended in some kind of office.

I was walking around, looking for Star and asking people about her. Apparently she had a pretty important position in the office, like a boss or something (which is pretty off-character for her) and people were trying to get a hold of her. Eventually I met her, altough I don't remember anything that we talked about. I remember some witch chasing us through a hall (which looked like the school I went to) and I was trying to find her wand, by sticking my hand inside bags (not opening them up, just straight-up phasing my hand inside then, apparently that's a good way to conjure stuff up) but none of the wands that I found were right. We managed to escape eventually and I remembered another goal that I had, which was to visit a place I created in waking life and I told Star I had to go because I had some stuff to do. I woke up when I entered a mirror.

I tried my best not to move and to calm down as I woke up (I don't think this was an FA, but it might have been). I felt some weird sensations similar to numbness and eventually found myself in my dream again, this time in a huge shopping mall. The first thing that came to me was... looking for porn. I wasn't particularly horny, I think I was just curious to see what I would find. I began looking around for the porn section (kinda like some rental stores have adult sections) and started asking some employees. The first one was a woman who grabbed my hand and yelled "Teleport!", teleporting me to someone else (I don't know how to describe the feeling of being teleported... but the way she teleported was kinda like the "instant transmission" from Dragon Ball) who could help me find it. The other employee grabbed me by my hand and started leading me around, altough to be honest he didn't seem so sure about where it was. I yelled "Teleport!" and he teleported just like that woman. After walking around for a bit I realized that I was wasting time looking at porn while I could be going to the place I created. I entered a small shop which had some mirrors and entered one of them. The place I wanted to go was a big, sorta japanese-oriented house that almost looked like a big japanese shrine, which a big frontyard, so as I entered the mirror I tought about the frontyard's grass.

As I went through the mirror I found myself at a huge, grassy frontyard and became excited, until I realized I was in front of some manor/mansion at night (in retrospect, it looked a lot like the white house, maybe a bit bigger). I turned back and saw two people on a table (I think they Barney and Ted from "How I Met Your Mother") talking about something. I ignored them and welp up some stairs leading to a big glass door which ressembles the one at the entrance of the building where my grandparents live. I went into the glass door as I did with the mirrors (I guess anything with a reflection will do) and ended up in another backyard, altough this one looked unkept and was behind an old wooden house I could see in the distance. I tought "Alright, I'll try one more time..." and went back into the mirror, maybe going to one more place which I can't remember and eventually the dream faded away. I tried getting back into the dream but I felt that I was too awake to go back.

This was a pretty cool night and I feel like I'm getting more and more lucid dreams! The MILD method has really been helping a lot when I do it right, altough I think I should start doing longer WBTB's because these days, whenever I go back to bad during a WBTB, I'm still really sleepy, like at the point where I can barely keep my eyes open. However, I have no idea how to keep myself occupied during the WBTB and fear that I won't be able to sleep if I stay up too long (which in turn will result in me laying in bed, tossing around until morning trying to sleep, which I REALLY don't want). Guess I'll start measuring how much time I stay up and trying to increment it a little by little. I also learned how to use mirrors and another way to summon objects, which is pretty cool.

Last night bed 12 am - 6:33 am
2x300 Alpha GPS 6:33 am
2.4 Galantamine (pure) 7:37 am
Sofa 7:37 am

So my cat decides to groom himself for 20 min while sitting on my legs. He left, I went potty at 8:15. Was still not sleepy enough. Tried to sleep on my right, couldn't fall asleep. Then straight, where I was starting to get some visuals like faces and a small movie of a tiny dog.

About 45 min long lucid with a few breaks when I realized I am still dreaming and felt the back of my head tingle

Turned to left side and I finally got into a LD. Not sure how it started. This will be in no particular order.

I'm in a darkish hallway, all tiles, like a hospital. I remember the TV TOTM and I start to look for one. There is many monitors, but more like computers. They show data and stats. I look at many of them. So no TOTM : (

I walk through many building and rooms, looking for a way to get out, and for doors to find somethink interesting behind them.

Then I am outside a lot, walking through streets, looking at houses and picking a right one to go inside and explore.

I normally don't like to be inside, but I remembered that and I made an effort to look into doors despite of that to get over my fear.

I'm sitting outside, at night. Snow is all around us and nearby is a partially frozen ocean with lots of iceflow and icebergs. We all look up at the skies and they are beautiful. I ask out loud, how come there is so many stars, lot more than normally.Then I realize those are not stars, but frozen Canadian landscape with lots of snow and lakes as seen from the airplane. At that moment I realize I'm dreaming, look at my hands and fingers are all stubby. I smile and walk away.

I walk into a small room in a small village house. It's all made from snow. I look back to get out, but there is no more door. All snow. Everytime I look, the room is smaller. I figure i teleport from there by turning. I do that, get a bit dizzy and I stumble. I think I should close my eyes. When i open them, I am still there, only room is smaller. Now there are 2 small holes in the snow wall and I punch it bigger and get out.

I'm in a large road tunnel. I look through a round hole in the wall and see entity approaching. Looks like flowing black smoke. I yell at 2 kids with 2 dogs to hurry up to me to safety so we can close the door. I can tell the kids are too slow, and girl realizes it too. So she throws a yellow tennis ball towards me, her dog runs to it and he almost gets to safety, but ball bounces back and dog follows it. Girl gets sad and disappointed and I have no choice but to shut the door after i yell at them some more to hurry up, they can make it.

I'm on a street in my old town and I realize I forgot about that street all together. It gives me bad vibes so I get away.

Still in some large tunnels or corridors, I see a DC and I rejoice. I wanted to talk to one so bad. It's a guy but when i get closer it changes into a man. Tall blonde hair. I start a convo.

Same underground and then houses outside - lots of sex.

I remembered my lucid goal to look at my body. I look at my hands, my arms, and it's like waking life. Same shapes, colors, hair, freckles. My vision is getting dark and yell out wait, I wanted to see rest of my body. I lift my same blue shirt just as I practiced before bed and I see my stomach and bottoms of my boobs, same as when I practiced. I quickly drop my undies before it all goes dark.

I felt funny. This was definitely a dream. I was in a huge empty room with white walls and plain grey pillars. There was a ledge, and on top I noticed a woman. "It's M," I thought, attempting to make her appear. And it actually worked, it was her. She climbed down from the ladder. Her hair was long and wavy, a shade of reddish brown. She was wearing a white top and light blue pants. Desperately, I asked her, "WHAT DOES THE DREAM MEAN?!?" She replied with, "Re-birth." I said, "WHAT DOES THAT MEAN??" and she replied with something I don't remember, but I didn't understand her answer at all. I looked down and noticed she was pregnant. She said one more thing that I don't remember and then I lost the dream. I then had sleep paralysis. I tried to move but couldn't, but remained calm because I knew what this was. So I just kind of laid there until I was able to wake myself up.

Notes: Well, Okay. This is the closest I've come in years, so I suppose that's progress. But what does "re-birth" mean? And was that really M? She was pregnant so that doesn't really make sense.
I want to try again in my next lucid, but this time go to the actual place of the dream, my old home, on my driveway.

I was in my aunt's house and this lady was super angry with me because she thought I did something(like disrespect her dead husband or something). As more time went by, she started getting furious. She started taking my things, my phone, my clothes, and putting them in the room where she was. She was turning evil, and it was freaking me the fuck out. So I ran out of there, down the street. I saw a sketchy looking guy and said, "PLEASE, CAN I BORROW YOUR PHONE? I NEED TO CALL 911 RIGHT NOW" and he gave me a weird look, said "sure" and thew his phone at me. It was a Samsung and I had no idea how to use it(things are difficult in dreams, okay?) I realized that he had stolen the phone and was trying to get rid of it, so I didn't touch it. I kept running until I saw a man, Hurley from Lost, in a convenience store. I said, "CAN I BORROW YOUR PHONE??" and at first he said no, so I said, "PLEASE, I NEED TO CALL 911. YOU CAN EVEN DIAL IT FOR ME" So he dials 911 but lets me press "call" and at first I hear static, then a woman's voice. "HELLO?" I say, my voice shaking and scared. She says something like, "It's okay. I understand what you are going through. You'll be okay through this." Like what? I didn't even tell her my problem! So anyhow, I told her but then woke up.

D1 - Beautiful large black and brown bordered tarot cards are being used to play a game, I am at a loss as how to play. I am told by a self assured blond man who is the dealer that I should use the cards that match based on electricity. The cards have electricity flashing across them.
I meet a guy outside this tavern and talk about something.

D2 - [Repeating work dream] At a workplace I am talking to my boss and explaining that an invoice has been accepted as the company is a professional business and not a small personally run operation. We are standing next to a giant printer (used to have one like this at work, the width of a large desk, with a glass top). A printout comes through and it become apparent that I have missed a deadline for some paperwork (24th Sept). My boss is unimpressed and I go off to see what paperwork is missed. I find I only have a few things in my tray not processed.

D3 - Walking down a street I am blocked by a load of people. I step up to each person and place my hand on their forehead, one by one and use my powers to turn them into my minions. They turn around and head in the direction I want them. They are all wearing suits and look old.

D4 - Walking through a darkened bookshop shop, looks like Waterstones. I am looking at small glass boxes like old fashioned carriage clocks with white lines of lightning running across them.
On trying to leave I find the exit is blocked by a large grey boulder and have to squeeze back through and past a queue of people at the checkout.
I see some people through the large glass plate window of the shop. I see they are doing something I do not think is right, so I use my powers to step through the glass. On the other side I see one young woman has blond hair and one has black hair. They have the audacity to ignore my remonstrations and I try to use the same mind control on them by placing my hand on their foreheads but it does not work (LOL).

D5 - Outside a house there are little fluffy yellow chicks in a grassy backyard in the countryside. I use my powers to round them up and bring them indoors, unfortunately there are a load of black curly headed dogs in the house. I use my powers to get the dogs out but then the chicks escape! So I have to start again.

[Comments]
The dark seems to represent unsurprisingly shadow elements
I have been in a dilema about these in my life for quite some time.
I see now from one dream I had where there was a woman who had a twin, one blond and one dark haired that infact that both are incorporated into me and I don't have to make an external choice only be more accepting of that which is within me and allow it an outlet.

Large plate window and grassy banks are also repeated dreamscape idk what thats about exactly.

Last night bed 12am

Bad dream
I walk into a room to see if a person is still sleeping. The ceiling fan is going really fast, faster than it should. The room is dark, just a bit of light coming through closed blinds. I flip the switch to shut it off, but it goes even faster. I can feel the air on my face. I know some entity is doing it and there is no way I'm gonna go into the room to check on this person.

Later on
Latin America. Drug lord is caught and his people are lined up at the wall. I am one of them but I'm also shooting them with an assault rifle. There are old people and women in there and I figure that government soldiers are trying to wipe the slate clean. Now I am the druglord, I walk out with my hands up, holding some paper and somehting else in my hand and they are about to shoot me.

Some kind of a theater, stadium seating. We are getting away from there. Me an 3-4 others are escaping through a city. Dodging police, busting holes in the wall to get through, creating distractions, looking at the faces in the crowds to be vigilant of those that want to stop us.

After we get to where we were going, we need to get back. This was getting tireing.

very vivid & present dreams, especially later ones. Not all that many, but the detail and length were good.

+ the metro/subway train arrives and the doors open (outdoors?) daylight. I'm looking in to the wagon to see if there's space. I'm not sure this is going in the right direction? I get on. I'm inspecting the metro line diagram and determine I'm heading the wrong way. I can get off at the next stop and go across to the other platform to start heading in the right direction. I get off and I need to cross the tracks to the other platform. A man is quickly walking across the track directly and I decide to do the same. I'm watching carefully and a train starts coming from my left across one of the tracks. I feel the rumbling of its weight on the ground. I think I could get stuck here if another train comes the other way, sandwiching me between them. Another train does come but from the same direction as the first. Eventually I make it across to the other platform.

+ "Visigoths" battle.
Starts DO, observing a combatant from pirate times with 4 rifles set up behind a large fallen tree. He's crafting an automatic firing mechanism with string that will let him approximate an automatic machine gun. The enemy combatants outnumber his side considerably but never underestimate the effectiveness of a small force of sharpshooters with muskets. I begin a severe slashing battle with the enemy leader. I'm swinging my sword with wild abandon and hacking objects in the surronding area. I get close up with the enemy leader and take my (broken?) blade and stab him underneath his chin sending the blade up into his brain, killing him.

In the aftermath of the battle once things calm down, the animals begin returning. I look out a door and see an entire field filled with crawling beats, sort of a mixture between a dodo bird and a turtle. They crawl with their bellies on the ground. They are laid out in perfect rows and columns, and move in total unison. They pull themselves forwards and then plop down again and rest and then make one more movement forwards.

A narrator is talking about the front along the Atlantic, and I see an overhead map of the area. I wake up thinking these combatants were "Visigoths."

+ A chess board fills my vision. I'm planning an attack against my opponent (who is MR, best CH neighborhood friend). I see that I have some devastating attacking lines with my two rooks against his king who is exposed in the center of the board. I can't see completely how my attack will work, it may just fizzle out and I may lose. I see that I can take a pawn on the flank but this will in turn allow him to open a file for his own rook. I make a move that opens the line for my attack and MR makes his move in response quickly and without consideration to my coming attack, so I begin it and I'm pretty sure I can manage a mating net around his king.

+ Outdoors, in daylight, I'm lost and I want to call (my wife?) on my old-style cell phone and find out where I am

I enter some store with friends. On the way out on an impulse I enter the dark/dank little side casino they run. We move past the door guard even though we're not much more than 21 years old, I think he may card us but he doesn't. We go inside another room and enter the tiny dark casino, I want to play some blackjack. There are two tables, I look to see the table minimum and one is $5, another one (where there's a player?) is also $5 minimum. I have $10 on me I know so that doesn't allow much play potential. I look around the room, and see a queen-sized bed in a side room that is screen by a curtain that is currently most of the way pulled back. I think this bed is odd/out of place.
We begin playing and I get a hard 17, so I must stand, and another time I get a hard 18 and also must stand. On one deal, my friend (to my right) gets the King of Clubs, I get the Jack of Clubs, and the dealer gets the 10 of spades. We all got 10s, maybe I'll get a blackjack? One time I think I may need to double but I don't have the cash. Another time I'm dealing (for ourselves and the dealer), and I encounter a card (the two of spades) which is turned face up. I freeze, unsure of what to do. The dealer takes the card and puts it face down, inserting it into the middle of the remained of the deck which is in my hands.

At one point I realize I'm up a lot of money. I should probably set some winnings aside as a minimum so I don't lose it all back. I'm sticking bills back into my wallet? There is talk of the time and how I'm meeting someone (a girl?) later. At one point I'm thinking about asking for a free drink, my favorite blackjack drink, a Jack Daniels and Coke [TRUE].

wake
BTS

+ I'm outdoors at night on the street in a city. I'm standing on a corner where people are with a parked car. I'm trying to read the parking sign on the corner that describes the times it's allowed to park there. Something about Saturday and Sunday. I can't see well and want to climb up on the parked car in order to see better but don't do that because the owners are there? I walk further down the street and see a fire engine parked, and a large section of parking area marked off by a ribbon (from the fire dept?). There's an open street down to the right with potentially lots of parking but I ignore it. I'm maneuvering a wire small shopping cart in front of me, I think that I will leave this in a spot to reserve it and then go get my car but then think this is ridiculous, so I head back to where I came from in order to get my car.

Inside a grocery store at some prepared hot foods counter. I am spooning out the remains of one of the hot dishes, the contents consist of many things, like beans, hot dogs (in the shape of a double-sided wrench?), and I'm taking the last of it. I get some melted cheese on one of the t-shirts there on a shelf that I'm also going to buy but instead of putting it back and taking another one, I try to pick off the cheese from the shirt. Then I'm talking with the girl behind the counter and asking her what it is that she would like to do in a technical/programming profession that she is considering. "Simulation? <other stuff?>" Then I get a sense of deja vu and realize "ah yes, it was modeling that you were interested in."

+ I'm sitting in the stands at a football game. One side is punting, the line is directly in front of us, we're at a medium distance from the field. The punting team is punting from our right to our left. It is a low, line-drive punt. I'm impressed, the line is around the 20 and this kick looks like it's going to go all the way to the end zone, a very long punt. But then the punt hangs in the air, like getting suspended by the wind, and starts traveling backwards towards the kicker and drifting to the side over the stands. I think the net yardage will be not as much as it was appearing to at the start. I watch how the ball wafts over the spectators and settles softly down a few rows in front of us and to the left. The ball is now in the shape of a large inflated cucumber?

I'm considering my seat. I turn around and place my legs onto my seat, my legs are horizontal and I'm blocking our row so that's not idea. Then I go and take my seat a few seats down the row with a friend and there are some seats open to my right but belong to our friends. A small black boy comes and sits in the seat next to me and I feel a bit hesitant but ask him to move because that's our friend's seat, he moves over one seat to the right but I think that may be our seat, too, but I don't say anything more.

Poor recall (early work day)

1) Watching some new flying machine through a window. It seemed to be failing to gain height. I was telling someone that if I was flying it I would just land and give up but it looked like the pilot was determined and would kill himself. Then the machine crashed and there was a huge explosion.

2) In my grandmothers house. I was cleaning and saying that she was hardly ever there any more - I think I meant that she was always in hospital.

I forgot to take my dream journal to bed last night so forgot most of my dreams before being able to write them down.

7/9/16
Dream 1: There was a big anti-jewish protest outside some elite private school. Patrick Dangerfield was there heckling people and other protesters were throwing stuff.

Dream 2: I was in a Chinese class with a group of other people. The teacher came in and gave us some work sheets and then went outside to talk with another teacher.

Dream 3: I was playing a racing game where I was hiding/running away from other people.

Dream 4: I was at a train station with my brother and mum where we got the bad news that our grandma had killed one of our cousins and then killed herself. We started to plan their funeral and stuff like that.

6/9/16
Dream 1: I was travelling around the world, following the instructions of a computer who was a bit like HAL 9000. I wasn't sure I could trust him but relied on his instructions crossing the ocean.

Dream 2: My brother's mentor was teaching him and me something while we were riding on a tram.

Dream 3: There was an operation thingy to remove a worm from someone's ear.

5/9/16
Dream 1: I was travelling home on a train, however I forgot to get off at my stop and got off at the one after. I started walking back to my house and a Chinese girl started talking to me for a bit then we parted ways. When I got home I think I talked to my grandparents and they were giving tips about how to survive in a war.

Dream 2: My dad was trying to cook pasta for dinner but he couldn't get anything right. First he didn't have enough water, then enough pasta, then he cooked it too long and the sauce was burning and so on.

Fragment: A football game between the Western Bulldogs and North Melbourne.