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First Lucid

I was in a school auditorium filled with kids. I than left because I got bored of the event taking place.I was now in a temple like area that reminded me of Ocarina of time and became lucid. I had the sword in my hand and put it in the stone that takes you back in time. This was kind of unsettling because I remembered that there was zombies that appeared out at night. Only...I forgot it was when you were older that the zombies come out and I think it's at night. Anyways I left the temple hearing some zombie noises. I decided to change the scene to the neighborhood I use to live at when I was a little girl. I floated up a bit looking at the sky and house thinking how it was a good copy of the original.

After looking for a bit though the scene changed and I was now looking at a site that looked like dream views. There I saw a lot of writing and a picture of Elainey's avatar and my avatar.A voice of a guy than came up making me think of Nebulus. As he was talking the writing grew bigger and he said he was writing to show how he was grateful for the kindness the people at dream views shown to him. Oh and a picture of my literature teacher popped up as well which was kind of funny. However,the scene changed and I was now in my room with an invisible figure. I thought it was Eye and wondered how long I could stay in the dream without doing much. It lasted for what seemed like a few minutes than I woke up.

Second Lucid

I don't recall where it started but I was in my room when I became lucid.I called Eye and he came but than I got the feeling to call Dawn. I called for him than went to the room he use to appear in a lot. He was there laying down on a bed than got up when he looked at me.After that I went with him to my room but than Eye ended up doing something annoying. I can't remember what it was though. I decided to focus on Dawn after Eye did the annoying thing and looked at Dawn thinking about his appearance. He than picked me up and I was now above his shoulder. I pointed out how tall he was than after a few seconds he put me down.He wasn't very talkative in this dream.

I didn't see Eye around anymore so I decided to look upstairs for him.I lost my lucidity after seeing different birds inside my parakeet's cage. A little boy mentioned how they put them in there because they got lose. Worried I tried to take the bigger birds out and put them in the bigger cage that was now next to them. I only managed to put one inside before I woke up.

Monday morning's dream was a pretty teeny tiny fragment, involving a super smart yet annoying guy barging his way into my house and demanding me to solve his riddles.
This morning, however, was a bit more fruitful! Especially due to the re-appearance of a dream sign of mine.
But first, middle-of-the-night-wake-up-fragments.
I was on a huge ship in the middle of an ocean being ravaged by a raging storm. Alongside the storm was, of course, a sea monster, and the whole crew (me included) had to square off against it in an RPG-styled battle. And thennnn!
I was homeless, and wandering the cold, dark streets of a city I didn't really recognize. I was trying to find shelter in whatever place I could, till eventually I met this family who decided to take me in for the night.
Now for the non-lucid.
I was in the house I used to live in, and sitting on the couch nearby was my ex and her boyfriend. All three of us were getting ready to watch a movie, but I was feeling pretty glum and sour about the situation, so I moped my way over to the kitchen area and pet my ex's dog for a little while. Eventually, I decided I'd just leave, and this was no small undertaking as I knew it'd be a long 6 hour drive back home. I relayed my plans to the two of them, and my ex pleaded that I stay and enjoy the movie. I, however, was resolute. I headed out. The in-between here is a blur but I do remember driving my way home on dark roads.
Too bad I didn't do an RC. I've been training myself IRL to reality check whenever my ex sends me any messages, or if I catch a stray thought about her. However, she hasn't appeared in my dreams much lately; this was the first time in a little while now.

Bed around 8 am - 3:47am

DR at 11:57pm
I'm walking outdoors with lots of people. Feels like when we went on these kinds of walks with "civil defence class". I follow one guy who is really fast. We are climbing up a smallish hill. Grass is all stomped on and lots of dirt is showing from all the feel that went there before us. I try to grab on something and find places for my feet to get myself up the hill.

I come up to some old, concrete semi-circle platform hanging over some water. Looks like dam building over lake. I follow a narrow trail with my eyes and I find the place where I need to go. It looks like there is a shortcut, but it's a dangerous narrow path over the water. I look into water. Lots of leafs on the surface and mud and leafs on the bottom. Not too deep, maybe 4-5 feet. There is some wide pipe running on the bottom of it.

I don't want to fall into water and hit the pipe, so I decide not to take the shortcut. But the normal route is also dangerous. Looks like something from Indiana Jones. The panels of the road are wobbly and I feel like they are gonna fall while I walk on it, like a trap. So I figure I need to run across. Or go on this narrow concrete side, that looks stable.

I walk into a tiny circular booth standing in the middle of the platform. The walls are made of glass windows that cover the whole length of the room. I push them open so I can get out if I need to. I find some items that I feel will help me complete this task. Military badges, police badge, some money, other items.

Awoke. Did 30-40 minutes of Zazen. Used theta 6.5 Binaural beats during first 20 minutes.

Supplements used.

Amino Acid. D-phenylalanine

Vitamin B Complex

Siberian Ginseng

Laid down on bed. Listened to "astral projection" Binaural beat" for ten minutes while doing exit methods. Then I took off headphones.

Methods Used. Rope method. Steam method, where one imagines oneself floating out of the body and hanging above it in the air. Visualising Body filling with light. A variant of the Lesser right of the Pentagram for 'protection'.

After 20-30 minutes I suddenly become aware of peculiar sensations, first tactile, then auditory hallucinations.

Convinced I am in the transitional state I attempt to float above and roll out of my body. The process worked, I end up crawling along the ground, slowly my visual sense comes into focus, dark images become distinct forms with colour and clear outlines.

I am in my apartment, given the sensation of leaving the body, I decide to look around to see if the 'dream' apartment mirrored the physical word, after a few moments of looking around I see that things are very different, most notably A dedicated chess/checkers table in the corner, also the main coffee table is much smaller, and has a wood colour top quite unlike the black one residing in the physical apartment. I make my way outside through a glass door. The city is almost unrecognisable, the sea is much closer to the apartment than in real life, the city looks dingy, old, and decrepit, instead of houses, the structures are more akin to barns and are located haphazardly along the flat land and hill, with seemingly no community planning, I can see the paint is peeling, the weather is grey but it is not night. I think to myself that perhaps this is how the town is going to look after some extinction level event. I walk to the shore line, my body becomes heavy, my sight is wavering, I take a moment to enjoy the scenery before falling to the ground. As I think about it, this may be how the town looked along time ago and not in some down cast future time.

I am in my room again, I seem to be in my bed. Not sure if I am awake or not, I do more exit techniques, when I feel my body morphing and floating upward I know it is time to get up and walk. Again I am in my apartment, I move into the bathroom, I look around and see my things are all out of order, my toothbrush is in the wrong place among other things. I jump out the window. It is sunny, things look much closer to how they should be. I pick up a piece a trash off the ground and throw it into someones window to test my accuracy. There is not one person to be seen. Again the sea is much closer than normal, I move toward it but soon fall into blackness.

Again I wake in my bed, not sure if I am awake or not I again do the exit methods until it is clear I am still dreaming. In the black state before images started to form I was treated to some very nice music, it was the type of music I enjoyed, alt rock, but the song and band was unknown. Again I leave out the living room. Again the sea is much closer than usual, not only this but the porch was overlooking a large precipice, water was crashing into the rocks below, the foam went back into the sea. The sense of its aesthetic beauty of the scene uplifted me, its complexity, its scope, pleasurable feelings radiated through my mind. "Now this is art!" I said to myself, I watched it until the dream faded again.

Another False wakening. Memory lapse. I find myself in a small restaurant not knowing exactly how I got there. There are people eating, I watch their conversation, one lady is my 5th grade teacher, the other lady I did not know. Feeling hungry I grab and eat a slice of pizza, slightly worried in doing this I may chew on my physical tongue, I still ate it, the taste was subtle, the temperature was moderate, it was enjoyable. I have a short conversation with the owner, offering more food I think. Again there is a sea, The restaurant is located on a isolated road along a mountain side with a forest of high trees on one side of the road and the water on the other. I see two people as I walk along the road, I say to one person "I do not know if you are real, but I am happy to have someone to share this scenery with", I do not recall him saying anything but he did smile as I recall. The dream becomes dark, my body becomes heavy. I fade into darkness.

After another false awakening. I walk along the road, it is sunny, there are many very nice green plants everywhere, the houses all seem quite normal. I ask for my 'guardian angel' out of curiosity to see if anyone would show up, no one showed up. I see and enter a large luxurious mansion located by the sea, I look around for a while, wishing I owned such a beautiful house.

A Lapse in memory occurs. I am walking through a field, there is green grass, the sky is bright and blue. There are two girls walking toward me, they get on a swing set. I say "Hello I need help, I keep blacking out". They looked at me vary curiously. I explain "I am a human, I am dreaming, I am having trouble keeping my dream stable". They ask cautiously "are you a LVB", they explained that this meant a 'lower vibrational body'. I was a kind a anomaly to them, a strange being, they knew I was a traveller in this world and not a resident, and judged me a bit for that. I had the strong intuition of individuality from them, the idea of doing something awkward like touching them without asking seemed unthinkable, they were too 'human', too 'conscious' seeming, I spoke with the utmost respect to them, I offered my hand and again asked for assistance, one girl lightly touched the top of my hand. The dream starts to fade, I go down to the ground and grab at weeds and grass seeking to stimulate tactile sensation, the grass was very green, there were also clovers.

Bits and pieces which have no orientation in context, the memories around them are seemingly gone for now.

It is dark I am spinning.

I am in bed, my body is vibrating.

I am at the dinner again. I pass by the kitchen where they are playing music.

I am in bed there are voices talking around me.

When I awoke I was exited, yet mentally tired. Even some 8 hours later I still feel completely mentally out of it, very strange.

Also felt like a night full of dreams but recall only OK.

(early)

+ in an apartment talking with girls about school. Trying to decide where to live. They're asking if I'd really want to live away from home while going to University, missing out on all that good home cooking and comfort. I think yeah, but I want to live closer to school so it won't take so long to go to/from classes.

(later)

+ DO, view high above a city below, night, large circular spotlights then pan over the city. Attention focuses on one central spot, narrator says how the foot traffic in this place is wearing down the (grass?). View then swoops down over the city, passing by a house where a family with small kids lives, the kids are laughing and playing a game inside, visible through the large glass walls [DREAM SIGN] where they run and then slide along the slippery floor.

+ [long, many scenes] I'm in a lab high on a hill, I do not have access to be here and so could be caught. Moving from room to room. Working with designers on some technical project. In a break room where there are pastries in bright colors, built to look like ground meat sandwiches. There is a guy caught from the other side, a friend of mine? I'm trying to get leniency for him? I can't do it and say sorry, I tried but there's nothing I can do for you. He gets really mad and threatens to stab me with a knife. Riding from one platform up the mountain on the tram: you straddle the metal cable and hold on and it moves you up really fast, I'm facing forwards, a bit leery of falling but I don't fall

+ [long, detailed, vivid] down below in the city, it's night-time I look up behind me and see the tram cables and lines dotted with red lights leading the way up the mountain. There are several lines going up the hill and I'm trying to figure out which one leads to the place I remember being before

I'm walking a hilly suburban street with another guy. We want to go down to the (college?) in the city at the foot of the hills. I climb up the steep incline we're on to where it levels out so that I can get a running start to fly/glide down into the city.. I want to lead my friend into flying. I take a few steps and start flying/gliding and look behind me, my friend is still standing on the ground. I lead the way around several turns and he's still on the ground and I say "when are you going to start flying?".

We reach a place and I start talking about it being a good location, being near to the rose gardens and the public tennis courts. I'm leading my friend by the hand and running through my house, the friend is now my sons's ex-gf and we're giggling and running down stairs, I see my son briefly at one point and he makes a comment. We end up in some family room and I realize I don't have a shirt on, I want to put on a shirt, I see a piece of clothing sitting on a couch and want to put it on but see it's some sort of animal costume with a hood so I don't put it on. Again I see it and want to put it on but see the hood again and so don't. The girl gives me some clothing and I think at first it's a shirt but see then that it's a pair of underwear. I think this means I need to take a shower and head into the bathroom.

[not sure of sequence of this part, before or after shower?] I'm on a tennis court playing tennis with my son and his ex-gf. They're (or at least she) is bad at tennis so I'm just standing near the net hitting soft lobs so she can hit them back, the ball zips back by me and I miss it and have to go pick it up?

I enter a bathroom that I realize I hardly ever use, and this how this means my place is actually much larger than I thought it was. Walking back into the bathroom the white tile floor gets slippery, the floor is very wet and soapy. I "remember" that my wife told me that one of the shower heads is broken and leaking. There are 3-4 shower stalls all in a row on the left. As I walk towards the far stall I see there is the stuck shower head attached to the ceiling up over the right hand wall and it is emitting a spray of water that is causing the floor to be wet. I walk back to the first stall and I notice that there is a deep level of water in several of the showers, about a foot, and I'm wondering why it's not draining, because the leaking shower head is not producing so much water that the drains couldn't keep up with it.

Then I'm looking at the floor leading into each shower, it is a strip of slightly raised tile with an arching hump over the place where you'd step into the shower. There is an old man next to me and he's saying that the aluminum insert should be removed. I'm looking closely at this arched tile area and agree, because the level is too high, it makes it hard/dangerous for older people to step into and get out of the shower. Some elderly people are walking with canes and the canes are also slipping on the slippery floor.

A real mish-mash of dreams last night.

1) Walking down a wide open road which I had to cross. Quite a vivid dream, I was looking back up the road waiting for a chance to cross, I waited for a motorbike to come past, then crossed to the midle of the road before a large lorry came past. I was on the other side and I think I was with my daughter. We entered an office and talked about looking something up on a very old computer system but decided against because we were trespassing and left, I closed the door behind me (good detail). Carried on walking and past a restaurant, it was the Paul Daniels restaurant (?!), looked at the menu only two things were on it both pasta. At the counter we could see that the food was sitting in a chiller and it was being put in the microwave to be served. We said it was a bit odd but looked nice and we might come back for lunch.

2) Walking along peeling an orange with my family. There was some sort of ride ahead with lots of water, not really a fun ride it seemed to have some purpose. I watched some people on it.

3) In a house with Derick Trotter. He has to go and visit another daughter of his, his wife seemed quite happy about it. Not sure how I fitted into the family. Then someone came to visit him, I beckened him across throught the window, Del told me to let him in. The doorway was more of just a window with a latch on it he climbed in through it.

4) I think I was flying and became semi-lucid but had absolutely no idea what to do and tried to fly towards something - very low level lucidity. I woke up into another dream:

5) In a bed in a bed showroom, pulled the covers up. The bed was very comfortable and I fell asleep in it again.

6) Fragment. I was going somewhere leaving a large playing field. I heard a scream over on the other side and rushed across to help. Nothing was really happening. A boy was making a lot of noise but he semed fine and I ignored him.

7) Taking the children to school. A muddled dream. I looked at the queue for one school but then realised it was too early, and my other daughter is going to a new school so wouldn't be there. Then I was driving. there was a very small gap to get through with cars parked on either side. Someone was blocking it up totally and other people were shouting at the car.

1. I was alone in my car driving on a 6 or 7 lane freeway. While doing so I looked at the sky in front of me. Half of the sky was filled with dark clouds that were literally almost pitch black. The other half of the sky was clear and dark orange-yellowish in color. "Holy shit there's a heavy heavy storm coming" I said aloud with content. I always loved storms as they always deeply relax me. For once I actually knew where I was going. I was headed to a camping site where me and the group of people I had joined were going to go camping. It didn't occur to me that this storm would really not make tonight an ideal night for camping.
About a minute or so later I got off of the freeway and pulled into the parking lot where I was to park. "Aright, the lady told me to park in the front of the parking lot. This looks like this is the front so I'm gucci" I said. Going about 5 or 10 miles an hour I made a left turn into the first row of this parking lot. I wasn't sure what I was seeing, but after a few seconds of getting a better look I realized that there were about 10 or so hot air balloons taking off from the parking lot. Some were higher into the sky than others, but for the most part the majority of them were just taking off. I slowed to a stop as an older lady approached my driver window. Knowing that she wanted to talk to me I put down my driver window.
"You're not supposed to park here. You're supposed to park in the front of the parking lot" she told me. "What? I thought this was the front of the parking lot" I replied. "No, the front of the parking lot is all the way on the other side" she said. I was rather confused. I looked in the direction she pointed as she showed me where the front of the parking lot was, and I saw no parking lot. All I saw was a thick field of overgrown grass, and even at that I couldn't see much considering the pitch black clouds were getting closer and closer to being directly over where I was. "Where the hell is the front of the parking lot?" I thought to myself still greatly puzzled.
Suddenly I found myself in a classroom. This wasn't a different dream because there was no break of dreaming in between. It was as though I had been teleported to a different location. The sky was no longer half pitch black with thunderstorm clouds; it was now clear with a few clouds here and there, at least from what I could see through the window. Class was just about to end, and as I looked to my right I noticed that Lizzy was sitting in the desk right next to me. She was currently wearing a black hoodie and gray sweatpants, and her hair was down. She smiled at me as our eyes met. "So you wanna chill in my car after class tuesday and go on a date?" I asked her. "Of course let's do it" she replied. With that, class ended and everyone left.
I left the school/college campus I was on and went to my car. I knew exactly where it was parked. Sometime along the walk to my car I became confused and ended up thinking that Lizzy was supposed to come chill with me today, but today was only monday. I got in my car and started it up. It was hot so I immediately turned on the AC to get it to start cooling up. I waited for quite some time. "Why isn't Lizzy here yet?" I thought to myself. Just then Dylan opened up the passenger door and got inside. "Dude, Lizzy isn't even here yet" I told him. "Didn't you say you guys were going on a date tuesday?" he asked me. "Oh shit that's right; it's only monday" I said. Dylan chuckled. I then became a rather disappointed. I didn't want to wait til tomorrow afternoon to see her again, but I knew I would have to wait.
As I continued to sit in my car I started to imagine Lizzy being here. I imagined us kissing the second she got in my car. "Tomorrow's gonna be great" I thought to myself. I came back from daydreaming to the sound of music playing in my car(music rarely plays in my car during dreams). "Dude, are we gonna go or what?" Dylan asked. Just then Braden opened the back door and sat in the left seat. "Turn up dude!" he said as he did so. I then proceeded to put my car in drive and leave the parking lot. As I did so, it occurred to me that my group never went camping.

I'm in the lobby of a fancy building. I'm together with a woman and her 7 year old son. All I remember is that her son has an Arabic name. Not much later the son is gone and it's just us and some other people. There's a turnstile to enter a certain area of the building and there's an entry fee to be paid.. or actually more like an exit fee. Just like when parking your car. We're here to pick something up or to talk to someone, so I feel like it's unnecessary for both of us to go in and pay the fee. Eventually I go in. There were 2 guys at the turnstiles, one of them some kind of enabler / smooth talker.

I walk into the 'restricted' area, which is a big Chinese themed establishment, mostly coloured red. I walk around a bit with the smooth talker with me. The woman I was with is nowhere to be seen. The guy thinks I'm here to buy drugs, which I'm not. I forgot my real purpose, but I do tell the guy that I'm not here for drugs. The guy finds it implausible. Eventually I bring my face close to the guy's face to let him know that I'm not looking for drugs, but if he's got stuff, I'm interested to know what he's got. Hopefully he doesn't think I'm a cop. I remember at this point that I had one ring on each hand, two different ones. I walk and see a group of guys and 1 girl from my elementary / high school. I'm quite surprised. Here, in China? These are the people whom you'd expect to amount to nothing, so it's surprising to meet them on the other side of the world. The smooth talker greets them, I kinda awkwardly wave from a distance.

I continue walking around. I remember the left front tooth on the bottom being slightly loose. I push it back in, but do so a bit too far, pushing it further down than the other. I eventually manage to get them on the same level. I came here for nothing and now my tooth is messed up as well, because I came here. There are some seats which look like airplane seats. I'm holding a blanket which I intent to throw on the seats, but instead just drop on the ground. In the mean time the smooth talker is telling me about how impressive this place is and that it's all a facade for illegitimate business established by his boss, whose name I've forgotten. Even my 'friends' are part of the 'make it look legit'. I walk over to a table and sit down. Meanwhile a man picks up the blanket I've thrown down. I take out my laptop. My background image has the same checkered grey pattern as one of my boxershorts, including the buttons. I ask the man where my girlfriend is. The woman is not actually my girlfriend, but I feel it's easier to state it that way. A sliding door opens, showing a hidden room. The boss, who is some slick dude, is in the room with the woman (who has now changed appearances) and another girl. They're on a bed. Nothing is happening yet, but the woman I was with does look sorta busted. I know the other girl is someone's girlfriend. The guy is holding a big, black smartphone and it seems to be opened on a Whatsapp conversation. He gives "my" girl his phone, I suppose for her to insert her number. They end up making out. Throughout the whole ordeal she looks at my once or twice with a look that tells me she feels sorry for me / guilty, but hey, irresistible rich guy. I keep a straight face throughout.

Had a couple of of non-lucids but I had to get up early for the last day of the pool. I just didn't have time to write them down but they weren't really memorable hence I wasn't pressed to write them down. However, if I had had a really great one I would've had to make time.

Today was really fun on our last day of swimming & they are always laxed on the last day so I did a cool trick off of the wide slide. I kept my legs wide apart & went into the water head forward into a hand stand in the water & a flip. I did it a whole bunch. Plus we got quite a lot of time w/ the basketball in the water & I scored 25 in a row but in the last 20 minutes Mike finally outdid me. He got 72 in a row! Damn him, lol!!!