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Busy day, no time to write on here this morning, trying to remember dreasm from scribbled notes:

1) In London. a job interview on a bed.

2) Back to being a junior doctor, I'm on call, but in my own house. I'm stood at the top of the stairs talking to a senior doctor and worried about what we are going to eat later. I'm saying I'm starving even though I'm not really hungry. Then I remember going outside and hanging a red coat up, it's raining.

First dream

I was on a street with my father and sister. We wanted to cross the road, there were some students from younger classes wearing military uniform. On our eyes one of them - a fat and dark haired, punched an old lady in stomach and gave her purse to another old lady, laughing mockingly. I came closer to him and bravely shouted "I'm a higher officer, do you think that it was funny?!" He replied "Yeah, and he's a colonel!" pointing at another dude - tall with brown hair. I pointed at my father and said "He's a general!" My younger sister made a funny face, which father made too. It was so funny that I couldn't stop laughing.

Second dream

With mother and older sister we were driving through some canyons where stonework was placed. We had problem with driving out of there, as there was a chasm on the road. We drove on a rock ramp and drove through the small chasm, but there was another one - much bigger. Workers from stonework ran to help us and built a bridge. With sister we left the car to help them. Somehow we ended up in a nearby forest, where ground was made of soft and bouncy material. We jumped on it as on a trampoline, flying high above ground. Then we went back to car.

Fight Moms: My mother is murderously angry with her sister. We speed to her house in the car. Instead of pulling in the driveway she drives down through the ditch and across the lawn. She storms inside. My cousins are on the porch and ask me about school. We chat peacefully while our parents war very loudly in the house.

Honey Hut: I wander a network of very narrow paved forest paths and come to an old white house with a roof covered in honey bees. Is the interior of the house a giant honey comb? I want see if it is but the bees won’t let me near. One lands on my head and scampers in clockwise circles. I don’t kill the bee because it is only doing its insectly duty. Also I know that if I kill the bee its death pheromones will signal the hive to attack me.

Rory Wedding: Rory organizes a banquet hall for a wedding. He keeps re-situating the tables into different formations. We get frustrated with his constant changes because we're doing all the work while he stands on the stage pointing and ordering us about like servants.

6.5 hours sleep
Feels like there should be more dreams than this

My first dream was about building a bike and making sure it was balanced I was so curious in my dream why I was dreaming it and if there could be a message to such a silly dream. I would never be building a bike. I woke up and it made me feel there was more to the dream so went back to sleep to try to get the message. I was watching two people walking down a city street one woman in braids all attached to her head, I was trying to hear them speak and thought they might know the message I was seeking when a big white screen popped up in my dream that said Enter Password - OK button like on a computer. Only it made a noise when it popped up. It was over the women walking down the street. I could still see them moving behind the white screen as if watching a movie. The woman stood out to me, she was wearing a long dress from the late 1800's I would guess. I know she was with someone but I can't describe who? Only she stood out light brown hair about 35 years old. I had a feeling I was seeking something that I wasn't ready for yet. I didn't know how to push the ok button, nothing I did worked. When I woke up I felt ok with the fact that I just wasn't ready yet but one day I will be.

Man it's been a while since I've put something in here. I have to find some balance with when I wake up for work and when I can stick stuff in here. Overall, though, recently there hasn't been a whole lot to write about. I started taking Choline again, though, and it seems like my dream factory has been ramping up production. A couple of weeks ago I had some great vivid dreams, though of course, since I didn't write them down, I don't remember them.

Last night I remember there being a scene where I feel like I was either watching a tv show or having a premonition... and there was a girl tied to a bed and she seemed scared, so it's safe to assume this isn't some kinky foreplay about to happen. Then this thing appears out of nowhere. It is like... a clown, alien thing. It has sharp teeth and claw-like fingernails. It's lying next to the girl now, and it starts caressing her face. That's all I can remember about that.

Then, another scene, I feel like I'm on Gossip Girl, or with Caleb Haas from Quantico. It seems like someone has been abducted, and there's a guy walking around on a cell phone talking to someone. The place where we are is like... Greek/Roman style architecture outside. The floor is all beautiful mosaic tile, however, stand on it, and you're in about six inches of water. The guy on the phone is flipping out about finding his girlfriend, but I'm just wondering what's the deal with the water on the tile.

Then the most bizarre thing of the night. I'm watching a movie with my mom, don't know where I am because all I see is this scene in front of me, but I know it's a movie and that I'm with my mom. It's Kevin Spacey. He looks around to see if anyone is watching him... then he unzips his pants, not undoing the top button, mind you, and he's near like a dining room table. On the table is a magazine which he picks up and strategically places in front of his crotch. It's very apparent that he's jerking off behind the magazine. Then after a little bit, he puts the magazine down and proceeds to try to suck his own dick. Just bends his head down. And just when his lips are about to make contact with the tip of his dick... either I shut my eyes because I really didn't want to see this happen, or my mom changed the channel or turned off the tv. The fucked up thing is the look on Kevin Spacey's face. It's like it was a porno and he was so excited to be in it. He had this evil grin on his face the whole time.

I was talking to the "voice" and telling it that I had to go because I want to go for a bike ride today and want to get up at 7:00. I said goodbye and see you tonight. I wake up to see my digital clock turn to 7:00.
The strange thing about this is I usually wake up at 5 but took the day off today, so I am not used to waking up at 7 and that is late for me. Second dream within a week where I did this with the time.

+(f) road car race, I'm driving in a car and racing with other cars along a winding hilly road

+ FPS game: I've ordered and set up a huge (1.5 meters on a side) square highres computer monitor on my bed against the wall. I'm standing at the end of the bed appreciating its huge and awesome picture. I'm anticipating playing the game, people will come and watch me here and be amazed. I will set up a stand for the controls. I think this is the reason I've ordered and installed this monitor. I have a brief thought of using it to view some salacious material but don't think of this long.

I sign in to the game and begin playing, then my view is in the game itself, not watching it on a screen. It's a CTF game. There are incoming enemy light armor guys going for my flag, I'm shooting them with a shotgun. Then I decide to go on the offensive. I slide down the very edge of the map on the right hand side. It is dark and hazy and there are large hills all around. I'm on a recon mission, scouting enemy base and territory. The closer I get to the enemy base the more "red triangle" (enemy team) characters I see. I'm sure I will be seen soon.

I'm "flying" along the top of a fence and approaching an intersection where tons of enemy combatants are walking around. Visuals become live action, not game-y or computer-y any more. Some leader walking on the ground sees me and calls me to come down. I get into a discussion with him, his name is (Dave?). I'm half walking/flying and talking with him, putting a hand on his shoulder blade and leading him along the street, telling him, "Dave, you know how this works, there is military intelligence and there is military action, " I think I say this a few times and the dream ends.

Hi everyone!

I remembered the dream I had last night..!

It was set in my school, though the people in it were people who I'd worked with..! So it was very different to my usual school dreams ~
I also had some kind of a power, I can't remember what it was exactly. However there were demons in the school.. And one time I was using the bathroom, and I noticed first one of them put a crutch under the toilet cubicle I was using. When I said there was someone in there, they pulled the crutch out. Then another of the demon's looked over the top of it, down on me with a wicked smile.

When I realised what they were I tried to escape them, but they wrapped themselves around me and restrained me. I remember pleading to speak to someone in the school before I was taken away, and they somehow agreed..! On the journey another person with powers interfered with the demon's plans, and took them down. That's where it ended, being saved by a mysterious stranger!

Non-lucid, yet extremely vivid in detail as if it was actually happening. Another dream about being on vacation w/ my parents. My dad paid for it & we were staying a hotel. We had left one place & were almost to another but I had forgotten my ID all the way back at home. They were talking about getting on a plane or boat & my parents were pissed off at me & we were arguing about whether it was possible for us to go back & get it or if we just were out of time. It reminded me of this futuristic airport dream I had one time. I woke up after what seemed like a really long ass dream.

I guess I'm having them because they are traveling around in there RV & I thought they might stop by & see me but I was in sick w/ a fever this week. I've also been thinking about how they would talk about me if they knew I was meditating & become more spiritual. I can see it now. "OMG, my daughter still believes there is an invisible man in the sky! It's so embarrassing. She's never been quite right." (I can see my mom cringing as she would say this) And my belief in God is not like that at all but they are atheists & would most definitely say this. My belief has to do w/ God being in everything because it is energy. Energy is what we are & what our soul is when it leaves our human body to continue on it's personal journey. It's actually a very logical process if they were to think about it. And even scientist's can't figure out all of what the human mind is capable of. We only use a small portion of our brain's functions. At least that they can detect as of now. But in the end the one certainty is energy. Energy never truly dies. It just gets transferred. Which I personally think, is rather remarkable.

I woke up & was greeted w/ that personal good morning from my husband. Yeah me! On another side note I had a remarkably good day of listening to music while doing a puzzle for many hours. It was a form of meditation w/ candles (for the scent). Very calming.