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    1. Game Baby, alien, God four petal orb

      by , 04-01-2019 at 08:14 PM
      Maybe 2 of the dreams not recalled. Will add info later if I recall or to add detail.

      Can't recall notes I made in the darkness of night was too messy. May have been just hypno.


      Game Baby
      Twitch stream of wc3, added surround skill to orc. I thought it was op. Watching TV, I see a lady with a baby. She asks me to hold the baby for a while. Had trouble holding, this baby was big and kept moving. I drop a little near the ground 2 inches so it's ok. Hold the baby again.

      Wake

      More hypnog image. Appears and disappeared when I blink the inner eyes.

      Aliens.
      I'm waking up and feel an AP thing coming so before I get there I quickly think of (I feel it could be short) something to do. I think "meet aliens" as I get vibrations. I hear an ear piercing sound that is kind of beep boop but doesn't pierce me. Perhaps alien language. Stayed relatively calm but experience ended.

      Wake.

      (there may be a dream right here)

      Art class. God? Petals
      I'm inside a classroom. I'm exploring and find a small room that's partitioned from the main class. I enter it and there are a few students there. There may have been familiar hs classmates. I'm trying to read the interesting t-shirt or something of a girl there. It's hard to read but she walks away. I was really curious. "I was reading that!" she says something, I forget.

      I go to another room of the same class and the class is about to start. All the kids are getting ready but where am I suppose to go? I find an empty desk and I see others looking, or telling me like I'm suppose to be in the class. But I'm not! I haven't been in art class for a long time.

      "Is this real?" I suppose I gained awareness. I questioned what is reality. Is what is in front of me, that appears so real the reality? Or when I am awake, in my physical body in bed the reality? What is the ultimate reality? These thoughts overwhelm me.

      I felt tiresome of it all. I did not feel like following the dream plot or go exploring. I just sat on the desk, placed my head on it and began sleeping. I just thought "I don't care what is real anymore, I just want to be with you (God)"

      I'm feeling my body in my bed. With the ap feeling. I feel buzzing and focus on it while four green loctus petals appear in the middle of the darkness. The buzzing comes on an off, it's more gentle than the alien time... It's buzzing similar to the time when I met the man in my LD who said would teach me true meditation. The buzzing I got then was similar.

      Each time it buzzed, the loctus glowed. Like firefly. This continued until the petals were replaced with a magnificent orb, glowing brilliantly in bright w light with every color of the rainbow. It also glows stronger with every buzz. It was so peaceful, serene. Loving and pure, just like that time...

      Wake


      Notes:

      Dreams clearer lately

      believe the ap ish thing that happens will last a long time.

      Getting alot of hypnogogic that disperses. These became Ld before, what changed? Look into a way to make it stable. Could be a great wild. It disperses while blinking or staring. Perhaps this will automatically improve when grc becomes auto.

      Getting consistent lucidity but,
      Need to plan something specific to do, when lucid. Maybe add that to mild or visualize.

      Progress is great

      Do mild, shadow work, grc!

      Lucid dreaming all the time!

      ++extra edit notes
      Thought of art class in between sleep. Likely the source of dream, very fast incubation time.

      "is this for real?" is lyric of lucid dream song i made and sing sometimes. May have helped. Should I share it?

      Green is heart Chakra, 4 is root. I often visualize a world where everyone loves each other. The base (root) of that worlds existence is love. The orb is a thing. Source of all. As portrayed to me in a Ld.

      Perhaps practice visualization more again, I think those times I could turn hypno into Ld easily.

      Super lucid dreaming always

      Updated 04-02-2019 at 12:19 AM by 96162

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    2. At a Strange College

      by , 04-01-2019 at 04:02 AM (What Will Lisez Today?)
      I was a student at some sort of college consisting of a lot of tall, "college-looking" buildings. Passage into and out of the college was very restricted -- students were only allowed to leave the campus on official breaks, and they were only allowed to bring 25 pounds in total luggage with them when they left, though they were then allowed to bring up to 75 pounds back to the college with them. (This was never fully explained.) I was sharing a dorm with two girls -- but this was declared OK by the housing committee because they were both lesbian and already a couple, so there was little chance of any friction between the sexes.

      One of the girls was an artist, seemed more soft-spoken, and wore more "feminine" clothing (a lavender-magenta dress, in this case), while the other was more outgoing but also rather rude and insensitive at times and wore more "masculine" clothing (a black trench coat). The artist ran into some trouble in her relationship with the other girl and asked me if I had any idea how to resolve it. I mused on this as I took a shower shortly thereafter (in which my brother was present with me), but then I gave up and started trying to draw the two girls' heads on the wall of the shower for no discernible reason. Then it hit me: The artist could create a "relationship journal" documenting her history with the other girl through text and drawings, hopefully convincing the other girl that what they had was worth continuing.

      Almost as soon as I came up with the idea, I dismissed it as cheesy and likely "cringe-inducing," but I decided to tell the artist anyway, since she seemed to be into things of that nature. A little while later, she finished the journal. I was overcome with curiosity and decided to leaf through it to see how corny it was while the artist was looking the other way (she was putting on some makeup or something). It was even more horrifyingly sappy than I had been expecting. To cover my tracks, I picked up a magazine that had been lying nearby and pretended I had been reading that instead, but it turned out to be one of those inane "teen girl magazines" that are entirely filled with information about celebrities and fashion, so I got out my own copy of Piers Plowman and read that.

      After all this happened, my brother, who appeared out of nowhere once again, decided to try to help me have a lucid dream. He told me to close my eyes and try to see a scene he was "sending" to me with his mind. Something that looked like a movie screen appeared in my field of vision and showed what I could only assume was the dream, but I was detached from it and couldn't interact with it in any way. I tried to grab hold of the screen and force myself through it, but there was something solid (like a glass pane) in the way that prevented me. Eventually, I drifted into a "deeper sleep," and the screen enlarged and became the environment around me.


      However, even now, everything seemed fake and less vivid than normal, and every three seconds I involuntarily thought, "This is only a dream." All of the colors were muted, and the whole thing felt unstable and liable to collapse at any moment. This was only a FLD, so I didn't think to actually do anything out of the ordinary to test out my lucid powers, instead following the storyline of the dream. (Ironically, I mostly forget it; all I remember is that it had something to do with a Jewish holiday of some kind.) I soon woke up and was back in the dorm.

      Some time later, some students decided to leave the college unauthorized. I decided to follow along and see what they would get themselves into. The students left through a back door in one of the dorms and proceeded down a broad avenue lined with tall, contiguous buildings on either side. It was winter, although no snow was on the ground. There were some people hiding by a grate in the foundation of one of the buildings, and I somehow got the idea that the students who had left were going to plan a revolution with them.


      The dream suddenly cut to my backyard, where I almost immediately became lucid. I resolved to do something cool while I was lucid and tried to get my right index finger to float off of my hand. I stared at it intently and tried to get it to detach, but nothing happened. This having failed, I picked up a piece of scrap metal lying on the ground, held it like a gun, and tried to fire a laser from it. I did succeed in firing something... a little speck of metal that created a spark whenever it hit anything. I wanted to see how powerful the spark was, so I aimed it at various things, but it barely damaged even a rotten piece of wood. I had been hoping to use it to destroy a smartphone that was nearby, but it now seemed this would not be possible.
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