2019, 05-02 Regular Dream - Semi-lucid Dream - Lucid Dream - Notes Note: When I have video game dreams they tend to be long and detailed, which is one thing I like about them. I also seem to be very slow to realize it's a dream and not a game, which is frustrating. I am playing Skyrim VR. I am starting a new game, I am riding in the back of the cart with Ralof across from me and Ulfric to my right, but I look to where I expect Lokir to be and instead of him there is a woman. The woman is glaring at Ulfric like she would really enjoy gouging his eyes out and feeding them to him. I am surprised to see the difference, I think there must be some random factor to the fourth person in the cart when starting a new game. She tells Ulfric she won’t kill him until he begs her to. Ulfric completely ignores her, not even looking at her. Ralof tells her to watch her mouth when speaking to Ulfric Stormcloak. The woman briefly glares at him, then she sees I’m staring at her. She turns her glare on me. I return her glare, giving my best effort at a Vegeta (Dragonball Z) glare. She says if I even think about getting in her way she’ll rip off my face and wipe her ass with it. This strikes me as funny and I start laughing. She looks confused. I ask what her name is, she says her name is Varlin, and I’d better not forget it. I tell her she wins, and as soon as I learn the three word fus, she has won herself a place on the top of my list of people to fus off of a cliff. She looks at me strangely again, she clearly does not know what a fus is. Ulfric, on the other hand, is now looking over at me, but he can’t say anything because he is gagged. Varlin returns her glare to Ulfric, who is still staring at me. I say that knowing my luck Alduin will eat Varlin, denying me my fus. And then Alduin will probably die from eating something that nasty. This earns another brief glare from Varlin and Ulfric’s eyes get wider. It sounds like he tries to say something, but then looks frustrated and growls, still staring at me. I want to know what he has to say so I stand up, and even though my hands are tied in front of me, I reach to take the gag off. A guard riding beside the cart gets closer and uses the blunt end of his spear to push me away from Ulfric, making me fall on the floor of the cart on my ass. He says if I try that again it won’t be the blunt end he strikes me with. We get to Helgen and everyone gets out of the cart. Varlin immediately takes action. She has somehow freed her hands. She moves lightning fast and snatches a sword from a guard, and before he can even look her way she has run it through his chest from behind. She says she came to kill Ulfric, but now she wants to kill me first. She seems to think that will be easy since I’m still tied. I really want to fus her. So I do. I let out a full three word fus, “FUS-RO-DAH!” right in her face. And it works! She is launched backwards into the stone wall that surrounds Helgen. I have surprised myself, I didn’t think I could do that yet! A glitch? Nice glitch! General Tullius arrives with Elenwen riding a horse close behind. Tullius asks what in Oblivion is going on, some people say Varlin killed a guard, more say Ulfric shouted at Varlin, and others say I shouted at Varlin. Tullius looks to where Varlin landed, but she is gone. He then looks at Ulfric, then at me. My cool down for shouting has finished, so I tell Tullius I have a message from Thorald Gray-Mane, and the message is, “Fus you.” He looks puzzled, then I fus him in the face. Now Tullius flies through the air and crashes into Elenwen, knocking her off of her horse. The two fall to the ground in a heap, they land in a pile of poop just dropped by Elenwen’s horse. I start laughing. This glitch is too fun! These changes don’t delay Alduin’s arrival. He swoops over the tower and breathes fire. People start running, my ability to shout is no longer important. Tullius gets up and starts organizing a defense, all unarmed and bound prisoners make a run for cover. I turn towards Alduin and let out a fus. It does little more than surprise him, and he replies with a blast of fire. Ulfric grabs me and pulls me towards cover, his hands are free and his gag is off. He says if that’s really the World Eater, Unrelenting Force will do nothing to him. I think Ralof is the one who is supposed to come back for me, not Ulfric, and I ask where Ralof is. Ralof is on my other side, he says he’s right there and all three of us go into the tower. Now things follow the normal path from Skyrim, notable differences being Ulfric says he has to make sure the other Stormcloaks get out safely, but Ralof will make sure I get out ok. And he wants to talk to me more, but that will have to wait. If we don’t see each other again here he will be in Windhelm. Ralof comes out the hole in the wall with me, at no time did I follow Hadvar or even see him. On the way through the tunnels under Helgen and out the back way I am completely fus-happy, these are people I’ve never gotten to fus before. The Imperial Captain who orders the player be executed even though their name isn’t on the list got fus’d repeatedly until dead. I follow Ralof to Riverwood and into his sister’s house where I collapse on a bed. That start was new, now to take off my VR headset… I’m not wearing one? Does that mean I’m dreaming? I never even get to RC before I wake.
I keep getting back into lucid dreaming and then falling out of it whenever things get too busy. This is bad. I am really trying to be more consistent from here on out. I used to have such good recall. last night was faint, and I recall two nightmares: I had a dream about a creepy guy and his daughter, apparently. Then, I had another dream, this one about a playground for all ages including adults that was haunted/menacing. It was loosely similar to the current horror novel I'm writing. It's cool to have nightmares about your creative work; hopefully that means I'm actually creating something spooky. (:
29/04/2019 This was a great night because it was the first time I recalled 4 dreams, for me this is a new record. the first two that I'll write were more vivid and longer than the other two. I think that happened because I was on holiday and I slept very well in my own bad. .................................................. Pee problems I'm a boy, it's night and I'm at home in my bathroom. I'm standing in front of the toilet with the urge to pee but I can't, after a wile I try I start worrying about my health, so I call a doctor to come and help me. A doctor arrives with her white coat on, she has brown and wavy hair that falls over her shoulders. She gives me a pill that should solve my problem, I swallow it and then I sit down. the doctor look at me in a strange way and asks me if I'm okay, I tell her I'm fine and then I fall to the ground unconscious. I wake up a few seconds later and stand up, now I'm a girl again, I'm myself again. I go to the bathroom and pee successfully. I wake with a start thinking I have wet the bed, fortunately it didn't happen. fighting a dragon Me and another boy are fighting a red dragon under the supervision of a magician who can be Gandalf the white (yes I watched the lord of the rings that night). We are in an enclosed place, it looks like an artificial underground river with a vaulted concrete roof, the river that flows below un and laterally a raised platforms where you can walk with side exit. But the battle with the dragon isn't real, because every time we made a mistake in strategy and the dragon defeats us by growing us away Gandalf save us and brings us back restarting the fight from where it ended, giving us the opportunity to find a new strategy. It's more like a workout. the other guy and I are hanging by chains at the riverbank while the dragon, breaking through the wall, has come out by one of the side doors. I start to the eight and to the left until I get high enough to kick the dragon on his head. but it wasn't so effective because the dragon kick me in return and I and up on the other side of the river. the dragon himself, snapping, comes to save me before I touch the wall and Gandalf tells him: " I was taking her ". but now the dragon had grabbed me and brought me back on the other side to resume the fighting again. cuddles I'm at home sitting in my room in front of my desk, it's evening and in front of me there is my little white budgie hanging out on my desk. at certain point I take it in hands and start caressing him, initially he screams and wants to run away, but after a while he understands that I don't hurt him and he relaxes letting himself being cuddled. I put it on the table and continue to do the scratching behind his head. then I take it downstairs and I put him in his cage with the other budgies. secret agents I'm a secret agent and I'm on a mission with another companion. it's night and we are dressed all in black, we are almost invisible. we are in a place that seems a construction site and we have to sneak into a cubic building to steal something but it seems to have no income.
Updated 05-02-2019 at 10:37 AM by 96212
Teeth shaking or falling out in dream -signs of growth or stress I saw a businessman funding a film and he got a cameo part in a kung-fu zombie film. He was pretty good at his role except He didn't watch movies so he didn't know what zombies were. End I was at a neighbors house and the roof were leaking. I walked down went to basement to avoid rain and found friends there. There were only sweets like rice crispy kind of stuff there but I wanted salty food. We hang out a while and I go upstairs again. I talk to others about something maybe complaint about the food. -perhaps telling me to eat less sweets? Or telling me to eat more sweets lol. Next I dreamed of a girl who was looking for her dad. Her mom left them so the dad tried to keep her entertained. He made these arcade like games for her to play. But she wanted to find her dad though. So she kept clearing different games to trace her dad's footsteps. She met some bad noble. He was trying to violate her with his authority. She's also a noble but no dice. 2 guys shows up before it escalates too much. They had a unique sword skill and one on the left introduced himself as the student of Gen. The one to the right was also his disciple but they didn't know each other just coincidentally met and began to talk to each other on the spot. Next Road trip on country roads of USA and the greenery and mountains. Reason? Was looking for something. -perhaps memory of long drive Next Something about discovering untapped potential. Or attaining it. Next Was trying really hard to get lucid in dream in kind of limbo between wake and sleep. I think i realized I was in the dream but I was nervous about the time so woke myself up. Notes: Relax, so I can stay in dream when I get aware l. **I should try to meditate first thing in dream. Times when I did that I had multiple DEILDs. Probably puts me in a really good state rest of dream Also need to be calm and realize I set the alarm properly, time is just dilated in dream and you have the time. Ate coconut oil right before reading about it on forum. Perhaps good for dreaming. Grc meditate mild shadow work remember
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