dream fragment

#17

Shadow Stuff & Transformations

[Fragment #1] I found myself in a maroon colored atmosphere in a school-like setting. There was a skinny African guy and some tall brawny Caucasian man talking in a room behind glass. The Caucasian man spotted me and was coming out to approach me. I wanted to get away but he caught me and asked if I would find the guy "messed up in the head" if he told me a secret about him. The other guy was yelling, "NO NO NO! STOP!" And then I replied to the brawny man;

MobianAngel: "I wouldn't care if he was to stick a finger up his ass and eat the shit that came out of it. I just don't care! Hell, my fiancé is a psychopathic murderer who eats babies and likes violence! Do you honestly think I would care about what he does?"

[Fragment #2] There was a girl by the van of the African man's whose balloon began to float up into the air. I went to get it and tried to tie the small bit of string onto her backpack but it flew away once again and she cried.

[Fragment #3] There was a place in a kind of mall-like shape where people could walk in and their bodies would change to be other creatures as they will gain the powers of the respective individual. There was a section for boys and one for girls. I remember the girls having mermaid transformations and some sort of lancer that can electrify the floor with a electricity infused lance.

[2/4/2016] All I can remember is running outside of the house because my mother pissed me off and it was raining. The parking lot was exceedingly large and my Shadow the Hedgehog plush was clinging onto me as if it were alive and it would not let go.

Dream Goal For February

Spoiler for February 2016 Goal:

Goal: Have a lucid dream about Shadow the Hedgehog and have sex with him.

Extended Information

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• Date — 2/3/2016 & 2/4/2016

• Went to bed — N/A

• Woke up — N/A

• Total sleep — N/A

• Stress level throughout the day — N/A

• Techniques/Practices:

*Daytime — N/A

*Bedtime — N/A

*Recall — N/A

• Dream(s):

*Time logged — N/A

*Vividness (1-5) — N/A

*Awareness — N/A

*Perceived Length — N/A

*Emotions — N/A

*Dream Signs — N/A

Notes/Summary

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Suits
Mike from Suits is talking to Paul Solof [or however you spell it]. Solof asks him why he has turned down the junior partnership. Mike makes up an excuse that he is slacking through this job. It comes easy to him and he doesn't care much about it. He takes a lot of drugs and the mandatory drug testing for junior partners would end it, so he'd rather stay in his current position.

Fragment
» Something to do with mayor Adam West from Family Guy
» According to a newspaper, in a small town of some 60 people, a lot of people casted their votes twice. There needs to be a recount. It's about the American elections.

Living together
A dream about a classmate that I have talked to only once. In this dream I've been living with her ever since my 2nd month of our studies. We even sleep in the same room. It's supernice of her to let me stay. And I don't even have her as a friend on FB. She has a lot of stuff in her room which belongs to the government, but for which the government also doesn't have space, so they store it in people's homes. One of the things she's got is 3 treadmills right next to each other. I'm considering moving out of her place and getting my own, even though there are only 2 months left.

Nina
I'm at a small party with a small group of my best male friends. It's kinda as if it's at someone's house. Nina, a girl from my previous school, is also present. We get to talking and we're having a fun, short conversation. She compliments me on my dreads.

One of my friends and I are putting the dishes on the counter. I don't really feel like doing the dishes. Luckily he starts doing it and I start to drying them. We start talking about his girlfriend. I thought they were still dating, but apparently they broke up months ago, after only 20 days.

I'm sitting on the ground, with my grandma behind me. We're talking about something, though I can't recall what. Nina, from a small distance, is listening to us talk and laughs at our conversation. At the end of the party I immediately tell my friend who organised it that I wanna have another party next week. He agrees to it and something about a bbq is mentioned. I really hope he'll send the invites through FB so that Nina will also be invited. Fuck, I suddenly realise I already have plans next weekend.

Sorry
Harvey and Jessica from suits are lying in a bed together. Jessica has got the white blanket covering her body, but it stops just around her nipples. I appreciate the view. She says sorry to Harvey and mentions that this normally never happens, similar to how guys say that to women in movies if they remain flacid.

Fragments
» There's a long digital text which is written in Indonesian.

» I'm somewhere outside with my little brother. It's some kind of LARPing event with knights.

Okay so I have my own personal, physical journal but I just wanted to post this one on here as it's the first time I've gotten lucid since I started focusing on dreaming again (in a long time) last week.

I was in my room with my cousin, standing by the closed door, and I told her "I'm going to walk through the door." because I thought I was dreaming. (Questioning whether I'm dreaming or not and walking through walls/doors were never reality checks that I thought I would try, I had only briefly read about them once so I'm excited that I thought to try them)
So I stuck my arm out, and started walking, and my arm went through the door. The feeling is so weird, it's like something is gently rubbing against you, or some kind of gentle breeze. My arm went through, and then my head, which was really cool, and I could see the bathroom and my sister's room. So I had successfully walked THROUGH my door. Upon this realization, I got excited and said, "I'm dreaming!" I ran through my hallway to the living room, shouting to my cousin that I'm gonna try flying. I stood there, looked up, and reached out my arms. And then I didn't fly. Then I thought, "ok, maybe I'm not dreaming." to which I then walked back to my room, where my cousin was waiting, and I told her I'm gonna try walking through the door again. So I put out my hands and pushed them against the door, and they resisted. I felt my hands hit my door. They wouldn't go through.
Then I was convinced I was just awake and being ridiculous.

Also, since I'm writing in here anyway, the next dream happened in a hotel-size room. Apparently I was at my graduation dance, and I saw my dad behind this random wall sitting at a small and high table with a boy that I knew. He was asking my dad for permission to ask me to the dance. I somehow already knew he was asking my dad this, but I asked my dad anyway what they're talking about. My dad told me, and I started laughing, kinda embarrassed, and hit the boy on his shoulder and I walked away.
I then woke up, kind of anxious, actually, then I remembered that I already graduated 7 months ago, and there was no dance to get anxious about.

Other dreams:
1. I was in a pole-dancing/ballet class and a woman told me to swing on the pole, and hold that position then rest my feet on a boys stomach while he ballet dances.
2. I had a camera-point-of-view behind Drew Barrymore and Adam Sandler walking together, Adam holding her shoulders, and Drew holding his waist looking up at him affectionately trying to kiss him. Drew was pregnant with his baby, apparently, and also they had gotten married because she couldn't get pregnant the first time with him (my brain was telling me these facts as I was looking at their PDA)
3. I was in a cul-de-sac neighborhood decorated with white christmas lights, and there were about 5-6 foot pine trees everywhere, and there were small patches of snow, and it was slightly snowing. I remember hearing crying and seeing a taxi (there was suddenly a lot of snow on the ground) and knowing my cousin (a different one) was crying in there. She was with her boyfriend (which I just recently found out) and I remember feeling responsible for making her cry, so I kissed her head and told her I was sorry. She laughed and sobbed a little bit and "That's not why I'm crying." I don't remember what I told her after that, or if I even did tell her anything, but I know I said after that "I'll see you later." the taxi drove away, I turned around to look at the neighborhood, and I looked up thinking about the boy that I'm insanely in love with.
4. I was in a stadium (like a basketball stadium gym-thing) and there were about 25+ other people just throwing basketballs onto the court.
5. There was a couple I was looking at, sitting on bleachers. Two young blondes. Both lanky. The girls hair was curly and she had freckles. The girl was showing him a picture on her phone of her vehicle and he said "you don't look like you drive a rove ranger" to which I then imagined her driving a station wagon because that's what I thought she drove. Suddenly I was in her body, driving a red jeep, or it could've been a rove ranger (it was box-like), and her best friend was sitting in the passenger (both are just DCs) I remember driving fast trying to get somewhere, then with MY eyes (the girls body I'm in is focusing on the road) I look to the right and see a boy and a girl driving to a graveyard. I know in my gut that he's going to chase us because he second-glances us and he looks angry all of a sudden. The girl's best friend notices this, too, and starts freaking out (I don't remember how, I just know she does) We're driving on a freeway, on the far right lane closest to the grass that separates the freeway and the trail to the graveyard. So he cuts theough the grass towards us, tailgating us, and starts shooting. I swerve right and we spin a couple times. He parks besides us, facing my passenger window, and shoots once. I pretend I get hit, and let my head roll. The other girl is staring at me, and she starts panicking, I scream at her to play dead but her eyes are looking straight through me and she's talking about life and I start screaming more. The guy doesn't seem to notice that neither of us are dead so I put it into drive and drive away.
6. My auntie drives into a wide but small grocery store's parking lot (it's on the side of a freeway) it's an enter-only entrance, and there's a car driving towards us, she calls him an idiot, starts beeping her horn, and proceeds to call him stupid (she might've called him a dick or a cock-sucker but I might just be making this part up. But it would be funny because she doesn't swear like this. At least not in front of me)
7. I'm walking through a small apartment hallway to a small room. All I remember is there's an attractive boy, we're both wearing cool clothes, and one of us asks if tge other is ready (i dont remember) we're both wearing black leather snapbacks. I remember hugging him? I think? This is really weird to think about because he's just a DC. Anyway, I'm assuming we were living together.

Most of these have an explanation:
1a. I'm a dancer. Not a pole dancer. Nor do I really like ballet dancing. But I follow a girl on instagram that pole dances as a sport and she had posted a video that I saw.
2a. I low-key want Drew Barrymore and Adam Sandler to be together. Also, I woke up from this dream in the middle of the night convinced they she was pregnant with his child, I almost googled it but was too tired so I went back to sleep.
3a. I associate all good things, and happiness, from city-life things and christmas things like christmas lights, snow, and pine trees. I've been kind of sad lately that winter's ending and that it wasn't exactly the same type of feeling that I always used to have. Also my cousin has a boyfriend and they live together (they're adorable) I haven't seen her since I graduated, nor have I talked to her, and I miss her a lot. So that's how she made her way into my dream.
Whenever it snows, or I see something pretty, I think about the boy I'm in love with. It's cool how I also did that in my dream.
4a. I have no explanation.
5a. I've been playing GTA5 lately, as it helps calm down my driving anxiety and my fear of guns (lol) so I'm assuming that's the reason for this dream. Plus I know that if someone were to shoot at me, and I don't get hit, I would just play dead.
6a. My auntie has road rage and I remember seeing this store on GTA5, I think it's called dollar pharmacy or something, but the entrance I dreamed of isn't there.
7a. There's these shoes, and shirt, and hat that I want. And I was wearing them in my dream. I also sometimes wonder what it would be like to live in an apartment with a friend, not my family

I recall only a really short fragment. I was driving a car, everything looked somewhat blurry.

Just hanging around
I'm standing/hanging wrapped up in a hammock/sleeping bag which is standing up right. I'm in front of the door to the balcony at my grandma's house, with my back to the door. The hammock/sleeping bag serves to keep the cold away, as the door is damaged. The upper right corner is bend outwards, as if someone pushed with a lot of force at that spot only. Somehow I've seen that corner of the door, though I'm facing away from it. My phone is placed on a flat platform to my left. I've got an incoming message. I ask my cousin to rotate my phone so that I can read the message. It's easier for her to do so than for me to get my arm out of the sleeping bag.

Fragment
» My friend Janet has sent a message on whatsapp to a group which we're both a part of. I ask her what she's doing and she tells me that she's studying. She mentions that a mutual friend of ours is a complicated guy. Dave, also in the group conversation, responds to that, though I don't remember what his reply was.

31/1/16:
I had 4 dreams tonight but they all sort of disappeared when I woke up unfortunately. I can just remember a fragment about me giving someone a car that was automatic instead of manual or something like that and another fragment about money. Ah well the rest might come to me.

After binge watching 4 seasons of Teen Wolf last week, my dreams have been fucking awesome! So awesome, I'm going to have to start keeping a dream journal again.


Fragment: I'm running across a vacant school yard or something, when I hear a helicopter. I'm really surprised, because I didn't think there was anyone left in the world, much less anyone that could fly a helicopter. I'm unsure if they're good or bad, so I run for cover, but don't quite make it before it's over me. Then about two dozen smaller drones follow in a swarm

I'm standing with Scott and another werewolf (from the Teen Wolf TV show). They are talking about how tough they are, saying the could take on anything. THat's when a third guy says "Even an Alpha?", then looks surprised as he sees something. Derek shows up from behind, with glowing red Alpha eyes,, and whoops the two blue eyed Betas easily. He picks up Scott, jumps like 15 feet in the air, and just smashes him into the ground.

Having proven his point, Derek walks calmly down the sidewalk, then looks up. I follow his eyes and see a picture of some guy across the sky. This picture kept showing up earlier in the dream as well. There is a sparkle on the corner of it's left cheek, and when I look closer, I can see the full moon showing behind it.

It's been a long time since i've done anything related to a Dream Journal, so stupid me forgot to log my dreams last night. I remember like 3 too, its been a long time since i've actually remembered a damn dream. Anyway, I remembered one. All I remember was that I was in some sort of Metal Gear Solid stealth thing (MGS V is a great game btw) and I was in this village or something? It was empty, but near the beach of the lake their was this huge toddler or something and she was wearing a shirt with flowers on it, picking stuff up. I had to stealth and sneak past her. It wasnt anything special, but something kinda cool happened. When I was about to wake up, it seems I was almost fighting with myself to get back into the dream and RC or something? I kept going back and forth from dream and awake. I don't remember if this was some sort of weird False Awakening though. Anyway, woke up, here I am now. Guess I better get used to logging my dreams again.

Went to bed at perhaps 01:00 and woke up around 08:00.

Wasting time
It's daytime. I'm riding my messed up bicycle on a street somewhere in a neighbourhood. My mom is driving her car just behind me. From the opposite direction another car is approaching. It makes a strange maneuvre and blocks the way for my mom for a moment. I keep going. I come close to a flat and my cousin is calling out to me. I join him. I'm not sure what happened to my bike at this point. He tells me to be quiet because his ex-girlfriend is around here looking for him. We move around a bit and then I spot a girl I went out with twice. She has huge cleavage. I spot a girl I know from high school and there's a 3rd girl whom I can't remember. I think they are wearing badges of some sorts on their chest. They are with the ministry of foreign affairs and they're out here not doing anything important. I make a condescending remark about it, as if there's a bit of rivalry.

Fragments
» My friend has offered his macbook for sale. When I come over to check it out, the upper right corner is totally bent, like a Dali clock. When I make a remark about it, my friend is really casual about it, as if it's no big deal. I don't think I'm still willing to buy the laptop from him.

» Something that had to do with Harvey from Suits

29/1/16
Dreams from afternoon nap:
Dream 1: I was doing high school again for some reason, and there were different species of bees around the table tennis tables. One of them was particularly aggressive and the stings were very painful. Someone was explaining to me the difference between the two species, but I wandered off a bit. I then watched a Youtube video about climate change and then went on a crazy car ride with one of the people in that video.
Fragment about some wild adventure

Dreams from night:
Dream 2: I was at a museum in the city, a beautiful old building surrounded by very nice gardens. I can't remember what I was doing there or why I was there.

Dream 3: I was playing football at school on the field, well it was some weird combination of Australian football and soccer. I and a few of my schoolmates were playing with some pro players, including a Ronaldo like figure. I was trying to follow in his footsteps and support him, but I ended up getting in the way a bit so I asked him for advice and he started teaching me. There was a bit of a training/playing montage with some commentary about the history of the game and stuff like that. I think I ended up helping score the winning goal.

Dream 4: Fragment about being on a ship/boat with friends.

Dream 5: I was on holiday with my brother and mum in a small motel. My brother and I were watching the tv, I think the Olympics or something were on. Suddenly the TV stopped working o I scrambled looking around and under the TV to try and figure out what was wrong. I couldn't see anything out of place but I saw the main cable needed for the tv had disappeared. I scrambled to look in bags and things for the cable but couldn't find it. Somehow my brother and I ended up doing some sort of twin modelling thing in the room which got us enough money to get the TV repaired.

Dream 6: (I am pretty sure I have had this dream, or one similar in the past in hindsight) I was at Disneyland with my family. There was a huge waterslide there, one of the biggest I'd ever seen, so I went on it. The line was quite long but eventually I got onto one of the boats and it began. It was set in a giant fairytale castle, and a voiceover started explaining the story of some prince and princess. As we climbed higher and higher the tale grew sour, with the prince being rejected by the princes. Eventually at the top the lights were out and the voiceover described the feeling of rejection as being like falling down a black hole. The waterslide then reached the finale where we flew down sideways down a super steep ramp in the dark to eventually splash down in the lake. We remarked on how little we got wet (should have alerted me to something suspicious haha) and then went back to everyone else and gushed about how good the ride was. We then went off to some other ride as the dream ended.

Another scary dream last night... but it's almost 9PM, so I forgot most of it.

Basically, I had a creepy stalker. He'd follow me around and act like I belonged to him. He was super tall and strong, while I'm a hobbit, so I kept trying to run away. He'd always find me, though.

Simply awful.

First fragment

I was in school with some of my classmates. We were taking about something rather important, they were looking at me and I could feel that they were scared.

Second fragment

I was going out of school, trying to get into the bus stop in time. I walked up an enormous hill and saw that a bus was coming and tried to find a way down. I just jumped down to the road and run after the bus. I joined up with group of people waiting for the same bus, and we wandered streets for a while until we stopped at a bus stop.

Dream 1 - Elf + giant?
Elf + giant, transform during drought. They're farmers, the giant is a blonde girl. Moving out, building dream lake house (future). Some kind of dark evil re-awakens..
Okay so this directly what I wrote down during the night. I think it was night time in the dream with a grassy landscape dotted with some trees. I moved out towards a lake area and began constructing a 'dream house' in my mind, thinking about how I'd like it. But this occurs more than once hence the 'future' remark, indicating that the scene occurred twice. Once was when I visited and saw the house, the other happened after when I returned to the present tense to imagine the dream house that would be there in the future. I can't recall anything about the elf and giant though...

Dream 2 - Rocky Balboa
Rocky training, wine?
Okay so this was pretty vague... I watched the first Rocky movie and the dream was influenced by it, I had a 'training montage' where I was seeing Rocky Balboa training or something. Then I think I was drinking wine?

I think this was 3 days ago?