dream fragment

Had a bit of problem of not being able to fall asleep but in the end recalled more than what i have expected.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was in some outdoor place, i think it was a forest.

Dream 2:

I was playing some RTS game and i was controlling a group of tanks and i had and my objective was to defend the base while taking out some important enemy structures, units/buildings looked like they were from Army Men Air Attack(A game from my looooooooooooong past). It was pretty hard to defend the base since i couldn't build anything, but i was getting reinforcements with additional tanks from time to time. I managed to take out one of those enemy structures because it was close to the base, but that's pretty much that. Then some other player was controlling a helicopter and i was trying to direct him to do stuff properly, but he acted like he was not understanding what to do, though he did managed to take out a few enemy structures. Then we switched the roles and i started controlling the helicopter, i took out most of the enemy structures and there was only one left, but it was in a place which was tough to get to, i almost destroyed it but my heli was destroyed before that. I was then thinking that i should have used 'Kamikazi blade' attack instead. Can't recall in detail after that but i am sure we eventually have won.

Dream 3(fragment):

I was cyborg of some kind and some crazy scientist dude managed to capture me in his lab by disconnecting some cable thing on my back. My movement was limited and he was talking about that he needs to get into my brain to get hold of some kind of 'spirits', i was confused at first but then i decided to get hold of them by myself and after escaping i went into some metallic place that apparently was 'My brain'.

Date: 16 May

Pre bed: 3mg mel (needed to fall asleep fast)

Sleep quality and recall: feeling sleepy, fleeting recall

Total sleep time: 8 hrs

Dream1: I picked up the phone and heard an unfamiliar and strange sounding voice. I was wondering who it was, when I had the thought that it was one of the family members of a friend of mine. Then he picked up the phone. We were supposed to meet somewhere. I went there but it was really hot, the sun shining bright (never felt such so warm during a dream), so I left.

Fragment2: Family friends are working on something like a lettuce, discussing my cooking skills. I am trimming dill with scissors, it looks weird , so I stop doing it.

Dream3: A young woman that looks like a not very famous actress comes to our place and behaves improperly. I become enraged, grab her by the hair and drag her outside. She somehow makes her way back and pretends to be hurt, lying on the bed. I carry her out and make sure to close the door well, I don’t care what the neighbours will think.

Date: 15 May

Pre bed: 400 mg valerian, 100b B6

Total sleep time: 7hrs

Impressions and Recall: There was my usual for B6 sense of aggression seeping through parts of the dream. After waking up from the lucid (after 5 hrs of sleep), I decided to take key notes and review as not to wake myself up. I got pretty excited and the internal dialogue turned on full power, resulting in about an hour of insomnia. After that I fell into deeper more unconscious type of sleep with a decreased recall capability. I had another lucid from which I remember only a part, I continued sleeping after it was over and had an non-ld.

Fragment1: Some kind of posts on DV that had to do with PennyRoyal.

Fragment2: At home, my parents have gone somewhere and I am in my room cooking some strange pancake/calzone thing that looks and tastes delicious. I have to leave some for my grandma.

Dream3 DILD TOTY attempt: I am in a room which feels familiar, three women are sitting around the table, and I am cleaning up as if after a meal. One of the women has some tempting white green chocolate cookies, I am secretly planning on having a few after the women are gone. Another female DC comes in and starts behaving really aggressively. She demands all the attention, looks me in the eye with hatred and begins complaining to one of the women in the room. I have the feeling that they will start a fight with each other, so get out of there fast. Her hostility feels kind of fake, and at this point the memory of the B6 effect for me reaches my subcon on a subtle level.

I find myself on the stairs of a building and lots of aggressive gangster type boys are all around me. One of them is particularly evil, feels dangerous. I become lucid on a distracted level, realizing this is a dream, but unable to do anything about the guy. I am trying to move away but it is really crowded on the stairs, I think somebody pushed me, and I end up in a niche on the wall. The wall is not really wall but something liquid that sucks me in. As I move forward in this thing, I achieve a better clarity of mind and am fully lucid and in control. There is a single task that I feel the urge to do now, go to Angel Falls. I remember CL’s advice to try to feel the floor, so I move my fingers, touching the empty space and feeling small grains of sand and pebbles. The dream idea was to be on top of Angel Falls, but in the water, so in addition to my feeling the floor, I begin to make swimming movements with my hands. The wall is already liquid and it is like a white pinkish sinking sand made of rubber-like substance. The whole world has disappeared and it is just me and the wall and I feel a closer to the void, afraid that the dream would destabilize and disconnect. I am swimming forward and nothing happens for a while, but I decide to keep on swimming. At some point the whole environment changes and I find myself looking at a flower, submerged in water.

I look at the dark purple flower and marvel its beauty, noticing every petal in detail. I look around, and see that I am in the middle of a pond/lake that stretches as far as my eyes can see. At the same time, mixed with this image I find myself in my old room, where all this is taking place. I focus on the surface of the pond which looks like a silver mirror reflecting the clouds. I then notice that this pond is covered or rather slowly begins to cover itself with lotus flowers. Bright yellow and magenta lotus flowers are everywhere I move my eyes to look. I feel happiness upon witnessing this beautiful sight. The dream is extremely vivid and stable. Needless to say, I am somewhat distracted by this, but keep gliding on the surface of the pond in the direction of Angel Falls. This doesn’t work too well, I am still within the confines of my room, looking through some glass that distorts the view from outside, which is the view from my room with strange rainbow-like effects. A bit like looking out during a bus ride. It looks like my room wins the battle between the two layers of images, gaining more detail.

Soon the water level in the room goes down and with it my lucidity. I struggle to restore the water level with intent, but non-lucid already. I manage to briefly do so, but then I see the floor and the water is retreating. There is also mud everywhere, the furniture is falling apart. I become concerned about the state of my old room and wonder how to clean everything. [end of memory]

After the dream ended, I had a brief awakening, noting to myself about the lucid, but then fell asleep again. I heard some kind of bell-like sound, I guess a type of HI, that actually woke me up. After reviewing the dream I had 1 hour of insomnia. Then - deeper sleep and less memorable sleep.

Fragment4: Having to share the bed with relatives, I preferred sleeping on the ground.

Fragment5: Some more beds, family friends.

Dream6 DILD: I am in my hometown, in a familiar park and am lucid. I see a few dogs around, mostly small ones and larger one (no idea what breed) captures my attention. I keep looking at it and feel my emotions reflected in the dog. I observe it a for a while, the dream is stable, I am happy. By simply looking around, I unconsciously summon more dogs of different smaller breeds. I find this cool. [end of memory]

Fragment7: I see and talk to a politician I don’t like.

Music…. A lullaby...a steel guitar

the feeling is of mourning. An overwhelming feeling of loss and sadness.

I hum the tune I hear in the distance, walking down a dark hallway.

The hallway drops off into a dimly lit sound studio… typical with the gizmos and gadgets all lit up, hiding behind a glass wall.

The other side there’s a man, someone I recognize as very dear to me. He's sitting on a stool in the center of the room, holding a guitar, strumming away. He asks "Are you going to come in?"

I hold myself together, and walk to him, I'm magically sitting across on another stool.

I don't say anything, just take in his image. I remember all his features, down to each wrinkle on his face. It's nice to see family again, after losing them.

He begins to tell me how everything turned out okay for him, he's happy and gets to hang out with Bob Dylan..He tells me some other information but it quickly leaves my mind as a lost memory.

He then tells me that Kyle is with him and misses me.

I start to cry.

I wake up, with the smell of camping filling my senses...
that was the last time I saw him.

Dream recall from today's nap.

I was discussing something with someone and it was at night.

4/10/13

1. I am at school. An announcement is made that the water is going to be shut off for a few days. People grumble. I go home, and my grandmother is convinced that she needs a new bathroom door. I become angry with her, and she locks herself in her car. She stays the night, but I inform her I never wanted her to do that.

2. I am fearful of writing SATAN in a grimoire I find because of an angel or demon character from the dream.

3. I am at the Marsh or Woodland, looking out into the distance. Lately it has transformed from a swamp into a hill-scape. I am sitting on the hill.

4. I am in school. They state that nuclear radiation exceeding normal levels has encompassed the building, and that we must evacuate immediately. We all become happy because we get to leave school. Our homeroom teacher brings us up to the ongoing history class to retrieve the rest of her students. We evacuate the building, and go to a camp. Someone hurt a bunch of kids the annoy me and other DCs. We are astonished by his psychopathic behavior, and I bring him into a cabin. I stab him to death with a pair of scissors.

5. An Irish kid I know gets mad at me, and I go to my house. I then sneak out at night. I begin to fly although I am not lucid. I go over hills and end in the Woodland again, although it is no longer swampy. It is dawn, and I am over the hills with many trees. It is perfectly misty and peaceful. Some areas have snow. I accidentally go too far in the mountain scenery and fly into the tundra. I am lost.

6. I am taking a shower, but frogs and slugs peel out from my skin. I am absolutely horrified. I get dressed and am too afraid to even look under my shirt to find out what happened.

These aren't necessarily in order that I dreamed them.

1:

I saw Frankenstein's monster on the windmill and the windmill was on fire. I felt bad about it because I know it wasn't the monster's fault that he was what he was; I saw that he was born into agony.

2:

Someone I know (And I remember who) held me up in the air by spraying me with water from a hose, Near a building. But for some reason he hit me between the rear-cheeks which is odd, Given the fact I was facing him with my stomach facing down to the ground.

3: I cut down a tree by the church I attend so I could move my car behind it. (Edit: This third one might have not been a good thing to do.)

Later, I saw someone I know had a very huge glass jar (One two three gallon-size) of organic sliced peaches on my kitchen counter.

I remember being in my old apartment, walking around and attempting to communicate with someone(my dad and/or my mom). I began to hear a passage from the show Ancient Aliens. The passage was not clear, but my 'Dream Self' seem to understand what the passage was explaining (I know the passage was from the show because I heard the theme song in the 'background' of my dream, and my 'dream self' seem to recognize it from the show). I was thinking to myself (NOT my dream self (I felt as if I was consciously viewing my dream at this moment; like I had two minds within my subconscious mind)) 'why am I hearing this?' and 'why do I seem to expect this?' Suddenly, I began to [kind of] clearly understand what the narrator was saying; "...This_____ some sort of new [civilization, species, OR being]..." After hearing the narrator, the passage stopped being played and I then saw a image of a unusual being and appeared to be made in the 17th-18th centuries. This being was very vivid and I remembered it clearly when I woke up.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was in some video game, in outdoor area, it was some kind of team game. Then later i was in team's bunker/base and i for some reason decided to troll them and blow up some stuff in the base using explosives. I was also posting some stuff on team's forums pretending/roleplaying a terrorist. During the last explosion they almost trapped me, but i managed to find the way out. Somebody was saying that i am breaking good movie's rules or something. Then i used the ladder of unused exit from the bunker to escape and somebody was waiting for me there.
We went through some locations and soon we were in some rocky place with stonehedge-like structure of sorts, there were ally forces defending the princess and strong enemy character was attacking. There was a fight then some warrior dude sprinted in out of nowhere and attacks the enemy, beating him up like he was nothing. Then he says that he did it because i helped with something.

Dream 2(fragment):

I was playing some game that looked like Front Mission 3, but with different levels and characters. There was story talk and some battles in city, then there was battle in the forest, there were a couple of Quibing 0 type wanzers as enemies:

but orange colored, they were also piloted by named characters. Also there were a couple of different orange colored wanzers and also a weird white 'mercenary' wanzer that used up two spaces on the map and had big hovering missile launcher backpack taking that second space behind him.

fragment: work related on data issues and requirements clarifications

Memo to my mind: we do not get paid overtime for dreams, cut this line of dreaming out, unless it has some worthwhile ideas - brainstorming in dreams is ok, but this dream was boring and nonproductive.

I remember someone looking at my shoes. (had terrible recall because someone was banging on the mo freaking door this morning).

Fragment:Gay

One of my good friends (he is a guy) and I were in some sort of cafeteria, maybe my old high school cafeteria? Not quite sure though. My friend then said to me " You know I never really found you that attractive, but now I do". I don't remember what my response was but I can imagine what it would be. End of dream

Fragment 1: I think this dream was about time in dreams whether they are eternal or finite, and also whether time is improved or worse? but I don't remember any more what I mean by that.

Fragment 2: this dream was either about the meaning of dreams or the meaning of life. The dream was in visuals only, so no sounds and no emotions. I don't remember any more how visual could portray meaning of something as complex as dreams/life! I don't remember any of the visuals.

I was playing some video games and then i was in some place with light blue metallic walls, later i was discussing something recall related on dreamviews, which turned into discussion that recall literally affects waking life by materializing events from dreams in future.

Date: May 15, 2013
Method: (MILD before bed) then WBTB & WILD
Total Sleep Time: 8-9 broken hours (bedtime 12:00ish am-4:00am) WBTB (4:00am-4:10am), then slept from about 4:15am-5:00am (husband woke me up ) then 6:00am-10:00am
Category: Dream, Dream Fragment, & Non Lucid

Dream #1
Dreamed I was in the store with some students I haven't seen in a very long time. I was introducing them to my family and I was calling their names out one by one. They had grown up and they wanted me to come into a store with them so they could by some sweets to eat. This is was the biggest candy store I have ever seen. The students bought so much candy that the store immediately sold out. There were these old ladies baking some weird kind of pastries that I had never seen before. The old ladies said that the store was out of candy, but the students would like to eat these pastries because they were sweet like candy...and then I woke up.

Dream #2
Dreamed I was helping someone clean a huge bathroom with a lot of bleach. The bathroom was gleaming white and the person was telling me the importance of using as much bleach as possible to keep it clean. We had the longest conversation about bleach, but I can only remember a little of it. I do remember having the feeling that who ever I was talking to kept the conversation going regarding the importance of bleach. There is more to this dream, I just can't remember the fine details

Dream fragment
I remember seeing the face of one of my husband's old childhood buddies and he wanted to have sex with me. He kept asking me and I kept saying no and then he said he will just do the other thing that women like for men to do (you know what I'm saying here don't you?!) and I still said no (Note to self: This should have really been a dream sign to me because I would have never refused something like that !!!).