dream fragment

Date: May 13, 2013
Method: (MILD before bed) then WBTB & WILD
Total Sleep Time: 8 broken hours (bedtime 12:30am-4:30am) WBTB (4:30am-4:40am), then slept from about 4:50am-7:00am (son woke me up to tell me he is going to school) then 7:10am-10:00am
Category: Dream Fragment, & Non Lucid

Dream Fragment #1:
I was with someone selling several items like fish tanks, juke boxes, neon signs, snacks and drinks. My GOD son was their telling me that someone would not let him get something to drink and I got mad at them and mad them hand over the drinks.

Dream Fragment #2
I was at some sort of workshop or conference...it could have even been a church with several people and I was listening to a teacher that I know (LC). I started to walk home and started seeing my neighborhood. Walking down the street were several animals. First I saw dogs with long leashes pulling them, but no one was on the other end of the leash pulling the dogs. It was like the people were invisble with the leash hanging in the air and the dogs were being pulled (possible dream sign?). Then, cows and maybe a bull started coming down the same street...then I got distracted by a clothesline ...I felt like something was wrong, but instead of becoming lucid, I just woke up.

Note to self: 1) Not feeling well and I took some cold medicine, so I don't know if this had an effect on my dreams . 2) Don't give up, just be thankful that you're remembering something! .

I was playing some RTS game and my base was in the center of the map, there were two groups of enemies who had bases around the map, the weaker orange-colored mutants and more stronger white bases. I had made a group of units and was destroying orange bases with them easily, i was comparing those enemies to scavengers from warzone 2100. Then i had long battle versus white bases because they got some forces and defenses prepared while i was dealing with orange, but eventually i won.
Then the game switched to be an FPS and i was chasing some really overpowered enemy through various landscapes, he kept spawning waves of other enemies that i had to deal with and at one point i was going through some blue maze-ish area.
Later game switched to be an RTS again and i had limited time to construct a base in strategic area with one entrance. I had to build unit facilities in the specific places and also i did built alot of walls and defenses. I massed more units and then enemy forces came and there was an battle. I barely managed to keep the area but then that overpowered dude came and destroyed everything.
Game switched back to be FPS again and i was chasing the dude, at one point lots of enemies came from around one corner and i had a bit of problem with that, but i did defeated them eventually.

Lucid Parts in blue
Non-lucid in red
Before I went to sleep, I chanted "I will become lucid" again. This time with more enthusiasm. I then got a feeling in my chest. My friend, Jayden told me if you get that feeling, you will have a lucid dream.
I don't remember a lot of my dream, but I do remember the lucid part.
I was in some grocery store and there was some other random girl there. She was being a jerk I wanted to insult her. That's when I remembered "Oh, this is a dream. I can insult her!"
As usual, the dream started to fade right as I said that. I tried rubbing my hands together. Jayden also said that will make the dream last longer. Thanks a lot, Jayden.
I remember nothing of my dream, or when I woke up. But I do remember the lucid part First one in almost a month!

Dream recall from today's nap.

I was talking on skype and doing some other stuff on PC, then i was distracted and was taking a break listening to binaural beats, then mom came to the room saying that some sound is too loud, i could not hear any loud sounds and only sound i could hear were binaural beats, then i was like 'wait a second' and i took off headphones, and could still hear binaural beats, i tried to rub hands but dream faded out.

2 nights ago I had this dream, it involves people I know so I will only use the first letter of their names.

I dreamed. I was at my friend B's house, there was water all around. the house was apparently flooded. it did not look like her house, but I was cognitive of it being her house. she was not home though. one of her daugher's K was dead floating in a pool of water by the front door. I could see she had been there a while as her body was decomposing and rotting.

B's Daughter N was home and freaking out. I went to her and tried to comfort her, giving her hugs. but we both kept staring at the corpse of K. I didn't know what to do so I just kept holding her and waiting for B to come home.

last night I dreamed that I was looking at a house I wanted to buy, I was inspecting the siding on the house and saw that it was rotting. as I pushed the board in the whole house fell. I didn't know how to tell the realtor.

I went home to call and heard my children playing outside with their neighbor friends and I look out the window and there is a stable outside my window. the boys go off to play and in that moment an animal that looks like a cow walks towards the fence where the boys had been. its light brown. but its not fur on the cow, they are feathers like a chicken. and she has disproportionately small wings above the shoulder. the head of the cow is blurry but the rest is completely clear.

I was awoken from this dream at this point.

I usually don't write in here but felt like sharing this one for some reason. One of my wierder dreams though. It started off with me and a friend from middle school walking down the street. The sky was brown with lighter-shaded brown clouds. All the buildings and the ground were shades of brown. While walking down the street (this is where it gets wierd) we saw a homeless man sleeping on a bench. My friend started butt-raping him. In a panicked tone I said "DUDE STOP RAPING HIM!" then he says, "He's asleep it's not rape." He then asks me to "join in". At that moment the homeless man wakes up, I look at him to see a look of sadness,fear,confusal, and anger all mashed into one emotion on his face. He's silent though, and seems as if he's still trying to figure out what's happening. That's all I felt like typing of that dream.

I was pretty tired yesterday and when waking up in the middle of the sleep... i just went back to sleep. Woke up with no recall, but in the next 40 minutes or so it came by itself.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing some game by being in the game. The game was about some warfare, it started with some medieval stuff then i was a ninja and i had to assassinate some enemy commanders. At one point i have found some position behind some barrels that made AI bug out and go here one by one, but shortly enemy general appeared and i was not able to defeat him, so i had to retreat.
Then the technology progressed and we got rifles and stuff and i was more usual soldier, i was in some kind of mansion and had to protect general from some attacks. Then there was some discussion about attacking the enemy and we have planned something.
Technology progresses once again and now we have tanks and in the next mission i was controlling one of the tanks. There was massive battle between the two sides with various vehicles and we won.
Technology advanced again and then we were having some kind of festival in the base. Suddenly enemy attacked the base and there were a bunch of(rather small) nuclear explosions caused by the enemy attacking our nuclear powered buildings. The landscape was ruined, i picked up the nuclear missile launcher from the arsenal as well as some other weapons and went to deal with the problem. Soon the mission was completed.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was a pirate and i was on the pirate ship with the team. After some discussion we have noticed another ship in the distance and decided to board it. During the boarding we have found out that there's the whole underground maze in the ship(somehow) and i went to explore it. I had to go around the maze fighting various creatures and then eventually i have found the treasure. I fought my way back out of the maze and then we had a discussion with the rest of the team about treasure and ships. Then we decided to launch some fireworks.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was on dreamviews chat talking to Hukif and some other people. We have come to decision that dream control is possible in 'waking life' but only up to some percent of power. I launched AI War game and we have changed some stuff in it with dream control.

Bully Beatdown

I was in the art hallway from my high school, though it was quite a bit distorted from how it looks in real life. I think classes were letting out, and it was the end of the day.
I noticed this kid (I'm not going to give his name) who is a bully at my school, as well as his posse of people, who were faceless and unfamiliar.
They walked past me and left me alone, and instead started picking on some girl. She was utterly defenseless and started crying. I tried to defend her and tell the bullies to bug off.
Somehow, one of them grabbed my backpack and all of them run off. I chase them down the hallway and around the corner.
Not long after we go around the corner, the hallway opens up into the school's main hallway. This part of the school was much more accurately recreated in the dream. When we got here, the posse of bullies split up. I continued going after the one who had my bag.
We came into the school common area, where everyone was having lunch. (I thought it was the end of the day.) It didn't matter, I was still chasing this kid. I focused in on him and there was a red marker over his head that was tracking him.
Just when I had thought I had lost him, I saw him behind a group of cheerleaders who were practicing. I had to duck and weave to make my way through the cheerleaders who were doing cartwheels and flips and stuff.
I found the kid that I had been chasing behind their group. He was sitting there completely out of breath for running and stuff. I took my backpack back and looked inside. Some of my notebooks were missing and the kid said he had passed them off to the other kids in his group.
After that, I made my way up to the school office, and I was really mad that nobody did anything about these kids. I described what had happened, and continued by telling the woman in the office that the school's anti-bullying policy is a load of bullsh*t.

Hovertank Battle

I was operating some kind of high tech hovering tank with a squadron of a few others. (The tank was operating in 3rd person view, I should probably say.) We were in some destroyed industrial looking city.
The others in my squadron said that they would hold off the enemy while I went in and defeated "the bad guy" whoever that was. I made my way through a narrow tunnel into this huge circular area. A bad guy came out on a stage, and gave a monologue. The bad guy was an old man. He then sent this hovering core type thing to attack me.
I had made some kind of attack plan for this thing, and the idea was to fire all of my tank's missiles right when the bad guy attacked and blow his thing up before he could do any damage.
The core was pure white, with some kind of blue eye on the front. It could hover.
I proceeded with my plan of attack. I fired my missiles as fast as I could and they started tearing apart the core. I remember the destruction looking very vivid and realistic.

Late

I had missed the bus to my tech school in high school. Someone was telling me that I should've left ten minutes ago.

Iron man (Old)


Me and some of my friends were going out to see Iron Man 3. We had just gotten to the theater and sat in out seats when an actual Iron Man suit blasted a hole in the wall of the theater and came down next to me.
From there, I somehow wound up inside the suit and was flying around over the city. It was nighttime so the view was not very impressive. Just a lot of lights. The dream wasn't very vivid.

I was at home and was playing AI War, then i went to school from my past and was suggesting to start lucid dreaming class, there was some heavy discussion and then i started doing preparations for the class. Some people were interesting and were asking to teach them, others were asking if "It's legit". Then there was some dream recall discussion and i was really tired. I went back to home and started playing some other game, one of the levels looked like a gas station.

I am with five friends whom i don't recognize, they are downstairs where as i am in the canteen of steel mill with one friend, he is skinny and taller than me, also is his partially bald. he is talking with my other friends on the mobile and insisting them to come up so that we could carry all the plates. then one of my other friend came up and said "okay ia m here lets get it over with". the waiter of the canteen came to the skinny one and said should i make that order, he replied yes. He ordered 25 plates of curry and 5 roti with one big giant handi made of steel. he put the handi on the counter. The skinny one walked in the kitchen and was about to grab the handi but i warned him immediately. he didn't listen and grabbed it anyway, his hand got burned and he yelled.

There was something about a man playing the stock market. I also remember there were other dreams, but that's all I remember. I was exhausted when I went to bed early.

Slept longer and around 8am had another fragment: setting up a combined life insurance with friends of ours.

I'm in a big group of friends at my school, casually sitting on a picnic table and sinking my teeth into an apple. I'm pretty annoyed because this one girl is being super clingy, holding onto my arm and stroking my face, and her fingernails are causing pricks of actual pain to my skin. Some unknown que from my mind helps me to realize that it is time for me to leave, and I walk up to a massive pickup truck in the carpool line and get in. Inside is one of the girls who rides with me in real life up in the front, and some random woman who is driving. I wish my description of the dream could live up to the enticing title, but all I recall is driving slowly along in the car with light gray skies and a rain sprinkling the windows. The woman driver for some reason asked me a question about religion, then got ridiculously offended by me saying that I was an atheist. Things got really hazy at this point, but I remember having a surprising awareness of my surroundings, both outside and inside the car. Needless to say a rather detailed and heated debate ensued, but I can't remember most of it. Pretty much the woman would not back off, even though I tried to be a peacemaker multiple times.

Total sleep time: 5 hrs

Pre bed: 3 mg mel

WBTB1 natural: 2x peppermint oil tablets

WBTB2 alarm: 1/2 cup of green tea + analytical thoughts + noise = insomnia

Vividness: Extreme

Dream1: Me and my parents are in a hotel, I have just had some supplements and am preparing for sleep. I look at a graph with bar that shows progress towards lucidity that depends on the amount of menthol I took. The status bar is not completely full, about 70 percent to lucid, so I am contemplating whether I should take another tablet or just risk falling asleep and see what happens. I ask my mom if she plans to take a shower now, so that I can shower before her and go to bed. She is watching/listening to something and has three sets of headphones, two of which I identify as mine, and get a bit upset to see she has left a very realistically looking earwax on one of them.
mood: task oriented - become lucid

Fragment2: The toilet seat in grandma's place, and a big mess of poo. Will give no further descriptions, although I remember it in quite a detail. ( Sorry, this was very vivid so had to mention it,lol!)
mood: wondering

Fragment3: I am in a bus, and I am observing and being told the story of a man and a woman. They were supposed to meet here at that bus, be together, but one of them changes something, and the other one gets off the bus before this happens. I am thinking perhaps another time.
mood: interested, positive

Comments: Oh, well, went a bit over the edge here, but at least I stuck to my plan to do a WBTB. Lol!

Even though I thought I might dream of COOP documentation because of training I took, and I did dream of it, I still did not become lucid. Bummer.

The previous night I dreamed of cheering because of baseball game we watched in real life, and again I had told myself to watch out for baseball game in dreams, but I did not become lucid despite predicted dream elements.