dream fragment

Me, allen, and leo, and some made up dream characters were sitting in a white living room. We could see outside that their were christians going door to door singing and spreading the word of christ. We obviously wanted nothing to do with it. I ran to the door and tried to lock it. The christians got there before me. They put their hands in the door way and started to walk inside. I told them to leave and they started to sing about how I need to be a christian and I was super annoyed. I sat and talked to them for a bit, much of the conversation I forgot. Finally they agreed to leave. I told them to have a nice day spreading christ love and they laughed. I dead bolted the door as they left.

*memory laps* me and allen are in my car, im driving. The road is windy and there are huge green trees close to the road. The forest is dense on either side of me. I think allen and I are having a mild argument.

*memory laps* I am looking out the window at the shop. There is a tiny house across the street. Todd claims its his new house. I keep wanting a better look at it but my vision is slightly blurred. I decide to walk outside to get a closer look and I watch it get bulldozed down.

*memory laps* I am looking in the mirror at myself. I open my mouth. My teeth all look like black pearls. They are shiny and glowing slightly. I was really upset. Why had my teeth gone black? I though that I should bleach them asap and I wondered if other people would notice them

I tried telling myself i would have a vivid dream, and that I would become lucid. Well I did have a vivid dream, which was very unusual...

HVAC Shark Squad:
So I'm coming out of my car in a gas station, I see my coworkers; Scotty, Christy?? and some man i can't recall. They're all wearing the same shirt, which is a orangy, tangerine color, with a sharks mouth wide open, and on the shirt it has the year, and HVAC written. Christy says to Scotty "Why did you just blink?" and Scotty is attempting to give a detailed reason, and i'm thinking "I blinked because i would have to blink?" (this may have been a test question to see if you could join the squad) then i woke up.

I also recall a dream involving my mom...and it was down pouring outside.

Dream Signs: Seeing my coworkers out of work

My friend Cheryl wrote my other friend Jeremie a love note.

Marin using my shaver for her arm hair.

melatonin
I was walking Joey at the school, and I wandered near the woods area. I saw this other dog there that looked just like Joey. She walked over and smelled Joey, and a childhood friend walked over saying, there's my dog. I asked if she was a jindo, and she was.
I also remember going into this brothel, where they all just shoot guns and guess train to kill people. I remember being there in another dream when I was younger, but they didnt accept me. When I was there I got to the bottom and said I'm just trying to find a way out, but they girl there said, hey I remember you, you're not allowed!

I was sitting around with some friends, the place was strange, reminded me of a huge boardgame but we were all sitting around and talking. I barely remember the conversation, except that at the time it seemed fairly real. It's not very often I can just carry on a conversation in a dream and some of it make sense. Although, I don't remember what was said, I know I said something about how I feel when I listen to music. Then a couple of dream scenes later, I'm standing next to this radio and a new Puscifer song comes on, I assumed it was new, I had never heard it. It sounded pretty crazy, but I got into it and started to dance. That's when Maynard showed up, he saw me dancing and smiled at me. Then he came up to me and started doing this weird grind move on my leg. I joked about it later with him, something about not expecting him to come up and hump my leg.

Gahh, I know I have a slight obsession with Maynard, though, I'd prefer to use the word "fascination." I'm not screaming to fuck him or anything, I just would probably have a heart attack if I could just smoke a joint with this man. Anyway, I don't understand why he's been appearing in my dreams lately, not that I'm complaining, it's just I haven't really been listening to much of anything MJK lately. It's strange how our subconscious brings these images up, if only I had done a mantra last night. Oh well. I'm a happy dreamer lately.

August 7, 2011

Fragment:

I just completed Mother 3 in real life so this fragment is not that odd.

I simply was playing the game and a Mr. Saturn was willing to let me travel on his head back to the main part of the game. The town was surrounded by water which let it make sense in the dream though on the real game you can only travel by air.

Dream:

I was in an army like area for reasons that I do not even know. (More like a paintball army but there was a little gang) Someone wanted to caught me and the army guys told me that he who happen to also be the leader is coming to the building right now. I ran outside and was able to dodge the leader.

I knew that the car that I came in with was locked somehow. The leader send his guys after me which one of them is VERY fast. I was doom...

I somehow was able to reset the scene (This is not the first time I use dream control without being lucid) and this time summon a bike. I when between a forest and a fence. I travel back to my Grandmother house and rode down the porch steps into the back yard. It was night and I notice it was a dream.

[lucid]

I jump up to the air and start looking for the moon. A square of hay start barking at me with a cartoon dog face. I try to kick it but my foot couldn't touch it for some reason. I flew back up in the air and I start seeing an image of dieing fish like you may see at a fish market. Such an image do not scare me...They just fish...I love to eat fish personally.

I try spinning, I try wishing them away and I even try blinking. Nothing I do works. I summon a rabid dog to kill me and wake me up.

HoC's Dream

I was in a futuristic city, it was very dark, but there was a lot of lights, and it was all a bit shiny. There was people who looked like they should be characters in the Halo franchise or something. They were dying, but it was unknown what was causing the deaths.
--I've forgotten a bit--
I was with some friends and the girl who's been in some of my other dreams, we were in the middle of a road in the same city, it looked like it had been raining, there was a floating oval shape made out of metal, it looked old, there was metal tentacle like things underneath it. I think it was killing people, but I'm not sure. I got it's attention and it turned around, on the front of it there were two giant holes that had a bright light coming from inside, and the tentacles were similar, but one of them looked like it had a camera on it. I said something to it and it became less hostile and said something to me in a female voice, but I can't remember what it said.

There's a fragment of me being on a bus with the girl from some other dreams. There was other people, nobody that I recognised though. It was too bright to see out of the windows.

There's another fragment of people saying happy birthday to me on facebook.

In another dream I had I was organising something to do with me meeting my friends and something about a party, but nobody showed up because people got things wrong, or they had other plans. For example, one of my friends got the wrong location, and ended up far away; And another friend somehow ended up camping.

Evolventity's Dream

August 06, 2011

(Lucid Dream, Fragment) | Fell asleep by 3:30AM, fully woke up at 1:20PM.
I somehow realize I'm dreaming inside of my apartment. I continue floating in mid air, body parallel to Earth, towards the front of the apt. I plan to go outside. I think I'm headed towards the Chichen-Itza Mayan Pyarmid. I try to go through the kitchen window, knowing I can go through structures because I'm dreaming, but my small doubt deep within me makes me stop just before the window. I float towards the door instead. Can't recall anything afterwards.

(Regular Dream)
I'm speed walking down my neighborhood street. There are a couple other pedestrians speed walking too, we mutually compete a little. I stopped race walking and am walking normal. I see a group of guys ahead of me. I cross the street to avoid them. When i'm at their distance, I walk back over to talk. They take me to the ground. I can't do much; 1 to 3. I tell them "Not what this is!" Meaning they've mistaken me for doing something wrong. A tan truck pulls up near us, on my right, and the older man driving it steps out with a shotgun. He doesn't say anything when as they know to let me go. I'm suppose to get in the truck to go with him. when I approach the passenger side of the truck, the man is back in the drivers seat, and as I enter the truck I see one of the guys in the group holding a black pistol towards me. I quickly duck down, get out, open the door of the back of the truck, hop in, lay down, and we drive away, with the doors still open. We're headed in the opposite direction I was walking; back to my apartment complex. I'm now in the front seat of the truck and tell him to turn into the parking lot, unsure of whether he actually will, and he does. It is night time. I walk through the apartment complex and meet my Mom near the laundry mat. She was using a bike. She hasn't been sleeping at the apartment with J* and I. I hug and and pout/cry. I place a jar of peanut butter in a cupboard near the laundry mat and tell her we will grab it on the way when walking around the building and to our apartment.

(Regular Dream)
Our old apartment manager, E*, is walking back to her apartment. It is night time. She and her children were swimming in the pool. I'm outside the door of the pool area when she walks away, to her apartment, and asks me to bring her children. I walk into the pool area and want the children to come. We walk a couple yards away and I can't find the youngest little girl. I ask an older brother where she is and she appears behind me. I finally find the apartment and see our new managers cat, Trigger, walking inside. It is an apartment next to the one my sister Angela used to rent on the left side of the complex.
(Regular Dream)
I'm still in the apartment complex at night time. J* and I are assisting E* by helping a woman in an upstairs apartment in a building near the pool. We are recording her weight to determine her weight loss progress. She was 300 pounds but is now in her 200's after loosing 45 pounds in the week. I was on top of her bunk bed and moving around behind her, she tells me to stop. I move over and come down. There are clothes all over another bed next to the bunk bed. The lady is sleeping on the top bunk. J* is reorganizing the clothes. I thought to myself how much work it was to be an apartment manager; they do more than what I expected, considering the help she gives this woman. I see small acrylic paintings placed on the wall and ask who made them. The lady is not listening of course. J* looks and likes them too.

(Regular Dream)
I'm inside of a 7-11, with a gas station. I have a cup of soda on the counter in front of the clerk. I'd like to buy it for free and it is half empty. (I say half empty because I kept sipping the other half.) She becomes frustrated because I want it for free and picks up a phone. About 20 seconds later I realize she's calling her supervisor and wants to put me in trouble. I take the soda and walk outside, squeezing the soda until it's gone. I sit in the car and my mom is gone, but I see her walking back. I signal her to hurry, I don't want the cops to show up before we leave. We drive forward. We pass a ambulance-looking vehicle with flashing lights. I notice the ground has turned to pebbles and is rocky. I look back and see the ambulance vehicle is now a car, falling down a steep hill. I exit the car and watch. It swoops down 2 times and falls into a body of water upside down. A woman opens the door and comes out. I ask her if she's alright and she is. I appear at the base of the hill standing in the road with her and my mom. She asks us for directions, to a campsite, a lake, and a cabin. I see a familiar narrow bridge near my favorite campsite; were in Emigrant Gap Forest. She shows us a map of where we are on her iPhone as I'm thinking of directions to give her.

Evolventity's Dream

August 05, 2011

(Regular Dream) | Fell asleep by 10:30PM, woke up around 2PM.
I'm in someones house, I suppose my Aunt's, but the set-up is different. My cousin L* and friend K* are chilling. I'm observing, not interacting in this section of the dream. K* is laying on a couch, at the left, watching a movie: Ice Age. I suppose it's a new sequel. My POV changes to a scene inside of the movie in which a giant beast is chasing sheep through the ice and snow. K* asks L* for a drink and checks the refrigerator. She pours some alcohol, adds a little ginseng, and then a bit of beef flavoring. -I'm peeing in a bathroom which seems to be Nancy's house, but is set up like my cousins M*&S*'s bathroom. I'm peeing into a tub filled with tissue paper, which shrinks when being wet. L* appears briefly in the tub as if she were taking a bath in tissue paper, instead of water. -I'm laying in bed with L* and one of her friends comes into the room. She sets her dog down, like a chihuahua, with black and white spots and a red collar. The woman is skinny, with short red hair. She's stopping by to say hi. I've never met her before. The dog comes up to me and gives me kisses as I pet him, we all giggle. The visitor is named aRevolver, like a gun. She exits the room and is about to leave though I'd like to say bye. I put on my shirt and sweater to head out. I give her a hug outside in my Aunts backyard, and Google gives me a +1. I sit down in a chair in front of the futon swing. My sister S* is near me too, sitting at a wooden school desk. I take a good look around me and notice that mostly everyone here is gay and with a partner. Even the two guys on the futon. A gothic guy walks past me and triggers my memory of a movie that I've watched recently. I look to S* and she knows what I'm talking about but we can't remember the name of he movie. (It was Adam & Steve.) Anyway. I see a lady at a bar further away. She was recording me with her camera on her phone. I walk up to her and ask her to delete the video. She complains saying that I knew she was recording me because I was looking at her phone. I tell her no, I wasn't. She accuses me for another reason and then asks how I knew. I tell her that I know based on her reactions. I keep asking her to delete the video and she doesn't. Then she becomes a little frisky and tries to hit me. I grab her at the side of the arm before she does. She keeps trying to hit me, even kicking. She yells that I'm hurting/abusing her. Another black lady comes to help her and tries attacking me too. I comment on their suck-y fighting, considering I'm right in front of them, face to face.

(Regular Dream)
I'm in the passenger seat of my cousin Su*'s SUV, which is silver in the dream. She is driving on the highway and it is sunny, daytime. I have a sense that other family members are with me, and my boyfriend M* being behind my seat. He asks my cousin N*, to his left, for a cigarette. I give him the stink eye and point at him. I jokingly raise my hand like intent to slap. I turned forward for a moment and when I turn back around as he's lighting the cigarette, I snatch it from him and throw it immediately out my window. A silver car was behind us and dodged the cigarette which dropped a few yards away onto the ground. I realized I've littered, without thinking. I had a bad feeling from the car behind us. The car turned into the next lane to our left and sped ahead of us. I could see the passenger and driver in the front of the car writing down our license plate number. My feeling was right. It didn't seem that Su* knew this had happened. I wasn't sure what was going to happen; she'll be fined for something of my fault or I'll be taken to jail?

(Regular Dream, Fragmented)
I'm walking towards my friend K* whom is in the three foot shallow end of the peanut shaped pool within the middle of my apartment complex. The border has a dark green color, as usual, and the water is a light blue, It is day time and there are other people around our age swimming. I however, am fully clothed. K* is near a white strap cot which has her towels and newly purchased phone. -I'm near the cot and am wiping off water from her phone, probably from her handling. -K* changes into an old neighbor and friend, Z*. -I remember Z* about to hop out of the pool from the side. -I'm holding back some sort of branches at the cyclone fence. -I'm inside of a bounce house outside the fence. I need to cross from the bounce house to another location across from where I am. The scene has changed into a dimmer blue tone. I think I need to jump to save someone. I remember standing, being unsure of whether I will make it. I decide to take the risk anyway, and make a verbal comment like "fuck it" or something of-the-like. I run and jump. Strips of the bounce house comes with me and I am gliding towards the construction underneath a bridge. I glide between the sideways poles. Whatever material I'm attached to, behind me, is caught on the bridge structure. I'm twirling around the structure that I'm caught on, coming closer to the pole in a centripetal fashion. I quickly hit the center and die, everything turns to blackness, as usual. I wake up and go back to sleep.


(Regular Dream, Fragment)
M* and I had recently had sex. I'm in my Aunts backyard with other people. I'm playing an entertainment video on my laptop. A sex scene of M* and I from earlier is about to play. I cover the screen with a book so no one else can see, except my twin sister and I.

I've been having incredible dreams lately. Too many details. To sum up last night's dream, which I swear lasted forever, even when I'd wake up. Tried MILD, but the dream was just too interesting. I was traveling a lot, I remember an angry juggalo. I was staying at several hotels with a group of people participating in some sort of contest tour. I spoke with Maynard at the beginning of the dream but I barely remember it. Seem to be having more dreams of him lately. There was a crazy looking snake that had hair on it's head, looked like a snake rockstar. Towards the end of the dream my friend A and I were gathering these pictures for something, they were all the same. Then she kept handing me these tops that had layers underneath. I kept taking out the bottom layers and I planned on keeping them. Then I realized I didn't need them and apologized. I don't know how my dreams have been so vivid lately, I don't know what I've been doing different except using mantras. It's pretty cool though. I love having interesting dreams, great escapes from reality.

August 6, 2011

I like knowing that I put the date myself. I still not going to do that color code thing just yet.

Fragment:

I was in a giant forest with a mage who was far away from me. We both have a barbecue set which seem to be able to summon zombies in a weird Tower Defense kind of way. The zombies are slow as hell.

I summon one not knowing what the hell I am doing. The mage summon like 40 and I knew it was too late for me to do anything. I decided to run to his barbecue and dodging his zombies in a football kind of way.

I reach it and turn it off but it just automatically turn itself back on. I was like "What the hell is the point of turning it off?" which the mage reply with "It give you a minor boost."

I woke up...O, well. I would have most likely lost that round anyway.

Alien

Lately, the only fragments i remember are of impossible proportions. That's why i don't write these dreams down. When i wake up from this shit, i only remember something impossible and unexplainable happens. Somethings that aren't in the dictionairy. No point in writing it down.
It's like the shit is so complex as soon as i wake up i can't remember it because my mind would go overload.
Anyway this morning i remembered some vibes of the dream.

I am an alien in my dream. And i'm finding out things about humans. And i do impossible shit. I remember in this dream that i cut myself in slices. And becoming all those slices of myself or something weird. I feel like i'm doing shit that only salvia can do to you in these dreams.

Paragliding

... I'm walking in a forested area. It's dark and the moon shines dimly. I'm on a field trip or something. 60 or so people are walking in front of me. In pairs or families. Including my girl neighbour and her family. I'm with my parents. Everybody was wearing orange raincoats or something.

The whole area had a magical vibe to it. I think i recall candles are lit everywhere we walk.

We are at the top of a really high tower. Way above the clouds. Everybody jumped out of the tower with their paragliding things. Red . My parents go together before me. And i'm the very last to jump.

"Great! Everybody got instructions on how to use this thing and i'm just left here to handle it myself"
"How does this work?" I look and i find a button. Ah! That must be it. I jump!
As soon as i jumped i already pushed the button. The red paragliding thing comes out.
I'm gliding. So fast, this feels so good. I leaned too much down and i rocketed. I ask my parents how do u steer this thing. And my dad says ; "Just act like ur fucking!"
Oh yeah ofcourse! I lean backwards and steering is easy. I let myself feel the adrenaline and wind in my face. It feels so good. I understood now why you really need to do this first in order to know how it feels. It's just unexplainable if u haven't done it. Mid-air i'm keeping my eyes closed for some reason. Kinda scared i guess. I knew i was about to hit the grass. And i land. Blissfully.
Boy, that was fucking great!
Then my dad says our neighbour-girl said she didn't like it and said it was boring. I'm pissed! Boring?? wtf's wrong with the girl. I can't allow that.
I take my bow and arrow and i shoot towards her. Steady. Aim. Fire! I turn into the projectile arrow and i shoot myself into the sky. Flew a bunch of feet. My pointed head hitting the ground. And i wake up.

Its all such fragments last night. I had absolutely no recollection of what I dreamt last night when I woke up. Pieces have come back to me throughout the day.
-leo was there, I was annoyed with him
-i was driving in a car
-it was dark out at some point
-i was dressed professionally
-i was in a hurry.
That's it. Very very strange for me.

I was with my mom and sisters and my son. We were all going to the pool, but it was an indoor pool, it might've been the YMCA. Me and my mom realize we didn't bring the little swimmers diapers, so she went to go get them. I took my son in the pool anyway and he was laughing and having a good time. I was trying to get to the other side of the pool and there were these strange bars, some kind of toy thing I assumed, but for some reason I thought I could walk across it. There was a little kid watching me like I was an idiot. I had a kid in my arms and was trying to steady myself, but realized it wasn't going to work. My mom came back and asked me if he knew he was just wearing a diaper? I just shrugged.

I start walking around the pool, trying to figure out where everything is. It was a strange pool. I noticed there was an outdoor pool too, with slides and I went up to the windows to look out. I was in an area that I was apparently not supposed to be. A dc lifeguard came up to me and asked me if I read the sign about "trolling" lol. I laughed and walked back to my mom and told her I got in trouble for trolling around. I started walking around again and walked up into an area where there was this tunnel thing going down, it took me a few times to figure out that it was a slide that ended somewhere below me. I almost went down with my son on accident.

After the pool scene, I ended up on a street in some busy town. My brain keeps thinking Chicago. It's nighttime and I have my son still and we're laying on a bench like homeless people. I have a blanket wrapped around me and I was wearing underwear, no pants. Across the street I could see three neon lights, I think one was a theatre and another one was decorated in red white and blue and it was some popular store. I just remember it starting with an H. Hilfiger also comes to mind. So I'm laying on this bench and I notice a bunch of mexican gangsters walking down the street. A few eyed me and one big guy started coming towards me. I was a little scared, but more so pissed off. He thought I was asleep and when he got closer I looked up at him and flipped him off. He got mad and started chasing me, still have my kid in my arms. I think I'm heading back to the "ymca" because I'm taking familiar turns, like I knew how I'd gotten there. I went up some stairs and in a door which led to more stairs and another door at the top. I stopped at the top to see how close he was. He was standing at the bottom but he wasn't looking at me, he looked like he decided to stop chasing me.

(what sucks is, the dream started to fade and I became lucid, but I woke up briefly.)

I can't remember much after this, except, a hot tub and some lady laughing at me telling me not to wear her panties... >.<