dream fragment

August 28, 2011

I don't even know. A fragment about a whore cussing someone out over a cellphone.

Last night episode of "Durarara!!" on Adult Swim was most likely the cause as there was a ugly bitch (more so in spirit) being piss over a cell phone.

I remember being out in the desert....some lady was telling me some story that I wasn't really interested in. I saw a desert fox like moments before I woke up.

Prisoner of Love (FRAG)

I was either in a prison or a intensive camp and I was flirting with this one girl. It counted that I was in a thing with this girl bt then later on I was seen flirting with another girl and then the first girl came in and saw me and was all piss so then I was trying to win her back and things but none of it worked. The camp (i'm going with camp) counselor kept trying to gently get me to stop because nothing seemed to be working but I was stupid and stubborn and kept trying and ended up doing more harm then good. There were magical aspects of this dream but I can't remember them...

Camp Delights

Me and my friends Nick and Frankie were driving through the woods when we stumbled upon this campsite. It was cool because we were at the top of the hill and the campsite was further down and there were 2 paths, one was a straight down path and the other was a swirly san fran hill path. We took the straight. When we got to the bottom I'm pretty sure there were multiple buildings but we decided to be squaters in this one building. It was full of normal things that happened somewhat strangely-the one I can remember was when I got hungry, I would get a pancake from the closet, put it on the bottom side of a skateboard deck and snap the part of the deck that was holding the pancake off of the rest of the deck and use it like a plate. I did this twice. Then I saw an old person in red walking quickly away. He saw me and we had to get out of there as soon as possible. We all ran out to the car but there were these three small 8ish yr old kids who were hanging off of Frankie and he had to violently push them off. We started the car and went on the swirly path up the hill because surely the old man would have called the cops and they were headed down the main st. I was in the back seat and there was a blanket that I was trying to get under wile still watching what was happening on the outside. We passed these strange tank like machines that I knew were for construction and then I woke up.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="silver"]I become aware that I was dreaming this night, but this time I didn't try to become lucid, I just wanted to sleep because I went to bed late. So I didn't wrote down my dream upon awakening. I was lucid for just a brief moment, then I was semi-lucid then it become a normal dream again.[/COLOR]

Travel. Beach? Home. Computer should be shut down. Strangers at home.

Evolventity's Dream

August 27, 2011

(Regular Dream, Fragment) | Fell asleep ~5AM, woke up at 1:50PM.
-Timon, from Lion King, is charging me multiple times by my command.

(Regular Dream)
-I walk into a darkened area with another person. It seems like the back of a building and is pretty ghetto. The walls, people, and floor all look grunge. I see a man near a room, maybe a storage or garage. I'm standing in an open area. I am told to ask for a job. A couple others and I ask if we can sweep. There are already a couple of people sweeping the floor. The scene is much clearer now and I can tell we are in a ballroom. The walls and floor are a brownish color. It's very dim inside. I grab a broom and begin sweeping without the mans approval. He tells us to stop and we continue. We all ask for the price to be paid. He says $2. I yell $10 an hour. Everyone laughs. I say $5. Everyone thinks $2 is more. I explain the math and $5 is agreed upon. We sweep away. (Fragment) Still in the same ballroom, we are taking a yoga class. I remember crossing my arms as an 'X' and laying them on my forehead when laying down on my back, like everyone else. Somehow the dream turns bad and I'm trying to escape everyone. I'm hanging from the curtains very high up. I guess there are some people on my side being that they are chaining their bodies with mine using rope to reach the floor. (Fragment) I'm now a different person; a goddess or princess whom is trying to escape the ballroom. After walking down the cement stairs, she is barred in a cage and not able to go out. The man she is trapped by is looking at her.

(Lucid Dream)
-It's day time. I'm standing out of M*'s car along with my sister J* in the parking lot where he usually parks. We're talking about the changing color of the sky which we are able to control. The ease of using our mental will to change the color is like rolling a pencil with our fingers. Though, when adjusting the color of the sky, only the individual can see the color of which they willed. I asked J* what color she's using and she replies "purple." When looking into the sky, I had been continuously altering mine. J* and M* walked toward the apartment as I walked the opposite direction through the parking lot. I continue to look into the varied sky and its clouds. I think to myself how beautiful it is and that I don't often see things like this. I find myself making large jumps forward. I think that it's probable to make these jumps in the waking world. I look back at the sky and then it hits me. The only time I see scenes like this are in dreams and these jumps are surely not possible in the waking world. I'm dreaming. I continue to walk forward. I turn right at the corner when I reach the street. I am singing very loudly. The lyrics come to me without any focus and they are pretty damn good. I think about stabilization and take a look at my hands. I pretend to grab a pair of glasses and put them on my face, creating a sharper image. I see a car driving towards me a little ways down the street. I lay to the ground and lick the floor to help stabilize. It was rough as expected. I remember my little doubt problem I used to have and once again my vision is stamped with blackness, on my left side. Whenever this happens it feels like I am being blocked. I try to blink it away. I see a curtain and sunshine. I'm awake.

I was in my basement
my sister and one of my friends sisters was there with her
they wanted to play play kinect
so i set it up for them with alot of trouble
they started to play
for some reason the kinect sensor was facing them from the side
they were playing this game where it was like duck hunt for the nes
they would point an imginary gun at the dcuks flying by and shoot them down and it was pretty fun
next thing i know the girls sister is in the basement as well (she is really hot)
she wants to play teh dance game she keeps on saying dance dance revolution and i explain to her that the kinect version is just dance revolution
i take the game out of its case wipe it against he sweat pants to clean it then start having a hell of a time putting it into the disc tray
i end up sliding teh disc along the floor and she laughs
next thing i know im walking towards my elementary school
my brother is there with his friend and they are driving cars around the yard
there overcast and nobody but us is there
my friend leaves telling me he has something to go do quickly and i go to get into one of the cars to have some fun
there is a hummer or jeep i cant remember which one as well as a camaro and i think a corvette
my brother tells me he spent over 250k on the cars so be careful and dont tell his dad!
i drive the jeep around for a bit buy its kinda slow and the terrain isnt really calling for it
so i hop out and get into the camaro and man is it fun
i start pulling of some ken block moves ripping through the grassy fields and drifting for 100 feet before peeling out of the tarmac where the kids wouyld play
eventually after driving for probably 15 minutes i rev the engine and hit the bump at well over 200 km and fly through the air but at this point i see the car flyng through the air in a third person view.
i clear the fence to the pool and hit the locker room flipping over one time than the car lands in the pool and starts sinking
i get out really casually because i know for some reason that he has insurance that will buy him a new one
my brother leaves his car as well and we start walking towards the playground
all this time im worried my mom will see me if she drives by because im wearing a bright neon yellow sweater
when we get to the playground we see the squirrel at the edge of the sand with a chest of some type
my brother and i both smell some weed in there so we decide to scare of the squirrel and take it
when we approach it though the stupid things crouches back like a tiger and then shows its "fangs" which looked more like human teethe
it tried to bite us a few times and i eventually convinced him that this wasnt worth getting rabies for and he agreed

second dream

I cant remember exactly how this one started but it very fragmented and very weird

I was back in sweden but everything looked extremeley weird and cartoonish
i met with my uncle brother and my dad
we were walking through the old part of stockholm
i dont remember much but i do remember going to a bakery where the lineup was quite large
my brother didnt wait but we told him that most times the line up would go too the street and this would be worth it
i ordered some drink
it was a hot chocolate with tons of candy covered rainbow coloured chocolate chips
it was pretty delicious if i do remember
after that we left and its a blur

dream 3

i was at my friend dannys house
we were playing xbox in his basement or something
some weird stuff started to happen with things appearing through portals in his backyard
one thing appeared and we had to run over fences away from it

dream 4

i was in some kind of program where i had to go to inclass sessions
i arrived sat down and got down to busisness
something crazy was going on in the next room and we weere not aloud to go look
i went to i opened the first door and went for the second when i was grabbed by a few people
they pulled me out and started questioning me
i didn answer so they started to hit me in the balls and that hurt alot
i woke up because i didnt want to deal with that

Not much from last night.

I one scene, I was visiting Terrence McKenna's ethnobotanical reserve in Hawaii. There were all sorts of crazy wild-looking plants. In either another dream or the same dream, I dreamed of eating a dish that had living crabs at the bottom of it. I was supposed to just eat the crabs, and I remember being nervous by the thought of one of the crabs pinching my tongue on the way down.

I also dreamed about getting it on with a college friend.

I'm going to be starting up again and it has been a while....

Harvard Pretending (FRAG)

I was walking around harvard pretending to all of the faculty that I went there. This made it super easy to make conversation with the students there. It was with a group of boys that something really cool happened but I don't remember what it was.

August 27, 2011

The 2nd time I forgot (honesty became too lazy to) update.

The night before I dream about Runescape. What I was doing? I have no clue. If you ever played the game you know it just a giant blur of clicking.

Last night I recall nothing at all. Weird.

Date - 8.27.11
Setting - Aunt's old house in Virginia
People - My mom and all of her siblings

I walked into a room where my mom, aunts, and my uncle were talking. They were sitting at a table. I asked what they were talking about and they began to explain that it was about me. They found one of my cousins playing Pokemon even though he wasn't allowed, and blamed me for giving the game to him. I told them that I didn't give him that game, but the didn't believe me. I was lying to them but after some convincing they stopped blaming me and instead blamed some kid that I've never heard of nor seen in real life. I was happy that I didn't get into any trouble, but I woke up soon after.

That was a rather pointless dream but I heard that I should record all dreams so I plan on doing that.

I'm new to this forum and lucid dreaming in general, so if you think that I should change how I record journals and/or have some good tips to share please wrote on my profile or send me a message

This dream was during a period of a few days that I didn't pay much attention to my dreams due to a little bit of real-world stress, so here is a fragment...

I remember going mini-golfing by myself in a place where there were lots of other people already there, in groups, in couples, with their kids... I felt sort of out-of-place but perfectly fit-in at the same time. Anyway, I started talking to some other guy there a couple years younger than me, who had come there with friends but split up with them for some reason. We were in the middle of a casual conversation when my friend Adam (my usual DM in RL) came up to me to tell me about a new DnD mission he had for me in the DnD world, a different dimension, but that i had to keep it under wraps. He left really quickly. Apparently I didn't keep this new mission thing serious, because I started bragging to this other guy about how I play DnD and about how much I loved it. I knew I shouldn't be bragging, but I couldn't stop my dream self from doing so...This other guy told me that he played DnD, too, but not as long as I had, so we had a conversation about DnD.... I think later on we both had to work on the mission together, and the other guy ended up being smarter and stronger than me. I don't remember any of what the mission was, but I distinctly remember waking up feeling incredibly ashamed that I had opened up my big mouth in the first place.

This dream made me wish I could go back to the days where I was quiet, too shy to talk to anyone. Everybody assumed I was smart because I did my homework and got all A's, but I never had to say something and have it proved wrong... Whereas now I'm a little more open, but don't know how to say what I really mean a lot of the time, so I end up sounding like an ass or trying to make myself look a little better than I really am, and turn out to be an idiot. I habitually open my mouth even when I shouldn't.

all i remember is meeting this kid dota in a part of my town called nab behind a random telephone pole. i cant remember why we met there but he said it was a sick hiding spot and i looked at his ninja 650r street bike and i instantly thought if i were to ride that right now i would crash

16-08-11 At Annegrethe's birthday I notice a song from Thure that involves doing something with quite a lot of fruit. On the sheet of paper it proclaims that he is my flat mate and 17 years old, which surprises me in a couple of ways.

First off I don't recall there being a song from Thure at that actual party, second of all Thure is older than 17 years old. But as I start to question these things my mum interrupts and asks if the song is from Thure, and how awfully nice that is of him.
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I am in what seems like an American city on fire. There is a background commentary on this is now we are seeing the results of the last decade's extensive use of violent computer games.

The city is in ruins, there is rubble all over the place and where ever you see people they are carrying either hand guns or rifles. The scenario is simple kill or be killed. Shoot on sight, humanity has lost it.

I stop myself gun in hand. I decide to throw it away and start walking around the city with caution, as far as I am aware I am the only one to get the idea that killing is baaad mkaay.

I am standing in a driveway under a tree. It is morning time and I am speaking to someone. I soon identify the source of the voices as coming from the camper parked in the driveway.

It takes a bit of time to convince the voices from inside the camper that I have decided to take up the path of non-killing. They decide to trust me and let me in, however I have to enter the code myself.

This turns out trickier than just entering a combination into a key pad. The combination is to be entered under the door to the camper. There is a slit wherein a series of motives have been carved in the wood. These are not visible though, so you have to feel out for them. I can't remember all of them, but one is a freaking samurai warrior to give some hints of the difficulty.

I am however getting verbal assistance so I make it, though I am also told during the process that the code is a work in progress as one of the voices keeps cutting new ones.

I finally get in. To my surprise the voices of the men I have been talking to doesn't belong to two grown up men. Rather the people in the camper are all packed in a little wooden box. The voices are from the two eldest fetuses (feti?). They are lying face to face in the box with tubings running down by their bodies helping them survive in some sense. The tubes continue upwards to the top right corner of the box where there is an assortment of smaller fetuses, though these aren't sentient as the two largest ones.

I go outside again and through the branches and sticks of the tree in the driveway I spot a woman. She looks at me and there is a small hint of fear upon her face. I hold up my hands palms outward to signal that I aint carrying and I have no intentions of hurting her, she looks quickly away and back at me.

I don't know if this woman ends up joining the cause, but when I get to the van there is a woman, I think I met before (just noticed I didn't, but that was how the dream explained her presence). And another one that has approached her from the street, intent on non-violence as well.

We get in the van preparing ourselves for the ride to get out of Hell Town. We take off and I am driving. I give a rats ass about red lights or otherwise traffic regulating signaling, under the assumption that if I was to adhere to these remnants of legality I would be the only one and stand out. Besides a moving target is always trickier to hit.

When I take a right and run through a red light under an approach way to the higher free way system I hear sirens behind me. I have a cop on my tail.

I take a right out over the harbour, except that it is a pedestrian system and the roads I am driving on are narrow as fuck. Multiple times one or two wheels of the van are in the water. I pull the handbrake and spin around and start driving back.

The diversion worked the cop continue straight ahead and I don't allow for much time to pass before I drive out into traffic again.
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I am at a party in a two story building. On the deck below there is the bar and speaker system. The speaker system is set up a little bit weird as it is pretty much central on the floor, with satellites on the walls.

I think Mikkel L is there (which would make sense seeing as my family and I talked about him that evening). He is somehow involved with running the party and the sound system.

I think it might actually be my room for a short while, because someone mentions the good quality of the speaker system and I tell them that what my flat mate has next door is a hell of a lot better.

Skip.

I am now upstairs and it is a freaking nightmare. There are mainly two types of monsters up there and I believe I can only take on one at the time.

The monsters are pretty stationary or slow. The stationary ones have a long energy tongue that looks like a vortex or wormhole if you look down it. The problem with the scenario is that if I decide to take on the monsters on their turf I am always in range of the tongue bitches.

However I have an ability. I have some kind of rope or tentacle myself that I can shoot out of my chest that will then pull me towards my designated target. So my strategy becomes run in and get attacked from multiple sides, then hook onto a target get close and pull it to the corner I have already cleared.

On the last trip in I am getting sucked at from 3 directions and the target I have selected is on a shelf above me, plus there is some sort of big ass cable across the ground I will have to get over. I get over the cable and take a shot at tentacle tosser, but miss. I am now standing taking hits from all over so I have to do something quickly.

I run under the shelf of the target and wait there, now out of range from the other monsters in the room. As I expected soon enough the target peaks out over the edge in order to take a couple of swings at me. Bad move, mofo! I now have a route to shoot at and though I aint exactly confident that my own tentacle (that seems more of a mechanical thing) is strong enough to pull it down I come out on top. I then rush to the cleared corner with the monster and kill it. I have taken up a rather unusual way of killing these monsters, I think I am actually biting vital chunks off of them.

Skip.

In the same room on the same floor I keep doing these labs, It might be during my monster hunt that I decide to take a break from the heroic parts of a heroic tale.

There are women there. And they are have the hots for me. I notice one of these women and start making out with her. I do another lap, this time intend on finding something a bit more exotic (read nude and willing to get close to me) and find her on the next lab at the same corner I used to drag monsters to.

I am already naked myself and I put my arms around her waist and spin her around so she has her back to me. She doesn't resist, in fact she reacts completely opposite.

I wake up.
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Pre-sleep: I sense a numbing sensation in my body as I wake up and decide to sleep again. The hypnagoic imagery is of a helicopter view of tree tops that slowly form into an encompassing forest.

Soon enough the sun appears to give the entire scene some lighting. I try and act and I wake up.

I remain calm and soon enough a similar scenario arise, trees slowly moving by until the scenario is that of a forest.

This time the sun is ahead of me and causing some extraordinary visual effects as I am looking at outlines of trees in the background as well as some dark shrubbery off to my right.

The evolution of the dream continues till the point where I am walking with two mates a bit ahead of me. We are having a conversation and they start mocking me for not exerting control although it is my dream.

I start explaining that the reason I aint doing anything is for the dream to stabilize, but the fuckers have tricked me into destroying it, by talking, and the scenery vanishes and I see the back of my eyelids and wake up.

26-08-11 Golf clubs and weed.
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Something about an ex girlfriend I get into a discussion with in a locker.

I hug the other party in a bed, and try soon enough to disentagle myself as it was only intended as a friendly hug from her.

Peter Scotson from Weeds is the new husband and we talk a bit and defuse the angry bitch.
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I am in a dark room with Minka, I want to kiss her and be with her and I think I am making an approach, It might get a little intense, though nothing happens. We walk out onto a grass field that normally would be massive and open.

However at the current time it is occupied by a temporary fairgrounds. It is dark, it is night time and the only source of light around is small lights from the various tents and things on the grounds. We walk on the outskirts of the fairgrounds until we spot where we are headed.

There is a circle of people sat in the grass, it is a coven and their leader is sat in the middle facing off against Lafayette (Yep, true blood guy). We may take seats in the circle or I just drift in without my dream body and is sat right next to Lafayette.

Though I might be separate from him, I still am feeling the sense of agency in what he is doing. Their leader, who may be Marney (Antonia, whatever dunno if it is even centred on the vamp theme).

The leader starts summoning a water elemental, and up until now I haven't noticed the puddle of water between Lafayette and her.

The water is muddy and so is the elemental, which isn't big and looks a bit like a statuette climbing out of the water. When it is slightly over half way there Lafayette/me swats it and it crumbles. I am aware that he/me is the only one in the circle with the power to destroy these.

“You will lay the fuck down with **** and ****” (remember the names I do not) Lafayette says and I become aware that he has been thwarting attempts at whatever their leader is trying to do twice before us turning up.

Lafayette/me makes the move to finish off the leader. It is a spell and it is designed to crystallise the fluid in the cells of the eyeballs of the victim, making them burst, a vicious piece of water magic if you ask me.

The spell is fired and I expect the leader to go down. That doesn't happen, when the spell (which isn't as such visible by the way) reach the leader a bright blue flash appears from her neck. The necklace she was wearing wasn't a normal necklace.

The blue light manifests. The spell didn't hit the person, but the tiny faerie (What is with the fucking faeries in my dreams recently!? (btw I am not complaining =P)) enchanted into the necklace. She was immune to the spell and she has dark eyes, pretty much the only thing in her glowing body that is dark.

This is getting out of hand. I am in my dream body now. Not sure if I have become the person that was Lafayette or whatever. I let out a shriek, to warn the people in the fair. These were the people the leader was trying to hurt, so everyone in the coven realise that this might be a prime situation to practice running.

Luckily we are close to the edge of the grounds which is surrounded by bushes. I look out and see Minka already on her way through the bushes. I myself dart after her. It is a fucking pain getting through a piece of bush in utter darkness with human limbs flailing about. I have a plan to sort that out since this is moving way too slowly at any rate.

When I am through to the other side I shout out “Minka!”. I think I feel having her attention and I roar. She gets the message and I see her shifting into a fast animal, I myself shift into a lion(ess?) and feel the powerful muscle (though the speed seems to be lacking a bit).

Minka is a wolf and way ahead of me, but she sense that I can't follow that speed and shift into a lioness as well. I still feel my clothes on my body, which is hindering me a bit, but I don't know what I can shift into that will solve it.

We are running up a hill road, a road that reminds of one in the city I grew up in right next to the town hall. I keep running looking at Minka. At the top of the hill she shifts into a bird, a rather small one, maybe a blackbird or raven (definitely a dark bird, not sure if a raven would be too big, I am a bit far away) and takes off into flight.

I decide to do the same though I am unfamiliar with shifting into flying things. I think Eagle. I shift and leaps and get up a bit, but flying with wings is hard. I keep flapping about, but only just barely manage to keep floating.

Until I realise that I can push forward my legs which will make my wings carry more and provide quite a significant up drive. I fly high, I mean high enough to make me think “Shit this is really high”.

It must look hilarious the way I manage the height of my flight. I push forwards my legs to go up and pull em back to go down while flapping my wings the entire time. I fly over Minka and look down at the brick houses and flat roof tops.

After a short while after this I land in a yard of a small house. The terrace is sort of formed like a playground and I transform into a kangaroo when I land and jump between some of the smaller platforms for the fun of it.

Minka lands shortly after. I go to her, intending on kissing her. She doesn't allow me and says “Dennis”. There may be tears in her voice, she starts talking about how I take risks, like I just did in Eagle form.

“If you went skiing with your dad, would you jump that high” “If you drove a snow scooter, would you make jumps” and things like that. I keep thinking when I dream I fly that high, and eventually she say “When you dream” (Nice one missing the lucidity clue there).

“You don't understand I really care for you...” “but you just don't want me” I think to myself. There is a sense that I take too much risk for her to be interested in me, she might be afraid to get interested in me.

I pick her up and place her on my arm and start walking inside, carrying her like you would a baby. She is still crying.

We get inside and I see her boyfriend/ex boyfriend or whatever he is. “Darly” she says and her crying intensifies. I look at him pleadingly to take her, not because I want to let her go, but because she wants to go to him.

“Great sleeping beauty (or similar)” he says hinting at her crying, but eventually he accepts her and take her in his arms. My niece is sat on the sofa next to him and as soon as he is occupied with Minka she starts crawling out over the sofa, but I anticipated this from before I even handed Minka over to Darly and catch my niece as she starts falling.

I start looking at her while talking to her and they lie down for a short moment on the sofa. Then Minka says “Dennis” again tears in her voice, she seems hurt that I have again handed a love interest into the arms of another man and just let go.

I am slightly hurt, but I channel love into the moment with my niece and try to ignore the other parties in the situation.

She is the only person whose friendly love always shine brighter than the hurt of not being with her.