dream fragment

1. I go to see Swan Lake at Cincinnati's Music Hall with C.W. We pass a White Castle on the way there, and I remark how it's practically an outpost of my college with the clientele it gets. We arrive at the hall, and as we ascend the escalator we see Dr. L. and give him a salute. We get to the lobby and see a glorious buffet laid out before us; the ballet is already starting, and we hear a flautist fail her solo. I start eating and scarf down hashbrowns, vegetables, and a roll before a frumpy attendant starts asking me questions. I act suspicious and evade her questions, and she starts chasing me down. I run into the auditorium, where I find my family and sit by them. I don't escape the woman, though, and am kicked out.

2. I view a montage of Call of Duty matches, all taking place in some sort of museum. It's a hardcore assault on an elevator, and teams trade places between attack and defense. The terrorists almost win a match, letting only two of the good guys escape before time runs out. Once, when the elevator is nearing the attack stage, a string quartet forms and plays Metallica in the space.

The past few nights, my dreams have involved my ex, telling me that he regrets breaking up with me and loves me still... He told his current girlfriend that he never loved her and always loved me. The dreams took place in a hallway near my locker in school.---The weird things about it was that it was my school---but wasn't... you know what I mean? Like it looked nothing like it and the lockers were red, while they are blue in real-life. I hate how dreams alter the truth and I blame my sub-conscience. I'm jealous of those people who learned to control their dreams, knowing they are dreaming and can accomplish anything in their dream-state. I, myself was only to perform lucid dreaming once and it wasn't even on purpose, but it was a few years back.

Just a short fragment where I was at home in the kitchen and my dad knocked on the door with his bike, wearing a white shirt and a silver bike helmet. He said "Hi, I'm 33, can I come in?" (no, he is not 33. lol)

my house is connected to a shed (in real life, too).
i walk thru the door to the shed and instead of a shed, there is a giant roller rink - esque room.
a few people including my friend lotie who i know online are using the space for some kind of party.
everyone's bodies are bumper cars but this is normal for this kind of get together.
to be here, you must have hot coco in your hand. i walk around for awhile with mine and never sip it so it gets weird looking and the whipped cream erodes into a rock mess on top of it.

i don't like it here so i go into my sun room and watch the people who are hanging out in my driveway, taking a smoke break from the party.
they all look at me weird because i own the house. whatever.
i go into the party room again later and there are a lot less people. i hang around a bit, it's not that bad.

August 11, 2011

I really don't want to write today but meh...quitting is such a stupid thing to do when I being shown so much progress.

I pretty sure I must have at least 2 more fragments last night if not more but can't remember them.

Dream 1:

In this dream I was basically dreaming of becoming lucid through a WILD. lol

I was in a pink/purple room which could have easily be seen as a girl room and I was with a male friend who look pretty much like a clone of me. The room was my grandmother bedroom that she lend me when I stay over there for a while. The grandmother was on my father side.

I was telling him how to become lucid so we went to sleep and both woke up to WILD back into sleep. (aka correct way of doing it though I did try to do the incorrect way whiling going to bed...It a great boredom game, much better then counting sheep IMO)

We were sharing the dream and still in the same room. We had a pink toy with numbers on them...They were the size of a laptop but beside three buttons near the number the rest of it was pointless. I though him that the numbers is points he earn by becoming lucid and they allow him dream control.

For some reason I had like 100,000+ points and my OCDness kick in and made me reset it. Either I lost my false lucidly or I just woke up but something bad happen shortly after.

For the record dreaming about being lucid is not the same as being lucid. So I will not mark this as a lucid.

Dream 2:

A human (look like an evil guy who go around hunting for Smurfs) and a kid was playing pool (better known as pocket billiards) on my grandmother (mother side) front porch. The prize was a pig.

We were given a break so I walk around the house and once I got to the right side of the house there was red flowers and red little bugs. These bugs look VERY friendly. Dancing bugs from Adventure Time is the best why I can describe him but minus the dancing.

Back to the contest for the pig the evil guy were trying to sell black pigs with green spots though he wouldn't let anyone see them. I saw a peek and ask a guy about them and he say they were quite common and useless. Basically with dream logic the evil guy was scamming people.

They start playing the game again and I saw the fat pig in question...No doubt he would make a lot of bacon but also look quite friendly and make a decent pet. I call him over but he went to the corner then I told him to get closer. I petted the pet and while watching the game woke up.

Fragment:

I was rubbing my father feet on the couch of my grandmother (mother side)...He gave me like 17 dollars plus like 200 because it was Christmas in my dream. Weird ass dream but the money was nice while it lasted.

False awaking:

I was in my bed and it was quite the same but my blanket was replaced with a Zodiac one where it was designed oddly enough to have the snake kinda come off of the blanket itself.

I had the false memory of that if I let his mouth unfold then he will most likely do nothing but it always had scare me that he would bite me. (false memory, I wouldn't have such a silly fear like that.)

I try to be a rubber band to wrap his mouth shut but my body got VERY weak...In the false awaking I though sleep paralysis had kicked in even though I was moving quite a lot before, I care less about the snake and more about my eyes closing without my command. I woke up feeling quite stupid.

I was walking through a high way with some people I used to know back in middle school. And my old teacher was with us. We were walking for about a mile getting some excersise. And we have reached the end of the road. I saw a road going through a bunch of trees. The trees were covered up like it was in a cave. It was really creepy. I saw some stuff hanging down from the branches. They looked like puppets, Halloween stuff. My teacher convinced me into going through there. And I stopped and said no way in hell I'm going in there. If we go in there we have a bad feeling something would to happen. The place looked dark and creepy with stuff hanging from it.
So I stopped for a moment. I didnt go through any further. Any I saw light at the end of the road. And I woke up.

I was shopping at Kroger in this dream by my self. I suddenly went to the self check out. I had my things ready. I was buying some General Tso Chicken and I was getting my medication as well. Here I was trying to pay for my stuff and suddenly I forgot I didn't had my card. And some lady said to me do you need any help? I said no I'm fine and I told her I think I lost my debit card. I told her I can call my parents to come and get me and help me pay for it.

Suddenly I heard a weird thunder noise out side, The walls were gone in the store and I saw tornadic weather out side. It looked really green. The lights went off. My mom suddenly comes in and pays for the food, etc. And we left the store. I was out side and it was really stormy. It was pitch black you couldn't see anything. We drove off and we were returning home. We parked in a parking lot to let the storm pass and I woke up.

Here I am in our grandmas old house in Texas. There is this girl I never met. We both were the same age, We were 14 years old in the dream. Suddenly I realized we both were staying in the same bedroom. Sleeping together, etc. And she tried to kiss me when I was in bed with her. Any way. Suddenly she wasn't welcomed in our place all of the sudden. I kind of feel bad for her but it was really disappointing. We were having a family reunion and the whole entire house looked different from before.

One room looked like a fancy family restaurant. And my grandma got mad at her for some reason and she left. I was wondering when she will be coming back. I was out side being all depressed because she wasn't there. I suddenly realized I had become a power ranger in the dream. Fighting some enemies. Suddenly the girl came back after a month in the dream. And she says she missed me. And she wanted to stay at my grandmas place and stay with me.

Last night was nothing too long nor vivid, just a small fragment.

I remember being with my father, among others, in an arena lit by yellow sunlight. The arena was suspended in the clouds. It was very Olympian/Herculean/Greek-mythology-esque, complete with massive marble columns supporting the half-domed roof. We were fighting a high-technology battle against a horde a machine-like foes. I remember casting out a blanket of small, silvery heat-seeking missiles and perceiving them head-first as they engulfed one of the part-man, part-god, part-robot enemies in a small but thoroughly destructive rain of fire.

That's about all I can pull out of my memory for this one, which is unfortunate because of how surreal the small scene that I can remember is. I love the concept of an ancient high-technology battle among lesser gods. (I wasn't told explicitly, but I'm almost certain that this was indeed an ancient battle, occurring during the glory days of ancient Greek legend).


Circumstance:
Chicken and tomatoes on the skillet before bed,
2x krill oil

Melatonin, hard boiled egg, banana w/ nutella, tums
I was in French class, and I kept seeing Mme Irish keep moving around the room, I guess preparing for the fette. I was in the back corner of the room.
Mom and I were at Seafood City, but it looked more like Los Amigo's. As we were waiting in line ordering our food, the ladies serving us just left and forgot about the customers. They weren't paying any attention, so ma went over to the workers area, and came out with an apron and hairnet. She filled my tray with poncit and the other thing that she normally gets. I asked her, did they let you do that? She said she didn't care, and just wanted to speed things up. *
I remember something also running around in the house. Also I was preventing some people from getting to th object/dead thing.*

Sucks that I ate so much last night, expecting to have atleast better recall. ;n;

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Still not much sleep, but I seem to dream alot anyways. Had another short lucid, and a bunch of fragments.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Dreams and fragments
*I'm letting a couple of dogs bite hold my arms in their mouths. They bite me gently.

*I've lost my keygenerator pad somewhere in the trash. I enter the small garbage station and start looking for it in a green trash can. There are Billys pizzas everywhere, and I can't seem to find the damn thing. A man comes in through the door. "Oh, hi. I'm just looking for my key" I tell him. He nods and looks away. I spot the thing on the floor, but it's been smashed.

*I'm in Monica's car. For some reason I decide to burn it up, and light a small fire in the back seat. Smoke starts to pour out of it as I'm standing nearby, talking to someone. There are tall apartment buildings nearby, and I suddenly realise that they will probably see what I'm doing and call the cops. I douse the fire and get in the car. I head to my dad's house and when I get there, my dad comes out. "Want to buy her car? It's got a new battery and you can take the engine, it's very good" I tell him. He laughs at me, but appears interested.

*I'm in skarr's house with two more people. We're in his room on the upper floor, and I sit down in his blue computer chair. I recall him telling me it makes him sweat, alot. I can feel how hot it gets and even though there are several windows open all around us, it's super hot.

*I'm not sure what I did before, but I'm lucid. Infront of me is a huge castle, like a church. There's a big flight of stairs leading up to two massive wooden doors. Some guy is walking up the stairs, I think it's my friend G's friend, Emil. "Hey Emil, wait up!" I say and start worrying about the dream ending because they always do when I try to catch up with things. I rub my hands and walk up the stairs after him. He doesn't stop, so I repeat myself. Almost at the top, he stops and turns around and greets me.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Fragments for the first dream. I was on the phone with my friend Chason for the majority of the dream. Every time I would try to go, he would keep me there. It felt like the conversation lasted hours. My mom was on the computer. I finally hung up on him and felt very peaceful.

Next I was downstairs when I noticed a lot of police activity outside. I went to the window and saw they were all going to the house next door. There was a single female cop standing outside. There were some dogs from a K9 unit around.

I answered my door and there was one of my neighbor's and a cop. I knew him from town. I can't remember what he explained to me, except it was something about drugs, and then he asked if he could look around my house. I said "I'm sorry, officer. I know you're just doing your job, but I don't consent to searches unless you have a warrant." He said okay, a little disappointed.

He said, "Well we've just been hit can you give us your fingerprints with this kit?"

I replied, "No officer, not unless required by law. He's my neighbor and I've been in his house. I could have accidentally touched something incriminating." He smiled very broadly and so did I, as if this was incredibly funny, then he left.

I went to my neighbor's house. When the mother opened the door, she looked very old and sick. She asked me something and then closed the door, which was actually a very large shower curtain, and I saw her kids go upstairs looking tired. I began explaining to her as she shut the curtain how to deal with the police, what her rights were and weren't. She was like "You be my kid now?" because apparently people in my dreams lack basic English skills. She was very happy. I told her a few things she should do as she went to her car. An old man wheeled towards her, complaining about it. My mom also complained that I had told her how to keep herself safe from police inquiry. I think this is all related to my disgust of people decrying the London riots.

August 10, 2011

Title.

Kinda a mix between a fragment and a dream. I would personally see this as a short dream but I going to label it as a fragment also.

Being in that white castle looking place (watching the dubbed anime on Adult Swim) Ichigo was found beaten up but still wearing his Hollow mask. Red Pineapple hair guy (damn Japanese names) found him and drag in out where all of the other captains were. He try removing the mask but Ichigo woke up and his eyes were still yellow. For a sec in the dream his body was pure white and he was just the base (meaning no hair and no clothes) but his yellow eyes were still there.

I somehow enter the dream and I told him to put the mask back on. I ask him how do he usually take it off during battle. He said something about spiritual pressure and I told him he should try that then. Of course it works and then I woke up.

Dumbass Ichigo.

This night was the greatest LD night I ever lived since I started lucid dreaming. I had 5 LDs (which of course I chained, I love DEILD) but in each of them I demonstrated dream control like I had never experienced before.

Dream 1: I start my lucid dream by doing a random reality check in my living room while my mom is watching me. As soon as I realise I am dreaming I decide to go outside. It's night. I open the door and jump in the snow (even though its summer in RL). Then I go on the street and see a lot of cars passing by with many pedestrians. I see a hockey net from afar. I decide to fly by using a special technique specifically designed for my inability to fly (made by Loaf). I sit down as if I'm in a car, use the invisible gas to go forward and tilt up to fly. Once high enough I am able to let go and fly away, but I end up in a big horizontal vortex talking to Nick Cannon. I talk to him about how he is black.

I try to DEILD but fail since I had lost a little lucidity near the end. I go back to sleep.

Dream 2: I have a big non-lucid about me using a teleporting machine, only to find myself with 7 fingers on each hand. I am pissed and decide to try to sue the company who made it, for no success. I never realise that unusual hands is a reality check lol. I talked to my uncle in the middle of that dream, which leads to the 3rd one.

Dream 3: False Awakening. I wake up in my bed and my cell phone rings. It says someone sent me two pictures. I think that its my uncle who sent me pictures of his dog (could have happened). I get up and go in the living room. ALL of my family is there, including my uncle. It takes me awhile to understand but I do a reality check as the dream fades out. I now begin my chain of LDs. I DEILD back into a dream. I am now back in my living room and everyone tells me that the pool is weird. I go to check it and they tell me anyone who goes on the pool floats on the surface. I take a dip myself and float on top of the water. I want to impress my DC family, so I tell them that when I snap my fingers the water will be normal again. I do and they are impressed. I proceed to flying around in my house and my mom asks me how the hell I do that. I tell her I'm just lucid dreaming and she says my brother and sister should try it too. Id rather not, they should go find their own amazing hobby!

Dream 4: As I DEILD in the next dream, I remember that youre not supposed to chain too much or you will start forgetting your first dreams (and I dont want that) which is why when my dream starts off with 2 santa claus puppet, I wake myself up to start off on a clean slate with a better dream.

Dream 5: I am in a restaurant with my family once again, but as soon as the dream starts I completely abandon the plotline to go have fun outside. I have an aversion against doors, so I go through the window of the restaurant even though the door is right next to it. I bump on the window a couple of times before passing through, but I dont care since who can see me right? I dont remember much after that, except that I walked on the street and saw my friend Sandy. Im turned on and want to have sex, so I try to make a Playmate appear I tell myself that when I look behind me, she will be there (and naked). However the Dreamworld has a way of somehow preventing me from having dream sex, maybe because there are so many better things to do. So I fail to make her appear.

Dream 6: I DEILD with the firm intention of having dream sex. I am in a big school filled with people my age. As I am walking the hall I say out loud que jai le gout de fourrer. The girl next to me tells me she does too but shes ugly so I tell her that shes just a DC and im the dreamer here. I choose . I am roaming for a place in the school to have sex "privately" if you will until I end up in a big dark room with shelves. I decide to try to make sandy appear this time and it works. As I'm walking up to her I'm already taking of my shoes and coat but she walks away from me. I follow her and she seems to agree but as she says that we should go in the corner a bunch of girls from the school come into the room looking for costumes for a dance show (wearing makeup and everything). Then theres guys too. Once again, im prevented from having sex. He he

Dream 7: I'm back in the restaurant. For a brief moment I seem to have lost all my superpowers. I cant seem to levitate or fly or anything. I push my finger through my palm to make sure that I am dreaming. Fade out.....again

Dream 8: Had a non-lucid dream about doing homework secretly in school with my friends.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning! Didn't get much sleep last night either, but I did get lucid. The dream was freaky, and my recall really sucks. I also had some nightly hallucinations. Monica wrote down what I said, but I remember what I did.

23.00: Sleep

00.15: Nightly Adventure
*I wake up and see bugs in my bed. I can feel them biting me. "Damn, that's gross" I say. "There's something crawling under here." I look under my pillow. "Damn you're gross babe" I tell Monica. "And now they're crawling on my legs aswell..." I sigh loudly and head for the bathroom.

05.10: Fragment
*I'm with my younger brother Morgan, only it's not him. Something is possessing him and I seem to be the only one who knows this. He tells me all kinds of evil stuff and I'm really scared. I try to smack the demon out of him but it won't work. I bang his head hard on some railing, but he just laughs at me. My dad shows up and I have to explain to him what's going on. "How can you know for sure? If I see him possessed, and you don't, what does that mean?" I'm so confused. I slowly get lucid. I start to smile at him. I know he can't hurt me now. "I'm dreaming, so..." I say and he just looks amused. Not sure if I try to use powers and can't, but I recall doing something similar, like I have no power even though I'm lucid.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Freaky dream.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!