dream fragment

Lucidity: 3/10
Vividness: 7/10
Length: ~5 Min.

I was with a group of 3 other people in a little town and we all thought that we were having a shared Lucid Dream. I said that I had a shared Lucid Dream accidentally before and he said something that I can't remember what. A little while later, I told this one guy who wasn't doing anything to try clapping his hands or something, when he clapped his hands he blew up. I was like, "now that's cool."

I haven't posted here in some time because of concerns about my being in the entertainment industry, where you're in danger of becoming well-enough known that any of your Internet postings are summarily outed. I was advised to stay off the Internet as NavyBlueFlower. I'm back on now, inspired by the immortal words of Dr. Emmett L. Brown: "Well, I figured, what the hell?"

Background to the following dream segment: I'm a lifelong sufferer of OCD. It's been diagnosed, but never directly treated. I am approaching 50. My therapist believes I'm an early-arrival Indigo Child.

Sounds about right to me.

The dream segment: I wake up in a house in England. I don't know the area. It's the home of a friend of my sister's, probably in Wimbledon or thereabouts. I have no idea really where I am - I've just been shuttled over there. I wake up and it's just before sunrise - and I feel a malevolent, sickly-evil presence in this room! I can't see it - I can feel it as if it were an invisible oil slick creeping and hovering through the air about me - an oil slick made of thought. Terrified, I try to turn on a light - but the lights aren't working. I jump out of bed and tear through the house - none of the lights are working. It's pitch dark. I run out of the house and down the street - the sun's beginning to come up and the pre-dawn twilight is softening the world. Birds are chirping shyly. The presence stays in the house.

The next thing I recall is being in the house next to the presence. It's about to enter me, but I muster all my thoughts and point them at the thing, and it balks. It rolls away. Victory.

Trouble is, it enters into the head of my 93-year-old grandmother. (She was 93 when she passed away in 2003. She'd be 101, had she lived 'til today.) I can't prevent it from doing her harm.

I know this dream has to do with my OCD. My OCD has to do with fear of loss of control, fear that things will hurt me and I can't do anything about it (except come up with childish "magical" rituals to prevent it), and "butterfly effect" anxiety that everything I do must be very specific or it may cause harm. This ties directly into fear that if I push evil away from me, it has to go somewhere, and it might harm someone I love. Which is directly related to the Christ-complex I had as a little child, that I'd be a good person if I took on as much evil as I could just to take it away from the world and save everybody else the pain. That, my toddler self felt sure, was a sure way to earn my ticket to heaven!

This dream may have sprung from my recent re-examination of that old belief - and my tentative wonderings that I may not be responsible for others' happiness, and that I may DESERVE good things to come my way in this earthly life and they WON'T bar my way to heaven. Obviously there'd be a lot of fear associated with a change like that in one's thinking.

Or... was there really a presence?....

Boarding house. There's a morphing creature. Am I a morphing creature? I was trying to hide in the bathroom. There's a crime, and a criminal.

The dream started out with me talking to my dad about how i dont want to go to those 'help you learn' thingies like kumon . IRL, he never talks about kumon, but in the dream, he was telling me i should go. But i said no! The dream happened and i dont remember blah blah blah.... and......

I was in a classroom writing a poem. I was with like 6 other people and the teacher, i dont know if she was there or not, she switched from going in the classroom and going out. She looked alot like a character that appears in one episode of a tv show i watched. I was writing the poem and soon i finished. I read it over and realized it was pretty dark and evil. It had a lot of swear words, like a LOTTTTTTTTTTT! And soon i was like to my friend:

''yo, my has so much sware words!''

but he didnt reply. Soon the teacher opened the door to the hallway, went into the hallway and said ''TIME FOR ASSEMBLY!'' and slamed the door so hard!

Soon we were in the assembly, but i realized , i could write the poem and fix up all the unnecessary swearing if i get it and write the poem while in the assembly. So i got the poem and i was sitting on it so the teacher who was near me couldnt see what it was. SOon i dont know what happened, but i was in the front of the crowd and the girl with the mic was talking about how good we did blah and to show us how good we did, she would show us a vid. A tv appeared near me an My Little Pony came on. The theme song was different so i was sad it wasnt the same show, but it was! ^^

Twilght was confronting a human and fluttershy was behind her. Below them on another platform, was pinkie pie and some other pony (Rarity i think). And below them on another platform was 2 unnameable ponies, they were irrelevant to what i was doing in the dream, so i didnt bother to see what ponies they were. Twilight was yelling at the human and.......

Stuff happened i dont remember and the human was controlling all the school. BUt the school looked nothing like the school. Ity looked totally different. It was more like an evil castle. We were trying to escape (me and one of the people i wrote the poem with) and the human was trying to stop us.

I dont remember much of this part, but i know it had a story behind it that i dont remember. I will tell you what happened in fragments not in chronological order, because i dont remember all of it and i dont know the order it happened

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I was on a wooden platform and it was moving by itself. THere was lava below. We fell in and died

We spawned back to life in the main room

Now that i think about it, i dont remember anything that happened during the human took over everything

But, after the human took over everything, we exited the school and said, that was the best game ever!

the end :3

A fat woman, and a big bilboard.

I just remember a guy with a gun, and it was just a water gun.

non lucid
lucid

Last night I had an argument with my girlfriend I had a Monster energy drink earlier in the night. after about 6 hours of sleep the argument carried over til this morning. I locked myself in a bedroom and went back to sleep, Tv was on. And I started to doze. I felt my self dozing and began to play with it. as I'd doze i would wake myself a little and go back to sleep then wake myself up a little more and go back to sleep. soon I found myself on a beach, clear sky and high rocky, cliffs/dunes to the left that were a few thousand feet high, relaxing ocean waves to the right, with a beautiful beach in front of me. Immediately I said " Wow, this is a dream" and became lucid. as far a vividness it was about a 7/10

I walked over to the rocks and though I'd try flying, I took off and flew about 3/4 the way up to the mountain and landed I stopped and though "What do I want to do now?" Just then I remembered the Dream World Academy so I started looking for a door I took a step up the mountain and the mountain became and invisible wire frame spreading from where my foot landed. Then my vision turned to "TV snow" (I was waking up) but I could still hear everything from the dream world. After a few seconds I saw the wire frame of the mountain and then everything returned. I started looking around for a door. I spun around to give the door a chance to appear outside of my view, and there it was about 100 feet away down the mountain, tucked between two boulders. I flew down there and on the right of the door was a button. I pressed it and the door opened, It was an elevator. I looked at the Floor number on the screen in the elevator but It kept changing and was blurry but there was always 4 digits, like 8554 or 5408. After about a minute the door opened and I was there. It looked like an underground warehouse. There were hallways and break rooms and a large open space. I was shocked for some reason that the people here were human. I expected grey aliens for some reason. I stopped one of the workers and asked what do I do now? He looked at me like I was crazy, and walked away. (I started to wake again) and came back into one of the breakrooms. I asked another worker "Is this the dream academy" he said "What? you might be thinking of that thing down the street. What are you doing In here? Where is your badge?" I then walked out of the building and flew into the air a few hundred feet and I could see this large building, It was unique. all tan building with a huge main structure and two large wings that reached out in front of it like an upside-down U. I landed in front of it and realized a huge problem . The Academy was the same size from the air as it was on the ground. The entire building was about neck high. The front and left wing doors were locked I opened the right wing door and squeezed myself in and the entire wing collapsed around me. I crawled in a little further and I can see a creature in a lab coat. It wasn't quite human and not quite alien but somewhere in between. It was holding a clipboard taking some notes while walking toward a workstation. They were expecting me but it never looked at me, just jotting on the clipboard. -

next thing I remember is flying down a old street it was a street like the one in the movie "The American". It was night time and I was flying But I don't remember what happened there.

Next part:
I awoke in a bed in a home in the middle of no where. Then I was in a car. I became lucid. I parked the van in the upstairs bedroom closet but I went too far and put a hole in the wall. I stopped and parked, got out and heard voices in the front yard. I looked out the window and noticed the landscape was flat and this house was the only house there. there was a modest yard infront and a street that went off into the horizon no neighbors, no nothing. but 4 guys entering the house all wearing leather jackets and shades. I jumped out the window a flew up over the house. I did't see any cars and puzzled how they got there.
I remember fighting them, but not exactally how it went. I just know that I won and being that I had super strength and could fly, they didn't stand a chance.

I think there was one more dream that happened but I didn't write what happened when I woke up so I forgot a lot of details.

AnimusMessor179's Attempt
1) Holding a girl in my arms.

2) LUCID. Tell the three people I'm with (I assume they're DCs. At least one is a middle-aged man.) that this is a dream, and I walk past them and call for my guides. They walk through three doorways ahead of me but I wake up.

3) Something... Death related maybe?

Been feverish and sick the past few days. I'm sure you know how dreams are when you're sick. Mine are full of deja vu.

I'm in a store in the mall. This store is very simple, white walls, shelves, nothing decorative about it. The products they seem to be selling are all fancy shampoos, conditioners, lotions, colognes. I'm looking at the colognes, wondering what to get T. I pick one out, but I keep looking. I see someone I knew from high school, Z, he acts reluctant towards me, like he's not that happy to see me. I just wave, and continue to look. I realize I'm running out of time and I cannot decide what to buy. I put my items back and decide to leave. I ask Z if he remembers where I parked, he just looks at me. I go outside and notice I'm in an unfamiliar place. I see my car suddenly, a few rows away. I'm crawling on the ground for some reason, I thought it would be faster. I get to my car and try to figure out which way I'm supposed to go. I started driving, and thought I might be driving on the wrong side of the road, but I didn't care. I wake up sometime after.

When I'm sick, my dreams are more emotional.

Okay, so this is all just fragments of my dream since it was blurry this morning even and I haven't gotten a chance to write it all down until now. I normally wouldn't post such little weird details but I have a goal to write down my dreams everyday for 30 days (hopefully forever) so I am going to list as much detail as I can.
- I was with a large group of russian men in some ice bar like thing. I was very anxious. They kept expecting me to speak in russian. I don't know every much russian at all so I kept speaking to them in french. They looked increasing angry at me. No matter how hard I try, I couldn't stop speaking in french
- I was wearing white fur hat, boots, and coat
- I had dyed my hair black and I loved the way it looked
- I was holding a cup of coffee
- I remember seeing a lot of the color blue and pale yellow
- The russian men all wore thick burly beards and brown coats
- I think I may have stuttered a lot.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Slept at my friends place last night again. Consumed some alcohol during the night and didn't sleep very well on his couch. Couldn't be bothered to recall more than a fragment and a lucid fragment.

03.30: Sleep

11.00: Fragments
*I'm with my little brother Morgan. I'm giving him a lift on a bike down the highway. We're naked for some reason. We get off the road and walk through some grass. A bug starts biting my hand. I can't get it off me, it looks like a spider/locust of some sort.

*I'm with a bunch of people when I realise I'm dreaming. The dream starts to fade. "Everyone! Look at your hands!" I yell and look at my hands to stabilize. Everything gets brighter and I can see a face. Soon after I black out.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Supplements: Lots of alcohol

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

1. I'm attending Cincinnati Opera's production of "The Magic Flute." It seems to take place in a great hall instead of the traditional auditorium, and our seats have rather bad views. However, the ambiance is very nice, a candlelit affair. Plates of food are brought out with appropriate themes for every aria, and each patron is given a book with explanatory notes to the action.

2. I'm playing in a chess tournament at the local library, and I manage to win the whole event. I get $100 from a large roll of cash as my reward; I notice that there are ticket stubs and coupons attached to the end of the roll as well. I start to browse the library, which has recently expanded its collection to include food and wine. Little samples can be "checked out" for tasting purposes. I sample a decent white wine, and as I do the old lady who organized the chess tourney asks me to complete her bridge foursome. I'm reluctant, but I eventually agree and text my mom that I'll be late to meet her.

-These are fragments I remember over the course of last night. For some reason they seem connected, and were all extremely vivid and/or memorable.

Red.

Red rock, everywhere.

I can only see silhouettes of them. People fighting.

Is that pink I see? Why are those men wearing pink? I can't see anything.

-

"King, sit down, and sign the treaty, now!"

He sits down, and stares at the strange array of pens lying in front of him.

Noticing a movement in the corner of his eye, he blasts the ground with ice. Nothing was there but the blue, solid floor.

I remember I have a gun, so I point it straight at him, but he vanished as quick as he appeared.

-

Lying in a deep trench, I aim the energy cannon straight up.

I fire blue orbs of raw power at the men climbing down the ladder, and the cliffs above me rain dust into my eyes.

The dream fogs up.

I reload, and notice one of my friends have fallen. I help her up, realizing she's covered in dust.

Others have already taken the energy cannon and are firing at enemies.

I guess I decided to take my friend back home, because of the next dream.

-

I'm in a yellow room, and someone in the shower asks me to toss her some soap.

The bathroom smells of antiseptic, and it makes me a bit dizzy as I slip the soap behind the curtains.

I leave the room for a few moments, and when I come back she is fully dressed and about to leave.

The shower is still running though, so I run to the bathroom and open the curtains. To my surprise, my brother is taking a shower in his underwear.

"What are you doing here?" I ask.

-

I woke up to my brother and mom opening the room asking me to get up for breakfast.

i'm in the ocean.
the beach was once a usual sandy spot, but the ocean ate it up.
now a lady and her husband sit on the only circle of sand, surrounded by ocean.
i am surfing without a board. i turn my body and the waves take me from the ocean to the sand spot.
it feels great. even though the beach disappeared because of a worldly disaster 2012 bullshit, i just go with it.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Not at home and had to sleep on a sofa. Slept very lightly, but that works just like setting an alarm every hour. I had a few dreams, but they were all weird. Did get lucid twice, although they were short.

02.30: Sleep

11.30: Fragments
*I'm in a chinese restaurant and I'm waiting for my order. I take a bike and run around the restaurant on it while waiting for my shrimp to arrive. I get back to my table and they bring out a big plate full of white sauce and shrimps. I get lucid. The two waitors are waiting for me to try it out, but it's smoking hot. I take a spoon full and blow on it for a while before tasting. It tastes a bit buttery, like crab. It's delicious! I take another bite.

*I'm walking past alot of hotel doors. We're higher up and below are fields of grass. I remember the task of wreaking havoc slightly and I start doing "Aaaah!" sounds, sticking my tongue out to the girl next to me. She mimics me. I get up on the low wall and jump down to the grass.

*I'm in a big bed. Two girls wants me to get up. "You'll have to give me a blowjob first" I tell them, and to my surprise, they say yes before I've finished talking. It never happens though, as I find Monica next to me all of a sudden. I feel really bad for asking for a blowjob. She doesn't seem to have heard it all, and starts talking about having been in the next room, listening in on the girls talking trash about her.

11.30: Murderer trying to get to us
I'm in a kitchen with a girl and guy. We've locked ourselves in, to protect us from the evil ghost, murder, whatever. I walk to the door and watch as it magically unlocks and is flung open. The guy starts walking out of the room. "They're on the left, they can't be anywhere else!" I say, but the guy doesn't seem to care about my advice. All of a sudden he gets pulled out. I close the door and lock it. I try to hold it locked but the person on the other side is too strong.

I let go of the door and run back to the sink. A white man walks in and starts walking towards me. I grab the knives hanging on the wall and start throwing them at him. I notice that they don't hit him as they should when I throw them holding the handle. I grab the blades themselves and chuck as many as I can. One sinks deep into his leg. "Ouch!" he yells and starts throwing knives back at me.

I make sure I keep one big kitchen knife left. After a flurry of knives, both are bleeding, but nothing fatal. I grab the big knife and jump him, sinking the knife into his rifht side. He gasps for air and tries to get me off of him. I realise the heart is on the other side and pull the knife out. It has increased like three times in size and is about two feet tall. I shove it downwards just below his collar bone and watch as blood start seeping out.

The man collapses on the floor. My side stings alot. "Is the wound bad?" I ask the people in the room (who has just magically appeared) and they all gasp.

11.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements: None

Tasks completed
NORMAL BASIC ACTIVE BASIC PASSIVE ADVANCED PERSONAL

Interact with the enviroment

That's it! Two lucids is alright with me, but I really wish they were longer. Gotta remember to stabilize to prolong them every single time.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!