Fragment of Dreams
I had a friend stay over last night so I wasn't really expecting to have anything interesting to journal today. However once I was alone I decided to lay down and give try to fall back asleep. I put on a movie and lay in bed and slowly I started to drift off. What happened then was a complete surprise. My bod started to slowly tingle. I don't remember if it ever began to vibrate. I started to feel myself turning in my bed to weird angles and positions. It felt completely "normal" at first but then I decided to try "waking myself up" and seeing what happened. To my surprise I woke myself up and realized I had been in a very light sleep and dreaming of myself turning. I fell back asleep and began turning and shifting positions until I basically melted off the bed and onto the floor. I remember thinking how it should have hurt hitting the floor and that the angle I was positioned in was awkward and too tight a space. I should not have been able to fit in there and it should have hurt badly. I realized I was dreaming and struggled to stay asleep but was successful. I remember my eyes were closed and was afraid if I opened them I would wake myself up. I slightly opened them to find myself up against the wall near a window in my room looking down on my bed. I was still asleep. I tried to see if I could see myself sleeping but remember it was very blurry. I floated up the wall and plunged up into the ceiling and into the second floor of my house. I remember it was "blank" and I defined the area of what it should look like as I walked around. Looking at the color of the paint on the walls told me that I was in the past because the color is different now. So I focused on the paint colors and the walls changed to various different colors until they settled on what I recalled the colors should currently be. I noticed that the second floor had no people and no furniture. It was empty. In real life there are people living there and it is fully furnished. I walked around the apt. for a while and don't recall exactly what happened next. I remember waking up and falling back asleep several times but I was fully confident that I would return to my lucid state. Next thing I can remember I was floating outside of my house however it was the house I grew up in during childhood. There were no people, just houses. It felt so intense. I felt so connected to everything. I remember seeing a person at that time and I said two things to him. 1. "I realize that I will never be any more than I already am" 2. - I can't recall the exact words but it had something to do with me being connected to everything. I think the idea was that I was already more than just one person. I rose up in the air floating / flying and laughed as I realized I had full control over the world around me. The feeling was so intense that I remember fearing I would become crazy and possibly lost in this world. (I think this realization and validation through a person in my dream state shot me into a level four dream) I don't recall if I actually woke myself up to make sure that I could or not. I may have but it was only for a moment and I was right back in the same situation flying. If I did or not, something reassured me that I would be ok and I continued my dreaming. I flew up into the air and decided to fly to the moon. I remember seeing it small and ahead of me and as I approached it grew no bigger. It was the size of a small asteroid. I knew this wasn't correct so I tried to change it's shape to what I knew the moon was supposed to look like. I tried to give it craters and increase it's size. I don't think I was fully successful. I remember looking around and seeing dot's all over the place, I suppose they were stars. It reminded me of my "sandbox mode" dreams that I had yesterday. Except things were "real" not made of color. I was trying to create the world around me as I went and was doing a better job of it... but not hitting the mark exactly. I woke up and ended up falling back asleep into a regular dream. I was in a mall area with my family. I recall trying to buy some things at the register but something rang in at the wrong price. I complained to the cashier and we looked at the prices on the register tape. The prices were ambiguous. We couldn't tell. The cashier went to get the manager and he came over and refused to do anything about it because he was literally about to go on vacation THAT MOMENT. SO he walked off and left. I remember being angry and telling him I would be calling to complain to the people who ran the place and I made sure he knew my name. I went out in the parking lot full of cars and it occurred to me that I could fly. I remember just lifting up and flying around the parking lot. Landing and flying around some more. I think I was lucid at this point but it faded in and out. The next thing I remember was seeing a huge amusement park in the parking lot. With a crazy big huge gigantically large roller coaster. It was so abnormally large, towering up into the sky, that there was no way I was going to get onto it. I think my mother told me at that point it was closed and I felt some relief that it wasn't an option. The lucid portions of my dreams were so intense. I feel like it was "part two - intermediate level" from my dream yesterday. These are a brand new type of lucid dreams. Ones where I am creating the world from my imagination rather than them appearing already fully developed. I watched some videos last night on the five stages of lucid dreams and I am quite sure this had an influence on my dreams. He talked about touring space and alien planets. It never occurred to me before that I could fly myself up into space. Based on the level theory he presents I have a vague idea of what may be happening. Yesterday, I was not sure if what I was experiencing was an OOBE because of how different it was. But now I believe what may be happening is I am jumping right into "Level Four" lucid dreams and encountering a "blank slate" situation. This would explain why I am entering a dream state that seems empty and why I have to create the environment around me ahead of time. Waking up and falling back asleep into normal dreams where I attain lucidity by realize I am dreaming, brings me back into a lower level lucid dream where the environment is already established and I am able to move around in it. Then that lucidity eventually brings me back to a level 4 LD where I flew into space and created the moon and stars myself. This makes sense because of my conversation with that person. It validated that I was in a LD and it pushed me into the next level. I remember feeling so intense that I may be going crazy. This is similar to "breaking through" where the last time I did it I reached a level four dream state also. Totally amazing. The entire experience was from approx 10 am to 12 pm noon.
Ah, I need to start updating my Dream Journal more!! I have a good few entries to add, but first, here's a bunch of fragments I've built up over the good amount of time since my last entry! Hopefully this'll help me find some patterns.... (I'm just typing them up as I wrote down the notes, so since I never actually remembered any more than I typed they may not always make a whole lot of sense.) "flying (plane) overdose? Tums dying" "remakes of Pokémon Blue and Yellow, seemed badass at the time (wish I remembered their names!), other fake Pokémon games involved" "Lost, electrode on Sawyer, Jack kids need to ask something, crossing legs" "Driving back to P's (Dad's) [Dream Journal note: P is not my dad.] house in a desert area, miss the turn and almost hit someone, gotta drive all the way out to the middle of nowhere to turn around, get there get the little kids out and start running away from the house for some reason, then hang up" <-- Honestly, I think I might have written this one down while half asleep. It's pretty detailed, yet I don't remember this AT ALL. Not even writing it. Even the fragments I actually do remember bits of. I just thought it'd be nice to add this here for the sake of seeing how my unconscious mind works. I think the "then hang up" supports this theory a lot, since I often end my more detailed notes with "then wake up", and I could see my dream mind using "hang up" for the same meaning. "M and I are in the bathroom naked, but we're both just looking at ourselves (and not the other) in the mirror. I'm shaving. ???" "Spending time with Sawyer/Jack, watching Liz [DJ note: 30 Rock] on some kind of cartless rollercoaster?" "walking home from [middle school] bacon ecstasy Hurley feels so much apartment leave Charlie save the world one dream toilet paper Sun explorer his mom Sawyer telekinesis flying haywire etc." "long homework packet with O somehow transitions into getting work done by a muscly guy in the bathtub... >_<" "fixing things for people at a Halloween party at my house, focus mainly on the fence gate at the end, NS [girl I went to school with]" "7-Eleven-type store O I work here notepad headphones girls talk about [a club I've been to] one dies later (know the future)" "tripping balls, trying to blue it's in dark never works S school don't talk to boyfriend house mom?" Well, there you have it. One thing is for sure... I dream about TV a lot, especially Lost.
Fragment where I was playing Mario Kart 3DS. I wasn't exactly inside of it but my entire field of vision was the game. It looked nice but the controls were really unresponsive and drifting was ridiculously hard, I kept crashing into things.
I am in a spanish class trying to learn spanish. I remember being in distress becasuse I was supposed to be learning french and not spanish.
It is night time. I"m at a track in the middle of a forest. My coach from last year is there and he is coahing his team and talking to me.
I remember two dreams from last night plus the emotional ghost of another one. You know when you know you had a dream and when you try and remember it you think "that was a nice dream, but I have no idea WTF it was about", Its that. The first dream I had I was with a friend of mine and we were going to his beach house with a few other people. His mom was driving for some reason. I was in the front seat and we were taking back roads. We constantly had to stop to avoid running over dogs who were all chasing squirrels. When we got there I asked his mom why she had seemed so mad at me. She said she wasn't mad, my pants were inside out and It was aggravating her. I turned my pants right-side out and she was happy. We went inside and I woke up, I was able to catch the awakening in like 2 seconds but I had already shifted my body position so the DEILD didn't work. When I woke up in the morning I remembered a fragment of another dream in which I was at a wrestling tournament. I was talking to someone and I had a small entourage. I was either consoling the person or giving them advice. My dad thought I was still sleeping when I was writing in my dream journal so he banged on the door really loud for an unnecessary amount of time (akin to a military wake up) and it ran the rest of the dream out of my head.
Spent most of this dream running from this guy...and finally gave up and said "now what". I'm at some counter with some sort of ID, and the guy asks me a question and then turns around and says I can't get another one for 10 years. I'm mad...yelling. Cops are there, I turn my back waiting for them to arrest me but they don't. I go off even more. I'm in/watching a reality tv show, and I notice this guy has all these old school games I've never heard of or played...and just when logic kicks in, I wake up. Something else...about driving in the desert. Obstacles made of cars....but they were inside small hills. I was in the thieves guild, but I don't remember much.
Well, before I finish that sentence, I'm going to write down the dreams I had. 1. Our rabbit ended up being a girl and it got pregnant. 2. I was at school in Science class and we had to buy things or something like that. Now... to finish that sentence.... I think that I'm in the middle of a dream right before I wake up because when I got up I just was thinking about one specific thing (lol no need for me to let you all know what it was about) that seemed in the middle of a story-line. I didn't remember what I'd dreamed, though. I don't know where else the idea that popped into my head may have come from. ^Did that make any sense?
7/14/2011 I am sitting in a special advanced science class, even though I don't have the prerequisites. I talk to the teacher. Then I wander the halls. Something about being smart and helping with computers. There's an inn. It upgrades? This feels a bit like Legend of the Green Dragon. I have pot, and I just leave it lying out because I don't care about it much. Eventually, I realize this is a bad idea and look all over for a good hiding spot. There's a bus with a guy on a motorcycle guarding it, possibly a cop. A lady at the inn who had a necklace. She writes a forum post about why she is so unhappy. Her husband didn't like something. She is fat now. Her husband didn't want the thing she'd always wanted. Something about rats.
7/13/2011 I'm doing laundry. I had to soak everything for 15 minutes, then take it out. I was thinking of hanging everything up to dry. A disabled girl is waiting for the bus. A different bus than usual comes, and there is some confusion. I'm worrying about getting the laundry done right. Something about a van, an apartment, my brother M. I let the laundry soak in a cloth laundry basket. Then I take it all out and pour the water out. Something about an adventure or mission.
It's just a fragment but I can remember two parts to this dream. In the first I'm at my Aunt and Uncle's house. I take a shower and use 2 bars of soap because the first one has some weird smell to it. Later my Aunt asks me why I used 2 different soaps(she calls it detergent for some reason) and 2 different shampoos. I tell her why I used the 2 soaps(saying one had some tinge to it), but say I only used one shampoo. She nods sarcastically but appears unconvinced that I only used one shampoo. Next dream: I'm walking in my high school cafeteria and pass an old friend Harrison. He calls out my name "Daniel!" I turn and realize he is talking to another Daniel, he usually calls me Danny. Everyone sitting next to him laughs and I tell them I noticed as soon as I turned to face their table. "You know he never calls you that," one of them said. I see everyone at the table and finally realize a girl I used to date is with them as well, Megan. I walk up to Megan and say " I didn't know you had this lunch period, I haven't seen you in forever." I give her a hug and remember holding her very closely. I then take a look at her and say "you look good." Later me and Harrison are in some kind of theme park, we're walking across a bridge and the Jurassic park theme song is playing. I hum it as we walk across the bridge, remembering a scene in the movie which never actually happened. But in this "Scene" the main character is drifting down the river and the 2 kids are complaining that the music speakers aren't working, and he says something like "we have all the music we need on this river" referring to the sounds of nature. The theme song then played in the movie. But of course this whole scene never happened. The dream ends.
I dreamt I was smoking cigarettes with a friend (never have irl). They were pleasant but burned very quickly. Also something about waiting around in my room for a long time and some kind of purple dye.
Updated 11-21-2011 at 04:39 AM by 13525
NON DREAM DREAM LUCID Okay, first of all, I just wanna say, this isn't really my 9th lucid dream. I just haven't been logging all my LDs on here, and I didn't wanna skip numbers, so...let's just pretend, shall we? Also, I'm pretty happy I had this lucid, it took me out of a dry spell I've been stuck in. Anyways, let's get on with it, shall we? Unfortunately, I can't recall the beginning of the dream or how I became lucid. I just remember the lucid parts. I'm standing in my school hallway, and somehow I become lucid. I do remember confirming it with several RCs. I'm standing at the bottom of a small set of stairs, and since The Office is one of my absolute favorite shows of all time, I decided to find the character Jim appear. Luckily, I don't have to do much work, because he appears in the middle of a mob of kids moving down the hallway. And (guess what) he looks depressed. (As a side note, I'd like to point out that I almost always dream of people being sad when I try and make them appear in lucid dreams. I don't think it reflects anything in real life or anything like that, but...I dunno.) Anyways, so, I get bored of depressed Jim in like, two seconds. From past experience in lucid dreams, pretty much nothing I do helps lighten their mood, so I move on with my dream. I run down the hall, very excited to be lucid. I come across my good friend N, and I tell her that I'm dreaming. She is amazed but believes me. I look over at a classroom just to see my middle school algebra teacher standing there. And she's angry. She's got her hands on her hips and she's staring at me in a very intimidating way. She yells at me and N and tells us that we better get back in class right now and finish our work. At this point, I can only think, 'Are you kidding me?', and N and I run away from her. I come across a big mob of kids in the hall and tell them too that since this is just a dream, they can do whatever they want. They all get very excited and start running and flying around the school. Eventually, I come across my algebra teacher again. She's even angrier and says I need to finish my math work. I say, "Right, like I'm gonna waste a lucid dream doing math homework." I start to run away again, with this huge group of kids. I can also vaguely recall some non lucid parts that have something to do with the arctic, a military hideout, and a lighthouse, all somehow connected with each other. But that's all I can remember. Well, it definitely wasn't the most exciting lucid in the world, but it was something. I'm hoping for better luck tonight!
All I remember was trying to get my horse to turn invisible.
5 Dollar a gallon gas, africa and bullriders and healers... It started I was driving around some town and came to a gas station on an otherwise deserted corner...I noticed the gas was $5.25 a gallon, and i was shocked! I kept saying tio myself, "i reslly should take a picture of this..nobody would believe me otherwise" I stood there staring at the multiple price signs over and over again, then an old lady walked out of her car and said to me..."you need to go to Africa" all of a sudden, dream shifted, I was in africa...and i was helping uinload a large truck full of african kids of all ages...as i helped the last one out of the truck, i suddenyl noticed a small flat box sitting infront of me..i picked it up and handed it to the kid and he smiled and did a silly dance and ran away...weird... i hopped off the truck and saw 2 guys riding brahma bulls running in my direction, then i noticed they were chasing a regular cow calf.....the calf looked at me and ran behind the truck between the truck and a huge warehouse that wasnt there moments ago.....and it crouched down ontop a big pile of blankets and was watching the two bullriders under the truck...they looked at me and i shrugged and they rode away..as i turned to check on the calf...i was in a holet room somewhere and there was a witchdoctor/healer type guy there and he was chasing me around the room he kept telling me to move my arms in certain directions etc..he also kept saying he could heal my bad arms..over and over again (IRW i do have messed up shoulders..) he then showed me a video of myself running around an odd obstacle course and every so often i would pickup a log over my head and throw it.....interesting cure =) dream shifted I was walking down a city street somewhere and all the shops and businesses etc were below street level, you had to walk down a flight of stairs to get to every door on the street, i walked by a place that had only a movie theater type ticket window sticking out the front of the building and there was an old lady sitting in the booth and there was a small crowdof people standing around the booth and one guy had his head tipped down so he could speak through the little opening in the bottom of the booth window, and he kept asking "so where DO we get our mail" woke up...