dream fragment

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a whole bunch of dreams last night, I blame myself for sleeping to 14.30. No lucid though. Can't be bothered to write a title for them all again.

03.15: Sleep

07.40: Dreams and Fragments
*I'm in a bus with Monica. I eat a piece of chocolate and it gets all over my fingers. A man on the seat behind me is about to throw away some paper and I take it from him and wipe my fingers clean. A couple of people in the front of the bus starts talking about nature candy, and I have to join in. "Macademia nuts are great" I tell them. "No way, they've been rated as the most disgusting nuts there is" one guy tells me.

*I'm outside of my apartment. My friend Jonas is there with me and we're just about to leave. "Hold on Matte, what about your Xbox controller? It'll get stolen for sure" he says and points on it on the ground. I pick it up and head up the apartment. The dream skips and I'm once again back up in the apartment. "Our computer table, it's down by the entrance" she says. I go down to get it. I carry the heavy thing up the stairs and wonder what would happen if I would fall. I can hear my neighbours having a party.

*I'm with my dad and my two brothers. We're going through a nice looking neighbourhood, with sandstone tiles everywhere. I ask my dad if it's expensive to live around here, he says it's not that bad. We arrive at a lake, and I bring out my fishing rod. The line gets tangled and my brother starts pulling it. I pull the other way and soon we're fighting over whose fault it is.

*I'm trying to paint a girl on a canvas, but I can't do it properly. The colours mix and soon they're like water.

07.40: WBTB 20 minutes

13.00: Dreams and Fragments
*I'm in a supermarket, waiting for my break to start. I'm looking through one of the newspapers and I find several pages with half naked girls. I find the ones with a bit of meat on them very sexy and I tell my coworkers. One of them, a girl, laughs and agrees it's hot when the girl has a bit of waist. I leave the table and head to the back of the store, our break has started and I intend to buy some sandwiches and perhaps some cheese. I see a very tasty looking yoghurt and grab it. I forget the sandwiches I realise as I'm heading back, and walk up to the nearest shelf.

I'm left behind, but I don't care. I find some toast bread. I can't on the other hand, find cheese or ham. The packages are too big, got a weird label or just don't look good. When I finally find some in the back in some store room, it's got white mold on it. I check the date and it says it was packaged back in the year 2000. I leave it lying there on the shelf, and after several minutes of searching I head out from the refrigerated area. I grab a tube of kaviar and walk towards the cashiers.

A guy working there comes up to me. His face is full of scars and new cuts. "You know that room is disgusting" I tell him. He laughs. "Oh yeah, we are going to take care of that, don't buy anything from it though" he tells me and picks up a walkie talkie. He says something, then kicks a speaker standing on the floor. I leave him and go toward the staff lunch room. Once I'm in, I check the time. It's almost time for me to go back to work. I'm dead tired though and I lie down on the couch. Björn is right next to me. "You forgot to take back the key" he tells me and hands me a key to a machine. "Thanks..."

*I take a seat on a train, the rest of my posse continues on, but I can't be bothered. I look around me. The seats on the other side are half occupied. I wonder why no one wants to sit next to a black guy. He looks at me. "What do you want?" he asks me. "Do you want to die?!" he starts doing threatening motions with his hands. I look at him for a second then away. When the train stops, the guy gets up and hits me in the face. I fall to the ground and feels a gun being pressed against the back of my head.

The dream skips. I get a flash of my friend Jonas showing how to disarm someone, breaking the guy's arm. Anyways. I've got a bloody nose when my group of "friends" show up. They all laugh at me and wonder why I decided to sit down here. I get up and head for the doors. My friend G exits the train but I stay on. He shouts something to me just as the doors close. I do some pull ups on the holding bars above.

A hatch on the roof opens up a bit and everyone wants me to get up on the roof of the train. "No way, you do it!" I tell another guy. I find another hatch, on the side of it and I stick my head out. It's awesome! Bushes come rushing towards me but I know I won't get hit. I spot the train driver, he's smoking a joint.

The dream skips. I'm riding a small, old, toy car, next to the train. Some guy is on it with me and I look down on the ground. I spot several crystals in different colours. All of a sudden we crash into the water and we get off. I pick the car up, a wheel has come off. "We've got a ATV" I tell the guy, lying. I spot a tiny dragon next to a house. "Oh that's probably the fairy" he tells me.

14.30: Dreams and Fragments
*I'm in school. Two coworkers are there, and we've all done a test. I only got 20 out of 30 on it but my two coworkers got full score. I'm jealous. The teacher is my old Swedish teacher and I ask him several questions about Swedish. I intend to get a good score on the big test coming up. He locks the door and I realise I've forgotten my pillow inside. He unlocks it and throws it to me. I look at the ground, a couple of insects are struggling with some sticks. All of a sudden they start to burn. A little girl arrives and tells me they're celebrating some special day. "Look around you, most houses have lit a fire of gas" she tells me. I look around at the apartments and can tell an open flame is burning in most of them.

*I wake up at a friends house. The family is gone, but will probably arrive home soon. I turn on the TV and it's porn. I change the channel, once again porn. This goes on for a very long time. I can't change to a proper channel, or the remote won't work properly. I can't even turn down the sound, and the moaning is quite loud. I get up and decide to put on a DVD or something instead, but I'm so dizzy! It's crazy how tired and dizzy I am. I accidentaly break the DVD and holds a disc in my hand when the parents of the house comes home. They've only met me once before. "Hi" I say and head out the door. I need to go to the bathroom, but it's locked. I wait outside, petting a black cat. It becomes pissed off. My coworker Christian is there, and asks me about some movie.

*I'm with my family and relatives at some lake. Two guys are trying out a life raft. I drop my phone in the water, and the screen goes yellow.

14.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I woke up and remember dream 1 & 2 but then forgot 2 and remember 3 but then remember 2 again and forgot 3.

My god...

fragment 1:

Me and my servant was walking up to a book case which I open to show a hidden doorway. I told him not to touch any of the books as it could be deadly.

fragment 2:

I was locking up my bike outside of my house and I was looking for a way to do it. I really wanted to ride it around but it was getting late.

fragment 3:

No freaking clue...

It's black. I'm falling asleep and I'm surprised I noticed. I'm aware of my limbs but I can't feel my blankets. This blank canvas of a reality begins to form around me. It's almost like an abandoned warehouse but it's not scary or unnerving in the slightest. A bit of the paint around me is chipped a little, and the place is well lit, but most of what I remember is this feeling of openness and possibility. Whenever I realize I'm lucid two urges really push forward. Sex and powers. Sometimes I have the strong urge to go fly or practice telekinesis, other times, just horny. If I was totally aware every time, I would pick powers mostly because it's impossible in the real world and it's kind of waste to spend an entire LD on sex but I was already on the way.

I knew I couldn't do anything in this empty place so I closed my eyes and span. The place I most connect with encounters with the opposite sex is the clubbing district in a city I used to live in. I ended up in a clubbing district when I opened my eyes but it wasn't one I recognized. It was significantly poorer than the one I remember. I went into the first open bar. In it were several friends from the city I'm living in now. None of which were actually into going clubbing funnily enough.

I'll spare the sexual details but there honestly wasn't much. Everything stayed around 1st to 2nd base mostly for some reason.

I wake up and go back into LD's four more times after this. I can't remember anything about them because they were all short and generally unstable. I do remember being on my knees, my hands flat on a dirt floor trying to stabilize the last dream before I gave up and just got out of bed.

DEADLY'S Dream

Very fragmented as I was away at a party:

Was in my grandmothers house, it have been moved into by new people of eastern-european origins. They had noticed the odd goings on in the house (I 'haunt' there) and had put up magical wards and protection symbols around the house. In the kitchen there was a big red mat with a rubber underside that they were covering in white feathers.
I decided to head to the pyramid and deal with this issue later, only to find myself trapped in the house.

i am in a square room (normal). my whole class is lined up back-to the wall on all four sides.

we are taking turns reading our final projects out loud. we had to write/publish a poem that was as long as a book and printed in the same fashion.

i listen to a guy read his out loud. its plot follows a woman and her son.

my friend chellsye is next to me. i whisper for her to text heather because my phone died. they are good friends in my dream and she was already texting her.

outside of the room i am on a college campus. its a big field with little wood houses speckled around the area. there are tennis courts in the center.

i go to one house. these are like greek houses. i know a lot of bitches from my real high school are living here, but i am still curious as to what it looks like inside (i'm not sure if i want to go to this college or not)

there is a sign inside that says "9:00 pm sleep time/cannabis/meditation".

So tonight I had 3 different dreams. First one I ate french fries from McDonalds in my mother's car. Second one I ate food in the cafeteria at my workplace (Kvickly). Third one I ate food in Kvickly's employee lounge/pause-room.

PS: I am not fat. Seriously. I'm skinny.

The first one started as me being Maximillion from Dark Cloud 2. (Damn, my video game related dreams are constant!) I was being taught about some sort of advanced or heavenly society, when after going into a couple rooms, I ran into... Bowser? What the fuck? I haven't thought about Mario for years, but okay. I outsmarted him several times, and he turned into a surrendering friend. The dream got hazy, and now I'm in a race up a building. However, this was unlike any building I had ever seen. There were only inclined slopes that went up, and they were thin, with no railing, so one could easily fall down. The pathways got smaller as you got higher. I ran up with ease, then started going slow. Apparently, the only person crazy enough to not quit and keep on going was Paris Hilton. She wanted the reward. She kept on saying these stupid animal names for a pet. Things like, "Dr. Snuggles". I didn't know what the reward was- until I won!

It was a stupid little pink cat! I was pissed, and the dream got hazy. Next thing I remembered, was I was returned to the bottom. I was holding a... Pink KFC leg? Well, it was slightly sweet, and delicious. I guess I must have killed that cat and turned it into fried chicken. I'm sure Paris Hilton was pissed. Oh well.

I'm not entirely sure about when my dreams were during the night/day Because I kept getting woken up. It's a miracle that I managed to remember this much. However, that wasn't even the whole thing! Here's the swimming part.

I don't know why, but I was swimming with a group in an irregular swimming pattern. After swimming to one point, we'd swim back, and then go to a further target, still using the path we previously used, starting a new direction after swimming all of the previous path as well. I had won, finishing first. This dream kind of makes sense, as I've been swimming more than usual lately, and I've gotten better at it.

The next dream involves... Sex. Yep. It happens, but in a fragmented way. I was camping... There were a lot of girls in a group, and I was with a few guys in a group. Apparently one of the girls wanted to have sex with me. I was liking the idea, and I started hanging out with her. The next thing I know, I'm working at some sort of ride. The girl approaches, and I ask her what she's doing here, then surprises me with a hug. I say I'm working, and the dream gets hazy. I'm now in front of a house, and she's there. She's freaking out about the consequences of having sex with me, and I calm her down and tell her that there's nothing to worry about, that there's nothing I can't handle. I was concerned about condoms for a moment, but that passed, and I had sex with her.

I just remembered a dream fragment while typing this! Lucky me!

I was on a road of some sort... My memory is very hazy. I got to the end of the road... I used a missile launcher to shoot something evil... I got into a working motor home of some sort. I know that the dream was reminiscent of Fallout: New Vegas Old World blues.

25.07.2011

Building a skatepark (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Somebody was building a skatepark. They had two bowls dug in the ground, filled with concrete and coping and the like. They were about ten feet tall and only six feet or so wide. Kind of odd.

He said "I can't think of any plans from here."

I said "perhaps a ramp from this bowl over here to roll into your first bowl, allowing enough speed to transfer to the other bowl?"

shit. =) I'm so excited, I just had several lucids and false awakenings within a two hour period! I guess MILD really does work, two a few days of it! Too much happened in the dreams, but this was the most LUCID I've ever been. I finally could clear my vision and really communicate with the people in my dreams, even though none of them seemed interested in talking to me =(

I'll give you the highlights! My favorite part was me and a couple of friends were in an apartment building going UP and the elevator was tuggin along slowly and we were all looking at eachother wondering if it was about to give out. Sure enough, it started falling slowly at first back down, I told them not to move too much and as we neared the bottom, or after so much suspense, I was like WAIT A MINUTE. I put my hand out flat in front of me and willed the elevator to stop. It stopped and then I started pushing us up towards the top, but I told them to crawl out this window real quick just in case.

Another part I'm at my house and a bunch of family is coming over. I knew I was dreaming when my uncle showed up, cause he would NEVER come here, I doubt it anyway. He walked to the door and handed me two bags of trash that have been sitting on our porch for a day. (No, really, it's our trailer trash... =/) Anyway, I rolled my eyes and noticed it was all wet outside, I grabbed the trash and said "I was JUST getting ready to take this out." I go out of the house and sit down by a puddle of water. Just enjoying the lucidity. Looking around. Unfortunately I can't remember what I saw. Anyway, a lot of things happened, but I'm gonna quit right here. Just saying MILD was a SUCCESS.

My first dream was after my alarm goes off in the middle of the night.
First there's a nice, dark room. It's made of some sort of dark, reddish wood, and the fabric is in the same dark tones. There's a table here too. I sit at the table and look about, wondering where I am. Then a rather old man with grey hair, and thick black eyebrows walks in. He isn't wearing a shirt , and he's quite flabby and has a hairy chest and I swear I can't see any pants on him, but so far he's behind a chair. He can't see me.

Then I find myself in a tent with no memory of the wooden house. The tent is large, blue and pyramid shaped. I remember my old school field , but when I look over my shoulder I can't see the school. But I know this is my old school field (a recurring place in my dreams!) because of the way there are hills on one side and trees bordering the whole field, hiding a wire fence. Behind me where the school should be, there is just fog. I don't know what I'm doing here, but it's like there's something just behind the trees I need to get to so I start running across the field.

These were just hazy dream fragments. When I woke up in the morning, I can't remember either dreams immediately, and I'm frustrated. So I lay down and try to do an early morning WILD, which in the past have sometimes been successful. But today I'm not asleep enough or my sister is making too much noise because it doesn't want to work. I think what happened next might have been an OBE. I could feel my thumb in my palm, even though my hands were one on each side of me. I rub my right thumb in my left palm a bit as I begin to feel my other hands too, my 'real' hands, both at the same time. Then I move my real hands, and I can feel my hands either side of me. My thumb no longer feels like it's in my palm.

I was flying oin top of a windy field in a very non-vivid dream. The grass was swaying to the wind and the skies were VERY gray. I YELLED 'I'm DREA-'' and ''I NEED TO REALITY CHE'' with the last syllable of each word getting cut off. Soon i lost lucidity. (I'm not even sure i got it in the first place).

Soon i woke up in a False Awakening. There was thunder out my windows as loud as..... VERY LOUD!

Soon i woke up and there was thunder outside my window O_O

Now, I had this dream at 2 AM, so the recall was spotty even as I first woke up from it...

Anyways, I remember talking with someone who is offering to help me out. Unfortunately I can't remember a thing about them. Not their name, appearance, or even gender. Anyway, my brain is clearly confused about things, since this individual is trying to help me access Dreamworld or some such, yet things from work are getting mixed in. I have to go online, find some program, listen to this or that audio file... the word NUnit was thrown around a bit, which is directly from work. All the same, I'm eager to do what it takes since this is a huge goal for me. My brain is still confused though, since for a name of someone to get in contact with it pulls Marona, from Phantom Brave, but the music looping in my head is from Legend of Mana. That's about all for this fragment, but it was important enough to me that I woke up at 2 AM and wrote it down. So there ya go.

Emma's Dream

My first dream was after my alarm goes off in the middle of the night.
First there's a nice, dark room. It's made of some sort of dark, reddish wood, and the fabric is in the same dark tones. There's a table here too. I sit at the table and look about, wondering where I am. Then a rather old man with grey hair, and thick black eyebrows walks in. He isn't wearing a shirt , and he's quite flabby and has a hairy chest and I swear I can't see any pants on him, but so far he's behind a chair. He can't see me.

Then I find myself in a tent with no memory of the wooden house. The tent is large, blue and pyramid shaped. I remember my old school field , but when I look over my shoulder I can't see the school. But I know this is my old school field (a recurring place in my dreams!) because of the way there are hills on one side and trees bordering the whole field, hiding a wire fence. Behind me where the school should be, there is just fog. I don't know what I'm doing here, but it's like there's something just behind the trees I need to get to so I start running across the field.

These were just hazy dream fragments. When I woke up in the morning, I can't remember either dreams immediately, and I'm frustrated. So I lay down and try to do an early morning WILD, which in the past have sometimes been successful. But today I'm not asleep enough or my sister is making too much noise because it doesn't want to work. I think what happened next might have been an OBE. I could feel my thumb in my palm, even though my hands were one on each side of me. I rub my right thumb in my left palm a bit as I begin to feel my other hands too, my 'real' hands, both at the same time. Then I move my real hands, and I can feel my hands either side of me. My thumb no longer feels like it's in my palm.

I was a bounty hunter chasing these robots. They looked like droids from Star Wars and come to think of it my team looked like Delta Squad from Star Wars Republic Commando. We were chasing the droid or someone and I was yelling orders. The hallways were red like it was lava or something.


I had a false awakening but I knew it was a dream I walked downstairs and read a newspaper. I kept thinking about Megan Fox so she would appear butshe didnt appear. When I awoke I wanted to go back so I just went back to sleep and I did.

I had another false awakening and I was reading a newspaper that had a picture of my sister in it. The picture was upside down.
I got out of bed or started thinking of Megan Fox again it still didn't work.

100th DJ entry! Woot!

1. I have bought a bag of pot from my brother's friend D.H. I smoke it, and sure enough I get a very high/drunk feeling in dream. I approach a mirror, and see that the pupils of my eyes are rapidly dilating in and out to an unnatural degree.

2. I'm on a rafting trip with my graduate adviser. My raft tips over, and I fall into the filthy water of the river. I find myself almost trapped beneath another raft commanded by a fat kid, but do manage to escape.

3. I'm driving my brother's car around town. I notice that many of the billboards and street signs are covered in graffiti. I also notice that my brakes are unresponsive, so I'm forced to drive dangerously, rolling through stop signs and barely avoiding many collisions.