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I had two lucids last night, the only thing I did different was meditating for 30 minutes before bed.

Dream 1 - When I get that feeeeling
This dream was pretty long, so there's a big segment from the beginning which I forgot

Me and a friend and I think possibly a couple others have screwed up a heist during the night or something. The building we're in is the typical giant company building with glass windows, very modern and clean looking. We make a plan to place the blame on one of the members and then safely get him away, for some reason the name Todd comes to mind. We place some stuff from what I think may have come from a dead security guard (which may be why we're in trouble) into a giant pebble bowl which has a large stone statue of a man in the centre (about 2m high). Morning comes and we're all prepared, the building we're in starts busying up. We pretend to find the stuff in the pebble bowl and the blame gets put on Todd. Poor Todd :/ but we planned for this, he's the scapegoat with a getaway car. I remember some vague understanding that we had prepared a helicopter to come pick him up, but we also prepared some other surprises for the cops. Todd gets put in cuffs and is escorted behind me with two security guards at his side. I remember looking back and seeing him as we continued to the back of the building where the cops were waiting. Todd grabbed a huge platter of food which was being carried by a waiter and wrestled for it, trying to stall for time so the plan would have a chance. He does this to two different waiters. As we make it outside it's time to activate the plan, we see two men on a bridge nearby who get sniped with tranquilizer and then jets fly over bombing them. The two security guards behind me get knocked out (I forget how) and a black helicopter swoops down. I'm now 'Todd' and I leap up into the helicopter. Hell yeah lets go!

Me and a dark skinned man are flying away in the helicopter, at some point the dream transitions to us driving a red car on the road. We're going downhill and I see Zeph walking uphill on the pavement. The guy next to me yells out "Chocolate!!" to him as we pass by. This triggers memory of this having happened already in the dream, I ask the guy what he means by yelling chocolate. He explains that it's to do with how his grandpa on his deathbed had a final wish, it was a block of chocolate. Then apparently Zeph said that on his deathbed he'd like the same thing.
The guy next to me driving the car is now a skinny redneck man with a moustache. Hmm, odd. He starts talking about how the ladies don't want him because he's older and no longer has that 'sex appeal' or something. I realize I'm dreaming, but I'm surprised the dream is so stable upon this realization. I decide to go with the flow of the dream since the guy next to me is really dropping some passionate feels about how ugly he is. I look away and look back at him, wow he's uglier now. Half his mouth swollen, oh my god that's gross O_O. He says "my face just doesn't have that sexual healing factor". I instantly think about the song, the car stops as we arrive at our destination and I hop out. "it's that feeling which gives me sexual healing" I sing loudly.
"Oh wait, that's not how it goes.. Ah!" I say to myself, but also to the moustache guy as if I was asking him. I remember how it goes now.
"When I get that feeeling, I need, sexual healinignggngngg!" me and the moustache guy sing really loudly in sync, I really exaggerated the end of it too I know that I can't sing for shit and I wondered if I was singing in my bed as this was happening. Felt pretty good though .
We're walking forward, we're at the skytower (although it doesn't look like the skytower). I decide it's time to ditch this moustachio and enjoy the lucid. I start by running and jumping a few metres high, touching a part of the skytower above me. Damn this is stable, I had a feeling that 'reality checking' may only destabilize the dream, like becoming too aware will wake me up. I couldn't think of anything to do though, so I decided I'd jump to the top of the skytower. I jump on top of the ceiling part which I touched before and look up. Wow, so high, it's completely shrouded by clouds. I crouch down, knowing that I'll have to charge up to jump really high or fly. Just as I was about to jump I wake up though .

Dream 2 - Shark and poison
I'm at home and my brother comes over. I decide it's time to move out, me and my cat leave to a trailer park place where I plan to live now. It's apparently a cult or something though, I remember being in water (like a swimming pool, but also the ocean). There's sharks swimming around so I hop out of the pool, damn sharks are scary. I'm in a fancy mansion house that the cult leader owns, I know that they're going to try poison me. The lady tries to jab a needle of poison into me but I keep dodging, she then gets a 4-barrel sawn-off shotgun poison shooter thing... It fires right at me and I try to dodge it but I think it got me. I run like hell, on the way I see my cat, she's been poisoned. I pick her and her body is limp but she's still alive, there's still a chance to save her. I'm outside running down the road, I see a person from high school and his older sister jogging together, I think they're a part of the cult but they're not after me. I see a random guy on the street and I run up to him. I tell him that he needs to look after the kids in that building (I point up towards the mansion, it seems different some how).

The scene transitions, wasn't I poisoned? I'm surprised how resilient I am to its effects. I'm drunk in an apartment now with my ex girlfriend, I now realize that I'm not drunk though... It's the poison and I'm dying. I go into the bathroom and vomit blue (apparently from a blueberry smoothie). My ex comes in, we share a moment and kiss. It's actually pretty gross though, she now has blue on her mouth (wow that really is gross O_O). If we're going to kiss I should wash my mouth first, I look into the mirror above the sink and realize I'm dreaming, I go to wash the vomit out of my mouth. I look back up at the mirror and realize that the wax has gone funny on my braces. I fiddle around with it for a while but it's really soft and not the consistency + texture it should be. Argh I'm wasting my time, I'm dreaming so I should do something. I then wake up. damn it..

I think I discovered something pretty freaky. It's happened twice now, so there must be some significance.

I believe I actually had a past life, and I've been seeing memories of this past life in my dreams. At first there were black and white grainy visions of people from the times of what looked like World War 2 that I've mentioned in a past entry. I know I've never seen those people before. The message I got from the visions is that I was in WW2, but I never put it together until now. Those visions happened a few months ago, so I never really thought anything of them. But... Maybe like 40 minutes ago, I awoke from another pretty freaky dream. It was 1998 in the dream, and I was back to being 2 years old. My vision was a little grainy too... My parents couldn't understand me when I tried to say anything and I spent almost the entire dream trying to convince them that my consciousness was transferred from 2016 back to 1998 somehow.

However, there was this other part, where I stepped into the bathroom and I was instantly in the early to mid 60's. My parents hadn't even been born yet. My vision was far more grainy and there was a TV in the room, with some sort of late night talk show. There was a man and woman being interviewed, although the woman seemed to be the focus of the show. She was showing some sort of dress to the audience... She must have been a clothing designer. I don't remember what the dress looked like, but... Let's just say it totally wouldn't be in style right now. The show was focused on the dress for a little bit and then the program fizzled out.

I sort of remember what the woman looked like...

Time to do a bit of research.

I'm trying to get away from some mobsters and they cornered me in a dead end.

I wake up but i manage to keep myself still, my eyes closed and i DEILD!

I'm at the same alley and the mobsters are looking at me threateningly. I completely ignore them and look around. I'm trying to stabilize the dream by rubbing my hands but they feel very numb. I look around and the image quality is close to real life. Sadly i can't think of anything to do and i'm trying to think of something. I see a building near 5 meters height. I jump very high and land on top of it. After this moment i don't remember much detail but i remember it felt a bit frustrating because the vividness was a bit low.

Then i wake up with a sudden pain in my foot. I look at it and i see a string sewn on my foot. I look at the other side of the string and i see my mom is holding it. I say to myself "this is weird" and realize i just had a false awakening! I rip the string off and it hurts a bit and it's good because i have my senses back! My mom says "what are you doing?" and i respond "this is a dream!". She looks at me like she doesn't get it. I don't want to waste time by explaining something very unnecessary to a DC so look around and have a tour of my house, it looks a bit different and very colorful.

After that i feel that my real arms are in a very uncomfortable position and i wake myself up.

One of the most emotionally powerful - if not the most powerful - dream experiences Iv ever had. Albeit lasting for only a few minutes, this was the moment I thought to myself that I will never give up on pursuing lucidity. I have flown countless times and had great experiences when lucid , but this might be the dream where I experienced the truest freedom yet on my journey. The dream dates 18.1.2013 and I have written it down with only a few details back then, but I'll try my best to bring it back alive. Dream journal entry : Faith.

Iv been trying to catch sleep for a good one and a half hours now and still haven't been able to. At this point I just want to fall asleep again, it's 5am and I have school tomorrow. I woke myself up just to get a chance for WBTB, but if this is how it turned out I guess I just have to accept it... I'll have another chance tomorrow. I'll let this chance slip away... just sleep...sleep. All I wanted was lucidity... tomorrow...I hope... Empty thoughts drifting slowly in the darkness. Indifference and the desire for rest taking over. Balancing on the edge of a knife over the void. From below a light rising to contrast the emptiness, accompanied by a gently rising tone. Self brought back, confused and unprepared. Briefly, a sense of weight on body as the brightness and tone that is getting the shape of music fills everything. Darkness, void, emptiness all gone.

"...I have changed.... I have changed... Just like you..."
A force gently dragging me in a white tunnel.

" For how long... for how long..."
As I watch the passing ceiling I turn my head to see the end of the tunnel and the two wind turbines.

"Your concrete heart isn't beating..."
A light. I begin to see and opening on the top of the tunnel... The light grows stronger the closer I'm pulled, closer and closer...


"No shadows..."
I'm taken under the opening.

A hand reaches to me.

" Now I'm here to rescue you."

I reach for the hand and I'm pulled up to see the sun shining on the clear blue sky and it's vanilla clouds. A woman with a black tear drop tattooed under her right eye looks at me as I'm standing on one of the roof's of the metropolis. I look at her, and I instantly know what she is. She's the oppressed, She's a vigilante, She's a runner... I'm rescued by Faith.

I look down to see that I wear the same clothing as she does. Sleeveless shirt, runners pants and runner's shoes. I even have similar one-hand glove as she does. I look back up to Faith. She looks away from me to the endless rooftops that are waiting. We look back at each other and neither of us says nothing. She knows why she brought me there, I know why I'm there. Our feet start taking steps that quickly take speed. We look forward. We run.

We jump between the buildings' openings like we we're born for it. We dash through open areas and jump on top of the never ending obstacles that stand in our way. We slide under pipelines and vault over fences with the wind blowing in our hair.

"I'm still alive, I'm still alive..."

With the sun shining to my face I keep running. I will never stop running.

"I'm still alive, I'm still alive..."

I'm rescued by faith.

"Oooo....."

Have faith.

My father is asking me to bring me his soda that is inside the ceiling light for some reason. I get myself a chair and as I'm starting to lift my hand to get the soda the chair somehow collapses and takes me down with it. Ouch. I got the soda! I crash our TV's monitor with it. I look to my dad and there's a mirror behind him on the wall that is supposed to be empty. Huh? Wait. Reality check. I can't remember which reality check I did but it works. I go to our front door and I have an intention that there would be sand dunes and pyramids behind it. I want to have a picnic in top of the Giza's Great Pyramids. I open the door and I'm there, at the pyramids, it's night and torches on the walls light up the scenery. Ancient writings on walls. The sky is full of stars. I run up a small pyramid and try to sit on top of it, but there's a hole to a fiery furnace. I try to close the opening with telekinesis, I even throw water down there but nothing changes. Back down on the ground I come across a glass door and I say : " Star Trek Star-ship Enterprise." Suddenly without stepping through the door the whole dream world changes into a loading bridge from the future. Jean-Luc Picard himself walks past me and hes mumbling something. I tell him : " Transport us to the bridge." Darkness. A voice says : " The state between this and being awake."

I'm Andrew from The Chronicle and I'm playing a slot machine at my friends house not far from my own. I win 80 euros. My mom just got home and right off the bat Andrew's ( mine I guess ) alcoholic father starts asking her how much she took loan to buy all that stuff. She had bought lots of food. I give almost all off my winnings to her to make it up, I place the coins on the table and as I turn to look away they're gone. I start to bend a white metal bar to get through it to lucidity. I'm pushing it with telekinesis. I promise myself that I will get through it, and so I barely make it through. I'm now aware. I do several reality checks throughout the dream. I have appeared to a small plaza near one of my corner shops. I want to see "something" so I turn my back, and then turn around again to see what has appeared. Where there used to be a pet shop there's now a restaurant. The windows have pictures of small yellow robots that are smiling, I'm eager to go in. I get in, and the restaurant has two floors. The whole place is kinda oriental-themed. Three men on the lower floor are looking at me but I ignore them. I go down as well. I go sit in one of the corner tables near the kitchen. I feel there's something missing, ah, that's it, company of course! Before I can think of anyone I can imagine to dine with a small yellow robot rolls to my table and sits next to me. The robot asks with the sweetest voice : "Hello, what would you like to have?" The robot has a small sweater on him. I need to decide who to dine with before I can answer it's question. Light bulb. Before I can speak it out loud through the door bursts - - -

- - - with the goofiest face you can imagine. I smile and turn back to the robot as Jim Carrey makes his way down to my table. I tell the robot : " Bring me my favorite meal." The robot gets up but I quickly take a hold off it's sleeve. With a smile on my face I say : " Hey, thank you." I pull my hair back and Carrey says : " You kinda look like John Travolta." I start to laugh. I ask him : " Could you help me become lucid in the dreams to come?". We have a quick chat but I sadly can't remember what we're talking about. The robot rolls back with it's little wheel feet and brings me a chicken and rice - meal without spices. Jim gets noodles. I take a bite, it's OK. I remember I'm getting out of the restaurant and I see a red skinned humanoid creature on the plaza wearing a jacket. He has bunny ears and it looks like he's skin is made out of porcelain. I want to go to talk to him, but a distortion in the dream stops me from doing so. Some other creatures sitting on the benches in front of the humanoid jump a great distance away from the plaza. I take flight and the dream scenery changes, there's now a giant city on the north and I'm diving down to the outskirts of it. I somehow end up in a blue future wood staircase complex and there are blue wooden doors everywhere. I wonder what to do as the last thing before the dream ends. Me being a teenager the answer is quite obvious. However the dream ends quite quickly afterwards.


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I'm in my room and I sense a dark force playing with my essence. I quickly remember all the teachings from DV's members and realize that my body no longer matters. After this realization I get freed from the dark grasp. I remember what Morpheus said in the Matrix, can't remember it now though.I stand up and I open my room's door and enter the living room where my dad is sitting on the sofa as usually. He smiles. I go to the kitchen and squeeze one of the benches around our table to stabilize the dream. I keep repeating : " I'm in a dream and the world is vivid." The quality rises drastically. I walk to the kitchen window and start to merge through it so I could take of and fly. My dad's dream character tries to disrupt me by saying : " What if you can't fly?" I ignore that statement completely. I get through and I slowly fly three stories down to ground level, and start gliding along the sidewalk towards my high-school. Ah, flying is a bliss, I could be here forever I think to myself. The wind gently caresses me as I make my way forward. When I reach an underpass I try and make a "forward" loop, because a cyclist is coming towards me. I rise and *plat*, I hit the ceiling of the underpass. Ah. Almost. I reach my high-school and I say :" I want to talk to my subconsciousness." ( Trying all kinds of orders still.)

Dark clouds start forming in the sky above our school, yet they're bright and full of light. A smiling face forms out of the upheaval. "First you must let go all your fear..." I go to the roof and I lose some of the control over the situation. I see a bright round object and I walk over it. 1/12 - symbol is shown somewhere in my vision, kinda like in video games if you're meant to collect something. I come across a group of students on the highest point of the roof system. Someone says : "Now we will take a fighting exercise." I already start thinking to myself: " ah finally something interesting." We enter a dark hall and there are light- emitting balls all around the floor, then the lights come up and they're simply basketballs. Oh. The students start throwing them at each other. I say to the coach : " You will be my connection to my subconsciousness." He nods. A woman says something along the lines : " It's basically only you and me here, the rest are just dream characters." Huh?

I start waking up, but I remain calm and I slowly start to sink into my bed. I turn around in the dark and appear suddenly in a playing field. ( The athlete kind). I rub my hands together and the scenery becomes ridiculously colorful, I nearly have to shut my eyes. Luckily the color fade to normal levels quickly. It's a bright day outside. I'm starting to walk towards a cabin in the left side of the field while taking off my shirt ( for k-18 action), when I remember my plan for the lucid. I turn around, head back to the field and say out loud : " I want to meet my subconsciousness and my ID." ( Freud stuff, can't remember the meaning anymore haha.) Nothing happens. I repeat it nearly shouting and in an ordering-tone. BOOM!There's a loud explosion in the sky and I can see the outlines of something that is falling down. It's coming right at my direction! There's some music playing in the dream world briefly and I can hear the sounds of ... Superman. I go and float up so I don't get hit by the falling object. It's... it's a small plane. Crash! Right into the field and it slides past me. I go see what's happening. As I'm coming near the fallen plane two large characters squeeze themselves out of the wreckage. Hulk... and Superman... in front of my eyes. They get out finally and they just stand there. I stare at them. Hulk suddenly gets a bit angry and he starts to punch he's co-pilot. They both morph into two hardcore roadies. The kinds with leather jackets and beards. The other makes an "eye trick" that is that he moves an air bubble through his forehead from eye to eye. Ew...

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I start to hear a woman speaking as I'm laying n my bed. Other voices join in. My body starts to tremble a little and I begin to see faint images of walls. The walls combine and slowly generate a picture of a hallway. And just like that, I'm standing there. It's the hallway of my old school, red and white coloring everywhere. Coat racks decorate the walls and I hurry ( calmly) to touch them and the walls behind to stabilize the dream as soon as possible. "This is a dream", I repeat a few times to myself just to be sure. I see my french teacher Marjaana and I excitedly shout at her : " This is a dream!" I see a friend of mine and I give him a hug, also to stabilize the dream. He tries to strangle me. - At this time the dream starts to continue non-lucidly for a while -. I appear in a large dark bluish movie theater where peoples' skins are colored yellow,blue,red etc. Some are levitating in the air and talking to each other. An alarm goes off that some kind of a super virus is attacking around the building. I have been given a challenge. I go to a glass panel that leads to the air tubes ( or those tight spaces where the movie heroes always crawl in). I shrink myself into the size of peanut and go in. The tube is bright orange and squarish. I see a small alien soldier virus thingie and I shoot it with something. I spin in the air with the creature as I'm shooting.

I appear back to the out side world and I'm in my normal size again. I walk to a door and say: " There can be anything behind this door." I open it and there's a hallway for more doors, just that every single one of the doors is a door into a toilet for handicapped people. How anti-climatic. However all the doors seem to be open as I'm walking down forward. I then decide to say that : " The door that is shut will take me to the place that I want mostly." ( These are the times when I try all sorts of dream orders to see what happens ). I find a closed door and open it, a toilet, for handicapped people. Okay dream. Iv been given another challenge. So. I push my hand into the toilet ( it was clean) and decide to use it as a teleport. I suddenly rise to the air with my head down and legs pointing straight up. I start to spin wildly and I turn into Will Smith as the toilet sucks me in. I appear in a samurai village of some sort. I enter a room in one of the buildings and I start to dine with sumo wrestlers. Noodles. There is some bad tasting spice in mine so I throw them into the face of a woman and run away. The last thing I see is some hippies dancing on a fence.

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I'm eighteen in the dream and I'm wearing my brother's hoodie that used to be mine. I'm heading somewhere over grassy hills when suddenly my brother's friend Jesse, whose around fifteen years old, comes towards me. I say to him : "Good old times." The ground turns snowy and Jesse turns into my sister's son Casper. He then asks me to stay and I accept. I create a bench out of a trash-can and a newspaper. The landscape turns from snowy grass hills into my home yard. My friend comes by, he's also suddenly a year older than what he really is. We talk about something and I'm having trouble insulting him when I'd like to. He breaks the trash-can and bench, it's alright. I find some old exercise equipment from our garbage shed. My mother then tries to leave our house to go to the corner shop, but I won't allow her because she's sick. We hug in the staircase.

I'm not completely sure where the dream began, but the first thing I recall is that I'm in a dark forest at night. It's storming badly. I hurry to create a door into a wall that I see between the trees. I turn around and then turn back and there's a wooden door on the wall. I'm only starting to realize that I have the ability create objects with only my thought. I go through the door thinking there would be my old high-school behind it so I could show my Lucid skills to my fellow students. I enter a mall. I feel like I'm starting to wake up so I immediately start spinning around ( for the first and last time as a stabilization in any lucid). I feel the dream getting more real and vivid. I can't believe it actually works! I stop and stay still, I'm here... I'm in a dream world... I gaze at the passing people like Neo in the end-scene of Matrix as he steps out of the phone-booth. I'm lucid. It's so realistic, everything. I can't think of anything to do because of the amazement. I start walking calmly, and then ask the dream itself : " Can I meet my dream guide?"( I might have been too hesitant). A middle-aged man in plumber's clothes comes to me. He has glasses and hes slightly overweight. Blue hat. "Are you my dream guide?" He nods, shakes my hand and says : "Mikko." Mikko... so that's his name.

I immediately ask : " Do you have anything to show me?" I think he has. We start walking through a wooden corridor and into a classroom. There's a woman teacher dressed in 60's or 80's clothing in front of the chalk board. I go to the board and scrawl something to it. I go to my desk next to Mikko and say something weird to him along the lines : " Rahl mans mans." I guess that I meant was that taking classes is useless. My guide has transformed into one of my high-school's students. He laughs. A storm begins and I start to enforce the classroom's walls with mind control. The wood starts to turn into metal, but I'm late. The walls shred into pieces. I see a werewolf looking creature looking down to me from above. The earth beneath me disappears and I fall into dark oblivion. I think I was in the edge of unconsciousness. A black force is pulling me somewhere and I see all kinds of colors. I stop from the spinning and chaos and I scream in the darkness : " NO! This is my dream!" I begin to see landscapes again and I'm able to return myself to the dream world! I appear in an area full of ancient pillars. I see the blue spirit guy from Aladdin. I look down to my hands and they're literally as life-like as in waking world. I see my mother over a distance, but I decide to have fun now that I'm here. I get some weird snakes to both of my hands and I blast into the air with rockets. I then remember that I wanted to ask what my dream-profession was. Too late. The landscape starts to shatter and tremble. "What ever", I think to myself.

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Woke a few times then listened to George singing - he left at 7.02 and it's then I had my Lucid dream🌷🌷🌷
I as chanting

" I lucid dream tonight " ( I remembered this has worked for me many times now and I felt exited that a lucid dream is on its way)

As I drifted off to sleep I recapped the totm's - actually I had been in a kind of Wbtb since about 5 ish just laying in bed and watching my mind thoughts floating around..

Not sure what triggered me in this one - I think it was in having a conversation with Lisa telling her about a dream and getting lucid and her saying oh " was it the man on the bus that made you lucid ? I often get that it's great!"
No I said it was when I went to sit down on the bus and I had to sit in a baby's pram - I looked up to the mother and asked if she could remove the over hanging piece of the hood as I couldn't get comfy! I knew something was up and realised
" I am dreaming "
I got off the bus and walked towards the nearest house - I was about to walk inside when I remembered its better to phase through the walls in Lucid dreams as it trains my mind - so I did - at first walking through with ease and then feeling a little stuck ha ha then the wall got all stretchy/morphy but I came out the other side in the end. had the feeling of wanting to accomplish something and could feel semi lucid state close by. At that moment I remembered the task to look at the sky. I walked back outside and looked straight up at the sky - it was a beautiful vast light blue - but then I noticed hanging over us ...within the sky, was a huge figure ... Like, made of black woven netting - just floating/hanging in the vast sky - a being of sort, as if looking down on us ...I dint like it but knowing it's a dream thought this could be a good adventure and am exited to conquer this dark force. I called up the the gigantic figure that I was coming up to sort it out Xwoman patience on her way I jump up into the sky and sharply catch my hair in a hook hanging on the open door behind me

I will be back

Dream Notes

-Yesterday's dream was about a medium sized singing owl on a
tree. I called it to me after it made me lucid and it flew onto my arm. Next thing I recall is my sister distracting me with some nonsense I didn't think was appropriate.

Two days ago, I think it was than...Well I had a dream about becoming lucid and looking for Eye. I asked Dawn to take me to him and he grabbed me. Took me into the big closet we have upstairs. And used it as a elevator after pulling me closer to the wall. It was a funny moment but also those silly dream moments.

We than got out and he showed me to another room in our house and pointed to Eye who was snoring as he lay on a bed. I poked his cheek telling him to wake up but than a group of girls were present and a blonde lady, shirtless, distracted me. I got the feeling she was a smut and told her to put her shirt on.

Another dream i recall is being downstairs and thinking about Jade and Manei. When I'm lucid I tend to think about lucid things or things I use to do when lucid. I than noticed I was starting to be sucked by an ocean whirl pool that was supposedly coming from under the bed or something like that.I got help from a dc though and was fine.

It's been a long time since i've done anything related to a Dream Journal, so stupid me forgot to log my dreams last night. I remember like 3 too, its been a long time since i've actually remembered a damn dream. Anyway, I remembered one. All I remember was that I was in some sort of Metal Gear Solid stealth thing (MGS V is a great game btw) and I was in this village or something? It was empty, but near the beach of the lake their was this huge toddler or something and she was wearing a shirt with flowers on it, picking stuff up. I had to stealth and sneak past her. It wasnt anything special, but something kinda cool happened. When I was about to wake up, it seems I was almost fighting with myself to get back into the dream and RC or something? I kept going back and forth from dream and awake. I don't remember if this was some sort of weird False Awakening though. Anyway, woke up, here I am now. Guess I better get used to logging my dreams again.

This dream felt like it lasted several hours so I was in a deep deep dream. Anyway to start off, my nephew and I were playing grand theft auto and sometimes it was split screen, other times it wasn't but it got to the point where we were both actually inside the game like VR Sword art online style. We stole cars, broke into houses, flew helicopters, did missions, killed each other and re spawned and did it all over again. I sort of knew I was dreaming I just didn't want to alter what was going on because it was really fun as it was. We "woke up" into another GTA style game but it looked way more realistic like real life and I hurried outside and found a Ferrari and drove off. We were in California because I remember speeding down the golden gate bridge but what I was most focused on was trying to put the car into gear as it was manual and I have never driven manual but it ended up working out. Night time came and we were by this river, it wasn't flowing a certain direction it was just there and we decided for some reason we were going to kill ourselves (we could re-spawn like I said before) and he jumped in first and I just stood there and watched him drown, when he died a fire like essence that was rainbow colored started to flow out of his side like a flame thrower type thing and I jumped in and I layed on my back underwater looking up at the beautiful nights sky while drowning. I was slowly dying but it was a very happy death. At that point I reminded myself that I was dreaming so I forced myself to wake up but i woke up in a different house, in a dark room and I walked toward the door and when I opened it, I woke up in the real world... sometimes I just wish I could stay in my dreams forever...

T.O.T.M. (Task of the Month), T.O.T.Y. (Task of the Year) Dragon, AND Shared Dreaming Attempts
~ Dream #1 ~
100% Lucidity

Approximate Real Life Time: Around 10 minutes
Approximate Dream Time: About half an hour

Backstory: So, I guess I am back! Woo-hoo! Same Dream Journal Template as usual... let's start!

Story: I am in the void... I feel the emptiness... I stress my hands, but instead they were mechanical sharp pointy needles... It looked very awesome, and I decided to complete the ToTM and ToTY tasks. I started off with the basic task, and I created a few books. I wasn't able to read out what the first book's title said. The second book scored the goal. The book's title was "Economics", and it had a red cover with oldish, light brown paper inside. I skimmed through the book of random text. There was nothing useful. Afterwords, I created a paradise with floating islands, green vegetation, and waterfalls. The sky was still dark, and I decided to make it better and added an atmosphere to my little paradise. The sky is now light blue. After I decided that it wasn't enough, I added a sunset to my small paradise. Now my little world looks way better. I decided to summon a DC. POOF! They appeared, and I changed their gravity and they started floating upward. I started giggling as they were so confused, and started saying, "WHAT IS GOING ON?". Soon, I guess I have forgotten about the DC, and they were gone. ToTY Time! I told myself. I flew up really high above my floating islands, and I created a huge island with many houses and people. I summoned a dragon (I thought we were supposed to summon the creatures, but I guess I am wrong) and a dark mist formed in the middle of the air. A dragon appeared, and it flew directly for the village, and burnt it into smithereens. The houses were made of wood, so they burnt really fast. I patted my hands, and my job was done. Later, I drop down to the ground and I move to the right side of the islands. I wanted to start my shared dreaming journey.

I decided to use doors to enter other people's dreams.
I decided to go to gab's dreams first. I open the door, and a wormhole speed area appeared around me.

[SLEEPY SO I WILL FINISH THIS TOMORROW]

[THIS IS WRITTEN AROUND 1/15 ~ 1/17? I don't want to finish plus I forgot]

I have got a big chance, because I woke up after a dream, I decided to not move and I started to repeat my mantra in my head while falling asleep, but the scenery was not the same as the first dream I woke up from. Here the dream:


I am in the school yard, I see a girl that I know with her friend on a table. I approach them and say hi and start a conversation, after I say to her ''see you next time''. I get away and see a boy who left school last year, I say: ''wait he was not supposed to be here'' and I realize that I'm dreaming. I go toward him and start punching him in the face by telling him that this is only a dream man. After that I leave him and I see a fight in the middle of the school, a lot of people is watching and I'm like here watching with my arms cross like a boss by saying "its weird to see that my sub can control all those people". I woke up after.

I am in my old house with my brother(who I didn't saw since 3 years), my cousin and my parents. My brother is showing us his photos and videos of souvenirs with his friends during his 3 years. After I decide to go in the garden and I see a lots of bees, I run back. I see my cousin getting in the kitchen where my dad is. So I follow, watch and listen their conversation from outside through a window. Then I see that the conversation is not interesting, so I go away and I see my dog(who is dead a long time ago), I say ''wait how the f..k", I look at my hand and see that my fingers are all glue, ''how come my brother is here, so this is a dream''. So I enter the kitchen and start throwing the glasses and playing with water even if my parents are here. My mom tells me if I want kfc. I say yes because it's been a long time that I didn't eat that. I say to myself: ''I wonder what it tasks in a lucid dream?''. So she gives me the kfc, I start eating and it was: crunchy, very oiled. After I go in the garden and see my dead dog smelling the nose of another dog, I get scare that it will finish in a fight so I was ready to act. Then I say to myself that the lucid dream is bit too long and I'm scare that I won't remember, so I decide to wake up