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I see a poster of the upcoming Hobbit - movie. Instead of being called The Battle of the Five Armies it is named simply Crumble. The poster has a black background and there's a lot of smoke, not forgetting the bad-ass looking Smaug. I guess what I'm shown is a quick fake teaser: The dwarf company goes up some stairs and Thorin is stabbed by a ghostly being and he dies. The mountain they're climbing is located not in middle-earth, but near my high-school. The night is cloudy and only a small light emits from the train station below. I try to use telekinesis to part the clouds to assist the dwarf on their journey but I fail.

I'm flying over an area that looks like a western/Hawaii zombie town. I glide down and whiz into a tavern through the front doors. There's only one person present, an old lady. I go up to her and she asks with hoarse voice :" Who are you?" I answer happily :" Hi, I'm Mika."NAs I finish introducing myself I feel like taking off and leaving for an adventure. Before I can do that the old woman sharply answers : " You will die now." She picks up a phone and begins dialing numbers, so she could call her other maniac seniors and tell them to join in my killing. At this point a new lucid begins, chained I guess. I appear at my apartment and instantly I start sprinting towards a window. I merge through it as if there were no glass in the first place. As I'm flying over my neighborhood's street I see that I'm "still" holding a metal bar, I'm planning on using it as a weapon just in case I encounter any other psycho DCs like the old lady. I go back down and land on to a street that goes downhill near my elementary school. I walk for ten meters and I keep looking at my hands repeating :"You're in a dream, you're in a dream." I stop. I think of nothing but I try to knock my branch ( metal bar turned into a wooden branch) three times to the ground to see what would happen. *Knock*, nothing. *Knock!* After the second hit the landscape slides towards me. *Knock*. *Paf*. A meditating monkey creature appears in front of my eyes and the area near us turn greenish and booming. The being sits in a meditating pose with his legs crossed. He seems wise. He tells me I would guard many kingdoms with the sword he then represents to me. A green-silvery, gleaming short sword comes into existence in front of him. As I look at the weapon of power it grows greatly in length in the blink of an eye. Suddenly two Russian men start shooting at us because they despise our ancient ways. The bullets won't hit us, we're beings of greater strength. I become Doctor Manhattan and I create a force field around us, and the monkey shaman has a greenish glowing force field around his body.

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2.1.2016

Last night shift from 5-10pm

Slept from 2am-9am

[Yesterday I read a book about Just Paying attention. So I was doing it most of the day, trying to keep my attention on what I was doing. For ex. I was carrying a box, so I would say: I'm looking at my hands, I have black gloves on, I have a box, I'm walking, looking around, there are people, are these DCs, HI DC!, ... and just basically noticing things around me and acknowledging them.]

Woke up with memory of a DILD.

I am with some people when I realize I should be dreaming and lucid. I count my fingers but I decide I'm not dreaming. Immediately after that I KNOW I am ALWAYS dreaming and lucid so I recount.

I count one by one, all the way to 12 on my left hand, to make a show for those people. I'm amazed, because every one of my fingers is dressed in pyjamas. Light blue with some toys and teddies like a baby's soft flanel pyjama. When I come to 12, people are also amazed.

I walk to the window and tell them "Now I'm gonna do what I always do when lucid. I'm going for a flight". And I jump out the window.

I'm flying superman style (I normally fly in standing up position, kinda like a hummingbird) over some sand. I realize I wanted to see the Lencois Sand Dunes in Brazil.

So I bank left and there they are.

One lake is more beautiful than the other. All different colors and shapes.

Turqoise, green, blue. I can hear myself go "uuuuuu" and "aaaah" and I'm surprised and amazed at such beauty.

Little further down, also in sand dunes are some low, elongated openings to the underground. It seem to me that those are the ends of lava tubes where lava was coming out from. Not sure why, because they don't look like it. (I have been to a real one on the Big Island of Hawaii).

After all this I write down the 12 fingers, the lakes and I feel especially important part is how I realized that I am ALWAYS DREAMING. I knew I'm writing this down in a dream but I was hoping it will help me remember after I wake up. (This is second time I done this)

There's a charity question : Would you cut off your other leg if seven million people were given water? I answer yes, and a happy victory music starts playing.

I don't recall where it starts, but I remember to start remembering everything that will happen. A force is taking me through the air in deep caves towards somethings. I'm dropped to a circle platform that has all kinds of mystic patters on it. The platform lies on the wall of the cave system and there's a door on the wall. A green humanoid creature in a suit appears next to me, he has no eyes nor nose, only a mouth. The humanoid creature says to me : " We have finished the Dutch Force animation. " ( Dutch Force - Deadline is one of my favorite old school trance songs). "Ooh this will be neat" I think to myself. I go through the opening in the wall and I'm suddenly in a office floor. There's a man who changes his appearance twice in a row in front of my eyes. He's name is John Je___. He said his name twice but I can't remember it. The humanoid now present me a wooden gold key thing that is the shape of a long diamond. On the top of it there's four finger-looking appendages. The humanoid suggest we would use this item in the animation."What do the letters B and F mean on the key?" I ask. "Love and ( I'm getting my hopes up ) politics". Me : "...." *sigh* I go into some room from the office and there are two guys in there. I ask the other one : " Is that youR motorcycle?" that can be seen outside. They both look outside from the window. I had pointed to a children's bike. It was supposed to be a joke, they don't laugh. I'm now watching the Dutch Force animation in a spectator- mode. Mononoke from Princess Mononone- movie rides with a limp dragon in a cave that is filled with water. The animation was so horrendous I paused the dream sequence. Even the music isn't correct.

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Okay this first nonlucid is kinda stupid but anyways... hahaha. So Brad Pitt and Morgan Freeman are detectives and they enter this empty abandoned building. It is a trap. The doors shut down behind them and Xerxes shows himself. He has tens of child prisoners. No one will leave. It is revealed however that Xerxes is not the main villain and does not posses any control over the situation and decisions. Nothing happens, because the place is now full of books, thousands and thousand of them. Night arrives, and Morgan Freeman pick locks his shackles and runs to open the doors. Brad Pitt also manages to escape and he waves for the other police cars by the road. Some twenty officers come to the scene and everyone rushes in, including Morgan Freeman. Someone asks the kids why they're there in the first place. Suddenly, *CLANK!* The doors are shut. The person who shut them was... Brad Pitt! HE was the evil master mind behind everything and he's plan to get more people inside had worked perfectly. Muahaha...muahahahaha!

My brother keeps following me through-out the dream, ugh. I want to adventure by myself. I see a peacock on small hill and as I walk towards it I use telekinesis to gently pull it to me. It decides to come right in front of my nose, like a super eager child who wants to get to know who you are. It ask :" Hello, who are you?" I just reply : " Hi, I'm Mika." It asks : " What are you doing here?" Me : " Well, I would like to know your name." The peacock replies :" Gamhee." I smile at it. It's leathers are bright and colorful and the creature almost glows with friendliness. I'm suddenly back in my room in the dark and I realize I'm still in a dream as I sit up on my bed. My stabilization comes too late.

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I'm at a "Dudesons" festival that is held on a steep hill. They stop the show earlier than planned, but they make up for it by starting the "traditional challenges". I see a glimpse of a man washing his teeth with mashed potatoes and some fat man naked on a van before the dream changes.

I imagine myself in some van that is rising up and down when suddenly I'm inside of a hallucination. In the hallucination I'm in near darkness and I walk to a door where there's standing a black creature. I separate from my body. I'm in an underground station at night. A train arrives and I hop in and I sit on one of the benches. A conductor comes by and asks to see my ticket. I get worried I won't find one from my pockets, then I see one lying right next to me on the bench. I pick it up and give it to him. He punches a hole to it with a machine. I decide to walk in the train. I tell a kid : " That is our stop" and I point the next station with my finger. The train stops and I step into another dark underground station. The dream hops suddenly and I'm in a large grocery store what I know. I ask the dream : " How about a dream guide?" A blonde woman starts to walk towards me, but I get the feeling that she's not my guide. I try again : " I want to meet my dream guide." The shelves nearby jingle and the same student from my high-school comes to ( the same from "Fake Dream Guide" - dream). I say : " Hey, what's up dude ! I had an idea it might be you again." He suddenly shows me his dream journal, it has some well drawn dream sequences in it. The test is typed with a computer however. "Well drawn" I tell him. "How long have you been keeping it?" I then ask. " Ten days" he replies. I look at the drawings again and say to him : " It's all fighting- dreams." He laughs.

We run down the escalators to the lower floor. There is a new floor between the two that really exist and there are only mandarins sold there. Tons of them. I shout : " Whooo!" and pick one up a mandarin, but I put it back. The dream hops us to the outside plaza/street. There are two guys, the same age as us around 16-17 years old hanging around. I start bending metal pipe with my bare hands and they look at me amazed. I flatten the pipe completely by squeezing it with both of my hands. I then see there's a brawl going on nearby between two youngsters. The other is apparently " a bad guy". Another bad guy is stretching behind them, he's preparing to join in. I won't let him, it wouldn't be fair. So I go up to him, take a hold of his and and crush it all the way to the bone. I shoot a continuous red laser beam out of my hand and I cut people in half with it. The other bad guy's arm drops off as he's running away from me. It flies through the air. I cut the top of an office building with the laser and it comes crushing down to the street. I stop the beam and then try and point my hand at a giant building in a distance. I lift my hand, and the building rips off from the ground, I'm not even trying. I feel like Magneto, I feel invincible . I shoot it in to the skies. I then try to create a door which to use for teleportation. A dark brown door engulfed in blue flames appears behind me. As I walk towards it I fear the dream will end, and so I do.

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I had two lucids last night, the only thing I did different was meditating for 30 minutes before bed.

Dream 1 - When I get that feeeeling
This dream was pretty long, so there's a big segment from the beginning which I forgot

Me and a friend and I think possibly a couple others have screwed up a heist during the night or something. The building we're in is the typical giant company building with glass windows, very modern and clean looking. We make a plan to place the blame on one of the members and then safely get him away, for some reason the name Todd comes to mind. We place some stuff from what I think may have come from a dead security guard (which may be why we're in trouble) into a giant pebble bowl which has a large stone statue of a man in the centre (about 2m high). Morning comes and we're all prepared, the building we're in starts busying up. We pretend to find the stuff in the pebble bowl and the blame gets put on Todd. Poor Todd :/ but we planned for this, he's the scapegoat with a getaway car. I remember some vague understanding that we had prepared a helicopter to come pick him up, but we also prepared some other surprises for the cops. Todd gets put in cuffs and is escorted behind me with two security guards at his side. I remember looking back and seeing him as we continued to the back of the building where the cops were waiting. Todd grabbed a huge platter of food which was being carried by a waiter and wrestled for it, trying to stall for time so the plan would have a chance. He does this to two different waiters. As we make it outside it's time to activate the plan, we see two men on a bridge nearby who get sniped with tranquilizer and then jets fly over bombing them. The two security guards behind me get knocked out (I forget how) and a black helicopter swoops down. I'm now 'Todd' and I leap up into the helicopter. Hell yeah lets go!

Me and a dark skinned man are flying away in the helicopter, at some point the dream transitions to us driving a red car on the road. We're going downhill and I see Zeph walking uphill on the pavement. The guy next to me yells out "Chocolate!!" to him as we pass by. This triggers memory of this having happened already in the dream, I ask the guy what he means by yelling chocolate. He explains that it's to do with how his grandpa on his deathbed had a final wish, it was a block of chocolate. Then apparently Zeph said that on his deathbed he'd like the same thing.
The guy next to me driving the car is now a skinny redneck man with a moustache. Hmm, odd. He starts talking about how the ladies don't want him because he's older and no longer has that 'sex appeal' or something. I realize I'm dreaming, but I'm surprised the dream is so stable upon this realization. I decide to go with the flow of the dream since the guy next to me is really dropping some passionate feels about how ugly he is. I look away and look back at him, wow he's uglier now. Half his mouth swollen, oh my god that's gross O_O. He says "my face just doesn't have that sexual healing factor". I instantly think about the song, the car stops as we arrive at our destination and I hop out. "it's that feeling which gives me sexual healing" I sing loudly.
"Oh wait, that's not how it goes.. Ah!" I say to myself, but also to the moustache guy as if I was asking him. I remember how it goes now.
"When I get that feeeling, I need, sexual healinignggngngg!" me and the moustache guy sing really loudly in sync, I really exaggerated the end of it too I know that I can't sing for shit and I wondered if I was singing in my bed as this was happening. Felt pretty good though .
We're walking forward, we're at the skytower (although it doesn't look like the skytower). I decide it's time to ditch this moustachio and enjoy the lucid. I start by running and jumping a few metres high, touching a part of the skytower above me. Damn this is stable, I had a feeling that 'reality checking' may only destabilize the dream, like becoming too aware will wake me up. I couldn't think of anything to do though, so I decided I'd jump to the top of the skytower. I jump on top of the ceiling part which I touched before and look up. Wow, so high, it's completely shrouded by clouds. I crouch down, knowing that I'll have to charge up to jump really high or fly. Just as I was about to jump I wake up though .

Dream 2 - Shark and poison
I'm at home and my brother comes over. I decide it's time to move out, me and my cat leave to a trailer park place where I plan to live now. It's apparently a cult or something though, I remember being in water (like a swimming pool, but also the ocean). There's sharks swimming around so I hop out of the pool, damn sharks are scary. I'm in a fancy mansion house that the cult leader owns, I know that they're going to try poison me. The lady tries to jab a needle of poison into me but I keep dodging, she then gets a 4-barrel sawn-off shotgun poison shooter thing... It fires right at me and I try to dodge it but I think it got me. I run like hell, on the way I see my cat, she's been poisoned. I pick her and her body is limp but she's still alive, there's still a chance to save her. I'm outside running down the road, I see a person from high school and his older sister jogging together, I think they're a part of the cult but they're not after me. I see a random guy on the street and I run up to him. I tell him that he needs to look after the kids in that building (I point up towards the mansion, it seems different some how).

The scene transitions, wasn't I poisoned? I'm surprised how resilient I am to its effects. I'm drunk in an apartment now with my ex girlfriend, I now realize that I'm not drunk though... It's the poison and I'm dying. I go into the bathroom and vomit blue (apparently from a blueberry smoothie). My ex comes in, we share a moment and kiss. It's actually pretty gross though, she now has blue on her mouth (wow that really is gross O_O). If we're going to kiss I should wash my mouth first, I look into the mirror above the sink and realize I'm dreaming, I go to wash the vomit out of my mouth. I look back up at the mirror and realize that the wax has gone funny on my braces. I fiddle around with it for a while but it's really soft and not the consistency + texture it should be. Argh I'm wasting my time, I'm dreaming so I should do something. I then wake up. damn it..

I think I discovered something pretty freaky. It's happened twice now, so there must be some significance.

I believe I actually had a past life, and I've been seeing memories of this past life in my dreams. At first there were black and white grainy visions of people from the times of what looked like World War 2 that I've mentioned in a past entry. I know I've never seen those people before. The message I got from the visions is that I was in WW2, but I never put it together until now. Those visions happened a few months ago, so I never really thought anything of them. But... Maybe like 40 minutes ago, I awoke from another pretty freaky dream. It was 1998 in the dream, and I was back to being 2 years old. My vision was a little grainy too... My parents couldn't understand me when I tried to say anything and I spent almost the entire dream trying to convince them that my consciousness was transferred from 2016 back to 1998 somehow.

However, there was this other part, where I stepped into the bathroom and I was instantly in the early to mid 60's. My parents hadn't even been born yet. My vision was far more grainy and there was a TV in the room, with some sort of late night talk show. There was a man and woman being interviewed, although the woman seemed to be the focus of the show. She was showing some sort of dress to the audience... She must have been a clothing designer. I don't remember what the dress looked like, but... Let's just say it totally wouldn't be in style right now. The show was focused on the dress for a little bit and then the program fizzled out.

I sort of remember what the woman looked like...

Time to do a bit of research.

I'm trying to get away from some mobsters and they cornered me in a dead end.

I wake up but i manage to keep myself still, my eyes closed and i DEILD!

I'm at the same alley and the mobsters are looking at me threateningly. I completely ignore them and look around. I'm trying to stabilize the dream by rubbing my hands but they feel very numb. I look around and the image quality is close to real life. Sadly i can't think of anything to do and i'm trying to think of something. I see a building near 5 meters height. I jump very high and land on top of it. After this moment i don't remember much detail but i remember it felt a bit frustrating because the vividness was a bit low.

Then i wake up with a sudden pain in my foot. I look at it and i see a string sewn on my foot. I look at the other side of the string and i see my mom is holding it. I say to myself "this is weird" and realize i just had a false awakening! I rip the string off and it hurts a bit and it's good because i have my senses back! My mom says "what are you doing?" and i respond "this is a dream!". She looks at me like she doesn't get it. I don't want to waste time by explaining something very unnecessary to a DC so look around and have a tour of my house, it looks a bit different and very colorful.

After that i feel that my real arms are in a very uncomfortable position and i wake myself up.

One of the most emotionally powerful - if not the most powerful - dream experiences Iv ever had. Albeit lasting for only a few minutes, this was the moment I thought to myself that I will never give up on pursuing lucidity. I have flown countless times and had great experiences when lucid , but this might be the dream where I experienced the truest freedom yet on my journey. The dream dates 18.1.2013 and I have written it down with only a few details back then, but I'll try my best to bring it back alive. Dream journal entry : Faith.

Iv been trying to catch sleep for a good one and a half hours now and still haven't been able to. At this point I just want to fall asleep again, it's 5am and I have school tomorrow. I woke myself up just to get a chance for WBTB, but if this is how it turned out I guess I just have to accept it... I'll have another chance tomorrow. I'll let this chance slip away... just sleep...sleep. All I wanted was lucidity... tomorrow...I hope... Empty thoughts drifting slowly in the darkness. Indifference and the desire for rest taking over. Balancing on the edge of a knife over the void. From below a light rising to contrast the emptiness, accompanied by a gently rising tone. Self brought back, confused and unprepared. Briefly, a sense of weight on body as the brightness and tone that is getting the shape of music fills everything. Darkness, void, emptiness all gone.

"...I have changed.... I have changed... Just like you..."
A force gently dragging me in a white tunnel.

" For how long... for how long..."
As I watch the passing ceiling I turn my head to see the end of the tunnel and the two wind turbines.

"Your concrete heart isn't beating..."
A light. I begin to see and opening on the top of the tunnel... The light grows stronger the closer I'm pulled, closer and closer...


"No shadows..."
I'm taken under the opening.

A hand reaches to me.

" Now I'm here to rescue you."

I reach for the hand and I'm pulled up to see the sun shining on the clear blue sky and it's vanilla clouds. A woman with a black tear drop tattooed under her right eye looks at me as I'm standing on one of the roof's of the metropolis. I look at her, and I instantly know what she is. She's the oppressed, She's a vigilante, She's a runner... I'm rescued by Faith.

I look down to see that I wear the same clothing as she does. Sleeveless shirt, runners pants and runner's shoes. I even have similar one-hand glove as she does. I look back up to Faith. She looks away from me to the endless rooftops that are waiting. We look back at each other and neither of us says nothing. She knows why she brought me there, I know why I'm there. Our feet start taking steps that quickly take speed. We look forward. We run.

We jump between the buildings' openings like we we're born for it. We dash through open areas and jump on top of the never ending obstacles that stand in our way. We slide under pipelines and vault over fences with the wind blowing in our hair.

"I'm still alive, I'm still alive..."

With the sun shining to my face I keep running. I will never stop running.

"I'm still alive, I'm still alive..."

I'm rescued by faith.

"Oooo....."

Have faith.

My father is asking me to bring me his soda that is inside the ceiling light for some reason. I get myself a chair and as I'm starting to lift my hand to get the soda the chair somehow collapses and takes me down with it. Ouch. I got the soda! I crash our TV's monitor with it. I look to my dad and there's a mirror behind him on the wall that is supposed to be empty. Huh? Wait. Reality check. I can't remember which reality check I did but it works. I go to our front door and I have an intention that there would be sand dunes and pyramids behind it. I want to have a picnic in top of the Giza's Great Pyramids. I open the door and I'm there, at the pyramids, it's night and torches on the walls light up the scenery. Ancient writings on walls. The sky is full of stars. I run up a small pyramid and try to sit on top of it, but there's a hole to a fiery furnace. I try to close the opening with telekinesis, I even throw water down there but nothing changes. Back down on the ground I come across a glass door and I say : " Star Trek Star-ship Enterprise." Suddenly without stepping through the door the whole dream world changes into a loading bridge from the future. Jean-Luc Picard himself walks past me and hes mumbling something. I tell him : " Transport us to the bridge." Darkness. A voice says : " The state between this and being awake."

I'm Andrew from The Chronicle and I'm playing a slot machine at my friends house not far from my own. I win 80 euros. My mom just got home and right off the bat Andrew's ( mine I guess ) alcoholic father starts asking her how much she took loan to buy all that stuff. She had bought lots of food. I give almost all off my winnings to her to make it up, I place the coins on the table and as I turn to look away they're gone. I start to bend a white metal bar to get through it to lucidity. I'm pushing it with telekinesis. I promise myself that I will get through it, and so I barely make it through. I'm now aware. I do several reality checks throughout the dream. I have appeared to a small plaza near one of my corner shops. I want to see "something" so I turn my back, and then turn around again to see what has appeared. Where there used to be a pet shop there's now a restaurant. The windows have pictures of small yellow robots that are smiling, I'm eager to go in. I get in, and the restaurant has two floors. The whole place is kinda oriental-themed. Three men on the lower floor are looking at me but I ignore them. I go down as well. I go sit in one of the corner tables near the kitchen. I feel there's something missing, ah, that's it, company of course! Before I can think of anyone I can imagine to dine with a small yellow robot rolls to my table and sits next to me. The robot asks with the sweetest voice : "Hello, what would you like to have?" The robot has a small sweater on him. I need to decide who to dine with before I can answer it's question. Light bulb. Before I can speak it out loud through the door bursts - - -

- - - with the goofiest face you can imagine. I smile and turn back to the robot as Jim Carrey makes his way down to my table. I tell the robot : " Bring me my favorite meal." The robot gets up but I quickly take a hold off it's sleeve. With a smile on my face I say : " Hey, thank you." I pull my hair back and Carrey says : " You kinda look like John Travolta." I start to laugh. I ask him : " Could you help me become lucid in the dreams to come?". We have a quick chat but I sadly can't remember what we're talking about. The robot rolls back with it's little wheel feet and brings me a chicken and rice - meal without spices. Jim gets noodles. I take a bite, it's OK. I remember I'm getting out of the restaurant and I see a red skinned humanoid creature on the plaza wearing a jacket. He has bunny ears and it looks like he's skin is made out of porcelain. I want to go to talk to him, but a distortion in the dream stops me from doing so. Some other creatures sitting on the benches in front of the humanoid jump a great distance away from the plaza. I take flight and the dream scenery changes, there's now a giant city on the north and I'm diving down to the outskirts of it. I somehow end up in a blue future wood staircase complex and there are blue wooden doors everywhere. I wonder what to do as the last thing before the dream ends. Me being a teenager the answer is quite obvious. However the dream ends quite quickly afterwards.


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I'm in my room and I sense a dark force playing with my essence. I quickly remember all the teachings from DV's members and realize that my body no longer matters. After this realization I get freed from the dark grasp. I remember what Morpheus said in the Matrix, can't remember it now though.I stand up and I open my room's door and enter the living room where my dad is sitting on the sofa as usually. He smiles. I go to the kitchen and squeeze one of the benches around our table to stabilize the dream. I keep repeating : " I'm in a dream and the world is vivid." The quality rises drastically. I walk to the kitchen window and start to merge through it so I could take of and fly. My dad's dream character tries to disrupt me by saying : " What if you can't fly?" I ignore that statement completely. I get through and I slowly fly three stories down to ground level, and start gliding along the sidewalk towards my high-school. Ah, flying is a bliss, I could be here forever I think to myself. The wind gently caresses me as I make my way forward. When I reach an underpass I try and make a "forward" loop, because a cyclist is coming towards me. I rise and *plat*, I hit the ceiling of the underpass. Ah. Almost. I reach my high-school and I say :" I want to talk to my subconsciousness." ( Trying all kinds of orders still.)

Dark clouds start forming in the sky above our school, yet they're bright and full of light. A smiling face forms out of the upheaval. "First you must let go all your fear..." I go to the roof and I lose some of the control over the situation. I see a bright round object and I walk over it. 1/12 - symbol is shown somewhere in my vision, kinda like in video games if you're meant to collect something. I come across a group of students on the highest point of the roof system. Someone says : "Now we will take a fighting exercise." I already start thinking to myself: " ah finally something interesting." We enter a dark hall and there are light- emitting balls all around the floor, then the lights come up and they're simply basketballs. Oh. The students start throwing them at each other. I say to the coach : " You will be my connection to my subconsciousness." He nods. A woman says something along the lines : " It's basically only you and me here, the rest are just dream characters." Huh?

I start waking up, but I remain calm and I slowly start to sink into my bed. I turn around in the dark and appear suddenly in a playing field. ( The athlete kind). I rub my hands together and the scenery becomes ridiculously colorful, I nearly have to shut my eyes. Luckily the color fade to normal levels quickly. It's a bright day outside. I'm starting to walk towards a cabin in the left side of the field while taking off my shirt ( for k-18 action), when I remember my plan for the lucid. I turn around, head back to the field and say out loud : " I want to meet my subconsciousness and my ID." ( Freud stuff, can't remember the meaning anymore haha.) Nothing happens. I repeat it nearly shouting and in an ordering-tone. BOOM!There's a loud explosion in the sky and I can see the outlines of something that is falling down. It's coming right at my direction! There's some music playing in the dream world briefly and I can hear the sounds of ... Superman. I go and float up so I don't get hit by the falling object. It's... it's a small plane. Crash! Right into the field and it slides past me. I go see what's happening. As I'm coming near the fallen plane two large characters squeeze themselves out of the wreckage. Hulk... and Superman... in front of my eyes. They get out finally and they just stand there. I stare at them. Hulk suddenly gets a bit angry and he starts to punch he's co-pilot. They both morph into two hardcore roadies. The kinds with leather jackets and beards. The other makes an "eye trick" that is that he moves an air bubble through his forehead from eye to eye. Ew...

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I start to hear a woman speaking as I'm laying n my bed. Other voices join in. My body starts to tremble a little and I begin to see faint images of walls. The walls combine and slowly generate a picture of a hallway. And just like that, I'm standing there. It's the hallway of my old school, red and white coloring everywhere. Coat racks decorate the walls and I hurry ( calmly) to touch them and the walls behind to stabilize the dream as soon as possible. "This is a dream", I repeat a few times to myself just to be sure. I see my french teacher Marjaana and I excitedly shout at her : " This is a dream!" I see a friend of mine and I give him a hug, also to stabilize the dream. He tries to strangle me. - At this time the dream starts to continue non-lucidly for a while -. I appear in a large dark bluish movie theater where peoples' skins are colored yellow,blue,red etc. Some are levitating in the air and talking to each other. An alarm goes off that some kind of a super virus is attacking around the building. I have been given a challenge. I go to a glass panel that leads to the air tubes ( or those tight spaces where the movie heroes always crawl in). I shrink myself into the size of peanut and go in. The tube is bright orange and squarish. I see a small alien soldier virus thingie and I shoot it with something. I spin in the air with the creature as I'm shooting.

I appear back to the out side world and I'm in my normal size again. I walk to a door and say: " There can be anything behind this door." I open it and there's a hallway for more doors, just that every single one of the doors is a door into a toilet for handicapped people. How anti-climatic. However all the doors seem to be open as I'm walking down forward. I then decide to say that : " The door that is shut will take me to the place that I want mostly." ( These are the times when I try all sorts of dream orders to see what happens ). I find a closed door and open it, a toilet, for handicapped people. Okay dream. Iv been given another challenge. So. I push my hand into the toilet ( it was clean) and decide to use it as a teleport. I suddenly rise to the air with my head down and legs pointing straight up. I start to spin wildly and I turn into Will Smith as the toilet sucks me in. I appear in a samurai village of some sort. I enter a room in one of the buildings and I start to dine with sumo wrestlers. Noodles. There is some bad tasting spice in mine so I throw them into the face of a woman and run away. The last thing I see is some hippies dancing on a fence.

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I'm eighteen in the dream and I'm wearing my brother's hoodie that used to be mine. I'm heading somewhere over grassy hills when suddenly my brother's friend Jesse, whose around fifteen years old, comes towards me. I say to him : "Good old times." The ground turns snowy and Jesse turns into my sister's son Casper. He then asks me to stay and I accept. I create a bench out of a trash-can and a newspaper. The landscape turns from snowy grass hills into my home yard. My friend comes by, he's also suddenly a year older than what he really is. We talk about something and I'm having trouble insulting him when I'd like to. He breaks the trash-can and bench, it's alright. I find some old exercise equipment from our garbage shed. My mother then tries to leave our house to go to the corner shop, but I won't allow her because she's sick. We hug in the staircase.

I'm not completely sure where the dream began, but the first thing I recall is that I'm in a dark forest at night. It's storming badly. I hurry to create a door into a wall that I see between the trees. I turn around and then turn back and there's a wooden door on the wall. I'm only starting to realize that I have the ability create objects with only my thought. I go through the door thinking there would be my old high-school behind it so I could show my Lucid skills to my fellow students. I enter a mall. I feel like I'm starting to wake up so I immediately start spinning around ( for the first and last time as a stabilization in any lucid). I feel the dream getting more real and vivid. I can't believe it actually works! I stop and stay still, I'm here... I'm in a dream world... I gaze at the passing people like Neo in the end-scene of Matrix as he steps out of the phone-booth. I'm lucid. It's so realistic, everything. I can't think of anything to do because of the amazement. I start walking calmly, and then ask the dream itself : " Can I meet my dream guide?"( I might have been too hesitant). A middle-aged man in plumber's clothes comes to me. He has glasses and hes slightly overweight. Blue hat. "Are you my dream guide?" He nods, shakes my hand and says : "Mikko." Mikko... so that's his name.

I immediately ask : " Do you have anything to show me?" I think he has. We start walking through a wooden corridor and into a classroom. There's a woman teacher dressed in 60's or 80's clothing in front of the chalk board. I go to the board and scrawl something to it. I go to my desk next to Mikko and say something weird to him along the lines : " Rahl mans mans." I guess that I meant was that taking classes is useless. My guide has transformed into one of my high-school's students. He laughs. A storm begins and I start to enforce the classroom's walls with mind control. The wood starts to turn into metal, but I'm late. The walls shred into pieces. I see a werewolf looking creature looking down to me from above. The earth beneath me disappears and I fall into dark oblivion. I think I was in the edge of unconsciousness. A black force is pulling me somewhere and I see all kinds of colors. I stop from the spinning and chaos and I scream in the darkness : " NO! This is my dream!" I begin to see landscapes again and I'm able to return myself to the dream world! I appear in an area full of ancient pillars. I see the blue spirit guy from Aladdin. I look down to my hands and they're literally as life-like as in waking world. I see my mother over a distance, but I decide to have fun now that I'm here. I get some weird snakes to both of my hands and I blast into the air with rockets. I then remember that I wanted to ask what my dream-profession was. Too late. The landscape starts to shatter and tremble. "What ever", I think to myself.

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Woke a few times then listened to George singing - he left at 7.02 and it's then I had my Lucid dream🌷🌷🌷
I as chanting

" I lucid dream tonight " ( I remembered this has worked for me many times now and I felt exited that a lucid dream is on its way)

As I drifted off to sleep I recapped the totm's - actually I had been in a kind of Wbtb since about 5 ish just laying in bed and watching my mind thoughts floating around..

Not sure what triggered me in this one - I think it was in having a conversation with Lisa telling her about a dream and getting lucid and her saying oh " was it the man on the bus that made you lucid ? I often get that it's great!"
No I said it was when I went to sit down on the bus and I had to sit in a baby's pram - I looked up to the mother and asked if she could remove the over hanging piece of the hood as I couldn't get comfy! I knew something was up and realised
" I am dreaming "
I got off the bus and walked towards the nearest house - I was about to walk inside when I remembered its better to phase through the walls in Lucid dreams as it trains my mind - so I did - at first walking through with ease and then feeling a little stuck ha ha then the wall got all stretchy/morphy but I came out the other side in the end. had the feeling of wanting to accomplish something and could feel semi lucid state close by. At that moment I remembered the task to look at the sky. I walked back outside and looked straight up at the sky - it was a beautiful vast light blue - but then I noticed hanging over us ...within the sky, was a huge figure ... Like, made of black woven netting - just floating/hanging in the vast sky - a being of sort, as if looking down on us ...I dint like it but knowing it's a dream thought this could be a good adventure and am exited to conquer this dark force. I called up the the gigantic figure that I was coming up to sort it out Xwoman patience on her way I jump up into the sky and sharply catch my hair in a hook hanging on the open door behind me

I will be back

Dream Notes

-Yesterday's dream was about a medium sized singing owl on a
tree. I called it to me after it made me lucid and it flew onto my arm. Next thing I recall is my sister distracting me with some nonsense I didn't think was appropriate.

Two days ago, I think it was than...Well I had a dream about becoming lucid and looking for Eye. I asked Dawn to take me to him and he grabbed me. Took me into the big closet we have upstairs. And used it as a elevator after pulling me closer to the wall. It was a funny moment but also those silly dream moments.

We than got out and he showed me to another room in our house and pointed to Eye who was snoring as he lay on a bed. I poked his cheek telling him to wake up but than a group of girls were present and a blonde lady, shirtless, distracted me. I got the feeling she was a smut and told her to put her shirt on.

Another dream i recall is being downstairs and thinking about Jade and Manei. When I'm lucid I tend to think about lucid things or things I use to do when lucid. I than noticed I was starting to be sucked by an ocean whirl pool that was supposedly coming from under the bed or something like that.I got help from a dc though and was fine.