non-lucid

Lately I haven't put anything in my online DJ. I think it's good to rewrite my dreams as it helps with the whole awareness thing (and the other stuff). Two or three days ago on the forum I asked if it was ok to write just points of my dreams and recall the rest from memory. They had a good point: "If you only write down points in your dream, you will train yourself to just remember points of your dream when you wake up. You should write down as much as possible if you want to have a better dream recall." So that's what I should do to become better at LDing. If I can't write down everything when I wake, than just write something, and later in the day (when I'm a bit more awake but still earlier in the day) write the everything. ... And just so you know, I writing stuff down like this helps me to actually do it. I don't care if it's entertaining for you to read. ; ->

So now I'm going to list my dreams from my paper DJ. (In chronological order)

I had a dream I was flutter tonguing really well on my Oboe. I think I was in my room.

Another dream started in third person view: I watched myself enter my house. I had just got back from high school. (It was the summer thought.) The next thing I remember waking (not third person any more) around in my house going from room bedroom to bedroom. The ceilings were all slanted, it was a different type of architecture from what it is in waking life.

Few nights later I had a dream that I was partaking in a scene from the Hunger Games movie. I was on stage and Katniss was there to. It was the scene from the interviews. The funny thing was the fact that the stage was my bathroom with two of the walls removed. Katniss, a big fat man, and someone else was there. It was a tribute, but I can't recall who it looked like. Katniss was staring (or talking to the people) but very stationary like she was preoccupied by something. I looked out and saw the crowd and I saw camera flashes and lights. I saw people, but just there shapes. They were far away and unlit. I started talking to the fat man. The stage is still my bathroom. Next thing that happens is everyone on stage (the four of us including me) are shaking hands. I shake hands with the big guy, but Katniss and the big guy keep reaching out to shake hands but can't seem to shake hands. (Imagine that they are blindfolded. That's a good way to describe it..) I grab both of there hands and force them together. The big guy thanked me. I don't know what happened next. (Btw, the big guy had a white goatee.)

Another night after that, I had a dream I was watching a simulation of a big skyscraper being constructed and deconstructed, well kind of. It had a beige exterior and a lot a light blue glass windows. Two of the four sides
had glass windows and the other pair (opposite each other) indented inward.. I don't know how to explain it well. (I drew a picture but don't fell like uploading it.) Anyways, there was a square cap of the top of the skyscraper. It looked nice. Those two walls that I mentioned that were indented in keep having another "extension" of the building that was added to the side and then quickly removed floor by floor or block by block.
The dream itself was short, but different what anything before.

And lastly, yesterday night I had a dream that I was with one of my friends. The place was my high school. Many things were different about it most noticeably it becomes a freaken huge maze of hallways and doors in some of my dreams. Some of them are in the "more normal school layout", but others like this one are in this freaken huge labyrinth! It's fun just thinking about it. There is A LOT to this dream. It built off of the layout of a previous dream. The previous dream I mentioned was a long time ago. To sum it up, I mistook my high schools swim club for the swim team. This was after navigating a submerged labyrinth (it was a labirinth of changing rooms delapidated sumerged rooms, and submerged weight rooms for the most part... and and bathrooms and arching halls connecting everything.) My math teacher was in charge of the swim team that I mistook for the swim club. Needless to say, I hoped in the water, the race started, and I came in last. (Other parts of the dream world include above ground hallways and the only room I remember coming to is a bathroom.) In the dream from yesterday, I was with one of my friends and we were carrying kayak paddles. I oped a metal door and a teacher on the other side deemed what we were doing to dangerous. Other teachers soon appeared/came and they were debating if we should get in "a lot of trouble". I wakled up to them and said some stuff to persuade them. The dream ended before a consensuses arrived.

Dream 1

Some guy was sitting at a concert, I think a rock festival. Another guy walked towards this man, and pulled a long slice of French Bread, and told the guy with a very serious voice "It's the safest place to go in the morning" and suddenly the scene changed to me climbing up a mountain from the game Minecraft.

Dream 2

My mother and step-dad was playing a zombie game downstairs in our living room, I think it was on Nintendo Wii, but it might have been an Xbox 360. I looked at the screen, which was kind of blocked by an ironing board, it showed a first-person shooter where you shoot zombies using only machine guns. Once the game was finished, it popped up on the screen claiming my mother had unlocked 'cooking mode' for her game. I asked her what the hell it meant, and she told me that it was because the characters were told they couldn't cook, and instead she was going to unlock golfing mode instead.

(This made no sense at all, what the hell?)

Well, the first thing I remember is that the setting was from the Civil War. I remember I was with this group of general guys on a hill in the forest somewhere. Then out of nowhere this huge wall of water came rushing at us. We all went tumbling around in the water and were washed away. Then the dreamscape changed but still in the same dream. (maybe some involuntary dream spinning? ) Anyways, the flood was still going on but I was now at my house and no one else was there. Then the water seemed to subside slightly and I was able to craw into the house. It was now raining heavily and the flood was soon to return. For some reason though, I felt the urge to run upstairs and shut down my computer first. So I go upstairs and begin closing programs and such. As I am doing this, I look out the window and see half of my house go floating by. The whole first story now was completely submerged as well. In the dream I remember thinking, "Wow this is wierd. The house just split in half and the whole basement is under water, yet my computer still has power. Hmm... oh well, guess I'll just finish what I am doing." *facepalm of epic proportions* Yet ANOTHER opportunity that would of been perfect for a reality check. Anyways, that is about all i remember from this dream.

I am standing outdoors in a grassy area a few yards away from an old abandoned wooden shack. With me is my friend Dillan, I feel as though we are on a journey. Near the shack I see something sparkle in the grass, as I run over to grab it I realize what it is and exclaime it by saying "yes, diamond sward!" but as I pick it up and see my reflection in its matalic surface I am surprised that it is iron, Dillam and I continue on. Past the shack we get to a hillside, there are at least 4 people on it and one of them asks us "do you even know what a diamond sward is?" he has brown hair, greyish eyes and a jawbone to resemble a British persons, he also spoke with a slight accent. and I reply "it's this as" I hold up the sward, the same person then responds "you are an idiot, that is iron" he gestures for another person to do something and someone walks up beside him and pulls a plastic neon pink rod out of their pocket, the first person then says "that, is a diamond sward" I respond agin "yes except it should be blue" ignoring the fact that it isn't sharp to the slightest extent. (the dream then quickly fades out and I open my eyes to a bright morning.)

The dream started off in the college near my friends house where I was trying to steal a bike which I successfully did. I just walked away with it. It was a nice bike too. I'm still not sure why I had to steal the bike though. Then I got back to my friends house and there were a bunch of huge spiders. Like...amazon jungle spiders. We had to get them out of the house. I couldn't get any of them because I was too afraid. But my friend who is deadly afraid of spiders was picking them up and throwing them outside like it was no big deal at all. That should have triggered a lucid dream because it was so inconceivably unrealistic. But it didn't. I freaked out and told him "You can't just throw spiders that big out the window. They will eat people!".

The dream then changed. For some reason my uncle travis was there talkin to me about weed at a Lances groceries store. Then all of a sudden I was at my grandma's house. She told me that there was soda in the fridge so I went to get one. I found a root beer and started drinking it. It tasted SOOOOO awesome. My dad was there too. He then told me there was also a cream soda. I LOVE cream soda's. So I went in the fridge and grabbed the cream soda. It was in a neon yellow can. It was the best thing I've ever tasted in a dream or in reality. It was like I was drinking the nectar of the gods. My uncle travis gave them a bunch of soda, an entire bin full, for some reason. There was a bin in the fridge that contained some of the pop. They looked odd. Like...some walmart brand pop but the colors were so vibrant. I don't normally pay to much attention to colors since I'm colorblind but these colors just caught my eye. I remember my grandma laughing and saying something about "He has enough carbonation". My mom was also somehow involved but I can't really remember how.

Then I was in an apocolyptic situation where I had to go through this apartment building/hospital in a city and search for materials. Before I left to go though, there was a woman who was following me around. She was very attractive, and she was very scared. I felt a very deep connection and love for this woman. I HAD to protect her. But the only way to protect her was to leave her behind. Going out and searching for things was dangerous. So I had to leave her there all alone. It hurt very badly to do that. Then I was off searching for things. The entire place was dimly lit, and it still looked in order. You'd never guess it was the apocalypse. I then found a room with some nice clothes that were in a bag. Like some one had packed it and left it there. They all fit me perfectly. I was going through them then all of a sudden some guy who was in charge of me found me and got mad. I tried to explain myself but he just got even more mad. I'm not sure what kind of apocolypse it was, but the whole thing felt ominous, and dangerous.

In this last dream I had just got done smoking pot and I was just strolling around my old middle school being high. The thing is about me being there is that everyone I went to school with was there too. But we are all way to old to be in middle school. It was very strange. I was about to leave when these two guards looked at my shoes and brought me to the trailer. It was odd because a lot of my classmates were there too. They were going to search me so they made me take my pants off but nothing else. They did the same for everyone. No one in the room had pants on. Then I just had to sit around with no pants while this lady that looked like my old band teacher was harrassing everyone. There was one girl who I knew and she said she had some type of anxiety problems so she had pills with her to take. She started to freak out so she took some. She gave the rest to me and then the people took her to the back part of the trailer. So there I was stuck in this trailer with a couple of pills. I figured that they could help me out too, so I took one. It tasted AWESOME. I couldn't believe it. So I took another one. Then another, and another. Finally the bottle was all gone. I started to worry about what the effects would be after I realized I took every pill in that bottle. Nothing happened though. The people in the room were all wearing leather shoes like me. The school was singling out people with leather shoes for some reasonn. Then we all somehow managed to get outside of the trailer. I think the people who were searching us let us out for some fresh air. I remember stainding outside of the trailer that was somehow now in a trailer park talking about leather jackets for a bit. Then they let us go. Then I was walking on the walk way with a bunch of other people until it was just me and a few others. I still didn't have any pants on. When I got back to my house I explained to my dad what had happened and then we looked out the window in my kitchen and there was a woman that I know riding my little brothers electronic truck. My sister came out of nowhere and my Dad asked her why that woman was riding my brothers truck. My sister had no idea. I was about to say something to my dad but then my dad woke me up for breakfast.

Dream Fragment - "SA, M maybe?, and someone else... reminiscing."

Dream Fragment - "Humanoid ants made of shit taking over the classroom, Mrs. K and R (from that class) and such."

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

Another funny dream that night. Had a great time in this one .

I was running through some rooms which had a theme of elements. The first room was the wind room. It was empty with green and yellow patterns, but for some reason it was the wind room. I managed to get through that pretty quick because there was no guard. The second room was the water room, guarded by a purple clothed man. He had no hair and was pretty bulky. He was slow so I got past him pretty swiftly. In this room there were purple walls with small waterfalls leading to little pools of water. The next element was eletric, but it was in a corridor. There were sparks flying everywhere. I didn't quite see what the guy looked like, nor the walls but I got past him in a flash. I felt like I was going to get caught soon, so I sped up a little bit. The final room I reached was the fire room. The walls were red and the floor was made up of grey lab panels. I looked at the man, he had black hair and red monk robes on. I turned around back to the eletric room then ran for my life. I slipped past all of the guards and noticed a man had spawned in the wind room, and he ran in front of me and caught me. I said "Trust me to get caught by the black guy hahaha."

This was a fast paced, fun dream Hope you enjoyed.

i was walking up a bath tub stairs and i ketp grabbing on to the handles to pull myself up and when i got to the top i was about to get out but i said i need to get clean so i went back under the water and asked are there alien andi heard a voice say yes then i got up and went back down i cant remember what i asked next but then i couldnt get back up i was stuck under water and i wasnt lucid so i thought im gonna die but it was silly beacause i could bereath under water but then i woke up shakeing.

plz can you tell me whos voice was that was it made up or was it my suc consiuos talking to me awnser below

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

Had some decent recall this morning. But this dream was incredibly odd .

I was in a car with my sister and my dad. My dad was driving, my sister in the passenger seat and me in the back right seat. At first we were driving through a forest but on a main road. Within in 5 minutes the forest cleared and we were on a really crazy, confusing road. There were roads crossing eachother, making it confusing and scary to drive on. As we reached a 'knot' of roads, a crazy tourist man ran across the road with a huge back pack. We decided to follow him and park by the side of a huge long road. We got out and spoke to him. But before we could speak to him, he ran away from us and hid behind a holly bush. He peeped his head around and then walked out from the bush. He approached me calmly then bent over in front of me and surprisingly, he threw a huge lump of horse shit in the air and started to run around screaming. For some reason we were all enjoying watching him runa round screaming. The dream then faded.

I found this dream amusing, but a little scary when we just drove through the roads that crossed eahcother. Pretty tense and nerve-racking.

07.04.2012

BDSM in the Conference Room Part 1 (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

First of all, HELL YES I'm lucid for once, and decent recall too! I'm really really really really really reallllllllllllly pissed at the end though.

I get out of bed, and the house I'm inside of is completely different than in waking life. I believe I'm reading something on the computer. There's a DV member who posted a dream journal entry, but I'm not too sure who it was, just knew it was a male.

It seemed English wasn't his first language, because the flow and syntax was way off. A female commenter wants the person who made the DJ to take out a few things, and the guy basically responds back saying he can't.

He offers to give the lady a different version than what he types. I get off the laptop, and do a reality check.

I can breathe through, and I do this several times to make sure, and I really am dreaming. I stay still for a while, start looking around, and then I rubbed my hands together.

I rubbed them vigorously, and continued to rub the top of my body a little just to get in some tactile sensations. I had some difficulty with the stabilization, but I kept it up with perseverance and stayed calm.

OH, and I counted how many fingers I had on my right hand, six of them. Counted again, six of them again.

It seemed that the problem wasn't really my actual body to stabilize, but my eyes, since I know I tend to bring them close together to where they cause a little strain that could possibly wake me up because I feel that it will wake me up.

I almost lost lucidity, but I kept rubbing my hands declaring,

"I'm going to have a long and stable lucid dream." Seems everything is in check, I walk around a little bit in this small room I'm in, then I decide to get out the door into a dark kitchen.

I see my mother, she's wearing a gray jacket, bandana, and some other parts that I really can't bother to care about in the first place.

I decided I should pay attention to what she's doing in the dream, and I made sure I did more nose plug reality checks to make sure I wasn't going to go non-lucid.

I finally convince myself that I truly am dreaming, and I head out the door, without caring what my mother would say to me. I go outside, and I'm led to an area tha looks a lot like my University. There are a lot of trees, and I see students casually walking their separate ways.

My mind was a little sporadic at the time, but I made sure I kept calm. By this time, I don't think anything could've stopped me from going crazy in the dream. I walk a little bit to take in the environment, and it really is beautiful outside.

I see some guy walking in the middle of the road, but there wasn't much traffic in the first place, but something felt odd about that guy. So what do I do? I wave at him!!!

He doesn't acknowledge this because he looks like he's in his own little world. Guess I didn't have to pretend I was reaching out to scratch my head instead of waving at him.

I start getting a little more confident and not worry about stabilization, and I start building up some running speed. Whie I'm doing so, I get the urge to do hand seals for some random fire jutsu from Naruto, but I ended up trying to attempt a Chidori.

While I was in the process of the doing the hand seals, I tried to imagine the sensation of fire at first, but when I realized it's actually Chidori hand seals, it kind of ruined the outcome for me.

Nothing was manifested around my hand, but instead of feeling sad, I had some random ambition to meet a teacher, preferably my Chemistry teacher.

I don't really have a mental image on who it would be, hell, I didn't even care who the I wanted to meet, I just kept running and running until I picked a random building that I felt that whoever it is should be in. I go inside, and there are a few older adults coming out of the building talking to each other.

I swear both looked like one of my Biochemistry and Biology professors, but I didn't feel like speculating on that, I just needed to meet "this" person. I run up the stairs, and I'm having difficulty going up.

Man, who set the gravity to over 9,000 on these stairs? I continue to go up, straining myself upstairs, not really thinking too much on stabilization, everything is a rush.

I finally reach the top, and I walk around the small hallway, and I see there are some office rooms and conference rooms. I go inside a random conference room.

I see an older lady, I'd say she would be in her 50s. I assume that she'll be my Chemistry teacher that I want to meet. She does the usual crap my mind would create for me.

She tells me that I haven't done a quiz as yet, and that I have a few missing assignments.....

BLAH BLAH BLAH I'M FUCKING DREAMING WOMAN.

I basically block out what she's saying to me, and I rested my arms on her shoulders, and slowly started to grope down towards her breasts.

Not to insult elderly people, but what the fuck am I doing with this poor old lady? Ugh.

I realized that I shouldn't be doing this, because the blinds outside of the room were not down.

LOL, that's PERFECT logic there Link!

I told----no I ordered the lady I'm groping to close the blinds. She's a bit slow, but I can tolerate her incompetence in this dream. To be honest, she was basically a ragdoll like most dream characters in this dream, it's just that she was able to spew out random information on how I didn't do this assignment, and blah blah blah. I slapped her ass and said,

"I'm going to fuck that...."

Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool.

She slowly walks out, and I while more staff members walk down the hallway, they take a quick glance at me and then go their own way. They don't know anything that's going on, good good......still waiting on the lady to close those damn blinds already!

She closes most of the blinds to cover a decent amount of the room so they wouldn't know what kind of "extracirricular activities" we would be doing. A random lady walks down the hallway ask the lady what she's doing, but the same lady just goes back to her own agenda with work.

But instead of closing the door shut with the female, I double checked to make sure all blinds covered all spots. Seems the lady missed a spot. The corners of the window was a bit tricky to use some blinds to cover with. It was at least 3-4 inches wide, which would be enough for people to peek and interrupt us.

Oh, and the blinds were blue, but I really don't give a fuck.

I guess I don't like other people watching me have sex with someone else....hmmm, interesting....but why couldn't I get it into my head that closing the blinds didn't matter!!!

Anyway, I finally have this woman to myself, blinds covering all windows, and then the dream starts to get sporadic and fade away.

I wave my hands frantically at first for a few seconds, then I stopped and just thought that if I'm going to exit the dream, I should just be calm.

I wake up, but my eyes aren't opened as yet, things are still a little blurry, and things go blank.

I AM NOT GIVING UP!!!! PART 2 COMING UP

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07.04.2012

BDSM in the Conference Room Part 2 (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I just put this separate because it's a DEILD.

I try to imagine myself back at the conference room again.

BAM!

BACK IN THE CONFERENCE, FUCK YEAH. The elderly lady that I almost ruined is gone....

Seems like a waste huh?

NUH-UH.

Two women are tied up on a table, one had a light green skin color, the other with a normal apricot skin tone, and one of them even had her knees tied to her ankles, and the same goes for her wrists and elbows.

Best fucking moment in my dreaming life.

Their facial expressions were basically like this, at least the one on the receiving end:

The girls were anime chicks, with slightly larger breasts and thick thighs than your average non-anime female. The girl on the table was using her feet and elbows to keep the rest of her body elevated so that the other girl that was standing could start licking her vagina.

The other one that was licking her vagina just had her arms folded to the back and tied up. She had purple hair I believe while the green-skinned one had a darker green tone for her hair.

I was almost in the process of fully entering the conference room, but when I finally embrace this scenario, the dream fades.


FUCK, I WAS JUST GETTING STARTED!!!! UGH!!!

Italic Text = Personal Thoughts
Normal Text = Non-Lucid Segment
Light Purple Text = Partially Lucid Segment
Purple Text = Lucid Segment

11th Lucid Dream:
I was in my living room watching a movie about lucid dreaming, it was being live recorded on the street outside my house, so when I realised I went to the window to watch instead of watching on the TV. The movie was about this couple who had discovered lucid dreaming and lost themselves in the dream world, they were stuck inside it and there were adventures they had to go through to learn how to control their lucid powers.

Near the end of the movie, they master control over their powers and the woman walks out into the street, lifts her hands and all the houses on the other side of my road start to burn, slowly at first with the bushes and flowers in their gardens catching alight and then eventually spreading into the houses themselves.

The woman walks closer to me, faces me and starts singing a song with the burning buildings behind her. I open up the window so I can hear her voice better. It's angelic and very powerful, I was blown away. When she finishes the song, the movie closes out.

I introduce myself to her and say how much I enjoyed the movie, though I critiqued some parts of the script and she agreed. I soon realise that the actor is the woman who played Piper from the TV Show "Charmed" and we began talking about how great it would be to reshoot that show with today's special effects.

Somehow, I just become lucid although it's not complete lucidity, but I know that I'm dreaming. (A common occurrence recently, just randomly becoming lucid with no actual trigger). Me & Piper start flying around looking down on the burning street below us.

The guy who also starred in the movie with Piper flew up to us and handed Piper a package. We flew down next to my house and she opens it, overjoyed about whatever was inside, I wasn't paying much attention.

I was playing around with lucid powers, wondering whether it would be possible to "stick" my feet to the wall. I propped one foot up against the wall and imagined it sticking. I assume it did despite not really doing any tests to back that up, but I lift up my other foot and stick that to the wall too. I was now leaning against the wall with my feet stuck to it, wondering how I was going to unstick them.

Suddenly I remember about the Task of the Month, although I remembered the wrong one. I was still thinking about doing the mirror task from June. I wasn't able to do it anyway because my feet were stuck to this wall, but shortly afterwards the dream faded. I tried to pull it back but I opened my eyes and I was in the waking world.

12th Lucid Dream [Basic Task of the Month]:
I was in a dream as a child in a bed, or possibly a crib. There was a woman standing over me and she conjured a rainbow in her hands and passed it to me. I managed to lift my hand up and block the rainbow, to the woman's surprise. She seemed to be shocked that I had such control over my "powers".

I realised I was dreaming and morphed back into my normal bedroom and body. I still had the rainbow in my hands and I was juggling it from hand to hand, enthralled by the multi-coloured streaks it was making as I threw it about. I realised I should probably do something of worth, so I got up out of bed and rubbed my hands together to stabilise. The rainbow disappeared as I rubbed my hands together also.

I walked up to my door and recalled the door technique that I wanted to try. For some reason a piece of artwork I made a few years ago popped into my head, a photo-manipulation titled "Mushroom Valley". [Pictured Below]

I did my best to recall this image, focusing that it would be there when I passed through the door, but then I remembered the Task of the Month. I again recalled the mirror one but this time realised that it was from June. I was struggling to recall what the tasks were for July, but eventually the basic task came to me.

I opened my door and the door trick only partially worked, I wasn't in "Mushroom Valley", just my hallway but the carpet had turned a browny golden, similar to the image, and the light shining in reflected the same mood as the image. I was quite impressed with how well the scene managed to change.

I walked into my bathroom and I guess I took inspiration from Burke's basic task story because I saw a bottle of listerine on the side. I wanted to make it a bit more interesting though, so I turned around to face the wall and pictured a glass potion bottle full of a glowing liquid.

When I turned back around, sure enough there was a glass bottle there. It was more like a glass jug, with a pouring spout but the handle which was also made of glass was all intertwined and intricate. Inside was a green, bubbling liquid. I picked up the potion and decided not to smell it incase it put me off.

When I took a sip I was instantly shocked, it was strong and carbonated like a soda but infinitely more powerful. My tongue started to tingle and went numb and my ears were ringing. I was flinching in pain, but eventually it faded.

I decided to try again but this time I seemed to enjoy the taste. It was interesting drinking in a dream, something I hadn't experienced before. I noticed to begin with it was hard to try and get the feeling of swallowing the liquid, but when I managed to control it the taste went from something somewhat mild like a lime-flavoured water to a powerful citrus, lime carbonated drink. Almost a lime soda but it tasted better than that.

I had drunk half the potion by this time. I put the bottle down and was worried about what would happen. I tried to walk away but I stumbled and my vision was becoming blurred, it's like the potion had made me drunk. My heart started beating really fast and I was about to fall over when the dream faded and I was back in the waking world, my heart still beating fast.

1) A Game of Skyrim Thrones

I am working as a stunt man but its like I am watching myself doing stunts and seeing how it all goes together in a movie.

Then I am sitting in a crowd and we were all watching me but it was on stage not a screen. The setting is medieval but modern. I am high born and I am sitting with other high born. We are all richly dressed and I holding a crown. It has no jewels but it is immaculate. It is solid gold and embossed with detailed design. It feels heavy.

I am engaged in deadly witty banter with my mortal enemy, Joffrey , but older and not as ugly and not king. I call him Joff.

So we are going back and forth with subtle but harsh insults and threats. He says something insulting and I say, "Yes, much like a man and his betrothed". By the statement I am cutting him with the fact that his betrothed hates him and wishes him dead. (Sansa?) Then I look him in the eye and stare him down unflinchingly. I tell him out right how I long for the day that I look down on his dead bloody body. I can see a vision in my mind of us fighting with swords to the death.

Then he is suddenly expected to do a photo shoot. He and his betrothed are told to do different dances while the photographer takes a picture. I see him glare at me from time to time but he does as told. It was expected of him. I jokingly think to myself that if I have to do this kind of thing at my engagement party I will die. I glance over at my betrothed who is quietly watching the party.

Then I feel a hand on my right shoulder. It is the signal. I know that if I look at the hand on my shoulder I will see a red leathered glove peaking out underneath richly robes. The Dark Brotherhood is calling. Yes, that's it! The Dark Brotherhood. I am one of their assassins. I could kill him but my love could find out and I couldn't have that.

I see a vision of her telling me she can't marry me. Her name never comes to mind but she is a beautiful and kind faced woman.

"Yes, I know my brother was an evil shit that needed to die. But he was my brother and I loved him. I can't love the man that killed my brother!"

No. I could never have that. But I could ask Astrid to do me a favor for her "brother". I know Astrid has a contract for me and is waiting but I need to draw up the plans for my own contract. I quickly start writing. I wake up.

I had around 4 dreams yesterday and I only remember the last one Im at my friends house with other friends and while my one friend was in his room me and my other friend were looking around in his garbage cause my other friend said there was something important in there, but I had 3 other dreams kinda simular to this one, kind of short and not much going on.

Walking through the hallway of my middle school, past the library. I know I'm an adult but still find myself a little confused about whether I'm attending classes here. I reach the front hallway and head down to Miss Powell's room. There's a kind of eager anticipation at the idea of seeing her again after so long.

I'm inside the classroom and I don't see Miss Powell, but on a desk in the middle of the room is a shallow plastic bowl filled with chocolate-frosted cupcakes. I take a couple and see that there's also some kind of additional chocolate topping in the bowl that's meant to go on top of the cakes. I start to take some of this, but as I do I realize that there's actually no topping in the bowl; I'm just picking up more cupcakes. The bowl's almost empty, and I'm not even sure I want to eat any of them.

02.07.2012

My Dad Wants To Smoke Weed (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I'm with my dad, who rolls a joint, badly, and I have to tidy it up for him. I can tell he's new to it as he's overly eager for me to spark it, though I act cool and nonchalant. Though I don't know how my dad really feels about weed, the fact that it's illegal is enough for him.

A policeman comes to the window of our car, just as I manage to hide all the bits of weed scattered across my lap.

We never got round to sparking it