non-lucid

A couple nights ago I dreamed I was going to the doctor. A policeman, maybe a police woman saw my license and saw that it identified me as a "small child."

The police tore up my license (it was now made of paper). This really messed me up because I was going to go to the doctor right then, but now I couldn't drive. I started crying and said she could have just scratched out where it said "small child" as the rest of the license was valid, and that part hardly mattered.

I couldn't believe she was such a bitch!

I will label entries as Quick Entry when I'm feeling too lazy to write a full entry or I missed a couple nights.

July 4th, 2012

I was non-lucid for the majority of the dream but towards the end I became lucid.

I was in my junior high. Some kid was being a bully so I said I would fight him. He said to meet him after school. Wandered around the school and peeked in classes. Went outside and ended up on a roof with some other students somehow. We were falling off when I realized I was dreaming. Looked over at a girl and said don't worry, this is only a dream. Began flying around. Landed in front of the trailer I used to live in. Bully kid was there beat the crap out of him. Woke up.

July 5th, 2012

Completely non-lucid dream.

Was in my old trailer. Hanging out with lesbian couple on a couch. They keep tickling me to the point that it makes us all uncomfortable. Walk into hallway. Dream scene shifts. Hanging out outside. Suddenly alien spaceship is in the sky. Everyone freaks out. Ship starts sucking up the entire Earth. Bits and pieces of Earth left. Ask aliens why they'd do this. They say the same thing happened to them so they go from planet to planet hoping to destroy the world of whoever did it to their planet. Tell them that it's unfair of them to do that and they've become what they hate. They realize their mistakes. Tell me to find the last survivors and board them on ht e ship. Do so. Ship finds a runway and blasts into the sky. Wake up.

I'm gonna call this my first nightmare! The nightmare that was the catalyst to my morbid fear of inanimate objects as a child..

I was with my family in the dream. My mother, father and brother were there with me in the empty apartment sleeping on the floor. The place had absolutely no furniture and was completely barren. I was trying to sleep when I heard a faint howling sound. The sound persisted so I went to investigate. What I found would scar me forever... I found a little, two dimensional, stuffed, blue and purple dog... howling.. It was in a plastic bag and it was howling.. I woke from the dream screaming my head off. From then on we would always remember what my four year old self called, "The little sewed up doggy."

I was in my friends server that im co-owner on and there was a griefer named bollis77 was on and i banned him a long time ago but this time i couldn't ban him and he was headed for my town! but thats all i remember and the server name and ip is Textcraft ip:69.25.207.74:25608

I dont remember any dreams but when i looked back at my DJ this afternoon this is what i saw.

"I am a fancy gentleman"

This is one of my favorite dreams that I've ever had. It was so detailed and exotic. It could be a book. I honestly don't know how my mind does it sometimes.. Anyway..

The dream starts out in my high rise, New York apartment. It was very nice and contemporary. I remember there being a piano in the middle of the living area. I was playing a song in the dream that I had composed myself in real life. I went to brush my teeth and when I looked in the mirror, my appearance was quite different than my real one. I was me, but I wasn't me. I had very short black hair. I would compare it to the TRON girl. My features were different as well. I thought about taking the look on for real. I received a call on my cell phone from a very calm man telling me to be at the church at 2 am sharp.

The next thing I know, I'm in a very large cathedral. There were large men in black suits placed at either side of each entrance. I was greeted by a good looking man in regular clothes but I got the sense that he was a very powerful/ rich/ important sort of guy. He told me that "Sibil's men" were on their way and asked me if I'd be ready. I smirked and didn't reply but parkoured up the walls using the pipes and perched myself above the main entrance. I waited for a few moments and a bunch of men burst in the door, shooting and shouting. I sniped them all with absolute ease and the fuss was over in minutes. A couple of the men in suits were killed during the ambush. I went upstairs in the church, to the office and found the man that greeted me and told him it was all clear. I told him about the men and he said he would have it cleaned up. He informed me that he was going to need an escort back to his home and that he would need me to keep watch for the remainder of the night. I then noticed the man's gay partner come onto the scene and he was talking about rich man's father. Apparently the man I'm being hired to protect is a gay, son of a crime lord.

(here's where things get exceedingly weird)

The mysterious gay man shows me where I will be staying to keep watch for the night. I was like a little look out post on top of his mansion that overlooked the whole area. It was all open-windowed and it was very classy. He was very calm for a man who was being hunted. I was very calm for that matter. The dream cuts off like a movie to his point of view. I was showering across the hall from him and he was peeking through his curtains, masturbating to it. His gay partner comes in and sees it. I can tell that he knew exactly what was going on but he decided to sweep the incident under the rug. The man ceased his activities in a hurry, thinking he had gone unnoticed by his partner. They then proceeded to have sex.

Meanwhile, I had brought my violin to the lookout (derp) and played songs to myself. I am very musical in this dream. I felt very lonely as well. The music must have been my way of coping with having no friends or family. I fell asleep on duty and was greeted by a loud knock on the door in the morning. I answered and it was the gay (bisexual) rich man. He had brought room service in and thanked me for keeping him safe. I replied by saying that I was only doing what I was payed to do. I then left and the dream ended.

I think that with alot of editing and changing things around that this could be a really cool story.. It's a different concept for sure..

I was in a game playing the role of either a bank robber of cop. It had fallout rules to it. Meaning I needed to set up my points in the pip boy.

I'm outside of my house and I notice that my yard has extra ditches, but I don't RC...I kept walking and these random cats started walking beside me and in front of me. They reminded me of the strays that come around every so often....and the. All of a sudden they're human. One of them is holding a baby while balancing on one foot. She asks me to keep her steady and leans into me (I think deliberately on purpose) several times. I even made note of how I didn't feel any arm strain, but still, no RC. I took the baby from her after that and sat down with her a bit and made silly noises and faces at her for a while. Eventually I became sad, because I'd rather play with my own daughter. J came up and she eventually took her away from me. I guess she could see the hurt in my eyes.

Wow! Despite being sick, it was a busy night.

Gibbs and Abbey from NCIS are working on a case. They are hunting a guy who has managed to make himself invisible and, unknown to them, he's in the same room. But Gibbs has an idea. He sits down at a computer and starts typing furiously. He's really not comfortable with computers normally, but in this instance he's typing at a furious speed. I look closer and realize it's because he's holding a disembodied hand that it doing the typing for him. Eventually, he figures out what he's looking for. There's an autopsy table behind him. He gets up and slams the table into the wall. Invisible Guy is caught between the table and the wall. He turns visible and collapses in pain.

Woke up, realized that it had only been 5 hours since I went to bed, and did a short WBTB before returning to sleep. Despite walking around for a bit, I was too drowsy to really try any induction techniques.

A woman is driving around in a small urban area, and I'm watching from above. She gets to an area where she can't turn around because she's reached the canopied entrance to a hotel. She goes inside, where there's a restaurant/club. She sits down with her family. At some point, she gets up to dance. She's wearing a pink and purple polka dot scarf, and another woman on the dance floor takes her scarf, which seems odd. She returns to her seat and someone brings her scarf back, but now it had stripes. I don't really think it's the right scarf and can't understand why she accepts it.

This was weird, because I woke up and thought, "Oh, I didn't have any dreams." 5 minutes later, as I'm checking something on my phone, I remember something about a scarf and realize I did have a dream after all. I started thinking about my day, but dozed off.

I'm back in that urban area from before. This time, I'm with a group of guys. We come across a little boy outside a hospital. He tells us that his mother is in the hospital having a baby. One of the guys gets this idea that the mother might be dying, so he insists on taking the little boy with us.

We get to this apartment where there's a party going on. There's a long bench along a wall, and it's covered with cushions for comfortable seating. Either that, or it's a long couch. It looks like both depending on where you look. I sit down by one end and try to talk some sense into my guy friend, trying to explain that he can't just keep this kid he found at the hospital. He eventually disappears without us really resolving the issue. I notice that the rest of the guys are getting pretty drunk. So I start asking around if someone else can give me a ride home because I don't trust any of them to drive.

Spoiler for And then things get weird:

And then a drunk girl whips off her top and gives me a lap dance. She has dark hair and very pale skin. I certainly wasn't complaining. It was over very quickly and she left. I guess she was embarrassed. At that point, the party seemed to be wrapping up. The hostess appeared for probably the first time, and she's not happy. She shows off some toys that some other party guests had built. (What, is this Santa's workshop?) One is an animatronic dog that sniffs its own butt, and the other is a monkey that screams "FUCKIN' MOTHERFUCKER!" when you pull its string. The hostess wonders who would design such horrible kids toys? I suddenly realize it must have been the guys who brought me to the party.

I head out of the front door. This was an apartment earlier, but now it looks more like a freestanding house. Outside the door is a patio that wraps around the building. It's a weird sort of patio since has a stone wall surrounding it, making it more of an outdoor room. I don't get to dwell on these details because I see the guys are sitting at a patio table and laughing. I think I yell at them, but I can't remember what I said and they never respond.

Back inside the house, I see everyone is busy cleaning up. There's one girl who is upset. She explains to me that she works at the bar. They've gone through all the liquor behind the counter and she has to restock all of it in ten minutes. There's a regulation that they cannot stock liquor during the day, so when the bar opens tomorrow night, she'll only have available what we put in the cabinet now. How do they know? She points out that there's a camera pointing at the empty cabinet. I find a bottle of vodka sitting out, so I put it in the cabinet.

I start searching for any more bottles, and I end up bumping into David Blue. He looks a little out of it, as though he's had too much to drink. For some reason, I I point out that he missed by birthday. "When was it?" he asks. I start to give him a date in October, then I realize that I've got the wrong month. After a bit of thought, I give him my correct birth date, then add that it was last Friday. (It wasn't).

I find myself and others in a large, open room instead of the house where the party was. It looks like the lobby of a police station. There are uniformed officers behind glass doors, but they are purposely hiding their faces so we can't identify them. There's a TV mounted on a stand in the corner of the ceiling and it's tuned to a news report about animals in Chicago having trouble surviving the tough winter. They are specifically showing wolves and coyotes trudging through snowdrifts. I look out the window and see snow on the ground, which doesn't quite feel right. I return my attention the TV. It shows wild animals setting up in a CTA station to escape the cold. One of the women in the room ask me if it's true that in Chicago, you get wild animals living in the transit stations. Before I can answer, the police station lobby turns into the lobby of a CTA station just like the one in the television picture. There's an escalator in front of us with piles of straw on either side. There's a chicken roosting on the right side. On the left is a baby goat. Suddenly, a guy with a hammer comes rushing out, screaming, "I'm gonna burn your ass!" He swings the hammer at the goat. I am so shocked that I wake up.

07.05.2012

I had these dreams after I went back to sleep from a WBTB, but didn't remember them until now.

Father and a Child (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting down, and I see my father in his prime, at least, that's what I think he was in. There's a child next to him, and he's playing a game with him.

What the child has to do is try to hide from my father, and my father will go around the walls to try and catch the child. Kind of like playing tag, except that I'm helping the child know where my father is.

My father is smiling throughout the whole dream, playfully running slowly to give the child a chance to hide between corners on the wall in front of us. The wall itself was either white or a really light and faded canary color, and it was really thin, maybe 3-5 feet side, and it was in the middle.

Perfect for running around. After directing the child on where to go, my father starts to trick the child by making him assume he's going this path, but halfway, he quickly switches to the other side.

Yeah, the dream continues on like that, I can't remember when we stopped and what we did after.

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07.05.2012

Father and Pizza (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside a random truck with my father. I have a Pizza box on my lap in the passenger seat, and my father has to find a place to drop me off because he's going to be busy doing something.

I quickly suggested to him that he can drop me off at the Laundromat, since I had a feeling that I've been to that place before in a dream that I can't remember right now.

He asked me if I'm sure, and I said yes, and he turns to the right off-road, and completely ignores the basic laws of driving. He goes over a curb and I open the door to go inside of the Laundromat.

I don't really bother to wave goodbye to him, and I proceeded to go inside a section where people could find a seat and eat in the Laundromat. I think this was one of those Laundromats with a Restaurant or a small fast food chain combined. Perfect waiting place for me until my father comes back.

I try to get into the section, but some lady obliviously blocks me to talk to someone near her. I try my best to be patient since I'm going to get to the section eventually, and she finally makes a path for me to pass through.

It seems she was either flirting with the guy or just having a friendly conversation, but I doubt the way she angled herself would say the latter was what she was going to opt for.

They were near the entrance to the Men's and Women's Restroom, which I find quite odd to be a chatting place for them, but it's none of my business anyway. The seats in the eating section had a turquoise color, but I'd say that green was a more dominant color mixed into it.

The wood was a faded gold color with a decent shine on it. There are a few people around, but I didn't really focus too much on them because I felt a little shy. I just wanted to be quiet and get ready to eat my pizza.

I slowly opened the box, and find there's a full sized pizza, but it's fairly small. I didn't mind, and I get up to get something real quick, but I forget what it was I was going for. I go back, and find that one slice of pizza is gone.

Really?? REALLLY?

I sigh and didn't really bother to check who took the pizza, but nobody in the room looked like the type to steal food like that if there's a fast food chain near them in the first place.

I pick a pizza up and ate it, but I forget how it tastes.

I am at a large store. It is very large, but it is supposedly a GameStop. [Its the biggest GameStop I have ever seen...] I am in a section full of magazines. [I didn't think that GameStop would sell video games... Thought it was purely video games.] I am holding a wolverine magazine. I decide that I don't want it and put it down. My friend Steve is here with me. I learn that we are here to pay off Steve's account. We go to the counter and he explains that he will need to pay for his account. He is explaining that he messed up the registration on his first account and he might have fees spread to multiple accounts. They say it will be okay, and write down all of his fees. I look at the paper and notice all of his fees are in my name! I don't say anything thought. If he wants to pay "my fees" than by all means, go ahead!

i was in a building on a field trip and this kid kept kikking me and i had enough of it so all of a sudden i did awsome ninja moves and then round house kicked my face and then i said to every one im tired of being bullyed and picked on and controlled by adults this is our world to. the i said i have a bus with tons of food and room whoever wants to leave with me can and 4 people when so we snuck out of the building but the road was blocked so we snuck passed the cop car and ran but the cops where only after me so i put my hands up but he kept shooting at me then he turrned to the kids and said was he kiddnaping you and they said no so they grabbed me and got me to the hospital but i woke up in the dirt crying with a blanket on me during a sun set. (what does this dream mean i know it has to mean something plz comment)

07.05.2012

Obama and Sneezing (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking in a High School, I don't have a shirt on, and I feel kind of disturbed about this, but I never really looked down to see how my stomach looked like. I'm passing through a small hallway on the side of a cafeteria.

I think I went to get something from my bicycle, not sure what it was. I go back inside the school with a shirt on, it was white and the pictures and words were a bit degraded. I would say it's exactly like the white shirt I have in waking life that has some of the plastered picture chipped off.

I go upstairs, walking at a reasonable rate, and once I reach the top, I see Obama. I pretty much treat this as a normal thing and continued by going left. I think I had to go to the bathroom to blow my nose or something.

There's a small dream shift to where some dream character who looks like he's a bully is showing me something. He isn't trying to bully me, in fact, he looks like he's trying to become friends with me. He was a little creepy looking for me, but I didn't really mind him being around.

He eventually goes away, and then I get some brown paper towels, and I start blowing my nose really hard.

Surprised I didn't wake up with snot.

I get more paper towels because I feel that most of it didn't come out, even though I had the sensation that most did come out already. Guess I wanted to double-check.

I look at myself in the mirror, but not my whole visage. I already had my head up to see what's inside of my nose. There's this huge white blob inside, and I wanted other people to see it for some odd reason.

And then I see Obama again at some point in this dream again, but I had the same passive reaction as before.

OH MY GOD GUYS, LOOK AT THE SNOT IN MY NOSE!! ISN'T IT COOL?

...................................what a shit dream.

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07.05.2012

Jumping on Panels (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I only remember jumping down on some panels, and some moved around a bit. The bottom was an abyss, and I had situations where I almost get into the abyss itself.

When that happened, I think the dream resets to a certain point. Then I remember seeing someone like Spike from Cowboy Bebop and I think Naked or Solid Snake from the MGS series.....

Boring.

05.07.2012

Special powers (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember having these special powers. I could control almost anything I wanted to, except for people. It was like being the Avatar. Before I knew that I had these powers, I was in a gymnasium with a couple of people. We were dribbling basketballs I think, and we weren't doing much else.

I met a friend who was always very sweet to me. She would never utter a mean word. There was another girl who was also my friend, but she was a bit mean.

At one point, I figured out the powers that I had. This part was weird. My nice friend and I were walking in the sea (yes, the ocean). I see an island. The island is held up above in the sky, and the only thing holding up the island is a very large rock similar to a volcano shape.

I knew in my gut that the island was somehow in trouble. Suddenly, I heard screaming. The island began to topple from its pedestal. I ran towards it as fast I could, sometimes willing the water to take me there. I jumped up to the island, landing on the surface.

I stood on the topmost peak. People were around me, looking at me. Just then I held the island with my will. The creaking stopped. The slipping stopped. All was silent.

I lifted up my hands. I heard a big groan of rock separating from rock. I then pushed my hands forward slowly. The island then ascended slowly down into the water where it belonged. In the front to the right of me was a small pen. Inside this pen were some weird animals; they looked like baby Pterodactyls. They lifted up their huge heads and started to sing. I sounded weird, but a little bit of beautifulness was behind it.

Just then the dream zoomed forward. My nice and mean friends were with me in the library. I stood beside my nice friend. I looked at my other friend and said, "We've decided to mutate this gene, so we can keep it in the family." (What? I think I was talking about my power, but I wasn't sure) The mean friend stamped off, screaming.

Then I woke up.

An impudent princess stands imposingly with a long thorny whip.
“Give me your ring or I’ll kill you.”

Basement with no exit, everywhere except where the princess poses is covered with somber grey cement.
But most of all… I will die with one flick of that horrifying whip.
Ok, got the circumstance.

I give a servile tradesman’s smile,
“Of course your highness.”
I’m not shooting the Lord of the Rings, so I will give as much of this damn ring as she wants to escape from this extremely frustrating moment of my life.

But still... …
With much tender love and care…
I’ve been keeping this for a long time…
Well… farewell my friend.

Before her whimsical mind devours her,
I nimbly and cautiously hand her the green glowing ring.

“Don’t need it ~★”
Such an indiscreet princess! Pitches it to the rock hard surface.
She expects a vexed expression, but only gets my stunning look of blank dismay.
The capricious princess sigh in disappointment and continues,

“I’ll give you Kyo-Mu instead.”
I can feel a sudden burst of anger right up to my throat, flaring.
But I quickly hide them with a poker face from her Sadistic hobby.

By that way what’s a Kyo-Mu, she’s carelessly throwing away?
As if to answer my question, the princess adds,

“It’s yours now.”

Selfish brat! You think I don’t know that? <-- Communicating with eyes of course

Trying to detect any monkey business,
I give her a full of suspicion look, only to get
‘My hand hurt, hurry up,’
Unconcerned, ignorant look.

I quietly receive some black ash looking stuff from her.
It’s the form of a black chick, eating a star candy from Spirited Away
So small~ it fills my right palm with satisfaction; Blacky is so cute~ ♡

It plainly stares at me with a round, moist filled eyes

“Your name is Kyo, Kyo from Kyo-Mu.”

It seems to stimulate my pea-size
Motherly love.

I saw my fear of going to university... Not making any friends OTL.
It is for the first year students. For the first two weeks, we were familiarize ourself to university by
routinely doing things as a group (eating luch, going around classes like a pre school student)
(chicks following a duck)
As I pass a classroom, I spoted one of my best friend. She was focused on her studying.
At a lunch time. 1st year student had to eat lunch in this very dark and deep pit-hole looking tower
(That seems to have no end to it) I didn't realize it was a prank, so me and my other friends
sat in one of the brightest looking spot... As I was eating rice... I got scared of the pit hole ...
It looked like a hell's gate... warm, moist filled air swooped with some disgusting smell of garbages...
It was just ... unpleasant.
I kept on shaking on my chopstick and end of spreading all my rice on everywhere, including on my friends' lap...
They got sick of it... and try not to talk to me afterward... (made me feel abandoned... behind a group)

As I reflecting on my dream, I realize it was a fear I have, going to university... where I do no know anyone.
That fear allows me to avoid anything involving the university (making a timetable... keeping a deadline)
It's also one of my biggest stress... which makes me even hard to LD.

"You need to be awake in a real life, to be awake in your sleep."

I need to face this fear for my sake to have a nice LD.