non-lucid

Date: 07/02/2012

I had a dream of being at my friend Kyle's house. There was a party that was somehow going on around his neighborhood. As I had woken up in his house (I stayed the night last night) he had a pack of cigarettes (didn't have any last night in waking life) and his mother had a pack (she doesnt smoke at all...). She had a pack of Marlboro Golds, and he had a pack of Parliaments I think... They offered me one, and I declined. Though as I went into his room to get my pipe tobacco that I had brought over, It became lost. I had my pipe, but Kyle said I never brought the tobacco over. As I left his room and went past the kitchen, his Aunt Lenore, and his Grandma (Who is dead) were in there making food for the party. I had eaten some chocolate chip cookies, and had taken some that were in the shape of a teddybear and some were in the shape of Boo, from Mario. Someone had asked me where all the cookies had gone, and I had given them the rest of mine. I went back into Kyle's room, and he was on his couch with another friend of his (I don't know this friend). They were both on Laptops (Kyle doesn't own a laptop), smoking cigarettes. I had put my hand in my pocket, and I picked up a cigarette and I ended up rolling it between my fingers and taking the filter out.

The party was very weird. There was A LOT of people. I'm suprised that many people fit into the room. They all started dancing to some hip-hop song that came on some radio that echoed throughout the house. I stepped outside, and I was suddenly transported into this like, Castle in the sky. There was a woman dressed up in black who was fighting some people. She had gotten some call and was told to exit the castle due to explosives or something that were placed inside. As she busted out of a stain glass window, she took flight on a transparent hang-glider. They people she was fighting had started to fire at her, and (I think) her hang-glider had gotten a hole in it. She had flown over Kyle's house as I was looking up in the sky, and probably landed somewhere up the street. I had asked Kyle to come with me to find it, but he had declined and thought I was making it up.

Date: 07/02/2012
Fragment:

I was in the bathroom at Kyle's house also (Might have been a seperate dream), and I had looked in the mirror and my plug size was bigger (and missing) from my ear lobes. Very abnormal.

Recall still sucks but I was soon to travel to the US. The dream mostly consisted of me saying bye to everyone and finally getting in the car to go to the airport.

Well the first thing I remember about this dream is that i was in this kind of abstract white area that was really bright. Suddenly, over a speaker or something it was stated that i needed to find shelter because a tornado wa approacing. Turns out that there was a side room type area that went down about 20 feet in this huge white space. I went over to it and jumped down to hide from the tornado. So I was down there. The room was probably about 10 X 15 feet with the window thing I jumped down from up near the top. I could hear the tornado approaching... I sat down next to the wall in a little ball and waited for it to pass. Then some reallt strange stuff started to happen. The wind died down and it started snowing. For a couple of minutes I just sat there wondering what the heck was going on. (RC anyone?) Anyways, then the wind picked back up. The snow was coming down really heavily now and was making a pile under the window where I had jumped down. Then the engine from a train went wizzing by the window, blowing in more snow as it went along.

Then... well... I don't really want to explain. It was really personal to me but I'll just say this. Someone very dear to me appeared and asked me why I wasn't on the train. I told them I was down here because of the tornado. They replied that it was safer on the train. Well, I had wanted to meet them in a dream for a really long time so I decided to join them. The bad part is that my encounter with them was kind of wasted because I wasn't lucid and really aware that I was actually meeting them. Guess there is always next time.

Anyways, while we were on the train the snow kept coming down. We started piling it up so we could get to the roof of the train because we needed to get up there for some reason. Once we had finally accomplished this and made it to the roof, we went back in the train. We decided we needed to get to the next car but it was too dangerous to walk from car to car. After reaching this conclusion, we decided to just stay in the car we were in. Although I had no idea where the train was going or what we were really doing, apparently it was going to be a long trip so we decided it was time to get some sleep. As we drifted off to sleep, I decided to do a reality check. (always do one right before bed and when I wake up) I tried to push my hand through the floor of the train and... IT WORKED! Now lucid I became super excited. I was fully aware in the dream and realized I was actually with who I had wanted to meet for so long! I went over to wake them up but my excitement got the better of me and I woke up!

Skunked on lucidity two dreams in a row! There needs to be a little angry smiley face to insert.
Just another example to do reality checks as soon as the thought enters your mind.

As you all probably know, Colorado has been having a wildfire issue lately. Well, this worked its way into my dream last night.

So, I was at home and decided to go for a walk. I put on my running shoes and took off. As I went by the lake near the house it got really cloudy and dark. It looked really beautiful though and I stopped to take a picture of the lake. As I did however, it got really stormy with a lot of rain and lightning. Since the ground is so dry, I remember hoping in the dream that the lightining didn't start any fires. Well, apparently in my dreams when I wish for one thing, the opposite happens. Suddenly, the lighting struck the ground on some dry grass, instantly setting it ablaze. The other bad thing about it... my tractor was RIGHT NEXT TO THE FIRE! (yes, I do own a tractor. Bought one at an auction to fix up for some $$$) Anyways, before I knew it the fire had jumped to the engine of the tractor. I was pretty distraught and decided if I could get there in time I might be able to put out the fire and drive the tractor to safety. I took off running. As I was running some really bizarre stuff happened. I was THIS close to becoming lucid. *holds up fingers with appropriate spacing* In my dreams, whenever I run, I feel like I have some max speed. No matter how fast I move my legs or attempt to run, some supernatural force inhibits my running ability. Well, this started happening. In the dream I began to think that I might be dreaming. I considered doing a reality check but was so focused on saving my tractor that I decided against it. *MAJOR FACEPALM* I have learned this one the hard way many times now. WHEN IN DOUBT, DO A REALITY CHECK!! Well, I was nearing the tractor. Apparently though, there was this big ditch in my path. There was a house though right next to the ditch. For some reason, it seemed like it would be faster to go in the house, go to the second floor, bust out the window, and jump to the other side from there rather than just going through the ditch. So, I went in the house and did just that. Then I got to the busting the window part. I tried kicking the window a few times but it was really tough! I found some automatic window opener button thing and pressed it. As I was waiting I thought I might as well do an RC. I plugged my nose and inhaled. Well whaddaya know. I could breathe just fine! I went and stuck my hand through the wall just to be sure. Yep I was dreaming. i became pretty angry with myself that I had been wasting all this time when I could of become lucid a while ago. But, stil glad I was finally lucid I began to formulate what I was going to do. Just when I started brainstorming though... I woke up. My whole 3 seconds of lucidity ended right then and there. But I learned a very valuable lesson... As soon as the thought of doing an RC even enters your mind... DO ONE!

The first thing I remember about this dream is that I was at this huge shopping center, kind of like a Super Walmart I guess. Anyways, it was really late at night and almost no one was in the store. I remember going to the freezer section and then spotting a group of peopole running really fast down the aisile. It was really wierd because they were carrying this box of doughnuts and had one of them out of the box. Seeing as how they hadn't paid for it yet I decided I would go and talk to them and make sure they paid for the one they took out of the box. As I approached them they took off. Suddenly, I was wearing a police uniform and was in hot pursuit. I'm not really sure how I suddenly became the law enforcement, or even why I was really chasing them but this is what happened. Anyways, we went all throughout the store. Turns out the store hadd actually closed while we were all in there and these people were up to something big. We neared the cash registers and suddenly they pulled a pistol on me! I stopped in my tracks as they told me to put my hands up. I had to think fast. I did have on a bullet proof vest but what if they didn't hit me in the chest? Well, somehow I knew that what they were up to was worth taking the chance. I dove to the side and they pulled the trigger. Thankfully, all I heard was a 'click'. (they must of forgot to pull the hammer back) I pulled my Kimber .45 from its holster and hit the guy with the pistol in the shoulder. Then the other two layed on the ground. I called the rest of the force to the store and the FBI showed up as well. As we were examining all the stuff they had with them it turns out they had this tripod thing with a tube for launching rockets on it. It had 6 rockets on it and we looked at the little GPS thing on the tripod. They were going to try and launch these rockets at Washington DC! It was a good thing we stopped them. Also upon examination, the one doughnut they had out of the box actualy contained the launch keys... very cleverly hidden. Then, as is stereotypical of cops, we cracked open the box of dougnuts and went to get some coffee. (they were those really good powdered sugar ones with cherry filling too)

Supplement Dose: 18.2 mg Menthol (Cough Drops)

Weed was smoked and half a beer was consumed a while before going to bed. This probably had a slightly detrimental effect on my recall, but overall didn't seem to influence my dreams.

#1 - Memory Skips [Non-Lucid]

The beginning of this dream is harder to recall as I believe it happened in third-person, but there was a group of people searching for something.... A time machine? Special documents? It's hard to remember now, but something important along those lines. This group of people was the bad guys, but a couple good guys had infiltrated their ranks and was planning to sabotage them. My memory skips forward a little bit, and I remember lying naked in bed with a friend of mine. o_o I want to say it was... well, that's not important. >w< But we were just cuddling and I was getting lost in fantasy. My memory jumps forward again a little bit and now I'm walking around a store with my dad, and he's talking to someone about how he always eats all the Ritz crackers and cookies at our house and I get mad that there aren't any left, which isn't even remotely true.

I woke up after that. The naked cuddling thing was definitely interesting... my libido was running strong in this dream, which it almost never does (unless I'm lucid). Was the menthol to blame? Hmm....

#2 - Fake-Out [Non-Lucid]

For this one I was actually just lying in bed for a while, and noticing that my visualization skills were REALLY strong. Everything in the previous dream had been incredibly vivid, and these mental images were no different. I was hoping it would go somewhere, but it didn't seem to be... so I sat up in bed, not realizing that it was suddenly a different bed, and opened my laptop, not realizing that I didn't have my laptop with me. I started typing stuff about the dream I'd had in, and slowly the screen started getting further and further away... until it faded out, and I woke up again. Damn! :O

#3 - Controlling The Professor [WILD]

Now I was just lying in bed again, still exploring the visualization. But I was also really tired still... my consciousness was drifting, but not fully fading away. Suddenly it occurred to me that there was some strange wall of bars and electricity and words that were impossible to read in front of me, it was all very confusing. Finally I decided to look away from it, and noticed that I had fully entered a dream. My second ever WILD! If that's not a testament to menthol's potential, then I don't know what is. There was a TV in front of the bed I was in that showed what looked like a Futurama video game, with the professor riding a motorcycle. Everything was extremely vivid and not unstable at all. I focused myself intently on the game trying to let it consume the whole dream, but it never happened. However, I was able to feel everything on the screen as if it was happening to me. I felt the motorcycle engine beneath me and all that stuff. I had the professor drive up all these crazy wall angles and up on to a person's back, that was fun. But then he accidentally drove off of a pier he was on and into the water, abandoning his motorcycle and swimming into a vortex of psychedelic-like mermaid faces as he did so. My libido was starting to shoot up and becoming really intense, and then the vortex consumed my entire perception, and I woke up.

I didn't imagine I'd have such good luck the first night trying to dream again, lol. The last dream is a lucid, the first one... is almost lucid?

Dream One: I'm walking through the hall, I think I'm looking for my older brother... except I don't have an older brother, lol. A Guy with long dark hair is behind me, he reaches out his hand to me and tells me he can help me find who I'm looking for, but because we're asleep I'll have to follow him into the land of nod to reach him. I take his hand, and he walks me through a wall. Once we make it through the wall, everything takes on a darker shadowier appearance. I get cold, really really cold and start shivering. The man leads me to a bed, and he tells me that I need to lay down b/c I'm sick and I have to be healed first. He pulls the bed covers down, and I crawl into the bed, then he pulls the covers over me. I instantly feel so much warmer. He walks around the foot of the bed, grabs something off a dresser at the lower right corner of the bed, then walks back up on the right side of the bed. I'm laying on the left side, so he sit son the right side and leans towards me. In his hand is what looks like one of those little tag readers that my kids have, but he's calling it a thermometer. He lifts my arm, and pokes my under arm with the little pen thing. It beeps and some lights go from red to yellow to green. Then he takes it back to the dresser and sets it down, and grabs my cell phone of from the dresser. He brings my cell phone to me, and lifts the covers of the bed. He then pulls up my nightgown so that everything below my belly button is exposed. He sets the phone between my belly button and pubic bone, and makes it start vibrating continuously. He then pulls my underwear down and starts gently blowing on me. It's really weird, but still exciting and I almost wake up fading to the black and then appearing right back in the dream scene. First I realize my stomach ache is actually gone now (I really had a stomach ache when I went to bed last night). Then I realize that I'm laying in that bed with my covers on, and there's no one there. I see a picture on the wall of the pokemon Dratini, and I kind of find it funny because I know this is a dream world and I'm dreaming of pokemon. I don't however realize I can control the dream at this point. I notice that I'm already dressed, and decide to walk around in this land of nod to find the older brother (that I don't have, lol) I walk through the door into the hallway, and I see my grandmother. Then I see a pudgy little child with a buzz cut, he was definitely younger than my son who is 5, but seemed older or maybe just smarter than my daughter at 3. Anyways, I start to walk towards the child, and then he/it turns dark green, and smiles with big creepy fangs and his eyes turn completely white and glow. It runs towards me super fast like it's about to attack me. I wake up freaked out.

Dream Two (Fragment): I'm walking through the woods with my mom. A Yellow and black snake slithers past us, then there are tons of them all over the path. Mom is freaking out because she's terrified of snakes, but I keep trying to tell her they are harmless garter snakes (I've only seen grey garter snakes, but I looked it up and sure enough there are garter snakes that look like they did in the dream )

Dream Three (Lucid!): The dream starts out with me walking on a country road by a local country restaurant. I'm pushing a bike, apparently I can't ride it because I'm carrying something and I'm afraid I'll drop or spill it if I do. I'm staring at the ground, and I notice the shadow of a guy with long hair walking towards me, I don't look up or anything just keep walking. I notice the same shadow comes up from behind me, and I stop to look up at why I'm being followed. The guy is very thin, and has dark hair to his shoulders. I ask him why he's following me, and he asks if I don't remember him. I say no, an he starts saying we were good friends. I don't recognize him, so I ell him he must be mistaken. Then he starts telling me a bunch of embarrassing stuff that only my best friends would know, and I tell him to shut up I believe him and I do not want to be embarrassed anymore. He laughs, and somehow the bike is gone but I don't notice it. The guy takes my hand and leads me into a yard, and I know this is my yard somehow. He walks me over to the house, and we climb up a ladder onto the roof and sit on the roof for a bit. I know we talked, I just can't remember what about. Then he says we should get down, and we jump off the roof into the backyard, and he takes my hand and pulls me to face him, then grabs the other hand. He smiles like he's got nothing to say, maybe he just enjoys standing there looking at each other. Then I hear a noise from the right, and it's a couple of police officers. They're saying he needs to come with them for questioning. I ask why, and they say they need a dna sample and to ask him about some crime. I don't want them to take him though, so I reach into my pocket and pull out a knife. I grab the guys hand and cut the tip of his finger, then tell them there's their DNA sample, take it and get lost. They refuse however, saying that he has to come to the station in person so they can take a sterile sample. He ruffles my hair, and tells me to relax its ok. Then he tells the police that he needs to step inside for a moment and he'll be happy to come along. He walks inside the house, and I'm standing there not sure what to do for a moment, then I decide to follow. I took too long however, and he passes me inside the hall on my way inside. He says he'll see me later, and tells me he left something for me inside the bedroom. The police grab each of his arms, and lead him out. I walk back to the bedroom, that has a double bed against the right wall, and a computer desk against the back wall as well as another one against the left wall. On the desks and the bed and the monitors are big pieces of printer paper, all with the words, "I love you" written on them. My husband walks into the room, and so does my daughter. My husband comments on the notes, he says something like how they were over kill and there were so many of them making a mess. He doesn't seem angry though like he should be. I start flipping through the papers on the desk, and I find a paper with the name Kelly written on it, and I wonder if my name in this dream is supposed to be Kelly. That's when I realize I'm dreaming. I start looking around now, admiring the dream scape. I notice that the speakers on the desk have on of my friends names written on it, and I haven't talked to this friend in years so I wonder why his name is on it. Then my daughter starts saying, "Carry me, carry!" so I pick her up, and tell her Mommy is dreaming! I remind myself I need to do something that's on my goal list, but I can't remember what's on my goal list. I decide I'm going to try to grow wings and a tail and a scythe since I've done it in a previous dream, but the scythe wasn't right. I wanted to perfect it. I walk to a door, and realize I'm supposed to be on the second floor of this house. I tell myself when I open the door, it's going to lead to a balcony (even though I know I hadn't seen one earlier in the dream). It works, and I'm on a balcony with a swing when I walk out the door. I set my daughter down and tell her mommy had to go try to work on her dream goals, and she says, "Awwwwww, okay." all dejectedly, it was cute and sad, but I wasn't going to let a dc ruin my lucid, even if it was my daughter. First I try to imagine what having wings would feel like, but I just can't concentrate enough. I then think I'll stand on the swing and swing it so I can feel the wind passing over my body and pretend I'm already flying. That doesn't help me grow those wings. Then I'm like, Screw it, I'm just going to jump off this balcony and if I don't fly then I'll crash. I look off the edge of the Balcony though and realize it's concrete. I worry that if I hit concrete it'll make me wake up. I walk to the far right of the balcony, and see grass and bushes below there. I decide that a jump from this height into those bushes would result in broken bones at the worst, and I won't wake up from bones broken in a dream. I jump, and I do fly! But there's no wings, instead I'm flying like superman minus the cape, lol. I realize that my legs are dragging though, so I try to pick them up and balance myself like if I was trying to float on my belly in a pool. Then I decide I want wings still, but I can't get them to appear still. Annoyed, I see a orange cliff ahead and decide to fly as high up it as I can, and then try to imagine how my wings would feel if I was diving towards the ground from that height and flexed them to glide away from the ground at the last minute. This sort of works, only I can feel my wings, I just can't see them. They're invisible wings! I fly around in circles a bit, and a cat is below me and chases my shadow all cute like. Then I realize I've been wasting a lot of time, if I want to see the dream guy again before the dream is over, I have to go. I keep worrying that I'm going to wake up at any time, but push on anyways. I fly back towards the house, then past it towards the restaurant, then past that to another orange cliff, as if the entire dream scape is surrounded by these orange cliffs. I see a gap in the cliff about four feet wide, and fly towards it. Inside the gap is a set of stairs, but I fly up them rather than walking them. The cat is still chasing my shadow, so at the top of the stairs I pull a door out of the cliff to block the stairs so the cat can't follow me and distract me. To get any deeper into the cap though, I have to go through a door as well myself. I try to imagine my scythe, but can't see it. I decide that since I can feel my wings but not see them, the scythe too is invisible, and I can make the motions like I'm cutting the door and it'll work... and it does, I bust the door down with the invisible scythe, and step through. Inside I can see the guy from earlier signing some papers and the cops are just lounging on a couple of couches. The guy smiles at me and tells me he knew I'd come to find him, and that he's done giving his blood sample so he can leave now. I tell him that I'm worried that the dream is about to end, and that I was hoping for some sort of romantic action before it ends. He laughs at me, and tells me there's a bedroom in the back. I look back, and for some reason I'm sure if I go back there I'm going to see myself in sleeping in bed with my husband and I won't be dreaming anymore. I tell him I'm scared I'm going to wake up if I go back there, and then I do wake up.

Usually In my dreams I lean more towards wanting romantic interactions rather than lusty ones, but last night apparently was a different story, lol. Still, other than being slightly out of the norm for me, these were pretty fun dreams to have. It's been a while since I was lucid, and while I didn't do anything of any importance (finding Kurasawa, or trying to share a dream with my BFF, etc etc) I at least got a chance to get away and de-stress a bit rather than being at the whim of my dreams and nightmares.

07.02.2012

Don't Give your Signature (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Remembered one dream.

I'm in a classroom, and we have to turn in some writing assignment. It seems I'm the first person to go up and put it on the desk. There isn't a teacher here at the moment.

I think I go ahead and sit back to my seat, and then there's a group of females that asked me how I made my introduction in the writing assignment. I didn't mind, and I grabbed my assignment from the desk and passed it around to those who wanted to see an example.

I didn't think it was really that amazing, but they all seemed to like it. One of them gave it back to me, thanked me, and then I put the assignment back.

Then one female came close to me, smiled and thanked me as well, and she also declared that I should be careful when giving out my signature out like that. She still has a positive attitude, it sort of was some kind of passive earnest expression she was giving me there.

I looked at my paper to see what she means, and I have my signature on the bottom of the assignment.

Hmmm....think I might go paranoid.

Absolute failure. I don't remember a single thing about my dreams last night. I think one of the things I did wrong was going to bed earlier than usual and sleeping longer than normal. I'm definitely a creature of habit, sleeping too long throws me off.

I am with three people. Two guys and a girl. We are climbing up and along a steep but not vertical cliff or mountain. It is cold and everywhere is snow and ice. We are running from a group of people. We sort of make it up this snowy mountain when I spot the people we were running from. I cant remember what happens at this point exactly but I am captured. ☹ frowny face. Gap in dream….. Cant remember what happens. But I do remember that I am being held somewhere but I manage to get help. Some sort of plan has been created to get me out or something. I remember climbing through air ducts in the building to escape. I meet an Asian lady in there who helps direct me to where I was supposed to go. For some reason there was an area in the ducts where the cameras of hostages, such as me, were kept. In the dream it was very important that I get my camera. I couldn’t just leave. I had to get it. I guess someone was behind me because once I reached that area I was in a great hurry to find my camera among the many that were there. I desperately had to get out with my camera. I just in time found mine and jumped down though a hole in the duct. At that point I was outside and I ran to the van the was supposed to pick me up. Then this guy who was apparently called “The Butler” found us. He ran whatever place I was being held in. I figured were we’d all be shot dead any moment now. He walked up to me and said my name as if he pitied me. I started looking through a bunch of camera bags that were next to me hoping to find a gun in one of them. On the third case I did. I found three bullets in the same bag and quickly loaded them in to the pistol I found. I couldn’t understand how I was still alive but without wasting another second I shot the dude in the face.

There was so much more to this dream. A lot happened while i was held prisoner. I couldn't record this dream right when I woke up though. This is all I remember now

What a night. First time I've had a lucid experience two nights in a row AND the first time I've had a false awakening.

Non-Lucid

I'm pretty sure camping was involved in the beginning of my dream. I know it was dark and there was a fire pit. There was also wooden cabins. Sounds like a camp to me. Maybe even a giant movie screen too. I think there was a specific task I was doing to.

After that nonsense, I entered a gymnasium-type building with a medium sized hallway on the left side of the building. No doors. There were a bunch of movie(?) posters in the hallway. They didn't pertain to any real world franchises though. Anyways, there was a giant evil Kamina floating in the middle of the gymnasium. Yeah. This guy:

But evil. Me and a bunch of other people were huddled in the hallway. We were trying to hide from Kamina. Sooner or later, I gather courage and ran out into the gymnasium. I shouted something like we've had enough of your evil and jumped into the air. As I was in the air, Gurren Lagann formed around me like I was a magical girl or something. Here's what GL looks like:

Giant Evil Kamina began to get scared. I started to do a drill attack. As I was attacking, I shouted, "From now on you are banished to being known as . . . KAMINA!" (Wow. Really creative and sense making) My attack landed and he began to shrink, quickly growing so small you couldn't see him.

I went back into the hallway. People were pointing out the posters and talking about what series they featured. I briefly looked at all of them. I went to go back into the gymnasium but it had turned into a video game shop. There were shelves all along the walls. There was a single gap between the shelves for a window. Most of the games looked to be in green boxes. Two girls were excited looking at boxes on shelves near me. They were both easily around 15 years old. One had straight raven hair. The other had curly blonde hair. The blonde seemed to find one that they were specifically looking for and they both got excited. They ran over to an older lady, showing her the game. I was walking by during this and my vision seemed fixed towards the blonde.There was no real clear exit for the game shop, just a big arch that led into a mall.

The mall curved for a bit but then was completely straight. I remember passing perfume stores and cell phone kiosks. There were a surprisingly small amount of people for a while. I soon found myself in a rather complex outside area. It mostly resembled a pergola, except, it had a walkway above me and many cases of stairs. I believe there were store fronts on one side of me. The amount of people grew as I continued along. A girl caught my attention by waving at me. Apparently she knew me. I can't remember any of her features and I don't believe we talked much. I followed her for a bit, passing what looked like a hobby shop. There where kites and mini-helicopters. We found an entrance to the mall and went in. We were in a small, round vestibule with a bunch of stores. We went one and went out the back. We found ourselves in front of a mini-golf course.

An older lady escorted us to the first hole. It was curvy and sloped. She grabbed a ball and club and lightly tapped the ball, getting a hole-in-one. The girl who was accompanying me did the same. Shortly afterwords, she disappeared. I tried to do the same thing the ladies had done but I hit the ball way too hard. I guess I managed to break some glass and someone mumbled, "Of course HE'D do that."

After that, an older man escorted me and a group of some strangers around the mini-golf course. We went up some stairs and through a large walkway. We were inside the mall again but the two stores on both sides of us were being renovated or something. There were paint rollers and white paint everywhere. We walked through and found ourselves in a classroom. We had started to do something. The guy next to me started to being a jerk for no reason. He said something weird to me. Something felt wrong. I sat there for a moment, then looked over at him and said, "Oh. We must be in a dream."

Lucid

I immediately stood up. I walked over to a desk. I decided to throw it at the class to see if I was right. They screamed and were generally spooked but didn't do a single thing about it.

Counting that as my reality check, I moved over to the front row of desk and began a little quiz show assessing how my classmates felt about my previous action. The first girl simply did the same thing I did. The second girl just started crying. The third person was a African American boy with short curly hair. He stood up. Started crying. Walked over to me and engaged me in fisticuffs. We fought for a little but he ran away. What a shame. Afterwords, I noticed a brown girl with dark raven hair at the back of the class. She was laying on a long table seductively. I figured she was presenting herself to me so I began walked over. (I'm sorry I dream of sexual situations so much. Probably because I myself never get any)

I slid off her jeans to reveal white panties. I began unbuckling my belt but it felt like I was walking. I decided to wave this away and tried to focus on the dream more. I ended up in front of a huge window overlooking the mini-golf course. Shortly afterwords, I woke up.

Not the most interesting dream I've had but oh well. I was able to remember it all day so that's good.

Momentum rising as I found myself amidst a city with tall sky scrapers all around.
It was then known that the city was going to be attacked/partially destroyed possibly my terrorists or aliens. the culprit was never known. Standing with a group of people we noticed in the distance one of the outlying buildings had demolition type explosions jetting from its sides. In seconds it was falling at free fall speed towards the ground.
Everyone in the street was stopped in their tracks watching the devastation unfold within eyes view. Noticing that though the collapsing building was about a mile away, myself and the people I was with were on a street with many high rise buildings. After the sudden realization that this could perhaps be a multi-building attack I shouted to everyone to run as fast as they can.
Just as we started running down the sound of shattered glass and percussion explosions rang closer than before, another building was falling. I was right and no one on this street was safe. We ran faster there was chaos, people caught in their tracks trying to witness this disaster were all around. Trying to grab some and tell them we need to get out of the city and away from these buildings before we'd be safe.
Some were saved, Most were swallowed by the debris. The collapsing building drew closer when I was suddenly on a train of some sort speeding away from the chaise wreckage. The sounds of twisted steel, glass hitting the street, and peoples screams were the only things I could hear in our narrow getaway. Suddenly the train we were on started to ramp upward, the track we were on was leading us into the second largest building in the city. Moments after we entered the building the base and foundation began to crumble.
Circling upward in a roller coaster type-esk loop through the center of the building we were showered with pieces of the walls, windows, doors, and everything else that was being blown away by explosions from unknown origins. The foundation began to shake, I knew if the building came down with us inside it that it would be over.
Just as we reached the top and the structure began to fold under its immense weight, I could feel it falling all around us as we barely managed to make it out of the door to the roof.

Which actually wasn't the roof, but was a meadow with flowers, animals, odd shaped stones and warm smells. Looking back I saw the city in my distance, crumbled and all buildings over 10 stories were now rubble.
It was in the distance?
Or was I?
...I don't know how I made it out of that building.

I haven't been taking my vitamin and my recall is terrible, but it's on purpose. I was having pretty emotionally distressing dreams for a while, even to the point I was dreaming of my kids being stabbed and fighting with my husband and such. Not stuff I wanted to remember or share, lol. Last night I had some fairly decent dreams though, so in order to regain my recall, I might as well type what little bit I can remember.

Dream One (Fragment): I'm in a round ballroom. There are no walls, just stained glass all around. I walk up a curves stairway by one stained glass window. The stairs seem to float, I reach out my hand, and Kurasawa appears in the glass, then takes my hand and I lead him out of the glass, and we walk down the stairs. At the bottom of the stairs I start to twirl, and we dance to the center of the floor. I wake up.

Dream Two (Fragment): All I remember is walking up a path going around a mountain, and hearing a hawk to my left. I look up, and see an island floating in a cloud a few hundred feet away. I'm dressed in leather armor with a sword and a bow. I realize that I am going home, to a house in a land in the sky.

(in waking life I spend the night at my grand parents and so I am there in my dream as well) *I am just outside the house and it begins to rain, my grandpa and I walk to the wooden fence where I have a small tank of water, he picks it up and try's to catch rain in it. After a moment he hands it to me and makes a comment about seeing red worms in it. I look into the tank and see a snail that I remember putting in there (through false memories) I then look up and and walk over to a spot with an unusually concentrated stream of rain fall and try to catch some of it (as the dream fades into my memory then comes back into focus I now find myself standing in front of another house, I walk around the side of it and see at least 10 identical tanks sitting in a square plot, it is no longer raining and I think to myself "triops?" then my friend Eric walks out of the back door of the house and up to me (the dream fades agin, this time permanently) * In another dream I am in a completely white room with sum sort of spongy structure at the center of it, the it is yellow and block shaped, at least as tall as 8ft. I watch it shrink down and then a person walk onto it, *it rapidly re expands launching the person into the air.

06:11 PM These two dreams resulted from a nap I just had. I felt that lucidity 'dip' but sadly, I got too excited and woke back up. I'm sure I'll get it next time!

1:
I was inside some millionaire's house and for some reason. I had done something bad. I think I had placed a spying device there but forgot something that would get me found out. I had to get it back!

-dream fades-

2:
There was some sort of fair where my family wanted to make some money selling energy drinks. But the place was kind of empty. I was contemplating telling them to separate and move to a new place but I did not.
One of my sisters friends was there, but she hated my for some odd reason. She kept making me do her work and treating me badly.