non-lucid

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Set: Some house allegedly around San Jose
Characters: Pam from True Blood, a guy in charge of my sleep, his family
Lucidity: None, but some awareness of incoherences and a great amount of details


It's a dark and cloudy day, and I'm driving on a straight road that stretches indefinitely through a sad and deserted countryside. Although it doesn't look anything like the Silicon Valley, I'm convinced that I'm driving from San Jose to San Francisco. There is nothing but Japanese/Korean economy cars on this road, and I remember thinking something like "Dear Americans, what happened to being proud of driving an oversized fancy-looking ride? Is this France or what?". The scenery is downright depressing.

I proceed towards a house that looks like a British cottage. Someone is there waiting for me. It's Pam from True Blood, she looks evil and determined. She talks about the man living in the house, she despises him and his hillbilly family. He is apparently in charge of my sleep, whatever that means. She shows me graphs of my sleep cycles, which look accurate according to what I've been reading on this website, and then with a smirk shows me a graph of the guy's sleep cycles, which are terrible, as if he was awaken every 10 minutes throughout the night. This pleases her, and now she wants me to observe him through a window, at the back of the house.

The inside of the house is very poorly furnished, the entire ground floor is just one room with a beat up couch, an old TV, an open kitchen and wooden stairs going up. The man is arguing with his son, who is having three friends over. The mother is sleeping in a sleeping bag on the floor and looks like a hobo. The kids turn on the TV and a PlayStation 2 with grey controllers, but the image is monochrome green and they look disappointed. The dad sits down on the floor next to the TV, looking depressed.

I am now one of the kids and I can see my old self coming into the room, he looks menacing and powerful. The dad offers him a drink, he looks obviously scared as he pours transparent liquids from several different bottles into a tall glass. My old self throws the glass at him and spills its contents all over his face, saying he wants to teach him a lesson. We run upstairs and try to think of something we could use as a weapon… This is exciting and scary at the same time. Hand mixers appear in our hands, with little cranks that make them spin. We duel a little bit with our new toys, and run downstairs to try to scare the enemy, but he has a hand mixer too and plays with us, nothing is scary or depressing anymore.

All this excitement wakes me up.

-I walked around my school looking at people and talking to them. One girl complimented me on my looks. She said if I worked out I would look great.

- I was waiting in line to try to pull Thor's hammer from the stone when some people started to mock me. I was trying to ignore them when suddenly one of them hit me in the back. I proceeded to beat him to the ground.

I know this was dream control without lucidity because the guy was twice my size and the fight was similar to the ones in my day dreams.

I was part of some government in a broken world. There was some asian men who I stole some information from about some white man who I then had to bust/find. He was a terrorist of some sort. The information I had to stole came in three parts from some computers. The three parts were kinda like flash drives that you had to put together to make one flash drive. I then had to give the completed flash drive to my commanding officer. He then gave me some orders. I had to go find the terrorist now. He was in some type of broken building that was turned into a bunker. He can out with his hands behind his back. For some reason he already had handcuffs on him when he came out.

Supplement Dose: 36.4 mg Menthol (Cough Drops)

#1 - The Lust Returns [DILD]

There was something going on in the beginning of the dream that I can't quite remember, but we were in a huge auditorium with multiple floors of seatings, and I was up on the second floor (which was kind of like a balcony overlooking the stage). There was a massive amount of people there, which is perhaps notable because I'm usually not in crowds this big unless I've taken some kind of dream enhancer. All I really remember about this part of the dream was that we had some kind of instructors or someone who was watching after us, I'm pretty sure my old friend S was there, and someone had pissed me off and subsequently was moved closer to the edge of the balcony, further away from me. Somehow, I think when I was turning to face the crowd behind me, the scene turned into a classroom. I almost want to say there was some strange 2D video game screen that flashed in between this, but my recollection of it is very hazy.... Anyway, once I was in the classroom I pretty much immediately became lucid. I looked at the screen which was pulled down and had the projector turned on, and there were very readable words on it but it was entirely gibberish, and I didn't really make an effort to remember any of it, though it was funny. I surveyed the class and noticed that everything was in extremely high detail, and the dream hadn't required any stabilization at all. That's nifty, usually things are falling apart for me by now. A bunch of the kids in the class had drinks, so I decided to do a taste test. I tried three different drinks, all of which were delicious. I want to say that one of them looked vaguely orange juice-like, and I think at least one or both of the others was/were soda. I return to the front of the classroom and say "Someone go get me lunch!", deciding that I wanted to try some food now too. This girl in the back of the class stands up and cheerily says "I'll do it! " Awww, she's cute. >w< I say that I'm going to hug her first on her way out and I basically jump up and wrap myself around her. So warm and soft. Suddenly my libido starts shooting up HARD. Oh no, this again! It was much stronger than last night too, so maybe it is a normal menthol effect for me.... The feeling just keeps rising and I'm not sure how much longer I can take it, I'm honestly afraid that I'm just about to explode. I squeeze the girl tighter... and then the dream fades, and I wake up. Intense. X)

Dream Fragment - Apparently I said something on DV about how not everyone wants to be rich, and tommo was doubting if it was true.

07/03/2012

The shop was in some random place, almost seemed like a church or inside a Mall. D was staying a bit late after work and I had stopped by. I had decided to stay around until he had left the shop. He had greeted me, and he was waiting on G to come pick him up. He was dressed in a leather jacket and had some sunglasses on, and while he was waiting on her, he sat down with me and decided to talk. I (think) I had talked to him about him taking me on as an apprentice. While we were talking however, some other people started showing up, and just being assholes. One guy had punched this other kid in the face, and some other stuff. Then I had gone inside some other room with him, while he was waiting outside. I don't know what I was doing in this room, I could have been drawing, or cutting something. However, there was Billy (Someone I had worked with previously, I don't know him that well though), and a few girls and such around the room talking and doing their own thing. This one guy who was sort of built and seemed to be the head of the 'gang' that was causing the annoyances around the area decided to start messing with D. Taking his sunglasses and putting them on, then saying some weird names. D just looked at him with an evil eye and while the guy was egging him on, I had made a smart comment (Something like, you might not want to do that or something) and this random guy beside me started trash talking me. Said something about my facial hair not being grown in all the way and shit, while he was perfectly clean shaven. (This is when Billy appeared) So I politely, but in a smart matter said "Well this is a 4 day growth, how well can you get a beard started?" The guy said it was bullshit and there was no way I had that much facial hair within 4 days, which is when I turned to Billy who also has a lot of facial hair and it grows in pretty fast as well. I had asked him if it was possible and how fast his current facial hair had grown in. He also claimed 4 days, and smiled a big smile. D did end up knocking the dude who was messing with him in the Jaw.

After leaving the shop and all, I had suddenly appeared in a car on the way to some factory or something. It was by a KFC and a lot of people were harvesting trash and such. While I was in the car, a guy who was named Louis was talking with his wife up a ways, but I could hear them faintly. She had driven off, and he had a baby in his arms. He was walking toward me. When he had gotten to the car, he had asked me if I could watch his baby for him while he went to go talk to his boss about taking the day off and such (something about his wife and baby drama). I said sure, and he had placed it into the seat next to me. The baby was caramel colored and had dreadlocks, which was quite strange because it only appeared to be a few months old, or even a year. So as I'm watching this child and tickling it, I realize I don't have pants (It could be because I had removed them in waking life before going to sleep...) So I cranked up the truck and had driven off with the baby to my house to get some pants. As I had made it home, my house was quite different than the one I was living in. I had woken up in my bed (in the dream, false awakening maybe?) next to the mystery woman. She and my mother (who appeared in her late 60s or so...) started asking me why the hell I had a baby in the truck and why I didn't bring him inside. I had said that I forgot I even brought a baby with me, and all that stuff. The mystery woman started saying things in Spanish and English (was hard to follow, but I seemed to understand... Also, the only way I'll put this side note, is that I had a very 'nice' feeling to hearing the Spanglish to put it mildly). I had told them that I had hurried home to put some pants on because I had woken up earlier to go to work on time. Turns out it was my first time on the job, so I didn't even know where to clock in or anything, so I ended up running back home and getting some pants. I had again left for work after the mystery woman getting me some pants and went to let Louis know the baby is at my house until he gets off of work because he will need his job in order to support the baby. Then I had woken up.

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Set: Sunny day, Paris suburbs, huge and gorgeous apartment
Characters: My girlfriend K, my sister, a freaking spider with wings
Lucidity: None, but very detailed environment


I am with K in our new imaginary place. It appears to be on the first floor in some sort of suburban residential neighborhood. It is so charming, clean and modern it could be an IKEA display apartment. We are discovering the kitchen, impressed with cool utensils we've never seen before. The kitchen has huge panoramic windows and we can see a bunch of people in our garden, having fun and drinking champagne, they're probably here to welcome us in the neighborhood or something. We hang out with them for a bit, it's all fun and games but I don't pay that much attention to them because I'm excited about my new place.

I go back inside on my own, and that's when I notice a massive spider, sleeping on its web, with its legs retracted. I look around me and I see some other smaller spiders here and there. For some reason, this doesn't make me react at all, even though I'm really not a big spider fan. I continue to focus on how pretty the place is. After a little while though, I look back at the big freaky spider, and realize it has started moving. That's when I panic. I call K and my sister (who is here now), and we panic together. While they scream their lungs out, I try to find a pair of scissors in the kitchen's multiple drawers, I want to cut the spider to hopefully kill it. All I can find are utensils that look like scissors, but are actually ice tongs, snail tongs and other things. I finally locate a big white pair of scissors that looks like it could work, but it's too late, the spider is now coming out of some sort of cocoon, and right before our eyes, grows a pair of dragonfly wings. That's right, a spider with wings, thank you very much mind, you really got me on that one. We get the hell out of the kitchen and shut the door right on time, as we hear the flying monster rushing onto us. It's trapped inside so we calm down...

I am now facing the bathroom door, I come in to see what it looks like, and close the door behind me. The room is white and spotless, and there's no spiders in sight. As I walk forward, big clamshell-looking plastic sprinklers are set off, and blast a fresh mist at me. I find that pretty cool, and I notice the price tag is still on the sprinklers, they're very expensive. I think to myself I would never have bought that but since it's already here, why not enjoy it. I take my clothes off and walk towards the tub, it's huge and square-shaped, and looks quite deep, kind of like the bathtub in Lara Croft's manor in the first Tomb Raiders. The entire wall is a window and through it I can see the neighbors' backyard, two little girls are playing with a beach ball. The window doesn't seem to exist, and as I continue to walk forward, I end up on the grass. I wonder if they can see me, they are laughing now. I realize I'm still naked... I quickly back out and wonder who would build a bathroom with a window like that. That was quite a first impression I made on my new neighbors...

After that the dream is over.

Non-Dream Dream Lucid Dream

First lucid dream in a LONG time!! I had many as a child but none in about 8 years. I will call this one my first since I can't remember how many I had previously.

I am riding a motorcycle and I notice that it can do some amazing things that seem to defy physics. I say to myself "this is a dream!" I instantly "wake up" in one of my childhood homes in Anaheim. I am at the top of the stairs and I notice that although this is the Anaheim house, the stairs are from the Pam Ln house. Everything looks dark and not too vivid (it must be night time). I start hopping as if gravity is not very strong and this provides confirmation that I am lucid dreaming. I test it further by flying (or hovering) for a while then I wake up.

At the time I had this dream I did not know about stabilizing techniques or how to improve clarity.

Damn. Three nights of lucid dreams in a row. I think I'm starting to get the hang of this.

So to start this entry out I need to lay down some knowledge. Usually when I go lucid, it's after I wake up for a minute or two and go back to sleep. So basically an improper WBTB. This night, however, I decided to do a full blown WBTB. Went to sleep around 11:30 and set an alarm for 5:45. Unfortunately, I woke up at about 2:30 for some reason which caused me not to have any before 5:45. Anyways, I woke up when the alarm went off, stayed awake for 12 minutes and went back to sleep. I became lucid right away. (Also, I was repeating to myself "Become lucid right away" in my head as I was falling asleep.)

Lucid

As I open my dream eyes, I am greeted to the sight of my old elementary school's playground. There were only a couple kids near me. More interestingly, there were floating balls of light that disappeared after a few seconds. I decided to walk over to the big concrete rain shelter and ask a DC what time it was. I found a young adult male and asked him. He said it was 5:20 in Thursday. I asked him to repeat himself but he just kind of waved me away. I walked around the shelter and started hearing some interesting whispers from DCs. They were saying that Chloë Grace Moretz was hanging around the playground. (Which makes some kind of sense because the last thing I was doing before I went to sleep was watching Hugo. I found out where she was and decided to go say hi. I got over to her but then the goddamn Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles came out of NOWHERE and tripped me. I flew into a crowd of children, got all embarrassed and woke up.

Non-Lucid

I fall back asleep. I'm on a movie set. There is a large wooden door. I go through it. Through the door, Marlon Brando is sitting at a desk dressed as Vito Corleone. I walk through the set and find myself in the back alley of a city neighborhood. I go up to a house. I find that it has a hidden door. For some reason, I was scared to go in. So I turn around and go up into a modern looking house.

I'm greeted to the sight of the two guys from American Pickers looking for stuff to steal. (I know. I dream about movie and tv stars too much) I try to convince them that they aren't thieves and they don't have to do this but they ignored me. Eventually, they find an old wooden box. They open the box to find a broken baseball bat. Signed by Babe Ruth. They flip out but suddenly a car pulls in the driveway. They try to make a break for it but are caught by the people who were in the vehicle, a young straight couple. I get thrown out by the angry couple.

I am on a city street. It was day time while I was in the house but now it is night. I get approached by a scuzzy looking man. He tells me I need liver surgery and I am presented with what can only be described as a holographic, touchable GTA Map screen. He points out different clinics tell me which are the most expensive and cheapest. I ask him about one of the cheaper ones. He says I COULD go there. If I don't mind having my liver replaced with garbage. I head to the clinic but apparently changed my mind and turned around. Boom. I get hit by an ambulance. Ha Ha fucking HA.

I get revived and dropped off at a hospital. Suddenly, a mission marker pops up in my FOV and I start to dash along the sidewalk to it. I pass my theaters with neon lights and pissed off looking hookers. I turn to go down an alley but then wake up.

Shorter dreams but easier to get lucid. Hmmm. Gonna stick with WBTB for a while.

02.07.2012

Dream Drive Thru (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember having a dream in where you could go through some sort of drive thru. In this drive thru, you could go anywhere you wanted to go, or have your dreams fulfilled if you like.

At one point I experienced mild dream sleep paralysis.

02.07.2012

It Was an Accident! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was outside my church, standing in the parking lot. A sing le car was parked in front of where I was standing. Suddenly, a man rps open the door of the car and tries to steal the car. I scream, letting someone know nearby what is happening.

A man runs out of nowhere, and flogs the man getting into the car. The thief retreats, and ppulls out a shotugn. He tries to shoot the man after him, but misses. Then he aims for me. I then pull out MY shotgun. The man shoots. I dodge it, and tried to aim for the man. instad, my shaking hand aims for something else.

The other man's crotch.

I pu ll the trigger without realizing. Immediately after, the thief is already hightailing out of the parking lot. Out of my vision.

The man that I shot looked up at me. Rage and anger crossed his face. He started walking towards me. I back away. Then he ran toward me and picked me up by my feet, slniging me over his shoulder. I beat on his back, struggling to get free. He laughed and said, "Let me show you what happens to little girls who shoot me."

"It was an accident!" I yelled, still struggling from his iron grip. Then I broke free, kicking him in the face. I ran as fast as I could the other way. I heard him runningbehind me. He nearly caught the back of my shirt, but I ran faster. I rounded the corner of the church.

A small pool of water appeared in front of me. It was attached to the back of the church, and appeared to be as deeps as a hot tub. Lights illuminated the blue water. I jumped in, hiding under the water so the man wouldn't find me. I wated for a slong as I could, then stuck my head above the water, making sure the coast was clear.

It was, so I got up more. I stood in the water, now feeling its temperature. It did feel like a hot tub. I looked up, and saw two people sitting in the tub, looking at me. A boy and a girl. An uneasy smile crossed my face.

02.07.2012

Where's my Uniform (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Cheer practice was starting soon and I had to be in uniform.

I peeked through the doorway into some room. I wasn't sure where I was.
All of the cheerleaders were standing in the room in a line, facing my coach.

I quickly hurried out looking for my uniform. Eventually my coach got mad at me about it.

02.07.2012

Plane ride (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was on a plane. My dad said that it would take 12 hours to get to our destination. I told him that I would just go to sleep for those 12 hours and pass the time.

I was playing happy wheels but the charters were different the place was green and white a guy came down the left side holding a head with cords coming out the neck then I went inside the game I went up the right side and inside was a kitchen with a bar but no chairs then I woke up

I am in Ms Minore's class at school. [She wasn't the teacher in there at the time.] There is a guy teacher. [He is normally a teacher at our school, I just cant remember who he was anymore.] In class, the teacher was passing out projects. One student went to grab his project. Instead of returning to his seat like the rest of the class, he held his project up for everybody to see. There was a really big yellow sun in the center of his paper. I immediately start sing in my head. "I gotta pocket, gotta pocket full of sunshine!" I then proceed to leave. The teacher, who is now Ms Minore. tells me that I better look for some girl. [I know her by her face, but for some reason the name is pulling a blank. She's cute though.] I simply reply, "Yeah," and give a bit of a laugh. [That is the way I usually get out of a conversation I don't want to have.] I walk to Madame's room. She is my French teacher. I walked into her room and immediately walked behind her desk. [Something I never do. Ever.] She is in the back of the class situating things as she usually does. Kayla, a girl from my French class, yells something to Madame. Madame then asked me something. I then thought of how to say something in French. I was about to say, "Je n'ai pas le piercing ou de ink de stylo." [Basically, a VERY mixed and incorrect way of saying "I do not have a piercing or tattoo.]

1. We had a meeting in the woods that ended with us being hunted by a scary bald guy. We ended up running through a drainage ditch.

2.My brother and i are parked next to a highway. He asks if he can drive to the gas station even though he doesnt have his liscense. I agree to it because we are pretty close. He does better than i would expect someone without driving experience to do.

I can only remember one dream form last night, but at one point I remembered more. If they come back to me (And hopefully they will), I'll record those as well. The only one I can remember involved me sitting in the back of what appeared to be an old minivan that had stylistic features of those really new ones, such as the weird zig-zags that you see in the shape of the windows. You could tell it was older though because of how boxy and worn-out it looked. But it seemed that my mother was taking me from the state she lives in to a few states over where my home with my dad is. I got home, and went upstairs, looked out the window at the old new minivan, and got back to my life at home. Strangely enough, there was a girl I know in my room who just seemed to appear. I guess this doesn't surprise me, because I have been somewhat interested in her for a while. The weird part was though, we started tickling each other. I don't even know what to think of that. That's never happened before in any of my dreams. But after that, I think I held her, and everything from that point is blurry. I don't usually have dreams about female interests, but I suppose it makes sense that I did. Hopefully I'll remember the rest of my dreams, because I have a feeling they were more exciting.

Date: 07/02/2012

I had a dream of being at my friend Kyle's house. There was a party that was somehow going on around his neighborhood. As I had woken up in his house (I stayed the night last night) he had a pack of cigarettes (didn't have any last night in waking life) and his mother had a pack (she doesnt smoke at all...). She had a pack of Marlboro Golds, and he had a pack of Parliaments I think... They offered me one, and I declined. Though as I went into his room to get my pipe tobacco that I had brought over, It became lost. I had my pipe, but Kyle said I never brought the tobacco over. As I left his room and went past the kitchen, his Aunt Lenore, and his Grandma (Who is dead) were in there making food for the party. I had eaten some chocolate chip cookies, and had taken some that were in the shape of a teddybear and some were in the shape of Boo, from Mario. Someone had asked me where all the cookies had gone, and I had given them the rest of mine. I went back into Kyle's room, and he was on his couch with another friend of his (I don't know this friend). They were both on Laptops (Kyle doesn't own a laptop), smoking cigarettes. I had put my hand in my pocket, and I picked up a cigarette and I ended up rolling it between my fingers and taking the filter out.

The party was very weird. There was A LOT of people. I'm suprised that many people fit into the room. They all started dancing to some hip-hop song that came on some radio that echoed throughout the house. I stepped outside, and I was suddenly transported into this like, Castle in the sky. There was a woman dressed up in black who was fighting some people. She had gotten some call and was told to exit the castle due to explosives or something that were placed inside. As she busted out of a stain glass window, she took flight on a transparent hang-glider. They people she was fighting had started to fire at her, and (I think) her hang-glider had gotten a hole in it. She had flown over Kyle's house as I was looking up in the sky, and probably landed somewhere up the street. I had asked Kyle to come with me to find it, but he had declined and thought I was making it up.

Date: 07/02/2012
Fragment:

I was in the bathroom at Kyle's house also (Might have been a seperate dream), and I had looked in the mirror and my plug size was bigger (and missing) from my ear lobes. Very abnormal.

Recall still sucks but I was soon to travel to the US. The dream mostly consisted of me saying bye to everyone and finally getting in the car to go to the airport.