non-lucid

I was only able to recollect bits and pieces of one dream, which I also wrote down in tags. The overall dream quality was rather poor as I am unable to recall a lot.

The setting of the dream was a James Bond level from the Everything or Nothing game. I was to enter the building undetected, which of course posed a problem. In the dream I was discussing the incursion with several others whom I did not know (dream characters, obviously).

Seeing I knew the game, I knew within the dream what would happen, namely that a woman would be there who I would needed to massage and speak to. There the next problem occurred as my voice did not sound as the voice of James Bond. Via a way I do not understand (or maybe I just can't recall it) the conversation went to discussing ways of making my voice sound like that of James Bond. Which could be done by modifying the waves, just like in music. After all, one of the dream characters said, music is sound, just like speech. So whatever applies for music, also applies for spoken language.

I missed the waking up moment in my dream, unfortunately. But it will have followed shortly after the theory. Seeing I recall dreaming the scene in the game (Bond massaging the woman and scoring a 007-moment) after which I realized I was in my bed and had just dreamed. At that point, I was awake of course.

SIDE NOTES| NON LUCID | LUCID

Last night I went to bed at about 10:30 and dozed off pretty fast.
I woke up naturally at 3:15am and remembered the following dreams:

1) I was looking at what appeared to be a card game. Each card fit into a square shaped grid. The way the cards had been layed out so far was kind of in the shape of a Nazi Swastika. The table that the cards were on was made of green felt. On each card, there was a different picture of a woman in a bikini. On the other side of the cards was the typical red+white weird pattern you see on standard playing cards. It was more of a puzzle than a card game, as you had to put the cards in a certain pattern. However I didn't understand how to work it out, so I more or less put the cards in a random order. When I'd completed it, it turned out that the puzzle turned out to be a really deep, moral lesson, made to teach you about the plastic fakeness of photo-shoots and how natural girls can be so much more beautiful without make up. Overall, I got 95% which I was surprised with considering I randomly guessed. In addition, this result really mate no sense considering there was only about 8 cards.

2) Someone was teling a story about how they found a monkey. The story was being told on some sort of radio or news magazine show. It was very fat and very lazy, resulting in it never leaving the house and becoming a massive slob in the person's house. I saw the monkey in my mind, and it reminded me of the infamous obese Asian baby, or maybe Buddha. I saw the owners take the monkey shopping, and he had to sit inside the trolled in the little seat like a baby does. I think the shop was Sainsbury's. It was very light in the shop, as it always is.



At 3:35am, I went back to bed, after getting a drink of apple juice, having a pee and writing my dreams down.

When I awoke at 4:27am, I remembered the following:

3) It was around 12:30am, and me and Leo were in my bedroom having a lads night in with music and chats. The light was off, but we could see somehow. I was lying on my bed on my side, and Leo was sat against the wall under my KoRn poster. He might have been on a chair, but there isn't one there in real life and I didn't see him really. My bed sheet had been pulled off and my bed was generally very messy, as always. I think it was quite an awkward night - Leo and I have always wanted to have a lads night with music, and it is occasionally awkward with just the two of us but we're usually stoned but it doesn't matter, however we were sober. I was showing him my ambient music playlist through my CD player, playing Kid A by Radiohead - one of our favourite songs. However I was showing him some sort of crazy sound effects through the speaker of an electric UFO I have hanging from my ceiling It was like the experimental noise music that I listen to all the time, and it went in time with the music making it sound even stranger than it normally does. Leo said he liked it, however I felt that he was just being nice about it as I was making my own music pretty much, and when the sounds turned into experimental distorted Aphex Twin style breakbeats I could tell he wasn't enjoying it. I figured he'd had enough of this, so I stepped down and turned the light back on to chat or whatever. I could hear that my sister had just come home from work at Sainsbury's and I thought it was far too late for work. I looked at my bedroom clock to check the time. It was my normal clock, except in between the numbers were strange pale colours, as if normal pinks, yellows, blues, greens and reds had been taken and added to a small amount of white paint. I immediately knew that I was dreaming, but plugged my nose and breathed just to make sure - I could breath, and was now lucid

I don't think Leo was here any longer, as he is also interested in lucid dreaming and I would have told him ecstatically. I sat up on my knees from my laying position, rubbing my hands and touching things lots as I did so to ensure that I stayed lucid. I was getting ready to pull my weigh up and chuck my weight off the cabin bed by holding the wooden beam across it. I was worried that this would stop me being lucid, as the post is very wobbly in real life and the fall is quite scary. However, I did it anyway and it felt exactly how it always feels After performing several more RC's, I decided that it was about time for me to use a lucid to have fun, and not just walk around in excitement like I always do Whenever I think of what to do when I'm lucid, I imagine going to a beautiful field with blue skies and huge stretches of grass hills, with one massive oak tree where I would sit in the shade in awe. I figured I should go to this place, as it would be the perfect first proper lucid dream. I stood in the middle of my bedroom with my arms outstretched, fingers pointing out. I began spinning, but my room was very messy, and my movements were pretty slow and not very smooth at all However I imagined the perfect field, shut my eyes, and hoped for the best... but the best was not good enough, and nothing happened I think the reasoning for this was, like my recent lucid where I tried to spawn MDMA, I didn't TRULY believe that the transformation would occur.

Suddenly, I was in the spare-room arguing with my Mum + sister. It was dark in the hallway but light in the spare room. I still haven no idea why everyone was still up at this time, or where Leo went My Mum was sat at the computer and my sister was behind her. I think I was still aware that I was dreaming, but I had no control and didn't really feel very lucid at all. My Mum was telling Nicola about the new "image" of our landline telephone. She either meant the picture that pops up when you are called, or that we got a new headset. Either way, for some reason my sister was really angry about this.

I was now in the living room with my Mum. She was having a go at me about something, but I can't remember what. The lights were on in the kitchen and in the far left of the living room, but not in the section that we were. Strangely, I plugged my nose and breathed to test if I was still dreaming, and I couldn't dream, so I said something like "See what you did Mum!? You stopped my lucidity!!!" She seemed interested for once that I had been having a lucid dream. I find it quite amusing that I was aware that I was dreaming and that I had been lucid and that I could still be lucid, yet I wasn't lucid

Mini technique: I normally set my alarm for 6:55 on school days, but I always wake up about 10-20 minutes before that, when I sleep in those 10-20 minutes I usually have a dream, and if I sleep after 6:55 I always have a dream. So my plan was to set my alarm for 6:35 and then wake up and set my alarm for 6:55 this way I could easily dream, the dreams in this space are vivid and I remember in very good detail, so my plan is to become lucid in the dreams between this time.

Well today I had a dream, I woke up at 6:55 from my alarm and then went back to sleep for another 10 minutes and had a dream which felt like a really long dream that got split into 3 parts.

I was walking home with my Dad and there were alot of people around and I think they were mostly from my school, well anyway there was this girl next to me who was beautiful, so I tried to stand out by looking big, because I had no top on for some reason I was tensing as I was walking.. (funnybit) I randomly got an erection in my dream, as soon as I noticed I did I sprinted home as fast as I could with my hands in my pocket so nobody saw, from here I went up my stairs like spiderman, I have no idea why. I got to my room and there was a school friend in there, he was playing xbox, so I went to play with him, there was also a wii there, we started talking cant really remember what we talked about. Some how I ended up in some sort of place were people get massages, there was some girl from my school who just walked out of the door fully clothed, when I went into the room she came out of there was 2 girls either side naked, I was then awoken by my mother who shouted "ur going to be late"

Looking down on a river where my brother, Lian, was on the other side in a "island" type part. I saw a black eel like thing in the water and was explaining to him how we could go fishing. I was doing so and as the eel like thing came past me from the left I could see it was a black snake. By that time it was already caught by some device I had that wrapped, like a noose round its back end. The snake made sounds like a rattle snake when moving through the water, but only after thats what I realised it was.

When it realised it was caught it became agressive and went for my brother, who I warned about the snake. He dived into the water to swim away but the snake caught up to him. It bit him on the finger as he tried to grab it on the head. I jumped in to go and save him and had a flash of statictics come up about how many seconds he had to get to shore before the poison would kick in and he would not be able to swim. They seemed inaccurate as he made it to the shore, though it took longer than he had.

I got there just as he made it to shore and took the snake from him, as I did so its head came free and I pulled its head towards me from around my right hand side where its fangs dug in. I took hold of the head and pulled it out, looked for a rock to kill it with and found a square concrete tile. I had the thought that if I had not been fishing non of this would have happened as I did not want to kill that snake, but it would kill us if not.

I pounded its head and went to assist Lian, who was ok. I had the thought of some leafs that would help draw the poison but non were about.

We seemed to be both ok, as I knew after 2 min if we were still standing we would be fine

This dream occurred to me this morning. As you can tell, my mind is consumed with university-related themes right now. I will post the remaining journals from February to June sometime later.

Here I was, at the University of Waterloo's Student Life 101. In a group of a few students, many of whom I didn't know, we walked inside this building and took some pamphlets.

The room was somewhat cozy and old-fashioned - perhaps it was the residence building on campus? We packed our stuff and headed down the hallways, me remembering my toiletries. By the Sun angle and time of day, I was walking east.

As I entered the bathroom, I was reading the pamphlet, describing a student's experience at the university.

A female student wrote inside: "I enjoy fam sessions and walkout sessions".

Instantly, I was taken in my mind to a scene where the pine trees stand tall in Saskatchewan, yet the grassy fields were all over. A thought popped into my head: "the difference between boys and men when they have a problem, is that boys ignore it, and men ask what they can do to fix it".

Perhaps it wasn't that concise. Either way, I thought: Replace the F with a J and then we're talking. *Revolution!*

There was much anticipation on either end, and some towels were possibly in the room. I woke up to the sound of my alarm, and went to check the website to find info on an English Proficiency Exam, including bloopers.

I dont remember much. I was with a girl named Brianna. I know her in real life. She has a thick build, but still beautiful, ya know that perfect balance? She is very attractive. Anyways, apparently we were 2 years into a serious relationship. We were driving around going on errands. It was nice.

A looong street, reminiscent of Bacolod's Lacson Street. We tried crossing the street, but there are a lot of cars. We decided to take the overpass. It was a weird overpass for two reasons: 1. It does not cross over the street but rather to the same side of the street, and 2. we have a "jump" down on the "other" side, rather than walk down the stairs, which was not present. The roof also curved down to where we should jump.

At a home. Some people. Talking.

Just as the title says.

The Green and White Snake
I recall this dream starting outside, it was during lunch with everyone outside. There was some commotion, I guess some kids had happened on a snake or something. I walked over and was amazed by its colors, generally don't recall ever hearing of a white and Green snake ya know. I noticed some people decide to throw a few rocks over to which I move over to shield the snake from, eventually I just picked up the snake n walked away. I recall then being in some kind of pet store, there was a woman that worked there (based off her khaki attire) showing me this kind gel like substance, saying that the snake would enjoy the use of it on her scales (I guess the employee knew the snake was female). And that was pretty much the end of that dream

In the Bush
This one I believe started with me just kind of walking through some jungle landscape. Eventually I came upon a solo velociraptor, (utahraptor size) Fileromie scale.png - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
I wasn't scared or anything, ended up following it to some kind of hut/in the ground kind of home. Became a little bit of an interesting dream from that point, so i think i'll leave it at that.

Death of meh mum
Pretty much just that, I recall that she Had died, now how, and the funural/service. The weird part of it all was that her head seemed all shrunken from view.... like it was there, but even though it was.... it was to small to see... freaked me out when I woke up back when I was so young, ended up sleepin on the couch waiting for my mom to come home from work XD

Choice (graphic, gore)
The oldest, and still kind of disturbing dream I can recall having, was way back when I was little. It was a rather dark one in my opinion, specially for being in early elementary school. It started with what seemed to be my mom, asking me, whether, because for some reason one of had "to go", which one she should choose, me, or my older brother. It was a fucked dream from the start, I didn't know what to say, I didn't want to die, I in my age told him her since he had experienced more life than I. Then I remember her asking my older brother "which one?" to which she pointed at a spoon and a serrated knife. Well I guess the means of taking his life was to be disembowelment, because I remember my brother asking if he could have something to eat, and being told that doing so would only lead to a bigger mess.

I've had someone recently suggest that lucid dreaming may be dangerous, because were not letting our mind dream as it wants to, as in showing you things you need to see, to "decompress" of which he says this is just him theorizing off of his own logic, nothing more. I'm sorry but I'd rather not decompress then, cause dreams like those leave you not in a good state when you awake, mainly because they are the True Nightmares, the ones filled with disappointed/dead family/friends. Ones within reality that you cannot see to be false during a sleep state with an untrained mind.

Even the ones of war and undead, the ones I play games of when I get bored, even those have become tiresome, because they are a waste. Sure it was nice in the one where I was with a group, despite not being able to put faces to them, that I was able to help them for the brief time I was with them. Sadly the majority of them are me by myself, just moving at break-neck speeds, stopping to grab this or that and then onward.

I just.... want to go to peace ya know. Just a nice day up on some grassy knoll, with the single tree on a bright sunny day, maybe some coconut chime in the back-round clanking occasionally, calmingly. Shit maybe even have a picnic, nice large white sheet out on the ground with a bottom-less basket filled with all the noms you could ever want. Maybe when we finishing eating well say who cares for the mess of the white sheet we've left, n just decide to paint on it, as to hang it later for remembrance.

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Just something nice ya know.

2010-09-14

I was in a hurry to wake up this morning, and therefore didn’t have time to write what I had dreamt last night, and unfortunately, I forget most of it. What I do remember is being at some sort of facility, and me and the rest of my family was about to enter some portal thing, to where I don’t know. When we walked through, we were at our house, but the sky was an orangish red. Inside on the kitchen table were birthday presents to my younger cousin Luke. The first one on the top read (trying to remember) “USA… USA… we are the best!” Even in my dream I remember going what the fuck? After that I walked upstairs to where the Xbox and TV are. On the floor were a bunch of PS2 games, and almost not noticing it, I saw 4 new games. I thought, “oh yes, someone bought me the new Patapon games (they don’t exist; only 1 and 2 do). I remember the title saying Patapon, but the sub title under that for all 4 were something like age of mythology or something, and then an element. One for each element; Fire, Water Earth, and Wind. Each game case looked exactly the same except for a color difference matching the element. That’s when I was woken up by my mother calling my name.

I never seem to write anything in my journal over the summer months, too many late nights, not enough sleep.

2010-09-16

This dream takes a couple twists and turns randomly but is all part of one dream. It started as me and my friend John about to go sliding down this really big road on a hill that we found near my house during the winter. On our way down, a girl came out and was shocked at what we were doing. She said that under the snow were crops, and that we shouldn’t be sledding because it could hurt them. I then suddenly remember being at my house with my family watching a movie, and me watching at the counter in our kitchen. I got a text from john, but it was through a computer program called Steam, and I don’t own an I phone, or a cell phone at all for that matter. He was saying that he and (the girls name was Heidi, and she was someone that I had never seen before, dream or real), had gotten together on some sort of date. He was saying how he really liked her and wanted me to not put in my own efforts to get with her. I was silent, but he went on about how hard it was to swallow plastic Jub Jub’s. Then another switch, I was at some amusement park, with Heidi and we decided to go on some horror ride. 10 seconds into it, a plastics hand smacked me in the face. While I was rubbing my eyes, I wasn’t on the ride anymore, but in a dark room with a guy from school Robert. It was some sort of puzzle, which took us a minute to figure out, but this place was scary this shit out of us. The finally part of the puzzle was match these colored buttons, which I thought was too easy, but I quickly completed it, then grabs Roberts wrist, and forced him to press the button at the same time I did. Both of us were transported to a small dark room, almost like a closet, with a video screen in front of us. The video that was playing was of some spaceship under attack by an unknown craft. The video then shifted to a grave, to which the headstone state the person had died by Lethal Precision (which makes no sense, but my mind made me immediately think of getting stabbed in the head). I took a step back, and felt hands sweep the back of my ankles, which startled me. Suddenly, the video went out, leaving me and Robert in complete darkness. Someone grabbed my from behind, and whispered “I think that’s far enough” softly and quietly, before he stabbed me in the head with a needle. I fell down, and only remember seeing him reaching for Robert too. Last twist, I found myself in my international business class, front row. Heidi was sitting beside me, and we were talking. I was trying to charm her, because I wanted to go out with her. We talked about random things for a few minutes and then I woke up.

2010-09-20

I was in a science class at school, sitting beside a girl that I have never seen before. She wasn’t amazingly good looking, but she was kind of cute, and had a nice voice. After a couple of minutes, she started to whisper something to me. I couldn’t hear her, and all I could make out was smell. I thought he was telling me that I smell, and was appalled. Eventually she gave up, and wrote something on my paper. It had an arrow pointing to the top corner of my page, where a small button was, and said please push. I immediately pushed the button, and the fire alarm went off. Everyone shuffled out of the class, but the girl and I stayed behind. She pushed a bottle of purple liquid on me that tasted like cough syrup.

2010-10-01

This is the true dream that I wanted to remember. I have had this dream before, albeit with minor changes. I am at my cottage, and somehow, I am Batman, or am someone very similar, because I don’t where the costume, but do all the crazy Batman stunts. I cannot leave my house because a woman outside want to kill me, and can morph into a massive cat. When I mean massive, I mean like 30 feet long massive. I try to leave my cottage, only to find that it is in a coastline city in which the cat lady can easily stalk me. I manage to climb to the top of a buildings ledge, and look over the sea. A large sound catches my attention, and I turn towards the city gates, which are being forced open. The cat lady comes up behind me, but doesn’t kill me. Instead she comes beside me and morphs back to her human form. We both watch the gates for a few seconds before she tells me that this is the end. I look at her, and the expression on her face is that of profound sadness, as if she knows she is about to die. The large gates burst open, and thousands of living dead stream into the city.

The dream then switches to the view of the leader of a 3 man hit squad. The squad consists of one white guy and two black guys. They are trying to find the person responsible, and whom is controlling the living dead. The dream plays out almost as if it were a movie, witching back and forth between the hit squad, and me and the cat lady speeding down the highway, trying to avoid and kill the people whom wish us dead. Eventually, me and the cat lady crash through a wall into a large building, which is the last I see of them. The last switch is back to the hit squad, which is readying for the final assault on the controller’s base, which is an abandoned baseball stadium. Just before I wake up, one of the black guys states that he has to go alone. When asked why, he says that he must find whomever sits in seat 87.

2010-04-11

This kind of dream really aggravates me, because when you wake up, you are so pissed off. It’s called a false awakening. I woke up at 7:00AM, and decided that I could use the 15 minutes before my family woke up to masturbate. As I reached for my PSP, I grabbed several books, including a short horror story book, which I have not read, nor do I own, for several years. Even in my dream, I knew that I did not own this book, but thought nothing of it. (HAD I PURSUED THAT, I WOULD HAVE PROBABLY ACHIEVED LUCIDITY! /SLAP OWN FACE) I thought it was wired that I couldn’t feel my dick during this time, and looked at my clock, which read 9:00AM. I scrambled out of bed, freaking out that my alarm had not gone off, or my family had waked me up. I finished my shower, and started to brush my teeth when I could hear a faint beeping sound. I thought it was annoying, but that it was just the shower pipes. The noise got louder and louder until I jolted out of bed, and looked at my clock which read 7:15AM, and my alarm was going off.

2010-04-15

I was running through my lawn, and tiny little spiders were everywhere. I was trying to get to my house, but every second I had to stop and try to remove the spiders from m clothing. They were crawling through my hair, and biting me on exposed flesh.

2010-04-17

Me and my International Business class were playing paintball in a wooden fort-ish environment. I stalker around picking people off, and waiting till only a few remained, but even though I had shot him, my teacher locked the trap door under me when I climbed a lookout tower. Then all the people I had killed were trying to push the tower over, with me in it. Finally it fell, and I was thrown out of it. I was kind of mad because they ruined the game, but didn’t really care. When we got back to school, somebody had planted a computer virus in the school network, causing all computers connected to yell “LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL” at maximum volume.

2010-04-29

I met and old friend of mine at the mall. His name is Greg, and I offered to drive him back to his place and say hi to his family. We had a little reunion with his family, because I haven’t seen them in a long time. His younger sister had a friend over, and she was my age. I immediately fell for her, and she for me. She was absolutely beautiful, with long brown hair, and her name was Amanda. Greg's family kept telling me every time she left the room to ask her out on a date, because she wanted to go out with me too. Unfortunately, my shyness seeps into my dreams from time to time, and this one was of those moments. She left their house that night, and I woke up.

2010-05-12

I was with a few people that I didn’t know, and we were defending what look like the map Rust from Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2, from an invasion of Protoss Zealots. We killed a lot of Zealots, and I woke up before we were overrun.

My second dream was me running through a misty swamp. This dream played out like a film, where I was watching me from a third person point of view. I was frantically searching for someone, and finally found a figure standing in the swamp. I remember a sense of relief when I found him, and put my hand on his shoulder. He turned around, and all that I can remember before waking up was a profound sense of terror from looking on the man’s face.

2010-03-11

I was chasing what I can only describe as a beautiful Sprite into a tall building. Once inside, she trapped me, and began to play games with me. These games would have a very lethal outcome if I were to lose them. Even though she was trying to kill me, she seemed almost happy to be in my company. She even had me held in what I can only describe as a top floor penthouse in a hotel. In my mind I knew that I had 2 friends I could count on to save me. One was a vampire, about my age, but nevertheless, completely in tune with his powers, and a friend whom was the product of genetic experiments, with both Alien and Predator DNA in him. The broke into the building, and were trying to climb the stories to where I was. The Sprite had one last game for me, and I knew that she had grown bored of my presence, and whether I survived this game, I would die. My friends reached the floor where I was being held, they freed me from the deadly game, enraging the Sprite. My friends grabbed me and jumped out the window as the Sprite released her creatures on us. We must have been about 30 floors up, but that was of no concern to my friends, knowing their pasts. They put me in the back of a van, being driven by an unknown person, and began fighting off the minions. The creatures were genetically enhanced Predators, but were still no match for my Vampire and Predator friend, who had the strengths of both races in him. The van started to drive away from the scene and I woke up.

Predators and Aliens frequent my dreams actually now that i think about it.

2010-03-21

I actually rememeber having three different dreams last night. The first was of me and a few friends going out to Blockbuster to fuck around and look at shit. On one of the demo stand that let you play a trial game at the store was playing Resident Evil. I was playing this for a while, and when everyone else wanted to go, I couldn’t save my game.

The second dream was where I was on a spaceship, which was becoming engulfed in some kind of dark matter. The dark matter didn’t destroy the ship, or kill the people it swallowed, but transformed them into something inhuman. They lost limbs, and grew new one, broke bones to give way to shapes I thought impossible for the human body. I and several other people were the last people untouched on the ship, and the dark matter had receded, but left behind patches, and the creatures. Creatures started to chase us, when we ran into 2 people loaded with ammunition and guns, saving us. The group of us made our way carefully through the ship, and eventually had to cross the outer deck in an environmental suit. Some people were caught in the patches of dark matter and disappeared. Once we re-entered the airlock, I woke up.

The third dream I had, was after I had fallen asleep again. I and my friend Dylan were playing a virtual reality Call of Duty MMO, as crazy as it sounds. It was more like an MMO than anything Call of Duty has for multiplayer, but we had the guns and equipment. Every time Dylan got a kill, his title would show as Officer Prime. We partied up with three girls, and started to play. After a couple games, I woke up.

2010-03-26

I dreamt that I owned a pet wolf. Every now and then, we would howl at the moon together. That dream wasn’t very long, but another dream I had was that I was shopping with my mom, and told her that I needed a new razor for shaving. She held up a large blue crescent blade, and asked if this was ok. I looked at her and asked if she was retarded.

2010-04-07

My record for dreams I could remember in one night; 5. This first dream, I was surfing on the internet, and was tricked into watch a scary video. The only way I can describe it is called “The origins of the Grudge”. It scared the shit out of me, and woke me up.

When I fell back asleep, my second dream was where I was a break dancer, and was doing a practice gig in an open gym. Later I went over to my Grandparents house for a party, they asked me to perform but I refused.

In my third dream, I met a girl at a concert, and we were talking for a while. When we left, she couldn’t figure out where she was staying and I offered her to stay at my hotel room. She offered to sleep on the floor beside me. I remember being up all night looking down at her from the top of the bed, and desperately wanting to have sex.

In my fourth dream, I was playing a Resident Evil 5, Call of Duty and Nazi Zombie remix game. It was a virtual reality game, but when you died, you felt the pain of your character, which was part of the fun, and would cause you no real harm. This seems like a terrible idea considering we were facing zombies, and the pain from being eaten alive would have been excruciating. Everyone else died before me, and their screams of pain over the mic were already enough to freak me out. When the zombies finally cornered me, I yelled fuck this, jumped out the second story window, and shot myself in the head on the way down. My friends all booed over the mic at me not facing the pain, and we all laughed as they called me a pussy.

My final dream of the night, it was with the same friends I was with during the last dream, but there was no video game, and we were at some pizza restaurant. There was an arcade right beside it, so we got pizza, and then decided to play some games. After we finished, one of my friends decided that he wanted to order pizza with a green crust. After looking at him quizzically, I woke up.

2010-02-15

I was at the cottage partying with my friends, and had to get some supplies. I drove down to the blue store, and met a beautiful girl. I invited her back to the cottage later, because we were just drinking and having fun. When it was time for her to go home, I drove her down the street. She told me to stop the car at the blue store and turn it off. We started to kiss, and pretty soon we were having sex. I cannot remember anything after that.

2010-02-16

My house was completely overrun with Big Daddies from Bioshock. They wouldn’t hurt me, but were looking for something. I went downstairs, and in my basement, behind a counter was Sweet Tooth, the evil clown from the game Twisted Metal. He told me what the Big Daddies were looking for, and I somehow needed to find it too. The Big Daddies didn’t like this, and started to attack me, which cause me to wake up.

2010-02-22

I was in what looked like a hardware store in Alaska. Aliens were in the store, as in Aliens from the movie Alien, and were slaughtering people. Predators were there as well, but were watching only, as if to see the Aliens hunting patterns. Me, and a few other managed to get out the front door alive, and we were discussing the possibility of walking across the Tundra to the next settlement when I woke up.

2010-02-28

I was on a bus with a group of people, about to go on a tour of the UOIT. The bus got lost, and everyone was forced to walk. I ended up skipping the tour, and going to Georgian College where my brother was. I was wandering around the campus for a while, with nobody around. It turned out that everyone was at this massive party. I went to the party, looking for my brother, ad it turns out that he was the Digimon; Fridgemon, and was partying.

My second dream was of a man and women, fighting off some creature man. The man was very tall, with fingers that could extend themselves on one hand. They defeated him with some kind of magic, but he immediately re-appeared and started laughing. In a horribly raspy voice, he gave the woman a choice. What he said exactly was; “I give you a choice, either witness the death of your husband, or the death of all your children” After he disappeared, I woke up.

2010-03-05

A man was trying to blackmail me for something that I had no idea what it was. He showed me a video, and after a minute, I realized that it was the video from the movie The Ring. I woke up in my dream, and the man was beside my bed. He seemed relieved that I was awake, but asked very seriously if I had drunk the well water. I didn’t answer, but he continued to ask the same question over and over again.

2010-01-22

This is the very first entry in my dream journal, and consequently, the dream that has caused me to start keeping a dream journal. At my cottage, I was with two people whom I have never seen before, one male, and one female. We were boating, and came across some sort of weird plant. The girl grabbed that plant from the water, and we went back to shore. We were sunbathing near the rocks until sunset. As the sun went down, they both decided to eat the plant, because all of us knew that these plants were somehow very special. Just as the full moon rose, I grabbed a small leaf and ate it. Both of them immediately disappeared and I felt my body somehow changing. Something in my mind told me to use my mind to manipulate the water. I could use my mind and shift the water, bringing balls out of the lake and changing it as I willed. Even after I had woken up, I could remember the feel of my muscles tensing, as I will a ball of water to rise from the surface. I spent hours trying to move different liquid, but only water could I fully control. This was one of the most vivid dreams I have ever had.

Its interesting looking back on these earlier ones, my style and clarity sure have changed.

2010-02-03

I was standing in what looked like an old washroom that you might see in a subway station. It was completely dark except for the light shining on the man and the mirror he was looking in. I could see his face over his shoulder, and it looked as normal as any other person, if maybe slightly dirty. In the mirror, he looks right at me and smiles. His face begins to contort and change, like something you might see if someone used Adobe After Effects. The face changes into something that I can only describe as being, “not human”. Despite the changes, I can still see the creature has a disturbing smile on his face. He slowly begins to turn his head and I am jolted out of my sleep. I’ve had this dream about 3 times before, all exactly the same.

Also, oh god do i have to skip a lot of these bwhahahahaha!

2010-02-08

I had the same dream that I had last week. I was somehow in the subway station bathroom watching the man look in the mirror. I can never remember exactly what it is that he does, but his face begins to change, and I am scared awake.

2010-02-09

I was in an unknown house, looking through pictures on a computer. All of the pictures were totally normal, except for one. The one was of a house, and some guy standing in the picture. Over his shoulder, in the window of the house, I could see the little boy from the movie, The Grudge. The little boy seemed to peer out of the picture and right through me. I could swear I heard the sound coming from behind me, but I was so frightened, that I woke up.

June 11.

An eatery. A lesbian couple complaining to the waiter. He answers back unkindly. The couple got all the more irritated. I told them to stop, and to carry their argument outside the place. I ended up lecturing them. The couple understood my point, but the waiter did not, feeling that I was favoring the couple. I left. I thought to myself, that's one place I'll never eat in again.

I was in Cavite, with relatives. Classmates from high school. Saw Mike G. He gave me a laptop/iPad gadget for use for work.

06.11.2012

Almost Late for Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I have a schedule in my hand, but it takes me a few times to even read it properly. It seems I was just headed out to go to my next class, and from what I read, I had to go to a different section where I needed my bicycle to get there early.

It feels like I'm driving a car, but I'm still riding the bicycle. When I reach an intersection, I have a hard time trying to decide if I should take the late to go left, or take the lane that allows me to go forward or left.

There was some girl riding a bicycle too in front of me, and she's riding it a little bit slower than I am, which irritates me because I'm trying to rush to the next class. She's wearing a Tye-dye shirt with a mix of turquoise and light green, a female's sports shorts, and your basic running shoes I guess.

I think someone, probably her friend, is telling her that someone behind her is waiting for her to make a choice, and she turns to the right to talk to her friend, probably to see who's behind her with her peripheral vision as well.

But by the time she moves over, I'm already ahead of her someone, guess I was too impatient with her. Anyway, I put my bicycle somewhere, but I don't think I locked it because it all felt so rushed.

I examine the inside of the building, and there are quite a few people in here. I look at my schedule, which I'm still have a little bit of a difficulty reading properly, but I believe the room I had to go to was "8o" or "80...." something like that.

I look around the section that has rooms related to the number "8," so I check quickly for the ones with "o" or "0," and I find the room that says "80" I believe. Then there's a slight dream shift where I'm not near that section anymore, and I'm asking a lady who is probably in her 50-60s if I'm in the right class.

She tells me yes, but she said I looked at my schedule wrong, and this class is the one I have to go to AFTER I've gone to the other one.

Sigh......


I forget if I even thanked her for telling me that, I was in such a rush, and now that I have to go BACK because the class I have to go to before this one was in the same building as the one before it.

I don't know how I reach there so quickly, but I get there somehow. I go inside the room, and there aren't a lot of people inside. There's maybe 2-3 lights on in the room, and 1-2 of them are dim a little faded.

The tile flooring is white, and I saw some reflection from the light on a few of them as well. I look around to find the teacher, but I'm seeing most people who look like my age.

But since it was maybe 7-10 people in the room, it didn't take that long to find the teacher. I look around a little more, and find 1 or 2 people are looking at me weird.

Maybe they were looking since we see each other often, or maybe something was wrong with my looks, I wasn't sure. I can't remember talking to the teacher though, it seemed that he/she wasn't even here, and that students were just finding their own seats and waiting.

As I head to find a seat of my own, I see one person having his arms over his head resting face-plant on the desk. Then as I'm sitting down, I realize I have no pants on.

It seems I'm only wearing a short black dress that is only long enough to cover my private parts, barely. So I had to cover them as I'm bending down, and I tried not to embarrass myself by shrugging off the fact that I only have a long black dress on.

And my hair was probably cut as well.

I guess I spent the rest of the dream waiting for the teacher like the other students, or maybe he/she was there already....not sure.

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06.11.2012

Facing Albert Wesker (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I think I'm playing Resident Evil 5, but I'm not sure if I'm the one actually pulling the trigger of various weapons, or the game controller.

I assume it's Resident Evil 4 because I see Chris Redfield and Sheva Alomar, and I'm controlling them as well. I wasn't cognizant of Sheva's presence until later on in the fight.

Albert Wesker seems to be after Chris, and both are inside a fairly dark house. There's a way out, but Wesker is walking so slow, just to make himself look scarier, that he's blocking the way out. After letting him get close to Chris, I press the buttons to dodge Wesker's attack. I get out of the area, and Wesker continues following me.

Now Chris is at some offshore military base, and then I realize there's an option for Sheva to "wait" or "follow" Chris. By now, I guess I'm just playing a video game in the dream. I move Chris to a dead-end so he can turn around and start shooting Wesker with a pistol.

Wesker takes a few hits, and he starts to get closer, and I make a dash past him, and the game prompts me to dodge his attacks again, which I do with ease. I go to the other side, turn around, and keep doing that a few times.

Then Wesker starts to form into something even more dangerous. He just looks weird, certain body parts more bulged out than others, but I keep shooting him, this time, with a Sniper Rifle.

It seems to work a few times, but after more shots, either I'm horrible at aiming, or he's immune to these types of gunshots.

I try to calm down and keep shooting, but now he transformed into something completely different. He turns into a 3 headed red dragon.

Wow.

One head looked like a horribly drawn cartoon dragon head, and the other two looked very realistic and 3D. I believe the cartoon head was in the middle or on the right (left looking from my view).

I really don't know what to do anymore except to keep shooting with whatever I have, and to make sure Sheva is getting damaged either, because if she's gone, game over for me too...at least that's the logic I believed in this dream.

This 3-headed red dragon is impervious to my weapon's bullets, and after a few seconds are trying to dodge it's attacks, along with making sure Sheva is okay as well, it starts to float.

But it's not that type of floating that leads to flying, it's floating like it's some kind of jet machine or something. I wonder why it needs to be floating, but it seems it's doing that so it can activate the turret contained in one of the heads.

Ummmmmm......


It starts shooting sporadically at us, and Sheva takes a few hits, and I could tell because through the HUD Screen, her health was a yellow, and I didn't have any First Aids to help her get healed to Green Level.

When everything seemed hopeless, someone comes to the left manages to inflict pain to the dragon with their weapon. Chris' face was looking at the ground crouching a little, because I thought I would die since I can't find a way to kill this thing.

The same person who came in to save us was Jill Valentine. Her outfit was a mix of her wearing the cap from her B.S.A.A. outfit from the Spencer's State episode and the rest of her body was covered with the outfit she wore when she boards the Queen Zenobia.

The outfit on the right is the one she wore, and the cap is probably what she wore as well on the left, but I'm starting to believe she wore the blue beret instead.

I don't know how I was able to quickly tell it was Jill, but her presence makes the fight less difficulty. I believe another person came to help kill this dragon as well, but I couldn't see their visage.

All I remember is that they were clothed with a very bright red outfit, most likely a dress, so it had to be a female, or a cross-dresser, but I high doubt the latter was possible.

That's all I remember.

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06.11.2012

Staged False Killing (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

At first, it didn't make sense, but after everything was being analyzed again, these people were very clever in staging a false murder.

I can't remember all the details, but most of the dream took place inside of a house. I guess it was a party or a hang-out of some kind, and after a while, a few people had to go already.

Now for a huge dream shift, because I can't remember why it feels like I'm watching a movie where they explain everything. Apparently, those same people who had to leave early, they were the same people who staged the false murder. They stained the pillow from a bed with some red substance to imitate the look of blood, and did all sorts of clever things.

That's all I remember.