non-lucid

After a party, I grabbed Sam and we ran outside of the building. We found a very dark building, in which I assumed my little brother to be. He was an orphan. I don't know why, but he was. And I missed him.

We ran towards the dark building, and knocked on the door. No answer. We pushed the door and it was open. We walked through, just in time to see about 7 kids running through the hall. "Excuse me!" I yelled. "Hey!"
The kids turned around and looked at me. "Yea?" they answered.
"Have you seen Tom?"
They shook their heads.
"Oh, okay then," I said. "Would you happen to know if there is another foster home in this town?"
They nodded, and pointed me in the right direction.

"Okay, thanks." I said. We walked out through the doors, and crossed the street. There we found the other foster home.
As we walked in, I noticed this foster home looked much nicer. It kind of looked like a hospital inside.
I asked the lady at the front desk for Tom.
"She looked down the list. Can anyone please bring out Tom?" she yelled.
Tom walked down the stairs, guided by one of the women there.
He looked about 5 years younger, but the same height. We hugged him. "Come on." I said.

We walked out of the building into a small wooden shack. There were a ton of these around. Inside were two bunk beds, and nothing else. We put our stuff on the floor and decided to sleep.

We were "awakened" by a loud boom sound. I peeked out the door of the shack, and looking up, I saw a humongous baby. In fact, it was a robot.
It was super creepy, because the next thing that happened was it shouted, "Mommy!" In a demonized voice.

It was looking for its mommy.

I quickly woke up Tom and Sam, and I told them we had to move, quick. We grabbed our things and raced out of the shack, trying to avoid the stare of the gigantic robot baby. Too late. After it saw us running as fast as we could out of the town, It yelled "Mommy!" Again, only deeper and angrier. As it tried to walk, it fell, crying as it hit the ground with an ominous cracking sound that shook buildings around it. Looking back, I see the crushed shack we were in only a few moments ago.

At the end of the dream, I was looking out of the eyes of a baby. It was sitting on a bed, in a tall building, looking at the fallen robot below through a window. Shaking its rattle, this baby cried, "Mommy, no!" In an even deeper, more demonized voice than the robot's. It crawled up to the window, and smashed it with its rattle.

Only a small fragment again, but it was pretty vivid.

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23/3/12

In my uni flats, everyone is filing out on their way to the headmaster [as if back in school] for disciplinary action. Nothing to do with me, I pretend to be involved to fit in and head towards the exit with everyone else. However, I remember a baking tray that urgently needs to be returned to my room, and turn back.

In my room, I find three guys, one of which I know, smoking. In reaction to my confusion, they tell me it's my fault for leaving my door unlocked. I agree, and join them. I light something balloon shaped, which is almost as big as my head, before putting it back down on a huge pile of tobacco.

I had 2 dream, wich i dont think they are related.
the 1st ona:
There was a "race" of beings wich i can compare to the Behemoths of FF-XIII. there was a Alfa Male that was Blue coloured, and his wife/women was Red coloured. they had a son that was Grey.
Some kind of catastrophe happened and they had to abandon the place they were resided, and becouse of that they left. i have a hole here, and the next time i remember something is that Blue, Red and Grey (im going to reffer them as that, for i do not know their names) were in a glacier that was breaking. i do not remember if there was more of this "behemoths" with them. Grey was in the water, and his father and mother tell him to come back but he keeps swimming to the center of the glacier.
Darkness.
Grey is in a COMICBOOK-STORE(i assume the one from the simpsons, i never been in a real comicbook store), with 2 humans. someone arrive screaming that X person(i do not remember his name) transformed himself. Grey asks him what X has become, and this man showed him a picture in wich you can see a human/behemoth (2 stripes going down from his head and back, big hands, etc..) that was BLUE/RED coloured, like those colours shifted all over his body. Grey get's angry and starts running to find X.
There ended the first dream.
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The 2nd one starts like this:
There was a group of people in the top of a mountain. They went down from that mountain and went trough a path, in wich i started to remember (or i was showed) who they are and what they did.
The only one i remember clearly is the one from the "old man". i remember he entered a crypt, in wich he fought against skeletons and that sort of things with a sword. this goes on for a while until he reaches a grave, in wich he fights "death" and steals his Scythe.
next thing i remember, a little kid from the group starts to run and get's into a sort of abandoned factory, half of it in still hearch and the other half in the water, with beams holding it. the kid started to move through this beams.
i do not remember anything else.
Thank You For Reading

Lucid Dreaming has entered my mind but in an unexpected way.

I am in the desert, possibly Utah or somewhere around the Great Salt Lake basin. There is nothing that identifies where I am but I recognize the scenery from real life as a familiar place. Behind me is a domed rock, or structure, out in the middle of this flat basin and I am standing in front of it with an ax. I bring the ax down swiftly right into the number 20,000, which represents a Lucid Dream and possibly Hall Points as well. The number smashes and releases color sprites and a burst of light, a colorful shower that appears beautiful and tacky at the same time.

My perspective suddenly shifts and I can see the burst of color over my shoulder. I'm viewing myself from outside a vehicle, and I can see the scene through the windshield and out the back window of the car. I am in the car with two other people, neither of whom I recognize or focus on, though I think one of them wears glasses. The car is something heavy and powerful, like a Dodge Charger, and is a creme or white color. I start the car and drive away, and the dream ends.


*I really should have gone to bed before 4A.M.

This night i had problems with sleeping, and it was hard to recall my dream.

my classmates and me where at the beach, but we did not bath, because we got our cloth on.

I was sitting in and open back container--thing of a trailer. My feet was dangling over the edge and I was "focusing"* on counting my fingers on the right hand. *I'm a total cloudhead during my dreams.
I was counting them, as I said, and sometimes I counted two lesser, and sometimes two more, but I didn't seem to notice, because the counting didn't "count" when I was in wake state (IRL; Dream), and I was saving the REAL counting for when I was in a dream again... Why..?

So, after the sun dream, I had another one immediately afterwards where this guy was giving me more psychokinesis training. I'm like "well, this is easy to do in dreams, but in the real world, it's a lot harder." He's like nodding and going "yeah." I don't have any psychokinetic abilities in real life, lol. Nobody does.... What's the point of this training?

So, I had another dream about the sun last night.

The sun is losing its ability to burn for some reason. Several parts of it are extinguished and all I can see are large, dark craters. And there's another, much smaller sun beside it. For every part that is extinguished, that amount goes into the newer, smaller sun.

The title surely says how weird they was.
[This is just a type up of what I wrote in my Hand Written Dream Journal - Additional notes will be marked in (x) as numbers instead of x and written at the bottom of the entry]

Dream 1:
Woke from a 9 month coma to find 3 people behind a concrete door where my lounge door should be. They were clearly trapped. 3 of my family members to be exact. When I opened the front door there was a huge truck/Lorry outside with my brother and a friend of my parents in the cabin. it was a small one of those car carrying lorries. it only had enough room for two cars. But only had one on it. Some weird cross between a citreon 2cv and a vw golf. Having realised it was christmas day I looked to see if I had any presents. Amazed because I did indeed have one even though I had just woken from a coma; I opened it. Just then the truck had been moved and I saw 3 car loads of people going off. I grabbed the present now unwrapped and ran towards the car with my parents in. I put on the shades and jumped in the back seat. To their shock that I was there I simply said " Merry Freakin Christmas" and off we went. (1)

Dream 2: This was short but packed full of randomness. I was in some kind of room. About 10 metres long 7 wide and probably 4 tall. There were plain tables and chairs everywhere. There was an alignment of beds that looked like they'd just come from the ww1 trenches around the walls. All of it was plain grey. the beds had stained and ripped blankets that were covered with mud and blood. There must of been about 30 of us gathered around a central table listening to a teacher.
[Then it got really weird..] A piece of chewing gum was thrown over a wall and hit Chabert on the head. [I should probably mention that there was no roof on this room] He then asked us if we knew what gum used to be for. He said it used to be for school. To aid learning. (3) but now it's just a symbol of evil and darkness among modern society. (4) Just about then a Barrage of gum was lobbed over the four walls for about 5 minutes. Bit of panic, some yelling. Then I woke up and that was the end of dreams.
1)About then I woke up so didn't get to finish the dream and see the bad guy.
(2) He resembled Chabert from les Choristes.
(3) No idea what bit thought that up.
(4) See (3) xD

I'm on the right track to getting there with LD I believe. But I'm not there yet. I have plans to look forward to. Hope you uhh.. enjoyed? reading that.

dream 1 - I was watching family guy. All I remember is Stewie being sarcasm. And then I went to another room - Miho was sitting there. Gahng was also there and they said something but I don't remember....

dream 2 - I was in the hallway of art wing and I read a paper on the wall that said 'only 2 people got scholarship for art college' and I was like, that's not fair!!! I was in agony to think about this....

dream 3 - did WILD and went out of veranda. My Ikran was there! Strangely he looked like a crane bird. Anyway, I climbed up grabbing his neck. He tried to lift me up using his head. and then he turned into real Ikran dragon. I grabbed his antenna thingy on the head, and stepped on the thingies(?) on this shoulder, and he spread his big wing. And we floated up to the air - it was so vivid! We flew across the buildings in a metropolitan city. I said 'To Katsuno!' and my Ikran started to fly really fast. I held on his antenna tightly. But after some minutes of flying, there seemed no Katsuno so I said 'To Atras!' but no trace of him... 'To Oceanboy!' no feeling yet... 'To juroara!' 'To thebeastofold!' 'To floatinghead!' 'To hermine!'
nothing worked. -.-
Then I woke up in pitch black.

I should have gone to floating islands...I always forget.. d'oh!

First

A woman is explaining something to someone else. It was about something mechanical, I don't remember what exactly.

Second

I'm at work and we're having a coffee break. It's not in the normal coffee room, but at a larger one, in another building. There is also a group of people there that I don't know, but apparently they belong to the same organization, they just organized the coffee break this time.

There's some food also, but the breaks seems to be over and all the food has been eaten. I'm kind of hungry and I'm looking for something left over. There is a kind of a buffet at another part of the room, but there isn't much left there either. There's some rice in a kettle and some vegetables. They even have a waitress working there, for the coffee break, and she's putting things away. She says something to me about there being nothing left.

Third

I'm going on a trip with a group of people. One of us cannot cross some border because he doesn't have the appropriate medical papers. We talk about it and decide that he can see a doctor and join us in a day or two. When we come back, i believe a week or so later, he is still at the border station. He has been to the doctor but he has some minor health problem and getting the papers will take some time.

Fourth

I'm with a group, possibly the same as in the previous dream. We park out car at a small parking lot, next to a large mall. We go in and there is a carriage that belongs to the owner of one of the cars outside. I try to lift it and think that it's too heavy. At this point I'm aware that a crime has happened and I suspect there's something hidden in the carriage.

We go back outside and talk to the owner of the carriage, a young man. We have no proof but I try to intimidate him by mentioning the weight of the carriage. He gets scared and runs away, towards the woods. I run after him and some of the others are running too, but they're a bit farther away. I cannot see him but a follow a trail. The train splits and I ask one of the others to check the other way.

There is an opening in the woods and I see him. He tries to run around me and turn back, trying to trick me somehow. I circle a bit farther than he did to force him to run on the path, where on of the others catches him.

There is a group of young people standing nearby, they were playing before we came. One of them, X, a girl a bit younger than me, wants to join us, thinking it's a game. I tell her that I can try to catch her but if I do, we throw her in jail. She runs towards me and starts to pretend I've caught her.

Hah, it's been a while since I've remembered anything more than fragments of a dream.

So, In this dream, I remember I'm in my house, it's night and I'm with my family. Not sure why, but I'm trying to sleep on my sofa, all the lights in the living room were off, and (right beside my sofa on the right side is a window) a light, almost like that of a searchlight kept shining in my eyes through the blinds. I keep shutting my eyes and trying to hide them from view so I can get some actual sleep and yet, this searchlight kept getting in my eyes. I look up and I, for some reason can't stop watching it, as the movements it was making are very out-of-place, I guess you could say. I noticed, as well, while I watched it, it was moving in more in a figure eight pattern and shining, not just our house, but on others as well, though the time spent on them was much just a small time, while our house it's spending plenty of time pointed towards.

After a good couple minutes of watching it, it finally disappeared, though less than a minute after this ... alien teleports into my house. It's floating above the ground, has no legs, long stringy arms with rather large hands on the ends, a body shaped both like a peanut and a triangle at the same time.
Around here, I forget what happens, I'm assuming something like him being friendly enough telling me of himself and letting me ask a couple questions of him and why he's here, asking if I'm so-and-so and me saying yes, and then him taking me without my say in any of it, as from the point I remember I'm on the ground outside as I'm on sand and dirt feeling rather nauseous and exhausted. I remember there being another person with me, though I can't remember who they were.

Anyway, after a couple seconds of nausea and exhaustion I decided to look up, see where I am, and let me tell you I was surprised when I saw where I was and what was around me. I was just outside of what looked like a marketplace and yet, there were no humans, instead many different species of aliens.
I look down again and close my eyes, trying to gather what the hell has happened, then remembering our alien friend who got me here. Remembering him, I get up quickly, the other person I'm with notices my erratic movement and gets up as well, following me, probably because they were just as confused as I.

I'm not sure where I'm going, I'm just moving as my legs are, through the large crowd of foreign creatures are making it rather hard for me to get to just walk to where ever I'm trying to walk to. I finally get to where my feet were taking me and I notice him our teleporting friend (I'm going to start calling him Jim)
As I saw Jim, I noticed he was wearing a very lopsided crown (I'm sure it was from earth) and was sitting in a chair that looked like eroded rock. He had what looked like servants around him holding various things and his ... throne was rather high up on a stone cliff
As Jim noticed me, he looked genuinely surprised from his expression. Afterwards he gave me a greeting asking how I liked the place, though I was more interested in knowing exactly where I was, so I asked him. He responded by making a vision show up inside my head, and as he talked, the images changed accordingly. He told me that I was on a barren planet which the "people" were poor, and the weather was dry and hot. The 'people' were farmers and could only grow "cabbage" (I'm sure he was only using this for myself to compare as the plants looked less like cabbage and more like a lettuce, carrot, cabbage combination )


As I started to tell him that I wanted to go home, he told me he couldn't do that and that now I'm simply a lowly servant whom has no say in the subject. Of course all of this kept making me more and more pissed off, contesting every word he said and as I started looking for a way up to him, some four-armed steroid-ridden aliens came and restrained me, just as I had found a stone path up to the throne Jim had.
*Right here is more of the dream that I have no memory of, I'm assuming I was sedated, thrown into a jail and had found my way out, and started walking back the way I thought Jim was*
I found my way, had more of a confrontation, though this time, he came down and we started talking from a more level state. Of course, I was still condescending and rather pissed, and considering he was acting cool and manipulative, this made me more pissed off, eventually leading to me punching me, him chasing me, and me running away.

I ran through the deserted landscape for not a very long time until we reached a place he didn't mention at all in his vision he sent to me; a large lake. Here there was a lot of pipes and high up towers. I started climbing up one of these towers, and half way up went onto one of these pipes. Got half way across before Jim obstructing my path and forcing me to turn back. I get back to the other tower and of course Jim is right behind me. I climb to the top of the tower and notice an opening, from here I remember not thinking but simply creating a ladder in my hands. I found this a little weird though I had no time to think as jim had just about made it up to the top with me. I dropped the ladder through the opening and I slid down it (though it was rope )

From here on in, I don't remember the rest, though hey, I did really enjoy remembering this when I woke up as it was a very fun dream.

I was in a forest with L and E, and we were looking for a secret lake. We stumbled across a part of the forest that reminded me of Mario. There were big spotted mushroomy things and tall round hills in the background. We found a small pool surrounded by green walls of some sort with white polkadots. We walked along the edge of it, but it wasn't what we were looking for. There was more to this, but I waited a long time to write it down, so I can't remember anymore. It was fun, though.

I am driving through some streets in what I think is montreal and it is raining heavily. There are lots of people walking across the road and I almost hit some of them, so I finally turn on my lights. I get to the party I was going to. Cops pull up and turn on their lights and I think they are pulling me over, but its someone else so I drive off a little. Its suddenly inside, and the cop has his gun pointed at someone. The guy disarms the cop and kills him and then turns the gun on other people. He shoots someone else in the head and puts the gun to someone elses chest and they start to cry in fear but he doesn't shoot. I run and I'm with the owner of the house in a kitchen and we are all very scared. It becomes like a video and I stopped and rewinded it to watch the disarm happen again.

Earlier I was in some place like a cafeteria and a cute girl comes up to my table and says she wants to see me naked. I go with her and follow her up some stairs. She is a guy now and he wants me to go into this secluded booth with another shorter guy but I dodge it. I ask whats going on and they were timing me to see how long it takes me to help a gay guy. Earlier I was outside of a formal party at my school, but I wasn't going. I was standing in a group and peter is there, and he makes an inside joke to me about some suit and rolling up the sleeves so I can breathe, because maybe I was drunk one time and tried to roll up my sleeves saying "I need to breathe" or something. It was funny. I start to think it may have been a mistake to leave my program.

Earlier I was at a bar sitting down with someone. A regular maybe. A waitor comes and makes a joke about why I'm not dancing.

---WBTB with MILD----

I'm back at keith's, and asked questions about people at the table. His dad told him that he's not his father, and he should just think of him as a good friend. Kristen sais she has her own plane noww and yesterday she flew a 747. Caroll looked 90 and crushed me as she leaned on me to get somethng. Kristen was paying me back for something and gave me 80$ extra and said she could afford it. Kyle came in the door and after a short while we shook hands in recognition.

Im at a different university, and was looking to book a hotel for the night. The president of the university ordered an execution of someone who had an affair, and the girl said that I'll probably want to leave to room for it. I say I'm surprised because not even police can order an execution. We get onto the topic of sex, and she says that I should do it and still have fun but have protected sex. My parents are on the other side of the room laughing at something and didn't hear her. The university is going over the execution with some kids, saying they'll give them a drug to put them into a coma before they put them into a box and release the gas. I am walking outside along the street now, and there is a closed gate with a wall behind it blocking the university entrance. Something about throwing rocks.

I have been keeping a DJ for 15 days now, I will just start from the 15th night (last night) so I can stay in-sync with my other entries.


Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 15

Another great night of dreaming, I even had a LD!

I. I had a dream loosely based on Skyrim, it was like our world combined with a fantasy world, where it mainly took place was at my school. I remember I needed to do some quest, I found this person who was small and made out of wood, he was telling me about stuff (can't remember what). That is when someone from my school came to work by me, she was not apart of the whole quest/fantasy aspect, when I started to chat with her. Then the person who gave me the quest came up to me and was upset I was not proceeding in the right direction, I was just laughing it off as he pulled me away. I last remember going into some old wooden rooms that you could tell were fit for a fantasy setting, he was taking me to see some person who knew what I needed to do next. That is all I remember.

II. I am at my old Middle school with my brother and we needed to go to the gym for class, and we were with someone else I remember from school. We all go into the locker room where I noticed there was a lot of boys and girls in the boys locker room. Our teacher came to everyone and said we needed to go to the cafeteria for a meeting, but everyone ignored him and stayed in the locker room lol. Something then caused me to become lucid, it might be because I have been trying to recognize that when I am at school I am dreaming since I dream about it a lot, but whatever it was I become lucid at this point. The first thing I see is that E (a girl I went to school with) was next to me and started walking to the other side of the room, I start to follow her because I was going to question her. I run into her sister A first, she is sitting on the ground working on something, so I crouch down to her level and she looks up and stares at me. The dream was incredibly vivid at this point, her facial features were so clear. So I ask her a question and the conversation goes like this.
Me- "Who are you?"
A- *Blank stares*
Me- "Who are you?"
A- *Blank stares*
Alright, this is one of the hollow DC's I read about . So I get up and walk towards E who was far more active than A, this is our conversation.
Me- "Who are you?"
E- *no reply*
Me- "Who are you?"
E- "You need to leave me."
Me- "This is a dream, I am dreaming right now." I should of asked why I needed to leave, but w/e.
E- "You need to wake up."
At this point I was thinking I do not want to wake up but the dream started to fade away, I started rubbing my hands and then touching my surroundings, it almost worked but the dream still ended .

III. This one is kind of all over the place. I start off with my family at this movie theater, we are watching this very strange movie about what would happen if someone left the movie theater early compared to if they stayed, idk it was very strange lol. The theater turned into some strange classroom/restaurant, my family already left but the rest of us were trapped, if we left our seat this crazy lady would sick her rabid pink cat on us lol. As she was turned I knew I had to run for the door, and when I did she started yelling something but I made it out before the cat got to me. I look at the time and it was something like 3:40 am and I was like, damn I have to get home fast. I jumped on my bicycle and started riding it down the street when there were 2 other people riding home as well. It was night time, but as we got further down the street it turned to light and we were on some dirt road and under a huge bridge that seemed destroyed, and when we tried to cross under it there were these people hiding shooting assault rifles at us. We were riding as fast as we could just hoping to not get shot, once we got to the other side, there was another bridge that we needed to cross a river, it had explosives already planted on it so when we crossed over we could destroy their route to us. When I crossed, the other people with me told me to go on, so I ended up going through this abandoned farm house that was loaded with guns and explosives. I just kept going, and soon I found myself at this small widow that was multi-layered, like I opened one window and had to open another after that. After opening all of them I realized that it was connected to my house and I had to crawl through so I can get home, I was a tight fit but I made it through fine. I run to my back door and I was surprised it was actually unlocked, but I didn't think much of it, so I walk into my house when my mom was there waiting for me, she says something but I can't remember and the dream ends.