non-lucid

Woke up feeling pist..............

It starts off, I'm in a class room and these kids are talking shit about me and harassing me. I couldn't take it anymore so I blew up at them and i started to fight this one guy. As we started fighting the teacher called down to the office for help. I was getting mad at the teacher because I was the good guy not the bad guy. I was only defending myself and all of a sudden the people from the office come and take me away when I'm the good guy. So I'm all upset because i get taken away and the other kid stayed in class. Then I woke up feeling really angry and pist off.

I went outside to the porch and I saw my dad and 2 of his friends reading books. I dont remember much detail. They where sitting on the benches placed outside, they had thire feet on a table. I sat down next to my dad on the bench. Then dad told me the object of the game was reading while having my feet on the table as long as possible. I then got the mental immage of my feet on a red exercise machine that wasn't the table. The dream ended.

I must read to much.

My parrents and I where at my grand fathers house dinning room. There where severeal platters of giant turkeys on the dark colored elegantly carved table. The dream ended.

Weird vivid dream


Well what i remember i sleeped and i wanted to DILD LD

didnt success so continued vivid dreaming and i was in work and there were few girls they wanted to blow me all
the time i dont remember wht happened then there was 1 DOG small dog annoying me all the time i mean he comes to my face and licks me k thats normal but all the time
i was like damn thats my new dream sign then i changed dream i went to school or what it was and there was everyone ..
i mean 2 Brothers of my dad i wanted to steal him 1 ciggaret and the pack of marlboro broken he fixed it with making small
holes in the pack and putting smoething insde.

so then theree were alot of friends ... i knew that place is in germany where i live near the underground station
so then i see someone coming with car "Guess who is it?" Damn JUSTIN BIEBER ?!?!? and i see everyone running on him
even 2pac , even Bob marley ,, i was like wtf fuck him i left and went back to my school place cus i hided the ciggaret and the doors
were closed so i knock there and it was 1 DeathRaw member and told him give my ciggaret pls
so he searched he gave me

then i see 2 BUS.
1 BUS FULL FULL Fans of Justin bieber
and 2ND not that full and justin bieber moving damn ,, i wanted to join the 2nd bus and do something funny lol , both busses gone so i was late
then i saw a Girl that i know and and i saw also bob marley coming from toilet
i went near there i said so let me light my ciggaret and go to the toilet , so i did and i woke up.


thats alll

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

Two women were side, by side, embracing each other at the waist. The women were either soap opera stars or movie stars. They were probably having their pictures taken by the press. They were in the middle of a huge crowd, probably at some kind of really classy party.

Both women looked glamorous, with tan skin and long, black hair parted on top and pulled back. One of them may have had long eyelashes. Both women wore shoulderless, black dresses. One of the dresses may actually have cornered up at one shoulder. One dress had feathers or leaf-like designs on the front. Either one or both of the girls may have been wearing a big, diamond pendant or necklace.

Dream #2

A commercial or an infomercial. A middle-aged Elizabeth Taylor, possibly wearing a kind of shimmery, blue and silver dress (or a dark blue, velvet dress?) stood in a chest-up shot, addressing the camera.

Taylor's chest was decorated with a few big (6 or 7 cm) diamond pins and pendants, in a kind of random fashion. Taylor was talking about how beautiful her diamonds were and how she wasn't ashamed about living with such extravagance.

Taylor said, "But now you, too, can look like you live as glamorously as I do, with new fake diamonds. These diamonds look just like my diamonds do. Why look!"

A kind of short, bald, skinny, white man with a thin mustache and wearing a tuxedo walked up to Taylor. The man was probably a butler. He held a framed backing of blue velvet, against which were set a selection of huge pins and pendants, like the ones Taylor wore. The idea was, apparently, that Taylor was going to compare her diamonds to the fake diamonds on the display.

Taylor continued some kind of speech before the butler interrupted her. The butler cleared his throat and told Taylor that he was holding the real diamonds, and that Taylor was wearing the fake ones.

Taylor gave a look of surprise to the camera, as if to say, "Incredible! Even I can't tell the difference!"

Very short dream.

I was at my parents home, and I'm sleeping, when one of my friends from school knocks on my window. He wants in because he has something to tell me. I let him in, and then I don't remember the rest.

Jacob.

I attempted WILD, but after turning my alarm off, I just jump back into bed and fall asleep. I need to find a way to stop myself from going back to sleep automatically; maybe set two alarms?

I remember one of my dreams involved being in school, in a large, concert-like auditorium. There were chairs seated in rows, and I was trying to get by a Latino couple at the end of one of the rows. The space was really tight, but the girl decided to try to trip me by moving her legs in front of mine and the boy followed suit. they both started laughing, and saying stuff in Spanish I couldn't understand, and no matter how hard I tried to get past them, they kept me there, moving my legs around in a stomping motion to try to get them off of me. Someone apparently saw the commotion, and called either security or an administrator over to us. The administrator thought I was attacking the couple and once they both saw he had come over, they acted like it too. I don't remember my punishment, but for some reason, my group of friends included Varg Vikernes of Burzum. I would think this to be a Dream Sign, being he is a famous person, and I do not know him personally, but I didn't pick up on it; I just accepted that I know Varg and we talked about how much bullshit it was that I got in trouble. I remember later finding the Latino boy's Tumblr (blogging website) and he had a lot to say about the incident.

The second dream I remember had something to do with my dad and I going fishing. I think I remember a jetski, and I remember on the way back, some kid had a 5 string guitar which used to be John Petrucci's (Dream Theater). He had it tuned in some weird ass way that isn't standard for music at all like A#D#F#BE or something. Anyway he handed it to me and i just played open strings and it soudned like a Dream Theater song which was cool I guess.

Nothing was completely out of the ordinary in these dreams, besides Varg being in my group of friends, and I wasn't able to pick up on it.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Not only is my recall going down, but I managed to miss getting Lucid again while RC'ing. I'm pissed.

01.00: Sleep

07.00: WBTB 15 minutes

07.00: Pool
I'm with my friend Jesper and his family in a big pool. We swim around and do whatever. My sister's friend has apparently lost most of her keys and we try to find it. I find several keychains and small shiny objects she had on her key chain. We get out of the pool to go buy some beer. There's a small store nearby and we enter it. I look for beer at the back and find a few cans. A foreign guy walks up to me as I'm trying to find more and tells me he needs beer. Apparently because I haven't decided what I'm supposed to get, he can just take whatever I have taken.

He takes my three beers and I'm left with weak beer. I spot an old classmate. "Hey man, can I buy some beer off of you?" he smiles and shakes his head. God damnit. I realise there's one more person who has beer. It's Ove from the series "Solsidan". We get out of the store and walk into his house. He's at the neighbours so we are free to search his home. I see a case of beer above his stove and spice cabinet. I spot a bottle of "Lucid Dreamer" pills. I accidentaly make them fall and have to put them back again. "Hurry up he's coming back soon" Jesper tells me. I arrange the bottles, but I can't remember exactly how they were before. He's definitely going to notice something's off.

12.00: Fragment
*I'm about to be executed for something. It's going to happen the next day and I think about how it would feel to either get your head chopped off or get a lethal injection. "There's no way I can do this" I tell Monica. "I'm going to escape and I'd rather kill myself than letting anyone else kill me" I say. She looks worried.

12.00: Be more critical!
I'm at a dock with another guy. We're about to go fishing but he tells me there's something wrong with his boat. "The one just outside of Africa's coast, I have to fix the box. The other people were drunk" he tells me. Whatever that means. "Alright man, I'll wait here" I tell him and check the worms, they are still alive and well. I spot a table and head over there. Three coworkers are there. I sit down and is handed a blank paper. It's a test in English and Maths, but I haven't studied. I write down some random equations and try to think of the words we were supposed to do, but I haven't even seen them once.

After a while I scramble the paper in frustration. "What's one single F going to do? I've got A's in all the other ones" I tell them. "Why didn't you study?" Björn asks me. "Well, I did before, alot, but I guess that was a week ago" I say. Two large boats arrive and dock. Loads of people get out, mostly graduate students. "Oh cool, look at that" I say and point. There are several nice looking ones, it looks like they aren't wearing enough clothes. A bunch of Asian girls eye me and giggle.

I get up and head into a house further up the hill. My friend G's there and he's playing Pokemon. I watch for a while as he's getting beat by some crocodile/turtle Pokemon. "I love Golem" I tell him. "He's got alot of attack and defense". I sit down at a table and my friend Felix is there. He puts a razor on his plate and balances it there. "I shaved my pubic hair with that" I tell him. He throws it away in disgust. His brother Victor comes down the stairs. "You know six Asian girls just went up" I tell him.

"Yeah I know" he replies with a big smile. Suddenly I feel like doing a RC. I look at my hand and count six fingers. That must be wrong. I count again, I still get six. I close one of my eyes and count again. Six. "Hmm, my vision is a bit blurry" I say and rub my eyes. I start thinking of dreams and know that one dream sign is that my tongue feels extremely thick and clumsy in my mouth. I can't seem to talk properly. Just like a moment ago. I dismiss it and count my fingers again, six, only this time there's tiny fingers growing out inbetween them all...

12.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10½ hours

Supplements: 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! Oh well, I guess this can still happen. Although I have decided to start doing RC's VERY properly again. No more slacking and I will also try to up my recall. Three dreams in 10½ hours of sleep is so bad by my standards. I will get Lucid tomorrow, and I will fight! Unless I get drunk tonight haha.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I was outdoor. It all were a little bit creepy, with the bees and flies, flying around everywhere. But i desided to go out anyway... In the garden, bees had created a sculptur of a great bee. Now were the bees and flies flying after me, so i desided to go inside... I ran the fastest i could, and was in the house before it was to late. In the house i saw a strange girl. I think she had black hair and big eyes, not enourmous, and her eyes changed often from blue to orange... And i can't remember what happened next... But i can't remember me talking to her, i had never met a DC like her. She was a bit creepy and like a person in real life at the same time...

I remember a few details about a dream I had before this about being roomates in college with my friend(will be doing this in RL in just a few months!) and we checked into our dorm but it was haunted and I kept freaking out as my friend was just sitting there like nothing was wrong. I kept hearing noises, like the door slamming shut and floor creeking and I would curl up in a ball in my bed when my friend and sister would leave me alone. I just remember that it was really really scary!

I was in school and it was about halfway through the day and I really wanted to get out of there, I think because I was just bored and wanted to go home. So I was standing at the back of the hallway where my locker is, holding my books and some loose change, and decided to just sort of.. fall over and faint. I dropped my books, trying not to think about all the people staring at me, and listening to the coins drop on the floor as I fell. I think my passing out was half real and half faked because I blacked out on the ground and woke up a few minutes later. Everyone had gone to their classes, and I found it weird that no one had stopped to watch or help me, except for one of my old teachers, Mr. Belan. He was the only one to come and he came walking down the hall with a wheelchair saying "Sorry it took me so long." 'Wow I don't think anyone cares that I'm laying on the ground barely awake right now..' I thought, slowly opening my eyes and trying to regain focus. He wheeled over to me and I was barely able to stumble up and sit in the chair. I don't know if he told me that someone told my parents or if I just assumed someone told them, but I was really afraid of them coming to the school to pick me up because I felt embarrassed. Mr. Belan wheeled me to my car, but as we went outside the scenery changed and we were in the beautiful mountains of St. Everest. But everything still seemed normal to me so he just kept wheeling me to my car(which seemed like I had been there in a previous dream and left that car there) and when I got there I realized that I had to tell him the truth, that I had faked(sort of) my fainting to get out of school. I slowly fished for socks in my car(no idea why) then turned to him and realized I was dreaming. (It took awhile for me to grasp the fact that this wasn't real and for a second or two I actually tried to wake myself up because I wanted to get out of there, but that failed and I realized this is a dream and I can do what I want) Wanting to get away, I told him "I just want to fly away," then turned to the face of a cliff of one of the mountains we were on to jump off, but instead I turned back to him and told him everything. I wanted to see what would happen, I guess. He got angry at me then started to run away from me down the small mountains. I was easily able to catch up with him though, as I took giant leaps and floated down each mountain. It was quite fun. Anyways, I finally caught up to him and he agreed to have a meeting with me to discuss what just happened. We went to this city and went in this white, old, run down, small building with only one room which contained an old rusty cheap table. As soon as we entered, I saw this strange character. It is hard to describe.. it looked like the cave dweller I had been drawing in real life(don't ask why..). Half human, standing tall, yet a dark green color with long ears down to it's shoulders. For some reason, I recalled seeing it in another dream and becoming good friends with it(though I don't think I ever really dreamt about this thing before as I think about it now) So I went over to greet it and then woke up.

I drew a picture of the creature just for fun

Intro notes and dreams last night.

I have been attempting to Lucid Dream for about 3-4 weeks. I have had one lucid dream so far.

Last night I had a dream of being at a track meet with my Tom my old coach and a few friends and family. They were finding a way to combine the teams so they could help each other out. Don't have much more than that.

As a side note my first Lucid Dream was in the house I grew up in. I awakened in the bathroom naked. I think I was looking at my hands and perhaps that made me lucid.

I stood up and looked around the bathroom. Of course there was a mirror there and understanding that mirrors can be strange I looked into it. My face was very distorted and I couldn't make it out too well. My body was hunched over and extremely hairy.

I walked out of the bathroom and into the dining room. From there I walked into the Kitchen. I lost Lucidity there. I think I simply fell back into a typical dream state.

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May 13 2011



I found myself playing in some dirt outside a roadside diner.
My identity changed to more of that of an adult and I got up and went inside hearing all kinds of happy conversations.

My senses were pretty open and I could feel all the people in the place.

Once inside I saw it was a nice bright coffee house like place. I walked into the center of the tabled room and then thought 'I'd like to sit with the 2 quirky gay guys, they seem interesting' and started to walk over to their small round table. They got up glaring at me and left.
Telepathy works both ways, hmm, I'll have to watch my telepathic outflow more.

I sat at the now empty table and listened to people talk which was a bit confusing because their verbal words and their metal words, that I was telepathically picking up, did not always match .

Guy1: "Oh that's great!" 'whatever'
Guy2: "I know right" 'I'm bored'
Guy1 "You must feel lucky?" 'I guess'
Guy2 "Oh I am" 'not really'

This was messing with my head and I tried to change my focus and then I saw a hovering robot about the size of an office trash can, it had a yellow light on its metal domed top and a red colored hair-like metal decoration under its hat like top, no face.
'I wonder what this is doing here'
Robot: 'I'm interested in human men-kind."

I was glad it was completely telepathic.
It stayed by me and intenetly watched the 2 other guys talking.
I plugged my attention into the interplay between the robot and the conversation but it was boring and my mind drifted.
'mankind hmm'
'yep'

I then felt a pull outside

This was no regular outside place, I felt no humans at all, as if they had never existed, though I thought that they had something like a million years ago.

Then I saw the dark figures move, I was looking at a strange group of chimp sized apes, about 20 of them. They weren't chimps, their faces were different, fuller and wider, and they all had a little gray hair around their faces.

My senses were still open and their radiation (a telepathic flow of consciousness you get from conscious things) felt a lot like human's but very simple like a 2 year old.

One was trying to kill a wasp that had flown out of a hole in the ground. He knew it could sting and was holding it by its wings and hitting it on the hard packed ground to kill it and knock off the stinger. The wasp was hardier than the strange chimp thought and I could feel he was sorry he had chosen to eat this insect. Another youner ape came over and watched and motioned with his hand in a whipping motion to rip the wings off but the older ape didn't get what the younger ape was trying to say.

I woke up wondering what happened and why I woke in the middle of that story.

These days I had crappy recall... It's not worth to be posted, just a couple of words, but I have it in my other DJ (the physical one). I think I'll try that ADA technique, while waiting for the academy reopen.

I'm sitting in class across from Milan and we're playing paper football, ignoring a nonsensical and hypocritical rant from Ms. Kaminiarz. I hear her ask Dennis to go write something on the board and whilst he's up there, he tells a joke. Everyone finds it hilarious, I hardly laugh. Some girl starts up a conversation with me about school and I notice Tawnya glancing over with an annoyed look. I get the impression that she think I`m interested in this girl but I'm not. A little while later, I notice someone rubbing/massaging my back. It strikes me as odd and I'm not sure who it is; I have a feeling it's the girl to my right (the DC named Courtney from a few previous dreams) but then I go "it couldn't be, what would she want with me?"I decide that it's probably Courtney (from Caf class) who's sitting behind. I can't remember what happened next but I know I had a false awakening after.

I'm not sure but I think this was my subconscious trying to tell me to stop settling for less.

Had several dreams last night but way too much going on to remember more than this.

There were a few people over at my house that I had never met before. One of the guys offered me a vial of LSD. It had weird floating blobs in it. He said I could trip for free and I told him I couldn't cause my kid was home. He said I didn't have to take much to trip and it wouldn't last as long. So I drank a bit of it and had some of the blobs in my mouth, I went ahead and chewed them up. Then he went and offered my husband some and he was going to take it. I told him he probably shouldn't just in case something happens with our son. He said he'd be fine and he took some too. I started tripping within half an hour apparently, at least that's what I exclaimed to a girl who wanted to take some. It kicked in fast, and I remember sitting on the couch, talking to two guys. It really felt as though I had taken acid, because the conversation was so simple and so funny. I just started giggling like crazy and I told them I had no idea what was going on right now, with the conversation. I started to see colors vibrate my vision and then they would disappear. My son was in his crib sleeping and I was staring at him when I realized I wasn't tripping anymore.

Just a fragment. There was a whole story to it. Slacking on my dream journal. =/

I have no idea what's up with the blobs...